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Make another smart choice with Auto Quote Explorer to compare rates from multiple car insurance companies all at once. Try it@progressive.com Progressive Casualty Insurance Company and affiliates not available in all states or situations. Prices vary based on how you buy. This is the Memory palace. I'm Nate DiMeo. There is a word in English that is still alive, that is spoken ever merely because it is long. Anti disestablishmentarianism is the longest word in the English language that isn't a scientific term or wasn't coined merely in an attempt to make a longer one. And it is a very English word rooted in very English politics to describe the factional opposition to those who in the 19th century sought to strip the Anglican Church's status as the state church of England, Ireland and Wales, an obscure struggle for power settled long ago. It is a word that would have been relegated, with little lament, to brief mentions in brief passages in very English theses, gathering dust in very English libraries were it not ripe for rolling out as a fun fact or issuing as a spelling challenge. But despite its length, 12 syllables, two more letters than the English Alphabet itself, it's not that hard to spell. You just can't be afraid of it. Just need to trust your knowledge of the rules of English pronunciation and stay focused so you can keep your place and not lose your head as you work your way through building the word letter by letter by letter. But that itself can be hard, especially if you are standing in front of your classroom or on some spelling bee stage, maybe a number, on a placard, on a piece of yarn strung around your neck. Or if you are Gloria Lockerman, 12 years old, a student at Booker T. Washington Middle School in a struggling part of West Baltimore, wearing a pale yellow dress. Not that people could tell in their black and white televisions, though they could tell she was African American as she appeared on the $64,000 question, the most watched show in America there in 1955, less than a year after Brown vs. The Board of Education, less than a year before Rosa Parks would be arrested and the show's host, a blandly handsome white man named Hal March, says for $8,000 spell anti disestablishmentarianism. Gloria Lockerman got it right. And it blew people's minds that next morning, a Wednesday morning more than 60 years ago, on schoolyards and in steno pools, at lunch counters, still segregated on buses, still segregated that next morning, it seemed that all people could talk about was how this 12 year old black girl, this colored girl, this Negro and worse, could spell a word almost no one watching that night had ever heard of. This whole thing was unheard of, a girl like that. It was confounding, infuriating, inspiring. All of was 1955. At the heart of the show was a gamble. Answer a question right and you double your money. Get it wrong, you lose it all. So at each step on the way to the $64,000 question, the real question was do you bet on yourself or do you walk away? And how do you bet on yourself when you are 12 years old, when you have already won $8,000, when your family has never had anything like $8,000 before, when you're a smart kid, when your family always said so, when your teachers always said so, said you should go to college. But a year at college could cost hundreds of dollars and where was your family supposed to dig up hundreds of dollars when suddenly you're sitting on $8,000 and your mom and dad are sitting in the audience, rarely together since their divorce, rarely around since they sent you to Baltimore to live with your grandparents. They and there they are sitting side by side in their Sunday best, nervous as all get out on national television while you are in the Revlon isolation booth with adult sized headphones on, your kid sized head smushing down your curls while you wait for the voice of Hal March to tell you which word will decide whether you have $16,000, $16,000 in 1955, or whether you go back to having something like nothing, go back to probably not going to college even though you know you're smart when millions of people are watching you and millions of those millions are watching just to see you fail. There is no surviving footage of what happens next and no audio for me to play for you wherever you are right now. And maybe that's for the best. Maybe it should just be silent after all. The Revlon isolation booth was designed to be silent as you awaited the host's disembodied voice. So spell the belligerent astigmatic anthropologist annihilated innumerable chrysanthemums. I'll wait. The next week a journalist tagged along with Gloria Lockerman, her grandmother and her English teacher as they traveled to New York for her next TV appearance in which she would lay her $16,000 in the line for a chance at 32. Few people in the memory of this reporter, the man wrote, have ever so completely charmed this blase city in such a short time as did this 12 year old spelling wizard. He goes on to describe scenes of improbable triumph of a kid from West Baltimore taking Manhattan Gloria Lockerman at cocktail parties, at French restaurants thrown in her honor, surrounded by fans in Harlem signing dictionaries in a bustling bookstore, getting a kiss on the hand by the dashing Italian star of Broadway's South Pacific, being laden with boxes of blouses and dresses, an alpaca coat, gifts from merchants up and down Fifth Avenue. But when it came time for the show, Gloria Lockerman didn't go for the $32,000. And what a brave thing for a 12 year old black girl from Baltimore to go on television when millions upon millions have tuned in to watch her go for $32,000 when uncountable millions of those are rooting for her uncountable girls who look something like her uncountable grandparents who never thought they'd live to see the day when someone like Gloria Lockerman would be doing something at all like this. And while millions of others are rooting for her to fail or be revealed as the cheat they were sure she must be, some surely wishing her dead. It's 1955. It was a brave thing for Gloria Lockerman to walk away. Let's not lose sight of that. Gloria Lockerman's family certainly didn't. It's 1955. You take the money in a country where families like yours have something like nothing, where a daughter like yours is so gifted yet has no guarantee of affording college or finding EU's for those gifts. You take the money in a city where homes, whole blocks, playgrounds and parks just a few blocks north of where Gloria Lockerman lived were torn down to put up a highway where a few blocks east they were torn down to put up new housing projects where federal and local statutes and zoning ordinances, power struggles settled long before, made home ownership harder for black Americans, made schools worse, made it harder to build and sustain and pass down the kind of wealth that allows people to claim a place in this world worthy of your gifted daughter. You take the money. In the months following her appearance on the $64,000 question, there in the middle of the 1950s, on the cusp of the civil rights movement, 12 year old Gloria Lockerman appeared at state fairs spelling anti disestablishmentarianism again and again to wild applause. Articles appeared saying her rise to fame poked holes in the arguments of the segregationists. She did paid endorsements, was named one of Mademoiselle magazine's Women of the Year and received an award from the New York Bible Society and 16,000 pickles from the National Pickle Pickers association, she appeared on stage at the 1956 Democratic convention. She was paid $1,500 to appear on the actress Martha Ray's TV show during which the host and the movie star Tallulah Bankhead hugged and kissed Gloria Lockerman and sent the racists into a tizzy and sent the show's sponsor into retreat. And that was supposedly the end of the Martha Ray show, but not of Gloria Lackerman. The spotlight shifted away from her to the south to the bus boycott and the fire hoses and the freedom Rides. Every now and again it would flash on her briefly. Newspapers or Jet magazine would ask where Gloria Lockerman was now and they would find her thriving. Graduating from high school, graduating from Penn State. She died in 2010 at age 67, and her death passed unnoticed, though, according to an obituary posted by her family on a funeral home website, she would probably have wanted it that way. Apparently, she decided decades before that she had had enough attention for one lifetime all those years ago. The post tells a story of a life well lived, the kind of life that just a little bit of financial stability, however it comes to you, can open up for you. She got her master's in French, traveled and studied in Europe, taught Romance languages in Pennsylvania high schools, joined civil rights protests, just one of the many marching had a son and stepchildren and grandchildren and a husband who taught music at Delaware State. She called people on their birthdays. She never forgot birthdays, she just had a head for remembering facts and dates and names. Hers was Gloria Lockerman SA this episode of the Memory palace was written and produced by Me, Nate DiMeo in October of 2018 with research assistance from Eliza McGraw and engineering assistance from Elizabeth O'. Bear. The show is a proud member of Radiotopia, a network of independent listener supported podcasts from prx, a not for profit public media company. You can follow me on Instagram or threads at the Memory palace podcast or on bluesky aiddemayo. That's D I M E O and on Facebook hememorypalace. You can always drop me a line at Nate thememorypalace us back with a new episode in a couple of weeks. Radiotopia from prx.