Podcast Summary: The Messy Parts with Maryam Banikarim
Guest: Cindi Leive
Episode: Cindi Leive: Reinvention, Resilience, and Rewriting the Rules of Women’s Media
Date: June 16, 2025
Episode Overview
This episode features Maryam Banikarim in conversation with Cindi Leive, the former longtime editor-in-chief of Glamour magazine and co-founder of The Meteor, a collective and media platform focused on feminist storytelling. In a wide-ranging, deeply honest conversation, Leive reflects on her storied career, what it takes to build and reinvent oneself in changing industries, the messy realities of leadership, and the crucial importance of collaboration and community, especially in an era when feminism is under attack and loneliness is on the rise.
Key Discussion Points & Insights
Early Life, Influences, & Resilience
- Growing Up with a Role Model (04:23):
Leive describes her mother, a microbiologist and single mom, as an example of cheerfulness and pragmatic problem-solving in the face of daily challenges. She internalized a deep love of meaningful work rather than a specific occupation.- “I think just like a love of work. And I later kind of came to understand how much my mom had probably sacrificed... But I didn’t really see any of that growing up.” [04:27]
- Loss and Self-Sufficiency (07:36):
Both Maryam and Cindi discuss losing a parent as teenagers and how it shaped their attitudes toward compartmentalizing grief and becoming fiercely self-reliant.- “…one of the things that losing my mom early had kind of trained me to do was be like rigorously self-sufficient, which is not a wholly bad thing, but definitely not wholly good either.” – Cindi [09:09]
Navigating Magazine Media and Leadership
- The Reality Behind the “Hockey Stick” Career (02:20):
Leive admits that although her career looks linear and glamorous, it was in fact “all mess.”- “I feel like it’s kind of… it’s sort of all mess.” – Cindi [01:54]
- Early jobs: She didn’t grasp how magazines were made, only that she loved them.
- Command & Control Leadership at Conde Nast (11:38):
- The prevailing editorial leadership style was, “I think”—rooted in singular vision, not collaboration.
- “That was sort of what the image of an editor in chief was… owning your voice really strongly… But… to get anything done well and to enjoy work and to learn… you have to be willing to ask for advice.” – Cindi [11:38] & [12:29]
Pivoting, Reinvention & Founding The Meteor
- Leaving Glamour for Reinvention (12:52):
- After witnessing major industry changes and society’s political shifts—Trump’s election, the Women’s March, #MeToo—Cindi decided it was time to pass the baton and do something more directly connected to activism and women’s issues.
- “…there was this sort of, like, rise of activism… I don’t think I knew exactly what I wanted to do to be part of that.” – Cindi [13:36]
- Choosing Collaboration Over Command (14:59):
- The Meteor began as a collective (not a hierarchy), with meetings starting in Gloria Steinem’s living room.
- “…brainstormed… how we were seeing this rise in, like, activism among women and political engagement… but there wasn’t really a home for storytelling in the way that Ms. had been.” – Cindi [16:26]
- Challenges of Entrepreneurship (18:52):
- Starting The Meteor involved the messy reality of limited resources, smaller teams, and personal vulnerability.
- “Now I understand when people say that, like being an entrepreneur is like not at all glamorous. Like, it is truly not at all glamorous...” – Cindi [18:52]
On Fundraising, Perfectionism & Learning by Doing
- The Trap of Perfection (21:59):
- Drawing on her husband’s example as an independent film producer, Cindi learned the power of “just ask” and letting go of the need for perfection before pitching.
- “There probably is no one right way to do it… don’t spend so much time trying to get it to be perfect before you go out with it… you will learn from those nos you know more than just sitting there, like, working on your deck and working on your business model.” – Cindi [21:59–23:21]
Resilience, Feminism, and Hope in Hard Times
- Facing an Era When Feminism Is Under Attack (23:41):
- Both host and guest discuss the obstacles facing feminist media today, with Cindi stressing the importance of hope, community, and focusing on one’s immediate environment.
- “…it’s incredibly unmooring… It’s not just an obstacle. It’s something that, you know, makes you feel like you’ve taken a step… you thought was there is not there. It is that kind of feeling.” – Cindi [25:15]
- Advice for the Overwhelmed (25:24):
- Starting small—within your community, at the hyperlocal level—is empowering and necessary.
- “Focusing on the world that you inhabit personally… that’s where you can start to feel like real successes.” – Cindi [25:24]
AI, Loneliness, and the Importance of Human Connection
- AI and the ‘Silo of One’ Threat (27:34):
- A lively discussion about AI, NotebookLM, and tech: while powerful, these tools risk deepening social isolation.
- “…I think that the rise of AI is going to, like, exponentially increase this trend… people just being kind of like alone with their phones or alone with their computers… that makes being together with other people really important medicine.” – Cindi [28:26–29:15]
Parenting, Generational Change, and Therapy
- Learning from Her Children (30:57):
- Cindi admires her children’s self-insight and acceptance of therapy, reflecting generational shifts in emotional intelligence.
- “Because they've grown up with social media, they also are very aware of its limitations and its dangers and… the importance of putting it down.” – Cindi [31:16]
Career Advice & Meaning
- Collaboration Over Competition (34:24 & 35:26):
- “Everything is more fun when you do it with somebody else… We are made to be with other people... collaboration makes everything better.” – Cindi [34:24]
- Prioritizing Joy (35:23):
- Maryam: “It’s not just accomplishment. You can also have joy.”
- Practical Wisdom from Ann Richards (38:32):
- “Always wear your name tag on the right...”
(Advice given by Ann Richards, former Texas governor. Cindi shares she always follows it—no idea why!)
- “Always wear your name tag on the right...”
Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments
- On self-sufficiency and messiness:
“I feel like it’s kind of… it’s sort of all mess.” – Cindi [01:54] - On her mother’s role modeling:
“It’s just really good to have something that you are so excited about… that lights you up…” – Cindi [03:50] - On resilience:
“I just thought… I didn’t realize at the time that like, I could allow people to help me or support me or take care of me, you know.” – Cindi [09:09] - On entrepreneurship:
“Being an entrepreneur is like not at all glamorous. Like, it is truly not at all glamorous.” – Cindi [18:52] - On perfectionism:
“Don’t spend so much time trying to get it to be perfect… you will learn from those nos you know more than just sitting there…” – Cindi [22:45–23:21] - On collaboration:
“Everything is more fun when you do it with somebody else… collaboration makes everything better.” – Cindi [34:24] - On AI and human connection:
“…makes being together with other people, like, really important medicine that we have to make sure we’re giving ourselves.” – Cindi [29:15] - On letting others see your mess:
(delivering a calf in Ohio) “It was like an extremely formative experience. It also involved a long plastic glove... very, very messy.”* – Cindi [37:02] - Practical wisdom:
“Always wear your name tag on the right. Ann Richards taught me that.” – Cindi [38:32]
Timestamps for Key Segments
- [01:54] – “The whole thing is mess”
- [03:49] – On passion for work and family influence
- [07:36–08:52] – Coping with loss, self-sufficiency
- [11:38–12:29] – Leadership at Conde Nast
- [13:36] – Decision to leave Glamour and activist context
- [16:26] – The beginnings of The Meteor in Gloria Steinem’s living room
- [18:52–19:45] – Vulnerability and messiness of entrepreneurship
- [21:59–23:21] – Perfectionism vs. “just start” in launching a venture
- [25:15–26:01] – Staying hopeful in dark times
- [27:34–29:15] – AI, loneliness, importance of real human connection
- [31:16–32:09] – What her kids teach her about boundaries and therapy
- [34:24–35:26] – Collaboration and joy as guiding principles
- [38:32] – Name tag wisdom from Ann Richards
Rapid Fire Round Highlights
- Walk-on music: “God Put a Smile on Your Face” by Mark Ronson [35:36]
- Currently watching: Hacks (loves the intergenerational story) [35:52]
- Go-to dish: “Green chicken” – jalapeño, cilantro, garlic, soy marinade [36:18]
- Surprising fact: Delivered a calf on a farm in Ohio [36:53]
- Life lesson: Prioritize collaboration and joy—and wear your name tag on the right [38:32]
Conclusion & Takeaways
Cindi Leive, in conversation with Maryam Banikarim, pulls back the curtain on what reinvention, resilience, and leadership really demand in media and life. She advocates for embracing imperfection, letting go of the “solitary genius” myth, and putting community, collaboration, and joy at the center—especially as digital tools threaten to isolate us further. Both rooted and inspiring, this episode is a candid guide to finding meaning, agency, and fun amidst the inevitable mess.
