Podcast Summary: Sherman “O.T.” Powell: Cocktails in Attica
Podcast Information:
- Title: The Moth
- Host/Author: The Moth
- Episode: Sherman “O.T.” Powell: Cocktails in Attica
- Release Date: August 15, 2011
Introduction
In this compelling episode of The Moth, Sherman “O.T.” Powell recounts his harrowing experience in the Attica Prison system during the mid-1970s. His story, delivered with raw honesty and vivid detail, sheds light on the struggles of life behind bars and the lengths one might go to survive.
Background and Arrival at Green Haven Prison
Powell begins his tale in 1975, at the age of 28, reflecting on his circumstances: "I weighed 120 pounds" (01:49). Arrested for narcotics sales under the stringent Rockefeller Plan, he faces the daunting prospect of "four to life" sentences. Powell's initial apprehension is palpable as he describes his first days in prison:
"I knew that I was going to get some time one day because of the way I live, but never in my wildest dream did I think life was going to be on the end of it." (02:30)
After an orientation period at Green Haven, Powell is transferred to Attica, which he describes as one of the "second worst prison[s] in New York State" (03:00). The fear of attending Attica is intensified by its notorious reputation, evident in the remnants of violence, such as "bullet holes still in the wall" from the 1971 riot.
Life in Attica and Struggles with Isolation
Upon entering the yard, Powell is overwhelmed by fear, having never been in a prison environment of this severity. He recounts interactions with fellow inmates who offer him solace and protection, acknowledging their support:
"We going to look out for you, man. 'Cause you looked out for us when we was in the street." (04:15)
Despite these alliances, Powell grapples with limited resources. With only $20 a month from the state, he finds himself resorting to illicit activities to satisfy his addictions and cravings, stating:
"I got a pack a day habit of cigarettes. I got a candy Jones. I love Snickers and M&M's." (05:00)
Bootlegging: Creating “Wine” in Prison
Determined to secure more for his vices, Powell ingeniously manufactures bootleg wine within the prison. Drawing from past experiences at Rikers Island, he describes the process:
"We would get a big bucket, right, and put the black plastic bag in the bucket, and we would put the yeast in there and buy several cans of concentrated grapefruit juice or orange juice." (07:20)
He ingeniously disguises the homemade alcohol by bottling it in coffee jars, allowing him to trade with fellow inmates discreetly. Powell shares the camaraderie and ingenuity involved:
"I'm nursing this wine like I'm a nurse in infirmary. I'm taking care of this wine, right?" (10:45)
Conflict with Prison Guards and Consequences
Powell's operation eventually draws the attention of the prison authorities. A pivotal moment occurs when a prison captain confronts him about his illicit activities:
"Do I look like a goddamn fool to you? You forgot one ingredient—the yeast." (13:30)
Faced with the consequences of his actions, Powell is harshly reprimanded and warned about the severe repercussions of continued infractions:
"Say if they bust you again, say your ass to be shipped to Dana Moore... Clinton Penitentiary is the number one worst penitentiary in the state of New York." (14:50)
Despite the looming threat of being sent to an even harsher facility, Powell admits to succumbing to his addictions, leading to his eventual downfall.
Reflection and Transformation
In the aftermath of his experiences, Powell reflects on the gravity of his choices and the narrow escape from a life-threatening situation. He expresses remorse and a newfound commitment to compliance and personal growth:
"It dawned on me how really stupid I had been and how childish I had been doing this shit. So I made up my mind right then. It's the time to be defiant and it's a time to be compliant." (15:20)
Powell emphasizes the importance of adapting and adhering to the rules within the penitentiary system to avoid further consequences.
Conclusion
Sherman “O.T.” Powell’s narrative is a poignant exploration of survival, temptation, and redemption within the confines of Attica Prison. His story not only highlights the systemic challenges faced by inmates but also underscores the personal transformations that can arise from confronting one’s own flaws and making conscious decisions to change.
This episode serves as a testament to the resilience of the human spirit and the capacity for change, offering listeners a profound insight into life behind prison walls.
Notable Quotes:
- "I knew that I was going to get some time one day because of the way I live, but never in my wildest dream did I think life was going to be on the end of it." (02:30)
- "We going to look out for you, man. 'Cause you looked out for us when we was in the street." (04:15)
- "I'm nursing this wine like I'm a nurse in infirmary. I'm taking care of this wine, right?" (10:45)
- "Say if they bust you again, say your ass to be shipped to Dana Moore... Clinton Penitentiary is the number one worst penitentiary in the state of New York." (14:50)
- "It dawned on me how really stupid I had been and how childish I had been doing this shit. So I made up my mind right then. It's the time to be defiant and it's a time to be compliant." (15:20)
Additional Information: Sherman O.T. Powell is noted as a graduate at the advanced level of The Moth Shop Community Education Program, which aims to cultivate storytellers by helping participants shape their life experiences into compelling narratives. Currently, Powell is writing his autobiography, drawing from his tumultuous experiences to inform his future endeavors.
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