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Damona Hoffman
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Sabrina Zohar
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Damona Hoffman
And breathe.
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Sabrina Zohar
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Sabrina Zohar
Experian Disney lied to us. They told us that there's gonna be somebody, this Prince Charming that comes and swoops you up and is everything you've ever wanted. And they're gonna be one true love's kiss. And then you got the rom coms and you've got all of this social pressure that we have to be into this fucking fantasy in order to get love. And then that's why as adults we become so obsessed with the idea of people and really their potential. But at the end of the day, are you looking at what is or what if? Hello, hello, hello and welcome to another episode of the super Sabrina Zohar Show. My name is Sabrina Zohar and I am your host. Hi friends, we're in the trenches today. I have my friend Damona Hoffman. She is amazing. She is a dating and relationship coach and she is just an all around amazing woman. And we are talking about the myths and the fairy tale and really how you can be present and grounded when you're dating and not be obsessed with the idea of people and their potential. Guys, as always, if you need anything, please don't forget to rate and review the show. Please leave a comment, share it with your friend. It means the world. If you want ad free or if you want to slow down the speed of the you can manually do that on your player or everything is in the show notes, join a course, work one on one or just be here. It means the world. All right, babes, without further ado, let's get right on into it, shall we? Hello, miss Demona. Welcome to the Sabrina Zohar Show.
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Damona Hoffman
I'm so happy to be here with you. Me too.
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Sabrina Zohar
In person.
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Damona Hoffman
In person.
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Sabrina Zohar
Okay, before we get started, could you please introduce yourself and tell us a little bit about you, the book, what you do, and how amazing you are.
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Damona Hoffman
Well, I'm Damona Hoffman, certified dating coach, relationship strategist, and I. I have been working with people on how to find love online and off for over 15 years. Started out as a profile writer because I was working, get this, I was working as a casting director in television, and I was online dating at the time. And I found that what I would tell actors about having headshots that would stand out, how to tell their story when they went to a room. I was like, this is basically online dating. So I met my husband online back in the middle ages of online dating and realized that I really had, in my professional experience, I had a knack for teaching people how to present themselves to get what they wanted online. And so that's where I began. But since that time, I started the Dates and Maids podcast. I'm the official love expert of the Drew Barrymore show and Access Daily. And I wrote F the fairytale, Rewrite the dating myths and live your own love story.
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Sabrina Zohar
I love it. What made you get into all this? Like, where was the transition for you?
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Damona Hoffman
It was really gradual. I was the profile whisperer for a very long time for, like, everyone in the television industry. I even had a moniker. Like, I didn't cross the two paths until much later, but I realized we have this incorrect notion that we're supposed to just know how to date. And especially as dating apps became more popular, I realized that there's a real skill set to being able to present yourself online and then to move through all of the other phases of dating, which, like, if you can't text, well, you're not gonna get to the date, and then what are you gonna do on the date, and then what are you gonna do after the date to make sure that that person wants to see you again and doesn't ghost you? So I realized that there was a real need to support people in this process because when you think about it, dating is a relatively new invention, right? I know you've talked about this before, but. But online dating is really very new, and we need to have some sort of a framework or best practices around how to navigate through it. It's maddening.
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Sabrina Zohar
Who the fuck Taught us this, right? Except our parents. And you're like, it's not always a positive. It's so funny. A couple years ago, I had an article, and they came to the house to take photos and do the whole thing. And the main guy that did it, who was like, I had to push to get this. And I was like, what do you mean? And then like, the camera guy was like, because I don't understand. He's like, I've been married for 15 years. What is a dating coach? What do you mean, you don't know what you're doing? And he was. And the guy that was writing it was like, I think this is beneficial. And he was like, but apparently my editor didn't seem to agree. And, like, they published the article, and then they took it down, like, a few months later because they just didn't understand the importance of a dating and relationship coach. And it. That was a couple of years ago. And I remember just sitting there being like, I'm not going to let you discredit my entire career because I know that I help people. But if you don't understand that your therapist doesn't just intrinsically know. Therapists don't know necessarily about dating relationships. They don't give you advice on that. They're helping you to unpack what's coming up for you. There's a time and a place. Please go to therapy. Please don't stop. But I also think that there are people like us that have been in the trenches that understand the different mindset. And, like, I'm sure if you've heard this before, I've had clients come to me and say, yeah, my therapist told me to text the guy that ghosted me. And I'm like, why did they do that? And she well, because I text them four times. They didn't answer. And they told me, communication's really important.
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Damona Hoffman
I.
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Sabrina Zohar
And I was like, no, no, no, no, no, no, you're right. Communication is important, but there's a time and a place. And so that's why I'm grateful that we get to help in a different way, whether it be from personal experience or clients or da, da, da. Which leads me into asking you kind of what I wanted to go into before we get into questions. What have you been seeing that's changed over the years?
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Damona Hoffman
Right.
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Sabrina Zohar
So much besides the obvious of the dating. But, like, I even look at human behavior. What have you noticed? Whether it be gendered or not, two main things.
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Damona Hoffman
I think the way that we communicate today is so Different. And just as you were saying, with the etiquette of like, do you text somebody who ghosted you? The speed of communication because of, because of texting, because of DMs, because people are so accessible online right now in a way that they weren't probably when that therapist was last single. It's really changed the way that we interact. And then because of the anonymity of the screen or the, the emotional buffer of the screen, people will say things in text that they would never say to you face to face. And it's generated a lot of bad behavior in dating. And it's also pushed us into a speed of dating that I think is not really healthy, where you're having multiple conversations with multiple people and you feel this bond, this sense of closeness. And then even as you are moving offline into the real world, you're like, this isn't what I thought it was. Because it can never be the same thing that it is over text. And people are very different in person than they are behind a screen. So that's one thing, the communication piece. And the other is actually, I think for the better, this self awareness piece that I know you talk about a lot as well. We are just in a different paradigm of understanding ourselves, advocating for our own emotional and mental health. And there are things that we used to accept and there are things that I know I accepted when I was single that are just not okay any longer. And I actually appreciate that people are willing to identify their boundaries more clearly and speak. Speak them in dating.
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Sabrina Zohar
It is interesting to see we are in a generation where there's such an inundation of information, but yet I feel like people don't know anything any more than they ever did. Right. Like, I don't mean that to be rude, but you know how many times you can go on the Internet and that's. I think the problem is like, okay, if I want to learn about avoidance or if I hear that term one more time, if I want to talk about avoidance and I want to understand why they're doing this, I could find everything to either challenge my thoughts or coddle my thoughts. I can go on to chat GBT and chat GPT can tell me I've done nothing wrong. And to do all of these things like, and I don't think that people realize we have all this information, but we're still very much in our own bubble because we get to surround ourselves with the information that feels safe to us instead of necessarily challenging us. So it's like, which comes first? The Chicken or the egg. I'm like, it's a great thing. We have all this information. But then I start to see people are so disconnected from each other. And I'm curious, like, are you noticing that as well, with the way that people are connecting? Because I'm seeing it either, like the dopamine addiction loops, why haven't they text me? Everything is this urgency and immediacy as opposed to how are they in person?
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah. Yeah. And this is why from the beginning, when I started out as a dating coach, when nobody knew what a dating coach even was, they were like, you're like the female hitch or something. And I'm like, kind of. But I have. I have seen that people are really having trouble with. With the in person connection being different than. As social media has grown, as texting has grown, the. It's the dissonance that's created between those two mediums that I find very difficult for a lot of folks to navigate. So from the beginning, I have said online dating is just dating. It's just a Matching with somebody on an app is just a road to meeting in person. And where we get in trouble is when we start to have these fantasy ideas. Whether it's through the good morning text, which we talked about on dates and mates, or whether it's through just creating an idea of someone in your head from just looking at their profile and feeling like you know them. All of that gets in your way when you actually are with that person face to face, because then they're competing against the idea of who you thought they were.
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Sabrina Zohar
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Damona Hoffman
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Sabrina Zohar
Just created Dopamine addiction loop and when you have the dopamine addiction loop, you can't be surprised that when you're in person with this person, the feeling isn't the same. Because when I have a high because of a message that comes in versus I have tonality, I have intonation, I am interpreting that message, how I would respond, how would I handle things? And we end up projecting onto other people. And I find for me good morning text, good night text, and all that in between. If you're not in an actual relationship with this person, for them to be checking in on you, you're wasting your goddamn time. Because I don't need somebody that' checking up on me. But where are they making plans? Where are they calling me? Where are they intentionality? Where are they showing up for me besides on my phone? Because that's what I become obsessed with the idea of them and not the actual of who they are.
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Damona Hoffman
Totally. And the synchronous communication like we are having right now. You are saying a thing. You are reading my body language. You're reading my intonation, I'm reading yours. And there's also an energetic exchange that is not the same when you are behind a screen, you know, they're on the toilet or whatever. And they can take all the time in the world to find the perfect words. They can use ChatGPT to find the perfect words. They can be uninhibited. They can be uninhibited with what they're saying. But then in person, we're awkward. We can't find the words right away. We can't make eye contact. We're uncomfortable in our bodies. And that really prevents that feeling of connection that you maybe fantasized about when you were getting the good morning text, but doesn't exist in real life. And it can, it can. But this is why I'm like, don't get caught up in the fantasy. I have a one to one rule. You have to meet between one day and one week. I say one day and one week from the time you match because you don't want a same day date unless you're.
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Sabrina Zohar
It's. That's your thing. Cool, right?
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Damona Hoffman
That's fine. But most of the people who come to me are coming to me for the fairytale. They want the long term relationship. They want what I have built. They want someone that's going to be a partner. And it's like you can get a booty call same day and that's fine. But some, some intentionality, one day to one week after that, you're starting to create a vision of a person that may or may not actually exist in real life.
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Sabrina Zohar
I'll never forget. It's reminding me of a story. I haven't shared this yet. Yes, because you as, as you go further into the relationship, the dating stories start to get less and less for me. I'm like, I don't have as many. But I match with this guy and he was so cute. And I remember, God, talk about making an entire higher fantasy. And we were texting. The minute we match, we started texting each other. Then of course we start. I'm like, he's like, what are you doing? Right now I said, I'm reading, attached, of course. We start having the conversation and we're texting like all the time. And he had a kid, he was visiting the kid, kid didn't live with him. And so he was like, you know, I'm gonna be on and off my phone, but like, I'll be back. It was like a few days later, he's like, I'll be back after the holidays. It was like the day before New Year's Eve. He's like, let's meet, you know, on like the, the first or the second. Fine. And we're texting all the time. And I remember anytime I didn't hear from him, like having fun, full on panic attacks, hyperventilating. And then I'd get the text, it was like oxygen. And I'm so excited. I'm like, this is it. Like this is going to be my person. He's exactly what I want. Everything. I show up on the date and I remember just like beaming and being excited and he was flat, just like no expression, very shy, very cute. But like not what I thought, you know, like just a totally different dynamic. And I remember trying to like force the connection on the date and be like sitting next to him and trying to like grab his hand but like clearly seeing neither of us were really jiving with each other. Like, I think he liked the idea of me and I was so not into him. We ended up liking another couple of times and I always was trying to make it something it just wasn't because there was the cognitive dissonance of but who this person was when we were texting all the time. And I got to create this fantasy. Sure enough, we went on I think like four dates and I get a text from him. You know, I think you're amazing, but like, I'm just not feeling what I want to feel at this time and I don't think we should continue it. We ended up connecting recently because he was like, hey, by the way, your content's really helped me. And I was like, you know, could you share a little bit more as to why? And it turns out he's like wild anxiety and has been dating the most avoidant women since. And he was like, you were just really healthy and I didn't know what to do with it. And I wasn't feeling that spark because I'm normally with women that make me earn it and I have to chase them. And he's like, now that I'm in therapy, I'm starting to realize that. And he's like. And I. I totally up. I was like, no, you did. Right, Right. It's too late now, right? We're three almost four years later, and it's like, good luck, Godspeed. But that was that moment where I realized, like, holy, this means nothing. Like, all of this that I've built up didn't actually translate into real of me being okay and grieving, that I tried to hold on to it. And then I was gutted and devastated for days and weeks after because he rejected me when I was like, no, baby, he rejected himself. You were just in the way. Because it was. That was that moment where I had to stop and go this. Waste your fucking time.
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Damona Hoffman
I'm curious if you would have felt differently if you had cut it off sooner. Like, you knew from that first date it probably wasn't a match, but would you have had that same reaction of like, I'm so disappointed this didn't work. If you had acknowledged that it wasn't.
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Sabrina Zohar
The fantasy 100, I think had I been in reality, like, had it set boundaries early on of, like, hey, I don't want to text. Like, let's just meet in person, see if we jive, and if not, that's cool, right? I think if I had handled it completely differently, probably in that time. He was one of the first people that I. I've talked on the show about this other guy. They were at the same time where, like, I really started to change the way I dated after that. Because when I. Even though I was upset, I was really trying to be like, okay, but, like, don't contact him. You don't need to reach out. Like, you're allowed to be sad. That's when I started to realize that. Now, of course, I'd be like, yeah, whatever, you know, didn't work out next. But I think then I was so sold on the fairy tale, the idea that this man was going to enter my life and it was just going to be, that's it. Like, this is it. You've met your person and you're going to run off into the sunset. The fairy tale is a guy that farts a lot and a dog that's super cute. But, like, that's the fairy tale, right? Like, I love my partner and I love. But it's not what we seem to think it's going to be because we're holding on to feelings versus actually being present in the moment to what is actually happening.
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah, but what I love about what you just shared is that you took that experience and you. You learned from it. And you metabolized it into something that was really constructive and that was actually going to help you on your dating path, which is really a lot of the work that I do. It's like things are going to happen in dating that piss you off, that make you feel like crap, that. That disappoint you, and what do we do with that? How do we turn that into the fairy tale? And a lot of times people, when they hear the title f the fairy tale, they think that I'm anti love, that I'm pessimistic, and that couldn't be further from the truth. I'm very optimistic about love. Drew Barrymore calls it hope with a roadmap. That's what you said about that book, which is really. It crystallizes my philosophy. But it's the subtitle. It's after the fairy tale, rewrite the dating myths and live your own story. It's don't believe the stories that were handed down to you. The fairytales, the rom coms, and everything that we are on a constant stream of receiving from the outside. And realize that you have the power to write your own fairytale. You have the power to write your own story. And yes, it may end up with your Prince charming farting a lot and.
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Sabrina Zohar
Being a little bit more shreky, but it's okay.
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Damona Hoffman
That's okay. I.
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Sabrina Zohar
For me, I'm like, okay, yeah, the fairy tale is like, whatever happened to, like, Prince Eric? Like, was he an alcoholic?
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Damona Hoffman
Right?
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Sabrina Zohar
Like, nobody talked about what happened after Cinderella left the ball. It's like, we don't. We just left. And they lived happily ever after. And you're like, what does that mean? It gives too much for up. And you know why? Truthfully, when I first met Ryan, he loves rom coms. I can't watch them. And I had to sit with it. And he was like, why do you hate them so much? And I said, because they're not real. And they gave me a false hope. And I really struggled, like, how to lose a guy in 10 days, right? I was her, right? That mess. And it's like, no, I didn't get Matthew McConaughey at the end. I got ghosted, right? Or, like, guy, I got a UTI instead. Like, did not get that this man loves me and went through traffic to stop me from leaving. And it's okay. Like, of course I want everybody enjoy the movies you like. But for me, because I understand what you mean. When I'm more realistic, I struggle with these fantasies and this idea that Something's going to be not. Because I don't want other people to feel disappointed when you get there. And Disneyland is like a little Burger King.
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Damona Hoffman
I do love Disneyland. I am a Disney file. However, however, my husband does not like Disneyland.
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Sabrina Zohar
There you go.
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Damona Hoffman
But that's why I had children. So now I can say, you could go to Disneyland. Right? But it is the attachment to the story going a particular way. And this is why I hear all the time from my datesmates listeners, like, how do you know? Like, I've been dating someone. They are great on paper, but. But I don't know. And the rom coms give us this idea that there is a moment where he's chasing you through traffic or where the fairy godmother anoints us and we're like, oh, we know. And there's no sparkles, there's no confetti. But when you have done all the work that you talk about all the time on the show, when you do the work, the work. And when you are really clear on who you are, what you have to offer in a relationship, because it is a two way street, it is reciprocal and then what you want. It's so much easier to tell than just like, I'm gonna, I'm gonna make a profile. I'm gonna go online, just see what, what's, what's up. I'm just gonna slide in this person's DM and like, I don't know, throw caution in the wind. When you don't date with intention and you're just like, I'll see what's out.
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Sabrina Zohar
There with the flow.
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Damona Hoffman
Go with the flow. Or you say, hey, do you know anybody to set me up with? You're going to get anybody.
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Sabrina Zohar
Well, that's, I wish we had a profile this week to read. Sometimes me and Ryan will do them and we're like, first of all, people are terrible at self identification. Like, I want all of these things. And they list it out of like, I want someone emotionally intelligent, securely attached. When I see that, I instantly look and go, they don't know what these words mean. You are using the buzzwords of like, I want someone who's emotionally intelligent and aware. And it's like, okay, do you think the average person, you think someone's going to go, oh, yeah, that's not me. No, no, I'm an idiot. I don't know. Most people are like, I, that's me. I'm all of these things. I'm secure. And it's more just of like, that's not actually what we're looking for. What we're looking for is someone that's like growth minded. What we're looking for is that somebody that can have tough conversations and regulate their emotionals and their nervous system. And so for me, I, I actually that was a missed opportunity. But next time we'll have you on, we'll do a profile audit. Because sometimes we get some and I'm like, okay, it's not a surprise that you're not getting the results you want because I know nothing about you. I learned nothing about you. It's 17 photos with your head to the side or glasses or with friends. And I'm like, I don't get who you are. And why would I make a choice to spend my time with you if I haven't nothing about you?
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah. And I say pick a side of the street. Because they'll say, I'm just as comfortable in a pair of sweats as I am in a pair of high heels. Okay, like, I get it. We all contain multitudes. Just for the purposes of your profile, you are marketing yourself. Pick a side of the street, make a choice. And we're so afraid of the rejection. We're afraid, well, if I say this wrong thing, then it's going to turn somebody off and we actually want to turn off the wrong people. We don't want to get in a text exchange. We don't want to get five dates in and realize that it's not a match. We want to be more efficient. That's really what I teach people to do, is how to be more efficient in dating. And that all starts with clarity. But so many times people will either tell me, I'll say, what are you looking for? And they'll tell me, I don't, I'll know it when I see it. And I'm like, girl, have you seen it yet? Because I don't know. Or they'll have a list, like you said, a mile long. And it's like everything here cancels each other, cancels each other out. So it's really worth doing a deep, deep dive and figuring out at the core how you want to feel.
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Sabrina Zohar
Thank you.
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Damona Hoffman
Literally in the relationship, right?
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Sabrina Zohar
Our brains must be on the same. I was thinking always, always.
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Damona Hoffman
Well, I said when you were on dates and mates, I was like, so many times I'll be listening to you and I'll almost mouth the words along. And I'm like, are we, we're mind melding, we're the same. But you know, we've seen a lot of these stories and My first rodeo is not yours. It's not yours either.
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Sabrina Zohar
All right, shall we answer some questions?
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Damona Hoffman
Oh, please.
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Sabrina Zohar
Okay. All right, girl, you don't know how Ryan has titled them. He chooses all the questions. I don't. So it's a lot more fun. Girl, you don't need to know. The attachment style of the fuckboy is the title of this email. Hello, lovely. Sabrina and I recently came across your page, and I really hope how clearly you explain emotional patterns in dating. I'm reaching out because I truly need some perspective and guidance. A situation that left me confused and emotionally drained. So here's what happened. A few months ago, I met this guy named. I'm going to change the names in case this is his real name. Xavier. I don't know where that came from, but Xavier, he's. He's half German, so that's not Xavier. He's half German, half Austrian, and works as a bartender in a place I used to go with my friends. We know each other by sight, but we officially met later on an app. From the very first message, he said he'd really love to get to know me better. I was genuinely excited. He seemed charming, intelligent, and emotionally grounded. It. I have questions. This is my. My ADHD brain always is. Like, wait a minute. I have questions. Like, what made you think that?
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Damona Hoffman
Based on what?
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Sabrina Zohar
Thank you. Okay. We went on a date and everything went incredibly well. The chemistry, the conversation, the way we connected. Things got a bit intimate that night, and although I don't didn't plan for that to happen, it did. Yeah. It's okay, girl. You have needs. The next day, he coasted me. Okay. I felt confused and hurt, but after a few days, I deleted the app and found him on Instagram. I followed him, he followed me back, and we started texting again. I have questions. At some point, he told me he's not looking for anything serious at that moment and that he would love to see me again. That's where the confusion started. That's where her confusion started. I say this with love, my baby, but ours started a little bit earlier. Since then, he's been inconsistent. Sometimes flirty, sometimes distant, often vague about meeting up. For example, he mentioned meeting on Sunday, but didn't specify what or where. When I asked for clarity, he replied with emojis or jokes. Not a clear answer. Yeah, deflection. I've tried to stay cool and not chase, but his behavior leaves me completely unsure. Does he actually like me but is emotionally avoidant, or is he just playing games and using me as an option? Part of me feels like he lost respect for me after we slept together too soon, basically on our first date. I'm tired of that narrative. I. Ryan on the first date and he's in the other room. I can't tell whether this hot and cold dynamic means disinterest or fear of intimacy. I'm aware that I may have developed a stronger emotional bond than I intended. What hurts the most is not rejection itself, but the feeling I wasn't chosen, that I wasn't seen or valued the way I'd hoped I'd be. I'd really appreciate your insight. How can I emotionally detach from someone who gives mixed signals? How do I rebuild my sense of worth and stop replaying the what ifs? And from your professional perspective, what type of attachment or behavior pattern might he be showing? Thank you for reading the long message. I truly appreciate your time. Would be grateful for your reflection. Warmly. M. I'm not going to give names because I want to respect everyone's privacy. All right. What do you think? Go.
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Damona Hoffman
I have so much compassion for Em because I. She. She really nailed it. It's about that feeling of rejection. It is not about him. It is not. None of this is about him. This is all about how you want to feel. And you didn't get that feeling met because you were chasing what, the fairy tale? You know, I just said this on dates and mates recently. People will tell you who they are early on. Like Maya Angelou said, people tell you who they are the first believe them the first time. Don't make them prove it to you again and again. She's making him prove it to her again and again. He said, I'm not looking for anything serious. And then he has been inconsistent with texting. And then he's been texting. Just emojis. Like he's a grown ass man playing around. He's literally flashing red lights at you saying, this is who I am. This is what I want. And you're like, la, la la, la, la, la. I cannot hear that.
- [28:59]
Sabrina Zohar
If I understand their attachment style, I can understand them better.
- [29:02]
Damona Hoffman
And it's like his attachment style is he's not interested in a relationship. You are. Thank you. Next. Gotta move on.
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Sabrina Zohar
The confusion started for me immediately because this is the fantasy. She says it off the beginning. I was excited. He seemed charming, intelligent, emotionally grounded. Like, how do you know that from messages on Bumble.
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Damona Hoffman
Right?
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Sabrina Zohar
How do you know that from messages? Besides, like we talked about that, you could chatgpt it. You could have friends write it for you. I've had friends ask me. I had a client once who asked me to help him with his profile. I didn't know he had copy and pasted everything. Then you would show me and go, I don't understand. Why am I not getting the dates? And you'd show me the messages. And I was like, that's why. Because you took my words and then your messages, hey, you look good. How are you? And I was like, this is why. Because there's a complete incongruence. One girl even called him out and she was like, like, the profile you wrote isn't the way you're talking to me. So that's the first thing. Then it's like we went on a date and everything went incredible. Like, okay, so already it's like, oh, it's so perfect. It's so perfect. We. We hooked up. Then it's the next day, he ghosted me. It's like, how did you know the next day already that he ghosted you? It's like you just text him. He just didn't answer right. Like, how did we have that determination so quickly? So then you go on Instagram, you follow him. This person just showed you that they don't respect your time after you. So you follow them on Instagram and then you just go back into texting as if nothing ever happened. Self abandonment. It's just self abandoning. I want to be chosen. Please, please pick me. Look, if I just don't bring anything up, you'll choose me. This is why. Duh. No shit. At the end, it didn't work out. That's why I'll be honest. All the questions I ask. How can I emotionally detach from someone who gave mixed signals? What do you think?
- [30:31]
Damona Hoffman
It's all internal. You've got to realize what it looks like in not the fairytale, but in your. Your real relationship goal. How do you want to feel? Do you want to feel like this? Do you want to feel abandoned? Do you want to feel like you're chasing? Because, I mean, going on Instagram and finding him. You said you don't want to chase. You're literally chasing. And you just have to remind yourself that you can find that and you deserve that. Because I think sometimes when in the absence of the fairy tale, we start to tell ourselves the nightmare, we start to tell ourselves the horror story. I'm always going to be alone. No one is ever going to love me. This is just how it is. This is just how dating is. And everybody out there is like that. Do not tell yourself that story. It Is absolutely not true. You are living proof of that. I am living proof of that. I have thousands of clients who are in successful, happy relationships. But we can't. If. If you. If you let the dark come in and you start telling yourself this is just how it's supposed to be or how it's going to be for you, then it becomes crushing.
- [31:40]
Sabrina Zohar
You got to look at what is right. You're so. She's focused on what if. How do I rebuild my sense of self and stop replaying the what ifs? Well, first we have to understand, like, where did you learn that this is love? Right? Like, we have to get really curious again, not villainizing our parents. This isn't about. My parents are pieces of. And I hate them. It's like, I mean, you might. But what this is about is saying, yeah, growing up, this is how I. I've learned what love is. Growing up, I used to chase. I used to do this. Or this is what I experienced. This is what I saw. This is what I was taught. Then we can start to go, okay, I'm focused on what if, but I'm not actually looking at what is, because if I were looking at what is. That's why when I hear confused, it's like, no, no, you're not confused. You're just refusing to bridge the gap between the cognitive dissonance between what you think that they're going to be and who they actually are. You're not confused. You're just not willing to admit reality. And that was the hardest thing for me, because you know why? If I admitted that the person was limited, then admitting that they were limited means that I have to admit that I was allowing it. By me admitting I am allowing it, then I have to access what are my choices. And then that meant I had to make one. And that was terrifying. Because if I'm the victim and I have none, it's so much easier to make my woe is me story around me. Because when I finally saw it, I had to make a determination of what I was gonna do with it. Because then that's a conscious choice at that point.
- [32:46]
Damona Hoffman
It's not that he's rejecting her. It's rejecting what she has to offer. It's rejecting what. What she wants. So if she can also create a little bit more distance between her and what he's actually pushing away because it's not personal in most cases.
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Sabrina Zohar
And the attachment style, that doesn't matter. Like the attack. We have got to stop diagnosing people in their attachment styles, because that's self abandonment. If I can focus on them, I can avoid the pain. If I don't have to deal with the pain and I can just intellectualize why they did it, then I don't have to grieve the ending of it. But you still have to. The behavior he's showing. This feels like an emotionally unavailable boy. This feels like a guy who doesn't take accountability.
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Sabrina Zohar
But here's the reality. What behavior are you showing? Right. How are we showing up? Are we allowing it? Are we self abandoning? Are we people pleasing? That's okay, you're human. But it's less about him and more about what is this bringing up within me that I have control over? Because you know what? You don't have control over any of this nonsense.
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah. And she will be empowered by making a different choice the next time. As we were talking earlier, taking that experience and using it for. For self study and letting it inform your next choice is the key to unlocking, to not feeling that way and to unlocking a different relationship destiny for you.
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Sabrina Zohar
And like you said really beautifully, he's not rejecting you. He's rejecting a relationship in the way that you might want one. And we have to also remember, I get written in every day, but I don't get it. Like, what? So what? They don't want a relationship. Like, but I'm here. Why wouldn't they want one with me? It's like, because a relationship isn't just sit on the couch and watch movies all the time together. A relationship isn't that you're just texting each other memes. A relationship is really hard conversations. It's vulnerability. It's transparency. It's saying things you might hurt your feelings. But I have to say it. It's showing up. It's doing the work, it's being triggered. Like, there's a lot of emotional bandwidth that comes with a healthy and secure relationship that I think people underestimate, which is why you're not in one. Because if you were really ready for that, you will show up as that and you'll stop accepting the people that are showing up like that.
- [34:45]
Damona Hoffman
This.
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Sabrina Zohar
Because they're wasting your time.
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah. It won't even be a decision. You will just know. Yeah. Thank you. Next.
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Sabrina Zohar
Thank you. Thank you. Next. Okay. Shall we? The. The titles are making me laugh. Two peeps with not with no fully developed frontal lobe is the next.
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Damona Hoffman
Oh, jeez. Ryan.
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Sabrina Zohar
Love you, Ryan. He's probably sitting there being like, she wasn't supposed to read those. All right. And I'm Going to change everyone's names because I'm not meaning to be rude. And we actually had somebody write in saying, don't make money off my story. And I was like, oh, you're the person they wrote in about. I was like, a you salty. Don't act and then wonder why you get called out. And I was like, yeah, too late. Okay. Hi, Sabrina. I've been a listener for a year now, and I appreciate the guidance and clarity you bring to our lives. I'm writing to you about my current situation. I'm 20, and the man I'm dating is 26. We've been exclusive for three months after connecting on social media, and we both established on the first date that we're looking for a serious relationship. Everything was going really wonderfully, and we typically see each other once or twice a week. However, about a month ago, we had a conversation about our feelings. He mentioned that he really enjoys the company and that things are progressing well, but he's still unsure if I'm the one one. When I asked him to clarify, he explained that he definitely wants to continue dating me and getting to know me. His hesitation comes from not yet feeling the overwhelmingly totally obsessed feeling that he associates with the one I know. And honestly, too. Side note, this, like, I want someone obsessed with me thing. I'm like, do you know how unhealthy that is? Like, I don't want anyone obsessed with me. I want someone to really love me and not be able to live without me in their life because I'm amazing. I don't want you to be obsessed with me.
- [36:08]
Damona Hoffman
Totally.
- [36:09]
Sabrina Zohar
Okay, just. Just glad we took a side note. Okay, I acknowledge his feelings, but I also made my position clear. I'm willing to continue seeing him for a bit longer, but my ultimate goal is a committed relationship. I'm not prepared to keep investing my time and energy into this connection if he's not ready to officially label our relationship soon. All right, Ryan, I have to say, I think you're a little hard on him. I see a developed lobe here, but let me finish the rest of the email. Currently, nothing as much has changed. He still hasn't taken a step forward or discussed getting into a relationship, although he still makes future plans, like planning a Christmas trip with me. However, what really concerns me is the lack of emotional intimacy. He's open about his daily life, but he shares very little of his personal world like his family, family, past, or friends. I don't think he's hiding anything, but I want to feel like he's comfortable sharing the more intimate part of his life with me. I know I need to have the conversation again, but I'm afraid I might just be overthinking a connection that needs time to grow. Thank you for reading this.
- [36:52]
Damona Hoffman
Another M. I think M knows the conversation that he needs to have. But again, it's. It's the attachment to the fairy tale. And by the way, I. I think there's a. There's an idea that the fairy tale is only for women, that only women can be attached to it. No, it's. The fairy tale knows no gender because we've all been steeped in these same stories. And even just from our parents relationships, our grandparents relationships, there's a mold that we are actively in the process of needing to break. And he knows the questions. The question is not about the future of the relationship. The question is about the emotional intimacy and the need that's not getting met in the relationship. So all that stuff that he shared with us, he needs to actually share with his partner. And don't worry about the long term outcome. No one can predict the future. I mean, some people can predict the future. The Simpsons true, right? I dabble in the psychic unknown. But you don't know where you're at right now in the timeline and you're playing forward to the ending. But your need for emotional intimacy needs to be addressed. And I'm not so sure that he's not. That his partner is not hiding something. Because if there's like a whole area of your life that you don't want to talk about or just doesn't come up, there may be something really tender in that and even the trust in sharing that. Like I talk in after the fairy tale about the pillars of long term compatibility and the last one to be built is trust and mutual respect. And that one takes time. But when he does open up to you em, and when that is unlocked, that is so much deeper than any declaration of like I feel I'm obsessed with you. I'm madly in love with you. We're gonna be together forever. That's just words we heard you nine.
- [38:52]
Sabrina Zohar
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Damona Hoffman
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Sabrina Zohar
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Damona Hoffman
Right. It goes back to what the prior m was saying of wanting to be chosen. Like, and, and actually, I can relate. When I met my husband, he, he said something similar to me. And it took us 10 months to say I love you. Yeah. And it was. And I was the one that. I kind of said it first. I sort of tricked him.
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Sabrina Zohar
I said it first.
- [42:19]
Damona Hoffman
I put it, I put it in a note, I put it in a letter, in a card. And then he was like, I love you too. And I was like, so you did say it first?
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Sabrina Zohar
Kind of, yeah, technically.
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Damona Hoffman
Technically. But he said to me, like, I don't feel the same thing I felt in prior relationships. It wasn't like whiz bang and I'm like obsessed with you. And that stuck with me for a long time, that it was a much slower build than either of us had been used to. But like, I'm sitting here 18 years of marriage later and I am still deeply curious about my husband. There are still things that I learn and discover and every day I feel more connected to him. And that is the kind of thing if you're really looking for happily ever after in a long term relationship, don't go for the spark. Don't go for the whiz bang. Saying right out of the gate, look for that curiosity and look for that curiosity to be reciprocated.
- [43:24]
Sabrina Zohar
The spark got me into therapy. The spark kept me into therapy because it was. That's the cognitive dissonance again of, like, no, no. But I'm following these feelings. And it's like, feelings don't always lead me to where I need to go because they have an idea of somebody, and then I'm not really seeing them for who they are because I'm so caught up in what I'm feeling that I. No, no, no. None of that exists. And so I think he. For this, like, that would be my thing to m. Is for him to get curious about, like, what makes you want to be in a relationship with somebody that you don't really feel like, you know, and that you're constantly waiting to see if they open up. Because then that does feel like we're getting into a prove mentality of, like, see, I'm safe and you can open up to me and like, please share. Which, of course, like, everybody runs differently. But that would be the conversation. And 100. He does need to have it. But I would say I'm afraid I might just be overthinking connection that needs time to grow. No, I think you're just making excuses at this point because I think your gut knows this isn't how you want it to be. And like you said, this isn't necessarily the relationship you want. You can take space. Like, that's okay. That friend. And you're 20. You got plenty of time.
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Damona Hoffman
Yeah, I forgot that part. Also lots of money. But I do feel like sometimes there's, like, time served, time invested mentality where it's like, well, we're already three months in. I don't want to start back at the starting line with somebody else.
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Sabrina Zohar
Bias.
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Damona Hoffman
Right? Sunk cost. Exactly. So I feel like there's also this fear from Em that if I really say what I need, if I really go deep with this person, then there may be a rejection on the other side. But unless you are willing to walk through that, you're always going to be in this state of guessing, what does this mean? They're saying this thing, but then they're continuing to invest in the relationship, and people progress on different timelines. So maybe he. Maybe he needs six more months to feel. Feel like this. Like you're his person. Or maybe you have that conversation about emotional intimacy, and he's like, can't go there with you.
- [45:24]
Sabrina Zohar
Yep. Toodles.
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Damona Hoffman
Bye. And then you have clarity. And clarity is worth so much more than happily ever after.
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Sabrina Zohar
I see it as if you spent three months and you're saying, oh, well, I don't want to, like, I've already spent this long. It's like, but do you want to waste another 3 to 6? To waste another 3 to 6 years? Do you want to continue to spend your time? I'd rather learn and move on than look back and go, man, I wish I had listened, or I wish I'd actually been there with myself instead of overlooking. I'm just scared. It's like, yeah, but we do hard things all the time.
- [45:53]
Damona Hoffman
Yeah. And getting clarity is so much more empowering. Like I had before I met my husband, I had this on again, off again, three year limbo relationship. And I was working with a coach at the time, and she gave me the confidence to really ask for what I needed. And I sat down with him and I was like, here. This is where we've been. This is what I need this to be, to keep in this dynamic. And he just flat out was like, can't do it, sorry. Like, that's just not where I'm at and I can't do it. And I thought I would feel devastated. I thought that I would feel raw. And instead I just felt like. Like, you know what? I'm a badass. I did a really hard thing. I said the thing. And you know what? This doesn't feel like a rejection to me. This feels like I now have clarity. I now have the power to be able to chart my path forward. And I ended up meeting my husband like three months after that.
- [46:48]
Sabrina Zohar
Same with Ryan. I broke it off with the guy that was not there for me and I was like, no, next. And I met him like three days later. And it was just, you know, of course that's not everybody's trajectory. But when you stop, stop trying so hard to open a door that's not opening, you then finally look and see all the windows and doors that are opening around you. Because to me, this would be a waste of your time. As opposed to you've already wasted your time. I think that you waste your time if you don't learn from it, if you don't implement something from it, if you don't at least try to say, what can I? How can I progress moving forward? And if we're just going to keep repeating the same stuff, it's like, that's trauma. Don't get me wrong. But now we have to say, well, what are my choices? Can't change them. But we can change what you did. What was the difference between if you had gone to pieces and you being able to move on was how you perceived the situation because you didn't internalize it. You didn't say, oh, there's something wrong with me. Am I not good enough? He didn't want me. That person rejected a relationship in the way that you wanted it. They did not reject you. And we have got to be okay with that. Damona, thank you so much for being here. Thank you for having me. Where can people find you? We'll link the book, of course, in the show notes, but tell us where people can find you.
- [47:49]
Damona Hoffman
I'm on the socials at damonahoffman and yeah, you can get f the fairy tale wherever you get your books and listen to dates and nights wherever you're listening to the Sabrina Zohar show right now.
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Sabrina Zohar
Yeah, you can hear me on your show and you now get to meet Demona on ours. Guys, thank you so much. Don't forget, rate and review the show. Leave a comment, let us know what you thought. And I'm so excited. And I'll see you guys next week.
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