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Lauren Bostic
Welcome to the Bostics, starring Lauren Bostic and Michael Bostic. Together, they are the Bostics.
Michael Bostic
What a great guest to sort of kick off our show with. Okay, welcome Baz St. John to the Bostics. Damn, this woman has got it going on, let me tell you. I was so lit up in this interview, I was harassing her to come back for part two. At the end of the day, get out your notebook. You will want to take notes in this one. Baz St. John is a businesswoman. She's an entrepreneur. She's an author. She also is on the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. However, she knows her way around the boardroom. She will blow you away about how to advocate for your worth and teach you how to build unshakable confidence. This episode inspired me beyond Boz. Welcome to the Bosticks.
Lauren Bostic
One of the most depressing moments of the pandemic was for me. So we were starting the companies around. We were going, and we had a lot of new team members. You know, like, when you work in these corporate environments.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Lauren Bostic
And we wanted to build a culture. And so we would do the company Happy Hours where we would all drink on Zoom together.
Baz St. John
It's too much.
Lauren Bostic
Too much.
Baz St. John
I know, I know. I did that too, by the way.
Lauren Bostic
Isn't that depressing?
Baz St. John
It was awful.
Lauren Bostic
What I realized is, like, even though you were on a screen talk or something, you were essentially drinking alone at your desk.
Michael Bostic
Oh, no, Taylor, are we recording?
Baz St. John
Yeah, we're recording.
Michael Bostic
We're right into it.
Lauren Bostic
No, but I'm leaving that in to cover.
Michael Bostic
No, we can leave it in. Go ahead and leave it in.
Lauren Bostic
But I can't. I remember, like, people like, oh, here's my rum and Coke.
Baz St. John
And then one toasting to each other.
Lauren Bostic
And I remember I would just hang up the call, Big man. This is depressing.
Baz St. John
It was awful. I was the CMO of Netflix at that time, and I would have my global town halls and I couldn't see anybody. It was like I was just staring at the little green dot on my laptop and, you know, like, I'm the type of person who needs other people's energy. You know what I mean? In order to feel like, is my message landing? Like, do people understand what I'm saying? Is it funny? Are you inspired? Do you feel this is serious? Nothing.
Michael Bostic
What was it like being the CMO of Netflix? That's a huge title.
Baz St. John
What was it like? Oh, gosh. What was it? I don't know how to answer that. It's like, it's. I think every but every job, every CMO job is a big job. Especially if you're, you know, Fortune 50. I mean it's. These are big jobs. You've got boards, you've got Wall street, you know, you've got people to report to. And so it feels like a lot of pressure. I don't know how else to say it. You know, it's like every day there is no small decision.
Michael Bostic
What's the pressure between that and Housewives? Because I imagine there's some similar, some different girl.
Baz St. John
This is a cakewalk.
Michael Bostic
It's a cakewalk?
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
Really?
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
Housewives, the girls, trips.
Baz St. John
Girl, please.
Michael Bostic
It's a cakewalk.
Baz St. John
Look, the kind of shark infested waters I've swum in. This is nothing in comparison. Like we have people who are crying cause somebody said a harsh word to them. I'm like, if you'd been talked to the way I've been talked to in my career, you would never have made it.
Michael Bostic
I like to watch your reactions for some of the scenes. Yeah, I'm a huge connoisseur of Housewives. And your reactions kind of like narrate.
Baz St. John
Yes.
Michael Bostic
Like when someone was called a wimp.
Baz St. John
I mean, look, I don't have a poker face. And you would think that after having 25 year career in corporate, I would have more poker face. And I just don't.
Michael Bostic
We don't want you to have a poker face though. Please don't.
Baz St. John
Because I just. No, I don't know how. You know what I'm saying?
Michael Bostic
Keep doing.
Baz St. John
I kind of feel like I'm just gonna react. And you've.
Lauren Bostic
And you've had such an extensive career which we want to dive into. Cause I think there's a ton of benefit for the people listening and watching to just learn more about what you've done. But I imagine being in that environment for so long, you just don't have time for the bs.
Baz St. John
Oh, right.
Lauren Bostic
Like you're just like cut to the,
Baz St. John
cut to the chase, you know, and also I think part of the challenge that I have with Housewives is that nobody is solution oriented.
Michael Bostic
Right, right.
Baz St. John
You know what I'm saying? They're not. You know, you're not in a disagreement to find the solution. You're in a disagreement to just be mad. And I have a hard time with that because obviously given my experience, it's like if you don't find a solution that costs money.
Michael Bostic
So give me an example of a solution that you had where there was a conflict, where you have a question every damn episode.
Baz St. John
Are you crazy? Crazy every time.
Michael Bostic
What about conversation?
Lauren Bostic
But wouldn't the episode. If we just followed your. Wouldn't it be, like, five minutes and be like.
Baz St. John
It would be a terrible show.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
You know what I mean? You gotta let the drama play out. I learned that actually pretty quickly in my first season because there was a situation pretty early on with Sutton when I said that she was weaponizing an experience to basically get at one of the others. Right.
Michael Bostic
And.
Baz St. John
And she was offended by my use of the word weaponizing. Cause she was like, I'm not weaponizing anything. So she, you know, came to me at an event, which, in I think, typical housewife fashion, it would have turned into a bigger thing. And she was basically like, I didn't like the weaponizing. And I was like, okay. Like, you know what I mean? What else do you want me to say? Like, okay, you didn't like it, and what. What do you want me to do about that? You know? And it just. She kind of just turned around and walked away. And it was one of those situations where you're just like, hmm. I guess I needed to play out a little bit more, you know what I mean? I probably.
Michael Bostic
You gotta learn the game. It's definitely a game. It's a formula.
Baz St. John
I mean, it is a formula, because what people want to see is the. And now I know they want to see the whole resolution, if there is a resolution.
Michael Bostic
We want to see the confidence.
Baz St. John
They want to see the. Like. I keep saying it's like my high school math teacher who was like, you take a test. Don't just write the answer down. I want to see your work. Right. You got to break down. Yeah. The formula. So that I know that you know the math. And that's, I believe, the formula that people want to see on the show. They want to see all of the bits that go into the disagreement into the resolution, if there is one, or the branches that break off because of said resolution.
Michael Bostic
Yeah, no, that. That is exactly what we want to see. We want to see your processes. We want to see the comments. We want to see the narratives behind each person.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
You had a really, in my opinion, an amazing first season for a housewife. You're having a good season still right now, too. So is Rachel Zo.
Baz St. John
I think she's having a great love Rachel.
Michael Bostic
People are just. They elude housewife.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
And then when you guys. When a person who comes on that doesn't elude that, it can stand out.
Baz St. John
Like a sore thumb girl. Yeah. Like a bad apple. Like a worm in said apple should we keep going.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah, yeah. So I want to go.
Michael Bostic
It's just, you have to.
Baz St. John
The fly and the ointment. How about that?
Michael Bostic
It's like a charisma. It's an essence. You got to have your style.
Baz St. John
And I think there's a certain, you know, there's a certain confidence that comes with being in space and saying, okay, you know what? I belong in this group. Even if I don't like everybody, I belong here. And maybe to your point, you. It is one of the areas where my corporate experience has translated. Right. Because you cannot walk into any boardroom thinking you don't belong there. You will fail immediately.
Michael Bostic
You also can't wait.
Lauren Bostic
I want you to elaborate on that.
Michael Bostic
It's hard to. You gotta keep up, Michael.
Lauren Bostic
But I want you to elaborate on that.
Michael Bostic
You can't fake the energy either.
Baz St. John
No, you can't.
Michael Bostic
It has to be authentic. The audience can smell it.
Baz St. John
Yes, yes. It's the same thing. It's like my ability to walk into a room and assess it and either shift it or go along and listen is based on my belief, my core belief that I belong in the room.
Lauren Bostic
How much of that is natural and how much of that is learned?
Baz St. John
Oh, a lot of it is learned. I think a lot of it is learned.
Michael Bostic
Because how would you teach someone that doesn't know how to walk into a room and feel like they belong?
Baz St. John
Well, there's a lot of different elements. 1. You know, I do think that this is gonna sound corny to say, but we all have a unique talent or unique perspective or something that we can offer.
Michael Bostic
Yep.
Baz St. John
And many people don't believe that of themselves. That's the first issue, which is like, what is it that you actually bring? So let's say you were at a cocktail party. Take it out of a boardroom, take it out of being on tv. You go to a cocktail party and you see a group of people standing there and somebody invites you into the conversation. What are you gonna talk about? You know what I'm saying? Like, what is your thing that you're contributing? Is it. You're from Wichita? And that's an interesting thing because you happen to be in LA and everybody's in la. Great. Fantastic. Talk about that. You know, do you happen to sew, like, self taught. Beautiful. Talk about that. I think people always think that your unique characteristic needs to be like some like, higher than God type of talent. And that's the only thing that gives you value. And so my point is that, like, we all have some value. We all have something that Makes you different in a group. And therefore, that's your contribution. And if you are confident in that, you. And you live honestly in that you're winning.
Michael Bostic
So you would tell them to come with an. Come with something interesting that makes them unique.
Baz St. John
Yes. That's them.
Michael Bostic
That's them.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
What are other. I feel like you're so powerful when you speak. What are other little tangible tips that you can give to our audience to light up a room?
Baz St. John
Yes. Okay. So first thing. And this I learned also, because my family's originally from Ghana. We lived a lot of places when I was little. But we finally settled in Colorado Springs, Colorado, when I was 12. One of the biggest things that of course, now I can articulate that I couldn't when I was 12 is that I was very othered. Right. Because everybody else in the Springs is from the Springs, Even military families who move in and out felt very much connected to that place. Right. I was coming from a place that people were like, I'm sorry, where is that? And do you wear clothes there? And why did your heavy rains.
Lauren Bostic
You know, why did your family choose Colorado Springs of all places?
Baz St. John
My dad, you know, NORAD is based there and he'd done a lot of like, sub Saharan African conflict politics, you know. So anyway, there was so much that made me other that in order to survive, I had to find the commonality with people, right? So it meant that I had to become a student of pop culture. I needed to understand the Denver Broncos. I needed to know who was like topping the Billboard charts and understand the lyrics and sing the lyrics. When it came to the. When you went to the party, you know what I'm saying? I had to dress the part. Cause I needed to understand the fashion of the time. Slouch, socks. You need to be three, not two, you know what I'm saying? Like, you needed. I needed all of the information about pop culture. And it is the way in which we connect now that allows you to have commonality with people and therefore make friends immediately. So the same happens in the boardroom. You walk in and there's a bunch of people there who may not know you or maybe know you lightly. And the point is that you are trying to find points of connection, even if you're othered, even if you feel like, oh my gosh, like none of these things are like me. Your point is that you're finding a similarity somewhere, and it is not going to make you feel like you are a stranger, an alien, because you're finding something that connects you to somebody else.
Michael Bostic
You walk into the boardroom and there's 12 men and you walk in as you.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
Explain that. What is that? What does that look like?
Baz St. John
Well, I think, I mean, first of all, that has happened my entire career. Right.
Michael Bostic
Shark infested waters.
Baz St. John
Yes. That we've seen. It's nothing new. And often I find that they are more curious about me than I am of them, which means that I've just got to answer that. Right. I've got to feed that curiosity. And so. And most of the time it's like what you would consider superficial things. I'm certainly not dressing like them. Right. I'm probably not using references like they use. And so if I make a reference to something in culture that they are not familiar with, then I try to make it similar to something that they know. Or it's like, you know, do they have kids? You know, we all like to talk about our children.
Michael Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
You know, like we just sat, we started talking about our kids or you started telling me about yours and I'm like, oh, I can identify. And I'm nodding at you and empathizing. You can feel my empathy.
Michael Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
You know, it's a human experience. Yes. And so we do not come from the same place. We probably could not be more different in our experiences in life and in our anatomy, but yet there's a connection and empathy. When you were Talking about your 6 year old and her not wanting to go to school, because I have a 16 year old and I remember those days. And so when I'm looking at you, even without communicating that you can feel that I have empathy about that situation. And so it's the same thing in every room that you walk into. There's always a human connection. I think that if you don't want that or you don't expect that, then that's when the walls come up and you can't bring them down.
Lauren Bostic
It's essentially what we try to do on this show for the last decade is like, to your point, we meet so many people that are so different than us, have such different backgrounds. But what you're doing in an interaction like this is you're finding that common thread and then pulling out what the rest of the humans that are listening can experience as well.
Baz St. John
Right.
Lauren Bostic
What's the takeaway? It's like we, we are interested in talking to people that have different experiences that they can share with people so that those people can enhance their lives or find some commonality or some relief or whatever it may be.
Baz St. John
And also there's actually big interest in difference, too. You know, I mean, especially.
Lauren Bostic
We would have quit a long time ago if everyone we talked to was the same as us.
Baz St. John
Oh, my God. Can you imagine? I mean, and that's what I find distressing about this particular time, you know, especially in the US where there's so much angst about difference, where I'm like, But guys, like, it doesn't have to be a bad thing. You know, it's like if we would stop just focusing on the fact that, like, because you're different, you have different points of view, different understanding of the world, that somehow we cannot connect or we can't get along.
Michael Bostic
We need you to be the CMO of the country. You know what, girl, you got time.
Baz St. John
I know, right? Let me. Let me see. Let me see my calendar. Let's see if I could. You know, maybe.
Lauren Bostic
You'd probably be pretty good at it,
Michael Bostic
to be honest, between Housewives and Jimmy.
Baz St. John
I mean, squeezing a little, you know, country strategy could use a little zhuzh
Michael Bostic
if someone's listening right now and they want tools to be more confident. And we talked about walking in the room, but just generally more confident. I feel like you allude that on the show and in your past career.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
What would you tell them?
Baz St. John
Yeah. You know, this ties to what I was just talking about. About, like, our uniqueness and the things that we bring. Like, there really isn't a room I walk into that I think I can't contribute to. Great. You know, it's like, because there's. There's. There is something. Everybody has something. Like, you walk into the room and actually, I'll make it like science. Okay. Physics. There's matter. We understand matter. Like your drink. Okay. If you take one molecule out the matter, take one drop out of the matter, the matter changes. You add another drop of something else into the matter, and the matter changes. We are like that. So you walk into a room, it is matter. You enter the room, it is markedly different because you entered it. Why would you not stand in that? You know, why would you not be inspired by that? You know, the room was different because you weren't in there. And I believe that fundamentally, and I believe that for everybody. The cast of the Real Housewives of Beverly Hills was different before Amanda and Rachel showed up.
Michael Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
And it will be different when somebody leaves.
Lauren Bostic
Who's leaving?
Baz St. John
I didn't say. I didn't say that. Now, okay, I know. I tried to cast it, but the show will be different.
Michael Bostic
I tried to cast it, but you're casting it.
Baz St. John
I didn't try to say that, but I'm saying, you know, it will be different.
Michael Bostic
Well, don't. When somebody's gone, don't take out you and Kathy Hilton.
Baz St. John
Oh, Kathy Hilton is.
Michael Bostic
Don't take out you and Kathy Hilton.
Baz St. John
I love that woman so much.
Michael Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
Oh, she's so wonderful.
Michael Bostic
You gotta sprinkle a little Dorit.
Baz St. John
You got Torit, you know, an activated dorit.
Michael Bostic
You and Dorit.
Baz St. John
I didn't know dorit before. I only know the activated version.
Lauren Bostic
So.
Michael Bostic
She's spicy.
Baz St. John
Oh, she's super spicy. I love it.
Michael Bostic
She's stepping into her power.
Baz St. John
I love a spicy woman.
Michael Bostic
I like your friendship with her. It's cute. You guys have a cute friendship.
Baz St. John
Yeah. And you know what's so funny about that is that I told her this. So this is nothing new, but. Or when she hears this, she won't be like, oh, my God. But I don't know if we would have been friends if we met five years ago.
Michael Bostic
Why?
Baz St. John
Well, because life was different, you know, she was in different space and I was in a different space. But now we are at a moment where like, literally the first moment we met, we were already like trauma dumping on each other. You know what I'm saying? It was like, she was like, girl, I'm separated, I'm going through a divorce. I was like, girl, my husband died. You know what I mean? It was like we could connect on loss and a change in life as you knew it. And so I had immense empathy for the situation she was in, whereas some of the other women couldn't really identify.
Michael Bostic
Why did you decide to open up about something so personal? Was that a. A conscious decision?
Baz St. John
No, I think it was an emotional decision. I could feel that she needed it, you know, she needed to know that somebody else had had the rug pulled from under them.
Michael Bostic
When you opened up about your husband, did you get an influx of DMs? I can imagine.
Baz St. John
Oh, yes.
Michael Bostic
People were so.
Baz St. John
Yes, yes, yes, yes. Oh, my gosh, yes. So many people. I mean, the thing is that it's not a club anybody wants to be a part of. You don't wann widow. You know, you didn't. You didn't sign up for that. It's a very strange place to be because there is so much shame attached to it, which is weird. Well, I think because people feel like. And I don't think it's a new thing. I think it's actually a centuries old behavior that has been passed down in time, you know, because back in the day, widows were shunned, you know, Were, like, absorbed into. Into the family and, like, shut away. You're only supposed to wear black for the rest of your life. And so this is a new phenomenon for women to be out, you know, and think about the. I'll put, like, imagine if Vanessa Bryant started dating somebody. People would be after her. That's Ko. That's Kobe's widow. You can't touch her, you know, you gotta leave her alone. I saw the other day Twitch. His wife is engaged, I think. And the amount of vitriol that has come her way now, I don't know the woman. I don't know what their relationship was like, but all I know is that there's a widow who's found love again. Why would you hate her for that?
Michael Bostic
You know, I had never thought of that. You're so. Right now.
Baz St. John
And so there's like a shroud that you wear. And so it's like a primal thing where people.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah, yeah.
Baz St. John
And so it opened up the door when I'm standing tall and being able to express that I'm a widow and I'm still living my life. I still love my life. I've come a long way now. Lord have mercy. But I've. I'm loving life, and I love every day that I'm here. And so. And I don't. I don't need to be ashamed of that. I don't need to hide it. I don't need to cry every day in order to honor my dead husband. You know what I'm saying? That, like, there's that kind of shame that society puts on you. And so the women in my DMs and some men in my DMs have been amazing in, you know, sort of forming a community of support.
Michael Bostic
What a beautiful example, too, to set for your daughter.
Baz St. John
Oh, yeah.
Michael Bostic
To show your daughter, like, it's almost like you Rose like a phoenix.
Baz St. John
Yes.
Michael Bostic
It's such a good example for your daughter to see you thriving in your life and doing so many different projects and everything that you've got going on.
Lauren Bostic
Because what's the. I guess the alternative and the expectation is what you. You shut out and shut down and shut down. And you can't do that.
Baz St. John
Like, you can't. You can't.
Lauren Bostic
You got a whole life ahead of you.
Baz St. John
Well, I mean, but I. But that is the expectation, you know, because think about this even. Right? Like, after my husband died, four months after he had died, I moved from New York to Los Angeles for a new job. Right.
Lauren Bostic
Was that cathartic to leave the.
Baz St. John
Oh, I Had to leave New York.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
I mean, every corner reminded me of him. I was dying there. I had to leave. You can imagine the amount of judgment that I got.
Michael Bostic
Really?
Baz St. John
People were like, you know, and is
Lauren Bostic
this judgment from strangers or people?
Baz St. John
Strangers, family. Everybody has an opinion. You know, it's like, shouldn't you just sit down for a year? Just heal? Shouldn't you just. Don't do anything. Just. You're probably going through a mental breakdown, so just calm down. Don't go anywhere. And they don't say it because they hate you. They're saying it because they love you and they're trying to protect you.
Michael Bostic
I also think it's people projecting what they would do onto you.
Baz St. John
But, girl, they wouldn't even do it. That's the problem. They're projecting an idea that they have of what the perfect widow should be.
Michael Bostic
Right.
Baz St. John
Or the perfect businesswoman should be. That's why people, like, have opinions when my breasts are out. Because they're like, you're an executive. You shouldn't have cleavage. Excuse me. I happen to love my tits.
Michael Bostic
Some titties out.
Baz St. John
And they're good.
Michael Bostic
I like when.
Baz St. John
Girl, they are. There are some good ones. I'm telling you, girl. Girl, I ain't got nothing done to them. And they are sitting. 49 years old and they're up here.
Lauren Bostic
Girl, put this barrier. Stay down. The barrier.
Michael Bostic
These are natural.
Baz St. John
These are natural. And they sit.
Michael Bostic
Watch the YouTube guy.
Baz St. John
And they.
Michael Bostic
I'm trying.
Lauren Bostic
I'm not trying to. They're sitting.
Baz St. John
They sit.
Lauren Bostic
I'm trying. I'm trying to just be like this, right?
Baz St. John
I'm up. I'm up. That's how I'm looking at her. This is an A and B conversation right here. Exactly. I'm not talking to you right now. I'm only talking to her. Okay.
Michael Bostic
You can appreciate great tits. I mean, the whole time I was looking at them, I was like, wow, those are some beautiful boobs.
Baz St. John
They're so good. You know, And I like to show,
Lauren Bostic
now that we've addressed it, I could get rid of this note card. Just kidding.
Michael Bostic
Taylor's back there beating his meat.
Baz St. John
Hilarious.
Michael Bostic
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Lauren Bostic
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Baz St. John
Thy ticket lady, Jennifer of Coolidge. Well, many thanks good sir. Here is my Discover card. They accept Discover at Renaissance fairs. Yeah, they do here. Discover is accepted at the places I love to shop. Getth with the times. With the times. You're playing the loot. Yeah. And it's. That sounds pretty good, right?
Michael Bostic
Discover is accepted at 99% of places
Baz St. John
that take credit cards nationwide based on
Michael Bostic
the February 2025 Nielsen report. Okay, so what do you want to instill in your daughter? I'm sure you're very intentional about that.
Baz St. John
Oh, oh my God, girl. In so many ways I've been intentional with her. I can tell you that, like, from. From the moment I became a single mother, which was terrifying to me because I. And I've been honest about this, I don't mind sharing it here, which is that I was not the one who wanted to start a family. My husband was, you know, and I found it very, very difficult in those early days. I found it almost impossible, you know, And I was kind of like, I've been thrust into this and now I've gotta raise this person. But I'm ambitious and I want a career and, you know, like, I don't want it to slow me down. And I had people at the office who were advising me that I shouldn't have pictures of my daughter up because people would think that I wasn't committed enough to the job. I mean, it was just like.
Lauren Bostic
And how deep into your ex were you when you had your first kid?
Baz St. John
I was 32 years old, so I was about a decade in.
Lauren Bostic
Okay.
Baz St. John
So when Peter died, Lael was four. And I was looking at her like, what in the hell am I supposed to do now? Like, how am I supposed to raise this person by myself? Like, this was his idea. Wasn't even my idea. And then on top of it, I felt like it would stop me from being able to do all of the things I want to do. Because as a single parent now, you are wholly responsible. If I need to travel for a business trip, how am I gonna do that? You know, you were just talking about leaving your daughter in Texas. I'm like, how would I do that? Who would watch her? There was no support. And so I changed my mindset pretty early, like, with her in that I actually told her quite bluntly. I was like, girl, I don't know how to do this. I just. I don't know. And you're gonna have to tell me about things you need. She was 4. And I was having this very adult conversation. I mean, we were sitting down, you know, and the ways that I made that into reality were things like opening up my calendar and actually letting her have responsibility in it. So being like, if you need me to be at the school, like, for whatever, you gotta tell me. And it's gotta be really important because I have to do other things, other places. Like, I wasn't gonna be ashamed of my ambition, but I was like, you gonna have to tell me. And then I will put it on the thing and I will be there. Okay? But it can't be every day. It can't even be every week. You know, we gotta really make choices. And even at 4, she felt the respect that I had for her, you know, and that I would respect her enough to respect her wishes. And now, 12 years later, we still behave that way, I think, with children.
Lauren Bostic
And maybe this. I don't know if this has been your experience. The more you explain to them the reasons why things are important, the reason why you need to do things, I think. And again, I don't want to tell their parents how to parent. But what I've noticed as a parent myself, is when you kind of try to not tell them and like, oh, and kind of like, shield them, then they get upset.
Baz St. John
They don't know. And they're so smart, you know, or things like, you know, when I got into a position where I was making a lot of money and, you know, she can have anything that she wants, I decided to switch up her birthday presents. Cause I was like. All I could see was, like, this mountain of gifts that she was getting for me and her aunts and friends and all that. And three months later, they were discarded. And so I was like, you know what? Actually, no more birthday presents or birthday parties. And she was like, you know, obviously very upset. But I was like, here's what we're gonna do. You are going to pick a place in the world that you want to go. That will be my gift to you. You will have to present why you want to go there, and it'll have to make sense. You come up with an itinerary, and then my job is to get you there and to do the itinerary. She started doing that when she was about four also.
Lauren Bostic
She'll remember that way more than the
Baz St. John
little, oh, yeah, we've had some adventures. Oh, we've had such a good time.
Michael Bostic
She's so independent. Based on everything you're saying, I can see the foresight of that. Being a really independent. Very much.
Baz St. John
Very much. And someone who thinks, you know, very clearly and is also intentional. Like, we don't do things just to do them. I mean, obviously there's spontaneity. And, you know, we like to get up some days and be like, oh, we're gonna go do this thing or do that thing. But also, it's like, why do you want that thing? Or why do you wanna go there? Or why are you friends with that person?
Michael Bostic
What's the best place you guys have gone?
Baz St. John
When she was 10, she presented that she wanted to go to Scotland. And she does, like, a presentation. Like, it's like, you know, that's cool. But her rationale was because it is the only country on the planet where their national animal is the unicorn.
Michael Bostic
Are unicorns real, girl?
Baz St. John
The Scottish think so. I was shocked.
Michael Bostic
Take me to Scotland.
Baz St. John
So the entire itinerary was to go find the unicorns, the fairies, all kind of woodland creature.
Michael Bostic
You might have to send me that itinerary, girl.
Baz St. John
So good. Oh, we had such a good time.
Lauren Bostic
And it's beautiful over there, right?
Baz St. John
Oh, my God, it was gorgeous. Oh, we went to the castles. We were in the forest.
Michael Bostic
Are the guys hot?
Baz St. John
Girl, I wouldn't look at no men. Oh, okay.
Michael Bostic
I don't know.
Lauren Bostic
What is that relevant to you, Lauren?
Michael Bostic
I'm just wondering if, like, what the aesthetic is.
Baz St. John
I know, right? Well, maybe. Maybe that will be, like, our plan when she's a little older.
Lauren Bostic
Could you imagine if I was over here? I'd be like, okay, we're gonna. Are the girls hot? And be like, what's going on with this guy?
Michael Bostic
I'm just wondering for the audience's sake. They wanna know. They're wondering, you know what?
Baz St. John
I bet they are. You know, they, like, be outside. They're, you know, like, I feel like they are probably rugged.
Michael Bostic
Rugged.
Baz St. John
That's what I would assume.
Michael Bostic
We like rugged.
Baz St. John
Yes.
Michael Bostic
Why did you decide to open up about your fertility journey? Was that, again, a choice?
Baz St. John
Yeah. Oh, yeah. That was a very big choice. Gosh, there's so many reasons, but I think the main one is that, again, sort of overcoming ideas of shame, you know, that, like, I've already broached the topic of widowhood and trying to tear down the shame that comes along with it. And infertility is another one. It's a really, really big one. I've had more response to this vulnerability than probably anything else I've ever talked about. So many people who've been like, thank you so much for saying this out loud. I went through this myself. I didn't tell a soul. You know, there's so much shame in it because people feel like if you're a woman, that's what you're supposed to do. You're supposed to just naturally get pregnant. I'm like, girl, I never had an easy pregnancy in my life. You know, it's like, my mom had four daughters just like that. You know, her mom had five just like that. Like, there's. The women in my family give birth easily. And so I had difficult pregnancies and then found myself in a situation, you know, where it's like, I didn't have a partner and I wanted more kids, but, you know, didn't Want to do it without one. Finally found my person again, and I want a family with him, but I am old, and it doesn't come natural. And so I've got to put in the extra effort to get pregnant, and there shouldn't be any shame in that. But also, the people who are judgmental, who. I can totally understand why people don't want to share this type of stuff. You know, folks will tell you all kind of things, like, you're too old to do it. Why would you want to put your body through that? Shouldn't you get a surrogate? Why don't you adopt? I'm like, it's none of your goddamn business what I do with my body.
Michael Bostic
A lot of opinions.
Baz St. John
It's a lot of opinions. But then on the flip side, the amount of people who've been like, God, like, thank you so much, because it is difficult, it is lonely, and it is sad. And on a recent episode, I talked about how, you know, we were able to fertilize two eggs. They became embryos, but then didn't make it to the blast stage. And I, in my confessional, I said that it felt like grief to me. It felt like we lost babies. And the amount of responses I got, people were like, I couldn't articulate it that way before, and people told me not to be sad because they weren't real kids. And like, all. And I was just like, oh, my God. Like, this is why I share it. Because it's not that I'm braver than other people. It's just that I want to get rid of all of this shame that we have around so many identities that I happen to have. And I'm like, we don't need to be ashamed of that.
Michael Bostic
Has this been almost therapeutic and liberating for you to share all this?
Baz St. John
Yeah, for sure.
Michael Bostic
I would think so. It's, like, almost feels, like, refreshing for you.
Baz St. John
Yeah. Because I also. I also don't want to. I don't believe in hiding the things in our lives that are hard. When I was leaving or when I was in. In my job at Netflix, right before I left, I was writing my book, my memoir. And every publisher wanted me to write the, like, how to get to the corporate. The corner office in heels, you know, how to be a boss chick. And I was like, I'm not writing that book. You know, I might one day, but I'm not writing it now. I wanted to write the book about my grief and my loss because I was like, look, yes, you can have all of these things. That can knock you down and make you feel like you can never make it, but you can. Like, that's the story. I want you to know. I want you to know that, like, even as a leader, you can be empathetic. You can show people the hard stuff and the. And the messy stuff and still be able to command, you know, because it's like, as a leader, you're expected to be so fierce. Like, you're supposed to know every answer. Immovable. But it's like, look, we human, too. We dealing with little kids that get sick, and therefore you can't make it to the meeting on time. We're dealing with breakups that break your heart and make you not want to get up in the morning. We're dealing with fights with your mom that make you frustrated about the choices you've made in life. Like, we're dealing with a lot of stuff, so we should all be more open about it.
Michael Bostic
I think one of the reasons I have wanted you on this show for so bad, I really have. I think I've harassed you a couple times in your DMs. But what I like about you as a viewer is that you're very comfortable in your masculine, but you're also really comfortable in your feminine.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
And you don't see that a lot. You either see one or the other.
Baz St. John
Right.
Michael Bostic
And for me, what I like watching you is I feel like you're such a boss, but then you also, in your relationship, you are feminine.
Baz St. John
Yes.
Michael Bostic
At home, you're feminine. You're all about. You're a homemaker.
Baz St. John
Yes. Oh, absolutely.
Michael Bostic
I relate to that. I really related to that. It's refreshing. How do you balance both of those things so well?
Baz St. John
Yeah, well, I really love it, you know? Like, I love making a home. And I think, again, like, I feel like this is a recurring theme about shame. I don't know how we got here, but here we are. You know, is that like, again, it's like if you're, you know, a boss chicken and you're strong somehow, you can't be soft, you can't be vulnerable. You know, you can't do the things that, you know are considered traditional at home. Because, God forbid, you're a feminist and you also like to bake. You know what I'm saying? Like, why can't we do both? Why can't I ask my. My man if he wants something to eat and me make it? Like, I enjoy that and that is okay. Like, and he does other things for me. It's all right. Like, we can do both things. And so for me, there is no shame in accepting the fact that I am a homemaker. And I also happen to have had quite a few CMO jobs. I can be both of those things.
Michael Bostic
I relate to it. I love it. I'm like, I'm not a trad wife, but I'm trad ish. Trad ish. And I love my home is, like, so important to me. But I also have a lot of ambition.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
Again, like, I like to have.
Baz St. John
Can you come up with a new term, tradition? I think we should. We should girl do something with that.
Lauren Bostic
But you know what?
Michael Bostic
Wait, hold on. Is it On Brand? Should I pitch it to On Brand?
Baz St. John
I see what you did there. I see what you did. Well, you might be.
Lauren Bostic
But I mean, I look at this and I like that I have a strong woman that's chasing her ambition and her career and all those things, but at the same time, like, sometimes in the bedroom or in the house, I don't want that all the time. Same way as maybe she wouldn't want me to be super feminine all the time. Right.
Michael Bostic
Like that we should have the balance about your hair. So that's enough for me.
Baz St. John
Well, that's incredible.
Lauren Bostic
Thank you.
Baz St. John
It is good hair, though.
Lauren Bostic
Thank you.
Michael Bostic
Oh, I think so, too.
Baz St. John
It's really, really good.
Lauren Bostic
But no, I think, you know, there's sometimes a narrative, especially these days, pushed on men and women, that you have to be one or the other. And I think it's harmful.
Baz St. John
Oh, it's very harmful.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah. And I think in a relationship, people can't ignore evolution.
Baz St. John
Right.
Lauren Bostic
Like, we did evolve, living as man and wife in a certain kind of way. I'm not saying it has to be.
Michael Bostic
I also want you to go out and kill the tiger and drag it back to me.
Baz St. John
Yeah, exactly. I also want you to jump in front of me. There's some sort of assailant.
Michael Bostic
Yeah.
Lauren Bostic
If someone breaks into the house and I'm like, lauren, grab him.
Baz St. John
Absolutely not. You better go down there, go see what's going on. Yeah.
Lauren Bostic
And so I think, you know, sometimes. And again, we get these conversations pop up on the show all the time. And, you know, people bash the trad wife and then they bash the Lord.
Michael Bostic
You know, let everyone be who they are.
Baz St. John
Exactly. And that's my point, is that I don't think there is a bashing of one or the other. I think also because I grew up in a household where my mom was a homemaker, you know, she decided to give up her career to be a wife and to raise four kids. And she was phenomenal at it, you know, And I have a lot of respect for that. I don't think she, like, wasted her life or like, oh, my God, she could have been the CEO of this company or she could have done that. Like, I think she is incredible at what she did. Oh. And so I have so much respect for that. That. How could I see that as a bad thing in myself? Yeah.
Lauren Bostic
You know, there's like, some people grow up and look at that, and it's kind of like there's like a self loathing.
Baz St. John
Right.
Lauren Bostic
And I think that's harmful.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Lauren Bostic
Speaking earlier on, your ambition, in the early days of your career, what were you chasing? Was it the financial security? Was it the title? Was it the control?
Baz St. John
What.
Lauren Bostic
What was your early ambition? What did it look like?
Baz St. John
I think my early, early, early ambition was power. You know, I wanted to be in charge. I didn't like feeling like people didn't respect me. It happened so often.
Michael Bostic
That's so honest.
Lauren Bostic
Just like a little chip on the
Baz St. John
shoulder in the beginning. Yeah. Because, like, so many times I was dismissed. Right. Or like, you know, you're in a meeting and you have an idea and somebody talks over you or they ignore your idea and then somebody else says it, and then they start praising that person. Oh, man, it happens so often. So I wanted power. Cause I was like, I need to be the one when I walk in the room. I need the room to shift to me.
Lauren Bostic
And when did you first feel you had that power?
Baz St. John
Ugh, that's a very hard question, because I think I've had to fight for it at every stage.
Michael Bostic
But you've done some things that are gnarly. Like, you said, you had a podcast with Katie Couric. You are doing a show with Jimmy Fallon, and the CMO of Netflix is not a small role. So I'm not.
Lauren Bostic
But I mean, like, not to read your whole bio here, but you've been. You've been at Endeavor, img, ufc, Miss Universe. You've been obviously at Netflix, at Pepsi.
Michael Bostic
Like, you go hang out with Dana White.
Baz St. John
No, I didn't.
Michael Bostic
Ugh.
Baz St. John
I did not.
Michael Bostic
I like him.
Baz St. John
He's very charismatic.
Lauren Bostic
Yes, he was on the show. We had fun with him.
Baz St. John
Oh, was he?
Lauren Bostic
We had fun with him.
Baz St. John
Yeah. Yeah. No, he's so charismatic. I didn't. I didn't get a chance to hang out with him.
Michael Bostic
I feel like you two would be fun.
Baz St. John
Oh, my God. I'm sure. Because he's a little crazy also.
Lauren Bostic
But, I mean, when you list out all of your accomplishments. I mean, you could go on and on. And so it's interesting to hear you say that there was not like a moment where you felt.
Baz St. John
No, I think I've had feelings of power. But it is probably also what has driven my ambition to go again and again and again and again is that I haven't felt like I have achieved it. And so I'm always searching for it. And I think at some point also, it switched to a combination of money and power. You know, it's like. It's why I talk to so many women about raises and promotions and, you know, how to negotiate. I did an interview once with Gayle King where I think on air, she asked me how to ask how she could ask for a raise. And I was like, girl, how does
Michael Bostic
someone ask for a raise?
Baz St. John
Yeah. First of all, you.
Michael Bostic
Mackenzie's in the room. How does mackenzie ask for a raise?
Baz St. John
Mackenzie, first of all, let me tell you something, okay? You understand the landscape of what everybody makes in the industry, okay? And then you beat that by 30%.
Lauren Bostic
All right, let's move on to the next segment.
Baz St. John
And that's. And that is what you ask for. That is your target. You don't back down from that. So it means that when you ask, you go another 20% higher so that you can back down to the 30%.
Lauren Bostic
MacKenzie will probably get it because she's great. She's one of my favorites.
Baz St. John
But you also have to be able to back it up. Don't be a dummy out here. And then be asking for a 50% raise. You see what I'm saying?
Michael Bostic
Oh, sometimes. Sometimes people do. Oh, what's going on with that?
Baz St. John
Can we talk about that?
Michael Bostic
I want to. There's an appropriate amount when you go to past your mark.
Baz St. John
Yes.
Michael Bostic
What does that look like?
Baz St. John
Well, here's the thing. Is that you. That's what I'm saying. You gotta be worth your salt, right? So. And don't. Don't play yourself, okay? This takes a lot of honesty with self before you go up in there. Now, a lot of people. No, a lot of women suffer from undervaluing themselves. And so they're actually overqualified. Because as a leader, I can tell you, the more men came into my office to ask for raises than women, hands down, probably three to one. Wow. Also, by the time the woman came to ask for a raise, she was way past her qualifications for it. I mean, men would come in there, had worked there three days, hadn't learned a goddamn thing, and would be like, oh, you know, I think I deserve 25% more. Get your ass back in your office. What you doing in here? What are you even talking about? You know what I mean? And so it's like, I think women undervalue themselves so much. So first it's like, you really do have to have the honest, honest, honest conversation. How am I performing in this job?
Lauren Bostic
And how do you get. I mean, I'm gonna do this as an employer. I'm gonna have the conversation with you two ways. So if somebody comes to you and they say, listen, I feel undervalued and I want X amount, what are the things that you're telling them to be? To get them to be honest with themselves about what their real value is. And then you as the boss making the decision, what is the pushback or feedback you're giving them?
Baz St. John
I mean, well, first of all, it's like if I'm the boss, right, I probably know what the job requirements are and I understand whether or not you've met them. So first of all, you shouldn't come to me unless you believe that you are exceeding those expectations. Because if you're not, I will tell you that you're not. And then you're probably gonna go home and cry. You know what I mean?
Lauren Bostic
That's playing yourself right there.
Baz St. John
Yes, you are playing yourself. So it's like if you're coming to me as, you know, the employee and saying, hey, look, I feel undervalued here because I'm hitting this mark and that mark and that mark, by the way, you have to come with like, you
Lauren Bostic
can't just feel I'm undervalued.
Baz St. John
No, come with tactical, like examples of how you think you over delivered. And it can't be one time, it can't be two times, it can't be three times. It has to be consistent over time. And then you can come and say, hey, look, I'm overperforming here. I keep doing the thing that you told me to do, and I add 15% effort to it. I am beating every key performance indicator you've said. So I believe I deserve a raise.
Lauren Bostic
What if someone comes to you and you say, I've been here for two
Baz St. John
years and you probably did nothing? Well, I.
Michael Bostic
What you're saying is that being somewhere for two years doesn't mean anything. Doesn't mean anything to a raise?
Baz St. John
No, absolutely. Ten year does not mean you get paid more.
Michael Bostic
So you have to add extra value to.
Baz St. John
You have to have got it impact over a tenure.
Lauren Bostic
Kim Kardashian got shit for saying you Gotta work. You're out. Like right, everyone's.
Baz St. John
Yeah.
Michael Bostic
She said people don't want to work.
Lauren Bostic
And I think I get what she's saying.
Michael Bostic
Not everybody, but I get what she's saying.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah, well, there was a moment in time where like the, you know, I think people were not being honest with themselves.
Michael Bostic
No, they were not. Requests for coaching.
Lauren Bostic
And I, you know, as somebody who's had to work for a long time and you know, build things and use yourself, I think the hardest conversations are when people come and say like I'm wor. And it's what you're saying, I've been here, but there's no examples. And I put in the time and what I have to go back and say and I'm sure you've had is, well, give me an example of how you're contributing in a way that show
Baz St. John
me how you're making impact above and beyond the job qualifications. Doing the job alone is not enough to get a raise. It really is not. You have to exceed the expectations. So I'm like, like you're doing the job description. Congratulations, you get a paycheck.
Lauren Bostic
That's because that's your payment.
Baz St. John
You want a bigger paycheck, you gotta do bigger.
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Michael Bostic
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Michael Bostic
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Lauren Bostic
as you started to map your career, what did those conversations typically look like for your employers?
Baz St. John
Well, it was. I think it's a little. It was a little different for me because I found that I couldn't necessarily get big raises the way I wanted them. Like I said, at some point, my ambition changed from just power to also money. I wanted exponential raises, and I couldn't get it at the places I were, so I had to quit and get another job.
Lauren Bostic
That's a good segment. I had one thing on our notes that I wanted to talk to you about. You've been at a lot of places, but you've kept a really good reputation, and people speak very highly of you and your career. From what we've learned, how have you maintained that? Because sometimes people leave a job in a messy way and they burn bridges, and it seems like you've been able to kind of move throughout your career without doing that.
Baz St. John
Yeah. Well, I'll tell you this. I think one of the biggest examples of the fact that I do have a good reputation is that I haven't used a resume in about 15 years.
Michael Bostic
Wow.
Baz St. John
You know, it's like, nobody asked me for that. Yeah. When Ted Sarando said Netflix called and said, hey, you know, we're thinking about changing our cmo and we would like. He didn't say, can I see your resume? You know what I'm saying? It was that he had. He had heard and seen the impact I'd had at Endeavor with Ari Emanuel and was like, hey, we actually need your talent here. And for me, it's always been about proving the fact that my value is more than whatever the company has asked me to do. So I have embodied what I am telling people to do. It's like, if the job is to come in and change the way people use the word Uber, I'm gonna come and make it a colloquialism.
Michael Bostic
With all the powerful people that you've worked with, who has had the most impact on you? Who are the ones where you're like, damn, that person Taught me abcd.
Baz St. John
I think without Spike Lee, I don't know that I would have known early on how impactful I am, you know? So Spike was my first boss. I was an assistant at his ad agency in New York City, and I was taking a break between undergraduate school and medical school because I'd taken mcat. I was gonna become a doctor, and. I know. And I. I went to New York, and I. My parents were not gonna fund this, so I had to get a job. I was Spike Lee's assistant, and he was pitching the PepsiCo business through his advertising agency because he was in between, like, his movie director roles, he was shooting commercials. So he was pitching PepsiCo as a client and asked around the office, you know, who should be the, you know, main person, who should be the spokesperson. And people were going up on Billboard charts and trying to find, you know, the hottest actress and this and that. And I had seen Carmen, the hip opera, on mtv. It was a TV movie starring Beyonce Knowles and Makai Pfeiffer. And Beyonce, at the time, was coming out of Destiny's Child. She wants to be a solo act. Solo act and an actress. And she was getting panned. I mean, people were like, she's never gonna make it. Like, you know, the only successful solo artist coming out of girl group, Diana Ross.
Lauren Bostic
That's true.
Baz St. John
That is it. The only person. And so she was getting hammered. And I saw this movie, and I was like, holy sh. Like, I loved it, and I loved her in it. And so when Spike was asking around, I said, I saw this TV movie starring Beyonce Knowles, and people were snickering and laughing, you know, and just like, she's the assistant. She doesn't even know it better. And Spike was like, I'm gonna talk to her. And he had a meeting with her and decided she was the one. And if not for that moment, I don't think I would have understood that tenure doesn't equate your power. You know that I was 23 years old, and I gave him the idea to use her.
Michael Bostic
That's a good story, girl. That's a good story.
Lauren Bostic
I feel like we could talk to you. We could talk to you for hours. You got to come back at some point.
Baz St. John
I know. Now that I know you had wanted me here, I'm like, I'll come back whenever you want.
Michael Bostic
Well, wait, we have to stop.
Lauren Bostic
Well, because she's got. She's got to stop. She's got.
Baz St. John
I will actually come back. Honestly, I would love that.
Michael Bostic
We didn't even tell Part two ten More questions.
Baz St. John
We need a part two.
Lauren Bostic
We didn't even get into Uber and
Baz St. John
Apple because I got some stories. Boy.
Lauren Bostic
But anyways, will you come back?
Baz St. John
Yes, actually, I will. I would love to come back.
Michael Bostic
Tell us. You have to tell us before you go. You have to tell us why you chose to join Housewives.
Baz St. John
Oh, yes.
Michael Bostic
Because that was strategic, I think, and I wanna know why. And then what's going on with On Brand? With Jimmy Fallon.
Baz St. John
Yes. Okay. Okay, so here's the thing. When I left Netflix, it was really, really tough. Again, I think people look at my resume and just like, oh, my God, all these teacher moves, blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, no. People booed me at every single move. I promise you, they were not supportive. And I know it's hard to believe, but it is so true. Cause if. If we had time, I would get into the details of, like, what was happening at the time and why people were booing me. Moving into a. So when I was leaving Netflix, the decision was because I was writing my book, and it was so heavy, and I knew that I couldn't do that and also be the global chief marketing officer of Netflix. It was a huge job, and I needed all my energy and attention, but I really want to write this book. And the day that Ted and I had our meeting and decided that I would leave, I cried. You know, it was so scary. But I left. I wrote my book, I published it, and then I was sitting there in my house after it was published, and I was like, oh, shit, now what? Like, there's nothing. What am I gonna do? I need another job. So I went out on the market, you know, got interviews. Came down to, you know, a last interview where it's like, I'd already cleared everybody. I just need to meet the board. The offer was already in my inbox at my lawyers. I was sitting there the next day. I had to take a flight the next day to go meet the board, and I could not do it. I was like, I don't. I don't think I want to go back into this world. I just. I've been out now a year. And while it felt like sabbatical, I was like, I don't think I want to do it. And I. Again, I cried. And it was so scary because I'm a single mom. I take care of my parents. I have three homes. Like, I need money. You know what I'm saying?
Michael Bostic
And so you have good taste, too.
Baz St. John
The home's all dialed out. Look, okay, I know it takes money to do these Things.
Lauren Bostic
The monthly debt's not going away.
Baz St. John
Look, okay, And I got lots of stock, but damn. So I was sitting there and thinking, I can't go back. I don't want to go back. But I was so scared not to. But I knew I really couldn't take the job, and so I declined, even before going to meet the board, much to my mother's anger. That's another story for another time.
Michael Bostic
Yeah. Next time you come back, you can tell that story.
Baz St. John
And I. I was sitting in my home for, I would say, like, three months, you know, a little depressed considering the stupid decision I'd made to turn down that job, figuring out, like, ooh, is it, like, embarrassing for me to go back out and say, hey, look, anybody else want a cmo? You know? And I got a email, and it was from the Bravo executives. And they said, you know, we've been trying to get you for many years, but never able to because you always had jobs. And now we hear that you are out and you are potentially not going back, so would you consider coming on the show? And I was like, absolutely.
Lauren Bostic
Because you couldn't take the job when you were running Netflix.
Baz St. John
No, I couldn't have done the show then. No. And matter of fact, the funny thing is, I thought they wanted me to become the CMO of Bravo. Like, I didn't think they wanted me on the damn show. You know? Like, I thought they were calling me for, like, a.
Michael Bostic
Realizing it was the show. Were you excited?
Baz St. John
I was nervous, yeah. Because I thought, you know what? Like, I'm a champion of women. I love being able to empower them. I don't want to go on TV and fight with people, you know? But my thought after I sat with it for some time was that, like. But this narrative doesn't have to be. It doesn't have to be this.
Michael Bostic
You're sort of the voice of reason, right? It's not. I don't. When I look at you on the show, I'm not like, oh, she's causing fights. No, you keep it.
Baz St. John
I don't want to do it.
Michael Bostic
You keep it lively, and we get the dynamics.
Baz St. John
Yes, yes, yes.
Michael Bostic
But you're kind of the voice of reason.
Baz St. John
I don't want to fight with women on tv.
Michael Bostic
I feel like there's kind of a. Like, with the audience where you're going to.
Baz St. John
Yeah. Cause I'm like, girl, do you see what's going on? You know what I mean? That's what I'm saying to people. Because the thing is. And I recently did a video about this, where I was talking about conflict, Right. And I was like, you know what? The thing for me that was most pressing when I was thinking about joining the show was I was like, look, women of this age are so damn interesting, but we don't get a chance to really see them because Hollywood loves to show us, you know, women in their teens and twenties, maybe thirties. But by the time you are in your forties, Siphon.
Lauren Bostic
Yeah.
Baz St. John
Or fifties, let me tell you, it's a very interesting time. You're raising kids, you got aging parents, you've got dynamics in your marriage. Maybe you're coming out of it, maybe you're getting into your third one. You know, like, there's so much going on before you get to talk about your relationship with your girlfriends, some of whom you've known a long time, some of whom you're making new friends. Who makes a.
Lauren Bostic
If you actually think about it, this age range is much more. Your team's gonna kick in the door.
Baz St. John
That's fine. But we're gonna keep going. Yeah, yeah. Because, like, there's so much that, like, is happening at this time. And so when I thought about that, that's actually what convinced me to go on the show. Like, I was like, I wanna show that, like, I had. And at the time, there was so much happening in my life. And I'm like, but I wanna see stories like this too. And where are the baddies at? Where are the ones who have a corporate career, who made their money, who didn' to it? We're the ones who are like, you know, like, falling in love again, like, as.
Michael Bostic
As a practitioner. We on Beverly Hills specifically, where is the. Where we want. We needed that energy.
Baz St. John
Yes, yes.
Michael Bostic
You know what I mean?
Baz St. John
Yes, yes. And that is why, just full circle here, when I said that, like, you should walk into room or into matter and know that your molecule changes it. That's what I am doing.
Michael Bostic
Mic drop. Damn.
Lauren Bostic
We could talk to you for hours. Now, where can we go?
Michael Bostic
On Brand with Jimmy Fallon.
Baz St. John
On Brand with Jimmy Fallon is so great. Just a real quick story on that. The people who poo pooed me for joining Housewives who were like, but you're in the marketing hall of fame. How dare you go and, you know, ruin your reputation. Well, Nancy, who is Jimmy's wife, is a big fan of Beverly Hoffman and she saw the very first episode that I was on. Jimmy, unbeknownst to me, had already sold the show to NBC and was trying to find a co host and he couldn't find one for a year, he was looking and interviewing a bunch of CMOs but couldn't find the magic between someone who has the chops and also is good on tv. And then they saw me, and that is how Jimmy and I got together.
Michael Bostic
Molecule that entered the on brand with Jimmy Fallon. Thank you for coming on the show.
Lauren Bostic
You've really thank you for doing this. That was fun.
Date: March 16, 2026
Hosts: Lauryn Bosstick & Michael Bosstick
Guest: Bozoma Saint John (Baz St. John)
In this deeply engaging episode, Lauryn and Michael Bosstick sit down with powerhouse Bozoma Saint John—a businesswoman, entrepreneur, author, Real Housewives of Beverly Hills cast member, and former CMO of Netflix. Together, they explore the dynamics of confidence, leadership, advocacy, and personal growth through candid stories from Bozoma’s remarkable career and personal life. The conversation blends humor, vulnerability, and practical advice, making it essential listening for anyone designing life on their own terms.
Pandemic Sadness and Zoom Happy Hours:
Pressure at Netflix vs. Reality TV:
Embracing Drama, Bringing Solutions:
The Importance of Showcasing Process:
Authenticity and Confidence:
Practical Steps for Self-assurance:
Finding Connection—even When Different:
Boardrooms, Empathy, and Human Connection:
Owning Her Story Publicly:
Infertility and Removing Stigma:
Career Ambition and Early Motivations:
Negotiating Raises, Advocating for Self:
Leaving Jobs and Preserving Reputation:
From CMO to Housewife—A Strategic Pivot:
Full Circle: Your Molecule Changes the Room:
On Brand With Jimmy Fallon:
On Boardrooms vs. TV:
On Belonging:
On Unique Contribution:
On Widowhood & Shame:
On Advocacy & Pay:
On Reputation:
On Her Impact:
On Housewives Conflict:
On Showing Cleavage as an Executive:
Mother-Daughter Travel Stories:
For the full, unfiltered conversation and more Baz wisdom, stream the episode on Dear Media or wherever you listen to podcasts.