Episode Overview

Episode: 1407: “At the Base of the Mountain” by Amanda Hawkins
Host: Maggie Smith
Date: December 1, 2025

This episode of The Slowdown explores the deeply personal nature of sacred spaces—how we seek meaning, solace, and reflection by returning to places tied to our stories, memories, and beliefs. Host Maggie Smith introduces Amanda Hawkins’ meditative poem “At the Base of the Mountain” as a lens through which to consider the idea of pilgrimage, both religious and secular, and what it means to revisit physical and metaphorical mountains in search of the divine or some semblance of truth.

Key Discussion Points & Insights

Opening Meditation: The Universality of Sacred Sites

• [01:00] Maggie Smith reflects on how “every religion has its holy sites,” listing Jerusalem, Mecca, Vatican City, and Lumbini.
• She draws a connection between religious pilgrimage and more personal quests:
  • “I’m not a religious person, but I think everyone has places that are sacred to them, places we might return to as pilgrims, as seekers.”
• Notable insight: The sacred can be found outside of doctrinal boundaries—in places of personal memory, ancestral history, or natural environments.

The Poem: “At the Base of the Mountain” by Amanda Hawkins

• Maggie introduces and reads the poem in its entirety, inviting listeners to consider how the search for meaning occurs both in literal holy places and in intimate, poignant settings of loss and remembrance.

Reflection on the Poem & Sacredness

• Maggie’s introduction and Hawkins’ poem intertwine to examine:
  • The urge to return to places significant to personal or communal history, such as “the graves of their ancestors or the places where they once lived.”
  • The emotional complexity of standing in those places—how presence can evoke both absence and connection.

The Limits and Longing of Spiritual Meaning

• Core theme: The poem meditates on the elusive nature of the sacred, especially for those uncertain of belief:
  • “The mountain behind the monastery rises like an atheist's unspoken prayer, a holy however the divine keeps separate.”
  • Attempts to draw meaning from place can sometimes encounter only silence or absence.

The Search for Certainty and Myth

• The poem questions claims to definitive sacredness:
  • “No one agrees on which mountain the Lord came down, if the Lord came down at all, or if there is a Lord to come.”
  • Maggie, through the poem, observes that differing beliefs and uncertainties do not dilute the human urge for pilgrimage—mental or physical.

The Personal Encounter with Doubt

• The poet's honest portrayal of unbelief upon visiting the “mountain”:
  • “When I was there at the base, I felt nothing but absence and the still foreignness of unbelief.”
• Yet, the drive to return persists—speaking to a universal human hope for revelation, transformation, or peace, even in the absence of concrete belief.

Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments

On Secular Pilgrimage:

“I think everyone has places that are sacred to them, places we might return to as pilgrims, as seekers.”
—Maggie Smith ([01:17])

On the Elusiveness of the Sacred:

“The mountain behind the monastery rises like an atheist's unspoken prayer, a holy however the divine keeps separate.”
—Amanda Hawkins ([03:00], poem read by Maggie Smith)

On Doubt and Return:

“When I was there at the base, I felt nothing but absence and the still foreignness of unbelief. Even then I must have something of myth or monasteries or the mountain itself. I must have. Even now I keep returning.”
—Amanda Hawkins ([05:55], poem read by Maggie Smith)

Important Timestamps

• [01:00] – Maggie introduces the topic of sacred places and personal pilgrimages.
• [03:00] – Maggie reads Amanda Hawkins’ “At the Base of the Mountain.”
• [05:55] – The poem concludes with thoughts on doubt and continual return.

Overall Tone & Final Thoughts

The episode is gently reflective, open-minded, and grounded in the everyday search for meaning. Maggie Smith’s tone is contemplative and inclusive as she invites listeners to consider their own sacred places—whether rooted in faith, memory, or nature—and to acknowledge that the longing for transformation and solace is universal, even in the face of uncertainty.