Podcast Summary: The Slowdown – Episode 1429: "Midlife Crisis" by Jane Zwart
Host: Maggie Smith
Date: January 7, 2026
Overview
In this episode, host Maggie Smith reflects on the transformative nature of midlife and the shifting perceptions that come with aging. Through personal anecdotes and the reading of Jane Zwart’s poem "Midlife Crisis," Smith explores how growing older can paradoxically bring a sense of youthfulness and clarity, challenging conventional expectations about aging. The episode encourages listeners to consider how poetry can offer perspective, helping one navigate and embrace life’s inevitable changes.
Key Discussion Points & Insights
1. Reflections on Aging & Perspective
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Reverse Aging of the Spirit:
Maggie shares a friend’s observation that she seems younger now than when they first met, describing it as "reverse aging"—not physically, but spiritually.- "I laughed. I'm not reverse aging physically, mind you. I have more lines around my eyes than ever before, and some new ones around my mouth too..." (01:03)
- She humorously appreciates the poetic names for wrinkles: "crow’s feet" and "marionette lines," acknowledging these as joyful evidence of a life lived.
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Physical vs. Emotional Change:
Maggie contrasts the visible marks of aging with an internal lightness, despite life becoming more complex:- "My life isn't easier than it was when I was in my twenties. I'm solo parenting two kids, I'm self employed, my parents are aging, my house is aging, I'm aging..." (01:28)
- "But most days, not all days, but most days, I feel lighter. How strange that with more burdens to carry, I feel less burdened." (01:39)
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Gaining Perspective with Age:
She attributes this newfound lightness not to circumstance, but to perspective:- "The only way I can explain it to myself is that with age comes perspective. I know what matters, and I really do try to let the rest go." (01:46)
- "Midlife has upended everything I thought about aging. It's not at all what I expected." (01:57)
- Smith reflects on childhood assumptions about midlife, now finding herself feeling "younger" at a nearer-to-50 age than ever and laughing at her old perceptions.
2. Introduction to the Poem & Its Resonance
Maggie admires how Jane Zwart's poem articulates the unexpectedness of reaching middle age and being "surprised at what you find." The theme of time as both linear and a palindrome mirrors Maggie's own insights into aging and self-perception.
Notable Quotes & Memorable Moments
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On Wrinkles & Joy:
“I have more lines around my eyes than ever before… The poet in me takes some pleasure in the terms for these wrinkles, crow's feet and marionette lines. It helps me to remind myself that all of this is from smiling. It's all evidence of joy etched into the face.” (01:07) -
On Burdens & Lightness:
“How strange that with more burdens to carry, I feel less burdened. It doesn't make sense.” (01:40) -
On Perspective:
“With age comes perspective. I know what matters, and I really do try to let the rest go.” (01:46) -
On Midlife Expectations:
"Midlife has upended everything I thought about aging. It's not at all what I expected." (01:57) -
On "Midlife Crisis" and Time:
Maggie introduces the poem by admiring "how today's poem describes time and what it feels like to reach the middle of one's life, only to be surprised at what you find." (02:19)
Poem Segment: "Midlife Crisis" by Jane Zwart (02:21 – 03:18)
- The poem uses river imagery to describe the passage through life—expecting to be “swept where the current said” only to be “surprised” by new directions.
- Zwart’s lines echo Maggie’s opening meditation, using palindromic structure and metaphors of water, aging, and longing:
- “How strange then to learn that being was a palindrome. I'd read to its hairpin middle—I thought it was a river.” (02:34)
- “To feel myself grow younger. I did not think I would yearn for the silver to change, to rust, to be as beautiful bent double, unsteady again.” (02:44)
- The poem ends with a sense of both acceptance and urgent vitality: “Now, unable to forget there will be an end, with awful strength I row.” (03:13)
Timestamps for Important Segments
- [00:58] — Maggie’s intro and personal reflection on aging
- [02:19] — Introduction to the poem’s theme
- [02:21 – 03:18] — Reading of "Midlife Crisis" by Jane Zwart
- [03:19] — Episode wrap-up and gratitude to listeners
Tone & Final Thoughts
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Maggie Smith’s tone is warmly contemplative, candid, and subtly hopeful. She intertwines personal vulnerability with poetic insight, inviting listeners to reconsider their own narratives about aging and transformation.
- “If there is going to be evidence of any emotion on my face, let it be joy.” (01:14)
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The poem and Maggie’s reflection together offer a fresh, compassionate perspective on midlife: not as a decline, but as a time of renewed self-knowledge and grace.
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*Notable quote to remember: "With age comes perspective. I know what matters, and I really do try to let the rest go." (01:46)
