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Wherever you get your podcasts hey, it's Major. Over the past few years, I've had the great privilege of sharing poetry with you and offering a daily moment to pause and slow down. Today we're revisiting one of my favorite episodes from my time on the show. I hope you enjoy this selection. I'm Major Jackson and this is the Slowdown. While slicing mozzarella for a meal we were to share, my friend Eva made a remarkable statement, one I've lived with for years. She said, it is a miracle, given our peculiarity, our strangeness, that we are able to connect with anyone. Give it to Eva to say the thing that sounds humorous, compelling, and gloomy. I mostly float in a fog of fragmentary thoughts. How is it possible, she went on, that we communicate and make sense to each other? Somehow we coexist in a tenuous space of shared understanding and joy. She and I laugh a lot. I joked. My fog melds frequently with her fog. We are one big fog. She laid white hockey pucks of cheese on a bed of marinara. Somehow, people can be both idiosyncratic and capable of communicating across the chasm of personal differences. It is both one of life's wonders and one of its tragedies. Poetry negotiates that space between our inner life and the relational world we share with others. Magically, we make plain what we feel and observe to convey what some might call a soul. I often describe poetry as a mirror that reflects back our interiority, but today's poem wonders if such perspective is even possible given that we barely know who we are, making the enterprise of connection through art deeply indeterminate and delicate. From the Crystal Text by Clark Coolidge who were they out there through instruments in the light? I didn't know and don't. Perhaps I didn't wonder so much, but now I do. But then I do not realize who I am either. Present time makes the stranger of yourself whom you do not have the charm of watching. Walk away. How do I think of myself, having long had the practice of never a mirror, false view always behind the shine of one's own hands to write a long book of nothing but looking deeply into oneself, I feel this sentence turn on the flinch of a laugh, a scorn not for oneself probably, but for the possibility of a self view. Does it wait out there in the black shine of spateless corridor world? Large books are not for oval minds. Handwriting is is not a frame for the self. A shocking caliber of words that would hoof one off one's own best known path, the prime abstraction of one seems necessary to hold the self in the frame In a life of sentences, in rooms one holds no plan to I dived at you self, but you rub me blank in all my own mirrors scorn no one owns can possess a mirror, the reflecting surface. If I walk in the hallways I will first see the light before I can identify what precisely rejects it. This is not knowledge. But then what is it? I can see the largeness of the world in a stone ledge I could then place in my pocket for all the world's care how many hunches that might prove out there. The crystal attains toward a transparency My mirror approaches face or no face. The Slowdown is a production of American Public Media in partnership with the Poetry Foundation. This project is also supported in part by the National Endowment for the Arts. On the web@arts.gov to get a poem delivered to you daily, go to slowdownshow.org and sign up for our newsletter and find us on Instagram SlowdownShow.
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Summary of The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily Episode 1152: "The Crystal Text" by Clark Coolidge
Release Date: June 16, 2025
Host: Major Jackson
Poem Featured: "The Crystal Text" by Clark Coolidge
In this encore episode of The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily, host Major Jackson revisits a cherished moment from his time on the show, featuring the poem "The Crystal Text" by Clark Coolidge. The episode delves deep into the intricacies of human connection, self-perception, and the role of poetry in bridging the gap between our inner lives and the external world.
[01:01] Major Jackson opens the episode by sharing a personal anecdote with his friend Eva while preparing a meal. He recounts Eva's profound observation:
“It is a miracle, given our peculiarity, our strangeness, that we are able to connect with anyone.”
[02:15]
This statement serves as a catalyst for Jackson's exploration of the fragile yet miraculous nature of human connections. He reflects on the delicate balance required to communicate and relate to others despite inherent differences and complexities.
Jackson muses on the challenges of understanding oneself, especially when attempting to convey one's inner world to another:
“Poetry negotiates that space between our inner life and the relational world we share with others.”
[03:45]
He questions the possibility of truly knowing oneself to the extent required for authentic artistic expression:
“Today's poem wonders if such perspective is even possible given that we barely know who we are...”
[04:30]
This introspection highlights the inherent uncertainty and vulnerability involved in both self-discovery and artistic creation.
Jackson provides a thoughtful analysis of Clark Coolidge's "The Crystal Text," emphasizing its contemplation of identity and perception:
“...the enterprise of connection through art [is] deeply indeterminate and delicate.”
[05:10]
He explores the poem's themes of visibility and self-recognition, pondering whether a true reflection of the self is attainable:
“A mirror that reflects back our interiority, but today's poem wonders if such perspective is even possible...”
[05:50]
The narrator in the poem grapples with understanding their existence and essence in a world where self-awareness remains elusive.
Jackson likens poetry to a mirror, capable of reflecting our innermost thoughts and feelings:
“I often describe poetry as a mirror that reflects back our interiority...”
[06:20]
However, he acknowledges the poem's questioning of this metaphor, suggesting that poetry's ability to mirror the self is both a powerful tool and a source of existential doubt.
In wrapping up his reflection, Jackson underscores the poem's exploration of the tension between self-knowledge and external perception:
“This is not knowledge. But then what is it?”
[07:00]
He emphasizes the poem's invitation to contemplate the vastness of the world and our place within it, using imagery such as a "stone ledge" and "transparency" to evoke a sense of wonder and introspection.
Major Jackson concludes the episode by reiterating the poem's profound inquiry into identity and connection, leaving listeners with a contemplative pause to reflect on their own understanding of self and others.
Notable Quotes:
“It is a miracle, given our peculiarity, our strangeness, that we are able to connect with anyone.”
— Major Jackson [02:15]
“Poetry negotiates that space between our inner life and the relational world we share with others.”
— Major Jackson [03:45]
“A mirror that reflects back our interiority, but today's poem wonders if such perspective is even possible...”
— Major Jackson [05:50]
“This is not knowledge. But then what is it?”
— Major Jackson [07:00]
The Slowdown: Poetry & Reflection Daily is a daily poetry ritual hosted by Major Jackson, offering a moment to pause, reflect, and engage with both emerging and established poets. Produced by APM Studios in partnership with The Poetry Foundation and supported by the National Endowment for the Arts, the show aims to inspire and calm listeners through the power of poetry.
For more episodes and to listen to past shows hosted by Tracy K. Smith, Ada Limón, and other guest hosts, visit slowdownshow.org and follow them on Instagram at @SlowdownShow.