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Natalie
It's next Monday.
Caroline
Yeah, you're talking about next week.
Grant Ellis
So next Monday, March 10th. So you're saying March 10th.
Caroline
This coming Monday is coming this upcoming.
Ingrid Andress
This next Monday.
Natalie
It's the next Monday that's coming up. So it be the next next Monday.
Grant Ellis
That Monday is coming.
Nick
But at what point in the week, like on Saturday. Are you saying next Monday?
Natalie
No, you're saying Monday.
Nick
Monday, Monday. So at what point do you need a next or a.
Natalie
Because we're in this week.
Nick
This, like Saturday is this week.
Caroline
Yeah, but we're in like the, like the middle of the week.
Nick
What's the.
Ingrid Andress
What's the next week? It's not this current week. So it would be next Monday. But it also could be this Monday because it's this coming Monday.
Zoe
So really, any.
Nick
But at what point are you.
Ingrid Andress
I like to pick and choose.
Nick
Like if I just said today, today is Wednesday.
Natalie
If I told you a story about something that happened on Wednesday. On Monday. On Wednesday. I would say this past Monday. This Monday I went to.
Nick
You said which one? This past or this. Which one?
Natalie
This Monday.
Grant Ellis
Wrong.
Nick
This Monday implies the next Monday.
Caroline
I have to read y'all a DM that I got.
Grant Ellis
Was it on your Instagram story?
Caroline
When was it?
Zoe
Was it this Monday or last Monday?
Nick
Yeah. When did you. Yeah. Was it. Was it Tuesday? Was it last Tuesday? Was it yesterday?
Caroline
It was yesterday.
Nick
Okay.
Caroline
Yeah.
Nick
And on Thursday, will it be okay? It'll be past Tuesday. Okay, shut up.
Ingrid Andress
This is why people struggle to learn English. And I understand clearly this is a great debate.
Caroline
So I posted a mirror picture of my outfit. Very boring, very basic, very typical, like throw it on the story type of post. And I received a DM from this woman and she says, is it my.
Nick
This might be one of my faves. Natalie from time to time gets an occasional DM from a fan. This one might be one of my faves.
Caroline
Sorry I have to unfollow you. The fact that you post only things about yourself is not for me. Oh, I know a lot of your followers want to know what's going on in your life. I don't care. However, I do care. What you indoors, endorse endorsement and D o o r s indoors. Are the doors in the room with us? I'm not sure. And your beliefs just a little too much self centered post for me. Happy life to you.
Natalie
Oh, she wished you a happy life.
Caroline
And then she did unfollow.
Nick
It was, you know, she wished her well.
Zoe
What are you supposed to post on your Instagram?
Ingrid Andress
What do you typically. Indoors.
Caroline
I don't feel like I. She cares about what?
Zoe
Like the shirt.
Caroline
I indoors. And like pants. I indoors. But if it's me, she's not interested O.
Ingrid Andress
She doesn't care about who's in the pants.
Caroline
No, can't.
Natalie
Did you not tag your outfit?
Caroline
Is that why I did it now?
Natalie
You're not doing this for the greater good.
Ingrid Andress
How dare you?
Nick
As someone who's a notoriously bad speller, I know the state of mind that she was in when she sent that. And it was a rush, it was a panic, it was a bit of a rage.
Caroline
It was like, I got to get. I got to tell her I'm unfollowing her immediately. Immediately.
Nick
She did not have time to think it through or proofread. It was like in a. Like she's. She really needed to get it out.
Caroline
No, she sent indoors with confidence.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, yeah, we've all. I mean, we have not all been there of like randomly DMing someone we don't know to tell them we're unfollowing them. But we have all been on the other side of a. Like, I did have to unsend like three different things from our group chat yesterday because I kept like mislinking and misspelling things.
Caroline
You know, I mean, I guess I just feel like if you're going to send someone kind of like not a nice message being like, hey, what you post isn't for me. I'm out of here. Maybe, like, spell things right.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Caroline
I don't know. You're like, if you're going to hate and Technicolor.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah. Get the. Get the specs correct.
Caroline
Exactly.
Natalie
I just love the need to tell you as to why versus just doing.
Caroline
I know. One of my favorite quotes is like, this is an airport. You don't need to announce your departure, do you?
Nick
Indoors nipple cream.
Caroline
I do, actually. Yeah, I do. Kylie Jenner and Carrie Coon are agreeing that you should be using nipple cream on your lips.
Nick
What does a nipple cream do?
Caroline
Yes, nipple cream is like, when.
Nick
Yes.
Caroline
Nipple cream is what you use when you're breastfeeding because they're, like, cracked and hurting and burning and.
Nick
Like, my lips.
Caroline
Yeah. Some would say like your lips.
Zoe
So.
Caroline
So they're.
Zoe
You understand the pain.
Caroline
Nipple cream on. You don't have to put burning chapstick on if your lips are chapped. They're not burning.
Nick
Sure. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. I don't give people any ideas. Anyways, we have a great episode for you today.
Caroline
Your current ideas, what ideas would they get from that? Like, you have herpes or something?
Nick
Like, I don't know what else would cause a deep burn in your lips, but.
Caroline
Well, when they're chopped, they do burn.
Zoe
Sunburn.
Grant Ellis
Hot sauce.
Caroline
They're red and burning.
Nick
Hot. Yes, Hot sauce. Hot sauce.
Ingrid Andress
You just went on an episode of Hot Ones.
Zoe
Pineapples.
Ingrid Andress
Going through it. You need a little nipple cream.
Nick
Wait, pineapples make your lip burn? I mean, I guess if you have a crack in your lips, for sure.
Ingrid Andress
Citric acid.
Grant Ellis
You bit your lip accidentally.
Nick
Well, we have a very fantastic episode for you. Your current bachelor, Grant Ellis, returns to the show to give us an update on his life, his journey in love, and everything that's going on with the Bachelor. So that should be exciting to hear from Grant. Also, we have a very special interview before Grant shows up. Ingrid Andress is with us. You probably know her from her amazing music and songwriting, but also, you may have heard of her, you know, national anthem experience during the MLB All Star Game that did not go her way. She famously now was inebriated and under the influence, and it was a, you know, by her own admission, a terrible performance. And she checked into rehab after that to try to fix whatever problem she had. But she is with us talking about that experience for the very first time. Very excited to talk to Ingrid, and that will be coming up shortly. Also, don't forget that we have a very special Going deeper tomorrow with one of your finalists from this season's Traders finale. It's going to be a good one. Very excited for you to hear from this guest. We will be posting the juicy sizzle as the finale of Traders ends tonight. It's going to be wild, wacky and fun. Do not miss it. That is tomorrow. Set your calendars, set your alarms, be with us tomorrow. It is a great episode. Are you kidding me? I'm losing my mind.
Caroline
Would you be pissed if you told your best friend, like, the name for our next baby and then they used it?
Nick
Livid.
Caroline
You would be livid.
Nick
Especially our boy name.
Caroline
That's rocks. No, I would definitely be a little upset, but I think also it's like, we'll just have two of the same names. Like, who cares?
Nick
Like, I didn't. Your best friend, a friend, a co worker, anyone. And they were like, oh, that's cool. And then you found out that they stole it. You have to assume that that baby comes first. Right. So you wouldn't. This would be a pregnant friend or a friend that has a spouse that's pregnant or something. So you're clearly telling them in confidence, are you not? Like, and you're telling them with the assumption that they're not going to use it because they're pregnant. You're like, do you have a baby name? And you're like, oh, my God, yes. And you're like, oh, my God. And they're like. And then you find out they take it. That's a virus.
Caroline
Would you cut them off?
Nick
Yeah.
Caroline
You would no longer be friends with them.
Nick
It would change the relationship.
Caroline
This is stemming from a mom says her best friend stole her baby name and she wants to know if she should cut her off. She said the woman was getting her hair done by her best friend, who's her stylist, and they were discussing her baby name pics. As the friend was struggling to find a name, the woman brought up that her pick was Evelyn. May. Fast forward to the friend giving birth. And the friend took Evelyn and also.
Nick
May see even middle.
Zoe
So May.
Ingrid Andress
The hyphen is what really gets me.
Caroline
I don't know if it's hyphen. I think it is first, middle.
Ingrid Andress
First, middle.
Caroline
Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
Either way, that's not just one.
Caroline
That is.
Ingrid Andress
That is.
Caroline
That's two.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, that's.
Nick
Yeah. Because our boy name, we got the first and the second.
Caroline
Oh, first and middle, whatever. But it's like, I have always loved the name Scarlet and the name Charlotte. I loved the name Scarlet when I was like 10 years old. I shouldn't have been naming kids. And then my sister had a baby named Scarlet. And then my cousin had a baby named Charlotte. And I was like, oh my God, people, seriously. And my sister was like, listen, name your kid Scarlet. Name your completely different. Do you think the men should get. I'm not asking you. Do you think the men should get as much say in the baby's name because they get last name.
Natalie
Yeah.
Caroline
And you carry and birth and do everything for the baby. You breastfeed. You go through postpartum. Do you think your names trump dad's names?
Natalie
I think so. It just depends. I think you obviously have to be on the same page, but like, if you happen to walk out and the nurse comes in with the birth certificate and I gave them the name that I like the best, what are we going to do about it? You weren't there.
Caroline
You weren't there.
Nick
You were toxic.
Natalie
Whatever. I'm also like, is it, is it kind of your fault for talking to a pregnant person about your number one baby name? Like, that's kind of like a kiss of death.
Ingrid Andress
It's your best friend. That's a circle of trust.
Caroline
I also said you can't tell anyone or like, promise you can't use it.
Natalie
Or are we workshopping?
Ingrid Andress
Or like, did you ask her to.
Nick
Sign an NDA if you went to a friend's house or something? I don't know. And you, I don't know, had a envelope full of cash and you left it there and for some reason, I don't know. And they. And you said, can you watch this? Or whatever. And then instead they went to the casino and spent it. I mean, I guess you can blame that. You can be like, oh, well, I guess I shouldn't have left out envelope of cash. They spent it. But like, that would probably change the relationship, would it not? Would you like maybe think of them differently?
Caroline
Which they would definitely be like a thief for sure.
Nick
And this person, Evelyn May, her mom is a thief. She stole a name.
Grant Ellis
Thief of joy.
Ingrid Andress
Be one thing if you just took the middle name, but the first or maybe just the first name, like Evelyn, common name, whatever. You could, like, you could scoot your way around it. But first and middle is pretty male.
Nick
Names are fair game. You don't get dibs on any type of middle name. I think only took May if she was like Mary Mae or Eve May, no fucking problem. But Evelyn May, she took the whole thing.
Grant Ellis
This is why you keep the names in the notes app.
Natalie
That's what I'm saying.
Grant Ellis
Don't let them leave theirs.
Caroline
Exactly.
Nick
No, I see. I think you should be able to share it with the understanding that, like, so especially if you ask. If you ask, oh, what are you thinking about for names? Oh, do you have you name any names picked out? You're being nosy. By all means, be nosy. But that is you basically saying, you can trust me. There's an implication there that, like, hey, listen, just want to. I'm just asking. I'm being friendly. But if you didn't take that name and give it away, tell other friends. Same thing. If, If I tell you the baby name and then I find out your other pregnant friend that I'm not even friends with stole that name. Absolutely canceled.
Grant Ellis
Well, that's the thing. If it's not your best friend, it's the person eavesdropping your conversation right next to you.
Ingrid Andress
But you don't know them.
Zoe
You don't know them.
Nick
That's completely.
Ingrid Andress
Babies aren't going to interact and have to, like, fight because they have the.
Grant Ellis
Same name, but they might be in kindergarten together and now they're going to fight over having the same name.
Nick
It's really, it's. It's not even about the same name. Because I do think, like, when we, when river was born, like, when we came up with the name, we thought like, oh, we really like this name. And it felt a little unique and yada, yada, yada. And then, like, she was born and then realized that, like, it's the most popular name of the year.
Caroline
It's like when you start, like, hooking up with a guy who drives, like, a white truck, and then you start seeing a white truck everywhere, you know, and you're like, oh, my God, there he is.
Zoe
There he is.
Caroline
Oh, my God, he's at Walmart. Oh, my God, he's at McDonald's. And then it's just a white truck. And it's like, yeah, we saw. We saw river everywhere.
Nick
I am kind of glad, though, because, like, when she goes to school, it gives you character to, like, have to share name. It's just like, it's the principle of your friend taking the both names.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, that actually happened in an episode of Sex in the City. Samantha. Absolutely. Read someone to filth because someone took Charlotte's baby's name.
Caroline
Yeah, yeah, I remember that well. Gabby Wendy married Robbie Hoffman.
Zoe
How exciting.
Caroline
They did it in a $799 Las Vegas wedding. Looked like it was just the two of them. And I guess a priest and I guess a photographer.
Ingrid Andress
That's how you do it a priest.
Caroline
Maybe Elvis. I don't know.
Nick
I didn't see guessing a priest didn't marry them.
Caroline
But in Vegas you don't think it'd be someone like dressed up like a priest?
Nick
When you say priest, I think Catholic priest. Like if you say like presider.
Caroline
Why would I say presider?
Nick
Because that's what it is. I don't know, like preside over the wedding. Isn't it like officiant?
Caroline
Oh, officient.
Nick
Yeah. Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
I just love it when a hot couple gets married. I'm really happy for them.
Nick
Yeah.
Caroline
That's $799. I feel like with Gabby looking the way she did a K a stunning and an amazing dress. I feel like I looked for that dress for my welcome party. So glad she found it. Is very on brand for Gabby.
Zoe
Wendy.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Caroline
She like looks so stunning and be like it was $799.
Natalie
Yes.
Zoe
Natalie. Similar to the baby name stealing. What would you do if somebody stole your dress? Like if you showed your friend and you were like, this is my dress. And then all of a sudden they have the dress.
Nick
Well, first of all, Nally would only get her dress from the great ladies at Sync.
Zoe
Very true.
Nick
And they are very original, very custom, very hard to replicate.
Caroline
That's not true. They have dresses that. They're not all custom. You can make a custom if you want to, like, pay for it. But they have a lot of dresses that like everyone else wears. And I remember I definitely. I would get like, mad at them. Like play mad. But also like if you don't lock it the fuck up. Because they would be like posting my dress on their Instagram, being like, oh, the Gail is like so beautiful and this and that. And I would be like, stop it. You're showing people my dress. And it was like I was the only one who knew that it was my dress. But I definitely would get mad at them for sharing it, so. But I would be just as pissed.
Nick
I think I did not realize that Adrien Brody's girl. Is it girlfriend? Wife. Still don't know.
Grant Ellis
Girlfriend.
Nick
Girl. It's gotta be Girlfriend. Girlfriend.
Zoe
Now it's confirmed.
Grant Ellis
Girlfriend.
Zoe
They are not married.
Nick
Not married because her ex husband was Harvey Weinstein.
Caroline
Are they even still officially exes? Has he signed divorce papers in prison?
Ingrid Andress
I don't know, but I think so.
Nick
The kids he referenced on his speech are Harvey Weinstein.
Ingrid Andress
The kids didn't do nothing. I just want. I just feel like we should make that clear.
Nick
Or. Or her.
Natalie
Or her from jail.
Ingrid Andress
They were apparently it's just like Jim Brody and his girlfriend did allegedly get together when she was still married to Harvey Weinstein. But I don't imagine she was happy.
Natalie
And I don't feel bad for Harvey Weinstein.
Zoe
No, me neither.
Caroline
I don't either.
Nick
No, see, I don't think Harvey's. No.
Zoe
The way that this headline starts is disgraced film mogul and convicted rapist Harvey Weinstein reacts to Adrien Brody mentioning his children with ex wife.
Ingrid Andress
I'm hope. I hope.
Caroline
But he did.
Ingrid Andress
Brings him great distress.
Caroline
But he did have a response to Adrien Brody's Oscar speech in mentioning his children.
Nick
What do you say?
Zoe
So Weinstein's rep told the Post on Monday, harvey's happy for Georgina and grateful that his kids are being loved and cared for as they deserve to be.
Caroline
He didn't say that.
Nick
He definitely did not say that.
Caroline
His publicist said that. He said, fuck that and fudge them. Imagine.
Ingrid Andress
What's a worse job than. Okay, okay, Harvey Weinstein's publicist. What is a worse job than that?
Nick
No one's making them do it.
Caroline
That's true.
Nick
Plenty of worse jobs.
Caroline
They could quit.
Nick
They could quit.
Caroline
They could quit.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Nick
They don't have to do it. No one's making them do it. And, like, I don't know. Keeps them busy. Maybe they find it fun.
Ingrid Andress
You're getting paid.
Nick
How do I spin this?
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Caroline
Did you see Millie Bobby Brown Shut the.
Nick
I'm really proud of her.
Caroline
Millie. Did you see Millie Bobby Brown shut all of these journalists up.
Nick
She named names.
Caroline
And Matt Lucas, we think he's in a position to talk about anyone's appearance. Have you seen this man?
Ingrid Andress
Well, what he was saying in his apology is that he didn't mean for. He posted a quote of, like, a character from a sketch that he did that she kind of looked like. And then he didn't mean it. He said he didn't mean it as.
Caroline
A joke or he didn't mean it.
Ingrid Andress
As, like, an insult to her appearance.
Nick
What's going on here?
Caroline
This is the man who she. One of the. One of the men she called out Millie Bobby Brown for commenting about her appearance.
Nick
This is. Oh, my God.
Natalie
People are saying that Millie Bobby Brown, since she's dyed her hair blonde and whatnot, that she's got, that she's aged herself and is, like, having this mommy makeover even though she's, what, 23, 25?
Grant Ellis
It's 21.
Zoe
It's.
Caroline
Honestly, the. The comments she's been getting are so bad. They're like, really, really mean comments. And it's crazy because I saw these two. It was, like, back to back. So it was Millie Bobby Brown, and then it was Pamela Anderson, who's, like, gone very natural. She, like, doesn't wear makeup on the red carpet anymore into Pamela Anderson. They're all saying, like, oh, my God, like, you've got to put on makeup. Like, this is. You, like, are aging yourself. You look so old.
Zoe
This is this.
Caroline
Like, it's ugly. Millie Bobby Brown. It's like she's doing too much. She looks too old. You know, just, like, the hypocrisy of that. But Millie Bobby Brown posted a Instagram video saying she wanted to take a moment to address something that I think is bigger than just me, something that affects every young woman who grows up under public scrutiny. I started in this industry when I was 10 years old. I grew up in front of the world, and for some reason, people can't seem to grow with me. The fact that adult writers are spending their time dissecting my face, my body, my. My choices, it's disturbing. Disillusioned people can't handle seeing a girl become a woman on her terms, not theirs. I refuse to apologize for growing up. I refuse to make myself smaller to fit the unrealistic expectations of people who can't handle seeing a girl become a woman. And then she basically calls out every. Not every, but a few.
Zoe
Yeah.
Nick
Read the headlines that they wrote. And then the person who wrote it.
Natalie
Was good, and she was disgusted because it was a majority of them were women writing these articles with disgusting titles.
Ingrid Andress
It's gross.
Natalie
It also reminds me kind of a Britney Spears growing up, where it was just like, the second that it was like a midriff or whatever. She's 16. She's 18. She's 22. It's like, it does not matter how old she got. Everyone was criticizing, you're too sexy. You're too this. And it's like, why can't anybody. Like, why can't a woman that you've seen since she was a child, why is everyone else allowed to grow up, but they're not.
Caroline
Yeah.
Natalie
And, like, why are we allowed to comment on, like, how we think that they should be presenting themselves to the world? You're following it so, like, I mean, be a consumer.
Nick
Just remember, fan is short for fanatic.
Natalie
Yeah.
Nick
And at the end of the day, fans, like, the most hardcore fans, feel sometimes a sense of entitlement, of, like, I've supported you and therefore you owe me.
Natalie
Like, I'm allowed to stunt your growth as a person. Like, that's wild.
Nick
I don't think there's a lot of thought, you know, there's not an objective thought. Mrs. Indoors, you know, like, I don't think she's sitting there thinking, does this make sense? Should I be doing this? He just decided that like she has something to say, she wanted to say it and Natalie was her subject. And it's like, but it is crazy.
Caroline
That Matt Lucas's response is. I would not have posted it if I had thought it would have upset you. But I realize it has and for that I apologize. It's like, really? You wouldn't have posted that if you thought it would upset her. You didn't think like a mean comment about her body and about her would upset her?
Nick
Yeah. You kind of just have to own it, right?
Caroline
I mean like I, I, I up. I thought it was funny. Definitely not funny. My bad. I apologize.
Grant Ellis
He also said for that I apologize. Which means he's not apologizing for like what he did. He's apologizing for her being upset with what he did.
Nick
It's like, you know, like we would give commentary on the, on the show. I am assuming at times we say things that offend people or rub people the wrong way. But like to that end we do have to like own it. It's like it's one thing to say it and be like, oh my God, like I didn't realize that would hurt your feelings or upset you. It's like sometimes you have to say I'm sorry that upset you. That necessarily wasn't my intention. But you kind of have to own it in a way. Like this guy. It's just like own that you said it and apologize for hurting her. But like, yeah, it's, I mean, same with your chest. It is wild like that he thinks he's in a position. I mean that's the thing. It's just like, just comment on someone's look.
Caroline
No look, it's crazy.
Nick
And like not look in the mirror.
Caroline
Is to think that you're in a position to come after a 21 year old woman's looks. And it's him is someone who has.
Nick
Like been in the limelight since they were 10. You know, I mean, crazy. Can only imagine what the like internal mental struggle might be for Millie Bobby Brown to like decide what she wants her look to be you, you know, in the intern, you know, like because she's have, has all these voices of God. I mean this is, this is probably a one like 1% of all the trash that has been written about her comments. Like these are, these are, these are headlines like, like I mean imagine what her DMS look like or comments on. On Instagram. It's atrocious.
Grant Ellis
I'm sure people love to troll Millie Bobby Brown too. Yeah, ever since she was little, when.
Ingrid Andress
She was a kid.
Grant Ellis
Like even like just from my perspective as a queer person, like people love to throw around like, oh, Millie Bobby Brown is homophobic. She hit me with her car. And it's like she did none of that.
Ingrid Andress
She did none.
Grant Ellis
People just love to like it just specifically.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, it just like became a joke.
Grant Ellis
Who knows does the Internet loves to troll her. And that's what's unfortunate for her.
Ingrid Andress
It was just like someone was like joking and lying one time and then like on the Internet and then it caught on and became like a thing and it's just. Yeah, you, you would think that like with how many child stars have come and gone and like experienced so much trauma and had their lives ruined that people would be a bit more careful nowadays, but it's just the way the.
Nick
World are these British headlines because they are mixed. They are notoriously cruel. Yeah, it's the humor or lack thereof.
Ingrid Andress
Humor with a you.
Nick
Monica Garcia is pregnant. Congratulations Monica. She posted a very beautiful little spread with People magazine celebrating her pregnancy. Is this the same guy that she was talking about when she was with us and talked about her then pregnancy which sadly she, she lost that pregnancy. And so congratulations to her and her rainbow baby. I learned what that was sadly when Natalie and I experienced miscarriage. But very beautiful that Monica and her partner are now expecting a child. So congratulations to her. We. We gotta. I DM'd her. I haven't heard back from her. I gotta find her number.
Grant Ellis
She's busy responding to all the comments. She's really supportive to her fan base. I love it.
Nick
Oh, did you respond to my comment?
Grant Ellis
Did you comment?
Nick
I did I say congratulations?
Grant Ellis
Oh yeah.
Nick
Maybe you need a comment should comment like congratulations. Check your dm. One of those. Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
Jax Taylor.
Nick
Jax Taylor is in the news again. And what is not shocking news, telling Page Six that he has had a cocaine addiction. Cocaine.
Caroline
Cocaine.
Nick
Cocaine for what, 10 years?
Grant Ellis
He said, he said on and off since I was 23 and I'm 45.
Caroline
I mean I just great of him that he's able to come out and admit that. I'm sure that was very hard for him to do. I feel for Britney. I feel like she is finally able to kind of like speak more honestly about their relationship. I'm sure she was like Protecting this for him. So she actually did come out and say, I'm glad that he finally admitted to what was really going on. For the first time, I can speak openly about the extent of trauma he's instilled on our family. Family. Over the years, I've tried desperately to help him, without success. I pray that one day he completely knocks this addiction, but I'm skeptical. His behaviors are still alarming and his treatment plan seems to be the bare minimum. I'm trying to navigate this as best as I can for my son and I, but every day is still a challenge and very difficult. Jax has caused an enormous amount of damage, and I have very little trust in him at this point. My only hope is that one day he will be a better person for his son.
Nick
I mean, he sounds like a monster and also like it just the time. When do we know when the Valley comes out?
Grant Ellis
Not announced yet.
Natalie
It's not announced. But in spring.
Nick
Yes.
Ingrid Andress
Quote, soon. End quote.
Nick
It just always feels like self promotion.
Grant Ellis
You know who, Jacks.
Nick
Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
I mean, happy for him that he is at a point in his life where he can get sober. I hope it continues.
Caroline
You know, I mean, he's admitting in this kind of conversation with Page Six, he's saying that, like, he lost it and went crazy in the car with his son Cruz in the backseat, which is why he went back to rehab. That's when he said, shit, I have a problem. It's still there. And that's after seeing a man's name on Britney's phone that, like, he had his son in his car and lost it and went crazy in the car.
Natalie
I will say that in Vanderpump Rules, you can see, like, there, I think it was Jax's wedding, but there's, like, a dish on, like, a counter that, like, while they're getting ready for the wedding, that it's just kind of like, if you see. You saw it must have been missed in the editing. But, like, yeah, it's just like, it's. It's number one guy in the group.
Ingrid Andress
Infamous pasta situation.
Nick
The amount of people who put Jax Taylor on some sort of pedestal during Scandival just because they hated Tom Sandoval so much. And, like, for a brief moment, everyone was, like, praising Jax because he decided to ride the hate Tom Sandoval train. That always really just irritated me because it was all. And it was just people just, like, looking the other way because it was, like, in vogue to. To hate on Tom. But, like, why they forgot about all of Jackson past transgressions clearly, he had never changed. There was no evidence that he made any attempt at any type of changes in his life. And now we are reminded of that.
Natalie
Well, I was like, I don't know if you remember, but during that period of time, Jax obviously wasn't on television. So Jax was crusading, starting his podcast, talking about, like, fatherhood and, like, how he's such a changed man and marriage. So it was like he was very much promoting himself as a family man while Tom Sandoval. So he felt like he was the authority to speak on it because he knows firsthand who Tom Sandoval was. He was the one that was also furthering that narrative.
Caroline
But then clearly, behind closed doors, was treating his family like. And doing drugs.
Natalie
Absolutely.
Nick
He has only shown us that he's a terrible person. There's never been a redeeming moment since he's been on, since he's been in public. I mean, what is. What are his name? One redeeming moment?
Grant Ellis
He checked himself into rehab.
Nick
I mean, bare minimum.
Caroline
I mean, even Britney is like, this isn't enough. You're doing the bare minimum.
Nick
Yeah. Are you guys watching White Lotus?
Grant Ellis
Yes, I am.
Nick
Yeah. Who did it? Who do you think?
Ingrid Andress
Monkeys. I think it's.
Nick
Spoiler alert.
Ingrid Andress
No, I think it's the monkeys. I think a monkey got a gun, and I think they're trying to kill the monkeys. And I think it's representative of, like, how they're all animals in there.
Natalie
Well, off of yours. And I'm, like, thinking that maybe a monkey went crazy in the gunshots that we heard is them trying to kill the monkey.
Grant Ellis
Well, and they're leading us to think that the mom is the one that might have been killed. Right. Is one of the people that might have been.
Nick
Because, yeah, the mom, the therapist, the masseuse, though, who's there for. For training.
Grant Ellis
But it's definitely one of the white guys that had the gun. Yeah, like, it has to be one.
Zoe
Of the white guys.
Natalie
It's Tanya's ex.
Nick
No, it's definitely not.
Grant Ellis
I know.
Nick
It's definitely not Gary. Greg.
Natalie
Greg, Greg.
Grant Ellis
Sounds like they all have the same name.
Nick
She did think his name was Gary, though. Wasn't it?
Ingrid Andress
He, like, changed his name, right? Or was it always Greg?
Nick
I think it was always Greg.
Caroline
Oh, maybe I just sleep during this episode. So y'all are just ruining for me.
Ingrid Andress
I'm an episode behind.
Grant Ellis
Actually, I do think we need to do spoiler warning things.
Caroline
Oh, we're just.
Natalie
We're just speculating.
Nick
We haven't talked about Anything. The last episode, we thought we'd do it. We're literally just speculating who might have done it.
Grant Ellis
Okay.
Natalie
I was like, maybe one of the.
Caroline
One of the housewives.
Natalie
Or it's like, finally, it's time. I actually hate you.
Nick
I don't think it's any of the old white men.
Grant Ellis
Oh, no, it's definitely one of them. The creepy one going to Bangkok or the one that has a scam that made him $10 million.
Nick
I definitely don't think it's either of them.
Ingrid Andress
Walter Goggins is not doing anything wrong. He just wants to.
Grant Ellis
Predictable it is. But they're both hiding too much.
Zoe
They're all.
Natalie
They're all involved in something. Something much, much more insane.
Nick
I think they could be the reason. Maybe something escalates, but I don't think they're the one doing the shooting.
Grant Ellis
Okay, so then it's either the bodyguard.
Nick
Or the manager of the bodyguards are definitely somehow involved. They definitely whip out their guns for sure.
Natalie
Wait, no, I think that Greg did change his name because she calls him by the name that she met.
Nick
Was it Gary?
Natalie
Him?
Nick
And.
Natalie
And the whole thing is that. That Tanya. Jennifer Coolidge's character was with that man.
Nick
I don't remember. That was season one, though.
Natalie
Season.
Ingrid Andress
Season one. And then he hired people to kill her in season two.
Grant Ellis
I never.
Nick
Greg's been in every season.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, Greg sucks. He's the number one white lotus op.
Natalie
Anyways, moving on.
Caroline
Well, what I did watch is Beverly Hills Housewives.
Grant Ellis
We finally got to see the scene of Kathy walking on the Runway, and.
Caroline
It was just as iconic. She needs to be.
Ingrid Andress
She's awesome.
Caroline
Her limping coming out, I think I broke my neck of the thing.
Nick
Sutton. Sutton.
Caroline
Do you want to have dorit?
Nick
And do you want to have dorit?
Caroline
You know, as nervous as Sutton was, you know, she was like, get the fuck away from me. Like, no.
Natalie
But also, Kathy making amazing television. Like, oh, you're gonna. Do you want Dorit, the person you hate the most, to narrate and star in your fashion show? Oh, my God, no. Go find your seat, Kathy.
Ingrid Andress
Also, when they're like, her and Kyle are getting ma mammograms, and they're talking about Mo, and she's like, you know, there's way we could find this out so much.
Caroline
And Kyle's like, no, no. She's like, who has bigger boobs?
Nick
Can you remind me, Sierra, because you've been watching this longer than I have. Like, where did the, like, kind of vitriol and hate from Garcelle? And Sutton start towards Dorit. Like, when they had this lunch, right? And it seemed like. Or dinner or whatever. And it seemed like a very fairly civil lunch between Garcelle and Dorit. And then at the end, Garcelle's like, well, I'm still going to keep one eye open. And it was like, one eye open. Like, what is Dorit done that makes, like, Sutton, Garcelle act like Dorit is, like, untrustworthy or like she's up to no good or like, she's. I mean, yeah, like, she's been a little petty these past couple episodes and. And maybe kind of instigated fights with Sutton. But, like, you know, this all stems from how, again, how Sutton and Garcelle have constantly treated Doritos.
Natalie
I mean, there's a part. There's a point in time where Sutton and Garcelle both were the new person. And to Justin's point a couple weeks ago, that it was like Dorit was a part of the. The mean girls.
Grant Ellis
The Fox 4.
Natalie
The Fox 4. Like, Lisa Rinna ruining lives. Like, she aided in that. So it's like she would always be making comments and things to where it's like, people. Dorit's smarter than people give her credit for. And that's kind of what Sutton says. It's very like, you know what you're saying when you say it. And Dorit's like, I didn't realize that that made you feel this way or whatever it is. And it's like, so many times you can take hit after hit and be like, you didn't. Like, you didn't realize. So they're just defensive against her because she was a bully.
Nick
She was.
Natalie
Yeah. She was a part of the group of the girls that were bullies. And now that, like.
Nick
But why doesn't Kyle get that same treatment?
Natalie
Because Kyle's the star of the show. This is the first season I've ever seen where Kyle even kind of had a bad edit in the beginning of the season where I'm like. I was like, oh, my God. I think Bravo turned on her because she did that interview with Mauricio show because, like, you've never seen a bad edit or, like, somebody bringing up Mauricio's cheating allegations that would have been cut from a season. And then we had it just, like an abrupt, well, your husband has some infidelity rumors. And she was clearly caught off guard being like, what are you talking about? And they would usually edit that out, but they kept it in. So that's where I'm like, kyle Kyle's getting hers too. But it's just I. I understand Garcelle and Sutton not being able to fully trust Dorit. Does that make sense?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I would say season nine or ten. I mean, I think Dorit's, like, made her bed and now she's sleeping in it.
Natalie
Yeah. And I mean, I think with what's going on in Dorit's life, it's like now she's, you know, forming her own personality and her independence outside of PK and the mean girls, and she's standing on her own, which is really great to see. We've just never really seen an authentic Dorit. I haven't liked Dorit until this season.
Grant Ellis
She's also very long winded. And I think that's what Garcelle and Sutton always return to is like, every time they try to have a conversation, she dances around the point of it and never actually has the conversation. Okay, so that's where she says, like, let them.
Nick
That makes sense. It's just more like, well, yeah, like, I get that she was part of this, like, fox group or whatever, but so is Kyle.
Caroline
I will say nothing brings anyone closer than shit talking. And her and Garcelle being able to talk about Mauricio and this woman, they were like, we have problems. I don't even remember because let's talk about. She's at a Morgan Wade concert.
Ingrid Andress
Also, Garcelle is the one that is going to bring up the Morgan Wade rumors. Everyone else kind of, like, tries not to, but Garcelle's like, well, let's not forget.
Caroline
Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
And I really appreciate that.
Nick
I say this every week, but, like, we just get divorced or not get divorced. But, like, the fact that they keep pretending that there might be some reconciliation. I love the way Kathy calls him Maurice.
Zoe
Maurice?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, a thousand percent.
Nick
I just, like, I don't.
Ingrid Andress
And then it's like Kyle taking wife out of her bio. It's like, you guys have been separated.
Natalie
He lives in his own condo.
Nick
I actually appreciated that scene because I do think is is trite as it might be. And, you know, I know. I think, like, the show made it, like, seem like, why does this have to be such a big decision? But the reality is that, like, people do pay attention to that. It became a headline. Kyle knows it's a headline. Kyle knows the. The super fans pay attention to, like, that. And, you know that those are decisions that, like, you know, I mean, shit. I mean, not like Nelly and I have had to have, like, conversations like that that seem like, who gives a kind of Thing, like, why do we even care? Should I. Should I do this? Should I comment this? Should I write this? Should I caption this? Should I do that? Blah, blah, blah. You know, it was definitely a little bit of a, like, an insider look to, like, you know, actual conversations that, like, Kyle and all these women kind of have to consider and things that, like, affect their lives that might seem trivial, but, like, yeah, people do talk about them. People do pay attention. People do like, you know, going back to the Millie, Bobby Brown. Like, they analyze and break down and speculate and create rumors and yada, yada, yada. Like, sometimes it's. The question is like. Like, you know, like Kyle even said, you know, when talking about this photograph, like, she. She even is speculating the authenticity of this photograph. Like, she doesn't think it's Mo who staged it, but, like, the paparazzi. And, you know, this. I don't. I don't remember the photo, but apparently there's, like, a heel kick. And, like, you can usually know, like, if someone called the paparazzi on themselves, and the. The biggest takeaway is, like, is it a nice picture, or does it look like someone took a picture with. Of you without you realizing?
Natalie
Yeah.
Nick
You know, and if it's like, if you are in any type of pose or romantic kind of, if you look pretty good, you might have called the paparazzi on yourself. Right. You know, and if you look like you are stuffing your face with a sandwich, like, you did not. You probably didn't. Or if you have this kind of, like, confused look on your face, you know?
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Natalie
And she didn't. Young model. So I'm like, I'm not shocked that she could call the paparazzi on that situation. It's.
Caroline
It's.
Natalie
It's a. It's a plausible situation that could have happened, especially since Sutton was like, I've been to the airport a million times, and Jennifer Anderson was there, and there was no paparazzi.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Caroline
How they all kept comparing him to Brad Pitt.
Ingrid Andress
They're like, he's no Brad Pitt. Everyone kept saying, it's very Shania Twain. That don't impress me much.
Natalie
It was that generation. It's like, no matter what, Brad Pitt will always be him, and George Clooney.
Caroline
Will always be the number one.
Nick
Guys, can we go back to. I got a question about White Lotus.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, please.
Zoe
Spoiler alert.
Nick
The three ladies, friends, they hate each other. How common is that in friend groups?
Natalie
Oh, my God. It was so funny the first time that I was watching the first episode with Connor and he's. They're. They're talking, being like, oh, my God, you look so good. You look so good. And Connor's like, what the fuck is going on here? And I was like, she's asking about what work she's got done. He's like, how the fuck did you get that? And the next thing that comes out of her mouth is, so who's your doctor? But I was like, yes. It's like, that is unfortunately toxic female friendships. There's a lot of underlying notes covered in niceness.
Ingrid Andress
The chills that go up my spine every single time I watch it with my friends. And we're just constantly, like when they all. During every.
Grant Ellis
They all talk about each other and then catch each other talking about each other, and they're just like, well, we all do it.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah, they all hate themselves and each other.
Caroline
Yeah.
Natalie
So, yes, Common. Not for me, but common.
Nick
Have you ever experienced that?
Caroline
Oh, my God. Yeah.
Natalie
You have to choose not to in your life.
Nick
Guys don't do that, but we know. But why do you guys do that? Why do you all do that?
Grant Ellis
Guys love to gossip too.
Nick
Not like that.
Caroline
No, Nick is bad.
Grant Ellis
It.
Caroline
I'll be like, oh, my God, you're. You. Like, he was just with a friend. And it'll be like, did you like, did you hear, like, what happened? And he'll be like, I don't know. I didn't ask.
Nick
Like, we're guys talk. I mean, my.
Zoe
So annoying.
Nick
My guy friends, we talk to each other's faces, you know, we give each other. We tease, we make fun. We give each other a hard time to each other's faces. We don't do it behind each other's backs. And we definitely don't do it like the way it's portrayed in the show where you have like this group of friends. And then like, as when the group's together and everyone's hanging out, it's all like these pleasantries and, you know, these exchanges. And when the group divides into individual little groups, like, they start talking shit about the person not there. Like, I. I am not familiar with that type of behavior in a group of guy friends. You are.
Grant Ellis
I mean, I think everybody gossips. I'm like, we all talk about each other.
Nick
Of course. But I'm just saying in a. In a male group dynamic, that behavior. I don't. Is not confident. Common. I'm like, maybe with the gays, is that different?
Grant Ellis
I don't know.
Caroline
I don't know. I don't know what the gays do.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I don't know them.
Nick
I don't know them.
Grant Ellis
I wasn't making a sexuality thing. I was just like, I. Guys like to gossip, too, as much as women do.
Ingrid Andress
I've had some of the biggest gossip sessions with my guy friends.
Nick
It's not. It's not just about gossip. This is about friends treating each other like. I mean, yeah, sure, I like to gossip as much as the next person, but, like, about my closest friends, about, like, my boys, like, you know.
Natalie
Well, the thing is that they're not the closest friends. Even though they're, like, best friends. They all live in different places. So this is the first time that they're coming together, which means, like, FaceTimes and, like, kind of catching up. But, like, this is the first time that they're, like, all together. And I've had bigger groups of friends where it's like, not everybody is as close. Like, you have people that you're closest to and then people that you're, like, kind of forced to be friends with because this person's friends with them. So they're always coming around. But it's like, I don't like them, but I can't. I'm not going to cause an issue with this person because we're all friends. So I'm like. And that's why the whole, like, girlies posting, keeping your circle close and, like, finding three good friends, like, that's why we get to that point. Because you go through so much toxic with women that I'm like, at their age, it's sad that that's still an occurrence. But like, yes, as you grow up and have groups of friends, your circle gets smaller and smaller because of, like, that.
Caroline
And it's all. You can tell it's like all underlying jealousy.
Natalie
100.
Caroline
Which is all. What it is.
Zoe
Yeah.
Ingrid Andress
They all are jealous of each other for days.
Caroline
Different reasons.
Natalie
Real good girlfriends are people that are happy for you, that support you, that, like, literally lift you up. Girlfriends like this are the people that are, like, praying for your downfall. Being like, no, you got this girl.
Zoe
Yeah.
Caroline
Yeah. You tell them something that's exciting, and they're like, oh, but what if this happens? Someone hit her car on her way to that meeting.
Zoe
Literally.
Ingrid Andress
Just like, Mike White is maybe one of the most, like, genius writers. Absolutely. It's the.
Nick
Do you think that's why White Lotus is so popular? Because I feel like it's. It's a scripted television show written like a reality TV show. Like, we obviously know that the family in the show has been inspired by basically Southern charm and that, you know, entire cast. But, like, I think that's why a lot of people, like, there's, like. That's, like, the crossover between reality TV and scripted television. And obviously, Mike himself is a reality TV star from Survivor, and he seems to also. I bet he's. I wonder what other shows he watches.
Ingrid Andress
I think the thing about Mike White is, like. Like, it's so obvious. He is just deeply, deeply interested in, like, human behavior and how people act and interact with each other, which is what reality TV is.
Nick
When did he. I wonder, like, when did they film this?
Natalie
This season, this past.
Nick
But, like, the. The Trump conversation. Obviously, I'm not trying to get into politics here, but, like, it was brilliant.
Caroline
They're fine.
Nick
The timing, like. Like, how did he.
Grant Ellis
Like.
Natalie
But that's why I think people. That's why people do love White Lotus, though, is that he always does incorporate what's really happening in the times and the conversations that we're having. So we are seeing a reflection of ourselves. In the TV show. Show.
Caroline
It was very. I had fallen asleep, so I didn't see this, but I did see a clip of it, and it was someone saying, like, this is the most perfectly acted. Like, the facial expressions where she's, like, talking about the. The people in Texas, like, being Republican. She's like, well, they're nice people. And she's like, wait, are you a republic? She's like, no, I'm a David.
Nick
I'm an independent.
Zoe
Independence.
Nick
But David is.
Ingrid Andress
It's like the most, like, pitch part. Like, that scene is what's gonna win.
Natalie
An Emmy if you're writing 100%.
Nick
Yeah, it was awesome. Also premiering last night was Denise in the Wild Things.
Caroline
Her wild Things.
Nick
Her Wild things. Fun little television show. We watched both episodes. I mean, it's early, so, you know, I think they're getting their feet. We're getting their bearings.
Grant Ellis
I love it. It's all the scenes of Beverly's Housewives that I would watch. So I was like, I get a full episode.
Natalie
It's like Beverly Hills Housewives. And I used to. I grew up on reality television, but teenage. So it's like the Hills, Laguna Beach, Pretty wild. And I'm like. So seeing this, like, aspect of the two teenage daughters, it's just, like, giving me life.
Nick
Like, if. If I was saying to Natalie, I looked. I mean, imagine if we're lucky enough to have a child and. And river. And let's say we have another daughter, you know, and they're relatively close in age. Like, if they grow up and one is an only fans mile. And the other one is like a hardcore like Christian. You know, who is this? Like, I'm with God.
Caroline
You know the way she was like, I woke up and God told me to go to the beach today.
Nick
And like then you find out she's been religious for six months. Awesome.
Caroline
Like since I was 18 and a half.
Nick
She.
Ingrid Andress
They're so. It's like the perfect. It's the perfect sister dynamic for tv. It feels like watching an old MTV show.
Caroline
It's great. So funny though, cuz I remember going through that stage myself of being like super, super Christian. I remember my older sister Caroline, I like told her I was like sitting on the couch reading the Bible and she comes in like, are you serious? And I was like, well, that's why you're going to hel. Like, I definitely had that stage in my life. And it seems like Lola is giving that kind of energy to Sammy right now.
Ingrid Andress
The cuts between like her getting, getting ready for the ra being like, we have Narcan.
Zoe
This is. And then it's crazy.
Ingrid Andress
And then the sister in her prayer group. I'm like this.
Nick
Eating the tacos like that you die from shit. Like Narcan, like is Narcan saves you.
Ingrid Andress
So if you're doing drugs, if you have protein tip. I don't do drugs. But if you do always have Narcan around or you think somebody might be doing drugs at a party, is it.
Nick
Like how you like. Is it like the fentanyl saver?
Grant Ellis
It'll bounce them back if they're going to overdose.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah. So you can like have time to take someone to get help at a hospital.
Nick
If your friends are making sure they have to bring that. You're hanging around the wrong people.
Caroline
But at least they're thoughtful.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Caroline
And they're trying to like, let's save their lives.
Grant Ellis
In college they give it to everybody just in case. So I think it's a matter of.
Caroline
Just like who gives it to everybody.
Grant Ellis
Well, I don't think it's a bad thing, but the universities are like, if you need it or like, like if you like want to have it, like they provide it really. Because you're going to parties. Like even if you or your friends are not doing it, if you see someone else.
Nick
I definitely won't be the parent giving my Kid condoms at 13.
Grant Ellis
Well, yeah.
Nick
Yeah. I think we're gonna go with a different approach. I mean like, yes. I mean it won't be like the scare them out of doing things, but like, I don't know. I Feel like maybe a different parenting method can, like, maybe avoid having to, like, make sure your kids condom up, you know, that early, or, like, bringing Narcan.
Natalie
I don't know. I feel like there's, like, a way to, like, be like, oh, I'm. I'm a progressive parent. But also scare them, being like, so this is Narcan. This is when somebody overdoses, is about to come to death, which you might be responsible for. So you need to be able to administer this.
Nick
Fear is a very, like, powerful tool. Powerful parenting tool.
Natalie
Like, yeah, like, that's what I'm saying.
Zoe
Where it's like.
Natalie
Because I would be thinking, if somebody's showing me what this is, I'd be like, well, I never want that to be used on me, let alone do I want to be responsible to use that on someone else.
Nick
And my parents were always, like, like, this. This. It'll kill you. Don't do it. Okay.
Natalie
Say less.
Grant Ellis
I think it's just like teaching someone CPR in case you're ever in the situation. A lot of people have Narcan in case you're ever in the situation.
Ingrid Andress
Like, because it's like, you could be at a party with a bunch. You're not doing drugs, but there are people around you that are, even if you don't know them. If you're at a big party, especially in LA and especially, like, at a rave and the type of places that I'm assuming that Timmy's going to and stuff, and it's just good to know that it's there so somebody can be safe, I guess.
Nick
I hate that the kids these days, that they have to worry about stuff like that. That is sad. But anyways, congratulations to Denise and her show. We'll be following along.
Grant Ellis
I will say a lot of people are talking about the purse conversation where her chain got caught in the table. So a lot of people have been reposting it. Like, that's the most relatable thing of.
Caroline
Like, there's nothing that eats my purse faster than a picnic table.
Ingrid Andress
Yeah.
Natalie
I just love that she's trying to, like, diffuse a situation between her daughters while, like, all of a sudden being.
Caroline
Like, a plastic knife into this. Like, she.
Nick
She is. I love Denise. She's everyone so honest. And so, I mean, like, you know, no disrespect to most of the housewives that, you know, just kind of came from money and they're. Their biggest moment of their career is being a housewife. But Denise is like, Denise Richard, she's literally like a Bond girl. She's a movie star and like now. And she's incredibly down to earth. Like she, she's, she's one of the more down to earth, I think housewives out there. Like, she's just so, like, whatever. I'm. You know, like that scene where she was just like, you know, plastic. No, like where she broke the fourth wall and she's like. And that's why we have a TV show. It was amazing. It was awesome.
Ingrid Andress
Then when she was on Tori Spelling's podcast and she's like, people want to see my boobies and thank you. Yeah.
Nick
Oh yeah. He'll cut the diss if you do want that out. That was great.
Natalie
Yeah, I just like love how real she was too. And she was like, what the. It's a picnic. What do you mean? Bamboo and sugar products do. I'm bringing plastic.
Ingrid Andress
She's like, what a make it. It's, it's, it's so family.
Caroline
Which is funny. It reminds me of Megan Markle's like little documentary she's come out with or show that she's come out with.
Nick
And it's, she's the opposite of these Richards.
Caroline
Well, no, well, she talks. The amount of just like plastic Meghan Markle uses in her home and it's supposed to be very like earth friendly and all this stuff and everyone's like the amount of plastic bags that you're using right now and like the amount of balloons. Are you serious? Petroleum. Like that's what we're doing.
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Zoe
For real? Why not you?
Nick
I was. I'm one of the old. I. I have 10 siblings.
Zoe
Okay, I didn't know that.
Nick
Yeah. So they were just trying new things out.
Zoe
Yeah.
Caroline
You know, dipping in different ponds, you know, totally, literally.
Nick
That's kind of.
Zoe
Was it like, culty vibes or like.
Nick
We'Re pretty normal for. For being freaks?
Zoe
Yeah. Yeah, I totally get that.
Caroline
Do you feel like they're as smart?
Nick
Yeah.
Caroline
Okay.
Nick
I think they're as educated as I am.
Zoe
I was just about to say it's probably. The education level is probably up there, but street smarts is where we lack at the beginning.
Caroline
Well, I lack in. In all of it, so it's okay. You're in safe comfort.
Zoe
So no street smarts for idiot.
Caroline
Yeah. Oh, my God.
Nick
She's lying. She's very.
Zoe
That is so.
Caroline
She.
Nick
She moved in New York as a teenager, so you can imagine her.
Zoe
Oh, girl. Yeah. Oh, please. Okay. Yeah.
Nick
She runs circles around. Yeah. She. Now she's with you.
Zoe
Yeah, yeah, yeah, exactly.
Nick
Ingrid, welcome to the show.
Zoe
Thanks for having me.
Nick
We're so excited to have you.
Caroline
So excited.
Zoe
I'm excited to be here. First podcast back from my, you know, being off the grid.
Caroline
Where did you go when you went off the grid?
Zoe
Well, I went to rehab, and I went to. I went back to Colorado, which is where I'm from, and spent a lot of time in the mountains. Mountains.
Caroline
Is your family still there?
Zoe
My brother is, but everybody kind of dispersed.
Caroline
Yeah.
Zoe
I have sisters in Seattle. My parents live in the northern woods of Minnesota. My youngest sister now lives in Nashville with me. So we're all kind of just all over the place. But, yeah, I spent a lot of time with family, and then I was like, okay, I think it's time to reemerge.
Nick
I mean, how do you want to talk about that experience? What's your comfort level?
Zoe
Just ask. Honestly, I'm so comfortable with it. I know it's such, like, a taboo thing for people to want to discuss, but to me, it shouldn't be, because.
Nick
I mean, have your friends been like.
Zoe
So, like, that's been like. The best part is, like, some people are full on. Like, what was it like? Like, like, did you have outfits? Like, what was the thing? And then some people are just like, I'm just glad you're better now.
Caroline
And, like, I was praying for you.
Zoe
Yeah, exactly. Like, I'm so glad you're okay. As if I just like, yeah. So I'm fine talking about it because to me, it was such a needed experience for me based on the dark trajectory I was going down. So I feel like even if you don't have a substance issue, disconnecting and asking yourself where you're at in your life and really getting down to, you know, your emotional well being and like, slowing things down, I think is essential, especially for pretty much everybody in this country.
Nick
So how did it get to that point? Like, I mean, I. I got to assume a lot of kind of have to go wrong for you to walk out on into. I don't. The. The pitcher's mound. I don't know exactly where you sing.
Zoe
I'm really glad I didn't have to walk all the way out and a long walk back. I probably wouldn't have made it to the pitcher's mound in my condition. Let me tell you how.
Nick
How. Yeah, like, how does it, how does that happen? How aware were you, like, in that moment? Like, I'm really fucked up, but here we go, you know? Or were you like, do you remember it? Like, how. How inebriated were we?
Zoe
I. So that day started as like a very. What seemed like a normal day. It was really more. It's. It's more about all the days leading up to that or like all the weeks. So at that point, like that day, I. I knew that I was drinking, but I was really loving, like, the numbing feeling that I was having. And so I just didn't stop. Stop. And so it wasn't until I woke up the next day where I was like, okay, this is. This is so unlike me. Like, this is not okay. Like, I need help. Because I actually walked out and like, did not care. I was just like, I don't care. I don't care how this goes. Like, I'm just. I was so fucked up. Sorry. Messed up.
Nick
You can swear.
Zoe
Okay. Yeah. I was so gone that afterwards I thought that I, like, kind of nailed it. I was like, oh, I feel like it. There were some hiccups in there. I could have sang it better.
Nick
You're more like, not my best.
Natalie
We did good.
Zoe
I called my best. My best friend called me after I got off the field, and I remember briefly talking to her. She's like, so how do you think that went? And I was like, well, I feel like it wasn't my best, but, you know, like, that's how gone I was. But.
Nick
And then did that particular friend, like, break the news or.
Zoe
She was very delicate. She was like, are you sure you think that went well? And I was like, yeah, yeah, I'll talk to you later. Later. And it wasn't until when I woke up the next morning, one I was like, it's terrifying that I don't remember how it went. And then that's when I called management and was like, hey, I need to go. I need to check myself in somewhere. Like, this is not like me. And I feel like I'm at a point where I don't feel like I can get out of this myself.
Nick
Was that your first experience with recognizing any type of issues when it came to abusing substances?
Zoe
Yes, that it was the first time. Because in my mind, I'm like, oh, I. I've had this under control for a very long time. And I think after I parted ways with my first and ever manager and broke up with my, you know, very serious boyfriend, like, all at once. And I didn't realize how much I didn't let myself process those emotions of. Of grief. And I think at that time, you know, everyone says, oh, just keep moving, keep moving, keep busy. And because I didn't process all that, I didn't realize how much it was starting to creep in in other ways, which we know I was increasing. It happened really quickly. It was in within, like, three months. I was drinking way more than I ever had ever. And just loved that, that numbing feeling. Because that's why we abuse any substance, right? It's like. And really anything can to not feel the feeling. Yeah, it's like shopping, eating, gambling, sex. Like, anything can be an addiction. And we all have the ability to abuse substance when we are trying to numb something. So that's when I realized I was like, I don't actually know how to get out of this.
Nick
How quickly did it escalate into a problem now that you look back and reflect?
Zoe
So my youngest sister lived with me for a while, like, trying to get back on her feet in Nashville, and then she moved out in May. And that's kind of when everything started hitting me. Like, I was alone in my house and, like, all those feelings of what I had, you know, all the people I had to say goodbye to before, and just everything hit me. And so, like, beginning of May is when it just started spiraling so quickly. So then by July, I was just like, I don't feel anything anymore.
Caroline
Good.
Zoe
And it's kind of nice. Like, it's great. And to me, it worked out great. And it only took, you know, global humiliation for me to be like, this is a problem.
Nick
How? How? I mean, I. I mean, I definitely Remember when it happened? Good.
Caroline
I'm a baseball fan.
Nick
I'm a baseball fan.
Zoe
So, I mean, I was. And now I'm never showing my face in a game ever again.
Grant Ellis
But, like, how.
Nick
How. How big did it. Did it really feel like the world found out?
Zoe
It did. And luckily the world was finding out. As I was on a plane to rehab, which is when I made my statement and posted online that I was going to rehab. I didn't realize how much the video was going viral because I wasn't. I'd never experienced anything like that. I just figured, like, oh, like, people will make fun of me and then people will forget. And, like, the fact that everyone was picking it up and everyone was, you know, you know, doing reaction videos on TikTok. And, like, I didn't realize that until right before I got to rehab. And I'm like, thank God they're taking my phone away, because I've never one experienced this much hate on such a massive level before. And that's when I realized I was like, oh, I don't think I can handle this right now.
Caroline
Well, I will say I am chronically online and I had never seen it or heard of it.
Zoe
Oh, wow.
Nick
Yeah.
Zoe
What a relief.
Caroline
There are some of us out there.
Zoe
Oh, my God.
Caroline
So you don't just know you and love you for your music.
Nick
And again, I'm just a baseball fan, so it was probably like I was a. I was just watching, like, All Star coverage.
Zoe
Yeah, exactly. Well, I didn't think they have the audacity to play the clip on mlb. Like, I was like, oh, my God. But I will say, at the time, I know, like, politics was, like, really bubbling, and I feel like there was just a lot of angst in general during that time. So if anything, I feel like at least, if anything, I'm fine with being America's punching bag, because for one moment, everybody was united in the fact that that was Aw. So I feel like I. United.
Caroline
You're welcome.
Nick
But you said, like, you got hate. Is that, you know, And I'm sure any form of criticism, I'm sure, feels heavy, especially when it's directed at you. But were people, like, really coming at you? Because, like, you know, I didn't know much about you when I saw it, but I was more like, oh, poor thing. You know, like, what a bummer. But I didn't, Like, I don't have a problem with you. You know, it's like, you didn't do any. You know, you didn't do anything to me. But, like, were People like personally triggered and coming at you or did you.
Caroline
Did everything just feel loud?
Nick
Yeah. Or just at all? It just felt loud.
Zoe
I think the biggest backlash was when I. Because when I posted, like, hey, I. I'm sorry I was drunk, apologize to MLB and like, I'm checking into rehab, like, that was the most vulnerable I think I've ever been in on admitting something like that because I, I had the thought of like, well, maybe I won't tell anybody that I'm going and I'll just like disappear and then come back. But for some reason it felt like I got more hate from saying that I was going to rehab of just like, oh, you're blaming it on being drunk when you're just a bad singer. And like, it, it was really. It showed me a lot about one, how sensitive I am and two, just the lack of empathy in general, which I didn't think. I don't know. I guess I hadn't been exposed to that at that level before, but I don't. I hope it's not pointed at me as a person. I think there's just a lot of anger that people need to.
Nick
Yeah. I'm often reminded, I don't know how much you know about me or like, oh, I was once on a reality TV show.
Zoe
How do you know that?
Nick
I've told this story a few times, but it was like, it's. Maybe I don't. Maybe it'll help you. But like, I got, I got trolled a lot at times when I was on the show. And then at first I blocked a few people. I was like, you know what? This person's mean. I'm not gonna listen. A few years later, I got a message on Twitter and it was a young lady saying, hey, Nick, can you unblock me on Instagram? I really apologize for calling you. I don't remember, like a ugly troll, blah, blah, blah. But in my defense, I was 12, she writes. And it was like, I really, like, I'll always remember that moment because you just never know who's writing it. And it's just like if you knew that all of Your critics were 12 and 13 year old girls, just like, that would make.
Zoe
I would be like, okay, if that's what you need to do.
Nick
Right? Like, I'm here for you.
Zoe
I'm here. Yeah, just get it out, sister.
Nick
But what are their 12, 13 or they're an adult human. Like, chances are like, when it comes, when it feels like, what. This doesn't even make sense. Like, why, why are you. Why is this Directed at me like, I know I up, but like it's, it's always. It's some version of a 12 year old, you know, basically, totally.
Zoe
Which I, I feel like. I mean, that's so great that you recognize that, you know, relatively early on in this process for you. Because for me it's. It is new. And so I'm learning new boundaries of, of what I will read and what I won't, which I never had to worry about before. But it's kind of. It's kind of freeing in a way because I do care what people think about me. But I, I'm realizing that I care more what they think about my music and my songwriting and that, I mean, they can judge how I look, what I wear. Like all these things that, I mean, are kind of pointless. But to me, what I care about is the things that I really care about, which is music and songwriting. So if. And I realize that some people won't like that either, but I just. That's.
Caroline
Yeah. I was going to ask if you have and what it looks like your like, relationship with social media today.
Zoe
I think I want to be less precious about it moving forward, especially because. Because I was so terrified of like fucking up for so long in my career and I feel like now that I've done that on such a massive scale, it feels like the band aid has been ripped off and that I can show that I am a human and that it's. You know, everyone thinks celebrities are a certain way or whatever, but I'm. I'm more comfortable showing up as a human being than now, I think. And so whatever that looks like on social media is probably going to be more transparent than I have been in the past. Just because I was so afraid that somebody would take something the wrong way or I would offend somebody with something that I wore or like just all those things. And now I feel like all those voices are not completely gone, but they're, They're. They're not as loud.
Nick
Yeah, I mean, the, the. The more people know that they can get to you, the more they'll try type of thing and the more you show people like, you know, do say what you want to say and like, it doesn't really impact me. Then it just becomes bored. Boring for those people, you know. I know it's really kind of a weird dynamic. Were there any artists that you are friends with or collaborated in the past that reached out and offered you any type of support?
Zoe
Yes. So that was actually the other really meaningful thing that happened after the Anthem. I was expecting no one to reach out or like, but there was just so much outpouring of love from. From female country artists in. In Nashville. And I actually felt like, so loved and seen like going into rehab.
Caroline
Like, that's lovely.
Zoe
Like, Elle King was like, this is just all part of it, girl. And like, she's obviously been there before too. And, you know, Kelsey Ballerini was like, welcome to, you know, the worst parts of this job. And like, it was all. It was mostly women and like Karen Fairchild from Little Big Town. And. And that really meant a lot to me because I feel like women in country music have had to stick together based on very obvious things because it's like a very male dominated genre. But for them to. To be like, hey, like, we've all been there.
Caroline
You're not alone. Yeah.
Zoe
Yeah, it was very meaningful. And Carlos Santana randomly was like, yeah, have never spoken to him before in my life. And he asked my management, he's like, hey, can I get Ingrid's number?
Nick
That's very iconic, right?
Zoe
I was like, hello. I was like, in rehab. I was like, hi there. What are you. What's up?
Caroline
It's me.
Zoe
Yeah, it's me, your long lost friend. But he was so kind and so supportive and was just like, you know, if you ever want to do a song, like, you know where to find me. And he, like sent me flowers and I was like, say yes. Yeah. I was like, I will pencil you in, sir.
Nick
You're like, I'm lit. You know where to find me. I'm in rehab.
Zoe
And actually this rehab has a studio, so if you want to like pop by here, like, please feel free.
Nick
Do you think you would ever want to perform?
Caroline
She redeemed herself. I did.
Nick
Where? When last?
Zoe
Well, it was very recent. That was like on Friday. Yeah.
Caroline
Yeah. You crushed. How did it feel?
Zoe
It was great.
Nick
And why hasn't that gone more viral?
Zoe
Oh, I wonder why. Because I sound better. I'm like, I actually sang it and actually people still are like, oh, she's still drunk. Like, she's singing it so slow. And I'm like, well, I'm singing it slowly because it was actually harder to sing this time around because the first time I had in ears, which is where you can hear yourself. I didn't hear myself the first time because I wasn't mentally there. But the second time they didn't have in ears, so. So. And it was in an arena, so you have to sing slower because you're the. The echo is constantly bouncing back at you.
Nick
So that just made your comeback even more harder.
Caroline
Yeah, it did still crush. So.
Zoe
Yes, I did. And it felt. I. When I tell you, like, I have never been more nervous about something.
Nick
Oh, I gotta. I gotta. Oh, my God.
Zoe
Like, oh, my. The only thing getting me through it was the thought, like, I never have to sing this song again. Yeah.
Caroline
Was it kind of like, once I redeem myself and do it once I'm like, that's all I have to do.
Natalie
Yeah.
Nick
And that. Was that something that, like, your. Your team was like, hey, you need to get it back there and sing the national anthem? Or were you like, no, I. I need to do this to show myself and my fans and the world that, like, I can sing this fucking song.
Zoe
Yeah, it was a bit of both because I'm very. I am a competitive person. And originally I told my team, I was like, I'm actually never singing that song again. And we were just gonna move on and talk about it a lot. But as time went on and we. I was writing more music and I was like, I think actually for my own mental wellbeing and to be able to close this chapter, like, I need to do this for myself. Even though know I hate this idea. Because if you bomb the anthem twice, your career is over.
Caroline
Like, truly.
Zoe
Especially after. Can you imagine bombing very high? Like, there's really no coming back from that. Yeah. So, yeah, part of me just needed to do it to prove to myself that I could and to show people who maybe didn't know me outside of that. Like, I actually. Actually am a singer and I've been doing this for a long time, and it actually does mean a lot to me and I take it seriously.
Caroline
So how long was the. Like, after you finished?
Zoe
I. The next day.
Caroline
Okay.
Zoe
Was very different than the next day.
Nick
Yeah.
Zoe
I. The amount of. I didn't realize how much weight I was carrying with. And so when I woke up the next day and it was gone, I was like, oh, I had no idea I would feel this much relief. And. Yeah, it didn't. The video didn't blow up as much as the first one because I just think. I just think sometimes people, like, yeah, they're terrible. Yeah. I'm like, how do I say this without saying people can be shitty sometimes.
Caroline
They are, Nick. And I say this all the time. I mean, it's why we don't ever, like, really open up that much about that kind of stuff is because it will. No one cares.
Zoe
Like, no.
Caroline
No one cares about the truth. They just want to run with the fun story that They've made up.
Zoe
And.
Caroline
Yeah, it's gonna go viral. Like, no one cares about, like, your apology video. It's never gonna go as viral as, like, what. Whatever happened, you know, so it's never worth it, I feel like, because it's just not gonna. It's not gonna go the way that you think it's gonna go.
Nick
Yeah, I imagine, like, when, you know, after the incident, like, you making that statement was something that you felt like you needed to do. But, like, in the history of Internet apologies, I've never seen the Internet go, oh, thanks.
Caroline
Right, well said.
Nick
That was really, really thoughtful. No notes.
Caroline
Yeah, never.
Nick
Yeah, it'll never happen. You know, so it's like, obviously this was a very big thing for you, so it kind of. You felt like it necessitated that. And every once in a while, like, ye. It may. It might make sense to make a statement, but, like, you never have. You never make a statement because you think it's gonna, like, go over well. And if. And if short of you, like, really needing to. I'm just like, I. I just opt out of not addressing anything.
Zoe
Yeah, yeah, yeah. I. It was definitely more for me to do it, and that way I didn't have to, like, talk about it as much because I just went back out and did it and was just like, end of story. I did it. You guys can stop trolling me. But it turns out they can still troll you even after you nail it.
Caroline
So, like, this was good, but remember last time?
Nick
Yeah, exactly.
Zoe
I'm like, I do, but I don't remember really. But yes.
Caroline
Well, you have come out with a new song, Footprint.
Zoe
Yes, I have.
Caroline
Did you. Was that your plan where you, like, I want to come back, and I want to come back with an amazing song?
Zoe
Yes. I mean, the significance of Footprints was really more why I wanted that song to come out first. I actually wrote it a couple years ago for my siblings, all four of them, and because I was the first one to leave home and, like, leave the cult. Just kidding. It wasn't a cult. It's very loving family. And I felt like I had left them behind in a way, and I didn't want them to feel like I was abandoning them, but, like. But just to show them, like, hey, you can learn from my mistakes. And, like. But I also wrote it from, like, on top of a mountain of, like, things were going well in my career. Like, I was getting nominated for things, and I was like, oh, see, like, look, you can do this too. Like, if I can do it. But I listened to it. Again after getting out of rehab. And it hit different because I felt, felt like I was listening to it walking up the mountain this time as opposed to being up there already. And it meant more to me because I wanted them to see like one, your older sister is crazy, but resilient. And like, even after all this, like, you can still do this. And if you ever want, want, just know that like, the path that I'm going on is to show that like, you can also pursue your dreams and do things. And so to me, I wanted Footprints to be the first song because it, it hit different from where I'm at in life now. And I mean, I tell them all the time. Like I. I try to lead by example. I'm like, don't follow all my footprints.
Caroline
Right.
Zoe
Specifically not into the baseball stadium. Um, but I think for me it's important for them to know, like, you, you can do. You can go out and pursue your dreams. Not exactly in the way that I have, but it is possible.
Caroline
But also just like, no matter what hardships you go through, you know, every looks different for everyone. Like, you can come out of it, you know, like, you can find the light. You can like do all of the things because you were able to do it, you know, when you are that example to them, them of like, it might not be easy, but it's doable.
Zoe
Yeah, exactly.
Nick
The good news is, is the only thing Americans love more than a fall from grace is a nice comeback.
Zoe
Exactly. That's what I've been told.
Nick
Yeah.
Zoe
Yeah.
Nick
Does it feel like that right now?
Zoe
I think so. I. I also love a good comeback story. It feels more like just.
Caroline
I.
Zoe
By no means, like no one should take my advice and no one should be like, you know, following my example after I release a song like Footprints. But I'm just like, it feels like a comeback, but it's also just feels like a return to something that's always been there. And so. Because I think people make mistakes and so to then come out and be like, I'm different, I'm new, I'm whatever. It's like, no, I'm still me. I'm still like the messy, crazy, you know, introspective me, but I feel more present in who I am as opposed to.
Nick
I think that's the thing. Cause like, comeback doesn't have to mean like, oh my God, I've recreated myself. I'm a new person. It's like I've made a mistake. I've worked on that mistake. I'm still the very talented vocalist and Songwriter that I've always have been without, like, without the thing that caused the thing. And now I.
Zoe
Now I can right the thing that did the thing, and now we're doing the thing without that.
Natalie
That thing.
Zoe
Yeah, totally.
Caroline
You did get to tour with Stevie Nicks.
Zoe
I did.
Caroline
How was that experience?
Zoe
Pretty life changing. She has been, like, my idol for such a long time, and she just transcends timelines and genres and. And a lot of it is because of her authenticity as an artist and as a songwriter and just as a human. And it's rare that you see that as artists get older, I find. But it's almost like she's really embraced her journey and has really leaned into who she is. And I think that's what makes her so magical, is that she does not apologize. She just shows up as herself and has for decades. And to see that, you know, because her and I are obviously at very different. Different places in our lives and careers. But to. It was so inspiring to see her still doing the thing that she loves. And, like, the fans that came out were from all walks of life, like, all different ages. Like, it wasn't just this one thing. It was. It was really powerful to see how many lives and, you know, how many generations she transcends. And I was honestly shocked that I was there, but I felt very at home. Like, with her fans, it felt like everybody appreciated storytelling and just being real and. And truthful and, yeah, it was very inspiring. I definitely want to be her when I grow up.
Nick
Do you enjoy songwriting or performing better or is there or mix of both?
Zoe
They fluctuate. After being on the road, I'll say, I can't wait to get back in the studio. Like, I am done performing. And then when I'm in the studio for months at a time, I'm like, I can't wait to get out of here and jump around stage. But I will say I think songwriting is probably where I'm more comfortable, just because I feel like I can process myself, my thoughts better in the moment. But being on stage has its own energy. It's like it feels more communal than songwriting does. Songwriting can feel a little isolating, whereas performing on stage, you just. There's like this energy of everybody in the room that is hard not to feed off of and feels very like life giving, in a way.
Nick
When you co wrote Boys with Charlie xcx, like, how does something like that come to be? Are you guys, like, friends? You call up and like, I have an idea for. For a song. Do your teams kind of get you together. Like, what does that look like? Because, you know, two different genres.
Zoe
Yeah, yeah.
Nick
You know, and which I always love. I always love when, like, two different things come together.
Zoe
Totally.
Nick
This is a fun one.
Zoe
Yeah, yeah. So how that happened? So, Charlie, she is a very good songwriter. Like, she's written songs for, like, Icona Pop, and, like, she's also started as a songwriter and then turned into art artist. And so Boys was actually the first outside song that she wanted to record, which to me was crazy because I looked up to her as a songwriter. And so for me to get the call of, like, hey, Charlie actually really likes this song. I'm like, well, does she want to, like, tweak it or. And she obviously added her sauce to it. But it was actually. We never, like, collabed on it because the song was already done. Done. And she. Yeah, it was the first time that she took a song that she didn't write.
Caroline
How does that feel for you to, like, write songs and then have other artists sing them? Or, like, does that feel good to you, or is it kind of, like, weird because it's like you wrote it, but then you're, like, honored because someone else is singing? But.
Nick
And are you writing every song with the intention. Mention of you singing it, or do you sometimes kind of Tone's point deliberately be like, this is not even for me, but I just love what this song is.
Zoe
Yeah. So when I started switching or transitioning from just a songwriter to an artist, the whole reason that happened was because I started writing songs that were very personal to me and, like, my story. And artists wanted to cut the songs, and I'd be like, no. And then my publisher was like, will they Then why? Yeah. Or they're just like, well, you're supposed to want other people to sing these songs. I'm like, yeah, but they're my stories, and I'm having a hard time letting these go. And so that was, like, kind of the biggest reason I became an artist was because I didn't want other people pretending that my story was theirs. But there is. There are many songs where I'm like, this is obviously not for me. Like, I would never say that. Like, Boys being one of them. You know, as much as that side of me comes out a lot, I'm like, I am not like that all the time. And I would like to think I am. It's almost like me talking about somebody that maybe I'd want to be one day, you know? But I know at my core, it's like, it's like, saying that you're a wolf, but really, you know, you're like a fox. You know, you're like, this is me. And you're like, this is not me.
Caroline
Not me. I'm just joking. I'm just joking.
Zoe
Yeah, I'm joking. This couldn't. No one would believe me, you know, so there are. Whenever I write for other artists, I always hoping that they can hear themselves in it, because that's what matters to me. I'm like, does this resonate with you? Like, and obviously, there will always be a part of me in those songs, but it's almost to, like, help facilitate them, as opposed to being like, this is about me.
Caroline
What was the first song that another artist cut?
Zoe
Oh, what was it? Honestly, Boys might have been the first cut. And then there have been. Fletcher has cut a bunch of my songs, which. I love her. I'd actually have to look. I haven't looked at my list in a minute.
Nick
Wow. So humble.
Caroline
So humble.
Zoe
No, no, I'm being honest. I'm forgetting.
Nick
Back to homeschooling.
Zoe
Oh, yeah. Let's go. Come on.
Nick
So were you homeschooling, homeschooled, like, your entire education system, or was it, like. So my. My parent.
Zoe
I was gonna say, tell me about your siblings.
Nick
I have 10 siblings. I was. I was public all the way. You know, they just, like, couldn't afford anything else. It was just like, you know, that's what people did. Homeschooling was very niche back then. If you heard of homeschooling back then, it was like, what is going on in that house?
Zoe
Yeah. Oh, yeah.
Nick
And then my parents, you know, I grew up very Catholic, so then some of my siblings did, like, like, private elementary school and middle. You know, middle school. And then with the younger ones, my mom was like, I want to. You know, I want to do the homeschooling thing. It was, like, through the education system. So, like, she wasn't, like, on an island. She was, like, getting curriculum from teachers, and she was sending in papers, and they were getting graded and scored by actual teachers and things like that. And then my younger siblings would, like, go to music classes at the local schools. So it was very integrated with the public school system. Yeah, it wasn't on an island, so to speak. And then everyone went to high school.
Zoe
Oh, okay.
Nick
Normal, like, high school for, like, you know, just to integrate with society.
Zoe
Right.
Nick
What was yours like?
Zoe
Very similar. Okay.
Nick
Oh, then that's, like. That's. That's normal. That's like.
Zoe
Yeah. Well, except I started in preschool through, like, Second grade, maybe. I went to, like, normal public school. But then it was getting harder to pull us out of school because we were starting to learn, like, pretty important things, like reading and stuff. And my dad was a major league baseball coach, and he traveled a lot, and. And spring training is a thing every year. He started with the Detroit Tigers, and then he was with the Rockies for most of my childhood, and then he ended with the Mets.
Natalie
Yeah.
Zoe
Hence why the MLB humiliation really stung multiple levels. Yes.
Nick
Dad have anything to say?
Zoe
Oh, a lot of old retired players reached out to him, let me tell you. Being like, is your daughter okay? And he was like, no, she's not. But so my mom decided to homeschool us because we would have to be pulled out of school a lot to travel with him for, like, months at a time.
Nick
Okay.
Zoe
So that was the reason, and it was fine. We. We did those. Like, for those of you who are homeschooled, you'll know this. It's like, you get this once a week. Go hang out with other homeschooler classes. It was called a K12 program. So once a week, we would integrate with other homeschoolers. And that's when I remember thinking, like, oh, I'm a cool homeschooler, because everybody else in the. The homeschool world, like, there was a reason why you got homeschooled. You know, like, there was just a lot of stuff going on, and a lot of it was, like, religious repression or, like, something like that. But then I started playing sports and got pretty serious about it when I was 13 or 14 is when you start doing competitive club sports. And so my parents were like, well, it's time to put you in public school then in order to, like, start building that. That resume. So they actually put me in public school in eighth grade.
Nick
How did that affect that? You feel like you have a lot of opinions about it.
Zoe
Oh, it would be one thing.
Nick
Middle school's hard.
Caroline
Yes.
Zoe
Especially the last year of middle school. Like, it'd be one thing to go to high school because it's like, you. You know, people are awkward. Everyone's awkward. And, like, you're coming in from different counties, and, like, everyone's kind of like, it's a new batch of people.
Nick
Everyone's like, who the is this chick?
Zoe
Yes. Like, it was. It was like breaking into, like, the cool kids club last minute, like, when. When they were about to, you know, leave, and they were just like, we don't really know what to do with you because, like, we're kind of done Here. And I'm like, yeah, totally. I get it. I don't. I don't need to be accepted. So that was a traumatizing year for sure, because my parents were also very conservative and, like, sheltered us from a lot of things. And so when I got to middle school, I really had no idea, like, what was going on. And I wasn't allowed to wear makeup and had to dress very, very, very modestly. And I felt like I learned so much in such a short period of time of like, you know, oh, why is this girl crying in the bathroom over this guy? Like, what happened? And like, oh, like, what's a push up bra? I'm like, what does that do? I'm like, can I have one?
Caroline
Putting a razor on your legs?
Zoe
Yes.
Caroline
What?
Zoe
I'm like, do you do the whole one or just up here?
Caroline
The knee seems hard. The knee seems.
Zoe
They're like, why are you rolling up your gym shorts so high? I'm like, you're not like, shirt up.
Caroline
And make at a crop top?
Zoe
Like, does that help you play better? I'm like, I don't know. I feel like that would hurt in dodgeball, you know, so it's just there was like all these things that I felt like an outsider, which is why I feel like social norms to me are such a. Is such an interesting concept because they change so much and like, they change based on wherever you go. And like, they're a constantly evolving thing. And. And some people take them really seriously and some don't. And like, as somebody who is still feel. I feel like I'm learning something every day. Is a fascinating concept to me of, like, how we choose to interact with each other and, like, what's acceptable.
Caroline
It will be interesting. We have a 13 month old daughter and it will be interesting to see, like, what kind of.
Zoe
Yes.
Caroline
She.
Zoe
Oh, my God. Like, and the personality.
Caroline
Yeah. It'll be weird. It'll be weird.
Zoe
It'll be great, though.
Caroline
You are playing the Grand Ole Opry this weekend?
Zoe
I am.
Nick
It's kind of a big deal.
Caroline
Have you done it before?
Zoe
I have.
Caroline
Okay.
Zoe
Not in a. Not in a long time though. Like, I. I've had a lot of great memories at the Opry, for sure, but yeah, this will be my first time coming back in like a couple years.
Caroline
How are you feeling?
Zoe
I'm excited because it feels very familiar but also very accepting. Like, the country community is. They're like, fiercely loyal. And so I. I feel like it's kind of a nice welcome back into society because country music bands really want to relate to you, and they really want to hear your stories, and I feel like that's what I love about it so much, and I think that Opry has captured that for. For longer than I've been alive and has done that for so many people. So I'm excited. Excited. Yeah. I'm gonna play Footprints for the first time there on piano.
Caroline
Oh, my God.
Zoe
So we'll see if they like it.
Caroline
Well, they will, of course.
Nick
It says here you're passionate about comedy and comedians. You're very funny, by the way.
Zoe
Oh, thank you.
Nick
But do you have any fave comedians that you're following right now?
Zoe
I. I mean, there are so many. I feel like I've watched everyone's new Netflix specials, like when there was the writer strike, you know, and I feel like Netflix. Netflix ran out of, like, you know, and they were like, let's give every comedian a special. And I was like, yes. So, yeah, I feel like. Well, I've always loved Bill Burr because he's just, you know, very straightforward. But I also love Nikki Glaser. I've loved her for a minute, and I love that she's, like, finally getting her moment.
Nick
She's been a friend of the show for a long time, and it's exciting to see her.
Zoe
She. Oh, I just love her. Obviously. Dave Chappelle is, like, one of the OG And Tennessee man. What's his name? Oh, my God. He hosted. Oh, Theo Vaughn. Of course. Yes. Him. He is. He is wild. I'm really happy I don't Pops into his brain.
Caroline
I'm like, you are one of a kind, truly.
Nick
He'll say things. I'm like, I don't think I could say that out loud and get away with it. He just said. Has a way of just. Okay. I guess so.
Zoe
Yeah. It's the way that he says it to where you're like, sure, man.
Caroline
Like, he is just asking a question, I guess.
Zoe
Yeah. You're just like, only you could ask that. And it's very. Yeah, he's. He's wild.
Caroline
What Tennessee man are you talking about? Nate Bartzi.
Zoe
Nate Bargazzi.
Nick
Oh, yeah. He's. He's hilarious.
Zoe
His dryness, like, gives me so much life. And he's. He's also been doing it for such a long time, so I feel like he's having it.
Nick
He's really having a moment.
Zoe
He's having a moment, too.
Caroline
Did you ever think that was, like, a path you might take?
Zoe
No. I feel like there. There are similarities in songwriting and comedy writing, which is why I think I get into it so much because they're also writing, you know, in country music, you have, like, that twist at the end or, like, that word play or, like, how. How do you tie this up in the end? And comedy is the same way to where you're almost, like, working backwards when you're writing a joke, and to see, like, the transitions and, like, the writing part of it is so brilliant. And I feel like comedians are just as dark as songwriters are sometimes. And so it's almost like your brains kind of understand each other, and at least in Nashville, like, a lot of the songwriters and the comedians, like, are all friends because there's, like, this understood, you know, ability to write in hopes that you're bringing other people more joy or to make other people feel more understood. And so I just love that about comedy. Sometimes it's. I. I mean, I. I'm not a fan of all comedy. I feel like sometimes I'm like, no, that didn't. That didn't do that.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Nick
You know, sometimes people have some. Mrs.
Zoe
Agreed.
Nick
Yeah.
Zoe
Yeah. Amen.
Nick
All our audience loves all kind of tv. Any TV shows you're a big fan of watching right now or anything?
Zoe
Yeah, I'm really into severance right now. I was on Reddit the other night.
Nick
Don't. Well, we're caught up.
Zoe
Okay. Same spoiler alert.
Nick
What's your theory? What's going on with his wife?
Zoe
I feel like. And this is, like, this. I'm worried to say it, because I don't want people to be like, yeah, there's no way. But there's. I feel like her. She is recovering her brain, and so it's almost like if he breaks out of it, it's almost like they need him in order for her to. To, like, build her brain back. In a way, I think she died, or I think.
Caroline
I think Lumen staged her death. I get her.
Zoe
I think so, too.
Caroline
But, like, what? She died, and that's her ghost in.
Nick
Like, I'm gonna be so mad if they leave in season two without telling us, without, like, on a major cliffhanger where we have to wait a long time to find out some answers. I need some kind of. Of answer.
Zoe
Well, do we think she did get in a car when she had, like, brain damage? And part of Lumen's thing is to, like, rebuild someone's brain, and, like, that.
Nick
Sounds like a noble thing, and they don't seem noble.
Zoe
Yeah.
Nick
Also, my. The thing I will be so disappointed in if I don't get to see Heli Meet Helena.
Zoe
I know.
Nick
You know what I'm saying? Because, like, there's a lot of similarities between the Innies and the Audis. Right. Especially Mark. Like, Mark's Innie and Mark are similar. Howdy. Kind of the same gentle person. Right. But like Heli and Helena, polar opposites. And I want to see her.
Zoe
How would they do that?
Nick
I want to see her severed. Oh, somehow. That would be incredible. Yeah.
Caroline
Yeah. Definitely not gonna happen in season two.
Nick
That. No, no.
Caroline
That's season five.
Nick
Give me. Yes. Like, but I need. I. I need some clarity with Ms. Gacy.
Zoe
I do too.
Nick
Yeah.
Zoe
I don't. I. Yeah.
Nick
Something.
Zoe
The fact that she is still wanting to see. See. Yeah. There's a lot going on. I feel like I'm. I'm starting to focus on Bert too now.
Caroline
Yeah. Is he a part of.
Nick
It's definitely a part of it.
Zoe
He is, because his partner got a little wine, whatever, and was like, oh, yeah, like, you were there, like, 20 years ago. And he was like, oh, you've had too much to drink. Obviously. I was only there seven years. And, like, the fact that before the guy left and he. He, like, re. Established like, it was. He gets confused. It was only. Which means he was part of making it. And so to me, he must have done something really bad because he was atoning for his sins.
Caroline
True. So many questions.
Nick
Well, anyway, this is so fun talking with you.
Zoe
Thank you guys for having me.
Nick
Thank you so. For being so open and just talking about the experience. I know it's never easy, but we're wishing you nothing but the best and great success in the future.
Caroline
Congratulations on Footprint.
Nick
Congratulations on Footprints. Please come back. Back and just talk about life.
Zoe
And I would love that.
Nick
And comedy and tv and.
Caroline
Is there an album coming out?
Zoe
There might be.
Nick
Okay. Yeah, we'll look for that album. In the meantime, listen to Footprints wherever you listen to music. Basically.
Zoe
Yeah, pretty much. Thank you, guys.
Nick
Thank you.
Caroline
Thanks. Huge fan. Even bigger than I was before.
Nick
Love her. I mean, funny, first of all.
Caroline
Really funny.
Nick
Really enjoyable.
Zoe
She's a great.
Caroline
Honestly, she's just like a great outlook, I think, on life. And I guess sometimes it takes going through that kind of. Of thing to, like, you know, I.
Nick
Mean, let's be real, like, obviously, like, notching make light of the situation and she. She got the help that she needed. But, like, man, I don't know. Most of my friends have had an experience via alcohol or some sort of substance where they. They. There was a big apology that had to come. You know, there was a moment where they, like, things didn't go their way. I mean, it's not to condone it or anything, but it was, you know, a human mistake and I just love to see her rising and coming back and gist of that situation. So it was great.
Caroline
On my 21st birthday I was so hammered and I was crying because I just wanted to go home and my brother told me to shut the up and stop crying and he's had to apologize to me since. So no, there you.
Nick
There you go.
Caroline
Even when you're not drunk.
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Osborne Homes dot com. Grant, welcome back to the show, man.
Grant Ellis
What's going on? How you doing?
Nick
I'm great. How are you doing? How's your heart, man?
Zoe
It's good.
Grant Ellis
Oh, man. I'm going through it now, but my heart's good. My heart's good. It's been a while since I've been on the podcast, and I'm really happy to be around you guys and see you guys, and I'm. I'm ready to get going.
Caroline
I didn't get to meet you last time. Everyone was raving about you. I wasn't here. I don't know what was. Maybe we didn't have a babysitter or something. I don't know.
Nick
But you're just like Grant.
Caroline
And then I saw how good a season was, and I was like, okay, maybe I'll be there for this one.
Grant Ellis
No, it's. It's a pleasure meeting you. And we had. We had a blast last time.
Zoe
We.
Nick
Can I just say something? You're a really good bachelor, man.
Grant Ellis
Oh, man. Listen, there's. There's a lot of mixed opinions, but you know something?
Nick
I can tell. I. I am the foremost authority on who is a good bachelor and who is not a good bachelor.
Grant Ellis
Your opinion definitely matters, man.
Nick
Your. You're very good. You're. You know, and when I say that Joey was very excellent, obviously fan fave, but, like. And I don't even mean, like, you know, whether people I. You know, there's so many things outside of your control as a bachelor. Right. But what I've always been really impressed about watching you this season is your ability to listen and respond to the women and make them feel seen and heard without getting defensive. You've never had to, like, clap back, you know, or like, you've. You've navigated very awkward word or difficult situations with a very high emotional maturity level.
Caroline
I've also never said thank you for sharing.
Grant Ellis
Oh, yeah. That's.
Nick
Which is really.
Caroline
It's, like, so nice because.
Nick
Well, thank you for sharing is a telltale sign of. I don't give a. I don't know what to say.
Grant Ellis
Right.
Nick
And you've always, like, had something to say.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Nick
And I think that is a great quality, and it speaks to your emotional intelligence.
Grant Ellis
Thank you. I appreciate it. You know, it's definitely difficult. I try to go in there and just leave. Would love. Try to listen and try to have a connection with each of the Ladies, regardless of how far along we were, you know, in our romance in that aspect. But I tried. Just had to have a connection. I really cared about them and each of their stories because you learn a lot about them, you know, and, you know, girls, how it came off, you know, I really. I really try to help everybody grow. And myself, I grew a lot on that on. On the show as well.
Nick
So, yeah, I'm very excited for this ending.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Nick
Probably less excited than you are.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Nick
Yeah. But, well, let me say why I'm excited, because, like, I just. The best. The best possible season is when you're like, the le. Because the you leads, they really usually know going into hometown weekends, you know, if they don't know they have a pretty good idea, it's usually the producers, like, being like, well, just keep an open mind.
Grant Ellis
That's the same. You have to keep an open mind.
Nick
Like, yeah, I'll give it over mine, but I'm picking her. Yeah. And it really seems. You seem really torn, man.
Grant Ellis
Yeah. I think it's a testament to just how the final two, they were amazing. And I had connections with. With both of them and then. And they were so different. And it just came down to what I was looking for in my life. Who could I relate to the most? And, you know, there's also an extra added pressure on being, you know, the second black bachelor ever. You know, you think that you have to make a decision based off of, you know, what people would want or this or that, but you have to go with your heart, and I think I did that. I just need a little extra time to. To sit and really think things through because I wanted this decision to be final.
Caroline
How much extra time did you get? Like 10 minutes?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, it wasn't. Listen, you know, everything's time. Everything's is. You know, they. It's a lot of drama, which it wasn't. It didn't take as long as what they say, but I understand they have to play it up. And, yeah, it just. It was a really hard decision, but this is somebody who's going to be my wife. So I. I really tried to approach. Approach it like that. And, yeah, we got to see how it ends.
Nick
So do you really. Did you really not know the morning you woke up?
Grant Ellis
Listen, I. I knew. I knew based off of what I needed, but like I said, it was a mixture of things. Not wanting to hurt somebody. You know, you have to stand your ground and really decide what your heart wants. It was. It was. It was between my head and my heart at one Point. You know, I had feelings for, for both. I, I was in love with both women. And yeah, it just was, it was one. Was it hard? It was hard for me to, to. To hurt somebody on which is going to be the most important day should be the happ day of your life. And then like I said, what you think people want you to do, you have to take a step back and be like, you know what? This is for me and I'm gonna go with who makes me the happiest.
Nick
So, yeah, I want to circle back to your final three women and then get into your final two. But Dena recently went home and I was bummed for you. I was, I was more bummed for Dina. I mean, I know she spoke on why her family didn't want to come. You know, I come from a family of 11 like she does. I come from a very religious family like she did. And maybe maybe not quite as hardcore. I don't know, like being your dad, being a deacon, very desperate. That's hardcore. But I was disappointed for her because, like, you know, I don't know, like, listen, like, she's a 31 year old woman. She's an adult woman. I, I'm assuming her parents did a great job raising her. She's very accomplished. And it's like, you know, sometimes your kids are going to do things that maybe you wouldn't do. But like, I feel like you need to show up for your kids. You know, you need to show up. I'm assuming that like her family just in no way at all supporting this journey of hers drastically impacted your decision because, you know, as great as I've always been a big fan of Zoe throughout, throughout this season, but clearly the connection doesn't seem to be there. She, you know, her first one on one was a hometown. You know, you and Dina really seemed to there. She seemed to be something there. But it, it seemed like as soon as her family was like, you know, sorry as, as much as you felt for her and you know, got to meet her friends, but I got to assume that played a major role in your decision.
Grant Ellis
I'm not going to say it was as big as a factor as, you know, I really just felt bad for Dina and how she, you know, because you want your family to support you on a big day like that, you know, to show up and rally behind you, especially when you're going to get looking at it back, you're going to get opinions from the Internet and your family has to have your back. But I think the whole situation with Zoe is just to clarify, you know, a lot of people maybe question why Zoe made it that far or things of that nature. I think, listen, with Zoe, she grew up in the south, and she's a strong black woman, and the way that she comes across off camera, you know, maybe sometimes she's a little defensive, and sometimes things like that come into play. But what I will say is every group date, every situation, she showed up and she gave. Gave her all. And I see where that comes from. You know, I've dealt with that in the past where you get stigmas placed on you or things like that, and you have to power through those. So I really wanted to help her grow. And I think that, you know, I'm. I. I have empathy. I'm an empath. So, like, I saw that in Zoe and I saw a place for me to help her, to help build her up. I saw a place for growth where I could say, okay, this person. And I could relate and I could kind of teach her or show her not how to be, but like, how to grow out of a situation when she spent majority of her childhood going through probably, you know, bullying. And, you know, you could tell that she. She was. She needed some confidence instilled in her. So I was, I tried to be that person.
Nick
Yeah, I. I really liked her on the show. I have enjoyed her. You know, someone who. She's an engineer.
Grant Ellis
Yeah.
Nick
I mean, like, even that, like, it's a. It's a very male dominated profession. So her whole career she's inserted herself that she's immediately an outsider as a, As a woman of color. Like, you know, she has to deal with feeling like that already at times. You know, the Bachelor house is a very much like, there's always a handful of people who are treated differently or treated like a household because you're not part of the group and things like that. So I, I really connected with her on that level. I'm glad she's made it as far as she has. But, you know, and I know you. You can't speak on it because we don't know. But it. It does seem like clearly the connection with Juliana and Latia. Yeah, like, it's obvious. Like, it's, It's. It's so obvious that those are so strong. But, like, I usually. I feel like, you know, I've been pretty good, you know, at being like, that's it. Yeah, that's the person. You know, I think I've called it a few times, but I truly like, between Latia and Juliana, I. Every Time you're with both of them, it really seems like that's the person you're most in love with.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, they're both bring unique sides out of me. And, you know, I think that with Jules, with Juliana, there was something that we could relate to.
Nick
Call her Jules.
Grant Ellis
I called her Jules. That means me. I called Latia T.T.
Nick
That'S true.
Caroline
He didn't call Latia T.T.
Nick
Got a spoiler. That's true.
Caroline
He did call her Titi.
Grant Ellis
I call her Titi. So I'm just corny like that sometimes.
Caroline
He likes a nickname.
Grant Ellis
He likes a nickname. No, but I think that she brought a certain side out of me that was. You know, we really related over the addiction and the. Some of the trauma we went through and how we were going to build each other up and how we could understand each other. And Latia was really nurturing. She is an amazing woman, and she has so much to offer, and I. I saw that. So both of them had different aspects that I kind of. That's why I had such a hard time seeing, going down to those final moments.
Caroline
So I think I might have said that you did her a little dirty with the conversation on the rock where she's like, listen, if it's not me, like, I'll go. And you were like, I'm kind of locked in. And then you sent her home that night.
Grant Ellis
Right, Right.
Nick
I blame producers.
Caroline
Yeah. Nick thinks that that was a. Like a producer like her around.
Zoe
How.
Caroline
Why. Why not let her go in that moment? Did you?
Nick
Because he didn't get the. He didn't get the bat signal.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I think that. Listen, I'm not gonna say, listen, I went in there. I knew that, you know, with Carolina, she. The attitude that she had on the dates, you know, not. Not a bad attitude, but her demeanor was kind of like, you know, she. She was questioning and doubting, and, you know, there were. Obviously, there was things that happened behind that. The scenes that didn't. That weren't necessarily showed on camera, but going in there, you know, I. I was leaning more towards letting go of the relationship. But when, you know, she started to cry and she started to do things, I just.
Nick
I. Not a thing.
Grant Ellis
She did her thing. She did her thing. And I had to diffuse the situation. You know, maybe. Maybe it would have been the best idea to. To end the relationship there. I just. Yeah. Looking back at it, maybe I was trying to be too. Too nice, you know, and maybe work worried about my appearance or how it would look and, you know, when somebody's crying, sending them Home. But at the end of the day, we definitely had a connection. I tried to mend that as much as possible, you know, and I tried because I really did have a connection with her. But all the things that got in the way and just her questioning the process and doubting me, it started to really get, get, get to me. And right there in that moment, we were. I was trying to. You know, I went in there with the mindset of maybe this is going to work out, but then I had to remember all the good things that we had and tried to fight for the relationship.
Natalie
So to Nick's point earlier, because I have to say that, like, watching your season, this is one of the first bachelor seasons where, like, I'm not sure, fully sure. Watching throughout who you're gonna pick because you have such good chemistry with these women.
Grant Ellis
Right.
Natalie
Did you. I don't know how I can ask this. And I'm like, did you have a first impression on somebody to where you thought maybe they would make it to the final two? And it did happen, or like, it was the person that you picked or does it something that you, like, grew to have a relationship with the person and that's how they ended up being a final. Like, did you know?
Nick
Yeah.
Grant Ellis
The final two. The final two women. I. I had a connection with them first night, night one or even the second episode, basically. You know, I think that a lot of people, you know, even. And I'm going to bring this. Even my connection with Alex. She got the first impression.
Nick
Curious what happened there.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I just. Our love languages were very different. You know, we're very different. And not to say that I was more serious, because I know she was serious, but she was not. She wasn't used to the romance and things like that as much, you know, And I. We were trying to work, but ultimately it was just. I just saw the difference there. And like I said, she was great. You know, we could have moved forward, but I just thought it was best that it didn't happen that way. But as far as my final two, I thought that, yeah, we were right on par. I thought the connection was there from. From night one.
Nick
Love it. Did you. Have you spoken on the whole, like, Carolina and Rose, the ascool and like.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, it definitely comes up.
Nick
I was. I was team Grant.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, for sure.
Nick
Because I, you know, I mean, I know people were like, out there being like, he actually did say that, but I was like that. Not in the context in which he's being accused. Do you want to. Yeah, yeah. Elaborate on that?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, so it definitely comes up in. In the future. But, you know, there's a difference between saying, you know, I'm thinking about giving reassurance to somebody and then saying, listen, when I'm with this person, I'm thinking about you. Like, that's not how I meant it. That's kind of like, that gives off major. Major player vibes. And I. I wasn't trying to give that off. So I think, yeah, there's just a miscommunication. But there's a big difference between what I said and then what was said that I said, that I said, didn't say.
Nick
Looking back, do you blame. Do you. Do you. Do you think that was Carolina being kind of little petty or, like, messy or was. Or do you think Rose seemed to really feel like she didn't realize what she did? She seemed as confused as you were, you know, or. It's just like, I feel like at first when it happened, I was more critical of Rose, but then the more the season played out, I was like, I don't know, like, this.
Grant Ellis
This is messy. It's definitely messy.
Nick
Carolina just. She's not dumb.
Grant Ellis
Well, she definitely is smart. And, you know, I think that at the end of the day, it falls on me. You know, I. I could have done a better job of communicating that. But at the same time, I think that Carolina started to doubt the process from that moment on. So, again, I see both sides of it, and I understand why Carolina started. Started to act the way that she did, because if you're told that somebody. If you're told that you're gonna. You're gonna question. So ultimately, I think it falls on me. And maybe if I would have worded it different or like I said, going in there, trying to reassure everybody, and just because I cared, maybe that wasn't the best thing. Maybe, you know, but I. In that moment, I genuinely. I. I had a connection with Rose. You know, we. Our first thing, we did the blind date. We did the blind, and we. We were kissing, and. Well, I mean, I was kissing everybody.
Zoe
But.
Caroline
You still say to yourself now, we definitely.
Grant Ellis
We definitely had a connection, and I saw some. I saw something with her. And after that happened, it kind of just. It went. It spiraled after that.
Caroline
So I feel like Alicia kind of caught people the most off guard just because night one, you had a great kiss, you had great chemistry.
Grant Ellis
Right.
Caroline
And then she kind of disappeared, and then she was gone the next night.
Grant Ellis
Right.
Caroline
Was there anything that, like, happened, or was it just like. There's just so many other Women here that I'm good at a little bit good at it.
Grant Ellis
Yeah. Yeah, we did. We did have a connection, Alicia and I, but after the basketball date, yeah, I just felt like I had connections that were better in the house that I wanted to explore more. And Alicia's an amazing woman. She's. She's. She's great. But yeah, it just wasn't. Wasn't for me.
Nick
Okay, we are heading into fantasy suites on earmuffs Bab. But going into fantasy suites, you know, it's a lot of pressure. It's the hardest week.
Grant Ellis
It's a lot.
Nick
There's a lot of expectations from some of the ladies. Some of the ladies have boundaries like Latia, where it's like, hey, I got a very strong opinion about sex and intimacy. Other ladies are like, ready to go. You know, it's like, this is my time to land my man, you know, and you kind of have to navigate that and various leads go in with various expectations. Did you go into fantasy suites with any, like, set boundaries of how you wanted to conducted yourself, specifically around sex?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, fantasy suites is really tricky, but I think I handle myself very well, you know, regardless, you know, like I said, I was. There's a lot of kisses, but I do feel like fantasy suites, I really reserve myself and. Because when you get physical intimacy involved changes things. It changes things. And you. Your connection with somebody is probably. There could be some red flags there. And then you guys have sex and then everything's one wonderful. So I, I tried to handle myself really well and I tried to be responsible. And yeah, my expectation was I wasn't going in there saying I'm not going to, but it had to be. I had to know that this person was my person in order for me to engage. And at that point, I didn't know who was my person.
Caroline
So he didn't vote?
Grant Ellis
Well, I didn't say that. I didn't say that directly.
Nick
You didn't say you didn't do other things?
Grant Ellis
I didn't say, but, yeah, I handle myself well, you know. And then also too, like I said, there's always the pressure and the stereotype of, you know, me being the second black bachelor. You know, people are going to think I'm a player or this or that or I'm just trying to get my rocks off. And I wasn't, you know, I went in there with. With real intentions. And, you know, prior to that, I had been celibate for a year. So I got. I got out of a seven relationship and I. I was hurting so like, you know, sex is great, but I wanted to make sure it was with somebody who, who was my person. And then we could all the time, you know.
Nick
But you.
Zoe
Yeah, I don't know.
Grant Ellis
I. I don't know. I don't know.
Caroline
Are you nervous? I mean, obviously, women tell all has been filmed. It airs this Monday. This upcoming Monday, right?
Nick
Does it? Monday this month?
Caroline
That was an argument we had earlier. Next Monday or this Monday?
Grant Ellis
This Monday, I believe. Right.
Nick
Do you. Well, what, what, what. How would you describe, Describe. Would you say this Monday or next Monday?
Grant Ellis
Well, I mean, I think. Well, what day, what day are we at? Wednesday. So that's a good question. I would say this Monday, the following Monday has passed, so it'll be this coming Monday.
Caroline
Okay. How did that go for you? Were you nervous? Were you questioned? Were you interrogated?
Grant Ellis
I wasn't. I was interrogated. You know, I. Like I said, I was definitely. Some of the ladies had questions for me, which I could understand. You know, I could understand. It's not easy being a bachelor. It's not. It's not an easy feat. It's not an easy job. And yeah, I had to answer to some things, but like I said, I just took accountability. And the worst thing you could do in. In my situation is get emotional and, you know, emotional to the point where you start to clap back and do something back. So whatever feelings you had, I just took accountability. And I, you know, I'm not perfect, you know, I, you know, I may not be the best, you know, but I did my. I did my best. And I think that the ladies perceived that well. And, yeah, that's the. I did my best.
Natalie
So what's the most surprising thing that you've learned about yourself going through this process?
Grant Ellis
It was like a therapy session for me, honestly, you know, situation. You know, coming up, you're going to see me reconnecting with my dad and me just knowing I had a lot of stuff inside that I was just holding in, you know, as a man, I try to always be strong and, like, try to keep that face, that brave face. But sometimes you gotta let it out, you know, you gotta let it out. You gotta be in tune with your emotions. And I feel like I tried that, you know, not that I tried that, but this journey really awakened that in me, you know, my emotional side. And to say, you know, it's okay to speak on how you feel as long as you're not crying everywhere, you know, but there's time, there's a point, there's a place in time. To. As a man, to let yourself be vulnerable, you know, I think it's a strength.
Natalie
Absolutely. And also, are you surprised that the process worked in the way that it has?
Grant Ellis
No, I think. I think the process works if you go in there and you're ready. If. Well, not to say that, but for. There's also external factors. But for me, because I was at a point where I was like, super ready. I did my. I did my best to make it work, you know, and like I said, obviously there's external factors. You know, it's both people that have to make it work. But from my end, you know, I was ready.
Nick
I've noticed that this season is a bit truncated compared to previous ones. When I was hometown for my season was week nine.
Grant Ellis
Right.
Nick
This week six. Did you have any conversations with the producers about this being shorter than previous seasons or, you know, or did you even. Did you even realize that?
Grant Ellis
No, I did. I did realize it was shorter. And, you know, there's some. There's some things with the network, obviously, I don't really know, you know, maybe scheduling or things like that. But listen, I was emotionally. I was getting drained. So, I mean, I'm glad it was only six. Six or seven weeks, because I would have started to spiral if it. It wasn't, though.
Nick
Yeah. I mean, I'm thinking about just like, in terms of, like, how does that affect, you know, your ability to fall in love and things like that? I think we're. And my guess is probably not much, you know, for me. Like, I. I kind of knew who I was going to pick fairly early on and things like that. And a lot of the other weeks and other dates are more just like the drama and the tv. TV element. So you felt like it didn't really affect your ability to connect with the people that you cared about most.
Grant Ellis
No, it didn't affect my ability. Like, I'm a lover boy, so I was falling. Like, you know, it doesn't take me a see, I was falling, what, like week two. So I was like, it didn't really take a lot, but it does. It does. When you start to fall and then you form another connection here, that's where things. You wish you had a little more time to kind of like, really figure things out.
Nick
Okay.
Natalie
How scary was hometowns in the sense of, like, usually you're meeting somebody's just one set of parents or family or friends, and it's like you did four. So, like, I did a lot back to back, you know, like, how did that feel? Like, having to prepare for diff.
Zoe
Was it three?
Caroline
Well, Dean and his family didn't.
Natalie
Well, still friends.
Grant Ellis
There's a lot of friends, too.
Natalie
Friends are scarier than family sometimes.
Grant Ellis
Yeah. No, not that I was scared. I. It just, you know, at first, you walk in there with nerves. You might be a little nervous. But then when you meet the families and they're so welcoming and cool, it's like, oh, like, this isn't. This isn't hard. I'm just be myself, you know? So going in there, I was a little nervous, you know? But I said, if I'm just gonna. I'm just gonna be myself. And whoever accepts me for me is. Is.
Nick
Is.
Zoe
That's.
Grant Ellis
That's a sign.
Natalie
When Juliana's dad was like, hey, kissing my daughter, like, did you get a little, like, tight in the stomach or did you know he was joking?
Grant Ellis
Nah, I knew he was joking. He was joking. He was. He was such a cool guy, you know? Like, I knew he was. He was messing around.
Nick
I'd like to play a little game.
Grant Ellis
Let's do it.
Nick
Okay.
Grant Ellis
Let's do it. All we got.
Nick
And I want to apologize if you are in a relationship. I do want to apologize to the one you picked because I want to ask you to describe what a life would be like.
Zoe
Oh.
Nick
With Jules. And then I want you to describe to me what a life would be like with Latia, T.T.
Grant Ellis
Titi.
Nick
T.T.
Caroline
And Zoe. We still have Zoe.
Nick
All respect to Zoe. Love Zoe. But there was not one else that day.
Caroline
I was like, there is not.
Nick
I'm just not going to make him do that. If he wants to do that, he is welcome to do that. And I know he can't say anything specifically, but I, I. This is my question, my game. And again, I do, I do want to apologize if you are in a relationship with the person you are in a relationship with, because it's no fun to hear Grant describe what a relationship would be like with someone he decided not to pick.
Caroline
For sure.
Nick
Yeah. So I want to recognize that. Who, Whoever you are to TT Or Jules. This is a me question. Don't get mad at Grant. You can hate me.
Grant Ellis
Okay.
Nick
All right. Describe to me what a life with Jules would be like.
Grant Ellis
I think it would be very family orientated. I think it would be fun. I think it would be a lot of us building each other. Building each other up and healing each other from our past experiences that we went through. And I think it would be a relationship founded in friendship.
Caroline
Where would y'all be living?
Nick
Yeah. Thank you very much.
Caroline
You're welcome.
Grant Ellis
Probably on the East Coast. Probably on the East Coast. You know, I grew up on the east coast, so. Yeah, typically, maybe in. In the city somewhere.
Caroline
Okay. What would like, your nights look like? Are we, like, going out to dinner? Are we cooking? Are we watching a movie? Are we hitting the clubs?
Grant Ellis
Okay. Yeah, we might. We might hit. Hit a bar, too, but, you know, I think wine. Some great food, some good vibes, some good friends, and then maybe we might go out and dance or do something fun.
Nick
How quickly would a relationship with you and Jules result in children?
Grant Ellis
Oh, man. I think. Yeah, I don't know about immediately. I think that my time horizon is before I'm 35.
Nick
How old are you?
Grant Ellis
I'm 30, 31.
Nick
Okay.
Grant Ellis
So I think that it would be something that we take on. You know, you can't really say. You can't really. You could plan it out, but I think it would just be something that happens instead of us being like, we want it by this time.
Nick
Where would your first trip together be as a couple?
Grant Ellis
Probably. Probably Italy. He's Italian.
Caroline
Oh, yeah. So far.
Nick
Okay.
Grant Ellis
It's a good place.
Caroline
Okay.
Nick
T.T.
Grant Ellis
All right. All right. Yeah. With Latia or Titi, I think it would be, you know, like another relationship rooted in family. I think that it would be a lot of similar morals that we have. I think it will be fun, loving, loving, nurturing. I think it'll be very serious. And I think that, you know, the family aspect, it would be something that we would be getting into sooner rather than later.
Caroline
Yeah. Her family did very much not hold back that she's ready.
Nick
Are you talking about the kids part?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, it would be, like, probably in a year.
Zoe
Where.
Caroline
And where would y'all be living?
Nick
But that. And. And. And that. Does that work with your 35 y old?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, it's anywhere before 35.
Nick
Okay.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, anywhere before 35. So if it's like, you know, if that's 32, 33, then it's that. But if it's 35, it's just whenever. Whenever it happens.
Nick
Where are y'all living?
Grant Ellis
Probably somewhere. Either on the east coast or somewhere in. In Utah.
Nick
Aren't you in Texas now?
Grant Ellis
I'm in Texas.
Zoe
So you're getting the.
Nick
Out of Texas no matter what? Texas?
Grant Ellis
Oh, I've been there for a while. I've pro. I have property there, so it's like, I could leave that. And for me, I've been alone for a while, so. So I probably would. Would go to where my fiance's happy. You know what I'm Saying. And I would build. Probably build around that.
Nick
What's Jules's favorite Movie and what's TT's favorite movie?
Grant Ellis
Oh, damn. That's a good question. I would say for. For Latia, I think it's. It would definitely be a romcom like the Notebook. I know it's cliche, but we had talked about that. And I think for Juliana, probably the. The Godfather. The good fellas.
Caroline
What is it?
Natalie
There's Goodfellas, and she's Italian. The Godfather.
Grant Ellis
The Godfather, for sure. The Goodfellas Godfather.
Nick
Who cook? Who's cooking in each of these relationships?
Grant Ellis
I cook.
Nick
I.
Grant Ellis
You know, I love to cook. My. That's. That's the way that my dad kind of, like, showed love to me. He would, like, make me food, and it was weird because he would, like, watch me eat it. I don't know. It's a weird thing. But I probably would cook. But we. We both cooked. You know, there's room for. Room for growth. Both of us. Room for growth, you know, Room for growth in that.
Caroline
Who's making the bed?
Grant Ellis
I'm not the best bed maker, so.
Caroline
You know what Nick said the other day? He hasn't made a bed since middle school.
Grant Ellis
I'm. I'm with you, bro. My mind is, like, all over the place, so, you know, I don't make my bed like that, so what's the point? What's the point? You're gonna get back in.
Caroline
That is not true. Because if he gets into a bed that's not made, he's like, really wish this was made.
Nick
Well, now that I have a wife who can make my bed, like, I was like, do your. I'm just kidding.
Grant Ellis
No, but seriously, you. There's something good about getting into a bed. It's better sleeping in a bed that's made than one that's not.
Nick
Sure that's true.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I'm like, yuck.
Caroline
Right before you get in at night, you can, like, straighten out.
Grant Ellis
You can straighten it out, right?
Nick
I'm sticking with my. I think he picks Jules.
Caroline
Well, I am. I. I love Latia so much, so I'm hoping it's her.
Natalie
Jules has been my. Day one.
Caroline
I will say on first episode, I picked Latia and Jules to be final two.
Grant Ellis
Yeah. So she did.
Nick
I did.
Grant Ellis
What gave that away?
Nick
She has eyes.
Grant Ellis
It's, like, really obvious.
Nick
I actually, I. I did not.
Caroline
I think it was just. I saw the connection. I think they are both so stunning. I think they're both so smart. I think they're funny. I think y'all Had a good connection. I want it to be Latia just because she's amazing. I just see it. I just see it. We did say that Latia looks like she is like a creature, like a siren, like a creature from, like, when.
Nick
She was riding that horse in the woods, I was like, all this love, and I mean creat in the best possible way.
Grant Ellis
Like Bambi. Like that.
Caroline
Like, she's like, yeah, but obviously, if it's Julianna, I also, like, love her and, like, wanted you to pick her as well. You know what I'm saying? I am team both.
Grant Ellis
We have to. We gotta tune in and see.
Nick
I think you had an amazing connection with both. I think you really were torn. And I think as much of a man as a God as you might be, I feel like Latia's faith is unique and different than yours, and I can't help but wonder. Well, I think regardless, that made your choice challenging, right? Because she's very, very passionate about her religion. And, like, you had six or seven weeks to get to know all these women, you know, and both these women. And I don't know, like, I feel like it would be impossible in that environment, in your shoes to get whatever clarity you would need to know is like, is this something we could make? Work we could do? Like, you clearly had all the respect in the world for her faith and her family and. And they were wonderful to you and very welcoming. But, like, I think whatever decision you made, you made a huge leap of faith because that's, That's. That's the choice. Like, it's always a leap of faith.
Grant Ellis
You're saying, like, in the time frame that we had, that being a question.
Nick
Was a really another. That's another decision. That. That's another decision you have to figure out. That's another leap of faith. It's like, it's one thing, you know, can we. Are we compatible? And I. I feel like ultimately that's why you ended up picking Jules.
Grant Ellis
Well, we gotta. We gotta see, you know, that's a tune in, you know, of course.
Nick
Zoe.
Caroline
Did you see that Alex said that you playing?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I saw that. You know, like I said, I. I tried. I've never done that before. I tried something new. We were in the mall and the producer just brought out a piano. I'm like, well, I was like, I might as well just go it. But, you know, I. I don't regret it. You know, I tried something, put myself out there, you know, she's the goofy one.
Nick
Yeah. I thought you liked fun and games. Yeah.
Grant Ellis
If anything, Alex was the one that I thought she would receive.
Nick
You brought out a llama.
Caroline
You brought out a llama.
Grant Ellis
But, yo, like, I. It's not something I. You know, I think it was something that, you know, I tried it, you know.
Caroline
You tried.
Grant Ellis
You win some, you lose some.
Nick
Overall, just. You happy you said yes to this experience?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I'm very happy. I'm very happy. I learned a lot about myself, and, you know, the outcome was. I'm happy with.
Caroline
When you released Party Girls.
Grant Ellis
Great song.
Caroline
Great song.
Nick
Great song.
Grant Ellis
First of all, listen, there's mixed reviews, but I. I did it because that's how I was feeling.
Nick
Did the. Did the producers. Did they know you were gonna.
Grant Ellis
No, I just did it. I. I went rogue. I went, you know. You know something. The original idea was, you know, because love and music are synonymous, so there was going to be, like, a story for each episode with each woman, and night one was a party, you know, but then they said no. Yeah. Immediately I got so much backlash. I was like, pull that in. Like, it's not. Don't do it. I'm like, oh. I mean, that's. That's me.
Nick
It's good, man.
Grant Ellis
Like, that's my personality, you know? Like, I. I'm creative. I like to have fun, and love doesn't have to look one way. It's not linear.
Nick
We got to make that a bop this summer. I think you should lean in when you get done to that end, obviously, you know, I know when I say, what's next? And you're going to be like, I'm going to focus on love and, like, going back to normal and blah, blah. But, like, listen, this is an incredible opportunity. You were gifted. I had turned that opportunity into what I'm doing now. It opened up a lot of doors for me. Like, this experience does give you incredible access. Right, Right. So, like, all the, you know, fans and, like, pressuring you into, like, not talking about this opportunity, because I think you can both be serious about finding love and take advantage of this gift that you were given. Like, what would you like to do next? And how would you like to use this opportunity? And you don't get to say, give back.
Grant Ellis
No, no, no.
Nick
Like, yes, you will give back. I am sure you will donate your time and you will use it for good. But selfishly, what do you want to do with this experience and how would you like to. To. To. To. To utilize it?
Grant Ellis
Yeah, I think in love, there's a whole. Like, obviously, the. The Bachelor has a very. They have an audience that's been with them for so long. I think that on the other side, there's people that. That see it a little differently, you know? So in my creative mind, I'm like, okay, well, how could you kind of be the host of a show where you matchmake, you know? So I came up with this concept. It's called Spin the Block. It would be a woman or a lady who would be the prize. And then a man who ne. Maybe needed. Needs an upgrade, he would come to her. She has a choice to say, like, okay, would you. Would you want to date this guy? No. He has a chance to spend the day with me, being me. And then I would, you know, teach him how to dress, teach him how to talk. You know, maybe I'll teach him how to.
Nick
This is a TV show.
Grant Ellis
No, like a. Like a YouTube series. But it would have to be obviously approved. But. And then after that, after. You ever seen Hitch?
Natalie
Yep.
Grant Ellis
It would be me playing the role of Hitch. And then after that, he comes back, and then if they like each other after he, quote, unquote, spun the block, it would, you know, you should ask.
Nick
For evidence and not permission.
Grant Ellis
Yeah, yeah, but obviously I gotta. I gotta see what. But that's just a concept, you know, so something like that.
Nick
You're obviously a creative person and you're in your. And your creativity has. Has talent behind it. So that's a fun idea. I hit, man. Like, I trial. And what if. If that doesn't work out, man, just keep swinging, keep trying things. I was roller skating, doing shirtless Bob Ross paintings. I was. I was trying. Trying all, man, like, you try it. Yeah, you gotta. You gotta figure it out.
Grant Ellis
Figure it out. And I think. I think that has a cultural relevance to it. You know, like I said to. That's a saying that people say in. In culture. Like, I'm gonna spin the block. It's something that. It's culturally relevant, and it may be open to a different audience that sees love a little differently than what's presented on the Bachelor.
Nick
Well, that's awesome, man. Well, very excited to see how things play out for you, whoever you end up with. It sounds like you have some great women at the end. And wait, wait, one more question.
Grant Ellis
Go ahead, ask away.
Nick
How nervous are you to talk to your runner up?
Grant Ellis
I'm not nervous. I think that obviously I'm gonna have to answer to some things, which is. That's normal. But I lay with my heart and I laid it out there, and you can't go wrong as long as you're honest. And as long as you put it all out there, so I'm not nervous.
Nick
Do you anticipate hurt feelings?
Grant Ellis
I do. I do. I mean, I would be hurt, you know.
Nick
Have you made any contact whatsoever with that person since filming?
Grant Ellis
No, I didn't. And the reason being, and just out of respect for everybody, I just don't feel like it's. I don't think it's the right thing. I think that, you know, things will be answered on that day.
Nick
To your knowledge, are Jules and Latia close?
Grant Ellis
I'm not sure. I'm not sure, you know.
Okay.
Nick
All right. Grant, it's been fun talking to you, man. Wish you the best of luck. Excited to see if you are with someone. I anticipate that you might be and excited to see who that is. And, you know, selfishly, I do hope you run up a little pissed so.
Grant Ellis
That we can, like, get grilled at that some drama.
Nick
But, like, listen, man like you, you. You should be really proud of how you handle yourself. You were an exceptional bachelor. I think so. And, you know, congratulations on. On your journey and excited to see how it ends.
Grant Ellis
Means a lot coming from you, Nick. I appreciate. Appreciate it, man. For real.
Nick
All right, buddy.
Grant Ellis
Thank you, guys. Thank you.
Nick
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Podcast Summary: The Viall Files Episode E895
Title: Grant Ellis, Ingrid Andress, White Lotus, RHOBH, Denise Richards Premiere, and Stolen Baby Names
Release Date: March 6, 2025
Hosts: Nick Viall, Natalie Joy, and the Household
The episode kicks off with Nick Viall welcoming listeners to another engaging edition of The Viall Files Reality Recap. The hosts briefly navigate scheduling confusions about upcoming events, setting a lighthearted tone for the discussions ahead.
Discussion Overview:
The hosts delve into a listener's dilemma about a best friend allegedly stealing their chosen baby name. Caroline recounts a story where a woman received a critical DM after posting a casual outfit picture, sparking a conversation about privacy and respect in personal choices.
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The conversation highlights the importance of setting boundaries when sharing personal information, especially sensitive topics like baby names. The hosts emphasize the value of trust and discretion in friendships to prevent such conflicts.
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The hosts discuss singer Ingrid Andress’s infamous national anthem performance during the MLB All-Star Game, which deviated from the expected rendition. The episode touches on her subsequent admission to rehab and the public's reaction to her performance.
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Ingrid's performance sparked significant backlash, leading to introspection about the pressures faced by artists in highly publicized events. The discussion underscores the importance of mental health awareness and the stigmas surrounding public mistakes.
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The hosts analyze the public relations move by Harvey Weinstein's representative responding to Adrien Brody mentioning Weinstein's children in an Oscar speech. The conversation critiques the insincerity and strategic messaging behind Weinstein's response.
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The segment highlights the manipulation often present in high-profile controversies, where responses are tailored more for image management than genuine remorse. It also touches on the continued negative perception of Weinstein in the public eye.
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The hosts engage in a spoiler-filled discussion about the latest developments in the TV show White Lotus, speculating on plot twists and character motivations. They debate potential culprits in recent mysterious events within the show.
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The lively speculation showcases the show's intricate storytelling and character dynamics. The hosts appreciate the layers of human behavior portrayed, drawing parallels to reality TV's unpredictable nature.
Discussion Overview:
Nick and the team review Denise Richards' premiere of "Wild Things," praising her down-to-earth persona despite her celebrity status. They contrast her authenticity with the often superficial portrayal of housewives in reality TV.
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Denise Richards is commended for maintaining genuine interactions and a relatable image, which stands out in the often exaggerated world of reality television. The hosts celebrate her ability to balance glamour with authenticity.
Interview Overview:
Ingrid Andress joins the podcast to discuss her journey, including her troubled national anthem performance and subsequent rehabilitation. She opens up about her struggles with substance abuse, the overwhelming public scrutiny, and her path to recovery.
Key Topics:
Substance Abuse and Rehab:
Ingrid shares her experience of recognizing her dependency and seeking help, emphasizing the importance of mental health and self-awareness.
Public Backlash and Social Media:
She discusses the harsh criticism she received online and how it influenced her decision to detox from social media temporarily.
Support from Fellow Artists:
Ingrid highlights the solidarity she found among female country artists, providing her with much-needed support during her difficult times.
Comeback and New Music:
Ingrid talks about her new song "Footprints," symbolizing her return and resilience after overcoming personal challenges.
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Ingrid's candid discussion sheds light on the pressures of fame and the stigmas associated with public failures. Her resilience and the support from her peers illustrate the strength found in community and openness about personal struggles.
Interview Overview:
Grant Ellis returns to The Viall Files to provide updates on his life post-The Bachelor. He reflects on his experiences during the show, his personal growth, and his interactions with the final two finalists, Jules and Latia.
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Post-Show Reflections:
Grant discusses how the experience was therapeutic, helping him reconnect with his emotions and father, emphasizing the importance of vulnerability.
Relationship Decisions:
He elaborates on his connections with the final two contestants, Jules and Latia, and the challenges he faced in making his final choice.
Future Projects:
Grant shares his creative ideas for a new matchmaking show concept, showcasing his entrepreneurial spirit.
Handling Public Relations:
He addresses past critiques and how he plans to handle future relationships with his runner-up, maintaining respect and accountability.
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Grant's introspection reveals the complexities of reality TV relationships and the personal growth that can stem from such high-pressure environments. His plans for future projects indicate a desire to continue influencing the reality TV landscape positively.
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Episode E895 of The Viall Files offers a rich tapestry of discussions ranging from personal relationship dilemmas to celebrity controversies and in-depth interviews with prominent figures like Ingrid Andress and Grant Ellis. The hosts blend humor with insightful commentary, providing listeners with both entertainment and meaningful takeaways.
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Stay tuned for more insightful episodes from The Viall Files as Nick Viall and his team continue to explore the intersections of dating, relationships, pop culture, and reality television.