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What's going on everybody? Welcome to a special episode of the Vile Files Going Deeper Edition. I am your host Nick and this is obviously an episode we are all excited to listen to. Jeremiah Brown is our guest. We are happy to be the first to interview him and lots to break down this episode. Obviously things happen fast at the villa and so sadly my wife and co host who's usually here with me for our Deeper episodes is not with us. She's traveling today. But we wanted to make sure that we got this interview out to you as soon as possible. So Jeremiah is coming to you shortly. If you are new to the Vile Files and you are here to listen to Jeremiah, a little bit about our show. We're here four days a week on Monday. If you're into relationship topics, we have our Ask Nick episodes. A lot of people call in share their relationship problems and stories. We offer advice. People find it very helpful. Check it out, it's binge worthy. Every Tuesday and Thursday our reality Recap episodes covering your favorite reality TV shows like Love island, your favorite pop culture topics and we interview a variety of guests from reality TV stars to celebrities, musicians and more. And on Wednesdays we have our Going Deeper episodes which you're listening to right now which is our long form deep dive interviews with some of your favorite again celebrities, reality TV stars and that is with my wife typically and me. So we had Jaylen Brown yesterday on Reality Recap. Tomorrow we will have Hannah. But today is all about Jeremiah Brown. So to get into with him and without further ado, Jeremiah Brown. There's that face. Can you hear me Jeremiah?
Jeremiah Brown
Yes Sir. Nice to meet you. Nick, how are you?
Nick Viall
Nice to meet you, man. Big fan. I'm excited to talk with you. I appreciate you taking the time, buddy.
Jeremiah Brown
Thanks so much for having me. I definitely recognize your face now. I see you.
Nick Viall
Okay, well.
Jeremiah Brown
Okay. I've seen him before.
Nick Viall
All right. All right. Are you ready to rock and roll?
Jeremiah Brown
Let's do it.
Nick Viall
Jeremiah, I appreciate you joining the Vile Files. Welcome to the show, buddy.
Jeremiah Brown
Thanks so much for having me, man. I'm happy to be here.
Nick Viall
Like, I guess is to start, like, how are you feeling? I mean, like, I say this to every Islander I talk to, but I'm always just kind of blown away by this experience that you guys go through where you enter the villa, you know, obscure people. Some of you guys have followings more than others. But that being said, like, you come out international stars. I know it's Love island, usa, but this is the show that's being watched around the world. You know, Megan the Stallion's a big fan. You got all these major celebrities, like, just enjoying the show, talking about you, like, where is your mental health right now? Is it all, like, are you still coming off, like, the. The sadness of your unceremonious exit, or are, you know, what is it? Like? Yeah, what is it? Just a. Like, what's going on? I'm just like. I'm trying to get a sense of your headspace right now.
Jeremiah Brown
Honestly, my headspace is. I'm definitely leaning towards more gratitude, because I ain't gonna lie. I came out of there that first night, I was pissed. Like, I was trying to keep it calm, cool, and collected, leaving.
Nick Viall
But.
Jeremiah Brown
But I was. I was. I was pissed because I was like, damn. My comeback story, you know, got cut short. Like, they just seen how happy I was, you know, I was doing things, you know, right. Right this time, and I still got the boot. So I was like, damn, bro. I was looking mad. But then the more, you know, I'm talking to my family, I'm talking to people here, and they've. They've been amazing. So now I'm just grateful and excited to see what's been going on because, I don't know, I've heard bits and pieces, but I don't know, like, a lot was going on because I still don't have my phone. But, yeah. No, I'm just. Right. I know. I'm just, like, gratitude.
Nick Viall
That's all I can say, that you're in that headspace. Yeah, it's. I have a lot of respect for all of you guys because I just don't think people fully appreciate. Like, it's just not normal what you guys go, right? It's just like, I mean, first of all, like, getting famous on reality TV is a trip already. But like, you guys, you're getting famous in real time. You know, most people, you know, they go on a show, they film it, they get done, they go back to the families. That sounds like a whole whirlwind. They get some time to like, get back to normal. Then like a few months later, it airs. That's a whole different experience. But you kind of prep for it, right? You can. And then like, you can be with your family while like, you're, you know, you're online. And then here you just come out, you know, to the fudgeing noise. And it's, it's, it's crazy, man. Well, before we get into all the Love island stuff, I wanted to get to know you a little bit, you know, Like, I think people are dying to know who's Jeremiah Brown. You know, how do you end up on the show? Everyone's got an opinion, you know, like, people come out of the woodwork and be like, I know that guy. I know this guy. So I just love tell people to hear it from you. So, you know, let's start with the obvious low hanging fruit questions. Like, how did, how did you, Jeremiah, end up on Love Island?
Jeremiah Brown
How I ended up on Love Island. Basically, I had just moved to LA two years ago and they reached out two years ago, but I had a girlfriend at the time, so I was like, you know, I can't do it. I'm in a relationship. Da da da da. But then they reached out after we had broken up. Well, she broke up with me. I can say she broke up with me like a month after. And I was like, you know what? This would be just something just to get me back out there, you know? Just to get me back out there.
Nick Viall
Yeah.
Jeremiah Brown
And I was like, it seemed like a cool opportunity. Like I've seen, you know, a couple has come out of it. And I was like, okay, this seems like an actual legitimate thing to do. And yeah, I got a DM on Instagram. I was like, you know, let's do it. And then, you know, I just kept progressing through the things and it just kind of kept me after getting broken up with, you know, you're kind of sad. So it just kept me like something to like hope for, hold on to, I guess. And I kind of got fun because I was like, okay, let me go, you know, not date around. But you know, talk to girls to get myself back in the flow.
Nick Viall
So did they. Did they, like, follow up with you? Because they notice, like, oh, this guy was posting with this girl and now he's not posting. Or did you kind of hit them up, be like, hey, well, I'm single now.
Jeremiah Brown
No, they reach back around. That's why I have so much respect for him, because they double checked like, hey, are you. Are you single yet? Basically, in a respectful way. And then also one of the producers, Ben, I work with this jewelry. Jewelry company, Jackson, and like, he gets the emails and he was like, who is this guy? So it's kind of like a two in one. Like, he wanted to know who I was. And then they'd also already reached out to me.
Nick Viall
At that point. You were pretty, like, dead set on, like, you know, like, hell yeah. Like, let's do this. If they ask me, yeah, for the.
Jeremiah Brown
Most part, I ain't gonna lie. It's pretty scary because I'm like, damn, I want to go in there and embarrass myself or. But I was just like, I am who I am. I feel like I've done a lot of work on myself, so at the. If I go up, then that's who I am, I guess. So I was just like, you know, let's do it. It seems like an amazing opportunity. Once in a lifetime, like, being one of five, it was just like the biggest blessing I ever could imagine. Are you.
Nick Viall
Are you a fan of the show? Like, did you watch it much? Or were you just, like, kind of familiar with, like, what homework did you do going in?
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, yeah, I was definitely familiar because my little sisters. Actually, all my sisters have watched the UK version and a little bit of the usa.
Nick Viall
Okay.
Jeremiah Brown
Because when I said dm, they started freaking the hell out. And I was like, what? What's going on? Because I've, like, walked by them and they've been watching it. Like, I hear the accents. I'm like, what the hell is that? So I've seen it a little bit, and then I was definitely familiar with it. I watched three episodes of season six, and I was like, I think if I watch anymore, I'm gonna psych myself out of it. So I just watched the episodes and was like, let's go see.
Nick Viall
Yeah, right. It's always, like, a balance between, like, it feels like Ace did a lot of homework. Sorry. As I was a little bit of a dick. But yeah, it's a balance between, like, knowing what you. Like knowing what you're getting into. I always tell People like in reality TV or like, certainly I always tell fans, right? Because like, a lot of fans will love to be like, well, they know what they signed up for. I'm like, when it comes to shows like this, you have no idea what this is like until you experience it. Like, it's just if you know, you know, and if you don't, like, you can watch a million shows and like, it's just not the same. Being in it versus like being a fan of it. And like, it doesn't matter what your contract says. It doesn't matter what a producer might say to what you can expect. Like, you know, going there and being in that crazy environment is. No one knows what it's like until they set foot in that universe. Yeah, yeah, it's crazy. You mentioned earlier that you've done a lot of work on yourself and you know, like, obviously this is a show that it's fun, it's scandalous, it's messy, but it's a dating show, right? And like everyone who watches this show, like, why we love these shows, why we love reality tv, is because, like, it's like a fantasy way to like look at dating and like in real time culture, right? And I think, you know, obviously fans, and I hope you remember this when you get your phone back, it's just like, listen, fan is short for fanatic. So whether someone's there telling you how great you are or telling you you're a piece of shit, they don't know who you are. You know what I'm saying? They're just fans. They, they don't know, right? But we do as fans, because everyone's, everyone who's watching this, projecting, right? They're just projecting like, you know, they're watching it because either you remind them of someone they dated that screw over, that you remind them of themselves, you know, we like to watch you guys make fools of yourself or like, you know, be vulnerable because it's just easier to watch you do that than like look in the mirror and like that. You know what I'm saying? But that all being said, like your fans, I think a lot of people who are fans of you, you know, here, they, they saw that. How old are you again?
Jeremiah Brown
25.
Nick Viall
25, right. So they saw this young man in his 25s, good looking guy, right? Like, you know, I'm assuming you've gotten this before. We're like, you know, you got a face car where it's just like, he's probably a douchebag, you know, like he's, he's too good looking not to be. You know what I'm saying? Like, and maybe hell, like, you know, when I was, you know, your age and I was young, I think, you know, when you have opportunities, you have to cut your teeth and you have to, like, take your bruises and you have to, like, look in the mirror and reflect on, like, you know, I think we all make mistakes, dating and things like that, right? So I'd love to hear a little bit about your dating story about, like, you know, for me, like, when I was, you know, in my early 20s, I was. I was like a serial, serial monogamist, right? I was kind of like a love martyr. Like, I had these, like, parents who, like, had a great relationship, and they taught me a lot of good things about love, but it was almost like I almost, like, took it a step too far. I was fighting too hard for relationships. I was, like, falling in love too quickly. I know people are throwing the word, like, love bomber around in 2025, and, like, it's not. It doesn't mean what it used to mean back in the day. But, like, I was falling fast, right? I was getting caught up in my emotions. But that being said, I'd love to learn about you in terms of, like, what was Jeremiah Brown like when he first started dating? Like, late teens, early 20s? Like, how did you carry yourself in relationships? And when you mentioned doing the work, what did that look like? And what kind of steps in your mind did you think you made?
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, it's young. Okay. I'd say in college, like, I never dated, like, from, like, I didn't have a girlfriend. I was 22, 23. So I just, like, would find a girl I liked and talked to her for, like, six months. Talked to her for a year. Like, I hated labels. I hated, like, and I didn't hate, but I just didn't want labels. I wanted all that freedom that came with it. Like, anniversaries. Didn't want to do any of that. And then I finally got into my first relationship, and then a month in, I cheated. And I didn't know how I could do that because I proud, I prided myself on, oh, I read books. I'm this guy. I'm the best. So, yeah, like, two. Two years ago, a month into my relationship, I cheated and I had to look at myself in the mirror. So I'm like, oh, I like, trump myself up my head to be this great guy. And I was like, okay, how come I didn't have the strength to say no to this girl? Like, how what made me like not strong in that moment. So I was like, I got to figure this out. Because not only did I hurt someone I loved, I hurt myself. So then I went to therapy and I'm still in therapy for like two years now just to see like what was going on. So that, that's what the work looked like, you know, two years ago.
Nick Viall
Started therapy now when you, I mean if you're comfortable talking about it, like when you say you cheated, like did you like have sex with someone else? Like hot. Did you like, did you come clean? Like, oh yeah, yeah, yeah. How did that all, how did it all play out?
Jeremiah Brown
So boom, it's my one of my best friend's birthdays and then I invite my two like friends, like my genuine friends of homegirls that came over and it wasn't pre planned or nothing. And then we all got super. I don't want to blame on alcohol and I don't want to talk about the alcohol part, but we all got super lit, right? Went out to the club, came back and she fought in. She followed me into the bathroom and I didn't have the strength to say no. I could have said no. I didn't. And then it happened and then I walked out, I called my mom because I didn't have my car because it was in la. I said, mom, come get me. I up da da da. And it was instant, instant regret. Got home, drove and told my girlfriend immediately, like, like three hours later I told her what happened. And then, yeah, we broke up, got back together and then they had to start therapy and started working on myself because I was like, how could I have done that when I thought I was this great guy?
Nick Viall
It's obviously not cool what you did, but obviously like not everyone comes clean right away. And, and more than that, more, more people just feel like as long as they say they're sorry and then they talk about doing the work and they don't do the work and like credit to you for like, you know, jumping into therapy and, and, and trying to actually make, you know, take actions to like, you know, improve yourself. Like you're gonna make a lot more mistakes in Life. You're only 25. Like all, all we can do is just, you know, try to get better. You know, obviously we'll talk about you a hood in a little bit on. But like obviously she's caught a lot of heat for, you know, how she's carried herself too. But like I've been huda, you know what I'm saying? Like I'VE Maybe not like, exactly how she's done it, but like, I. You know what I'm saying? Like, I've. Yeah, I've been like, fucked up from. From love and shit like that. What are you comfortable sharing in terms of, like, what you learned about yourself through therapy in terms of like, just kind of understanding yourself, you know, nowadays, like, we watch these shows, a lot of people want to, like, diagnose these characters, like attachment styles, things like that, or just maybe even understanding love. Language is how we connect with our partners and things like that. Like, what did you learn about yourself in terms of, like, how you, you know, receive love, show love, things like that?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, I think in the beginning, you know, being a model is a lot about attention. And like, I've had freedom for 23, 22 years of my life being able to do whatever I want, and I hadn't had to flex that muscle of saying no, not even to make an excuse. Just I didn't have to flex that muscle of saying no, especially being, you know, messed up. So it was the. More of the fact, like, yeah, just having to flex a muscle of saying no and not having been in a real relationship and like learning like, okay, like, you have to make not even sacrifices, but like, if you're in a relationship, that means you're saying no to everything else. And that's what makes this yes guess, you know, so much better. And so at the beginning it was just like not needing attention from other people because I love attention. Like, I always, like in high school, like, whether even when I was ugly, I loved attention because I was a class clown. So it was just like needing attention, being ugly, needing attention, looking good. And then now, like, the latter part of the work was just like getting rid of like the guilt and the shame. Because I carried that guilt for like over a year and a half of what I did because it really messed me up because, like, how could I do that? Someone. So I carried that guilt for like a year and a half. And then that part was like, like the main thing was like, not lighting myself on fire to keep other people warm. And that's what I did. Like, the latter part of the relationship of just like trying to do too much to make up for what I did like two years ago. And so that was like the last part of the work was just like putting myself first and like, self trust and getting rid of self doubt and like self love and stuff like that.
Nick Viall
Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Yeah, it's. It's tough too, right? Because like, you know, you enter a relationship, people want to know, like, have you ever cheated before? It can follow you like a scarlet letter. And it's just like, you want to own it, but at the same time, you want to be like, man, like, do I have to. How long do I have to talk about this? Oh, yeah. Here you are talking about it now. It seems like you're processing it in a healthy way. Like, how long ago did your last relationship break up? When the. When you. The conversation about going back on Love island started.
Jeremiah Brown
It was February. She broke with me February 8th. Damn. Okay. I shouldn't have. Maybe. Maybe I should have took more time recognizing that. February 8th. And they hit me up at the end of February.
Nick Viall
Okay. All right. Yeah. Okay, cool. How long was that relationship?
Jeremiah Brown
Like, a year and a half. August 2023 to February 2020.
Nick Viall
Did you give her the heads up that you're gonna go on Love island or no?
Jeremiah Brown
Nah, we had each other blocked at the time. We had, like, a really, like. We broke up, and then we had a really, like, solid ending. And then one day, it just got. Yeah. Then one day, it kind of. We just blocked each other and everything. So she has. Yeah. She had no idea. And honestly, I don't know what is going on with her either. I hope she's good, though.
Nick Viall
Okay. Yeah, but you got. You got nothing but love and respect, I'm assuming.
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, for sure. No, she's amazing. Like, I wish her the best. She's gonna do great. Like, she's amazing.
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I don't know. Again, like, I don't think people nowadays are using the word love bombing accurately. Like it's, you know, it's not just because someone says I love you in the first couple of weeks because they get really excited and infatuated with somebody. But that being said again, like I was a young man who like, you know, I really wanted to like emulate my parents relationship. I wanted to be in a relationship and I was very picky. But when I liked a girl, I liked a girl, you know, and I would just, you know, does that, I feel like that kind of relates to maybe how you were a little bit. Or am I, am I off there? Like, were you falling fast the same way you kind of carry yourself in Love island in other relationships or you know, what was the reason for you kind of coming in there and being so focused on Huda?
Jeremiah Brown
Honestly, like that's not who I am at all because I've only like been in love like two or three times. Not that I Was in love with Hooda or even told her I loved her. But yeah, no, like, I've never been that type. Like, we're not with my first girl, my only girlfriend, we started talking in January and we didn't date till August, so it's like eight months, you know? But with Huda, it was like, I'll tell you why I did the cheat kiss. I, like, I didn't. They. They could steal, right? And I was like, I really mean, Hood had this crazy electricity between us. And I was like, I kind of panicked. I'm gonna keep it a whole stack. I panicked and I was like, what can I do to not get stolen? Okay, I can give it get the cheat kiss. So it wasn't even that already liked her that much. I just didn't want to get her st to keep it to stack. I was like, you know, I want to really explore this. And then once we had two or three combos, I was like, holy, are you going to explore this? And then not going to lie. Like, we got. This was a mistake on, like, both our part. We got really intimate really soon, and that kind of set us up for failure like the rest of what happened.
Nick Viall
But yeah, and when you say intimate, like, you guys had sex, I'm not.
Jeremiah Brown
I'm not here to kiss and tell.
Nick Viall
I respect that. All right. Gotta ask the question.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, I get it. We got real intimate real soon, and it kind of just like skipped a bunch of steps and that's what led to, you know.
Nick Viall
Okay, and is Huda, like, similar to women you've dated in the past? Whether it's looks or personality, like, what. What made you va. What was that vibe that you. That felt so strong? Where do you think that came from?
Jeremiah Brown
It was definitely, like, her gaze and the way she. Like, when I think my favorite part about women is the way she looks at me and her smile and like, her smile and the way she looked at me was just so enticing. And then we had a lot of conversations about, like, values in the beginning. I'm not gonna be rude, but I kind of got, like, emotion fish. Like, she. She said she's emotionally mat values. So we lined up on a bunch of those. So I was like, okay, cool. She checks all, like, all my physical boxes and a lot of my spiritual emotional. So why would I go? And that was where my head was at. Not saying it was the right thing to do, but I don't regret it. But yeah, I was like, okay, she's so fucking dope. Like, I'm not Gonna ruin that and go talk to girls I'm not interested in. That's where my head was at in the beginning.
Nick Viall
Okay, yeah, that, that, that makes sense. You were kind of caught saying, like, early on, you know, like, oh, if we win. And then you kind of corrected yourself. I mean, make it to the end. So then obviously, like, you know, honestly, I think it's kind of. I mean, half, Half. Most of your cast comes in with like a heavy following these days.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah.
Nick Viall
That being. Yeah. So, like, I don't know, I kind of like, I think it's almost like a stupid. When fans, like, you know, like, they came here to be famous, it's like they are on a TV show. That being said, like. Yeah. Like, do you feel like, do you feel like in any way you were kind of gaming the game or playing the game or like, or certainly any more than any of your peers?
Jeremiah Brown
No, because for me, as you can see in the episodes, I can't fake shit. So when I was really unhappy and I was really messed up, I couldn't just say, let's stay together because I could have like, I'll just say, like the door recoupling. I know Iris isn't really my type and I know she isn't really my type, but I still chose her. And that was like a roll the dice. I could have just chose Hood and made that relationship work, but I can't fake. So, no, I wasn't really gaming the system. I didn't even look at it like that because I feel like if I was, I would have some plan B's and some plan C's, but I just kind of dove into one girl. So I personally don't see it like that, but I can get it like, oh, he's just so focused. He must just be here to win. But, but as you can see, when I was unhappy, I, you know, I. I hear you.
Nick Viall
So in terms of like, you and Huda, obviously, like, I mean, you guys were, I don't know if you know this, but like, people were tuning in to watch YouTube, like, love you or hate you guys, like, whatever they thought about your relationship, you guys were must see television because it was honestly like so toxic so fast. From your perspective, like, how much of, how much of the show have you seen it all? Are you not seen any of it?
Jeremiah Brown
Like, Like, I've seen a couple episodes. I watched almost all of the one I left on and then I. But I watched like, I skimmed through most of them, so I've seen some of them.
Nick Viall
So I guess I mean, obviously, when it comes to shows like this, even though there's an episode almost every night, there's a lot we don't get to see. So, one, like, from your perspective, when did things start getting a little rocky? And then two, we'd love any context of, like, important information that, you know, what didn't we get to see when, you know, when it comes to Yarn Huda's relationship, in terms of, like, why things kind of took a turn the way they did.
Jeremiah Brown
That's a great question. Honestly, things were amazing up until the day. I call it the pancake day. We won't get into it right now, but the pancake day, the. Things were amazing until the pancake day. So we had, like, a week, I think maybe eight days of just, like, it was fire. Like, yeah, there were some minor things, but, like, we had so much genuine, like, just such a crazy general connection off the rip. And where things started going south was like, I told her who I was in a relationship, and then she kind of took that as who I need to be now, and I didn't nip that in the bud, so I take responsibility. Like, I didn't sit her down like, yo, like, that's not who I am. Instead, I said, you know what? You're right. Let me be Superman already. Because it takes me, like, eight. It takes me a long time to get to, like, you know, super boyfriend. And that's. I was like, oh, in a relationship, I do this. And she took that and was like, okay, that's who you are now. And I'm like, so you.
Nick Viall
Can you clarify what do you mean by that in terms of, like, what you actually said to her in terms of, like, so. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Jeremiah Brown
So I was just like, you know, I do the little things. I do the flower. I just told her how I was in my last relationship. Like, you know, the flowers, the. The restaurant, like, anything, like, what a boyfriend does, like, the cute things. I said, I do all that. And then she was like, okay, bet. And then, like, the day after, she's like, why are you doing any of that? And I was like, wait, wait, that's why I'm in a relationship. But I didn't say that. I said, oh, you're right. Let me go try to do that. So I think I tried to be Superman instead of let her know, like, that's not who I am. That takes me months to get there, you know? Like, that's not who I am in, like, three days into the villa.
Nick Viall
Yeah.
Jeremiah Brown
And that's where things the expectations just didn't get set right. And then the intimacy got way too much. And I didn't say like, yo, I'm not comfortable with this. I just tried to be Superman. And that's what kind of, that's where it really got toxic.
Nick Viall
So like obviously Love island has this unique, its own lingo, it's obviously has its own set of rules, right? This whole like, are you closed off? Are you not closed off? You're in a couple, but you're not closed off. People are like hooking up but you're not closed off. Like you're then all of a sud making out with your friends during the challenges and things like that. Two part question, like, yeah, what conversations did the entire group, if any, have about like how this all works, you know, in terms of like expectations or like what were expectations of the group? But more specifically you and Huda.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah.
Nick Viall
Like how did you guys navigate, you know, because like Huda, it seemed like Huda was just like, this is my man. You know, we're in a relationship. We were a boyfriend and girlfriend. We were absolutely gonna get married. You know, we are, we are in love. And like, listen, I don' know, like if you feel it, you feel it, right? Like again in the real world, I've, I mean I've gotten in a relationship two days in and, and, and, and stupidly talked about like planned our future. Like I've been that, I've been that guy.
Jeremiah Brown
Right.
Nick Viall
I'm not gonna fall, you know, but like this is also in a world where you're, you're making out in challenges and like that like, did you and Huda ever like talk about like expectations of how you guys were going to navigate? Especially once you guys were like so hot and heavy right away?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, I mean, well, within the group first, like they've like for two weeks told me do this, do that, do this, do that. And I'm kind of like my own person. Like I love to just do it. Like I can't fake nothing. So I can't like go pull her, pull a random girl for a chat because they tell me to. I was like, all right, for sure. So for two weeks I was kind of like battling the guys. Like, no, I'm good. Like I want to explore this. Like, I'm good, I'm good, I'm good. And then at the same time, you know, I'm hearing like me and her get into it. But our expectations were just like like the chat, the baseball challenge is the first challenge. I think that really like she didn't like how I. Like, I had to kiss a girl or I gotta kiss a Maya, but at the same time, I would do little things to try to make it not that bad, like, you know what I'm saying? So there was a lot of pressure, like, okay, let me do the challenge this way so I don't get yelled at later. Let me do the challenge this way so I don't get in trouble. And then we got to a point where it's just like, before the lumberjack challenge. We're like, you know, we're just gonna enjoy the challenges fully, and whatever happens, happens. Like, we're gonna. You know, we're still like. Like, you know, not locked in, but we're still really close. But we have that freedom now to enjoy the challenges.
Nick Viall
Okay, and did you, like, how did you guys come to that decision to change up?
Jeremiah Brown
It was kind of just like, you know, we're here to play the. I forgot what happened. Oh, she got really mad at the. Me kissing Amaya at the goddamn baseball challenge, and I was just like, yeah. Like, I'm not gonna go through this the rest of the show. Like, we gotta. Like, the challenges are for the challenges. I want to participate. I don't want to be the guy. Like, I gotta be myself. I can't just go into a challenge, just hide and, you know, do the cheek kiss in the rest of the show. Like, I gotta be myself and show people, like, who I am. I'm a fun guy. So it's like, it was just like that. It was like, we both got to participate and, like, be here to be here.
Nick Viall
That's crazy. Yeah. I mean, it's. I mean that. I just. I remember that first challenge, and, like, I forgot who, like, jumped up, and I'm like, he's not even. I'm like, like, how, like, these people can operate this way. Like, it's like, it's Love Island. You know what I'm saying?
Jeremiah Brown
Like, exactly.
Nick Viall
Holy cow. So I guess, like, just. Yeah. Just you and Huda. Like, you know, I think there's a lot of, you know, if you're a Huda, Stan, right? Like, yeah, obviously she's caught a lot of heat, right? And there's a lot of people just, like, not understanding the way Huda's moving and things like that. And I'm sure people are anxious to, like, hear her perspective on things, but there's always, like, the hood of Stan. Like, they're of the perspective. Like, she's gonna come out of the villa or you're gonna Come out of the villa and, and it's gonna be like a bad edit situation, right? Like, oh, we didn't get to see certain stuff like that. Do you feel like overall, while they can't show everything from what you've been able to see or from what you've heard or understand how things were shown, do you feel like ultimately the show captured the dynamic of your guys relationship?
Jeremiah Brown
Respectfully, from what I've seen, yes. Like, I, like, I still have a lot, I still care for her very deeply, but there was a lot of instances where we were just talking and she would, you know, crash out and I have nothing but respect for her still. But it's just like, yeah, it was pretty accurate because there's some moments where I'm watching myself and I'm just like, bro, get up. Like, don't take that. But when you're on like no sleep, it's hard to like know if you're in the right or the wrong. So I feel like that's why it took so long in my conversations to see like, okay, am I in the right here? Am I in the wrong here? So that's why, like you'll see me take a day or two to have extra conversations with her just to make sure I was, you know, I like to see things through to the end. So I wasn't just going to give up on the first fight. So. But it was pretty.
Nick Viall
I, you know, watching you again. I'm a fan, you know, obviously, so maybe I'm biased, but like I saw someone who. It makes sense that you're in therapy. You seem like you're an introspective person, right? Like at times you reminded me of me when, you know, like you, you seem to like, do your own thing and walk your own path. And like, you know, again, I've, I've always, I've always dated women with big personalities, like, you know, different. You know, there's a spectrum of big personalities. But like, you know, I want to be understanding, right. And as a man in 2025, right, we, we get a lot of notes, right? You know, ways where that men have, haven't behaved well in the past. You, how we need to step up and how we should maybe listen more than speak and, and things like that. So honestly, I, I saw someone like you who was this like, you know, people like your critics would say you're not necessarily good at communicating your feelings. I saw a person who was just like kind of not sure how to move from one moment to the next because it felt like, you were getting a ton of notes. But, like, if you were trying to understand your critics, what ways do you think you could maybe have better communicated with Huda, if any way at all?
Jeremiah Brown
I totally see where they're coming from. And like, the part that, the main part is that when I felt things were moving too fast and the expectations were too high, instead of communicating that that was too much for me, I did the opposite and said, you know what? I like you so much, I'll try to be that person I'm not ready to be yet. So that makes sense. Like, I dead ass didn't communicate my feelings, so they're, they're right in that regard.
Nick Viall
Hard.
Jeremiah Brown
At the same time, it is hard because when you know you're on no sleep, it's like, okay, am I. I don't want to, like, look like an. I don't want to, you know, do the wrong thing. So it's like you do try to take. Be more patient with everybody else and put, you know, other people first because you don't, like, it's hard to have a clear mind. Like, okay, am I tripping? Is she tripping? So that's why I feel like I was extra patient and kind of like not went above and beyond, but I was like, okay, let me really hear her out for hours and hours to make sure, you know, like, seeing who she is as a person. So, yeah, but no, I definitely didn't communicate. This is way too fast for me. Let's slow down. Because I liked her so much, I can own that. Like, I, that was my main mistake, was not like, telling her, like, let's, let's slow down.
Nick Viall
No, I appreciate that answer. Hood of revealing that she's a mom was obviously a main storyline and a big moment not only for the show, but for you guys, I guess. First, like, do you wish she would have told you sooner or are you comfortable with, like, the time and how she opened up about. About her being a mom?
Jeremiah Brown
Honestly, it's hard to say because I have no idea what that, what that is like in her shoes. And I don't remember how soon she told me, but honestly, I wasn't mad at her for not telling me yet because I feel like I get it. Like, you don't want to, you don't want to come in here and say it's two sides. Like, you don't want to come in here and say you have a mom because everyone's going to think of you as that. At the same time, like, you want a chance to be Yourself and not. But at the same time you do have a kid. So like I see both sides of the coin. But I wasn't mad. I was just really caught off guard. Like I wasn't like mad that she like hit it for a couple days, but I was like, I did get to know her and at that point we were good. So I was kind of just like, oh, okay. Like it wasn't like, okay.
Nick Viall
Normally my wife is, is in these interviews, she's traveling right now. She had a lot, you know, we're new parents.
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, congrats.
Nick Viall
Thank you. You know, and as a guy, I was like, listen, Hooda can like reveal that however she wants, you know. But as a mom, you know, my wife, you know, Natalie, she, you know, I wish she was here to articulate this but like for, from her perspective, she just felt like it sounded kind of odd that when Huda talked about having a daughter, it was always in the lens of she always like centered herself. She was like, I'm a mom, I'm a mom, I'm a mom. As if it was like in a way when you're saying when she opened up to you, it was almost like, hey, I'm a mom. I don't want you to think of me any differently or certainly like not be, you know, any less attracted to me. Understanding like hey, as a certain different responsibilities, you know, like, it's not the same as like dating a, like a 20 some year old like without a kid. But it almost seemed like she, the way she communicated it is if she expected like preferential treatment in a way as opposed to like, you know, when Nelly says she like talks about our daughter, it's like, I have a, I have a daughter. It's always like my daughter like, you know, my daughter does this. My, it's. And then Huda was like, I'm a mom. I'm a mom mom. It's like did you see it that way? Or like after hearing, you know, again, like, like I got no notes. This is, I'm, I'm communicating, you know, from my wife. But like, does that make sense? And were there other people in the villa that maybe like didn't quite understanding how Hudo was, you know, handling communicating, being a mom?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, I totally see what you mean now because I like, I watched the episode the other day and it was like she's just like me. She likes what I like, she's da da, da da. And it was like so not to bash on her but like it was a lot of self centeredness. Now that you mentioned that, which makes a lot of sense because my sister's had a baby, and it's all about the baby. Like, she'll say she a mom, but then it's all about the baby. So, yeah, now that you say that, it was definitely like, a lot of, I'm a mom. The dog's just like me. I'm. I do this for her. I do that for her. I do this. So it's like, yeah, I kind of noticed that in conversation with her, which is why I kind of, like, started to move because she didn't really ask me questions about myself. That's a different topic. But, yeah, I see what you're saying now that definitely. That definitely is true.
Nick Viall
You've got some criticism from people who wanted you to, like, ask more questions about her for her child. Did you ask more questions and we just didn't get to see it, or do you feel like maybe you could have handled it a little bit better now that you reflect on. On how that situation went down?
Jeremiah Brown
Honestly, most of the time we did talk about her, but I remember we talked a lot about her daughter at the date, and then we talked a lot about her daughter on the pink couch conversation. We had a pink house conversation for, like, an hour before Ariana got there, and we talked about her daughter for, like, 30, 45 minutes, like, right after. And then after that shit went south, so we didn't get to talk about it. But, yeah, we had at least. At least two or three conversations talking about her daughter.
Nick Viall
I. I thought it was, like, kind of. I mean, again, it's. You know, she. It's. It's her story. So I get that she had certain ways of wanting to handle it, but, like, the way it was, like, okay, I'm gonna. I'm gonna tell Jeremiah, but then. And then I'm gonna kind of. And I'm gonna tell the women, and then I'm gonna, like. Then I'm not gonna tell the guys, but then. Oh, you can tell. You can tell Nick. It's just like, that. That seemed hard to keep up with. I. I. Did you ever ask her, like, why she decided to go about it this way? Because it just seemed almost like I didn't. I didn't understand it. Like, I get. Yeah. Like, I didn't understand why she was so selective and secretive about just, like. I mean, hey, you're a mom. Like, I. I get it. Like, I get the reservations. Like, I understand that. Like, I'm sure, you know, there's a lot of, you know, listen, A kid's a single mom, a kid. Not a lot of people are up for that responsibility and challenge, and I'm sure, like, that can feel, like, a lot of pressure. I totally understand that. But, like, at some point, just, like, own that you have this beautiful child and, like, just. Just be a. Be a great part of who you are. But, like, what was that like for you?
Jeremiah Brown
It was interesting at first, because at first I'm just like, I have no idea what that's like. So, like, I kind of just removed my judgment and was like, okay, let's see how this goes. So then she told the girls, and then I found out. Then I had to wait a couple days to talk to Nick about it. So, yeah, it was interesting. But I guess I see the fact that she just didn't want to be known as the mom at first and wanted everyone to see her for her. So I totally get that side of things. But it was, like. Like, curious for me, navigating that because I couldn't say stuff to certain people about it. But, I mean, that's. That comes with it.
Nick Viall
Okay, when America voted and recoupled you with Iris, what was that moment like? Because I. At that point, like, what were you guys. Were there. There was cracks in your relationship from your perspective at that point?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, definitely none that I've really got of. It was the same thing. I didn't vocalize. Like, these expectations are way too high for me. Like, we're not dating. Like, I was basically in a relationship when we weren't dating, and I didn't say anything about that because I liked her, and I was like, okay, let's just keep going. And. Yeah, so once America did that, at first I was pissed because I felt me and the hood had just had a really long talk at the fire pit about just how we're going to move forward, and then we got recoupled. And then I was like, as you can see, I'm just like, what the. I was so caught off guard because I was like, okay, once Jalen and Pepe went for the recouping. Okay. Oh, I'm good. Then once America did that, I'm like, okay, there's def. They're seeing the I'm feeling, but I'm not vocalizing. But I don't want to be like. I don't want my ego to take over and be like, the problem. Yeah. America's, like, got my back, so I had to, like, slowly try to pull out what America saw and make sure I wasn't just being like, so yeah. Once I seen that and I had the emotions I felt when, when it was Charlie or Huda leaving, I was like, okay, yeah, like there's something this year that I need to communicate more.
Nick Viall
For sure that night, you know, something I definitely have to give you shit for. And I, I didn't understand why you couldn't do that. But like, yeah, it, it seemed like a weak moment for you.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah.
Nick Viall
To not pull Huda and like check in with her and you were just like, I just want to go to my pillow or my bed or whatever. Yeah. What do you, what do you got to say about that?
Jeremiah Brown
No, that was by far a weak moment. I was very, I guess disappointed with how I responded things, but I just know being there, I kind of, I just shut down. And I don't really have an excuse whether it's to sleep or the whatever I was going through, but I just shut down. I told her that and I apologize. You guys, like two hours about it. But yeah, no, I definitely just shut down is definitely one of my weaker moments. I wish I could have been there for her, but I wasn't. And I just have to own that. Like, I shut down and I wasn't.
Nick Viall
No, listen, I get it. I. Again, I'm not trying to make excuses for you, but I just, I think I. One thing that people don't see on that show is the emotional and mental fatigue that all of you are dealing with 24 7. You got no support system. Like, yeah, you get avocado toast, but I'm sure it's. You just do not have the comforts of home. But anyways, you said you apologize for two hours. Is that what you said? Or did I understand you correctly?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, we had a conversation the next day, I think in the speakeas for like two to three hours about like what. Just like, I apologize. She basically was like for the first two hours, actually for all of it was like two or three hours, honestly, like maybe even four. But it was just like me apologizing for not showing up. How can we move forward? And then her just saying she's hurt the whole time. Like there was no. Because I'm a conflict one. I'm going to apologize, validate your feelings. And then I want to conflict, resolute or at least start working towards, towards that. But really the conversation speaking is just about just how she felt.
Nick Viall
And I, yeah, to that point. I hear what you're saying. It was, I mean, my, one of my frustrations with Huda. Like I'm always trying to watch this like with this empathetic lens and like, you know, just, I don't know, like, again, I don't. I was on the Bachelor long ago, so like, I have empathy for all you guys and I, you know, I know what it's like to, you know, watch something back and be like, you don't understand, you know, like, and like that. But, but watching Huda, it was just like to your point, like, it's tough in a relationship where the person you're in conflict with, like every response is about their feelings. Because like, we're all entitled to our feelings. I get it. But like, I, I don't feel the same as you. So like, how can we better understand? And it was always just about her feelings. Like, I guess. And what I'm asking is like everything we saw in terms of her doing that, that felt very, that's how you felt felt in the villa. Like that wasn't, that wasn't editing or anything. Like, yeah, like them taking like two times Huda talking about her feelings. Like, was that a theme with Huda where she would constantly center her feelings when you guys were dealing with conflict?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, respectfully, yeah, it's hard because I want to like badmouth her, but respectfully, yes, it is. A lot of, even I can say this because even the girls in Hannah and they all said this when they talked to her. It was like, yeah, respectfully, it's a lot of III in any conversation. It's a lot of iii.
Nick Viall
So, yeah, listen, I get it and I understand, I'm ask, know you want to be a gentleman here, but like, I think again, like, that's why we watch these shows. We appreciate, you know, like, you're clearly not coming in here to like talk shit, you know, and things like that. But so I, and I do appreciate you being upfront and trying to, to walk delicately with these answers. That being said, like, if, if Hutter were here, right, like, what do you think her response would be? And I guess, like, what is your optimism that Huda is going to come out of this and you know, kind of like be like, oh, like I kind of see what other people are seeing now or I see what Jeremiah is seeing. Do you think she has that self awareness and that ability to grow or do you think it's going to be a challenge for her when she gets out?
Jeremiah Brown
I'm gonna give her the benefit of the doubt and say yes. I think maybe when she watches it back, she realized like everything, almost everything she said was rooted in I or I maybe did this or I might have been toxic or I might have done this. So yeah, I think, I think she'll come out of here and see some things. I know that I'm seeing some things about myself too. So yeah, I think it's fair to say that she, I hope she can come out here and see some things where it's like, oh, okay.
Nick Viall
Maybe initially when America matched you with Iris, it was like her, her narrative, at least what we saw was her being like, yeah, you must be doing behind my back, Jeremiah, because America is trying to protect me. Now granted, like, in fairness to Huda, like Alandria. I know. I think like kind of like planted that seed. Obviously the girls were just like having her back and like. But yeah, she really took that bait, so to speak. And then is again, is that, is that how it felt? And Villa, like, how much of that four hour or two hour fight conversation was her trying to like, you know, trying to figure out what you were doing wrong?
Jeremiah Brown
No. Yeah, she said that. She was like, you're not doing the things you're supposed to be doing. And America saw that and that's why they took you. And this, that and the third. And like she was like, when I make, after I say this, actually I'm not trying to be an. But she was like, when I say cute comments, you make faces and people see that. But her, the cute comments are jokes about kids or marriage. So she'll say a joke about kids or marriage and I'll be like, what? Like da, da, da, da. And she'll that as me not being liking her as much as she likes me. So I'm like already lost at that point. But yeah, it was just things like that.
Nick Viall
Yeah. Okay. Yeah, she's like, she's talking about your wedding and you're just not, you're not responding the way you want.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, yeah, exactly.
Nick Viall
So before we move on from Huda, like, I guess like, what are your final thoughts on that? Relationships, like any regrets? I know, like you have no regrets, but like just being a little bit more reflective.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah.
Nick Viall
How would you want people to like just feel about that relationship or just make, you know, whatever thing clear, you know, for people who have a lot of opinions about your guys's relationship.
Jeremiah Brown
Okay. I would say one, it was very real and very general off the bat. It got a little toxic due to me not nipping in the bud the crazy expectations that she had set for me early and then the communication at the end was just not being perceived. Well, when I was trying to de escalate and she would kind of crash out. But at the end of the day, yeah, I just know that moving forward, like what I learned from it is not being intimate too soon. And then when I feel something about this is moving way too fast instead of just like dealing with it or trying to be Superman because I like the girl to be like, whoa, like I'm not comfortable with this. But then the day, it was very real and like we still have a lot of, you know, love for each other, but yeah, just our communication styles, I'll just say that are a little different.
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Jeremiah Brown
It's hard to say. Honestly. It wouldn't have mattered for me because the stuff she was saying about me, that's the thing that really like took me out of it was that night that we got recoupled that she was calling me, you know, a bitch and a liar and if I made her food, she'd shove it in my face. And I just don't do that. Like that's not How I treat people. Like, I don't do that to people. So I was like, once I heard that, it was like, no matter what she said, it was kind of over with, even though I tried a couple more times just to see what was going on. But I don't think she would have, honestly. Actually, I'm cap. Because she did until. I don't know how much y' all saw, but literally every day up until I left, she would try to, you know, talk to me or kiss me or do something like that. So honestly, maybe, but. But I don't know what bombshells they would have brought in for her, but I don't. I don't know. Honestly, probably, maybe.
Nick Viall
Okay. Oh, and I keep saying I want to move on from hood of. But that night that you match up with Iris Huda, like, got out of her bed and sat in the hallway and the next morning you were like, hey, I'm sorry I couldn't go to you. What did you mean by that when you apologized to her that you, like, couldn't go there? And I'm glad you didn't because it felt like she was like, you know, playing running game and just like wanted you to go out there and chase her. But, like, what did you mean that you couldn't go out there?
Jeremiah Brown
Like, once we're in our beds, we're supposed to stay in our beds. I think I got you. Once we're in our beds for the night, you stay in your beds for the night. You don't go to other people's beds or, you know, essentially understood.
Nick Viall
That makes sense. That being said, which do you think she was hoping that you would not abide by those rules?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, there was a lot of times we almost got in trouble for like some rule breaking stuff. But yeah, it's hard to say because I'm like, I want to be there for her. But then that was the same night I heard all those crazy things she said about me. So I was just like, I. That's where I kind to draw the line. Like, I already been so patient in my opinion, for some things, so. But when you're calling me out my name to your friends, like screaming, I'm a to your friends, I'm just like, I can't do that. I can't.
Nick Viall
One last final hood of question. America got to see Huda talk a lot of about like some of the women, like Amaya. And then Iris, when she came in, were you guys aware of like how she was like, talking about like the bombshells when they Came in. Is it like a threat to you?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, no. Day one of Amaya, she definitely told me how much she did not like her because she made a comment about me or something because it's like, half scary, half cute. I'm like, oh, you really care about me. But, oh, okay. That's kind of crazy that you're doing all that. But yeah, she definitely let it be known day one and two that Amaya was there. She did not like Amaya. And then not too much about Iris. Honestly, I can't remember if she said too much to me about Iris, but I just know, like, my first conversation with Iris, I kind of shut it down. Like, I was like, oh, me and it are really good, but I don't remember her talking too much about Iris to me. I could be wrong. I remember it.
Nick Viall
Oh, and then, like, the SNM date where she was like, all right, lock it up. When you were making out with a bombshell, like, did you see that as, like, her, like, fudgeing around? Or, like, did that feel like she was being hypocritical?
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, no, that day. See, these are the cracks where, like, I didn't fully recognize because I'm so worried about some other shit. But, like, just things like that where it's, like, not even a double standard, but just, like, scary shit. Like her, like, I just to want watch the episode yesterday, like, her, like, doing that crazy. It's like, that would have been cute if we were dating or, like, months into relationship or, like, closed up, you know what I'm saying? But, like, her, like, going crazy with the two guys and then me, like, me and Iris is barely kissing, and she's like, all right. She said like, all right, hurry it up, or something like that. To me, I'm just watching it back, and I'm just like, okay, yeah, that was. This is not healthy. This is not healthy at all.
Nick Viall
Yeah. All right, let's move on. Let's talk about the boys for a second. America is. Has a lot of opinions. Before we get into the boys, I want to play you something that I thought was, like, it. It's gone. It's gone viral. This is. This is essentially how America feels about the. The men who voted you off. I want. I want you to watch this clip, and then we'll. And then we'll go. I want to get here your thoughts.
Jeremiah Brown
Okay?
Nick Viall
Hit it, Leia.
Jeremiah Brown
Snitches and rats are not the same thing.
Nick Viall
Let me break it down, make sure y' all see what I mean. A snitch is Someone minding other folks business to find information they can sell.
Jeremiah Brown
For a price or, or trade for.
Nick Viall
Some other form of compensation. A rat is a traitor or physical participator.
Jeremiah Brown
He doesn't sell secrets for powerful cash.
Nick Viall
He betrays the trust of his team.
Jeremiah Brown
Oh my God. Family.
Nick Viall
Hoping to save his own cowardly ass. The difference is, is at least a snitch is human. But a rat is a rat.
Jeremiah Brown
God dam. Are those the real numbers?
Nick Viall
Yeah, man, it's, it's, it's all. Yeah. I don't know, it's got like millions of views. It only got eight, you know, 800,000 likes. But you and Nick were boys when he left. He called you like his best friend. You were the one. He was the one guy that like Huda greenlight you like, you know, telling Huda was a mom. Yeah. You know, basically to break it down for you, America feels like, you know, Ace was like the ringleader of like that cliquey group of Nick and Taylor. Yeah, Nick certainly like had his moments but like, you know, clearly again, you're a great looking guy. You, you clearly like you, you, you seem to be independent, like you're not a follower. You seem like you made friends with the guys but like you weren't like trying to be a clique. And it really felt like we were watching a clique of men. And listen, like you, you got to like, you hooked up with Huda, whatever. Maybe it, you didn't like make the right moves, but whatever. And then like Andrina comes, comes in the bombshell, like obviously a gorgeous woman, like a lot of guys were attracted to her, like she liked you. And it honestly felt like when they got a chance to like get the best competition off the island because it's like you got first dibs and they were like getting leftovers. They, they took that chance, friend or not, and they voted your ass out. Like, do you see it any differently than America?
Jeremiah Brown
No, not at all. And it, it was when I, when, when that happened, I got voted off. I wanted to do just like, you know, say my piece, but I was just like, I just wasn't the time to do that. And I'm not one to just talk about so and so. It was just like, yeah, it was honestly just more like not heartbreaking but just like betrayal. Like y' all told me for two weeks to go and hoop, I start hooping, you know what I'm saying? I really take, I do the right things with Andrea. I'm like, we're doing friendship, best friends first, you know, I'm doing. Our values are finally lining up and then they still kick me off. I was like, yeah, they're just not. Them's not my peoples is all I can say. Them's not my peoples. For real.
Nick Viall
So like, I guess with Nick, right? Like, yeah. How quickly did you realize he wasn't the best friend that you thought he was early on? Like, how obvious was it to you that they. This was a very clicky group of men?
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, probably the first week, honestly. But the thing is, at the same time we had so many good moments. Like they were so funny. So it'd be times where I'm like, the click would kind of disband for a little bit and then some shit would go down. It would, it would get right back to it and I'm like, fuck, I thought we were over this. And me and Nick had so many good chats about like our friendship and stuff outside of this. But at the end of the day it was kind of just like Nick and Ace or sorry, Nick and Taylor just really, you know, respectively followed whatever Ace said. And yeah, that's the thing about. Sorry, not off topic, but like Taylor, like Taylor never actually said anything to me about a lot of nothing. But then watching it back, he had a lot to say, but to. About me, but not to me. So that would also caught me off guard because I didn't think he was like that. But yeah, long story short, short, I think I just wanted Nick to be. It was more one sided than I thought. Like I was like, that's my guy. But then his actions were showing otherwise and I kind of was just like at the end of the day I.
Nick Viall
Was like, okay, bro, how did you feel about Nick the next day after you left the island? Like, said something like, well, like, there's a lot of opportunity now, you know? Yeah, it was some, some reference to that. Like, how does that make you feel?
Jeremiah Brown
I mean, I knew what it was like, he, like, he pulled me aside and tried to talk to me and I was just being respectful because the last. Because I knew if I snapped, I wouldn't have snapped. But like, if I knew if I lost my cool, then I would have been boom, boom, boom, you know, Like, I mean, at the end of the day, like, I'm not gonna lie. Like the first two days I was gone, I was pretty pissed because I like, I thought those were my guys. But then like the smart thing to do was vote me off because they seen I was hooping like, you know, the bombshell came in. Andrea, she's Drop dead gorgeous and hilarious. And we had a strong connection already. So they seen that and, you know, decided to kick me out. So at the end of the day, it is a game show or a show. So they made the strategic move, but it still felt like betrayal.
Nick Viall
Do you think it like Nick and Ace that voted you off or do you think Ace was really like the ringleader and really driving that conversation?
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, man, it's so hard to say because Ace has always been like the ringleader driving the conversation. They kind of just like, yeah, yeah, he's right. So honestly, I don't know. It was probably all three of them. I just know I knew there was a chance I was going to leave, but I didn't think it would be me above Austin or Pepe.
Nick Viall
I thought it was bush league that Taylor delivered the news. I thought at least Ace would be man enough.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah, exactly, exactly. That they couldn't even look. And another thing that pissed me off was that when Jalen and Charlie left, like, they all came in the room and explained to them why they voted. But for me, all I got was it wasn't personal and I love you. Like, I didn't get a single, like, man to man word of why they voted it.
Nick Viall
There's some fan theories out there that, because early on that actually Ace had had the hots for Huda and in the spirit of like, the opposite of love is, is. Is not, not hate. Even though he seemed to be very opinionated about Huda, I guess there's some like, Instagram likes he's been liking her page. I don't know if that's people running his account or from, you know, in the past. I don't know. But, like, what do you have to say about the fans who think that, like, Ace kind of secretly has a thing for Huda?
Jeremiah Brown
I mean, he, he, he did kiss her during the blindfold challenge, so I can see that. And yeah, he just likes mess, which I get. But honestly, there could be truth to it. Honestly, because he did kiss her to it for the blindfold, the thing. And I honestly think ever since I curved Yalissa with the cheek kiss and he got stole that he ain't like me because he got stolen from Shelly and he likes Shelly. So maybe that's where it started.
Nick Viall
Yeah, I mean, clearly, like, he, you know, if you're not going to follow Ace, he, he's, he's not, he's not comfortable with you doing your own thing. And like, yeah, it was as clear that you did, you did not need their his approval, the way that Taylor and Nick seemed to need it and. And that clearly rubbed him the wrong way. Do you think he will see that and reflect and own up to that when he gets out of the villa? Or do you think he'll make some kind of excuse?
Jeremiah Brown
Honestly, I think we'll just say that I wasn't playing the game right, or I wasn't doing Love island right, and that's why he made the decisions he made. I think that's probably what I'll say.
Nick Viall
Well, America knows it was his insecurities, so there's a lot of. A lot of memes of aces feet not touching the ground floating around right now because they're mad that he sent you home. So if that makes you feel. Feel. I mean, I don't. You don't seem like a petty guy. We can be petty for you.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah. Good.
Nick Viall
Yeah, America is really. They're being like, called like the mean girls, you know, Regina George, like that.
Jeremiah Brown
No, I get it. I definitely get the mean girls reference. That's. That's definitely what it felt like at the end, for sure.
Nick Viall
Well, Ace, I really appreciate your time, man. Is there anything, like, I didn't get to ask you. I know you gotta go, but like, is there any, like, final thought? Oh, I called you Ace, man. I'm like, Jeremiah, I can't thank you enough for your time, man. Sorry, I just, like, I got. I got aces. Like, little feet just like in my mind, dangling. I've seen too many memes of that guy.
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, great.
Nick Viall
Final thoughts, man. Hot. You know, just. What. What can you leave us with? What if I didn't get to ask anything that you want to make sure you. You get the word out, like, now's the time.
Jeremiah Brown
Yeah. I say first and foremost, thank you so much for having me. This is like my first, like doing anything like this. And so, like, thank you for just like even nothing but welcoming and like, it's generally for like a conversation with the bro. So I want to thank you for that. To the Love island team crew cast. Like, everybody was just phenomenal to work with. Like, it was truly one the of. Of the most. Like, just like not life changing, but just like once in a lifetime opportunities ever. So I just want to thank them for everything. And I wish nobody in the villa still the best. Even though you did me dirty. I wish you the best and yeah, I'm excited to see what's next.
Nick Viall
All right, man. Well, I wish you nothing but the best. You seem like a really standup guy who's like, willing to look in the mirror and always make changes. I really appreciate your time. Do you think. One, like, final question. Do you think there's any couple right now that is currently existing that you has a chance of ending up together and winning Wall Island?
Jeremiah Brown
Oh, man. Who's. Honestly, I think that it was going to be Pepe and Hannah, but I guess right now I think Taylor and Alandra have a good shot. At the end of the day, I think they have a good shot.
Nick Viall
Okay.
Jeremiah Brown
All right. Yeah.
Nick Viall
All right. Jeremiah, I appreciate you. Oh, plug. Plug your socials so people can, like, follow you if you're not following you already. Like, oh, I get to do this now? This is crazy.
Jeremiah Brown
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Nick Viall
All right, well, follow Jeremiah. Thanks again, man. I appreciate you and wishing you nothing but the best, brother.
Jeremiah Brown
Likewise. Likewise. Thank you, D.
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The Viall Files: Episode E957 – Going Deeper with Jeremiah Brown
Release Date: June 25, 2025
In this special "Going Deeper" episode of The Viall Files, host Nick Viall engages in an in-depth conversation with Jeremiah Brown, a notable contestant from Love Island USA. The episode delves into Jeremiah's personal experiences on the show, his relationships, personal growth, and the aftermath of his time in the villa. Despite the absence of co-host and Nick's wife, Natalie Joy, due to traveling, Nick ensures a comprehensive and candid discussion unfolds.
[03:03] Nick Viall:
Nick opens the conversation by expressing his excitement about interviewing Jeremiah, highlighting the unique nature of reality TV fame and its immediate impact on contestants.
[05:33] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah shares his path to Love Island, explaining that he initially declined the invitation to join the show while in a relationship. Following a breakup, he saw the opportunity as a way to get back into the dating scene and embraced it as a once-in-a-lifetime chance.
[04:00] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah describes his initial feelings upon entering the villa, admitting he was angry about his early exit despite feeling positive about his performance. Over time, support from family and friends shifted his mindset toward gratitude.
[07:12] Nick Viall:
Nick commends Jeremiah for seeking therapy to address his past actions, specifically referencing Jeremiah’s regret about cheating in a previous relationship. He emphasizes the importance of taking responsibility and making genuine efforts to improve oneself.
[14:07] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah reflects on his evolution, particularly how his modeling career centered around attention and his struggle to say no. Therapy helped him understand the importance of self-love, setting boundaries, and overcoming guilt.
[33:12] Jeremiah Brown:
Discussing communication, Jeremiah acknowledges his failure to express when the relationship dynamics were moving too quickly. He admits that instead of addressing his discomfort, he attempted to change himself to meet unrealistic expectations, leading to toxicity in the relationship.
[25:24] Nick Viall:
Nick probes into the dynamics between Jeremiah and Huda, another contestant, exploring whether the show accurately portrayed their relationship and the challenges they faced, especially regarding Huda’s disclosure of her motherhood.
[31:19] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah affirms that the show's depiction of their relationship was largely accurate. He discusses the intense emotional and mental strain of the villa environment, the lack of a support system, and the difficulty in maintaining clear communication under constant pressure.
[40:55] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah recounts a pivotal moment when he and Huda confronted significant conflicts, leading to his departure from the villa. He expresses regret over not being more emotionally present and acknowledges this as one of his weaker moments.
[43:21] Jeremiah Brown:
He further discusses Huda’s communication style, noting that conversations often centered around her feelings, which sometimes overshadowed mutual understanding. This imbalance contributed to the deterioration of their relationship within the villa.
[56:36] Nick Viall:
Nick introduces a viral clip that reflects the general sentiment towards the men who voted Jeremiah off the island, particularly Ace, whom fans perceive as the ringleader.
[59:17] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah shares his feelings of betrayal by the male clique, emphasizing that despite some positive interactions, the group ultimately united against him, leading to his exit. He highlights the lack of transparent communication from the group leaders, which exacerbated his sense of betrayal.
[63:09] Nick Viall:
As the interview wraps up, Nick encourages Jeremiah to share any final thoughts or messages with the audience.
[64:05] Jeremiah Brown:
Jeremiah expresses gratitude for the opportunity to participate in the interview, commends the Love Island team, and extends well wishes to all his former villa mates. He emphasizes the importance of learning from the experience and looks forward to future endeavors.
Emotional Resilience: Jeremiah's journey underscores the significance of emotional resilience and the ability to shift from anger to gratitude through support systems.
Personal Accountability: His admission of past mistakes and commitment to therapy highlights the importance of personal accountability and continuous self-improvement.
Communication Challenges: The episode illuminates the critical role of clear and honest communication in relationships, especially in high-pressure environments like reality TV.
Impact of Reality TV Dynamics: Jeremiah’s experiences shed light on the often tumultuous and strategic nature of relationships formed within reality TV shows, emphasizing the difference between on-screen narratives and genuine personal connections.
Jeremiah Brown [04:00]:
"I was pissed because I was like, damn. My comeback story got cut short. They saw how happy I was, yet I still got the boot."
Nick Viall [07:12]:
"Credit to you for jumping into therapy and trying to actually make a change. You're going to make a lot more mistakes in life, but you're only 25."
Jeremiah Brown [14:07]:
"The latter part of the work was just like putting myself first and like, self trust and getting rid of self doubt and like self love and stuff like that."
Jeremiah Brown [33:31]:
"When I felt things were moving too fast and the expectations were too high, instead of communicating that that was too much for me, I did the opposite."
Jeremiah Brown [63:56]:
"At the end of the day, it is a game show or a show. So they made the strategic move, but it still felt like betrayal."
This episode of The Viall Files offers a profound look into Jeremiah Brown's personal growth, challenges faced during and after Love Island USA, and the complexities of relationships formed under the intense spotlight of reality television. Jeremiah's honesty and reflections provide valuable insights into the importance of self-awareness, communication, and resilience in both personal and public spheres.
For those interested in relationship wisdom, personal development, or the inner workings of reality TV, this episode serves as a compelling and informative listen.