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Jillian
Are you watching that show Stumble?
Tracy
What is that show?
Jillian
It's a cheerleading show on NBC.
Tracy
Oh, I would be into that.
Jillian
So let me tell you, the woman who's the star of it, her name is Jen Lyon and she and I are on a board of an organization together. So I've gotten to know her a little bit. As for yes, and she is so good.
Tracy
That's great.
Jillian
She's so funny. It's that very NBC, like she's in the. In Leslie Knope sort of Liz Lemony character fam. If you're not watching it, go watch Dumble. Find Jen Lyon on. On the social media. She's still not that famous yet.
Tracy
Great. Well, also, for the record, we're recording in January.
Jillian
Oh, that's right. So have you. Did you watch that show from nine months ago?
Tracy
Yeah. I don't want to hear it in my DMs.
Jillian
Totally.
Tracy
This is four months later.
Jillian
Oh, my God. Hi, Julia.
Tracy
Hello, Patrick Hines.
Jillian
You are dressed for April when this is premiering.
Tracy
I took the layers off. I know I had snow boots on.
Jillian
I'm dressed for. I'm like, I don't know what I'm dressed for because no matter how many layers I wear, I'm never warm enough.
Tracy
I know.
Jillian
You know what I mean?
Tracy
We're like definitely in a tundra. An arctic tundra.
Jillian
It's a tundra. It is. What are we talking about today?
Tracy
Hi. Welcome to our bonus episodes. This is our second bonus episode of the year. This is another episode of that show called Murder under the Friday Night Lights. Season one, episode five, do it for Juan. And they do.
Betty (Juan's Mom)
It was just so gratifying to see my son doing something that he liked. Felt real good.
Patrick Jackson
Here we were, two kids, starting running back, starting quarterback. Unfortunately, we didn't get a chance to play for at all.
Tracy
7, 8, 2, 8, 5 Coast 6.
Detective Brian Ballard
This is 2 o' clock in the morning when everybody piles out of these nightclubs and then we have a shooting.
Patrick Jackson
I was down on my knees holding Juan. He's bleeding out. It was an all black gun. Seemed like it was a block.
Detective Brian Ballard
It's a very up close shooting, which to me makes it very personal.
Patrick Jackson
How intense and passionate that they are about their Friday night lights. The community was as passionate towards finding some form of justice for Juan.
Dre (Juan's Brother)
I'm sitting and I'm wondering who shot my job.
Jillian
Our victim here, his name is Juan Anthony Joseph. We're in Angard, Louisiana. They love football there. They love it.
Tracy
They do. We're here with his mom, Betty. She's awesome.
Jillian
Can I just say they describe football as a rite of passage. It's like church.
Tracy
Yeah. A lot of people feel that way, especially high school.
Jillian
I sometimes when we do documentaries like this, I wish that I had grown up in a place and that I had loved football. Like, I wish that I had grown up in a place that, like, people did football. And I loved it.
Tracy
Yeah.
Jillian
Because it seems so quintessential to the high school experience in a way that I miss.
Tracy
Yeah. We didn't have a football team at our school, so I missed that whole thing too. But I love the vibe. Like, the coziness that means, like, fall is here. The food is always really good.
Jillian
I was like, in the. I played in the halftime show at our high school football games because I was in the marching band.
Tracy
So co.
Jillian
It was freezing and you're out there in your little nerdy band uniform.
Tracy
I'm actually so excited for the. I don't care about the super bowl, but I'm very excited for the performances this year again. Yeah, that happened three months ago because this is now January, but they're happening next week like Bad Bunny and Green Day.
Dre (Juan's Brother)
Hello.
Jillian
I love that everybody is like, what year was this?
Tracy
I know.
Jillian
So, yeah. Betty is Juan's mom. She's amazing.
Dre (Juan's Brother)
She's explaining that Juan was gifted athletically. That was just so easy for him.
Betty (Juan's Mom)
2004, Juan became starting quarterback. West St. John. I think Juan didn't even throw an interception.
Jillian
The thing about Juan is that he wasn't just good at football. He was born to do it. It came like, athleticism. Juan and I have this in common. Athleticism.
Tracy
Gifted athletes.
Jillian
Gifted athletes came naturally to us.
Tracy
Yeah. Well, the thing is, I love that Mom Betty makes a point to say, like, he worked. Like, yes, he was a natural. Yes, he was gifted, but he also worked incredibly hard.
Jillian
Yeah. Oh, yeah. Like, Baryshkoff still had to practice dancing. You know? Does anybody know who Barish Dakota. He was Carrie's boyfriend.
Tracy
He's a Russian.
Jillian
Exactly, Exactly.
Tracy
I was not a fan of the Russian storyline. So 2004, Juan is the starting quarterback for the West St. John Fightin Rams.
Jillian
Never threw an interception. Says mom. Yeah, not once.
Tracy
This is a very big deal. Because Mom Betty explains. There were a lot of expectations here. Like, the entire town loves this team. They want you to win, and you gotta win.
Jillian
I just made a note that Betty the mom has so much pride in her kid, and I love it. She says, you have to show the fans that you are tough and you're a winner because the whole town Of Edgar just wanted the Rams to win at any cost. I was like, any cost, Betty.
Tracy
Yeah.
Jillian
My God.
Tracy
And Juan was doing it.
Jillian
Juan was doing it.
Tracy
So now we.
Jillian
No cheerleaders.
Tracy
No.
Jillian
Like in the show Stumble or Friday
Tracy
Night Lights, which is everything I know about Friday.
Jillian
Last thing I'll say about Stumble, they have male cheerleaders, and they're awesome.
Tracy
The thing is, it's like, male cheerleaders are not like an out. Like, they're all. They're everywhere.
Jillian
They're so the thing. Remember Bring it on, the musical. The Lin Manuel Miranda. Amanda Green, also on the board of a. Is for.
Tracy
I was going to say. Or the movie that I can recite from word for word.
Jillian
The thing that I loved about this show is that everybody loves a cheer routine. Like, sure. You're never, like, back me up on this fam. You're never flipping through the channels and, like, you stumble up on the espn, like, cheer finals and passing it.
Tracy
It is a feat of athleticism.
Jillian
You're always going to watch it. Those women or people that they throw in the air, it's amazing. A million feet in the air.
Tracy
That's amazing. You really know how they do it.
Jillian
Yeah. Yeah.
Tracy
But I don't know how.
Jillian
Like, a good flier, I think.
Tracy
No way.
Jillian
No. Well, you're notoriously not a good flyer now, right?
Tracy
No, I hadn't even think about that. But, like, I think I would be so bad at it. But I'm in awe of it. But I'm like. I think I would be, too. They would be like, can you put your shoulders down?
Jillian
I want to see you do, like, with that hair in a ponytail. I want to see you doing the flips in the air.
Tracy
I would definitely trust my people. But, like, that's part of the thing where I'm like, oh, my God, they work so well together. Truly, like, it's amazing.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
Mark, Jody Bowden is here. He's a booster. This is something I learned from Friday Night Lights what a booster is.
Jillian
What's a booster?
Tracy
So a booster is basically, it's all about the money and getting the money for the team. It's usually like, alumni or parents or, like, rich people in the community or generous people in the community, and they raise money for the team. Like, okay, usually you have a kid on the team, but not always. Oh, but they're, like, really involved in the team, and they have a lot of opinions on the team, and they also give a lot of money to the team.
Jillian
The only booster I've known of until now is the COVID one.
Tracy
Oh, or like a booster seat.
Jillian
Yeah, like a booster seat, which they don't have at the Radio City Christmas show. Seems like an oversight to me.
Tracy
I mean, maybe like eight years ago. Daisy's like 12.
Jillian
Well, she's still little enough that she needs a booster.
Tracy
Really? Oh, I'm an asshole.
Jillian
No, no, no, no, no, it's fine. But you know what? It means that she had to sit on my lap this year, which was great.
Tracy
Okay, girl.
Jillian
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Tracy
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Jillian
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Tracy
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Jillian
You can like, put your head down. Put your head up.
Tracy
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Jillian
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Tracy
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Jillian
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Tracy
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Tracy
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Tracy
Oh, my God,
Jillian
Dre. His brother is here. I. First of all, I love that name. Dre is a great name, and he's like, Juan was the community's hero. The thing about Juan, and this is one of the things that is so heartbreaking about this, I think everybody was
Lamika Cloud
in total shock that this actually happened to Juan Joseph. Juan didn't go out looking for trouble, especially gun violence. That's not the child that my parents raised.
Jillian
He was just a good guy. Obviously, nobody should be murdered ever. It doesn't matter if you're. You know what I mean? But, like, he just happened to be a very good guy. Like a peacemaker. You could tell that, like, he led the team. He brought the team together. He was just, like, that kind of person.
Tracy
And he was inspiring, I think. Not just the kids in the community, but everyone in the community, you know? And he was super smart. He was also smart about football. He was just, like, firing on all cylinders, this guy.
Jillian
So Juan's best friend, Patrick, is here. I feel like we should just say some things, because it's easy to confuse me with Patrick. Really into cars. Very handsome.
Tracy
Great under pressure.
Jillian
Great under pressure.
Tracy
Really great memorization skills.
Jillian
Great memorization. So just, like, we're mostly talking about the other Patrick.
Tracy
Yes. Yes.
Jillian
You know what I mean?
Tracy
For the most part.
Jillian
Yeah. Yeah, yeah.
Tracy
I do want to say one thing. Just about, like, how amazing Juan was at what he did and what, like, what he made people feel. A lot of things. And so in his first year playing football, they won state, and then they got to play at the Superdome in New Orleans, and his dad was just, like, beaming with pride. Imagine being so young.
Jillian
I know.
Tracy
And being so good at something and then being able to, like, play at the Superdome.
Jillian
I know. I mean, it really is.
Tracy
In front of your friends and family.
Jillian
It really is incredible. And, like, both of his parents are here, and they still beam with pride for these things for him.
Tracy
Right. Patrick Jackson is Juan's childhood friend, and they were both the class of 2005, and they knew each other since they were, like, 6 years old.
Jillian
Yeah. And, like, he says that they started finding out who they were through football.
Tracy
I thought that was very sweet.
Jillian
I did. Through drama club, sure.
Tracy
You know, and then he goes. The rest was history. It's just like, I love seeing friends, best friends.
Jillian
This doesn't end happily.
Tracy
No. So after high school, Juan went to Millsaps College in Mississippi, where he was also the quarterback.
Jillian
Yeah. Mom loved going to watch him play. She can't stop talking about it. I love her.
Tracy
I know. And then Juan marries a woman named Kayla, and they have a daughter named Aria. And his mom is like. He literally was saying, like, he just wants to live happily ever after. Like, those were his words. Happily ever after.
Jillian
It just on second watch of this. It's all so heartbreaking because everything was coming up one, as you say, and
Tracy
he was so ready. And everyone. He had this great support system. And by August 2011, he was married. He loved his wife, Kayla. He loved his daughter. He loved his life.
Betty (Juan's Mom)
He realized that I have a greater calling to go back home and just be with people who I love. Give back to my community, give back to young kids.
Dre (Juan's Brother)
What better way to do it than to become a coach for the other students? So he brought his family back with them, Kayla and Arya, and he became the West St. John quarterback coach.
Jillian
So he goes back to be the quarterback coach for the football team that he was the star of.
Tracy
The West St. John Fighting Rams.
Jillian
You love. I love how I love it when you say things like one state. You know what I mean?
Tracy
The West St. John.
Jillian
This is as much your wheelhouse as the Mafia.
Tracy
Yeah, barely. But speaking of wheelhouses, better to coach this team than Juan. He lived it.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
And he was the star quarterback, and
Jillian
he was so proud of his title. His mom says he was a celebrity, and he felt that way. He said people would cook his favorite meal just so they could come over
Tracy
and have dinner with him, fight him over.
Jillian
And I was like, is that an option? Because there's plenty of people. If I just show up like that, I'd love to have dinner. If I just make their favorite meal, can I go to their house for dinner?
Tracy
Juan's like, okay, sign me up.
Jillian
Bring it over.
Tracy
You know, he says, and, like, much like playing football, he made it look easy, and he made everyone around him better as a coach, which is the goal.
Jillian
We've seen that in these documentaries that we've covered about the sports, is that when it's done by people at that level, it does look easy.
Tracy
And when they love it and when they're doing it for the Right. Reasons. And there's no, like, corruption or, like, yeah, you know, performance enhancing drugs or, like, you're stealing from kids and making a fake high school or anything of that nature.
Jillian
You know, future murderer who gets away with it or whatever.
Tracy
Like, torturing animals and dogs and everything. Like, when you're not doing that.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
Look what you can do.
Jillian
Look what you can do. You know what I mean? This is the other option.
Tracy
So. And Juan was, like, treated like royalty. And so by November 2014, everyone wants to win state. Like, that's all. And I'm like, but if.
Jillian
I love hearing you say, I wrote the state championship. But you know what? We're gonna speak colloquially because Jillian's a football player.
Tracy
And I'm like, well, isn't that the point of every season? We all wanna win state.
Jillian
Everybody wants to win State. But, like, can you get there is the question. You know what I mean?
Tracy
It's a long road to state.
Jillian
That's what they tell me.
Tracy
Right? And Juan has done it before. So he's leading this team, and everyone looks up to. Imagine you're a kid on that team, and you're like, juan is my coach.
Jillian
I know.
Tracy
Like, I grew up watching him play and, like, changing my life. And I'm on this field because of him. And now he's here guiding me. Like, what a cool thing.
Jillian
And Kayla, his wife, was expecting again. They're expecting their second daughter. Dre is like, why couldn't you get it right and have a boy, bro? I know he's joking, Jay. I know, Dre, I know you're kidding, but pipe down.
Tracy
I didn't love that.
Jillian
I didn't love that either.
Tracy
That'll just be a blip. We don't have to.
Jillian
Yeah, we'll move right back.
Tracy
Dre is great, but, like, the nursery was all ready. Like, they couldn't wait.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
So we kind of hear the tragedy first, and then we go unpack it. It really startled me at first. I was like, oh, we're just. Oh, shit.
Jillian
It's an interesting way to tell the story. Yeah.
Tracy
Yeah. Because we learned that November 15, 2014. It's a Saturday night.
Betty (Juan's Mom)
That night on. I was on a night shift, and I got the call from my wife, and she said, I'm going to the hospital. And I was like, oh, good. You know, Kayla's getting ready to have that baby. Good. So she said, you're not listening to me.
Tracy
Juan had been shot, and Juan has been shot and killed. And you're immediately like, what the hell happened?
Jillian
And it's like, the dad gets a call from the mom, doesn't really understand because the mom's like, I'm going to the hospital. And he thinks the baby is coming, right? And she's like, no, Juan's been shot.
Tracy
Because the baby was days away.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
Days away from being born.
Jillian
And like, you know, this is where we meet Detective Brian Ballard. And he got the call about the shooting at 3am and he learns that there was a shooting at a nightclub. There's a guy down. The guy went to the hospital. So that's where the detective goes first. He goes to the hospital and immediately starts interviewing all of the people that are there. Now, Juan was brought to the hospital alive, right? And Brian, the detective, promises Juan's dad, we're gonna get to the bottom of this. But, like, it's the moment that the mother walk that she learns that Juan has died.
Tracy
Yeah. So let's go back, right? There's a big football game. Everyone travels to Baton Rouge for the game.
Jillian
Yeah. They got to watch it in the fancy. What do you call that thing?
Tracy
Like, the box?
Jillian
Yeah, like the sweet. They say, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Tracy
Juan wants to go out tonight. Cause everyone's in town. He's in an amazing mood. He knows. He also says that, like, he knows his wife is gonna give birth in, like, two days, and his life is about to change major.
Jillian
He's like, like, all parents, I never get to go out. I'm especially not gonna get to go out.
Tracy
Tonight's the night, and he's riding high. Like, let's go, right? So they go to Club Allure for a friend's birthday, and Dre makes the point to tell us that, like, going
Lamika Cloud
out wasn't something that he did often. At least not to a club. So this. This was kind of, I don't know, different. I remember the last thing I told him was, like, be careful. Like, whatever you do, just be careful.
Tracy
And Dre says that his last words to his brother were just, be careful.
Jillian
Yeah, I know. I make Daisy kiss her dad every time. Like, if I take her to school, I'm gonna go give daddy I kiss. Cuz you just never know.
Tracy
That's. Yeah, that should be standard.
Jillian
I know. I guess I'm like, is it just because of my line of work or whatever?
Tracy
But, like, maybe like a big thing that Mike and I always say, love you. Bye. Even if I'm taking Fiona out in the morning. Like, it's always just like.
Jillian
And. But. But like I said, maybe. Bye.
Tracy
Yeah. You know, but really, like, love you. Bye. See you in two minutes, hopefully. Always.
Jillian
Yeah, yeah.
Tracy
No, I'm not thinking like this is it. Well, sometimes I am.
Jillian
Sometimes.
Tracy
So 2am, the clubs are closing, Everyone is out on the street. Right. They're getting their rides. They're by the way, Baton Rouge.
Jillian
2am is the right time.
Patrick Jackson
Time.
Jillian
Baton Rouge, Boston, New York, you're going a little crazy. A 4am closing is a little nuts.
Tracy
Yeah.
Jillian
You know, and it's not every place, it's not everybody. But I remember I was just telling my friends Mike and Lindsay. Hi, Mike and Lindsay. My rule when I was like in my 20s going out, that was that we had to leave before the lights came on. So like 3:58, I'd be rounding people up, like, we gotta get out of here. Because if the lights come and you realize the mistakes you've made, when you're standing in the bar and the lights are on, you're like, I should have been home nine hours ago.
Tracy
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Jillian
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Tracy
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Jillian
Fine, Fine.
Tracy
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Jillian
The first I've ever heard this word in my life.
Tracy
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Jillian
Well, so Steve was telling me he got the bergamot and he is obsessed with it. Now we are like a not a cologne house. We don't do like those kinds of scents. So when he puts on this deodorant and he just smells like so handsome and sexy, he's like, you must mention
Tracy
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Jillian
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Jillian
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Tracy
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Jillian
All right. That's true. Go get it. Go get.
Tracy
Everyone's going to smell so good. So everyone is outside. Everyone has been, like, I'm sure, imbibing. It's 2am like, there's a lot happening. And this is when the shooting happens. And a massive crowd of people with tons of witnesses and cars everywhere.
Jillian
Except we still, at the moment, don't really know what happens. And so this is where Detective Brian, he's now on the scene looking for whatever evidence they can find that is still there. And they find shell casings. So they grab the shell casings initially on scene.
Assistant District Attorney
We don't have the names of any shooters or persons involved in the crime, but we have descriptions of the vehicle involved.
Detective Brian Ballard
Witnesses are saying we have a black car leaving the scene. That's pretty much one of our first pieces of information that we got.
Tracy
All we know is that it's a black car. And I'm like, right, so not all that much to go on at all.
Jillian
Right. So the two friends that were with Juan are Patrick and William. And the cops go back and forth between calling him William and his last name Griffin, which is Griffin. So in the audio, you'll hear William and Griffin are the same person, but they were with Juan when he was shot. So they're brought in for question before Dan that at like, 5:00am and Patrick
Tracy
Jackson, just to be clear, he is lifelong friends with Juan. They played football together, and now they're coaching together. So he knows him incredibly well.
Jillian
And William is more a friend of Patrick's, doesn't know Juan as well. It takes them way too long to tell us this. William was hammered like Patrick was not William. And like, William didn't do this. He's not like, he hasn't done anything wrong here. But that is important to the information gathering that's about to happen.
Tracy
And I also, I just want to say this. Like, the dynamic is two white cops talking to one black man. And they separated each other. Like there's that too, for sure. So, yeah, throwing that out there.
Jillian
The other thing here is that Patrick has just watched his best friend be murdered.
Tracy
Well, that too.
Jillian
So there's all of these dynamics going on all at once. But the cops got to get the whatever information they can get now. And Patrick is like, we were exhausted, but like, doing the best we could to give the info to the police.
Tracy
So Patrick says to us, and the copy cops, like, everything that was going on. The club was closing, everyone was outside. Allure William, the other witness, saw someone he knew and walks off towards the parking lot to say hi. Which is across the street.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
And as he's crossing the street, a car almost hits him, which starts a fight between William Griffin and the driver of this car.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
So Patrick and Juan try to diffuse the situation. They're coaches, like, they're good guys.
Jillian
It's like William is fighting with the driver. And then Juan is now arguing with the passenger that was in the car. Because now, of course, Everybody's drunk. It's 2 in the morning and everyone's gotta fight now.
Tracy
And Patrick tells us, as Juan's talking
Patrick Jackson
to the passenger and I'm talking to William, the driver pulls out a gun, silver gun. I'm trying to back him off or whatever. And Juan is still trying to hash it out with the passenger. But the passenger had a pistol as well. It was an all black gun. Seemed like it was a Glock.
Tracy
The driver and the passenger both pull out guns.
Jillian
Now this, we have to just stop for just a second and say, this is ridiculous. Like, the fact that these two people are carrying guns in a, like, the gun situation is out of control. It's absolutely. We are, we are in this moment, this man, this good, good, wonderful man died because the gun situation is fucking out of control.
Tracy
There's no reason that that should be your reaction and your response when you almost hit somebody.
Jillian
We don't know if they're licensed and we don't know if they have like carry permits. Maybe they do. My point is still, these people, these men are whipping these guns out a person yelling at them. These are not responsible gun owners.
Tracy
Please. But Patrick is awesome because Patrick's like, I know the driver had a silver gun. The passenger had an all black gun. And I'm like, thank you for remembering these details. In this super charged moment that is not easy to do.
Jillian
No. And I want to say one more time, like, Juan, they are going to tell us all throughout this thing, he was just trying to diffuse the fight. Juan was not trying to fight. He was not trying to engage in the fight. He was trying to, like, bring the temperature down.
Tracy
Remember, the Patrick and Juan are coaches.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
Like, this is something when you're good at it, you can do that pretty easily. And then people don't even realize. You defuse the situation.
Jillian
Exactly.
Tracy
People don't even realize that they're being calmed down. Which I know people don't want to feel, but, like.
Jillian
Because, like, I just want to make it clear. Like, in my mind, the picture is this car almost hits William. William does what I would do. And he fucking yells at the guy.
Tracy
Sure.
Jillian
The guy in the car yells back.
Tracy
Pulling it down is not an appropriate response to yell at.
Jillian
Right. And then the passenger, now he's getting involved. And the only one with a clear head here is Juan.
Tracy
Yes.
Jillian
You know what I mean?
Tracy
Because Juan. So now the people from the car are in the street. They're now out of the car and they're pointing guns at people. Remember, the entire club is now on the street.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
This is incredibly dangerous.
Patrick Jackson
I recall seeing Juan, you know, trying to knock the gun out his hand. He then pointed the gun at Juan and he fired two rounds into Juan's chest.
Tracy
That's when this guy shoots Juan in the chest and drives. Drives off twice. So they drive, but as they drive away, this Patrick guy is amazing.
Jillian
This was like this moment that you're about to explain really, like, shook me.
Tracy
Like, he's trying to memorize the license plate as they're driving away, but he can't do it.
Jillian
He can't. He's saying. I was trying. I'm saying the numbers and the letters out loud, but I was in such shock that they're not sticking.
Tracy
They're not sticking.
Jillian
That's like my biggest fear. Like, if, like, Daisy's in a car that is speeding away and I can't either see the license plate and, like, it's right there. Or I can't remember it, but it can't.
Tracy
It won't stick. And like, oh, my God, it's so close yet so far. Patrick, you fucking killed it. And this, like, like, really? And the fact.
Jillian
Other Patrick.
Tracy
Other Patrick. But the fact that he even thought to do it. Yeah. Yes, Major. He remembered the gun. Who had what gun, what colors they were.
Jillian
Well, because what's crazy here is that, like, there's what, 100 witnesses? At least. And it takes forever to get to the bottom of this. Yeah, like you would think. A shooting that happens in front of that many people, they'll get these guys in five minutes. That's not what happens.
Tracy
And for. For Patrick to have any rec of anything when he tells us that Juan, his best friend and coworker and, like, partner in this world, you know, like, died in his arms. Because before Juan. Before he knows it, I got Juan
Patrick Jackson
in my hands, keeping him alert. He's bleeding a lot. He and I are talking, and then it started getting to more of, like, man, look, tell my wife I lie. And I was like, nah, you gonna tell your wife you love her yourself when you see her again?
Tracy
Patrick's like, absolutely not. You're gonna do that yourself because everything's gonna be fine.
Jillian
And those are words that, like, you hear in movies you never imagine saying out loud. And Juan had to do that.
Tracy
Yeah. And he was like, you're gonna tell your wife, you're gonna tell your two daughters, like, everything's gonna be fine. And another great thing about Patrick, he knew cars. So this black car turns into a black Mercedes.
Jillian
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Exactly. Even I can identify this Mercedes symbol
Tracy
on a car, so don't feel bad. The license plate.
Jillian
Exactly.
Tracy
Remembered enough. You. We have more information from Patrick than anybody else.
Jillian
Than anybody else. So Detective Brian is saying, you know, there's at least two people in the car. They're looking for two people. They're looking for this black card. That's all they have.
Tracy
Right.
Jillian
And detective Bryan is saying that, like, William Griffin, the other guy with Juan and Patrick, he's just kind of a mess. It's really hard to keep him on track. You can't blame the guy.
Tracy
It's also hard to compare Patrick, who's being an excellent witness. You know, like, what?
Jillian
I'm the other. This is where I'm saying, like, it takes them too long to tell us that, like, this guy's hammered, which is his. Right. Like, he's been in a. With his friend.
Tracy
He didn't do anything wrong.
Jillian
I can't believe Patrick's not hammered.
Tracy
Right.
Jillian
This Patrick is currently hammered.
Tracy
He's currently sloshed.
Jillian
I am hammered.
Tracy
So the cops tell us that this did not seem like an accident. It seems like more than just a fight that went bad and that Juan was targeted, which feels, based on what we know, not accurate because the car
Jillian
came out of nowhere. You know what I mean? Like, the car, like, just was random. Exactly. That's Exactly. What this. This is like road rage and bravado.
Tracy
Right.
Jillian
You know, and like, men who can't control their tempers and gun laws that are out of control. That's what this.
Tracy
That's what this is. So meanwhile, of course, the community is shattered because we spent the first 15 minutes of this hearing about how. What wonderful things Juan was doing for the community. Just his existence was bringing people together.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
So now everyone is on social media, they're posting about Juan. Like, everyone is devastated. He was so loved, you know, Kayla, his wife, Aria, his daughter.
Jillian
Also, like, when a coach or a teacher is like, there's just. There's these people that are so prominent in the community and so loved and leaders, and it's just. It's devastating.
Tracy
I mean, they had this impromptu gathering, and 200 people came.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
And gather and be together.
Jillian
I mean, come on. But like, right out of a movie, the kids have a game to play, and they gotta do it. They gotta do it for Juan.
Tracy
Well, they're saying, I think this is actually really moving.
Jillian
I'm not making fun of it. I'm saying, like, it is almost cinematic in its poetry because it's the playoffs. Yeah.
Tracy
And like, Robert Valdez, who's the head coach, he goes, I don't think we ever factored not playing.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
Like, they want to win. They want to go to state, and they want to do it for Juan. And the entire community, especially his parents, are all behind this.
Jillian
And the thing that they save it as a surprise in the end, but, like, they had not won states since Juan played. So in order to get to states and try to do that again, they've gotta win this game right now.
Tracy
Right. So they have banners, they have signs and posters. They're celebrating Juan at the game.
Patrick Jackson
It was the kids who came up with the slogan, do it for Juan. And they literally did it for Juan.
Jillian
We won 51. This zero
Patrick Jackson
at the end. We were celebrating the victory, but we was ultimately celebrating Juan's Life.
Tracy
They won 51 to 0.
Jillian
And the dad. The dad comes running out through the cheerleaders, through that paper banner thing. It's amazing.
Tracy
They did it. And I'm like, yay, rah, rah, yay, football. Who did this?
Jillian
I know.
Tracy
I also want to know who did it. I'm glad we did it for Juan.
Jillian
I also think, too, though, that that must have been, like, when something like a tragedy like this happens. You hear all the time, the family's like, what do we do now? Now we just sit in our house. At least they had something to do
Tracy
in that weekend and energy and. And like really truly do something for Juan and honor him in this really real way.
Jillian
And also I think to do something for the like, as the parents of the, of the amazing leader that was just killed, they get to help the community heal as his parents, which I think is an amazing thing to put
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She said everything.
Tracy
Everything. That's what they said. I'm saying it. So back to the investigation. We have zero help from the surveillance camera near the Clubs.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
All the cameras in the area are useless, broken, facing the wrong way. Thanks for nothing.
Jillian
Yeah. They know the Mercedes is their only lead. They get a video from a nearby gas station where these idiots are going, like, a million miles an hour cutting through this gas station parking lot. They're like that. And it at least confirms to the cops that it is a black car that they're looking for.
Tracy
Right. And meanwhile, like, as the investigation's happening, the football season's also happening.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
While this community is going through it. And so people. But, like, at the same time, like, can we. Not everyone I know. So now, like, the other teams who, like, hate this team are now sending messages to, like, in their DMs. Like, the whole team and all the other coaches need to be shot after your horrible game last night, like, referencing this tragedy. Fuck you.
Jillian
Absolutely. And I'm like, that person's in jail. Right. Like, that's a death threat.
Tracy
That's a death threat. And also using a horrible murder and a tragedy against your other team, like, right. That's so disgusting to be like, you should be shot senselessly, too, because you played a bad game last night while you're grieving and in mourning.
Jillian
Exactly, exactly. And, you know, we're also learning that, like, they should be arrested. There's, like, lots of territorial stuff going on between the neighborhoods. We learn about, like, you know, there was a shooting in a parking lot while playing a rival school recently. So, like, the tensions are just very high. The football is taken very seriously. And so the cops are asking, like, could this be connected to, like, football?
Tracy
I don't know. Here's what they know so far. Here's what the cops know. They know there was one shooter, two guys, but one shooter who killed Juan. They know it's a black Mercedes. We have the statements from Juan's friends, but that's it. We don't have a motive. We have no. We don't know where the car is. We don't know who's driving the car. We don't know anything about the driver. Like, not really that great.
Jillian
There's not much. There is a tip line through Crime Stoppers that's. That's created.
Lamika Cloud
And they say that played a pivotal part in the tip. I think people wanted to get this situation resolved, so they weren't hesitant to call the tip line.
Assistant District Attorney
It's within, I think, 24 hours of the shooting that there are crimestoppers tips that are being reported naming Kendrick Cloud
Jillian
and Lamar Cloud, Kendrick Cloud and Lamarck Cloud. They're getting these Tips on these names within 24 hours.
Tracy
These guys are brothers. They must have had a really hard time being around each other after Kendrick Lamar blew up in like 2012 or whatever it is. Their names are Kendrick and Lamarck Cloud, but Kendrick Lamar, like, are you kidding?
Jillian
Oh, that's so fun.
Tracy
And they were brothers, and if they were together, it must have been a nightmare for them.
Jillian
That's wild.
Tracy
As a Kendrick fan, I'm just saying, like, your two brothers, your names are basically Kendrick Lamar.
Jillian
Our musical tastes are so different because the only thing I can equate that to is that I grew up with twin friends whose names were Amy and Emily, and those are the Indigo Girls, of course. So, like, that's where I would always go. And they weren't named after them. It was just a coincidence.
Tracy
To all the Mary Kate and Ashley's in the world.
Jillian
I know. I mean, I've told you this a million times. My friend Corey Love has a younger sister named Courtney.
Tracy
Come on.
Jillian
I know, I know. And we do it every time. No, no, I think I've asked you this. Yeah. Because she was, like, born, but we're old. Like, she was born before Courtney Love was known.
Tracy
Wow.
Jillian
I know. Her name is Courtney Love.
Tracy
It's a great name.
Jillian
It is a great, great name.
Tracy
So anyway, this is huge. We have names, right?
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
Because the cops are showing the Courtney Love did this.
Jillian
I know.
Tracy
The cops, like, can now show photos to people and be like, do you know the. Like, we have names. We at least have something to go on. Maybe they. Maybe one of them has a black person. I don't know. So they talk to Patrick and William, the two witnesses that we talked to earlier. Patrick says that Lamarque was the driver, and William says that Kendrick was the shooter. So this is another step forward.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
So November 17, 2014, again, two years after Kendrick blew up, These kids were probably miserable.
Jillian
That's wild.
Tracy
42 hours after Juan's murder, the cops get arrest warrants for the two guys. And as they're driving by their house to like, execute the warrants or whatever, they see a black Mercedes driving away from. From their house.
Jillian
They pull the car over and they meet Lamika, who is the sister of
Detective Brian Ballard
Lamarck, and we bring her back to our office for an interview. Talking to Lamika Cloud, we were able to determine that the vehicle was actually registered to her grandmother, but that Lamarck was the primary driver of this vehicle.
Jillian
But Lamarque is the primary driver. Lamika is my hero. Lamika is me. Like, I love that. She's like, if My brother did this. Let me give you all of the fucking information. This is how this works. This is how this should go.
Tracy
And she does. And off they go to Lamarck's house, the SWAT team and everything. Now they. The cops are like, we made entry and contact with Lamarck there. And I'm like, oh, did you guys just knock politely? Did the SWAT team take their shoes off before they entered the home?
Jillian
They kicked that door.
Tracy
Just be honest about it. Yeah, be honest about it. Oh, we made entry. You take your shoes off. We gained access, and then we contacted him. Yeah, I'm sure. When you fucking barreled into him and threw him to the floor.
Jillian
Yeah. So they search Lamarck's house. They find nothing. They bring him in for questioning. This guy is a fucking TCO listener. He refuses to make a statement. Yeah. He's not talking without a lawyer, as
Tracy
everybody should love him or hate him. Them. Everybody should do that.
Jillian
They can't find Kendrick, so they put his picture on social media, and he turns himself in. Like, this did not go well.
Tracy
Well, because they use the community and the passion of the community at their disposal.
Jillian
And, like, we should just. Like, it can't be overstated. Like, the community wants retribution for the death of Juan. They love this man. They were literally, like. The mom was like.
Dre (Juan's Brother)
I was getting phone calls, and people was wanting to, I guess, create a posse, if you will, to go and find the person who killed Juan.
Jillian
They were organizing posses to, like, go out and find the killer.
Tracy
Yeah. And they were like, do. Like, should we do this? And the mom was like, maybe let's.
Jillian
I'm not saying never, but not. Not yet.
Tracy
And, like, this is before the whole, like, all right, social media, do your thing. Yeah, but that's basically what the cops were saying. And so Kendrick turns himself in, and he doesn't say anything. He refuses to talk. But I'm like, oh, he was just safer being locked up for a night or two.
Jillian
Truly.
Tracy
Because this whole community was coming for him.
Jillian
Yeah. And. But even still, the cops are saying, like, have their suspects, but we don't have anything linking them to one.
Tracy
All we have is this tipster who
Jillian
called, but we have the eyewitnesses saying those are the guys. Why is that not enough?
Tracy
Yeah. And. But, like, the Mercedes isn't registered to either of them. Yeah, they didn't find anything in the house. Like, the warrants didn't come up with anything. These guys are refusing to speak.
Jillian
So it also feels a little bit like nobody is corrupt. Like, where there were 200 people in that parking lot. Why is nobody else being like, yes, I second the motion.
Tracy
It's a black community talking to white cops.
Jillian
You know, I totally understand that. I get that. I get that.
Patrick Jackson
That.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
But then we get another phone call, and this time it's the Louisiana State Police with an anonymous source who wants to meet in person. And the cops are like, this never, ever happens.
Jillian
It's so wild. They drive to downtown Baton Rouge where they're like, they make sure this, like, this secret informant gets a pat down. This person gets in the backseat, like Deep Throat.
Tracy
They meet on the side of a highway.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
And like, some random rest stop.
Detective Brian Ballard
And he's like, the guy told me that we needed to be looking for a guy out of the Houston. Houston area. We're kind of like a Houston guy. This is downtown Baton Rouge. Houston's four and a half hours away. He also lets us know that the weapon that was used in this case was discarded in the woods next to Lamar Cloud's house.
Tracy
The murder weapon is in the woods next to Lamar Cloud's house.
Jillian
This turns out to be true. They go to the woods next to lamarque's house, and they find the gun
Tracy
in the woods, and they send it to the lab, and it's the murder weapon.
Jillian
Now, I'm thrilled that they did this. I'm thrilled that this guy is so stupid. Like, what an idiot.
Tracy
Like, but this is where it gets confusing. So I'm like, okay, why, like, are the Cloud guys involved? Then? We have someone four and a half hours away just, like, saying all this stuff. So it is. The murder weapon was in this guy's backyard. But then the DNA, like Kendrick and Lamarck's DNA, is not on the gun. So what is going on here?
Jillian
Well, I think the reason we're confused is because we don't know who the informant is. You know what I mean? I feel like that would connect a lot of these dots because it's like, wait, so these guys. But my other thought was like, well, maybe they just wiped the gun down. Like, I mean, if you're dumb enough to throw woods, maybe you forget to wipe it down, but maybe that's why their DNA isn't on it.
Tracy
Probably, yeah. I mean, it's might just be that simple. But also, it's like, so were you just driving around with gloves on, too?
Jillian
Right, right. Yeah.
Tracy
Because this does, to me, feel like a road rage incident.
Jillian
I mean, like. And like, you know, emotions are heightened when you've been drinking. It's two in the morning. You're going to the club, you know, and. But they. They say that ballistic evidence from the autopsy proves that this gun is the gun that killed Juan.
Tracy
Right. And we have the Mercedes. Mercedes, that's, like, kind of Lamarck's, even though it's registered to his grandmother. But it's the car he drives all the time. There's, like, enough here for the cops to keep moving, so they say.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
So four months after Juan's murder, it's March of 2015. The grand jury indicts Lamar Cloud for second degree murder and felony possession of a firearm.
Jillian
Yeah, but Kendrick is not indicted. Like, the grand jury could not come to, like, an agreement on charges for him, so they let him go.
Tracy
This is insane, because the ADA who's here says to us, at this point,
Assistant District Attorney
we don't have enough evidence to say who the shooter is. We are proceeding on with the charges against Lamarck, Cloud, and starting to prepare for trial against him.
Tracy
Like, think about how crazy that that is. We don't have enough evidence to say who the shooter is, but we got
Jillian
Lamarck because we know that one of the guys in the car was the shooter and one of them wasn't.
Tracy
Yeah.
Jillian
This is very confusing.
Tracy
It is confusing. And I'm not, like, obviously defending a fucking murderer.
Jillian
No, of course.
Tracy
But I'm just asking in terms of, like, if we're gonna scream about it. In some cases, we have to scream
Jillian
about it for sure. Yeah.
Tracy
So it just felt like a. Maybe I'm totally misunderstanding it. Maybe I'm just that.
Jillian
No, no, no, no. Now I think I'm misunderstanding it because, like, as I'm getting back, as I'm going through this with you, I'm like, wait a second. It feels like there are things being left out here.
Tracy
Right. Or they're just like, well, this is close enough.
Jillian
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, we'll just do this.
Tracy
And I'm like, well, that's how innocent people get put in prison.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
But then there's another anonymous tip naming another person as the shooter. And now we have Jamarcus Goodman involved.
Jillian
Yes. And it turns out, like, do you
Tracy
guys vet these tips or.
Jillian
Well, but Jamarcus is from the Houston area, so it does seem two, like, secret informants are saying the same thing.
Tracy
Right. So it's like, okay, so was the first Mr. Anonymous. Right. And if so, how are these Cloud brothers involved now?
Jillian
Because one of them is being indicted.
Tracy
And what if every tip is coming from the same person? Like, no, no, look over there.
Jillian
Totally. Like, the actual killer being like, it's Jamarcus. In Houston.
Tracy
Yeah. I'm like, okay, yeah, like, what is going on?
Jillian
We'll get some actual evidence in the end, I promise.
Tracy
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Jillian
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Tracy
So it's seven months after Juan Joseph's murder. It's June of 2015, and Jamarcus Goodman has been arrested in Houston. And the Louisiana cops are able to question him.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
So he tells the cops, I've only been to Baton Rouge one time. It was last year. And yeah, actually it was during football season.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
They're like, oh, why were you there then? Because remember, the cops think this is a targeted attack on Juan.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
So he's like the. The star of the football season. Like, why were you there four and a half hours away for some like, random football game?
Jillian
And they straight up ask him like, have you ever shot anybody in Baton Rouge? And he says, absolutely not.
Tracy
But he does say, so here's our connection.
Detective Brian Ballard
He tells us, yes, Lamarque's date, my co. Cousins, and he doesn't hang out with anybody else in Baton Rouge.
Tracy
And he's like, they're literally the only two people I know in Baton Rouge. And I'm like, oh, well, now we have the connection. The connection here, right? And so the guy's like, I know Lamar Cloud. We really aren't friends. I've never been to a club ever. And, no, I've definitely never killed anybody. And then he willingly gives the cops his DNA, which is crazy, because he's the guy. It's a match on the gun.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
What is wrong with him?
Jillian
I don't know.
Tracy
Lawyer.
Jillian
I know.
Tracy
I mean, if we're gonna get the guy, we're gonna get the gu. But why would he say all of these things, tying himself to this murder and then give the DNA? Like, what did he. How did he think he's gonna get away with this?
Jillian
Well, sometimes I feel like they just know they're not going to. So, like, let's just cut to. I. I feel like we've seen this before where it's like, I'm never gonna get away. I'm not gonna tell you that I did it, but I'm not gonna fight your quest to pin this on me, I guess.
Tracy
But he didn't even say any of that. He didn't even like saying that in the video.
Jillian
Or maybe Jamarcus doesn't know they have the gun. You know what I mean? Because it's like, well, if I shot the guy, but I didn't touch the guy. There's no DNA anywhere, body. So what is this going to do? They don't know that they have DNA from the gun.
Tracy
Well, the cops need to talk to Lamarck, because this is the connection. Right? So now, two years after Juan's murder, Lamarck Cloud gives a statement. The first part is everything. We already know. They were at Club Allure. Everything was great. They left the club. They get in that fight with William because they almost hit him with the car.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
Juan was there. And Lamarck admits, yes, I was armed when I stepped out of the car. And then he says, now Jamarcus gets
Detective Brian Ballard
back in the car with a weapon.
Patrick Jackson
He hopped back in. He was just like, man, just go, Go. Like that.
Jillian
And I just pulled off.
Detective Brian Ballard
Did you hear gunfire?
Patrick Jackson
To be honest with you, I didn't.
Detective Brian Ballard
He didn't want to admit to hearing gunshots. He Never said that. I witnessed Jamarcus Goodman shoot this other individual over here.
Jillian
Lamarck is saying, yes, this is what happened, but I had nothing to do with the shooting. I didn't even know there was a shooting. That's why I took off. It's important to see state here. There was a little bit of confusion earlier in the episode because Lamar and his brother Kendrick were originally identified as the two in the car. Kendrick was misidentified. Kendrick was not in the car. The people in the car were Lamarc, who was the driver, and Jamarcus, who was the passenger and the shooter.
Tracy
So it does make sense that the gun would be at Lamarck's house, because they. That was the connection.
Jillian
Exactly.
Tracy
So. And this isn't. I mean, I think some people in the legal profession might say that this is a stretch, but it's enough for the cops.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
To, like, tie all of them together because Lamarck put them at the scene of the crime. He confirmed a lot of stuff we already knew.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
He put Jamarcus in the car with a gun.
Jillian
And the. The DNA on the gun mat that we know killed Juan matches Jamarcus. This is kind of a slam dunk.
Tracy
Right.
Jillian
I'm gonna go with slam dog. And.
Tracy
But the thing is, this was an actual random act of violence.
Patrick Jackson
Well, right.
Tracy
Because road rage.
Jillian
It was just road rage. It was like this car clipped William. William yelled at the driver. The. The driver yelled back. The passenger decided to get involved.
Tracy
Juan tries to be the good guy that he is and defuse it.
Jillian
And that's the. Like. That is that Juan is just, like the good guy trying to make everybody just go home to their families and gets shot because of it.
Tracy
Yeah, that's it. Like, there was no other motive here than random road rage. Yeah. Like drunk, possibly. I don't know. But like assholes killing people.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
So September 2016. It's now four years after Juan's murder.
Assistant District Attorney
Lamar Cloud is going to plead guilty to attempted possession of a firearm by a convicted felon. He will be sentenced to seven and a half years in prison. Jamarcus Goodman pled guilty to manslaughter nearly four years after Juan was murdered, and he was sentenced to 40 years in prison.
Tracy
Jamarcus Goodman pleads guilty to manslaughter and gets 40 years.
Jillian
Why the manslaughter charged? Like, they've got the DNA. He fucking murdered the guy in cold blood. Why manslaughter?
Tracy
I think because it was like a passion, like, random act of violence. It's not like he went to the club to kill.
Jillian
It wasn't, like, premeditated.
Tracy
That's the technicality that they'll get him on for that.
Jillian
Because I'm like, isn't that third degree murder? I make a true crime podcast. You know what I mean? Like, there's like. I don't know. It just makes me mad. Like, manslaughter feels less than murder. That he murdered this guy.
Tracy
Yeah. Or I don't know what the lawyers actually argued, but there. I think there's a way to say, like, well, he didn't go there killing someone.
Jillian
And also, like, if it was. If it was the result of a plea deal, which it seems like it was.
Tracy
Exactly.
Jillian
Then to avoid a trial, I guess. And 40 years is 40 years, whatever, you know, like, that's fine, but.
Tracy
But I don't know if you're out at a club with a gun and anyway, like, for what reason?
Jillian
But, like, this is what I'm saying, what I'm screaming about. Like, the gun laws are crazy. And I'm like, not in support of taking everybody's guns away. I just want sensible gun laws. There are too many illegal guns on the street. And I'm not even saying that Jamarcus was an illegal gun. We don't know. Maybe he was licensed, and maybe he was licensed to carry.
Tracy
No idea.
Jillian
But, like, the point is there are just too many guns, you know, and, like, people, like, taking guns out in their cars and getting in fights and getting mad at each other and shooting people in public. Like it is. It doesn't happen other places?
Tracy
No.
Jillian
You know.
Tracy
No. Only in America.
Jillian
Yeah.
Tracy
Welcome.
Jillian
I want to be really clear. We don't know that Jamarcus wasn't licensed to carry. I'm not saying that he wasn't. I'm just saying there are too many guns in circulation.
Tracy
And it's also not an appropriate response.
Jillian
No, exactly.
Tracy
To a fight outside of a club about, like, which really, if we're going to boil it down, was just a misunderstanding or just someone who would have been like, sorry, you know, like, just keep driving. Just go home.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
So December 7, 2017, we're at the Superdome in New Orleans.
Jillian
Yes.
Patrick Jackson
And what? St. John Winston State Championship. It became full circle, and in 2017, that was the first championship since Juan and I did it in 2004. It was a pretty special moment.
Tracy
West St. John wins the championship again for the first time since Juan and Patrick did it in 2004 in the same place they won. That made everybody proud.
Jillian
We did it.
Tracy
It's like a really, really, really moving Full circle moment for the community. And I think it brought some people some healing in the way that it could for them, but I think they really felt like they were doing it for Juan and that he was there with them and, like, he was such a big part of that community. And I think it's a really beautiful thing that they did.
Jillian
It's really beautiful. You know, and, like, there's a community park in the town that they renamed the Juan Anthony Joseph community park. Like, this community loved this guy. And they wanted. They showed up, they wanted a place to be able to go to remember him and talk about him. And, you know, I love a community park. The mom loves the community park too.
Tracy
And his friend. It ends with one of his friends saying, legends never die. They have a lasting impact. And that's what Juan has. And, like, his story will live on forever. And, like, everything he taught the community will still be passed down hopefully.
Jillian
Yes.
Tracy
You know, people saying, like, that coach I had, he was amazing, and his
Jillian
name will never be forgotten ever. Oh, girl. We did murder under the Friday Night Lights. Do it for one.
Tracy
Yes. Season 1 Episode 5 yeah.
Jillian
We love you, fam. Thanks for hanging out with us. Look, I'm aspirationally putting myself in the mindset of April because that's when this is coming out. We are recording this in January, and
Tracy
most importantly for you, it's springtime. Hopefully it'll be a little bit warmer for you.
Jillian
Look, I'll take 60 degrees at this point, anything give me a 60 degree day. Yeah. All right. We love you.
Tracy
We love you. Stay safe, please.
Jillian
All right. Bye.
Tracy
Bye.
Episode: #497
Date: April 30, 2026
Hosts: Jillian & Tracy
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A heartfelt and sometimes humorous recap of the “Do It for Juan” episode from Murder Under the Friday Night Lights, focusing on the life and tragic murder of Juan Anthony Joseph—a beloved football player and coach from Edgard, Louisiana. The hosts discuss the investigation, community response, and the deeper issues of gun violence and justice in a football-obsessed small town.
This episode centers on the story of Juan Joseph—star quarterback, devoted family man, and respected figure in his Louisiana hometown—whose life ends suddenly after a random act of violence outside a nightclub. The hosts weave humor and emotional insight as they unpack the crime, the investigation, and how the tight-knit football community responded to devastating loss.
On football culture and community:
“They describe football as a rite of passage. It’s like church.”—Jillian, 02:24
“You have to show the fans that you are tough and you’re a winner because the whole town of Edgar just wanted the Rams to win at any cost. I was like, any cost, Betty.”—Jillian, 04:26
On loss and injustice:
“Absolutely not. You’re gonna do that yourself because everything’s gonna be fine.”—Patrick Jackson comforting Juan after the shooting, 25:17
“The fact that these two people are carrying guns in...the gun situation is out of control. It’s absolutely...We are, we are in this moment, this man, this good, good, wonderful man died because the gun situation is fucking out of control.”—Jillian, 22:03
On healing and moving forward:
“It’s like a really, really, really moving full circle moment for the community...I think they really felt like they were doing it for Juan and that he was there with them and, like, he was such a big part of that community. And I think it’s a really beautiful thing that they did.”—Tracy, 49:04
Reflecting on justice and its limits:
“If we’re gonna scream about it in some cases, we have to scream about it for sure.”—Tracy, 39:58
“There are too many illegal guns on the street...people, like, taking guns out in their cars and getting in fights and getting mad at each other and shooting people in public. Like it is. It doesn’t happen other places?”—Jillian, 48:06
Jillian and Tracy maintain their trademark blend of humor, empathy, and open-hearted critique throughout. They are playful with each other, incredibly supportive of the victim’s family, and unafraid to insert pointed commentary about systemic injustice and gun violence. Their language is frank, frequently peppered with exasperation, and always emotionally invested in the story’s outcome.
This episode of True Crime Obsessed offers a detailed, moving look at the legacy of Juan Joseph and the community that loved him. While lighthearted in places, it’s a pointed indictment of violence, an exploration of grief and healing, and a tribute to the way communities can come together after tragedy. The episode is both emotionally resonant and socially astute, mixing personal reflection with sharp critical analysis.