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Dave Cawley
Guess what? Discover is accepted at 99% of the places that take credit cards nationwide. You heard right, 99%. If you don't think so, maybe it's time to face facts. You're stuck in the past. Based on the February 2024 Nielsen report. Learn more at discover.com creditcard Two young fathers are shot to death outside an iconic Utah restaurant.
Amy Donaldson
I said, your dad has been hurt really bad.
Julia Geisler
The grief was disorienting for those left behind.
Dave Cawley
Until one choice changed everything.
Marilyn Kulstra
I just remember writing this letter, and it wasn't me writing it.
Dave Cawley
Can a personal decision shape generations?
Amy Donaldson
We're all falling for this guy's trick. I'm Amy Donaldson.
Dave Cawley
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Marilyn Kulstra
Lemonade.
Amy Donaldson
The best thing we've Learned from nearly 500 years of contact with the American wilderness is restraint. The willingness to hold our hand, to visit such places for our soul's good, but leave no tracks. Wallace Stegner Crossing into Eden Marilyn Kulstra awoke in an unfamiliar bed in an unfamiliar house, in an unfamiliar city, in an unfamiliar country. It was the morning of Friday, August 12, 2011, day five of the search for her missing husband. She was in Park City, Utah, and she had come all the way from Australia with one goal, to find Eric Robinson. But Marilyn hadn't yet managed to even make contact with the people in charge of the search.
Rachel Robinson
You know, a little frustrating, I think. We started calling on Friday asking to speak. Oh, they're out on the field searching. Call back. Said could you get them to call me?
Amy Donaldson
Sitting at home waiting for a phone call is not what you came here to do.
Rachel Robinson
It is not. And I'm a person of action.
Marilyn Kulstra
First.
Amy Donaldson
Marilyn, her daughter Rachel, and her husband's hiking buddy, Devon, were staying together at a home that belonged to a friend of a friend. They spent the morning waiting there for a return phone call from the Duchenne County Sheriff. That call never came.
Rachel Robinson
Clearly, they had no news to share. Otherwise, you know, we would have heard.
Amy Donaldson
That Marilyn's primary contact in Utah, Julia Geisler, was gone, out searching for Eric in the vicinity of Dead Horse Pass. Julia wasn't expected back until later that evening. So in the meantime, Marilyn, Rachel, and Devin decided to drive up the Mirror Lake highway to the Highline Trailhead, the place where Eric was supposed to have finished his hike.
Rachel Robinson
We saw where Julia had placed the.
Amy Donaldson
Makeshift sign five days earlier. The cardboard scrap was still stuck to the trailhead kiosk with Neon pink duct tape.
Rachel Robinson
We walked around that space. We walked down the track a little bit.
Amy Donaldson
Marilyn went out onto a rock ledge. It stood above a broad expanse of pine forest and provided a panoramic view, a deep gash. The gorge of the Duchesne river cut diagonally across the landscape. Many small ponds and lakes peeked out through the trees, shimmering in the afternoon sun. Marilyn didn't know their names, but one of the largest, Mirror Lake, sat directly in front of her. Beyond its shores rose the twin summits of Bald Mountain and Reed's Peak, their steep slopes still draped in aprons of snow.
Rachel Robinson
It was very beautiful country, you know, and I appreciated why Eric wanted to be in that space. Yeah, it was. It was lovely.
Amy Donaldson
Lovely, expansive and awful. Rachel came up behind. She looked out over that same scene and realized her entire field of view encompassed just a tiny portion of the Uinta Range, a small sliver of the search area.
Marilyn Kulstra
I don't think we had any concept of actually the size of what we were talking about.
Amy Donaldson
They stepped back from the ledge, crossed the highway and found a little pond called Butterfly Lake. There's a small parking area and campground there. Rachel went around placing flyers with Eric's name and photo under car windshield wipers.
Marilyn Kulstra
Just trying to feel like we were being useful. Fingers crossed. But it felt pretty futile.
Amy Donaldson
They walked around the lake, watching happy families fishing from the shoreline. They were still within sight of the highway, but Rachel couldn't keep her bearings. The mountain landmarks I described earlier were all foreign to her, and they would have been alien to Eric as well. So how would he find his way if he were lost?
Marilyn Kulstra
I remember thinking, eric, what were you thinking, mate? You know, like, you're not young, you know, I've hiked with him before, and he's carrying this pack full of every single thing, and you can hardly stand up. I was thinking. And so once I could visualize it, I then was starting to probably prepare myself for any number of realities.
Amy Donaldson
My name is Dave Cawley. You are listening to Uinta Triangle, an audio documentary from KSL Podcasts. This is episode five Business Casual of the Backcountry. Marilyn and Rachel were out of cell phone range while up the Mirror Lake highway. But their phones started buzzing with alerts as they came back into service late that afternoon. Messages and voicemails poured in and family back in Australia, where are you? Any word about Eric? Marilyn wasn't sure who to respond to.
Rachel Robinson
First, but there was a time difference as well. You know, when we were able to call, it'd be middle of the night back Here and vice versa.
Amy Donaldson
A reporter with the news service Reuters had called looking for a quote. The Australian consulate in Los Angeles wanted an update. Marilyn hoped to see a missed call from the Duchesne sheriff. But.
Rachel Robinson
But no, it was a little frustrating but you know, the whole scenario of him being missing was frustrating because how dare he, you know, how dare you do this.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel called her husband Jeremy. She tried to describe the experience she had just had standing near the trailhead and looking out over the vast expanse, knowing it was just a small portion of the landscape Eric intended to cross. When I spoke to Jeremy and Rachel, Jeremy told me he had struggled to comprehend the scope of it and no one really knew.
Rachel Robinson
He could have been here, there in the middle or towards, you know, the finish. It's just no one really knew, did they?
Marilyn Kulstra
No, it was literally a needle in a haystack like. And that's what, when you saw it, you went.
Amy Donaldson
Jeremy went online and found video clips from Marilyn's TV interview. And he read through comments about the unfolding story on social media.
Rachel Robinson
One guy came on early and he.
Amy Donaldson
Said, look, I've been going in the.
Rachel Robinson
Inters for 50 years. I said, you know, I think the unfortunate reality is, is that Eric won't be found until someone basically trips over him.
Amy Donaldson
A confronting thought. To that point, Jeremy hadn't entertained the idea Eric might not be alive.
Rachel Robinson
I think initially we were all like, well, you know, depending on the weather.
Amy Donaldson
He'S just running late.
Rachel Robinson
It was really then after five days that we went, you know, by now we probably should have heard something.
Amy Donaldson
And that was the whole idea behind Marilyn's interview.
Marilyn Kulstra
Being on TV was probably the best way of getting information.
Amy Donaldson
But Marilyn wasn't the only person in the news lamenting a loved one missing in the Uinta Mountains. A crisis was at that very moment unfolding on the opposite side of the hyuintas. A 12 year old boy Scout had disappeared from camp at a place called Spirit Lake. I was hoping that he would be found before dark.
Rachel Robinson
And yeah, the pit is back in my stomach now.
Amy Donaldson
About 30 volunteers, deputies and search and rescue in Daggett county are trying to find 12 year old Jared Rapalado. Back at the Rapalado home in Hooper, Jared's mom Dawn tries to handle her emotions and the constant phone call. What can I do? So I've just been asking for prayers. The Daggett County Sheriff called for air support, but the Utah Department of Public Safety helicopter was already busy in Duchene county ferrying searchers in and out of the wilderness as they looked for Eric Robinson. The flight crew had to make a difficult decision about which mission to prioritize. Jared Ropilado's young age and the immediacy of his situation demanded attention, so the chopper diverted away from the search for Eric. Hey Luke, you showing that Daggett Lake just over the ridge? I'm heading to the west over by Daggett.
Russ Alston
I'm going to start griddling from there.
Amy Donaldson
The chopper spent the rest of that day looking for the lost scout. But with the daylight gone, dawn says she's counting on her son to take care of himself and stay put so he'll be easier to find. I don't know if he's freaking out and wondering or if he did stop to pray and to sit and to be still. That's what I've been praying that he would do. A call for volunteers went out over social media. Hundreds of people made plans to show up at Spirit Lake at first light the next morning, a far different response than the search for Eric, where only a small number of volunteers had so far turned out to help. Part of the problem was no one knew where to send volunteers who were willing to look for Eric. He was five days overdue, but it had been much longer than that since the last sighting of him. Eric had last been seen on the shore of Fox lake on day three of his hike. It was now Friday, August 12th. Nearly two full weeks later, Marilyn couldn't understand how Eric would have gone so long without having contact with anyone else.
Rachel Robinson
My experience hiking with him is that you talk and you share with those that you meet.
Amy Donaldson
She was about to discover Eric did meet others and their story would complicate the task of finding him.
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Rachel Robinson
She had a couple of possibilities and tracks that he might have taken. So we started planning that the dining room table turned into our command base, maps, plans, people who can come, where are we going? What are we going to do?
Amy Donaldson
Marilyn was at a disadvantage. She had no experience in the Uintas, and that made it difficult to look at the map and picture how it all fit together. Julia acted as her guide, tracing the route of her one possible detour, the Granddaddy Bypass.
Rachel Robinson
Julia was an invaluable asset in local knowledge and knowledge of the mountains because it was like her backyard, her playground.
Amy Donaldson
I've described the Granddaddy Bypass once before. It would have extended Eric's walk by at least a few days and required some careful navigation. It was plausible Eric could be alive but lost or delayed somewhere along that bypass. Great, Marilyn and Rachel said. Let's go there. But Julia suggested they work on finding more volunteers. She had put out a plea for help once already, but didn't get much response.
Julia Geisler
It was hard to get people to come out, especially during the week, because this is happening during a work week and it's last minute.
Amy Donaldson
Julia tried again, now that it was the weekend. She called friends who were ski patrollers, mountain bikers trail runners, anyone who might be fit and fast enough to help. Several agreed to pack their bags and spend the next two days hiking in search of Eric.
Julia Geisler
It was definitely personal connections that got those folks out, not other resources.
Amy Donaldson
Julia's friends were far too few in number to cover the hundreds of miles of trails that needed to be checked. She didn't yet realize it, but she was competing for volunteers with the family of that missing Boy Scout at Spirit Lake. And she was losing.
Julia Geisler
Eric's from Australia. He doesn't have a lot of friends except for me and Blake in town. And so when you have a search and rescue operation going and you're calling for volunteers, not a lot of people are showing up because they don't know the guy. You know, if you know somebody that's out there, you know a family that has a kid missing, you get hundreds of people show up day after day. Like, we really didn't have that. So we were definitely pulling on the heartstrings of, you know, patrollers and runners and like, within our community or our networks of friends.
Amy Donaldson
Julia gave her friends instructions where to go. They promised to report back with any findings. She, in effect, organized a shadow search and rescue independent of but parallel to the official effort by the Duchesne sheriff. Marilyn, meanwhile, found herself overwhelmed by the constant calls and messages coming in from Australia. Rachel stepped in, taking over as the single point of contact. She sent an email home that Friday night. Here's what it said.
Marilyn Kulstra
Mum did a sterling job last night, appearing on the Salt Lake TV station. It's in the papers and on the tv. Reuters called this afternoon from Washington, so the message is reaching far and wide.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel shared her firsthand impression of the Uintas now that she'd seen the place for herself.
Marilyn Kulstra
It is wild, wild country and forest, better referred to as wilderness. The search has covered a fair amount of the trail Eric planned on covering. It has been done by air, by the helicopter. Some of the paths have been covered by snow, and detours are in place.
Amy Donaldson
Eric's trail friend Devin, along with Julia's partner Blake and her sister intended to spend the weekend searching the Granddaddy bypass. Other friends would fan out elsewhere across the range.
Marilyn Kulstra
As of tomorrow, all of Eric's friends will be on the trail, and Mum and I will be in charge of the house, the four mobile phones, and directing the volunteers. There has been no more news. Essentially, no one has seen eric since.
Amy Donaldson
The 30th, the last known sighting two weeks earlier, when a hiker had photographed Eric at Fox Lake. Rachel said no One had seen him since.
Marilyn Kulstra
Like us, people here are baffled as to what this means. We're frustrated by the fact there is so much ground to cover, yet it is hard to scale the search more effectively until they have another sighting.
Amy Donaldson
The missing Boy Scout, Jared Ropalado, turned up early on Saturday, less than 24 hours after he vanished into the woods. Just before 9am Word came he was found. I'm happier than I think I've ever been because I was probably as scared as I'd ever been. Dawn Rapalado is Jared's mother. He's fine. He fell in a river this morning, so he was wet, but he's still dirty. When he realized he didn't know where he was, he stopped and built a shelter, then buried himself in dirt to keep warm overnight. He says he learned all that from the Boy Scouts.
Russ Alston
When we went to scout camp last.
Amy Donaldson
Year, they taught us how to build.
Russ Alston
A lean tomb so we can stay warm.
Amy Donaldson
The quick recovery meant Duchesne county got its air support back by about midday on Saturday, August 13, day six of the search for Eric. Chief Deputy Dave Boren tasked the helicopter with carrying a search party to Fox Lake. They would expand outward from the spot Eric was last seen around water sources.
Julia Geisler
Where he might have camped, not just the trail itself.
Amy Donaldson
This was a subtle but significant shift in strategy. It meant the sheriff considered the entire Highline trail cleared. Eric must be somewhere off the trail, which meant the boundaries of the search were ballooning outward. Julia continued pleading for help from the public.
Julia Geisler
I was doing more work with the sheriff, trying to, you know, get volunteers and help coordinate on what has been searched and where.
Amy Donaldson
There's a concept in the military called fog of war. It describes what happens when units in the field don't know what's going on around them. Julia and her makeshift search parties ran into this same problem.
Julia Geisler
You're out of cell phone range when you're out there searching. So, like, even how to communicate amongst the groups, radios and that kind of thing. Like, it's pretty limited in what you can do out there.
Amy Donaldson
This problem was complicated by the fact the search had effectively forked. The Duchenne searchers weren't always aware of what was happening with the Julia's friends and vice versa.
Julia Geisler
It was great to have both, but the communication between the two groups of volunteers was pretty lacking. And I think Blake tells a story of being out there and, like, encountering some folks on horses that had been searching the same drainage. And it's like, oh, we didn't even know we would all be in there together.
Amy Donaldson
At one point, Julia realized Duchesne didn't have jurisdiction anywhere on the north side of the Uinta crest. That half of the the range was Summit County's responsibility.
Julia Geisler
I was like, wait, which county? Where's the map? And like, starting to understand the delineation between the two and the resources that each had or didn't have.
Amy Donaldson
I'll remind you, Julia's initial call reporting Eric missing went to Summit County, But Summit handed the case off to Duchenne because the Highline trail is mostly within Duchenne, but many of the trails that branch off of the High line, where Julia's friends were at that moment searching, were in Summit. Yet no one from the official side of the search was working those areas.
Julia Geisler
And I started to put out pleas to, like, people on the county council and things like that or city council that I knew saying, hey, can you help me encourage Summit county to join this search? We were like, we need help. We need more resources. And some sent out the plea to Summit. Nate declined.
Amy Donaldson
Summer sunlight glared off the concrete as Russ Alston stepped out of the air conditioned comfort of his home in south Jordan, a suburb of Salt Lake City. He dragged a garden hose across the driveway over to his Chevy Suburban and started spraying down the big suv, blasting off a coating of dust, mud and bug guts, the remnants of a trip to the High Uintas with a group of boy scouts a week earlier.
Jay
Because I'd hauled the whole crew up, all six of us, gear and all. And so I was washing the car and I got a phone call from Jay, my tent partner, and he said, hey, did you read the paper this morning? And I said no. And he said, read the paper. Front page of the local.
Amy Donaldson
Russ and Jay were neighbors and fellow scoutmasters. They, along with a third adult leader, had led three teenage Scouts, one of them, Russ own son, on a difficult trek.
Jay
King's Peak, the highest point in Utah, was the ultimate goal, and we were going to take six days to carry out that plan.
Amy Donaldson
Just to be clear, Russ scout group was not the one with the missing boy, Jared Ropalado. Russ's scouts were a few years older, in their mid to late teens, and they had been in a different part of the Uintas. Russ put down the hose and went to find his copy of that morning's Deseret News. He unfolded the paper and saw a photo of a man who looked familiar, balding on top, gray hair at the sides. You recognize him, don't you? Jay asked.
Jay
He told me what I was going to read. But I read the full article and it was essentially that Eric Robinson was overdue at the pickup point on the western extreme of the Highline Trail.
Amy Donaldson
The article said. The last time anyone saw Eric was two weeks earlier, on Saturday, July 30, at Fox Lake. Russ realized that was wrong.
Jay
We'd seen him. After the report from the newspaper, the.
Amy Donaldson
Two men agreed they needed to call the Duchenne county sheriff immediately and explain when and where they'd encountered Eric. The Boy Scouts of America have a long history in the Uinta Mountains, dating back almost to the organization's founding. Boy Scouts were some of the first to scale many Uinta peaks. One of the highest, Explorer Peak, is named in their honor. The Pulitzer Prize winning writer Wallace Stegner, one of my favorite authors, visited the Uintas as a teenage Scout in 1923. We walked no sword edge to get here, but we worked and had blisters to prove it. Stegner penned this essay about the trip decades later, praising the Uintas as Eden. Places as perfect as this should be, as secret as they are inaccessible, they cannot stand advertising because we have a habit of destroying what we love. Stegner's Eden didn't remain a secret. Boy Scout troops made treks all across the Uinta range during the 1930s. Boys who completed the grueling hikes were called sourdoughs. That slang borrowed from the Klondike Gold rush, where prospectors who survived at least one Yukon winter were called sourdoughs in reference to the sourdough bread starter. Many carried on the treacherous trail to the gold fields. Utah's Sourdough Scouts earned a special patch for their efforts and Russ Group was following in that tradition in a way. During his trip in 2011, one of.
Jay
The things we looked at doing was earning a 50 mile patch through the Boy Scouts.
Amy Donaldson
They departed on Monday, August 1st. That would have been day five of Eric Robinson's hike. Half of their first day was taken up driving to the Swift Creek trailhead on the south slope of the Uintas. They started up the trail early in the afternoon at a slow pace.
Jay
It feels like when you set out on a trail in the hyuanas after about 200 yards, you feel like you're in a survival situation. You're like, did we go 10 miles or was that just 200 yards? It's like you're out of breath.
Amy Donaldson
Out of breath because of the elevation. As we've talked about before, the Uintas rise high enough to that many hikers have to acclimate to avoid the risk of altitude sickness. Russ was well aware of the effects of low oxygen on the body. He'd spent years as a fighter pilot in the US Air Force and was currently a captain for a major airline. He knew ascending slowly was the key to avoiding trouble.
Jay
You don't want to be too fast. It's the tortoise in the hare syndrome.
Amy Donaldson
The scout group hiked north up the canyon of Yellowstone Creek. They went about five miles or eight kilometers before making their first camp. They resumed hiking the next morning after.
Jay
A leisurely breakfast broke camp packed up. We were probably on the trail by 9ish.
Amy Donaldson
The trail paralleled Yellowstone Creek's east bank. Russ couldn't see the creek much of the the time because it was entrenched in a narrow gorge, but he could hear the roar of the frothy water cascading over rocks. The cool of morning soon gave way to the heat of midday. Russ monitored his scouts to make sure they were staying hydrated, another key to avoiding altitude sickness. He called for a break at about a quarter, quarter to noon.
Jay
Let everybody get their breath, drop their pack. You're sweaty, cool off a little bit, recharge with water.
Amy Donaldson
During this break, Russ spotted someone approaching from the opposite direction.
Jay
A gentleman comes down the trail that we meet going up.
Amy Donaldson
This man looked a little disheveled, but.
Jay
He had really good boots. He was in shorts, so lightweight. That's kind of the standard business casual of the backcountry, right? You know, you're probably wearing the same clothes if you're lightweight for multiple days. So the creases, your nicely pressed T shirts don't look quite as nice maybe, and you have stubble.
Amy Donaldson
Beyond clothing, Russ could see this solo hiker was well equipped.
Jay
Trekking poles, a good internal frame backpack that was self contained. He didn't have a lot of gear dangling or extra strapped onto his pack. He looked fit and like he'd been out a few days and he was prepared for that.
Amy Donaldson
The man stopped and said, g' day, mate, how are you going?
Jay
He was from Australia, Definitely an Aussie.
Amy Donaldson
Accent with a dash of Scottish, which I clearly can't mimic. The man introduced himself as Eric.
Jay
Super pleasant, you know, solo hiker.
Amy Donaldson
Russ felt curious about what would bring an older man so far across the world to walk such a remote trail all by himself.
Jay
He started telling us of experiences he'd had, you know, on other treks. He'd been in the Himalayas and he may have listed a few, a few other places, but they were exotic places for, you know, intermountain west usa. And he had mentioned he and his wife had trekked a lot of those times, that that is their hobby. That's what they spent their summers doing.
Amy Donaldson
But Eric said this time his wife Marilyn hadn't been able to join him.
Jay
We chat with this gentleman for 20 to 30 minutes maybe about his experience and what we're doing and exchange ideas on the trail.
Amy Donaldson
Eric said a little ways up the canyon, they would come to a crossing of Yellowstone Creek. There was no bridge, no mossy log, no rocks to hop. They'd have to get their feet wet.
Jay
So he was kind enough to explain that where the Mark Trail crossed the river, that it was a little bit more channeled and deep. And he said if you just go upriver 50 yards, just a little bit more, that you'd find it opened up and there was more of a gravel bar and it was not as deep. So he was again, you realize his experience. He knows what he's looking for in river crossings.
Amy Donaldson
Russ asked where Eric had come from. Eric said he was hiking the Uintah Highline Trail. That didn't make sense to Russ because.
Jay
He was headed south now and we were headed north up into that basin.
Amy Donaldson
The Highline Trail runs east to west. Eric was not on the High Line. In fact, he was heading away from it. His encounter with Russ occurred five miles or eight kilometers south of the High Line. Russ knew the High Line at the head of Yellowstone Creek where he was headed with his scouts sat above timberline in wide open alpine tundra. It seemed implausible this experienced Australian trekker could have mistakenly wandered so far off route, going so far downhill into the trees without realizing his mistake.
Jay
I believe he recognized he was off trail and he asked us for kind of some assistance or guidance on that.
Amy Donaldson
As they talked, Eric described crossing Anderson Pass on the Uinta Highline Trail a day earlier. He said he had lost the trail on the west side of the pass.
Jay
And part of it was because of the snow. A lot of the trail is covered because of that heavy and late melt off.
Amy Donaldson
Remember the mountaineer Art Lang, who we met before? He shared his story of encountering these same snowdrifts and going over the top of one of them on a knife edge of snow called a moat? Art crossed Anderson Pass on Aug. 9, more than a week after Eric. And a week of warm sunshine can melt a lot of snow in the Uintas. So the drifts were larger and more dangerous when Eric reached them on August 1st. Eric told Russ he had struggled to get around them. Snowdrifts Rather than go above the way Art did, Eric went below.
Jay
His description was letting himself down over more than just boulders, but kind of cliff faces. He had scraped up knuckles, skin a little bit roughed up like the mountains can do. And maybe, maybe his knees I can't picture exactly, but he was scuffed up as I remember, a little bit, and he was complaining about that.
Amy Donaldson
Eric said he had been unable to get back to the trail he had camped that night in the Yellowstone Basin, woke up that morning and continued on his way. Not long after, Eric came across a herd of sheep. He told Russ he found a pair of sheep herders and tried to talk to them, but a language barrier made that impossible. The herders gave Eric some coffee and posed for a couple pictures. These herders never came forward to my knowledge. They were never identified or questioned. Eric's story of leaving the Highline Trail to get around steep snow on Anderson Pass made sense, but Russ felt confused about the part after that. The details were murky.
Jay
The only thing I came away questioning was really his navigation, how he got off trail and couldn't get back on efficiently.
Amy Donaldson
According to Russ, Eric said he had found a trail once down in the Basin and followed it. That was the trail they were both now on. But again, it wasn't the High Line.
Jay
We got maps out and I kind of described some of those options. He had to return to the High Line.
Amy Donaldson
Russ told Eric he could either backtrack up the trail they were on, the Yellowstone Creek Trail, or continue downstream for another 30 minutes, watching for another trail that split off going west.
Jay
I described a junction a little bit downriver. He could continue farther, hit a tee in the trail and then take a bypass to kind of an end run to get back onto the Highline Trail.
Amy Donaldson
Let me help you picture what Russ is describing. Think of the letter U or the shape of a horseshoe. Eric had started his day at the top right side of the Horseshoe. He was supposed to cross the short gap to the top left side just a little hop over Tungsten Pass. Instead, Eric had gone downstream along Yellowstone Creek, the right side of the Horseshoe. That's where he ran into Russ and the Scouts. The trail junction a bit farther downstream was the curve at the bottom of the Horseshoe. If Eric went that way, the trail would carry him up along the left side of the Horseshoe back to the High Line. Walking this horseshoe instead of hopping the gap would be an exhausting time wasting detour. But on the upside, it would take Eric through the beautiful Garfield Basin, a place he had not see otherwise during.
Jay
The course of conversation, that's what I recommended to him.
Amy Donaldson
Errik thought it over, then agreed he would follow the horseshoe. They folded up their maps, but as they prepared to part ways, Russ felt a twinge of concern. He warned Eric taking the horseshoe would mean having to cross Yellowstone Creek again.
Jay
I didn't know what that water crossing was going to hold for him. I didn't see it.
Amy Donaldson
Eric thanked Russ for the information, said farewell, and started off down the trail. Within a few moments, he disappeared around a bend. Russ roused his scouts, and they resumed their march up the Yellowstone. Soon after, gray storm clouds rolled across the sky. It started to rain, the cold, pelting kind of rain just on the verge of turning into hail. Russ wondered if the storm might make Yellowstone Creek swell just as Eric, the Aussie trekker, was trying to cross. Scoutmaster Russ Alston's report to the Duchesne sheriff made an immediate impact on the search. Chief Deputy Dave Boren shared the sighting with the media, telling reporters he wasn't giving up hope of finding Eric alive. He also informed Julia, who passed the word on to Marilyn.
Rachel Robinson
So there was renewed hope of some conclusion.
Amy Donaldson
The sighting along Yellowstone Creek was both more recent and farther along the trail than the previous last sighting at Fox lake. It was 10 days old rather than 14. Four extra days might not seem like much, but if Eric was in a survival situation, it might be the difference between four finding him alive or not. Marilyn and Rachel went to their map of the Ha Uintas and found the spot on the Yellowstone. This became the new focus for the search.
Marilyn Kulstra
Then there was the question of he was a little off the trail. He was a little bit lost. Did he know what he was doing? Was he a little disoriented? You know, he seemed a little fatigued, like the, I think, doubt. And in the absence of information, all these other questions would arise. And so I then think, well, what was he doing there?
Amy Donaldson
Marilyn and Rachel were trying to understand what Eric's mental state might have been at the time he met Russ. They didn't have a way to speak with Russ themselves, so the best they could do was use the time and place he had provided to calculate where Eric might have gone next.
Rachel Robinson
We have a bit more understanding of where he was last seen, how long he would travel, you know, in a day.
Amy Donaldson
They now had three dates and places. Eric's departure from Chipita Lake on July 28, his sighting at Fox Lake on July 30, and the encounter along Yellowstone Creek on August 2. From this, they could derive a rough estimate of Eric's pace. He had averaged fewer than six miles per day. Marilyn, Rachel and Julia used that to estimate how far Eric might have traveled in the time. Since they also considered other variables, the.
Rachel Robinson
Weather became a very significant factor in all of this.
Amy Donaldson
What was the concern with the weather.
Rachel Robinson
The winds, the rain, the storm that had come through, and just what he would have done in those circumstances? From my previous experience, he would have pitched the tent and stayed inside.
Amy Donaldson
It remained plausible. Errik might have sheltered in his tent for two or three days, then proceeded at a slow pace. He could still be out there alive. Or maybe in haste, trying to make up ground under rain and fog, he slipped and fell.
Rachel Robinson
If something like that had happened and he was conscious, he would have set off that epub.
Amy Donaldson
The emergency emergency beacon.
Rachel Robinson
You know, that was the bargaining piece of his. I can go and hike because I've got this epirb. If something happens, I go off the trail or whatever, I can set the EPIRB off. Why didn't it go off? Why haven't we had a beacon? Because something significant has stopped him from doing it.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel summarized all of this in another email to friends and family back in Australia. Here's what she wrote. That Saturday night, we were sitting quietly.
Marilyn Kulstra
At 6pm contemplating yet another day of disappointment, when the phone rang and the sheriff reported an official sighting. He was contacted today by a Boy Scout leader who spoke for some time to Eric on August 2nd. Whilst that is still 10 days ago, we feel this is still some positive progress.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel said the sighting now put searchers directly on Eric's tail.
Marilyn Kulstra
Eric had been and was moving very slowly, slower than he or others had anticipated. It is still feasible that he is trying to make his way out and is lost somewhere. We still have hope that this is the case.
Amy Donaldson
A moment ago, Marilyn raised the question, why hadn't Eric's emergency beacon gone off? I think taking a closer look at Eric's experience on Anderson Pass might help us answer that. Eric didn't like snow. We've heard Marilyn say that several times.
Rachel Robinson
I think he would avoid it. I mean, if it's light smattering of snow, that's no real hindrance. But if it's. If you're encountering big pockets of snow, he would be thinking, how am I going to do this?
Amy Donaldson
Eric wasn't a climber, but Marilyn told me he knew how to scramble, using both hands and feet to move across steep terrain. She'd seen him do it on the Annapurna circuit.
Rachel Robinson
We had to scarper up shale rocks to Be able to steer clear of the yaks stampeding down the track. You know, I can remember hanging onto each other on the side of the trail, you know, as these yaks went thundering past.
Amy Donaldson
Eric's second trip to Nepal, less than a year before his Uinta Highline hike introduced him to the dangers of crossing steep snow. And remember, he had lost his closest adventure buddy, Alan Beck in a fatal fall from glacier ice in New Zealand. So I think it's safe to assume the idea of crossing the drift spooked Eric. He wouldn't risk taking it head on. We know Eric found another way around because he told the scoutmaster Russ about it. But even Russ didn't really understand the risks Eric took in doing that until he set eyes on the snowdrift himself. Russ and the Scouts headed for Kings Peak the day after meeting Eric. They followed the Highline Trail going east uphill toward Anderson Pass.
Jay
The trail is well marked. I find out the next day going up.
Amy Donaldson
That is until they reached the edge of the drift.
Jay
It's just all snow field and it's deep, packed up five feet, maybe more. You can't really tell.
Amy Donaldson
That's more than a light smattering. And it was steep.
Jay
You know, I'd have to get my geometry set out to figure out that angle, but it looks like it's about 45 degree angle straight off and 45 degrees is like a roof.
Amy Donaldson
Russ looked for a safe way to go above or below the drift, but couldn't spot one. He tested the snow with his boot. It felt slick and unstable. He could probably get across by kicking steps in the snow, but one bad step might prove fatal if you slip.
Jay
You can't necessarily stop yourself on snow if you're not equipped with an ice axe. Ropes tethered up together, which we weren't, and preparation. One of my boys that we're leading is in tennis shoes, so he doesn't have any grip and the ability to dig a heel in because he's got flat bottomed Converse, you know, high top tennis shoes.
Amy Donaldson
Russ told his Scouts this was as far as they would go. They abandoned their hopes of reaching the summit of King's Peak. It's worth noting Russ description of the drift is the closest we can get to seeing it through Eric's eyes. And Russ decision not to risk crossing it reinforces my belief that the snow spooked Eric. Before the Boy Scouts retreated back to their camp, Russ took a moment to picture the path Eric must have taken to bypass the drift, leaving the trail and descending into The Yellowstone Basin.
Jay
I kind of sorted through and understood what he was describing, that he came off the hill and kind of went directly downhill. And then he described kind of hand over foot of letting himself down the face of the rock. A treacherous path, basically.
Amy Donaldson
What does treacherous really mean, though? To find out, I needed to see the spot for myself. That's one of the reasons I embarked on my own Uintah highline hike in 2023, following in Eric's footsteps. My hike came during a big snow year in the uintas, just like 2011, and I intentionally started my hike on the same date as Eric. July 28th. I reached Anderson Pass two days ahead of Eric's pace and thought I might also run into dangerous snow.
Russ Alston
Okay, I am looking. I am looking at one of the snow fields that Eric Robinson likely had to contend with.
Amy Donaldson
From a distance I could tell the drift was much smaller than it would have been for Eric.
Russ Alston
It is retreated high enough that it's not covering the trail. But two or three weeks ago, this would have probably descended to a point where it covered the trail. And I either would have had to cross it, climb up above it, or go down below it.
Amy Donaldson
I'll remind you, this is the same place Art the mountaineer, told us he circled above the drift and crossed the top of it on that moat. Eric had gone the other way, trying to divert below the drift. I looked down the steep talus that dropped away to my left and felt my stomach flop.
Russ Alston
Alright, I am right at the base of this snowfield. Thank goodness it is not covering the trail for me because scrambling down that rock pile looks like a nightmare. Oh my word. Because that just ends in cliffs.
Amy Donaldson
I could see the way Eric must have gone, stepping and sliding toward the edge, dislodging stones that clattered over the brink. He would have found a notch or gap in the cliff where he could lower himself down.
Russ Alston
So if I had to pick my way down, I can. I can kind of see how I could scramble down this chute. But that looks like it. Cliffs out, that would be extremely unfun.
Amy Donaldson
Remember, Eric's not a rock climber. He wasn't carrying any climbing gear. A fall could easily injure or kill him. And Russ, the scoutmaster, had noticed scrapes and bruises that suggested Eric likely had a close call.
Russ Alston
Probably had some slip falls where he lost his traction, fell on his butt, caught himself with his hands, scraped his knuckles up.
Amy Donaldson
Eric chose to take this treacherous path rather than use his emergency beacon. I can think of two explanations why. First, he didn't Want to admit defeat and thought the challenge was within his ability to overcome. Which obviously it was. Second, Errik kept the beacon in his backpack, which meant he couldn't get to it once he had started climbing down through the cliffs, using both hands and feet to keep from falling. And by the time he got to the bottom of the cliffs, he didn't need to use it because he wasn't in life threatening danger anymore.
Russ Alston
Part of what that. What really impresses upon me is just how tough and determined Eric was.
Amy Donaldson
Eric was a problem solver, unlikely to call for rescue unless he was literally dying. And this will be an important point to remember later in our story. Maybe it was just the cool breeze on my sweaty back, but I shuddered. Best to keep moving. I continued on, stepping over a trickle of meltwater as it flowed across the trail. Thinking through all of this while headed down from Anderson Pass put me in a strange headspace. I felt hyper aware of my own vulnerability, especially because I was alone. If I had an accident, who would even know?
Russ Alston
This is not a fault to your death spot, but it is a fall and hurt yourself spot. So let's not do that.
Amy Donaldson
Big step. It's possible to go days at a time without seeing another person on the Uinta Highline Trail. And the meetings you do have tend to be brief. Hello.
Russ Alston
Morning to you. Morning. How's it going? Well, good. Where are you coming from before it rains? Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. You're pushing.
Julia Geisler
Will do.
Russ Alston
Have a good summit.
Amy Donaldson
Yeah.
Russ Alston
I need you to be the first guy that's seen. I love that. That's the way it should be.
Amy Donaldson
This solitude is part of what draws me to wild places. But it can also amplify the consequences of if something goes wrong. I found myself wondering what would happen if I failed to finish my hike. Say I disappeared like Eric. When would people notice I was overdue? Who would come looking for me? Would any other hikers remember seeing me? Three women came into view as I was mulling this over. They were hiking up to the pass as I headed down. Yield to uphill traffic. I found a safe spot to step aside as they approached.
Rachel Robinson
Hello.
Russ Alston
Hey. Where are y' all coming from?
Amy Donaldson
We started at China Meadows.
Russ Alston
Okay.
Amy Donaldson
And then we camped at Upper Red Castle.
Russ Alston
Nice.
Amy Donaldson
These hikers noticed the cameras, audio recorder, microphones, stands and cables dangling off my pack. Yeah, you got a lot of stuff on you.
Russ Alston
Yeah. Makes the climb even worse.
Amy Donaldson
They asked what I was up to. I told them I was working on a podcast about an Australian backpacker who had disappeared up here.
Russ Alston
Coming down off of Anderson, he lost the trail and like went straight down this scree field and then he camped down here. And so the high line, like the low little knob over here, that's Tungsten Pass. All he had to do was go over to Tungsten, hop it, and then like head straight west. Porcupine. Instead, he went all the way down this river drainage. So it's like, why did he do that? Was he like trying to bail out? Did he get lost?
Amy Donaldson
Bail out? Remember that phrase? I'll come back to it. What's your cockpit? Yeah, I'd be interested to listen.
Russ Alston
It's not going to be out for a while. It'll probably be called Uinta Triangle, but we don't know for sure yet.
Amy Donaldson
There's nothing more cringe worthy than listening to a dude talk about his podcast. But I figured the easiest way for these hikers to find this show once it eventually came out, would be for them to follow another series I had already released.
Russ Alston
If you're from Salt Lake, have you ever heard of Cold the podcast?
Amy Donaldson
Yeah.
Marilyn Kulstra
Oh yeah, we've all watched that.
Russ Alston
That's me.
Amy Donaldson
That's it. I didn't want to embarrass myself any further, so I wish them a safe hike and continued on my way. Have fun. Safe hike. Yeah, you too. Excited to hear it.
Russ Alston
Me too.
Amy Donaldson
Eric made it safely down to the floor of the Yellowstone circ. But he was off the trail and couldn't see any obvious markers pointing the way back to it. That's because there aren't any. Marilyn told me. That would have frustrated Eric.
Rachel Robinson
He probably would have sworn first off, you know, get a bit of heat out of it. But he would have been into the problem solving mode of what do I do about this? He would have been consulting with his map. He would have been checking on the gps.
Amy Donaldson
Many of the trails Eric had previously walked across the world were marked with posts or blazes. Those are carved symbols on tree trunks or bits of reflective flagging. The Uintah Highline doesn't have blazes. Sometimes the High Line's marked by cairns or piles of rocks, but even those are infrequent at best. And we know Eric complained about this when he encountered Russ, the Boy Scout leader. The next day, Eric told Russ he wandered a bit before finding a sheepherder camp. I know where that herder camp is because I went there too. You already heard me complain about un the garbage I found there. In an earlier bit of our story, the Herter camp sits right near an important intersection where the Highline trail and the Yellowstone Creek Trail meet.
Russ Alston
I'm standing at the junction of the Yellowstone Creek and Smith Fork Pass Trail with the Uintah Highline Trail. And these trails make a rough X. Yellowstone Creek one one way, Smith Fork passed the other way. You went to Highline crossing right between them. As I turn, I can look down and see the meadows where Eric observed sheep grazing.
Amy Donaldson
This trail junction's just above timberline. A hiker here has unobstructed views of the surrounding terrain. Major landmarks, including King's Peak, are easy to see and identify.
Russ Alston
This would have been a very unusual place for Eric to lose his way. I can easily see the Uinta Highline Trail cut through open meadow going up toward Tungsten Pass. But I can also very easily see the Yellowstone Creek Trail. So did he inadvertently walk right by that intersection? Was he distracted by the view of the sheep? Was he going down to take a look at the sheep? Or did he perhaps, perhaps have other thoughts in mind about whether or not he wanted to continue on the Uintah Highline or bail out, end his trip by hiking out the Yellowstone Creek Trail?
Amy Donaldson
There's that phrase, bail out again. I should explain what I mean by that. When the story of Eric's encounter with Russ and the Boy Scouts made the news back in 2011, the common assumption was that he had become lost. And it made sense, at least at a surface level. Eric didn't know the Uintas and he had even told Russ he lost the trail coming off Anderson Pass. But the more I learned about Eric, his experience and his equipment, the more I came to doubt his turn down the Yellowstone Creek Trail was a mistake. Put yourself in Eric's boots. He runs into steep snow on Anderson Pass that reminds him of his friend Allen's death in New Zealand. He takes a dangerous detour down through cliffs and once safely to the floor of the Yellowstone Cirque, struggles to find the trail again.
Rachel Robinson
He would have been looking for solutions to what the problem might be.
Amy Donaldson
So he takes out his map and GPS and uses them to find his way back to the trail. The next morning, he continues on the High Line until he comes to a four way intersection. Here he faces a choice. Continue on the High Line with five more passes still to cross, including the notoriously difficult Dead Horse. Or leave the High Line and hike down the Yellowstone Creek Trail, ending his trek.
Rachel Robinson
He knew well enough that you could walk out of the trails along your major walks at many points.
Amy Donaldson
I asked Marilyn, would Erik bail out if he felt unsafe?
Rachel Robinson
I've asked myself that. I don't know, but he was not a quitter. You know, he would persist and persist, and, you know, he was a stayer for the journey. So I'm not convinced that he would pull the pin on it.
Amy Donaldson
But Marilyn's never seen the slope Eric descended with her own eyes. I've showed her photos, but they don't do it justice. As I stood at the intersection of the High Line and Yellowstone Creek trails, I considered my next move. To follow Eric's path, I would have to leave the High Line here.
Russ Alston
The walk I'm about to do today is probably going to be the worst part of this trip, and I've known that ever since I started planning this moment ago. Because in order to follow Eric's route, I have to spend hours hiking basically useless miles away from the High Line, dropping in elevation, and then ultimately climbing all that elevation back to end up almost exactly where I started.
Amy Donaldson
This is that horseshoe I described earlier. I was standing at the top right, looking across the gap toward the top left.
Russ Alston
I'm looking at Tungsten Pass right now. And I'll be honest, I don't want to spend a whole day walking down this trail into the trees when my goal is just over there. I mean, I could be over that in 30 minutes.
Amy Donaldson
Tungsten Pass isn't much of a challenge. It's not steep and doesn't hold snow. It's by far the least imposing hurdle Eric would have had to cross. So I can't imagine him being intimidated by it. But I know he didn't cross it, so neither would I. I turned off the Highline Trail and headed down Yellowstone Creek. The forest deepened around me. The creek ran by my side. It was obvious I was leaving the High End wild. At one point, I even passed another trail junction with the sign pointing eastward to Bluebell Pass. Eric would have seen the same sign.
Russ Alston
This leads me to believe that Eric knew very well that he was leaving the High Line. He was not lost. He had not made a mistake. He had already crossed the Yellowstone Creek, having deforded. Then he came to this trail junction, saw this sign that said Highline Trail back the way he came, and yet he continued on down toward the Swift Creek trailhead as if his plan was to leave.
Amy Donaldson
The problem with this theory is, as far as we know, Eric didn't say a word about bailing out to Russ and the Boy Scouts. But then I wonder if he would have again. Put yourself in Eric's place. He's a confident, experienced trekker. Assume he got spooked coming off Anderson Pass. He's decided to bail and is on his way out when he runs into a group of teenagers lounging trailside. At least one of them in sneakers. Maybe he feels a bit embarrassed and decides he's overreacting. Eric doesn't have a good explanation for why he's so far off route at this point, so he plays it off as being disoriented. I ran this hypothetical by Julia. She thought it sounded plausible.
Julia Geisler
Who knows what the actual conversation was between the two parties, what was said by Eric. Who knows? You know how that was interpreted. You're with a bunch of Boy Scout kids.
Marilyn Kulstra
It's like.
Julia Geisler
Like, okay, I know what I'm doing. I know where I am. He had his GPS unit. He has his maps.
Amy Donaldson
Eric bailing out and then changing his mind is the only scenario that makes sense to me. Having walked this same path, I just don't think Eric would have made such an obvious navigational error and compounded it at every opportunity. Back in 2011, news reports about the sighting of Eric along Yellowstone Creek generated a burst of public interest. It brought out new volunteers. Marilyn, Rachel, and Julia spent Sunday, August 14, day seven of the search, sending them out with assignments.
Rachel Robinson
Julia had a constant stream of people coming and going from the house, directing them to different places. It was a lot of meeting people for the first time. And in that emotional state, you know, still not even connecting the names and who does what.
Amy Donaldson
And some of these introductions felt a bit bizarre, like one involving a man who wanted to track Eric through supernatural means.
Rachel Robinson
There was a tracker who appeared from somebody's contact who came and talked to me and said, what do you feel about this? And tell me about that. And, you know, he was going out there with the vibes to try and locate Eric.
Russ Alston
When I saw the word tracker in the official reports, I was picturing, you.
Amy Donaldson
Know, this, looking for the footprints.
Russ Alston
Your description of tracker is much more hippy dippy.
Rachel Robinson
Well, that's the person that was in front of me. You know, looking for footprints and evidence would be more my experience, and I'm going to. Okay, so this maybe is just someone else's different skill, and I'm ready to go with that.
Amy Donaldson
You're taking any help.
Rachel Robinson
That's right.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel found herself answering questions from strangers about how Eric might have reacted if attacked by a bear or how he had managed a broken leg.
Marilyn Kulstra
You know, there was even this question that foul play.
Amy Donaldson
Maybe a shifty sheep herder had done Eric in, or another hiker killed him in a botched backcountry robbery, and they.
Marilyn Kulstra
Wanted me, they Suggested that maybe I raise that with the police to be given more consideration. I was like, get out of town. Like I am not doing. Like they will think I am crazy. But then the question did play on your mind about, well, maybe that did happen.
Rachel Robinson
Happen.
Amy Donaldson
The more rational explanation was Eric might have been swept away by the waters of Yellowstone Creek shortly after parting ways with Russ and the Boy Scouts. That was the working theory. At the Duchenne County Sheriff's office, Chief deputy Dave Boren dispatched a search party on horseback instructing them to travel to that creek crossing. If they didn't find Eric there, they were to continue up into the Garfield Basin along the route Eric told Russ he planned to take to get back to the Highline Trail. And Marilyn at long last received a personal call from the sheriff. He invited her to come meet with him in person. At 8am the next morning, Marilyn felt a surge of hope.
Rachel Robinson
There's a lot of action up there in the mountains. And hope sort of crept back into my thoughts that I would be taking him home alive rather than, you know, any other way.
Amy Donaldson
Rachel sent another email that night.
Marilyn Kulstra
It's 9:30pm Here we are preparing for a long day tomorrow.
Amy Donaldson
She said they had borrowed a car and would rise early the next morning to drive out and meet the sheriff.
Marilyn Kulstra
The sighting yesterday buoyed our spirits. The knowledge of the dates of the storms in the area also helps us accurately plot where he may have been in stormy and windy weather. We've carefully plotted the timeline for a slow trip and for a quicker trip. All of this information together with the last sighting have helped enormously in terms of where to direct the resources. The helicopter is back on board. There are no missing Boy Scouts to divert it. If there is room on the chopper, I will go out for a day trip to search with one of the experienced searches. I know you have all been sending your thoughts, prayers and energies. Keep it up as we are very hopeful of some news in the coming days.
Amy Donaldson
My hike following Eric's path continued down the Yellowstone Creek trail. After a few hours, I reached the T intersection where Eric would have had to make a choice. Straight ahead to bail out or a 90 degree turn to the right to head back up to the Highline, a critical decision point at the bottom of the horseshoe. Which path did Eric choose? We know he didn't come out to the trailhead, so he must have made the turn. That meant I had to do the same. I immediately ran into the ford of Yellowstone Creek where some people suspected Eric might have slipped and been swept away with Caution. I crossed knee deep pools of water. The pressure of the current pushed against my legs. My feet slipped over slimy rocks. It wouldn't take much to fall. Once on the far side I started up the trail to the Garfield basin but soon discovered it was in terrible condition.
Russ Alston
Like picture rocks the size of your fist down to rocks the size of peas as just a loose gravel spread that on a slope that's your Frickin Trail. Every 500 yards or so you're gonna run into a tree that's fallen down.
Amy Donaldson
Across this trail a steady stream of cold rain started to fall as I did hurdles over these blowdowns.
Russ Alston
It's just uphill grind, grind grind. And of course it's raining for two hours as I'm doing this grind. And so now that gravel is on a surface of mud. Yeah just stinking mud.
Amy Donaldson
I was wet, tired and if you can't tell, a little cranky.
Russ Alston
Today is day four of my Uinta Highline crossing. This is supposed to be the halfway day and it is the freaking low point of my mood so far. No question.
Amy Donaldson
I imagine Eric would have felt much the same. He too would have dealt with rain on this part of his walk. The searchers who came up through the Garfield basin on horses didn't find any. Any indication he had walked this trail. No proof he ever returned to the Uinta Highline. But then the rain would have washed away his footprints. My storm lasted for hours. It finally broke as I emerged from tree cover next to a body of water called Five Point Lake. A chill wind came and went rippling the lake's surface, making a million little glimmers of sunlight sparkle. The beauty abolished my bad mood. The world felt fresh, washed clean. I pushed on northward crossing soggy meadows, my soaked shoes squelching with every step. The sun drooped against the edge of a high ridge to my left casting shadows in the shapes of mountains across my path. I had hoped to make it all the way back to the Highline trail before nightfall but my tired legs were starting to stumble. So I found a patch of gnarled stubby trees growing in the shelter of a large boulder and dropped my pack. There I am spent.
Russ Alston
Today was a very long day. I just rolled into what is going to have to be camp for night four, my halfway mark.
Amy Donaldson
I assessed my situation. As the daylight dwindled it rained for.
Russ Alston
A solid three hours. This afternoon everything got soaked.
Amy Donaldson
I was really demoralized. A blanket of dark cloud began to slide in again just as the last of the sun disappeared. My golden hour reprieve retrieve was over.
Russ Alston
Some not happy clouds are blowing in from the west, so I need to get into dry clothes, get dinner cooked, and get shelter up fast before I get rained on again. So that's what you're gonna listen to me do?
Amy Donaldson
I won't actually make you listen to all that. We'll fast forward to when I crawled into my tent and settled down to bed. I couldn't sleep. My mind kept spinning, running through all the could have beens. Like, what if Eric hadn't bumped into the Boy Scouts on that day? Another few hours, he would have been to a trailhead and he could have bailed out. He might have made it home to Maryland and I wouldn't be here telling you this story. But then there's that conversation with Russ Alston and his group, and this turns everything around. That chance encounter changed Eric's trajectory. Instead of ending his hike early, he must have recommitted himself to completing the Uinta High Line. I imagined how he might have felt resting in this exact same spot after a long, difficult day. Was he relieved? Resolved? Anxious? Unsure? Did he think of home? Of Marilyn and the story he would tell her about this adventure? When he returned, the breeze died down and an eerie silence settled. A lone coyote bellowed in the distance. As I at last began to drift in and out of restless sleep, I wondered what songs the wild things once sang for Eric's ears alone. Uinta Triangle includes immersive field recordings made in real outdoor locations. For the best listening experience, please consider using a good pair of stereo headphones. And if you'd like to build a better picture of the places we visit, you can find maps, photos and and video@uintatriangle.com that's uinta spelled u I n t a triangle.com find us on social media using uintatriangle. Bringing you this story has been an effort years in the making to support this kind of work. Please follow the show and share it with your friends. You can also help us by subscribing to Lemonada Premium, right right in your podcast player. It gets you access to exclusive bonus episodes. Here's producer Andrea Smardin with a peek at the latest bonus in this podcast.
Julia Geisler
We learn that if someone isn't found within a couple days of going missing in the Uinta Mountains, chances are they'll never be found. Bonus Episode five is about every parent's nightmare, the story of three year old Benjamin Myrip who was lost in the Uintas. It's also the story of a community that pulled together in a short window of time to search for him.
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Uinta Triangle is researched and written by me, Dave Cawley. I also did the field recording. Andrea Smarten is lead producer and sound designer with contributing producers Ben Kiebrick and Jenny Ament. Our main score and original music are by Alison Leighton Brown. Additional voices in the this episode from Dan Bauma. Uinta Triangle is a production of KSL Podcasts and Lemonada Media. My personal thanks to the following past and present members of the KSL Podcasts team Aaron Mason, Amy Donaldson, Felix Bunnell, Josh Tilton, Kellyanne Halvorson, Nina Ernest, Ryan Meeks, and Trent Sell. Finally, from me to you. Please remember, wherever your life's trail takes you, none of us ever truly walk alone.
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Summary of Uinta Triangle Episode: Business Casual of the Backcountry
Uinta Triangle, produced by Lemonada Media and hosted by Dave Cawley, explores the gripping mystery surrounding the disappearance of Australian trekker Eric Robinson in the Uinta Mountains. The episode titled "Business Casual of the Backcountry" delves deep into the desperate search efforts, the challenges faced by Eric's family, and the intricate dynamics of volunteer search operations.
Marilyn Kulstra, Eric Robinson's wife, arrives in Park City, Utah, determined to find her missing husband. Accompanied by their daughter, Rachel, and Eric's hiking companion, Devon, Marilyn confronts the overwhelming vastness of the Uinta Range.
Marilyn Kulstra: "I don't think we had any concept of actually the size of what we were talking about." [04:05]
The trio struggles to obtain information from local authorities, feeling sidelined and frustrated by the lack of updates.
Five days into the search, a significant breakthrough occurs when Russ Alston, a Boy Scout leader, reports a sighting of Eric. Russ describes the encounter with an experienced Australian hiker who matches Eric's description.
Russ Alston: "Super pleasant, you know, solo hiker." [28:05]
This sighting, though ten days old, provides a new focal point for the ongoing search, reigniting hope among Eric's family and search teams.
During the search for Eric, another crisis emerges when a 12-year-old Boy Scout, Jared Rapalado, goes missing at Spirit Lake. The urgency surrounding Jared's disappearance diverts critical search resources, including air support, away from Eric's search.
Dawn Rapalado (Jared's mother): "I'm happier than I think I've ever been because I was probably as scared as I'd ever been." [08:18]
This overlap highlights the logistical challenges and emotional toll on search and rescue teams operating under limited resources.
Marilyn and Rachel, alongside search expert Julia Geisler, analyze Eric's possible routes and decisions during his hike. They grapple with whether Eric was genuinely lost or made a deliberate choice to diverge from the main trail.
Marilyn Kulstra: "It is wild, wild country and forest, better referred to as wilderness." [16:09]
The lack of clear trail markings in the Uintas complicates navigation, making it difficult for even experienced hikers like Eric to find their way back without marked paths.
Russ Alston and his group, including fellow Boy Scout leader Jay, meet Eric along the trail. Their conversation provides critical insights into Eric's state of mind and his challenges navigating the harsh terrain.
Russ Alston: "It's definitely personal connections that got those folks out, not other resources." [14:30]
Eric discusses his struggles with snow at Anderson Pass and his subsequent decision to take a precarious detour, showcasing his determination and resourcefulness.
Amy Donaldson, a key figure in the podcast, undertakes a personal hike following Eric's footsteps in 2023. Her firsthand experience offers a tangible understanding of the treacherous conditions Eric faced.
Amy Donaldson: "What if Eric hadn't bumped into the Boy Scouts on that day? Another few hours, he would have been to a trailhead and he could have bailed out." [55:15]
Through her journey, Amy reflects on the critical moments that may have altered Eric's path, emphasizing the fine line between finding and losing oneself in the wilderness.
Marilyn and Rachel work tirelessly to coordinate with volunteers and official search teams. The lack of effective communication between independent volunteers led by Julia and the official Duchesne County search team creates overlapping efforts and inefficiencies.
Julia Geisler: "We were definitely pulling on the heartstrings of patrollers and runners and like, within our community or our networks of friends." [14:35]
This section underscores the complexities of orchestrating a large-scale search in a vast and unforgiving landscape.
As days pass without finding Eric, the emotional strain on Marilyn and Rachel intensifies. They confront unsettling possibilities about Eric's fate, ranging from accidental falls to more sinister scenarios.
Rachel Robinson: "Why didn't it go off? Why haven't we had a beacon? Because something significant has stopped him from doing it." [38:51]
Their unwavering hope juxtaposed with mounting despair paints a poignant picture of the human spirit in the face of uncertainty.
The episode digs into various theories about why Eric disappeared. From examining the treacherous snowdrifts to considering his possible mental state during the encounter with Russ Alston, the narrative explores multiple angles without definitive answers.
Marilyn Kulstra: "We're frustrated by the fact there is so much ground to cover, yet it is hard to scale the search more effectively until they have another sighting." [17:03]
These speculations highlight the inherent unpredictability of wilderness searches and the myriad factors that can influence outcomes.
Despite exhaustive search efforts, Eric Robinson remains missing. Marilyn and Rachel continue to hold onto hope, adjusting their strategies based on new information and sightings, but the mystery endures.
Marilyn Kulstra: "Keep it up as we are very hopeful of some news in the coming days." [64:26]
The episode concludes without closure, emphasizing the relentless nature of such searches and the enduring impact on those waiting for answers.
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Uinta Triangle masterfully intertwines personal narratives with investigative journalism, offering listeners an immersive experience into the heart-wrenching search for Eric Robinson. Through detailed storytelling, expert interviews, and emotional reflections, the podcast underscores the profound challenges and emotional toll of wilderness disappearances.