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On June 11, 1998, a deputy from the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department went missing.
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It's an all out manhunt for John Auge. Every search and rescue team in LA county has been called in to help.
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Deputy Jonathan Auge spent his day off jogging in a rugged section of the Mojave Desert known as the Devil's Punch Bowl. But he never returned home to to his wife and young daughter.
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Friends say Ajay is a highly trained survivalist and hiker and fear his disappearance may mean he's in serious trouble.
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Within days, tips started flooding into the Sheriff's department that their deputy was the victim of foul play.
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I'm hearing shit on the street, man, that Ajay was murdered. I'm hearing it from more than one person.
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The rumor around the drug scene was that a deputy stumbled onto something he shouldn't have and he was taken care of.
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But the Sheriff's department dismissed the tips and suddenly called off the search for Ajay.
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His death certificate says cause of death unknown, manner of death unknown. No body.
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And 30 years later, the LA County Sheriff's Department still hasn't found him.
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The only law enforcement agency in this country that I know of who has a missing deputy sheriff and doesn't seem to care what the hell happened? What's the answer? Who's motivated to find the answer?
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And that's where we come in. I'm Betsy Shepard.
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And I'm Haley Fox.
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We're investigative journalists. And for the past year we've been retracing Ajay's steps in the Devil's Punch bowl, trying to separate fact from fiction. How hot do you think it is right now?
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I don't know.
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It's pushing 100 for sure.
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Your brain does some wonky stuff when you're dehydrated. And they thought maybe you got on a trail and he was doing the Forrest Gump just kept running.
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But out here, it's not just heat stroke you have to worry about. It's meth labs hidden in canyons, outlaw bikers running drugs, and deputies who operate on both sides of the law. I think a lot of people picture Breaking Bad whenever you're talking about making meth in the desert. Can you give us a reality check?
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If you change the names, it's the same exact thing.
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Is this the story of a man who just got lost in the desert? Or of a cover up inside the nation's largest sheriff's department?
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A homicide captain saying, detective, do not find out if this guy's guilty or innocent. Who does that? Hey, if they'll fucking kill a cop and bury him, what are they gonna do to me? As my father would say, God bless him. There's something rotten in the wood pile and it stinks and I can smell it.
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What really happened to the missing deputy?
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We just Perry Masoned this shit.
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This changes my whole way of thinking about that theory. Valley of Shadows, a new series from Pushkin Industries about crime and corruption in California's high desert.
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Do you have any advice for us while looking into this disappearance?
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I wouldn't do it alone. In the event somebody did decide that you were getting too close to something, you will not be found killed. You will simply disappear.
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Podcast: Valley of Shadows
Host: Pushkin Industries
Episode: Introducing Valley of Shadows: Corruption in California’s Mojave Desert
Date: January 5, 2026
This gripping introduction sets the stage for an investigative series exploring the mysterious disappearance of Los Angeles County Deputy Jon Aujay in June 1998. The show examines not just the wilderness dangers in the Mojave Desert’s Devil’s Punch Bowl, but also unravels the web of meth labs, outlaw biker gangs, and a culture of police corruption suspected of covering up the truth. Investigative reporters Hayley Fox and Betsy Shepard promise to dig through old files, street rumors, and exclusive interviews to challenge the official narrative and expose secrets hidden for nearly three decades.
The episode is suspenseful, raw, and urgent, blending personal testimonies with gritty investigative journalism. The hosts and contributors express both skepticism and determination, setting a confrontational tone toward official narratives and highlighting the stakes involved in unmasking corruption.
"Introducing Valley of Shadows" intricately weaves together the mystery of Jon Aujay’s disappearance with a broader investigation into corruption, crime, and conspiracy in Southern California’s Mojave Desert. Through exclusive conversations and street-level sources, the series challenges listeners to reconsider what might really happen when law enforcement polices itself—and fails.
For the full story, subscribe and follow the investigation as Betsy Shepard and Hayley Fox delve deeper into truth and danger in the Valley of Shadows.