
Loading summary
A
Want to watch this episode? Catch the full video on YouTube. Just hit the link in the episode description.
B
This is a headgum podcast. I had my first session, actually, between a young man and his relationship with an AI.
A
Wait a minute.
B
Yeah.
A
I'm so sorry. When? Okay.
B
Yes. This was my first.
A
Did they explain to you how they fell in love with something that's not a person?
B
It is reality. It's where we are. He broke up after eight years. He has been in a period of grief and he has an AI that is meant to be an assistant and the assistant starts to seduce him. It's kind of the oldest plot in town, you know, Fell in love with his secretary.
A
Ooh, baby. We're working on some fun stuff behind the scenes and we want you to help shape the future of why won't you date me? We put together a super quick listener survey because I want to hear exactly what you want to see. Who are your absolute dream guests? What kind of wild topics do you want me to cover? Tell me what you want. The survey can be found in the link for the why won't yout Date me? Link tree in the episode description. Click that and the survey link will be listed at the top. It only takes a few minutes and truly helps me make the show better for you. Answer now. Find the why won't you date me? Link tree in the episode description for the listener survey. Why won't you date me? Why won't you date me? Why won't you date me? Please tell me why. Ooh, baby. Welcome to another episode of why won't you date me? A podcaster me, Nicole Byer was trying to figure out why I was so single, even though you could come on a plastic box and tell me it's a tic tac box. My guest today is a psychotherapist and New York Times bestselling author whose work has fundamentally changed the way we talk about long term relationships. She hosts the podcast where should we begin? And she joins us today to mark a milestone, the 20th anniversary of her groundbreaking book, Mating in Captivity. It's esteemed Esther Perel. Esther, can you tell me a little bit about your. You were telling me before we started recording. But your podcast is therapy sessions with people.
B
Yes. Where should we begin? Is in its 10th year, actually, and it is basically life anonymous, individual and couple therapy sessions which you are invited to listen in like a fly on the wall. But the basic experience is that the more you listen to the lives of others and the more you actually see yourself. And so the truth is these days, you don't have any idea of what's happening in your best friend's relationship. They can come and tell you that they're breaking up and you never saw it coming. And everybody's experiencing this thing on their own in a rather atomized way. So the idea was, how do we create a public health campaign on relationships where people from all over the world get to listen as to how each and every one of us grapples with the big dilemmas of modern love or friendship?
A
What made you want to work in the relationship space? Like, what draws you to relationships?
B
Ah, that's a beautiful question. So I've been a relationship therapist for more than 40 years, so it's kind of. Probably the answers may have changed from the time I was a teenager trying to figure out my own relationships to what happened later. But I think it's always been very clear to me, maybe because I come from a family where my parents lost everyone and everything, that relationships were the determining factor for the quality of your life that they define. The quality of your relationships will define the quality of your life. And if you have thriving, meaningful, solid connections, you have a sense of meaning and purpose and reason to be that belongs to you and for what you represent to others. And that has guided me throughout. And I then began to think that there is a real issue with relationships. They've become much harder, harder to ignite, harder to start, and harder to sustain. And so it just feels like society doesn't let me change topics. It gives me more grist for the mill every time.
A
And why do you think maintaining getting into relationships is getting harder and harder? Do you think it's like. Do you think it's like we were inching towards this, then the pandemic happened and then people were isolated, and now we've got like, like, you know, people in relationships with their chat GPT and stuff like that. Do you think technology is separating people?
B
More is doing both. Okay, right. If you have a great group on WhatsApp of friends all over the globe that manage to communicate with each other, then technology is also bringing us together. It's not just doing one thing. I think there's two major ways to understand this. What has fundamentally changed in the west, for sure, in terms of our relationships, is that we used to have relationships organized by duty and obligation, by hierarchy, loyalty, community. There were major structures that told you what to do and how to behave and what's expected of you. You had a lot of clarity and you had very little freedom or personal expression. We Move to the model in which we have a lot of options and a lot of choice. And we have never been more free, but we have never been more crippled with self doubt and more alone because we have to make all the decisions ourselves. How do I know I have found the right person? How do I know this is the right time to leave, the right time to stay, the right time to commit? How do I know? And it's all on me. And the burdens of the self have never been heavier. So that's one of the massive shifts that has happened, is that it's on me. The second thing is the pandemic for sure has changed a lot. We were way more isolated. We've never been more connected, and we've never been more unreachable. We can have a thousand virtual friends online and no one to feed our cat or to pick up a prescription at the pharmacy. We have basically have an acceleration of the virtual life that we're living. And as a result, we don't have to leave our house house to work, to eat, to shop, to exercise, to nothing, to swipe. You can stay home in this contactless world with a device in your hand that is promising to unburden you of all the inconveniences of life and to give you very set answers for every question you have that are predictable and perfect. And then when I meet you, I bring those very expectations that I've gotten with my apps to you. And I want you, my messy human, to also become as predictable and perfect. And it warps my expectation. I'm no longer able to be comfortable with the unknown, with the unexpected, with the unpredictable. And I become very, very anxious about relationships.
A
That's interesting. I never really thought about like, you know, you're asking your phone questions, it's telling you what you want to hear, and then it becomes like, predictable. And then you meet a person and then you're like, ah, that person's not reacting or telling me what I want to hear. Because when I was like really deep in dating, I would like meet someone on an app and then I wouldn't text with them for a very long time because I was like, you wanted
B
to meet them in person?
A
Yes, because I didn't want to, like cloudy what my judgment of them was going to be. I wanted to like, actually meet them before I made judgments. And I guess like, the advent of technology allows people to like, get really comfortable by themselves and then get super scared about people. So what, what would your remedy for that be?
B
When I listen to your Description about going offline as fast as possible. I'm thinking about this one line that sticks with me, that intimacy doesn't come from evaluation. It comes from participation.
A
Ooh.
B
And what we have in this moment is a massive culture of romantic consumerism in which we evaluate and we are evaluated by others and compared and being put in a formal structure and not really able to deal with ambiguity. So I want to know before I've even begun the story. Mm.
A
Yeah.
B
You know, and that's not actually how it works. You know, Dating is not an interview. It's an adventure. It shouldn't be an ordeal. And most of the time, when you ask people these days how they feel about dating, it's an ordeal. They'd rather do the dishes. It's not fun. There's no sense of mystery and adventure. And there's no sense that you're beginning a story. Who knows where it will end?
A
That is interesting, because I do. When I was dating, I didn't think it was an ordeal, but I was just like, boy, oh, boy, this shit sucks. I keep meeting people who I can't seem to connect with, or, like, the dates were bad, but, like, I guess that is just part of the journey. You're gonna go on bad dates. Not everyone is gonna be your cup of tea.
B
No. And then. And a bad date is often a good story.
A
Yes.
B
But, you know, if everything goes. But what was it that made it like? It's that sour, that sigh. Right. It's like, you don't get that motion. That means I'm anticipating. I'm looking forward, I'm curious, I'm invested. It's like, that's the body language of modern dating often.
A
Yeah.
B
You know, again, and I think. So one question. When you were dating, did you go. And what was your favorite format? You went. You met somebody, you sat across a table, you started asking a set of questions.
A
I didn't have, like, a set of questions.
B
Questions or questions in general?
A
No, not really. I. I'm trying to think back. So I would meet somebody usually at, like, a bar.
B
Is that where you met the person you with now?
A
Yes, we met at a wine bar. And I like having just, like, an organic conversation. I don't necessarily, like, start with questions. I'll pick something out that they're wearing or. Or something in the bar to talk about before I ask a question about their personal life. Cause that makes me feel less interviewy and, like, more like setting a vibe. Like, we can just talk. We can have a nice conversation, but the nice man in My life. It was funny. On our first date, there was like a slight lull in the conversation and he went, what else? And I thought that was funny because I was like, we don't have to fill every second with conversation. And he still does it now, even though we've been together for such a long time. But I just find that really endearing that he's like, I want to keep talking to you. So, yeah, like.
B
And so what made you stay longer that evening or that day? Whatever.
A
There was something about him that was whimsical. Whimsical in a, in a. How do I say this? He's, he's a very whimsical person, but he's also very realistic. And I like that. Like, I like that he has a little bit of whimsy, but he's also very grounded. And I'm a pretty whimsical person who's not very grounded. I'm not like tethered to this earth. I, I like to do silly things. Sometimes I'll just walk funny because. Because I want to laugh and I like somebody who can laugh with me and won't like judge me. Like, when I was driving here, there was a lady who was jogging. And you know how sometimes people keep jogging at the stoplight to keep their heart rate up. She was dancing and it made me smile so hard. Cuz she didn't give a fuck that she was just on Los Feliz Boulevard and there was tons of cars. Like she was like truly doing her life for her. So I feel like I live that way as well. And I like that he is on board with that. So that's why I stayed. I stayed because he made me feel like he was interested and wanted to keep talking to me. Where I've been on dates where I'm like, this person doesn't like me and I don't think they want to keep talking to me, but I'm going to power through and I'm going to keep talking to them and I'm going to win them over.
B
Fools.
A
Faithful. Very painful. And I think that's why I got sick of dating.
B
Yes, yes, it's work. It's work. It's not something that unfolds like that or. There's nothing organic about trying to make someone who is visibly not interested in bored, you know, to become engaged. That, oh,
A
what is the biggest hurdle or issue that couples come to you with?
B
There is no biggest. I think, for example, there's not one. I think the work is so fascinating because it actually is not just one thing, but here's an example on the basis of what you described. I'm whimsical. I'm more fluid. I'm more flighty. I'm more light. I don't necessarily ground myself. I meet this guy, he has a bit of that whimsical thing too, but he's solid, he's grounded. He has a kind of a grip on reality at first that is really a complementarity. I get to make him become more whimsical. He gets to help me become more grounded. And that is a beautiful complementarity. One of the main issues in relationships sometimes is that the very thing that is initially attractive because it is different becomes the source of conflict later because it is different, because you get a little more than what you bargained for. So if you became. If you, as in this dynamic, became a problem that comes to therapy, it would look, as one person says, you are not responsible. You don't keep your commitments. You're unreliable. You're constantly changing your mind. You just want to have fun. You're not able, you know, and another one who says, you always say no first. You don't want to really go on adventures. You kind of have your feet glued to the ground. You're rigid, you know, and one becomes too irresponsible, and one becomes too rigid. That would be a problem that comes to therapy. That usually didn't start as such. It started as something that was actually beautiful and quite complementary. People bring bad conflict rather than productive conflict to therapy.
A
Okay, what's the difference between bad conflict and productive conflict?
B
Good conflict is when people are vehemently disagreeing on something. They are fighting for what they believe, but they're not attacking each other personally. They're not kitchen sinking and putting every dirty dish in the sink at the same time so that they cannot talk about one thing, because they're talking about nine things at the same time. And the thing you just reminded. Reminded me now, reminded me of what happened to us five years ago. And let me get you down the hole, okay? That's a. That's not productive fighting. They're not basically saying you always, you never, and everything starts with you. And it's a blame and an attack and a defensive and that kind of a structure. And the more I'm defensive and the more I attack you, and the more I attack you, and the more you become defensive, and we each kind of exacerbate the other these kind of bad loops. A productive conflict is one in which I have a serious disagreement or I was hurt, or I felt let down, or I felt betrayed, or I betrayed you, or there's a rupture, but there is a repair and there's an acknowledgement of the rupture and there is an investment in the repairing together.
A
Okay, so how would you say you have a conflict with your partner? What are some words you can use without being like, attacking or getting defense? Like, do you know what I mean? Like, how do you. How do you have a discussion with someone if you legitimately don't think you've hurt them without sounding defensive? Does that make sense?
B
Yes. I may not intentionally want to hurt you, but that doesn't mean I haven't hurt you. You may say, that hurt me, and instead of saying, that was not my intention, I can answer and say, I'm really sorry about that. I know that sometimes when I stand my ground, that is upsetting to you. It's the distinction between the fact that you feel. It doesn't mean that that was what I wanted, but that doesn't mean that it didn't happen. And on your end, the fact that you are hurt doesn't mean that I did something, but that is what you feel. And basically, it's a meeting of two subjective experiences. And I need to be able to acknowledge that. What makes it hard for some people to acknowledge that you were upset or hurt or disappointed or let down is that it would mean that I am a bad person. I deliberately went and did something. And since I don't want to see myself as such, I deny your experience. What am I supposed to say? I get it. That's kind of a very simple line. I get it. You're pissed, you're hurt, you feel like I wasn't aware of that. It wasn't my intention. I'm sorry this is how you feel, but I can see why you would. I can see why you would. I can understand what you would be feeling. That level of validation of recognition is really essential. When you ask about fighting, I think that one of the best summaries I've ever heard comes from this guy, Howard Markman, who's a researcher. And he says what we mistake is that we constantly look at what is it that people are fighting about? And then you have a long list of stuff people fight about. But if you turn it into what is it that people are fighting for? Then you will actually notice that they basically fight about three major things. And I repeat this many times because I find it so useful. People fight for power and control. Okay, who has the power? Who makes the decisions whose priorities matter more, who gets to set the tone for our life. You know, we do what you say kind of thing. But people also fight for care and closeness, trust. Do you have my back? Can I rely on you? Are you going to think of me when you make decisions? Or are you going to put yourself ahead of everybody else's needs? And people fight for respect and recognition. Do you value me? Do I matter? And you can take most subjects if you keep it into what you're fighting about, you're going to have unuseful arguments. If you turn it into, when this happened, this is how I felt. And you say it's this. When you did X in situation Y, I felt Z. When you didn't call me, when you told me that you would, and I was waiting out there on the street for God knows how long, I really felt this. Then I'm not saying what you did. I'm not saying that it was wrong. I'm saying this is how it landed on me. Can you deal with that? And then your response to me has to be about how this landed. I'm sorry you felt ignored, not seen. It's these three things people can hone in on that they're able to have what we call productive fights.
A
Interesting.
B
Which one do you. Is the main theme in yours?
A
Say it again.
B
Respect, power and control.
A
Power and control.
B
Care and closeness. Care and closeness, respect and recognition. So it's power, trust and value.
A
Probably power. I like making decisions. I like doing what I want to
B
do, but honestly own it.
A
Yes. And he, he right now is okay with that. Like, it's not like a real. We don't really fight. Which is a lovely thing because sometimes, sometimes I'm a crazy person and I'll come at him and be a little crazy and then he'll. He'll like go through things and be like, are you hungry? Do you need a nap?
B
So he deflects. That's a very good skill.
A
But usually he's right. Usually I am just hungry or I need a nap or something.
B
And when he appreciates or lets you or is fine to go along, it probably also means that when he finally sometimes says, no, I don't want to, you know that you have to pay attention.
A
Yes, I know that he doesn't because he actually does not want to do that.
B
That's right.
A
And I've learned that if I'm going to go do a silly thing, I just have to tell him whether it's important to me. So I go, will you do this silly thing? It is actually very important. And he's usually like, okay, or if I go, I'm gonna go do this silly thing. It's not important. You don't have to come to Chili's. And he'll go, thank you. I don't want to go to Encino to eat at a Chili's. But honestly, I love Chili's. So when you learn how to, like, have disagreements with a partner, I feel like a lot of people don't want to put in that work. Do you feel like people are giving up on relationships too quickly and, like, getting the ick and being like, that person did that one thing? I don't. I don't want to continue with this. Do you think people aren't, like, fighting to be in relationships anymore?
B
I think we live in a culture of premature rejection. And part of this is because we are in a consumer society, and we have brought consumerism to our romantic lives. So romantic consumerism is that you're looking for a soulmate on an app, and you also are constantly thinking that they may be better soulmates. There's other people. So you're constantly comparing and making sure you're having the best deal, and then you measure your return on investment. And you have this entire business mentality that makes people feel actually quite shitty because they basically feel reduced to products, you know, where somebody will not want to accept the good because they're afraid of missing out on the perfect. That is the consumer mentality. What's the best deal I can get? So the ick is a premature rejection. It's like it's such an intolerance to any discomfort. The slightest little thing that you do that I didn't like. Nah. You know, I take you out of the cart and put you back on the shelf.
A
So how do you take consumerism out of dating? Is it like meeting people in person?
B
That's for sure. Okay. That's for sure. I mean, and I'll tell you, the first place you take consumerism out of relationships or dating is by not only looking at, what can this thing do for me? What can this person do for me? How does this person meet my needs? How does this person fit my checklist? How does this person. You know, constantly people are asking me, how do I find somebody? That. And I'm saying, and who will you be? How about thinking for a minute about what you bring, what you offer to them, who you want to be in the relationship? Do you have a checklist for yourself, or you only have a checklist of what you expect? The other person to be for you. That is the basic of the consumer mentality. It has lost one of the most important elements of relationship, which is a cycle of reciprocity. We make each other. We don't just find something that is ready made. You know, there's this beautiful research of babies in the crib that are looking at mobiles that are one. Mobile circles all the time. It doesn't matter what the baby does, it continues to circle. Well, the baby doesn't play with that mobile. The baby plays with the mobile that when it does something, the mobile response and does something in return. It likes sympathetic resonance or what we call contingency. I have an effect on you and you are going to respond to me because of what I've just done to you. That's how you build a relationship. The consumer mentality takes that out of the story. It's just, do you fit the list? And how do you meet me? It's not how do we meet each other? That's what the piece we want to return. And when people don't have that, dating is boring. Dating is a drudge. Relationships are given up of too soon. Because you basically are approaching the thing with the wrong tool. Do you recognize it?
A
Yeah, I.
B
Not from you per se, but to you.
A
Yes. With friends and stuff where I'm like, I think you should give that person a chance. What you're saying to me doesn't sound terrible. And I've said to friends, I'm like, unless this person like really revolts you, like, they seem nice and it seems like you're being a little too picky.
B
So one answer that I've played with recently, it's a question I ask in my sessions a lot, but I've taken it on the street. Knowing yourself as well, this you take to your girlfriends. Knowing yourself as well as you do. What would you say would make it hard to live with you?
A
I'm not to you.
B
Not to you specifically. Take it to your girlfriend.
A
I was like, I'll tell you. No, no, no.
B
But they don't think about that when they're doing the ick factor.
A
That's very interesting.
B
You see, it's. The ick factor is you did something knowing yourself for a minute, move the lens onto you and just ask yourself how many ick factors may this person have had with me that they have chosen to overlook because they're giving me a chance. I'm not the only person making a decision here.
A
That is very funny to think about because I think about that nice man in my Life. And I'm like, I probably have so many icks. Like whenever I. I have this machine called a creamy and it makes you ice cream. And every time I make it, I sing the creamy song. I'm sure he hates that because he never joins in, even though he knows the words. That is. I guess that.
B
Not.
A
I guess I 100% know that. Like, I don't really think about things like that. I'll just be like, oh, that grossed me out. I don't like that. But it's like, how many things do I do that? Like that give somebody the ick or whatever. That's interesting. I guess as people move through this world, just like in life in general, but especially with dating, they aren't really thinking about what they're bringing to the table.
B
Not enough. Not enough. The thing is completely reversed, partly because everything in our training at this moment is about this thing giving you all the answers. And it is constantly serving you and it is constantly trying to create a frictionless, smooth reality for you where it takes out every challenge and every ripple to make it very, very polished. And people are messy, and we are messy too. And that is becoming more challenging. So the ick is our inability to deal with the messiness of human life. You know, the bumps, the caretaking, the smells, the stuff that is less shiny that is not about, you know, the list. And I think that the people who all. The question you can always have around dating is why are some people always meeting people and always in relationships? And why do some other people never meet anybody?
A
Do you have the answer?
B
I think that a piece of this. There's not one. I'm sure there's not one answer. But I do know that people that are more open and curious and welcoming often will have a different experience than people who are evaluating and reflecting and reacting, or not even reflecting, just simply reacting.
A
I think that makes sense because I'm trying to think of all the people I know who are constantly in relationships. I'm like, yeah, they're a friendly person. They are very open. Real quick, we gotta take a break. Traditional banks are just old. They're built for the 1%, leaving the rest of us paying monthly fees and ATM charges just to touch our own money. It's a much better idea to bank with someone on your side. Chime they offer rewarding fee free banking that is officially America's number one choice for banking with real human support. 24. 7 Switch to a chime checking account and unlocking direct deposit is a massive upgrade. Members can benefit from up to $1,150 in annual rewards fee free. That includes 5% cash back on things like gas or groceries and savings with a 3.75 APY, which is nine times the average. You even get travel perks like airport lounge access and 24.7Travel Concierge. If you're in a pinch, you can get up to 500 of your pay early with my pay or use Spot Me to overdraft up to 200 fee free. My younger self would have benefited from this so much because it just makes life easier and it's how banks should be Chime is not just Smarter Banking. It's the most rewarding way to bank Join the millions who are already banking fee free today. Head to chime.comdate me that is chime.com/date me. It only takes a few minutes to sign up. Chime is a fintech, not a bank. Banking services for MyPay and Chime Card provided by Chimes Bank Partners. Optional products and services may have fees or charges. Stated annual percentage yield on cash back for Chime prime only. No minimum balance required. Checking account ranking based on a J.D. power survey published October 20, 2025. For more information on APY rates, my pay Spot Me and travel Perks, go to chime.comdisclosures Recently I took a little getaway to Joshua Tree with two of my besties and Clyde. And let me tell you what a treat it was. What a dream it was. Now we love a hotel for traveling, but for a trip with friends, hotels just don't give us the space we need. I love my friends, but a bathroom for one is not great when three women are trying to do our skincare routine all at the same time. Okay, so we decided to book a stay on Airbnb and it just makes it for a way better trip. You could find the coolest, most unique spots to stay in. We found a home on Airbnb that had an actual vintage Airstream in the backyard just for lounging, plus this gorgeous outdoor soaking tub. I was looking online and you can literally find houses shaped like UFOs or ones with giant telescopes in the living room for stargazing. We had so much fun cooking a big group dinner together. Then we lounged around LAUGHING until like 2:00am which you literally cannot do when you're all split up into separate hotel rooms. Next time you're planning a getaway with your friends, do yourself a favor and book a stay on Airbnb. Getting dressed used to take me forever because I could never find the perfect balance between an outfit that looked really cute and was actually comfortable. I love fabrics that feel expensive but actually let me breathe. Quince fixed all of that for me because all the clothes they make are flattering but feel luxurious. Quince makes it incredibly easy to refresh your everyday wardrobe for spring with pieces that feel as good as they look. They use all these amazing premium materials like a hundred percent European linen, organic cotton and ultra soft denim. Their lightweight linen pants, dresses and tops started just $30. They are so breathable, effortless and easy to wear on repeat. The best part is everything at quince is priced 50 to 80% less than similar brands. They work directly with ethical factories and cut out the middleman. So you're paying for quality and craftsmanship and not brand markup. I bought the nice man in my life. These really cute short sleeve button downs with like a little polo collar. It's olive green. The other one is this creamy color and he looks so sophisticated and handsome. Refresh your every day with luxury you'll actually use. Head to quince.com/date me for free shipping on your order and 365 day returns. Now available in Canada too. That's Q U I n c e.com/date me for free shipping and 365 day returns. Quince.com dateme and we're back. Can you give us like a little taste of a story from your podcast that a couple has brought to you?
B
I'll give you a smorgasbord just to give you a sense. The latest episode is a woman who has two children that was a very, very traumatic birth and who had a very abusive relationship growing up and asks herself she would like to have another child and she doesn't know if she wants to have the child because she wants a reparative experience or because she wants to actually defy her mother. The previous session is my first session actually between a young man and his relationship with an AI. The next session is.
A
Wait a minute. Yeah, I'm so sorry. When. Okay.
B
Yes. This was my first. Yeah, I. Go ahead, Nicole.
A
Personally, I don't love AI. I don't love ChatGPT. I feel like Google was doing a great job. If you can't draw a cartoon, practice Like I just like feeding pictures to AI to turn them into cartoons. To me is like what are we doing? And then getting into a relationship with an AI thing. What when people. So you've done one session with somebody who is. And I don't want to judge them, but did they explain to you how they Fell in love with something that's not a person. I actually genuinely like, don't understand it.
B
I think it really is a session to listen. It's a threshold moment. It's a threshold moment for anyone who listens to it because it is reality. It's where we are. He broke up after eight years. He has been in a period of grief and he has an AI that is meant to be an assistant. And the assistant starts to seduce him. It's kind of the oldest plot in town, you know. Fell in love with his secretary.
A
Yes.
B
And then gradually he starts to feel that the recognition and the appreciation and the experience of being valued and seen by his, which he programmed himself by the way, by his AI is much more. Feels much better to him, let's put it like that, than the kind of challenges that he experiences when he's in the real world and the rest. You should absolutely listen. The next session is a guy who had a 25 year affair in a 40 something year marriage. Dang. She decides that she wants to stay. And that is an incredible session. It's also very cross cultural and it demands from us Western people to actually understand that there are many different codes about how one relates to what is family, what is my commitment and my loyalty to family, what is the place of the woman in the family, et cetera, et cetera. So it's an amazing cross cultural one. The next one is this young woman who broke up and wants to date this new man who was her best friend and is wondering, you know, is it too soon? So it covers the range of, of situations which I think is, is kind of finding people in the heart of their life.
A
And where did the idea come from to do a podcast that is therapy sessions?
B
Because I am a therapist, I still practice, but I can't see everybody. And I started to feel like there are many important revelations and insights that take place in my office. And I wanted people to actually be able to hear them and to have the experience that only very few people get to have. So I wanted to open the door to my office and I wanted to lower the walls and I wanted to invite the public at large to come inside. They've never been patients. They're not my patients. They're people who apply by the thousands to be on the podcast. So they're not patients. It's very important to say that. But they experience with me the kind of consultations that I do with my patients. It allowed people to. I really thought it's one of the most powerful ways to get People out of the loneliness of thinking, am I the only one? Is this only happening to me? To really hear the story of the other in its truth? And then I thought, this actually is becoming a public health campaign on relationships. How can I bring something to the public square that isn't privileged, that's democratic, that's free, that everybody can access wherever you are on the planet, that mattered.
A
I like that. I think that's. I think that's kind.
B
It was the first of its kind 10 years ago. It's before therapy culture hit social media. So it was kind of, here is a place where people are grappling with the major challenges of relationships, and that is what it actually sounds like and what people are telling you out there, what it used to be on the steps of the church or now it's on the steps of the social platform, is perhaps not the full story.
A
Mm. How do you feel about, like, therapy Speak being in the mainstream? Like, I just watched all of the Sopranos. Did you know? It's a good show.
B
It's a fantastic show.
A
But Tony Soprano uses what he learns in therapy, essentially, to weaponize it, to, like, get what he wants in life. And I was on. I think it was like, Twitter or something. This person had posted a screenshot of what they had said to a woman they went on a date with, and she said something about like, oh, I'm. It's hard for me to open up. Sorry. I was a little awkward. And the man responded with, that's okay. I didn't feel a spark, but there's somebody out there for you. You just need to open or, like, be more vulnerable. It was like a lot of therapy speak to say, I'm not feeling it. Where I feel like the man could have just said, hey, I don't think we're a match. Best of luck. So how do you feel about therapy speak being so in the mainstream and not necessarily helpful?
B
It's a mixed bag. You know, I am part of it, so I have to own that too. I think originally the feeling I had was, if it can destigmatize, if it can take people out of the silence, which therapy had always been, there's something very powerful about that, to put it into the conversation that where it's not written with shame and secrecy, that may bring something really good. Then it became weaponized. Then it became basically in the hands of people who don't necessarily know what those words mean, and the stuff gets redefined and bastardized and used like ketchup on every dish. You can Pour the same sauce. So that becomes problematic, and then it becomes a pseudo enlightened language. I pretend that I'm enlightened and I am informed, and I have self awareness, and I am a growth person. And I use this entire jargon when basically I'm trying to say I'm not into it. You know, that is a kind of a. What can I say? I mean, what can we say?
A
It is just kind of interesting because I feel like in some friendships that I've had, I've asked somebody to do something, and they're like, actually, I need to protect my peace and I don't want to do. And I'm like, okay, I literally asked for just a simple favor, and I don't think you need to protect your peace from it.
B
Right. And. And it fits an entire focus on the self. Self protection, safety, self awareness. I need to love myself before I can love anybody else. It is basically the epitome of the individualistic culture where the self sits at the center like a demigod. And instead of just saying, I'm not gonna be a good friend, I'm so sorry, I just don't feel like it, or I can't, or I, you know, wrong time. I hope you can accept. It becomes. Let me explain to you what is so important to me and why. I don't have the capacity at this moment, and it is too much of a burden on me, and I have to really protect my boundaries. And I'm in the middle of.
A
I honestly think it's more fun to say I'm not doing it because I don't want to. It feels very powerful.
B
Yes, But I don't want to. Doesn't invite you to understand me and to understand why I would say no to you. So now that's the flip, right? You're saying, I'm coming with a request, and instead of it being, I just asked you to do something for me, it now becomes, you need to understand why I am not able to do what you asked me. And suddenly the subject of the sentence is no longer you, but me. And that is the weaponizing. It's like everything now becomes about me. And if you are pissed off at this, you don't understand what is so important to me. So not only do I get to say no to you, but you don't even get to be upset about the fact that I got to say no to you.
A
Yep. Because I'm not gonna. I don't want to. I think it's like when I've said no to people I'm like, you can get upset. That's well within your right. But I. I'm just not doing it for you. And it is. Sometimes you try to, like, like, mitigate somebody's feelings, but then my therapist says, I'm not responsible for how somebody feels, so.
B
But also, you're entitled to say no. And they're entitled to be upset.
A
Yes.
B
And those two will live together.
A
Yeah.
B
Rather than in a constant situation of conflict avoidance. Not only do I say no, but I need you to understand the nature of my refusal and to be sympathetic and EMP about that so that you don't get to be upset. And that's how I kind of turn it around and I make it about me and not about you. It is something fantastically manipulative about it.
A
It is interesting. I got into an argument with the nice man in my life, and I said to him, I said, is that
B
his name on the show? The nice man in my life?
A
Yeah. Cause he's not a boy.
B
Yes, he's a boy. So I feel like it's a beautiful description.
A
Boyfriend and then partner just seems too businesslike. And we're having fun.
B
Great.
A
But we, like, got into a fight, and I. To him, I said, I think you're right. I think I'm right. I don't think you're wrong. I don't think I'm wrong. I just. I think we just aren't gonna come together on this. And then he was like, but I think you want to be right. And I was like, but you can think that. I'm. I'm literally telling you, I don't think either of us. I don't think there's a right and a wrong. But he was really hung up on somebody being right. And I just thought that was really interesting, because once you can assess that somebody's right, then the other person gets to be validated. And. And then it's a whole thing where I'm like, I think we could just sit in our feelings with this, and it's okay.
B
And.
A
And it was okay. We, like. He finally was like, okay, I agree. I don't think anybody's right. And I was like, okay, good. And he was like, so? And I was like, so we move on. That's just. That's just it.
B
And you take the power dynamic out of it.
A
Yes.
B
Because the right and wrong is a power dynamic. There's only one brain that works, and it's mine.
A
I mean, that's how I actually do feel a lot of the time. But realistically, I Have to go. You can't be right all the time. And I'm not right all the time. And that's okay. Even though it feels good to be
B
right, it feels good to be right. But it's not difficult to be right and alone. What you want in a relationship is not to feel right at the expense of the connection. So I find myself often saying to people, it's not difficult to be right, but then you will be right and alone. So you're alone with your rightness. And meanwhile, you've lost a person, their connection. They've gone into a distance.
A
Yeah. They said, I'll find somebody else who's easier.
B
Or they leave the room and they just check out. You know, it doesn't just mean. Whereas. The issue is, how do you hold on to whatever you think or whatever you feel without losing the other? You know, that's the biggest challenge of relationships. How do I hold on to me without losing you? Or how do I hold on to you without losing me?
A
And what's the answer to that?
B
It's a dance. It's a constant practice. You know, some people need to learn to actually be more assertive. Some people need to learn to give in. To give in. To listen to the other, to not stand their ground and battle like a 12 year old in rebellion at all times. And so each one needs to calibrate the part of themselves that is less developed. You have only three types of dances. You have couples who do this. Both of us butt heads because they both want to. You have one who follows and one who avoids in distances in the other direction. Or you have people who do that with a big gap in between. So now I'm going to. In my room. I go to my room. I don't need to listen to you. I don't listen this. So you have this, this or this. Those are the three main stances and dances in couples.
A
Interesting. I think we have all three.
B
You rotate.
A
We really do. Because sometimes I. Sometimes I literally follow him around. Like after we, like, have a disagreement, I'll be like, but I want to be near you. I didn't like that.
B
I don't like the tension that is created by the discord. Yes.
A
And sometimes I'll be like, I gotta go to the room and you can't come. And then sometimes. No, he doesn't really actually follow me around. No, he's.
B
He waits for you to chill.
A
Yes. He's an adult.
B
Yes. He waits for you to come back down. Yeah.
A
All right, real quick. We have to take a Break. Have you ever had a client where you're like, I don't think I can help you. Have you ever like, I, this is my, my question about all therapy. Like, as a therapist, have you ever been like, oh, I don't know if this person can fundamentally be helped, so I need to like refer them to something else or just.
B
Many times. Oh yeah, many times. Many times. Many times. I think I'm not the right person. I don't know how to work or I've tried whatever I can, but maybe my colleague so and so who works very differently has an approach that is more suitable to you. You know, I think of it as when people try to stop smoking. You know, this one, acupuncture, this one, the hypnosis, this one, the patch, this one. And, and then they say, what worked for me is this. It's the hypnosis that worked for me. But of course before that they did 1, 2, 3, 4, and this is the one that finally stuck. But it's built on everything else. So I may not be the one in this moment who will help you, but the person who comes after me may build on what I did, that build on what the previous person did. It's a chain. It's not just one therapist in your life. And sometimes I don't think I can help you because I don't. Because. Not because of you, but because of me. I don't think I'm the right person for this. A, it's not my expertise. B, we don't have the right click and I think the fit is extremely important. Three, for some reason whatever I say doesn't register and you shouldn't waste your time here. Or four, you're doing adult babysitting, meaning you know that you're going to end, but you need this to last a few more years because you've got kids to raise. And as long as we are clear on what is the agenda. But then we know what is the agenda. The agenda is not that you say, I want to change, I want to improve things. The agenda is you say, help me figure this out so I can stay a few more years, or I can't help you because all you're trying to tell me is that it's the other person who needs to do the work. You know, couples therapy is sometimes a drop off center. People bring your partner, their partner and they say to me, fix them. It's like they come to drop off.
A
Interesting.
B
Fix them or fix her or fix them. You know, there's no and, and, and it's like. And then they say, kind of implied, I'll help you. I'm an expert on what's wrong with my partner and my, you know, and I'll watch you do the job for me. So when you're in a situation like that where people don't want to take responsibility for at least what they contribute, then you don't really. It's harder to work.
A
I never thought of couples therapy as one person being like, fix that one.
B
Oh, often interesting. What's the problem? This one.
A
But there's two people in it.
B
Ah, you're good.
A
I'm the therapist now. I mean, in my relationship, he does things that I'm like, oh my God. But then I'm like, I also do things. So I'm sure that like, maybe something I do is aiding the thing that he does that, that annoys, like, cause and effect.
B
What I do makes you do what you do. Yes, it's a fig it all the time. But sometimes that's not how people come in. Because, you know, when I'm alone, I only have myself that I can either. But when there is another person right next to me, I can very easily say, I feel all of this because of you and you need to change and I depend on you for that to happen. You know, it's one of the things that we discuss a lot with therapists. It's a great question. I think it's a great question on the part of the therapist and on the part of the patients is you need to know if you're in the right place. You as the person need to know if it feels to you that things are not moving. You need to address it, at least bring it to the therapist. And to the therapist, if you feel like things are not moving, you need to tell them, I don't think this is happening. It's not. You know, whatever we decided we were doing here is not happening. I am doing this big conference 5.15.16 in New York with a lot of young therapists and who often have not really worked in person recently. A lot of it. And the major piece of that is what is it like to feel a click between people? This is true in dating, but this is also true in therapy work when it is totally disembodied. You know, you've been gauging me, I've been gauging you. We're sensing each other, we're smiling to each other. We are communicating 20% maybe verbally and 80% non verbally. But it enters into what we say. But there's so many other ways we are communicating. If we doing this on screen, all we see is this.
A
Yes.
B
I have no sense of how you move, of how I you, of you and me, of how tall we are. Nothing. Nothing. So it's very difficult to decide what is a clique, what is a good fit. How do I.
A
Yeah. How do you pull it out of somebody? Yeah, that's interesting. So you said that you're doing a conference. This brings me back to Sopranos.
B
Sopranos was the first series that people came to the session and. And reflected on what they saw in the episode of the day before.
A
Wait, really?
B
That was the first? Then came Six Feet Under. Oh, that was the second one. If you remember those series.
A
I haven't seen Six Feet Under.
B
Amazing series.
A
Maybe that's the next one that we want.
B
And those were the first time where popular culture was entering into the sessions.
A
Interesting.
B
And you had to have seen the episode to be able to know what
A
people were talking about. But Melfay, this is towards the end of the series or maybe so she has a bunch of therapist friends and her Elliot, her therapist, who's also her friend, tells the group that she's seeing Tony Soprano. Do you have like a group of therapist friends and do you dish?
B
So I have more than one group of therapist friends or colleagues. I have supervision groups that I'm part of where we discuss our work in our case. And we don't dish. We really actually continue to learn.
A
Oh, you're like, I'm a professional through and through. I'm not drinking wine and being like this idiot.
B
No, no, no. I relish the confidentiality, but I am part of groups of therapists with whom we continue to learn together with people of completely different disciplines who discuss cases together and who are each bringing their point of view, their expertise, how they would handle this. We role play with each other. We learn from each other. I have supervision group that I've been teaching for the last 15, 20 years. And then sessions live at this. The name of this conference is actually a clinical and a cultural conference this year. It is about the 20th anniversary of my book Mating in Captivity. But the point is to bring therapists, practitioners of all sorts, not just couples therapists together to create a collective experience, to discuss the challenges of modern relationships and to have people learn from each other. It's to me, the most important thing. Therapy is a very lonely profession.
A
Otherwise, I mean, it seems like it,
B
you know, you're alone with the stories and the challenges and the pains of a lot of people. You need colleagues, you need to discuss it, you need to offload, you need to be supported. You need to. It, you know, plus, it triggers a lot of things inside of you because you sometimes experience something quite similar. And it's called supervision. It's called, you know, the ability to have people who support you while you are holding so much for others.
A
Is that what you meant earlier when you said that sometimes you're not able to treat people because of yourself? Sometimes the story is like, oh, that's a little too close to home.
B
Yes, yes, yes. I definitely have things where I say, that is not for me. I'm too close. And I don't think you should pay me for me to deal with my things. I should be available for you with the best of what I can offer. And then there is expertise. There are certain issues that I have expertise in and certain things that. This one has worked with. This. I know this, you know, and the more you do practice over many years, the more you know what you know and what you don't and the less insecure you feel about what you don't know. So you can say, that's not me. Do you think in the beginning when you start out, oh, you think you should be able to work with everybody and everything? That is the, the, the, the, the weakness of the, of the early.
A
I think that that kind of is.
B
You say something.
A
Everybody who starts out with any sort of thing that they're passionate about, they're like, I can do anything. And then you get older, you're like, well, I can do some things.
B
That's right.
A
I do some things. Well, I was asked.
B
I totally agree.
A
Oh, so the supervision groups and the conferences, is that like continuing your education, or would you as a therapist ever, like, go back to school to learn, like, new advances in therapy?
B
So we don't go back to school. We go to conferences where you train and you get continuing education credits. Actually, like, mine too. In order to maintain your license, you have to actually do continuing education credits. I didn't know that. Yes. Nurses, therapists, we all the physicians, we all need to maintain our license. And that demands that we constantly learn new things. So you learn new approaches, you learn research, you learn practices, and you go to conferences or to courses to do so. And that is what this conference does as well. Yeah.
A
How often do you have to renew your license? This is. I'm just curious.
B
I think that is completely decided by state.
A
Oh, it's so vile. Some things are like, oh, it's all over the country. You have to do it this way. And then some things are just by the state.
B
This is by state.
A
Interesting.
B
But generally it's by the year or by two, three years. It's not like you have to do a certain amount of continuing education credits every year.
A
Okay. That makes you feel good.
B
That makes you continuously stay fresh and force you to go. Force demands from you to go and study, which I think is extremely important. I mean, it's. Every craft person continues to learn to get better at their craft.
A
So we have just, like, a lot of information being thrown at us, I feel like, at all times. So what is. As a therapist, what would you say? How do we get more connected to each other in the digital age? There we go. That was a good way to ask that.
B
So how do you use tech for good? Yeah, I love a tiny little practice that has really changed a lot for me, which is every morning you connect with two people, or every day you connect with two people and you just ask them how you're doing. You don't, you know, and check in with them. So, meaning, use the device, but instead of scrolling right away, use it to actually reach out to the people in your life. Because what happens at this moment is sometimes you don't hear from someone and you think, oh, they're busy. And you have no idea if they're busy or if they're struggling. And then sometimes when you get an answer, it's been rough. I haven't reached out because I'm dealing with this. My mother is sick, and I think we really are too lax. We spend too many days, weeks away from, oh, I thought you were traveling. No, no, I wasn't traveling. I actually haven't left my house, you know, so that kind of reaching out. A, people welcome it. B, it makes you feel that you matter. Three, talk to strangers on the street and make them a compliment. I stand in one situation after another where nobody looks at each other. And I'm just like, you know, people on the street, on the subway in New York, nobody's looking at each other. And people dressed up. Why do you dress up if nobody's gonna ever look at you? You're not the only person looking at yourself. It's not enough to have a mirror, you know, you want people to say, that's nice. This, I like all these sneakers, something, you know, but everybody's there like this. And then we start to experience this flattening inside of us, the dulling of the senses. You know, I think that you can do a lot with tech that actually does help you Connect to people. It doesn't just have to make you enter a vortex where an hour later you lift your head like a zombie and you don't know where you just went. That's one piece. I think people need to have more dinners and homes. Don't make it a production. Just have everybody bring something. Meet together, but meet in person. I hear too many people who tell me they don't come out of their house for days or maybe sometimes just to go and have a dinner, something. Meet in a home, meet on a park, meet on a. You know, on the. On the lawn. It doesn't have to be. It doesn't have to cost anything. That's the other piece. Have things become relational? You want to exercise every day. Find some people to exercise with. First of all, for many people, that means you'll do more, but have it integrated in your life. When it comes to dating, I think the thing that I've been trying to say to a lot of people is there's something bizarre in going on a date, even when you describe it, that you go in the bar to meet a stranger, to hope that you're not going to be wasting the next two hours, and to hope that when you leave, you don't say, what the fuck did I do there? What a waste of my time, etc. Etc. I can't believe I said this. And meanwhile, I didn't get to see my friends. I didn't get to go to this movie, I didn't get to go dance. Do your life and whoever you're having a date with, bring them into your life, whatever you were going to do. Tomorrow you say, I'm going tomorrow. I'm going to listen to this band, I'm going to dance, I'm going to. To hike here and there. And you want to join. If it doesn't happen, you still were in your life. You don't have the sense that you left your life to go date in this sterile environment. And then one day you'll do a big reveal to your friends of who is this? What they call him? The nice man.
A
The nice man of my life.
B
Nice man of my life. That worked for you. But for a lot of people, I think it actually is depleting to leave your life and go date. Have the dating take place in the context of your life. It will change a lot. And then your friends will tell you, yeah, nay, or they won't say anything. And then you'll just say, oh, but I noticed how he talked to you and I didn't like this or. I really thought. I really appreciate. You have so much more information, you know, because you're not just dealing with data. You're dealing with intuitive knowledge. The self. You sense, the felt sense. I sat next. I looked at how he helped, I looked at how he responded. Or they or him or her. Them. Doesn't that really. This is cross gender and cross any orientation. That to me is really one of the most important things that we are losing. We go away from life either into a device, either into a dark spot, a dark place where you can ask questions rather than integrating. That's the things that I think will maintain connections. Young people, less sex, less drinking, less dinners. 74% of food that is cooked in American restaurants at this moment is eaten off the premises.
A
Really?
B
Yes. That is really shocking, isn't it?
A
Yes.
B
It's like the counter is no longer the place where you go to sit. The counter is the place where you pick up your bag.
A
Huh.
B
So it's like everywhere you look, the social atrophy is crouching and crouching in on us. And I think we don't have to succumb to it. There's a ton of things we can do that actually will remind us that we are human, that we are social, that we need connection, that we need touch. Touch. Even if we don't need sex, we need touch.
A
I think you're right. But I also. People in, like, Ohio, I'm like, how do.
B
How do what?
A
I'm just like. I feel like it's harder in, like, rural places to go out and like, make friends and things like that. In la, it's easy.
B
Some people like to bike. Some people like, oh, yeah, you're right. You just gotta go find markets. Some people like to. There is activities that bring people together. Some people like to be in a book club, in a movie club. There's so many ways to come together around a shared interest. If you're not gonna go to church every Sunday in order to meet your
A
people there, you ought to meet somebody somewhere else.
B
You need to meet them somewhere else. The need doesn't go away even if the location changes. You know, I think that that's rural. People were not lonely in rural lands before. People were not lonely in smaller cities.
A
So, no, you're right. I truly was like, the people in Ohio, what do they do?
B
And I don't want to be right.
A
No, I wish I had.
B
Didn't have to be right actually on this one.
A
Well, Esther, we've come to the end. Do you. Do you have anything that you Want
B
to promote, I will share with you. So Mating in Captivity is a book I wrote literally 20 years ago that looked at the tension between love and desire, between our need for security and safety and our need for freedom and adventure. And it did become a kind of a cultural thing rather than just a book. But I think it brings the opportunity for us to look at what has happened in 20 years. Where are we at with relationships today? Book was written before social media, before dating apps, etc. So what are the enduring needs that are just part of our humanity and what are the things that have changed because the context is completely different. Sessions Live is coming up in May. You can be part of it in Ohio and in every small part of the world because you can join it in person and join it digitally. Many times people say, so I read your book or I listened to the podcast, or I've watched your TED talks. What do I do? And then I decided to actually create the tools in a set of courses. One on conflict. You asked me before about good conflict, bad conflict, or productive, unproductive. So I did a whole course. They are digital courses that people use. One is on desire, one is coming out on trust and betrayal. And they are like, okay, if you don't want to feel helpless, you need to feel active. So it means what can I do? So I created the courses to help people feel what they can do. And then lastly, I just joined Substack. That's my last little venture. So that's enough touch points, don't you think?
A
I like it. Yeah. You got your hands on everything. Esther, thank you so much for being here. I do ask all my guests that this Would you date me?
B
Let me ask it to you differently. Now I got to do the therapist thing. Okay. Would you date you?
A
Yes, I think so.
B
What happen?
A
I did have to pause cuz I was like, let me actually think about it. No, I would date me. I think I'm fun. I think I'm a nice time, I think I'm caring, I think I'm thoughtful.
B
So why I ask you is because I would always want to date someone who wishes or who says I would date myself too. It's hard to love someone who doesn't really love themselves. That's the answer I ask every woman when we talk about sexuality. Would you ever want to make love to yourself?
A
Oh yeah, I would. I think it'd be really fun.
B
It's the same thing.
A
Thing.
B
I want to make love to a woman who wants to make love to herself. I want to date a Woman who thinks it would be lovely to date herself. That's why I'm turning the question around.
A
I'm gonna go home and ask that nice man if he would date himself. I wonder what he would say.
B
Will you tell me?
A
I will. I will let you know.
B
I'd love to know. And ask it to every one of your girlfriends.
A
That's a fun. It's a fun party question.
B
It's a great fun party question.
A
Like after a couple glasses of wine, girl, would you date yourself?
B
Yes. And why would you date yourself? What about. I mean, because it turns the whole thing. Play with it.
A
I like that. Esther, thank you so much for being here.
B
It's a treat to be here.
A
It's fun. It truly was a dream. I love it. Thank you so much for listening and watching this episode of why Won't yout Date Me? You can follow it on Spotify and Apple podcasts. And if you write me something dirty, hitting on me to why won't you date me? Podcastmail.com Mars will read it. She'll print it out and then I'll read it. This person writes, I would get us a private trip up the elevator at the St. Louis Arch, but it's only four minutes to the top and three back down. So once the doors close, I rip your shirt open, grab you by the nipple that seems like it's gonna hurt and start kissing you hard. You moan into my mouth and squeeze my fat ass. We're almost halfway to the top when I run my hand into your panties and thumb your clit. Then slip two fingers in your. This is too much, Esther. And get to finger blasting. We're at the top now and we pause our diligent diligence. Dilla dance. You don't know.
B
Dalliance.
A
Dalliance. Thank you. Sometimes reading is hard. I went to publish school to turn to see the whole city on the horizon. Honestly, it's underwhelming. I kneel and suck your till your knees shake. You compose yourself as the doors open and we head out for. Head out for snacks from Ray. Thank you, Ray. Goodbye.
B
That was a hit Gum podcast. Hi, I am Mandy Moore.
A
Sterling K. Brown. And I'm Chris Sullivan. And we host the podcast that Was Us now on Headgum. Each episode, we're gonna go into a deep dive from our show. This is Us. That's right.
B
We're gonna go episode by episode. We're also gonna pepper in episodes with different guest stars and writers and casting directors.
A
Are we gonna cry? Yes, a little bit. Are we gonna laugh a lot. A lot. A whole lot. That's what I'm hoping, man. Listen to that was us on your favorite podcast app. Or watch full video episodes on YouTube or Spotify new episodes every Tuesday.
In this vibrant, thoughtful episode, comedian Nicole Byer is joined by celebrated relationship therapist and author Esther Perel to celebrate the 20th anniversary of her groundbreaking book, Mating in Captivity. Together, they dive into the modern challenges of dating and relationships, exploring topics like dating apps, the “ick” factor, weaponized therapy language, relationship “consumerism,” and the importance of self-awareness. Through personal anecdotes, professional insights, and plenty of humor, the conversation ultimately lands on Perel’s compelling reversal of the signature question: “Would you date YOU?”
[17:04] Esther: “It’s a meeting of two subjective experiences. What makes it hard for some people to acknowledge that you were upset... is that it would mean that I am a bad person. And since I don't want to see myself as such, I deny your experience.”
[42:01] Esther: “Self protection, safety, self awareness. I need to love myself before I can love anybody else. It is basically the epitome of the individualistic culture where the self sits at the center like a demigod.”
Esther Perel challenges listeners—and Nicole—to consider: “Would you date YOU?” In a world obsessed with consumer choice, the “ick,” and the endless pursuit of perfect compatibility, the deeper questions are about self-knowledge, mutuality, and participation. With humor, vulnerability, and expertise, this episode delivers both big ideas and practical tools for navigating love today.
[End of summary]