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Christina Quinn
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Sophia
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Sophia
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Jonathan Capehart
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Jonathan Capehart
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Sophia
Hi everyone, it's Sophia. Welcome to Work in Progress. Hello, Whip Smarties. Do we have a smart one for you. Today on this episode of WORK IN progress, I am sitting down with a Pulitzer Prize winning writer, editor and TV host. Today's guest is none other than Jonathan Capehart, who is here to recount powerful stories, certainly from his career, but also from his brand new book. The book is called Yet Here I Am, Lessons from a Black Man's Search for Home. And it is the most magnificent grouping of tales from his life about embracing identities, picking battles, seizing opportunity and finding his voice. And he manages to do something which must only be possible because of what an exceptional journalist he is, which is tell the most unique and raw and personal story and somehow set his milestones against not only his personal history, but our history as a country. And in the most beautiful way. I came to admire Jonathan even more and I came to feel even more passionate about this experiment. We're in here, guys, the American experiment, our great democracy. From really profound musings on what it was like to shuttle back and forth between New Jersey and rural North Carolina to contemplating the complexities of race and identity and queerness as they all shifted around him, Jonathan really brings us into his lessons on learning to bridge two worlds and finding his place. There are hilarious stories about how he's got his first internship at the Today show and incredibly heartwarming tales about his love for his family and his journey to his own self discovery. Let's sit down with Jonathan K. Part. I get to sit across from so many fascinating people like yourself and I think about the long list of resume, you know, items, accolades, accomplishments for you, a Pulitzer Prize. I like to rewind because people know you and they know what you do. But I'm curious about and it really does feel relevant for your book, I suppose especially I'm curious about your childhood and more so if you and I got to go back in time together right now and hang out with you at 8 or 9 years old, would you recognize so many things about the man you are today and that little boy?
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Jonathan Capehart
That's a great question. I think I would, Sophia, simply because, you know, when you're a little kid, you're naive about the world in a lot of ways. You see things in black and white because that's what you're taught this is good, this is bad, this is right, this is wrong. And so I think I took that sort of learning and teaching and upbringing and brought it to my job, which is a journalist and an opinion journalist at that where we are, it is our job to not just report, but then to say what's right, what's wrong, what's good, what's bad, who's good, who's bad. And so I think younger me would recognize present day older, older me. But I think what younger me would find fascinating is how I took younger me's dream and turned it into reality, knowing full well that younger me had these dreams but no roadmap at all for how to, to reach them.
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Sophia
Right. Well, and being a, you know, a young boy who grew up in New Jersey, you know, shout out to the fam. You write in your book so beautifully about these summers that you would go and spend with your grandmother. Can you tell our friends at home a little bit about that? About how your life prior to you knowing how you were going to make your dreams come true, how your life sort of existed between two spaces.
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Jonathan Capehart
So, you know, during the school year I, you know, lived in New Jersey, first in Newark, New Jersey where I was born, and then North Plainfield and then Hazlett, New Jersey, shout out Monmouth County. But then in the summers until I was 12, I spent them in North Carolina in rural eastern North Carolina with my maternal grandparents. And in the North I went to Catholic school, particularly the first through fourth grade. And then in those summers with my grandmother, I would go out witnessing with my grandmother. My grandmother was a Jehovah's Witness. So, you know, still a sect of Christianity, but way different than the Catholic School at St. Rose of Lima. So spending those summers in North Carolina, in hindsight with the eyes of a 50 something year old man, I now realize we're foundational to how I view how I view the world, how I view race, how I view to a certain extent, religion, simply by being in, you know, a Jim Crow relic of a small town, just by going witnessing with my grandmother to houses of almost always African Americans and then not realizing until I was writing the book. Well, why was that? Well, because Grandma was witnessing basically in the backyard of the Nat Turner rebellion that, you know, sent shockwaves and fears through white people, not just in that area where Grandma was, but across the country. The ripple effects of that, you know, we're still, still dealing with today. So that's the sort of split existence that you're referring to. And you know, what My early childhood, childhood summers were like.
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Sophia
It gave me such perspective on you and your life and, and reading about those really formative years for you also made me very self reflective because I remember at 21, moving to Wilmington, North Carolina and really wanting to get to know the area and driving around and being so taken aback as I got further and further out from city centers and into more rural parts of North Carolina in 2003. Because I grew up in the heart of Los Angeles in a very diverse community and my dad is an immigrant and my mother's mother was an immigrant and my mom's whole family as we've, you know, bonded over a little, all from around New Jersey and New York, you know, Newark is incredibly diverse and New York is incredibly diverse. And I got to a place in our country where I realized for the first time that a lot of the history I'd studied was still immediately evident in my present geography. And I just hadn't experienced that in these big metropolitan city centers. And it is quite surreal knowing what I immediately understood about America then. And then reading you talk about being in these communities, understanding the dignity people deserved, learning about humility. And also you write about the fact that you're the first in your generation to never have worked picking cotton. Our history, I mean it's, it's right here and it's still present. And it, I just think you've done this gorgeous job reminding people of that through your story. Were those conversations you were having with your family or that at that time, or did some of those heavier historical to present day topics wait until you were a little older?
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Jonathan Capehart
Those heavy topics waited until I was writing this book. It's not, we weren't discussing these things, you know, during those summers or even as I got older. It was more when I was writing, when I was, when I was writing what originally was called the down south chapter, I was remembering how at, after my grandmother's funeral, we were all in the, you know, the, the funeral limousines riding back from the Kingdom hall service to the Baptist church graveyard where the family is buried. And as we drove on these country roads listening to my aunt, my mom and my aunts and uncles who were in the car reminisce about picking cotton in the particular fee in a particular field or just fields in general, and talking about how, oh, you remember how we had to get up so early in the morning and we picked cotton and sometimes we would add water to the bag to make it heavier because we got paid more that way. Or how they were able to keep the youngest of the siblings, Aunt Annie and Uncle Linwood, how they were able to, from time to time, keep them from having to go out into the fields to work. And as I write in the book, and as you point out, it wasn't until I was writing that I realized that my cousin Rita and I were the first generation in our family that didn't have to do that. We didn't have to. When we went down for the summer, we didn't have to go into the field and pick cotton or tobacco or soybeans for money. We did go into the fields and pick butter beans and soy and things like that. But that was for food. You know, we go and pick and then sit and snap peas and stuff like that. But that was just, you know, for food. That what our, our relatives did was for was money for the family. And, you know, you put a, you put your finger on it and when you went to Wilmington, North Carolina, that the stuff that you had read about was just so immediate. And I keep trying to remind people, and that's why I put that line in there about generation, because history isn't history for a lot of people. It's lived experience.
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Sophia
Yes.
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Jonathan Capehart
Within their memory of having experienced these things. And so, you know, it, you know, it's the reporter in me that wanted to not just tell my story, but ground it and root it into, you know, you've read about this. Well, hey, let me tell you right here. This is how my story fits into that larger story.
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Sophia
Well, and what you've helped to do is contextualize and personalize it. You know, when, when people try to distance us from history. Something that feels really important for me to point out, especially in the backdrop of us now seeing, you know, the National Guard deployed to my home city in gross violation of the Constitution. I may say when I think about the last time a president had to deploy the Guard to protect black students being integrated into schools, I have to remind people who ask me why I care about this stuff so much. Ruby Bridgers is younger than my mother.
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Jonathan Capehart
Right.
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Sophia
You know, that. That could be my mother. She is someone's mother. It's not. This happened, oh, hundreds of years ago. And we get to pretend that it's. It's in a chapter of a book. It's directly in our rear view mirror. This is our lifetime. This is people's lived experience. And something I appreciate so much as a journalism nerd who, as you know, I'm going to tell the people at home. When Jonathan and I first met, I was deeply uncool I totally geeked out on you, and you were so sweet, and I couldn't get over the fact that you offered to exchange information with me. I was like, what do I do? And then I remember weeks later, our friend who introduced us said, have you texted him yet? And I go, what am I going to text Jonathan Capehart? And she goes, I don't know. Hi. And so I just have to say, like, you know, it's so lovely to have you on the podcast, and we've obviously spent more time together since, and hopefully I'm less weird. But as a. As a person who believes so emotionally, really, in the sanctity and importance of journalism, your book manages to be such a beautiful memoir. But you tell your personal story in a way that makes all of our history feel so close. And it's a really important reminder. And you've just done something gorgeous. So thank you for all of it.
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Jonathan Capehart
Oh, thank you, Sophia, for that. When I sat down, it was in 2017 that I sat down to write the first words that have now become this book. And I did it as a way of escaping for a little bit. Trump won. Just for a few days. I just decided I had these stories in my head from summers down south that had been rumbling up there for years. And I thought, okay, today is the day. I'm going to sit down now. I'm just gonna write the stories. And I did it over a long weekend.
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Sophia
Where did you start?
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Jonathan Capehart
I started with. I think probably it started with going, witnessing with grandma just starting to, you know, write that down, what that was like. And, you know, for me, it was telling. It was just getting those stories out. And I wasn't sure if there was a book there or anything. I just wanted to get these stories out, and I sent them to some really good friends and I sent them to, specifically to Joy Reid, April Ryan, and Tamron hall. And I just like, hey, here, would you mind reading this? Tell me what you think. And they all wrote back, keep going. And April Ryan not only said, keep going, but she said, you've got to tell your story. There is a book here. Keep going. Keep writing. And so I, you know, it took a long time, but I kept. I kept writing. And as I wrote, as I was writing my story again, the reporter brain kicked in to say, hey, you were born in July 1967. Whoa. The 64 Civil Rights act was enacted exactly three years before you. Three years before you were born.
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Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
65 Voting Rights act was. Was voted. Johnson signed it less than two years before you were born. And so you were born into this quote, unquote, not post civil rights America, but an America where I am my cousin, first generation that didn't have to pick cotton, but I was also part of the generation, first generation of black kids to live in a country where the words of the Constitution applied to all of us equally and what that meant. So when I'm writing about being the only black kid in predominantly white schools or one of a few, or as I go through my career, of course I'm trying to ground it in, hey, as I'm living this life watching the Brady Bunch and the Today show, this was also happening in the background so that it informs you why I'm thinking this way and writing this way. And you know, I do think. And I'm glad you, I'm glad you're validating my, my approach, Sophia, because there were points when I thought, oh, I'm getting too heavy into the history. I'm getting too heavy in, in the news. And instead I think by doing that, I've made not only made my story accessible just in terms of me, but also places it in ways that people think, oh, oh, now I understand that. That makes sense. That makes more sense.
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Sophia
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Sophia
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Sophia
I think about how frustrating it can be for me as a woman to always have to remind people of what women are up against. For me as a queer person you know to have whether it was in allyship for so long or in in full identity. Talk about no you do. You do treat Queer people differently in this country. And I think about that for you, you know, you as a black man who was born in 1967, who has seen this family history, who has seen America's history, who's watching this backsliding of you. You carry your people. And I imagine sometimes you don't want to have to always talk about what it's like to be a black man or what it's like to be a gay man. How do you. How do you figure out that balance? Because you talk in the book about sometimes you get accused of being too black, sometimes you get accused of being not black enough. It's like if you're not the rich white guy, you're. You're either something or nothing all the time. And I'm really curious about how that experience is something you have navigated for yourself as a public figure who belongs to multiple, you know, marginalized groups.
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Jonathan Capehart
Well, you know, I think it. It goes back to. From, you know, my earliest memories of, you know, I write in the book how I viewed myself as a result of that history I just talked about. I viewed myself as an ambassador to the race. And so, given the time that we were in, also, I was the only child of a widow. And so when you're an only child, all you're doing, especially at that age, is trying to make friends. You're doing everything you can to make friends. And so you put all that together. And I have this ambassadorial hat. So I take on this. This weight willingly. Almost everyone else, it's thrust upon them, this weight of being the only representing. And a lot of people resent it, and I totally get it. But for me, it was. I'm the ambassador. So let's go. Let's go make friends. Let's try to make these bonds of understanding. Let me show them. Since I'm probably the only live black person they have ever met, let's try to dispel some myths, let them get to know me. And, you know, and that's mostly in the. In the black realm, in. In the gay realm, it's a completely. It's a different thing. But, you know, it was a. It was a job that I took on willingly. And I understand, you know, people viewing it as a. As a weight. I certainly view it as a weight, maybe even a burden. But again, it was one that I took on willingly. As I write in the book, though, it took me too long to understand and to appreciate and realize that not everybody is as into my ambassador role as I am. And that was a tough that was a tough thing for me to contend with, and I had to contend with it while writing the book, because what I wanted above all else, in addition to telling my story, I wanted to be honest. I wanted to be introspective. I wanted to be raw and vulnerable and revealing. And so when I write about how I learned how to be black in white spaces, where I learned I could be too black, not black enough, or in some instances, folks didn't want me to be black at all, the same thing can be said. You know, being gay, there are folks who are like, you're too gay. You're not gay enough. Well, do you have to talk about it? And in this job, you know, I've been on an editorial board nine years at the New York Daily News, 15 at the Washington Post. That's a quarter century. And when you are an editorial writer, you are, whether you want to acknowledge it or not, you are an ambassador for whatever communities you belong to, whether you want to acknowledge them or not. Then you come to the table because we're discussing all sorts of issues. And when you are the only black person at the table, or you're the only queer person at the table, or you're the only black queer person at the table, whether you want to or not, some situation is going to happen where you are going to have to say, my lived experience says this. And I don't care what white paper you've read, what studies you've read, what the reporting says, I can tell you from my reporting, plus my own, my lived experience, this is the way this is going to be viewed or how it is viewed or how it was viewed. And so that is an ambassadorial role. That is one that, whether I wanted to or not, and as I've said multiple times I did, that was part of the job. That weight, that burden was part of the job. And so, you know, in this job, it's also, and I recognize an incredible privilege to be able to sit at those tables and not be the voice of black America or the voice of queer America, but to be the voice of each community at the. At that particular table.
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Sophia
You talk about how you knew so young that you wanted to do this, you know, being. Being at a. At a family member's retirement party and saying, I want to be a journalist. Where did that come from? And can you tell the folks at home a little bit about that story about how you got your first internship?
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Jonathan Capehart
So. So I was the family tattletale. I told. I told everybody's business. There was nothing I If I heard something, I would repeat it. And, you know, and I write in the book about how I, you know, in incredible fashion, repeated something, not even repeated, delivered some news that was not welcome. And so, fast forward, my uncle McKinley Branch, who worked at NBC as an electrician at 30 Rock, said to me, no, I'm going to work. You should turn on the Today show. I'm gonna try to get in front of the camera because they're doing work on the plaza, and I'm gonna try to wave. So I turn on the Today show. I'm watching looking for Uncle McKinley. Instead, I'm watching this show where these people told other people's business that was their job. And so I was fascinated by this job. And the more I watched, the more I got into what these people were doing, what they were reporting, where they were reporting from. And so I was a huge nerd. I had maps all over my walls at home. And so when I watched the news, I would spin around and look on my map of the United States or my map of the world or particular countries to see where the action was happening. So I was a total, complete news nerd. I had my interview, my college interview for Carlton. They did some in New York at the Hilton. And when it was over, I called my Uncle McKinley at 30 Rock and said, hey, I'm just up the street. Can I come visit? He says, great. So I go visit. He says, you're just in time. I have work to do in the Nightly News office. Again, news nerd. I'm thinking, I'm going to meet the greats. I'm going to meet Brokaw. I'm going to meet Chancellor. I'm going to meet Utley. All these people, they get there, and there's no one around. Absolutely no one around except this one woman sitting at her desk. And I worked up the car. My uncle had me sit on this sofa facing the son, you know, woman, while he did the work in the office. And I worked up the courage to talk to her. And she told me her name as Anne Skakelt Harrian. And she was. She worked on Nightly. And you see a little kid sitting in front of you. You ask, well, what do you want to be when you grow up? And I said, well, I want to be Moscow correspondent for NBC News. And then after that, I'm trying to decide whether I want to be White House correspondent or go to the London bureau. If I go to the London bureau, then I definitely want to then go to the White House. And then after that, I want to come to New York and be anchor of the Today Show. And I don't. I can only imagine the look on my face if I had heard that. But my uncle comes back and he says, okay, it's time to go. I thanked her for answering my questions, and then she said to me, wait a minute. And then she opened the drawer, pulled out an NVC notepad, wrote down the name Kay Bradley, her phone number, and then with a flourish, rips off the paper and says, here, get yourself an internship on the Today Show. That moment is like step number two or number three in the journey that leads us to talking right now. That started my career.
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Sophia
Yeah. It's so incredible. I just love it. I love that you had a full life itinerary ready for her. And she was like, damn, this kid actually knows what he's talking about. We should probably hire him. It's so amazing.
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Jonathan Capehart
The more I think about it, the more I realize and I talk to other people that I was insane.
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Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
99.9999% of the world does not have an idea of what they want to do and how they want to do it or where they want to do it. And it took me a long time to understand that that's not how the world works and that's not how people work. So that's another thing that I had to realize as I was writing this. Being mindful and knowing the fact that I was crazy.
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Sophia
I love it. You just knew. And now a word from our sponsors. Inspired by actual events, the Twisted Tale of Amanda Knox is now streaming on Hulu and Hulu on Disney. What do you do when you find yourself in the wrong place at the wrong time? In 2007, Amanda Knox was halfway around the world. She studying abroad in Italy. And she had no idea that her dream would turn into her worst nightmare. What started out as a young college student falling in love quickly descended into a murder accusation and the death of her roommate. Worldwide public scrutiny and a 15 year fight to overcome a wrongful conviction. Starring Grace Van Patten in the infamous story you only thought you knew. Watch the Hulu original series the Twisted Tale of Amanda Knox. Now streaming on Hulu and Hulu on Disney plus for bundle subscribers. Terms apply.
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Sophia
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Sophia
A calling is different than a job and it's so clear that this has always been a calling for you. And I would wager that it's Part of why your presence in journalism feels so powerful, I think it's why you're so good at gathering people to listen, because they can feel how much you care.
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Jonathan Capehart
You know, it's interesting that you use the word calling, because I've started using that word, particularly after we made our way through Trump 1. People started coming up to me during the first Trump administration and saying things to me that I had only heard said to members of the military. And that was, thank you for your service. And the first time it happened, it took my breath away because, no, I'm just a journalist. I'm not a member of the military. And it just kept happening more and more. And then I began to understand that, oh, I get what people mean. We're the only profession that is specifically protected in the Constitution. Our job is to inform the citizenry so that they can uphold the democracy. But the calling aspect of it, that really came into shape for me as I realized that, to your point, this isn't a job. I like doing what I'm doing because I like to talk to people. I like to highlight their stories. I like to highlight specific people or specific issues, shine a light on people or issues where no light is being shown, and to just have people know and understand. And I tell young people who ask, you know, is this profession I should get into? I say, absolutely, but you have to feel it here. You can't get into this profession if your goal is to be famous or to be rich. That might be a byproduct, but don't count on that. You get into this profession because there are stories you want to tell people you want to highlight communities you want to highlight issues you want to highlight that you truly care about and that you either have expertise or you're gaining the expertise. And you want to use. Use the skill that comes with journalism, use the platform that comes with journalism to get your work out there. And you do it because it's what gets you out of bed in the morning. You jump out, you fly out of bed to go to a job that doesn't feel like a job but pays you barely the minimum. And when you leave the office or when that story hits online or in the paper or over the airwaves or on YouTube, however people are getting, getting their news, and it's out there, that pride, that sense of accomplishment that you get after doing something like that and then hearing from people, how they're reacting to your work, that's why folks should be going into journalism. That's why it's a That's why it's a calling.
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Sophia
Yeah, I understand that, you know, it's, it's not technically my profession, but studying journalism in college alongside theater and falling down, just the interest rabbit hole of political science. I, I can see when I look back, oh, I, I was always destined to use the platform from my day job for my calling to organize community. And you know, it's not lost on me that that was very hard for a lot of people in Trump 1, people who, you know, do it for passion like me, or for passion and career like you. A lot of people got very nervous to continue speaking up. And it really strikes me in this term too, watching the President of the United States go after a free press, you know, watching, watching Terry Moran get fired from ABC for expressing his personal opinion that someone in government is harming people who live in this country, which I do not believe is incorrect. I, I believe, I mean, his opinion, obviously I believe what's happening is incorrect and wildly awful. But how do you make sense of that and how do you stay brave?
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Jonathan Capehart
I'm still that naive kid who believes in right and wrong, good or bad.
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Sophia
Me too.
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Jonathan Capehart
And I happen to be in a position where, and have a career where my job is to be able to say what I think is right or wrong, good or bad. And so that's what keeps me grounded, that's what keeps me focused. Despite all the glitter bombs he's throwing up in the air to distract us. And even though those glitter bombs can be, you know, rhetorically lethal in the sense that to distract us from the feud with Elon Musk, there are National Guard troops in Los Angeles over the objections of the governor. But because of that naivete, I still can keep my eye on the goal or on what the true issue is. And so that's how I'm able to just stay focused and stay clear and stay clear headed. I'm also, you know, I learned in Trump 1 to keep my imagination wide open because if I can imagine it, it could possibly happen. And so nothing. I might be shocked by some things, but I most definitely will not be surprised by most things. And you know, when it comes to Terry Moran, there's a distinction that I think folks need to understand. And there's a. Terry Moran and I are both journalists, but we're in different camps of journalism. I'm in the opinion camp. I can say all the things he said in that tweet. I could say them, I might get in trouble, but not in the trouble that he got in. Terry, on the other Hand is a straight news reporter, meaning his job is to go in, as he did, interview the President of the United States, not call balls and strikes, just, here's the news, straight up news. I remember Eugene, my co host, Eugene Daniels, he showed me the tweet before we went on air. And I remember reading and going, oh, my God, what's. Whoa. That is out there for Terry Moran, for a straight journalist to do that. Not that he wrote anything that I thought was, you know, I found objectionable in terms of opinion, but where he got into trouble was expressing his opinion about people. His job is to cover objectively. So when during our show, Eugene said, oh, looks like he deleted the tweet, I understood why. But then he got suspended. I understood why. And now that he, you know, he's been fired or separated again, I understand why, from the network's perspective, but I guarantee you we will see Terry Moran back doing, doing something in our profession in some way, shape or form, because he is an excellent journalist. Yeah, a superb journalist. And it's unfortunate. It's unfortunate that he is, at a minimum right now, not with us in the profession, but I would be shocked if he. If he's not back somewhere.
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Sophia
Thank you for that perspective. I really appreciate it. It's, I think, as a, you know, constituent, as a citizen who, yes, is a news nerd, but again, I don't. I don't get paid for doing any version of, you know, my own coverage. It's hard to watch something like that happen to a journalist of that caliber and then, you know, watch someone like a Tucker Carlson spend years lying to his audience, spouting Kremlin propaganda and, you know, calling the union folks in the entertainment industry the elites while he's. He was making like, what was it, 46 million a year or something? Insane. Like, I've never known a person who's made that in a lifetime. What are you talking about? So it's. I doubt most of us have. You know, it's. It's hard to feel like there is such a high standard on the side that actually believes in the Constitution and in the democratic principles of the country versus the side that claims they love the laws but violate them every day. How is that something you navigate as a journalist? Because, you know, you've got to be out in these streets with folks from CNN to MSNBC to Fox News. So, like, how do you try to not only maintain your humanity in the way you move through the world, but with that kind of naivete, if you will, do you really try to Apply that to others. Like, how do you do it? Because I, I don't know if I could be nice to everybody in your profession if I was in your profession. You know what I mean?
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Jonathan Capehart
Right. Yeah. Oh, I hear you on. I hear you on that.
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Sophia
Okay.
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Jonathan Capehart
Yeah. No, it's not easy. But I, I will say, say this again. I view my job to be a truth teller. My job is to, Whether I'm writing in a column or I'm on. On my show on the weekend, my job is. Is to tell the truth. But my number one constituent or constituency is my audience. The way the media has fractured now. They're not just reading particular newspapers or magazines or watching particular channels and television shows. Folks are gravitating to specific individual journalists. And as a result, why are they going to these specific journalists? Because they trust them. And for me, I, you know, and I've been at this for 30 years. And so I built up, I would like to think, some credibility with my audience. And coming to terms with that and understanding that also means I have to have a level of respect for my audience that I think they have for me, which means respecting their intelligence.
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Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
And in addition to respecting their intelligence, giving them the rhetorical and factual information and ammunition they need when talking to friends, colleagues, relatives who might be on the other side of the ideological divide. And, you know, they're not either telling the truth or they're spouting things that they've heard from other outlets which you know are not true.
- [54:43]
Sophia
Yes.
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Jonathan Capehart
I tried one time watching Fox News Channel. This was back in 2016 when my husband said, you know, we should be. We really should be watching Fox from time to time just to hear what they're saying. And so. And so I finally said, okay, fine, fine, fine. Let's sit down. Let's watch. I don't even remember who it was. I do remember how long I lasted. Not even 30 minutes, maybe even less. Why? Yeah, because each segment they did, because, you know, it's a news show. I'm on top of the news. I've done my own reporting. I knew they were lying.
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Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
I knew they were shading the truth. How did everything, Every segment they did miraculously found its way back to Hillary Clinton again? This is 2016. And so I got so tired of yelling at the tv, I just said to husband, I'm out of here.
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Sophia
Yeah, I gotta be done.
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Jonathan Capehart
I'm done. I can't do it. And what makes that so troubling isn't so much that I couldn't take watching Fox News. It's that Fox News is still then and still today the number one cable channel in the country.
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Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
By multiples. And so I'm sitting there as a person who believes that two plus two equals four, knows that two plus two equals four, and then having to walk away from a channel where more than half the country is watching, where they're being fed a daily diet at night during the opinion shows. A daily diet of two plus two equals five. And anyone who tells you that is four is a danger to the nation. And that is what's so troubling about this one piece of what's so troubling about where we are as a country, but also my profession, the journalism profession, under enormous pressure, both from culturally, what I was just talking about a president who continues to say that we are the enemy of the. The people, while at the same time being in a profession that has been going through it when it comes to technology.
- [57:20]
Sophia
Yes.
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Jonathan Capehart
And trying to, you know, losing audience and trying to figure out how do we get the audience back? And then trying to figure out, okay, they're not going to come back in the ways we want them to. How do we reach? How do we go where they're going.
- [57:34]
Sophia
Yes.
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Jonathan Capehart
So that, put all of that together and you've got a. A profession that is under enormous, enormous strain.
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Sophia
Yeah. It's scary. As a, you know, a citizen. Again, just one of the concerned ones, looking from the outside. I love that you use the two plus two is for analogy. It's one of my favorites. You know, it. It really relates for me to the fact that there are no facts versus alternative facts. There are just facts. Science is science. Two plus two does equal four. That is settled. Period. End of story. And I, I am very grateful for those of you who care enough about the nation to try to lead it. Honestly, I think about how exposed you are when you are a public figure like yourself. And one of the things that touched me so much about the book is really feels like you just decided to go there. Like you leaned all the way in knowing what it's like to have your life looked at on this big, big, great stage. How did you invite more of that in?
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Jonathan Capehart
That was easy because back in 1999, 2000, I read Katharine Graham's autobiography, Personal History. At the time, Kay Graham was the most powerful woman in journalism. As the publisher of the Washington Post, she was one of the most powerful women in the country as a result of that. And here comes this book that she wrote where she is open, vulnerable, raw, honest about her Insecurities about her fraught relationship with her mother, about her questioning whether she could hold her family together after her husband died, whether she was good enough to lead the Washington Post. I thought, this is amazing that this powerful person would put themselves out there for all of us to see. Like, really see. You could understand her having a book out there half its size and saying nothing. And yet she decided to tell her story. Fast forward 20 years and Charles Blow, who at the time was a columnist for the New York Times, writes his memoir, Fire Shut up in My Bones Again, raw, honest, introspective. And it helped me understand why there was so much passion behind his columns for the New York Times. And I thought those were such indelible books to me that when I started writing, I thought, I have to. If I'm writing a book I have, and especially my own story, I have to be as open and raw and introspective and honest as they were. And so look, anyone who has read my columns for the Daily News going way back or even the Washington Post, they are used to me injecting myself into the columns as a way of bringing the reader along. When Trayvon Martin was killed, for a lot of people it was an academic exercise. But then I wrote a column that said, you know, when I was a kid, my mother told me never to run in public and to never run with anything in my hands in public. And, you know, all the things that people then learned was the so called, the talk that black parents have with their black kids. And so for a lot of people, for a lot of my white audience members who were reading me, it was their entree. I was their entree, ambassador again, their entree into what it means to be black. I was their Sherpa. And so how could, after writing like that for a quarter century, just about, how could I not then put do that on steroids in, in, in the memoir, I have no regrets. And in fact, what I love is hearing from all sorts of people who read my story and see bits of themselves, either bits of themselves in my story in me or my experiences.
- [62:27]
Sophia
Yeah, I feel that as a reader of this. And so I get very excited for, you know, the rest of the audience of this show and folks out in the world to get to read it too. And now a word from our wonderful sponsors. Inspired by actual events, the Twisted Tale of Amanda Knox is now streaming on Hulu and Hulu on Disney. What do you do when you find yourself in the wrong place at the wrong time? In 2007, Amanda Knox was halfway around the world studying abroad in Italy, and she had no idea that her dream would turn into her worst nightmare. What started out as a young college student falling in love quickly descended into a murder accusation and the death of her roommate, worldwide public scrutiny and a 15 year fight to overcome a wrongful conviction. Starring Grace Van Patten in the infamous story you only thought you knew. Watch the Hulu original series the Twisted Tale of Amanda Knox, now streaming on Hulu and Hulu on Disney plus for bundle subscribers. Terms apply.
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Sophia
I'm curious in specific because these are the identities you get to speak to us from I I know how touched I've felt by a lot of it. And I wonder if a young queer black reader picks up this book, what you most want them to know or feel?
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Jonathan Capehart
I would want them to know and feel that anything is possible and that by the time they get to the end of the book that they will close it and be more hopeful after having read it than when they first picked it up. Especially you've read the book, so you know how it closes. And then I close on what might seem like a weirdly hopeful note. But I use again, I use history to ground that hope in something. And it's so incredible that you asked the question the way you did, that if a young black queer person were to see the book. Yesterday I was at Harvard, Henry Louis Gates, the great Henry Louis Gates, did a book talk with me at the Hutchins center there at Harvard, and we went to Q and A and there was a young black woman over off to my side here who asked a question and she said that she and her friend were in Boston and had heard about this event and just decided on a whim to come over to Cambridge to be at the book talk. And she said she was so moved by listening to the story. And that's when she came out and said that she's a young queer, black queer woman who's trying to navigate this world and how do you keep hopeful while at the same time being, you know, trying to safeguard your safety and your space. And it was just such a I don't even remember what I said to her, but it was such a wonderful conversation that we ended up having. And she got emotional. She started to tear up when she was asking her question. I answered. And you know, there are those moments when you're talking to someone and you're looking at them and you just know that they could use a hug. And I just jumped up and I said, can I give you a hug? And it was just, it was one of those moments where I understood how important I hope this book will be to her once she reads it. She got a copy. I autographed it for her. And I hope it gives her a roadmap for the question that she, that she was asking more broadly. The night before, I did an event in Springfield, Massachusetts, at the Basketball hall of Fame is where my event was on a basketball court in this museum, this museum to basketball and wonderful conversation. There's Q and A and the penultimate person. There's all these adults, and then who's there but this little, this adorable black girl, 9 years old. Her name's Amora. And she tells me that, you know, she, she's written a book that is in the Library of Congress and she wanted to know how do you deal with writer's block? And it was just, it was so adorable, Sophia, that.
- [70:45]
Sophia
Well, what did you tell her?
- [70:47]
Jonathan Capehart
Oh, I told her I listen to music and depending on what I'm writing, that's the music I put on to sort of gin up the emotion that I need or the speed that I need to write. And she said, she listens to music too. And then she went away. And then someone said, well, wait, what's the name of her book? She comes back, I call her back. And I think the name of her book was Queen Ant. And it's the children's book about how this aunt is a leader and leading the other ants. And she said it's part of a series of books that she's going to do of ant leaders. And I said, oh, so what's the next one? She said, butterfly. What's the next one? Oh, no, what's the next one? Bee. A bee. What's the next one? Butterfly. What's the next one? I don't know. What's the next one? Grasshopper? I said, I'm asking you because I know you know what you want your series to be. And we've wrapped up the conversation. And as I walked back to the stage and sat in my chair, I got emotional. I had to give myself a moment because this moment that we're in is so fraught, it's so scary, it's concerning. We don't know what's going to happen from day to day. And yet that nine year old girl I said to everyone, she, what we just saw right now, she is the reason why I have hope.
- [72:26]
Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
And so, you know, for that nine year old who's, you know, kind of, kind of like me at that age, she knows exactly where she wants to go and what she's doing to that black queer woman the next, the next day at Harvard, who is trying to navigate those two different conversations, two different people, but I left more hopefully having talked to both of them than I did when we started the conversation. And so, you know, how could I, how could I not be hopeful for the future despite what's going on?
- [73:09]
Sophia
Yeah. I think that's something so important to click into that. We have to remember what we're fighting for, not just what we're fighting against. Yes, yes, we have to fight fascism, but we're fighting for the babies. We're fighting for the books to be written. We're fighting for, you know, a healthy community. And I think hope is so valuable because of that.
- [73:38]
Jonathan Capehart
Hope is. Hope is fuel.
- [73:41]
Sophia
Yeah. When you look forward for you, whether it's personal or professional, what feels like your work in progress right now.
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Jonathan Capehart
Oh, my work in progress, huh? Well, that. It's deeply personal in that here I was, this 10 year old kid who had a dream and no roadmap. There was nobody in my family who. And still to this day, no one in my family who is a writer, an author, a journalist in television. The closest was my uncle McKinley and he was an electrician at a television company.
- [74:20]
Sophia
Right.
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Jonathan Capehart
So I'm the only one in my family who has done any of the things that I'm doing right now. And as a result, I'm now at an age where I'm twice the age, more than twice the age of my father when he died. He died, as you know, when I was four months old. And so I'm getting to, I'm at that point, Sophia, where. What do you do when you have not only reached your, your dreams, you've exceeded them? What's next? That's the, that is the thing that is most compelling to me right now. What, what is the next thing? Especially when I'm so. I'm still young.
- [75:16]
Sophia
Yeah.
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Jonathan Capehart
And there's more, there's more to do. So that, that is the thing, that's the, the big what's next?
- [75:26]
Sophia
Gosh. How do you, how do you write yourself a permission slip to do something beyond your wildest dreams? That's a really exciting place to be. Congratulations to you, my friend.
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Jonathan Capehart
Thank you, Sophia. Thank you.
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Sophia
Yeah. On the life, on the book on all of it and thank you for joining us today.
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Jonathan Capehart
Ah, thank you for having me. This was fun.
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