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Having anything and having to go up.
On stage with limited stuff and just kind of hammer that out. And it's easy to get. To get kind of to kind of buckle under that fear of not having anything.
And then all of a sudden, the.
Anger comes, the aggravation, the discomfort, the.
The just edginess.
And yet that usually is the fuel. That is usually the launching pad for me to think out loud, sometimes in an angry way. And then I got to temper it, got to hammer it out, not soften it, just give it some form and less angry.
But still, it's still got an edge to it.
So that's starting to happen, which is good, though I do. I don't know how propelled I am. I've been having a little. A little difficulty with propulsion lately. You know. Why? I don't know. It's like, what? Just so what? Just enjoy your life. He said to himself, out loud, to people listening. Enjoy it. I don't know, I just feel like, you know, all of a sudden I'm like, I don't want to go to the gym. I don't want to cook my dinner.
I don't want to try these jokes. I.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It.
Marc Maron
I don't want to.
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Update on my cat problems. I'm just trying to accept what's happening. I've been in contact with Jackson Galaxy. We're texting. There's a plan in place.
I don't have a lot of faith in it.
Just want peace in my house. I'm not being. I'm not feeling sorry for myself. I'm not a victim. I just don't deserve to be on edge all the time, worried about cats. I don't know how you guys do it with kids. At least you kind of know they're going to grow out of something. I think Charlie's emotionally Stunted. I think he's a perpetual kitten and he's too big and too strong to.
Be that right now.
We took him away from his mother while he was left under my doorstep, under the back stairs by a feral mother moving them around. He was only two, three weeks old. We had a bottle feed him and he doesn't know how to act around cats. So he never got. He never made that jump. He never made that jump emotionally from like mommy to like playing with cats, learning how to be a cat, and then, you know, to maybe a human home. He went right from mommy to human. And I think it stunted him. I think he's just locked in kitten mode. Sort of spoiled, self centered and emotionally stunted.
Sound like someone you know.
Hello, my name's Mark Maron, but I wasn't taken away from my mother. I probably would have been better off. I think that from what I understand about myself and some of the investigations I've done, is that because my mother and father saw me as just this appendage or something that they would worry about and panic about and use as an extension to them. I don't think I was ever given the opportunity to break away properly, to just sort of like let them work it out kind of thing that mom was always trying to troubleshoot and make it about her. So that's how I got emotionally stunted. And then, you know, junior high wasn't great, but is it for anybody? Summer's winding down, folks, and that means fall is almost here. And even if you don't live in a place where the leaves change and the weather gets cool, you can always get yourself in a fall mood with your food. Home Chef simplifies mealtime with fresh, easy to follow meal kits, offering healthy and enjoyable dishes delivered right to your doorstep, giving you less to worry about and more time to enjoy the change of seasons. Users of leading meal kits have rated Home Chef number one in quality, convenience, value, taste and recipe ease. Get some real autumn flavors in the next few weeks, like curried sweet potato and apple soup and chicken with shallot herb sauce and glazed pecan carrots. You get all that great food delivered right to you, and Home Chef customers save an average of $86 per month on groceries. For a limited time. Home chef is offering WTF listeners 50% off and free shipping for your first box, plus free dessert for life. Go to homechef.com WTF that's homechef.com WTF for 50% off your first box and free dessert for life. Homechef.com WTF? And you must be an active subscriber to receive free dessert. Okay, folks, Jamie Lee Curtis is here. She just produced this movie called the Lost Bus, which I thought was great. I think Matthew McConaughey, when he sets his mind to it, is. Is great America Ferrara is in it as well. And it's a true story, or it's based on a true story about the campfire that burned through this. The town of paradise up in Northern California. And it's.
It's.
I found it completely compelling, and it's just great to see great acting. And the guy who directed it, Paul Greengrass, did kind of an astounding job with it. And because I'm sort of studying a little harder now in preparation to possibly direct my first film, it was very kind of inspiring.
Unknown Guest or Producer
I.
Marc Maron
It's.
It's a great movie. I just found it compelling as hell. The Lost Bus is in select theaters September 19th and streaming on Apple TV on October 3rd. Freakier Friday is also still in theaters. This is me hanging out with Jamie Lee Curtis.
The old house had all my books, tchotchkes. Like, it was like a movie museum of me and this place. You know, I didn't want, like, Richard Lewis. Richard, we're gonna. I'm just gonna cry the whole time. I already cried a little bit for Lynn, and he gave me the nice present.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm going to speak of him this afternoon at their. HBO is making a documentary about him.
Marc Maron
As time goes on, my love for Richard Lewis just grows. And, you know, we were.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He's my Eskimo, by the way.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Oh, he is. He's a good one.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He's a good one.
Marc Maron
When you did the show with him, was he already sober?
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, he was far from sober. Way far. Like, another continent from sober. He was out of his mind.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Out of his mind. On top of being out of his mind.
Jamie Lee Curtis
On top of being out of his mind and terrified.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Because he, you know, he had never done something like that which required memorization, you know, when. If. I'm sure you would have that sheet.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Those yellow legal pad stuff with all the scrawl and everything.
Marc Maron
It was his first big acting gig.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It was his first regular. I don't know.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I actually don't know his biography so much, but it was his first regular acting gig, for.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Sure.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Sure.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And, you know, it requires memorization. It requires a lot.
Marc Maron
And he was freaking out the whole time.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He. Yes.
Marc Maron
I just, like, you know, out of. Out of all the comics in my. In. In, you know, as I grew up, you know, I always loved him, and I felt we had something similar. And as I got to know him, you know, as an older guy, like, we didn't hang out much, you know, but, you know, he liked me, and we talked. You know, his process is the most like mine and what we put at stake. What's at stake when we do comedy is the same because you're just moving through things.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
And it's over repetition. You're not going up there with set jokes. You're, like, going up there like, all right, I got this, and I'm gonna go.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Right. And then I'm gonna take that and then go somewhere.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Y. Yeah, it was. I will tell you that I'm. How old am I. However old I am. 67 this year. 66. No, I'm 67 this year. I've only been in the movies, never done a play.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
The closest thing to live work I ever did was host Saturday Night Live twice, which was awful. I'm not a sketch comedian. It's like. It was just.
Marc Maron
Was it uncomfortable? Terrible.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It just wasn't. It's not my metier. It's not my. You know, I'm not. I'm comfortable sort of in life, but I. It's not what I do.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So they. It. There's nothing memorable about any of my appearances on snl, but Richard was only a live person. Right. And I. So when you're doing a TV series, you do it live in front of an audience. And I became like, a heroin addict for the audience. I came. I literally felt more alive than I've ever felt in my life when I got that first laugh with a studio audience.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah. Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And it just unleashed me and it freed me, and I loved it.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And Richard Lewis, who is, like, with a sheet of paper and some notes for an hour and a half or whatever, however long the set would be. Hated. Hated.
Marc Maron
Because it wasn't his words.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Wasn't his words. And his. He hated the idea that there were people watching. He wanted the audience gone. And I loved it. So it was like a perfect, weird combo platter. Like.
Marc Maron
Well, it's interesting. He probably didn't like the limitations of the jokes that he. You know, that he was confined by.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, for sure. And he didn't like our writers, and he early on wanted Larry David, and the head writer of our show didn't want Larry David for whatever reason.
Marc Maron
And he was drunk.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, no, I don't. I don't. I actually don't think he drank during.
Unknown Guest or Producer
The work oh, good. Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I don't think he was drunk. He was petrified that he wouldn't remember. So I don't know if you know this, and I'm about to tell this to the HBO documentary that's gonna be made, but I'm happy to divulge it here with you, A friend of his, someone who loved him.
Marc Maron
Yes.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Richard Lewis taped every single line he had to say to every prop that there was in front of him. So if you ever see the show, he always carried around a clipboard. Well, the clipboard had every line he had to say on his desk. In front of every item would have been taped lines that he had. I had to tape lines on my body for him. If it was a. If we were doing a pickup and the closeup was on him over me.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Wow.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I think he was terrified to have to remember it in a very fixed, as you said, a very controlled fixed way, rather than his way.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You know, I think that just terrified him.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
It's funny with the lines, you know, I mean, I don't know how you do it, you know, because I talk to actors and there are actors. Because I'm fairly new to it, and there are actors who were like, I read the script 100 times before I shoot a movie.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
And I'm like, yeah, I'm not gonna.
Unknown Guest or Producer
That's not.
Marc Maron
Not gonna happen for me.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
And. But I can remember lines, you know, scene per scene, you know, and know it. But I had this experience, you know, Danny Trejo.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Sure, of course. Sober.
Marc Maron
Very sober.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Super sober.
Marc Maron
Well, in my show, it's very funny. You know, I hired him to. He played a guy that I was sponsoring. He played a guy that just got out of the joint, and I was his sponsor. So that dynamic was not great for him.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Right.
Marc Maron
Because he's like. He's that guy.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Right.
Marc Maron
And he had a lot of lines.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He's way that guy.
Marc Maron
Way that guy.
Jamie Lee Curtis
God bless him.
Marc Maron
And he had a lot of lines. And, you know, he wasn't feeling well that day. And we had to tape cue cards. We had a scene in a car.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
You know, and the lines were. We had to tape them all over the place. And at some point, he goes, I.
Haven'T had this many lines in my entire career.
And he looks at me and goes.
They hire me for my face.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's fun. By the way, I think there are great actors who like to have cue cards. I think there are great actors who wear earwigs and have the dialogue fed to them so they can interpret it on their own, but I am. This is not me. Like, I'm not making it a pejor. Like, I don't care what anybody does, honestly. Sure. Of course. I don't care what your plan. I've recently heard that there's an act because of the Internet, which is, as you know, our favorite thing. There have been actors who've, I've recently seen, say they write their dialogue out, but only the first letter of the word, and that's how they remember. And I just do it, like, on my own. In repetition.
Marc Maron
Yeah, right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And. But I. But I. I just do. I don't say the words to another person. I don't work with a scene partner. I don't work with a coach. I don't work with somebody to feed me. I just. So, like, for instance, on there's the Bear.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
There was an entire episode that was just me and Abby.
Marc Maron
Yeah, it's great. You did great on that show.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It's fantastic. But thank you. But the work, the words are so amazing. And Donna is in that episode, particularly, you know, Abby's giving birth, Sugar's giving or is in labor, and Donna just starts talking about all of the children's birth stories. So there are these beautiful monologues about memory of these experiences, and they. They aren't linear, and they kind of pop off all over the place. But it was so beautiful. And for me, learning them, it was. The writing was so great that you want. You don't want to miss a word because they're so powerful. And I've been lucky that the times I've had to memorize something in a big chunk has been great. Writing versus having to memorize something that's awful. And then I'm sure it would have been much more difficult.
Marc Maron
Well, it's strange because I'm a performer and a writer to a degree, and then when you have to do that work and you don't like the writing. Tricky.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Are you confrontational?
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, please. Am I confrontational? Hardly. I'm like the.
Marc Maron
I'm a no team player.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, I'm. I'm. I'm head cheerleader. I'm. I'm. I'm not confrontational. In fact, I recently did a piece of work, and there was a moment where I felt someone was out of line with another person. And to this day, I'm still angry that I didn't step in and go, hey, hey, hey. What are you doing? Why are you doing that? Back it up a bit. Step away from the vehicle. What are you doing? I Am not confrontational on almost any level.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
I think, well, with the acting, it seems that, like, if you have lines that you don't think are true to the character you're playing, it becomes really hard not to be like, what the fuck are you doing?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I one time had not done, you know, I'd done a few, obviously a few movies. And at one point, TNT was going to do Wendy Wasserstein's the Heidi Chronicles for television. And they asked me to play Heidi Holland. And I remember Wendy Wasserstein had to approve me. So we went to breakfast at a hotel where, you know, we talked for 20 minutes about whatever it was we talked about, was fairly quick to dive into whatever it was we were doing. And then I remember she looked across at me at one point and went, okay, okay. And I said, okay what? She goes, okay, you can do it.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I didn't realize that actually it was an audition.
Marc Maron
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But the reason I'm telling you it is in the middle of the Heidi Chronicles. Heidi Chronicles is about the women's movement in the 60s, and she's an art historian. And at one point, she's invited back to her girls school to give a keynote at a women's luncheon. A girls school luncheon. Women, where are we going? That's the title of her speech. And Heidi is so disgruntled and so confused by where we are as women. And this was when she wrote it.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And she goes on to talk about. It's sort of a rambling monologue where she talks about going to the gym. First of all, she talks about what you assume her life is like, which is like this sort of tiger mom whose daughter plays violin and, you know, who's gluten free and whose husband stups her on the kitchen table when the children have first gone. You know, like this fantasy of what women do.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
In today's world.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then she talks about going to the gym and how all the women at the gym were just talking about a shoe, and these are the best shoes and this is the best pair of jeans and blah, blah, blah. And the. Just the sort of pre Instagram messaging of branding. Branding.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And how this one's cheating on that one's husband and this one moved this one out of the way for a job and how this one, you know, stole a job from another woman. And at the end of it, she gets very emotional and she says, I thought the point was we're in this together. I thought that was the point. She's really frustrated. The Reason I tell you this is I'm a movie actor. I'm offered to do this, what was a play. Joan Allen originated the part on Broadway, you know, and in the middle of this play is this, what, six minute monologue of this woman's free association about her day.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I decided I needed to know that monologue locked before I ever rehearsed one day of the. Of the TV movie. And so I learned it. And so the day of the table read, we were at the Wilshire E. Bell Theater. We were sitting around a table, we were reading this script. We all had our scripts. And then when it came to that speech, I closed my script. And I remember somebody looked at me like, what the fuck is she doing? And I gave the monologue. And for me, that is how I work. So that's why I told you that story was just simply, I need to know it in order to be able to live it if I'm looking for it. If I had to be looking for a line right now, I wouldn't be in it. In it. And being in it is my only gift. I don't have discernible gifts, but my gift is I need to be in.
Marc Maron
It with you here.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And if I'm looking for something or if I'm feeling like I'm not in it, then I'm terrible.
Marc Maron
Yeah. And that's, like, what's tricky about. I've noticed that, like, I had to do my first movie where I really had a lead. And there were definitely times where I was rationalizing that. Like, if I'm looking for it, it looks like I'm thinking of what to say.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, far right. Right, I understand. That's good.
Marc Maron
There's like an immediacy to it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I know.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I just worked with James L. Brooks on a movie that he wrote and directed.
Marc Maron
How is that?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, so the first day I met him, he asked me to play this part. It's a beautiful part in this movie. It's called Ella McKay. It comes out in December.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It's a family dysfunctional comedy dramedy. And, you know, it's James L. Brooks, and I go to his house and we sit in his living room. And I said, just so you know, I don't like to rehearse. I said, cause for me, I'm trained to basically be prepared for my work. So be it that I did horror movies or be it I did television, I am loaded. Like, I show up, I am fully loaded to go. Yeah, whatever it is, I will never not know a line. I Am ready to go. And he looked at me and he said, oh, I love rehearsal. It's the best part of the whole process. And I was like, oh, well, this is gonna be interesting. He said, why don't you like to rehearse? I said, because I feel like you're wasting. If something happens, it's movies, right? You've got a camera on you. Roll the fricking camera. Like let's go and let's rehearse on camera. Because what happens if something magical happens in the rehearsal?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right?
Jamie Lee Curtis
And he said, but that's why you rehearse. It was. We had this wonderful thing and so the movie's finished. It was a beautiful experience. Challenging because of. He likes to do it a lot.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He likes to explore it a lot.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I'm not used to that. I'm used to exploring it twice.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah. Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then moving on. And he said, so we were doing a thing with people who had seen the movie and I kind of brought that story up. They said, how was it working with Jim? I said, oh, that's amazing. I love him, by the way. I love him.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Like deeply.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But I said, but, you know, when I first met him, he and I kind of looked at each other and I said, I don't like to rehearse. And he said, well, all I do is like to rehearse. And Jim said, no, no, no, that's not what you said. You said, I don't like to be directed. And he. I don't think I said that, but I think that's what he was saying.
Marc Maron
That'S what he meant, which is you.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Just wanna do what you wanna do.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And up to this moment you've gotten away with it, but not with me. Cause I'm going to direct you. And it was that experience for me.
Marc Maron
Was it good?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Oh good, yeah.
Well, I mean, I've talked different.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
I've talked to directors.
A lot of them think like you do. Like, you know, I hired the actor to do their job. I'm not there to train them.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, it's a different interpretation of the word direct. Jim Cameron did not direct the performance. He's so visual. I mean, you have to remember True Lies. He wrote it. It's frickin funny. There are jokes. The jokes land. He's like a comedy writer in secret. For a guy who has such respect for a more serious, more deeper, darker world vision, Big giant vision. He wrote some really funny jokes in true life and landed them not only in the writing, but in the Directing of it because you can screw up a joke if you don't shoot it properly and cut it properly and go to the reaction shot. You know, so he. I loved that about him. But, you know, there are people who don't interject that much. I'm somebody who likes, like, I want you to say, literally, faster, slower, colder, hotter. I even like a color. And here's an example which you will totally get. Maybe or maybe not. Maybe you will think I'm an asshole.
Marc Maron
I doubt it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
During the Bear, it was the Christmas episode. The Fishes episode. IO was shadowing Chris Storer because she knew she was gonna direct episodes in the next season. And that episode, she's not in it because it's a flashback to the family. And so she was on set shadowing Chris. And we were in a tiny house crowded with crew, crowded with a lot of actors, so there was virtually nowhere to go. And so I was sitting on the stairs, and I remember she came and sat next to me, and we had this lovely talk, you know, while they were setting up somewhere, doing something. And, you know, we were talking about process. And this was the Fishes episode. And by the way, I'm coming in blind. I don't know. One person.
Marc Maron
Yeah, not one on the cast.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You mean anybody.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I didn't know Chris Storr, the director. I had just met him the day I got there.
Marc Maron
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He. And I texted twice.
Marc Maron
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Seriously? Yeah, that was it. So you fly to Chicago, you're in a hotel by yourself, and then they pick you up and they bring you to set, and you're walking around going, hi, I'm Jamie. Hi, I'm Jamie. Hi. Hi, I'm Jamie. Hi, I'm Jamie. And then you do action. And then action. Sort of. And so she and I were sitting on the stairs, and I was saying about, like, process, and I said, you know, I'm one of those people. I like somebody to whisper in my ear. I don't like to be shouted at across the stage. I want you to come up and whisper in my ear a suggestion. I said, you know, pace it up. Slow it down.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Give it a little more heat. Give it a little thing. And I said. I mean, I would even like if somebody just said a color to me. Yeah, the one word, a color. And then I will interpret the note.
Marc Maron
That takes a poetic director to.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And so we do. So we shoot in the kitchen. That was pretty insane and beautiful. But again, fast.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah, fast.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Like, in about a half an hour, 40 minutes, we'd done that whole kitchen. I mean, it's all handheld.
Marc Maron
You like that, though?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I love. Are you kidding? I was unleashed. I loved it. But, I mean, it's. It's. But then, like, the next day, we did the dinner table because it was a set, because we had to drive.
Marc Maron
A car into it with Mulaney and Odenkirk and everybody.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And it's a big table.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
A lot of people.
Marc Maron
Oh, and Bernthal.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Oh, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And, you know, they're gonna get a big fight, and then I'm gonna drive a car into the room. And so it was a separate day. It was a separate set. It was actually built on a soundstage because they had to. Because they had to. The car gag. And, you know, we did this big. You never know where the camera is because it's all handheld. We did that scene. I think we did it twice. It went as pitch, you know, and it's again, beautifully written. Painful, violent. And we did two takes of it, and then they had to reset because they had to fix all the broken plates. And at one point, I.O. came over and whispered in my ear. Purple.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She said purple. And what she was saying is, you've done red and you've done orange. Give me purple. And what she was saying is, give me the wound. A purple is a bruise. It's not anger and it's not rage.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It's pain. That's the take they use. So for aspiring actors, for unaspiring actors, for old, tired, I'm done actors, it doesn't fucking matter. None of it matters. I don't give a shit if you write every line. I love actors who work with coaches, and they do deep, deep backgrounds. I don't care. I read the script once, I never read it again. I learn my lines, I show up and do the work. That's jlc.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
So what's interesting is I have to assume that in your childhood, having grown up with two actors, you know, big actors, and growing up in a Hollywood that was so much different.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
That your earlier memories of what the job was like has to be.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I have no memories.
Unknown Guest or Producer
None.
Jamie Lee Curtis
None. I have no memories. My childhood memories are smells and sounds. And I'm tactile. Like, I've already probably put my hands on you twice.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm a little handsy.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I have zero memory of show business, really. I grew up on a dirt road in Benedict Canyon in a house. My parents were divorced. I was three. I think if we ever visited, we were dressed up alike, me and my sister Kelly. And we made the obligatory half hour appearance on a set and people took pictures of my parents with us and then we were shuttled away. I have zero memory. There's no process, there's no reminiscence, there's no nostalgia. There's nothing.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Huh.
Jamie Lee Curtis
My memories are the smell of eucalyptus.
Marc Maron
Trees in Benedict Canyon.
Jamie Lee Curtis
In Benedict Canyon on a dirt road. The smell of chlorine in a pool because we had a pool and I loved to swim. I have a tactile memory of cold upholstery because I know I've in my dotage have kind of made this joke that like, I wish concerts were midday. Like I go shry about. Why can't Coldplay do a matinee?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Like start it at noon.
Marc Maron
Yeah, why not? I would go so we could all enjoy it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So we could all enjoy it. Rather than start it at nine. By nine I'm asleep two hours, so. But my memory is, I think I was that way, Mark, since I was a little girl. Because my memory is falling asleep at restaurants and being carried to the car. And the memory I have is the feeling of the cold upholstery in the backseat of a car and me asleep.
Marc Maron
Do you think like it's like trauma?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Of course, yeah, of course, but trauma, like everybody has trauma.
Marc Maron
No, I know, but I mean, life is trauma. But at some point you wake up and have memories, don't you? No, the memories don't. Like, they don't start at like 10, nothing.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, yeah, but you know, I have very few memories of my youth. Very few. Very, very few.
Marc Maron
And I guess that's most people, if you really think about it. You have events maybe.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, I don't, I don't. I am a sensoral person, so I have bionic hearing.
Marc Maron
But were your parents cold?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I can tell you that my mom was a beautiful, charming, sweet woman who had a lot of joy, but also a lot of sadness. And I'm not gonna say cold. I mean, she just wasn't yummy. She wasn't sort of a yummy person. She was a lovely person and I had a beautiful life with her, don't get me wrong. And Tony, of course I didn't know because they divorced and he got, you know, Tony left Janet for a 17 year old girl. Yeah, I'm gonna dare say she was 16 when they met, 17 when they worked together. And he married her at 18. So Tony Curtis left Janet, who was in her 30s with two daughters, for a 17 year old girl.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And he married her and had children right away and had Another life. And so my youth, there was none of this conscious uncoupling.
Marc Maron
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It was war and awful and betrayal and public and hateful. Hateful between my parents. And, you know, again, when you talked about being confrontive, I was the ultimate good girl. I kept my mouth shut.
Marc Maron
You're gonna go one way or the other. Either you're gonna be fuck you or fuck me.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. And it was the opposite.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. But I am sensual. So I am. I'm telling you. I have, like acute hearing, like, too. It's.
Marc Maron
It's creepy, like to the point where it's annoying.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, it's crazy. I'll say. Oh, you know, a package just arrived. I'll say. What? Yeah, I'll say, oh, yeah. A truck dropped a package over the fence. How do you know? Oh, I heard it.
Marc Maron
Do you have that thing where you can't be in a lot of places?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, I'm not great with loud noises. I have incredible olfactory senses. I am more smell attuned to time and place. Sort of the verisimilitude of a place and time is through my nose.
Marc Maron
Did you ever, like. Were you ever able to find some. I mean, because we're both sober and there's this process of this. Were you ever able to, you know, find a place of forgiveness for Tony?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, fuck, yes.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, of course.
Marc Maron
When did that happen?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, I mean, forgiveness. I mean, he just wasn't there. He just didn't factor.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I mean, in a weird way, he just didn't factor.
Marc Maron
Right. He was never there.
Jamie Lee Curtis
He just was never there. And the existence of him was there because of course, he was famous, so people were attached to him. I wasn't attached to him at all. But I will tell you in answer to. Was she cold or were they cold? My mother was cool. Tony was yummy.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But yummy went away really early now. Yummy. He was yummy when he was with you when you were a child. Yummy.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Zero consistency for that. Yummy. But I know it was yummy.
Marc Maron
Charming.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So actual memory I have at one point, Tony Curtis now was married to his third wife, a woman named Leslie Allen, a model.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Had his first son with her. He was doing. So it was at his career when he was doing a TV series with Roger Moore called the Persuaders. I don't know, it was sort of a James Bond. They were paired kind of detective y guys.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And it was with Roger Moore.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Another charmer.
Jamie Lee Curtis
My sister and I went and visited in the summer to London.
Unknown Guest or Producer
How old were you?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I was 12.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then he rented a house in Sardinia. And he had a convertible Rolls Royce. Tony Curtis loved cars. And the car was driven to Sardinia through a ferry so that he could have his car. Cause we were going to be there a month and we were visiting him. It was the longest we ever spent with him. And I remember when we landed it at, when we got to the house, none of the bags were there because they were in the car being driven. We had flown and, you know, Leslie and my sister Kelly were making house and we were renting a house. So they were, you know, making house and the baby was with the nanny. And I remember Tony said, I want to go for a swim. And I said, I'll go. And he and I walked down this sort of craggly path to the ocean. We were on the coast, Esmeralda, in Sardinia. And I remember we both took off our clothes. I was wearing undies, he was wearing those white dude undies that you guys wear.
Marc Maron
Tighty whities.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Tighty whities, you know. And we dove into the ocean. And I remember the feeling that I was the brave one. I was the one who didn't have her bathing suit. Cause it was in my suitcase. But I didn't care that he saw in me in that moment. Like that was the bonding moment of my entire childhood with him was diving off a rock into the ocean in Sardinia. And the look on his face, that that was his girl, you know, that I was his daughter and I was just like him.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Ah.
Marc Maron
Did that stick?
Unknown Guest or Producer
No.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, no and yes. Whatever. Fuck, I don't care.
Marc Maron
But, but ultimately, when do you decide to pursue acting?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, that was an accident. It's too. Really, It's a boring story. Yeah, I'll give you a 30 second version. I went to college. I had no business in college. My mother was the most famous woman who had ever graduated from the college University of the Pacific in Stockton, California.
Marc Maron
Stockton.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, baby, yeah. My MOT from Merced, she went to, at the time, College of the Pacific. She was a genius. She graduated in three years at 16. My mother was really bright. Yeah, I got in there with my C minus average and 840 combined SAT scores because they wanted me, really, because my mother was the most famous alum and I was in college, had no business in college.
Marc Maron
It's just, you do it though, you.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Know, you do it. But I had no business in college. And at that Christmas. So this is 1976, I came home from Christmas and a girlfriend of mine was in the same college. She Lived in Beverly Hills. She had a tennis court. And there was a tennis teacher named Chuck Binder who taught tennis on her court. You know, this is what you do in Beverly Hills. Yeah, but then you give lessons to the family whose court it is for free. But you can use the court to teach other people. That's how the game works.
Marc Maron
That's how tennis guys get by.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's how they do it.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
They don't have a court of their own.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So they use the courts of their. Anyway, and when I came home at Christmas, went over to my friend's house, Chuck was there and he said, hey, Jamie, I'm managing actors now. I'm managing a woman named Karen Lamb, who was the sort of Heather Locklear of her time. Very beautiful, blonde. She was married to Dennis Wilson of the Beach Boys.
Marc Maron
Oof.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Another troubled guy, but beautiful woman actress. She was in a lot of TV movies. He said, I'm managing actors. You know, they're looking for Nancy Drew at Universal. You should go up for it. And I went, oh, okay. Had no idea. Drove to Universal.
Marc Maron
No acting experience, please.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But I was cute. I was brown haired.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I was Nancy Drew, 18 and, you know, whatever. And I didn't get the part. But he said, you know, they really liked you. I said, well, that's great. He goes, you should stick around. I was like, yeah. But again, I told you the story. The college I went to allowed you the month of January to do one class, like a concentrated month of study. So I called the drama department and said, hi, if I stay in LA and try to get jobs as an actor and go to acting class and dance class, can I write a paper that would qualify me for credit for the month of study? Breaking into show business. I'll go to class every day, blah, blah, blah. And they said, yes. So for the month of January, 1977, I went to auditions. Chuck sent me out for things, blah, blah, blah. Took acting classes, dance classes. A man named David Craig, who taught you to sing and act. Yeah, I can't sing for anything. And that was terrifying. I took a commercial acting class. Peggy Fury, who was a serious acting teacher, who had narcolepsy, and she would fall asleep in the middle of class. And I remember I did a Tennessee Williams. And I'm not Christopher Guest, I don't do accents, just without studying them. And I remember I did a Southern accent in this scene. And I remember at the end of an acting class then the class is allowed to opine about what they thought. And I remember somebody raised Their hand and said, I thought it was fine, except your accent was bad or something. And I remember. I remember crying and I remember going home thinking, what the fuck am I doing? Why do I give a shit what that person thinks? Like, this is an acting class.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
This is supposed to teach me?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
What did I learn?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Feelings hurt.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I got my feelings hurt off. I mean, it was awful. So I never went back to that class anyway. And by the end of that month, Chuck said, you know, they still have contract players at Universal. Contract players back in the day were actors they kept in a. In a group that they would use. They would pay them every month.
Marc Maron
Sure.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But then they would use them in small parts in movies and TV shows. And the hope was once you signed a contract that you would pop right? Then they had you for a small amount of money, but they could exploit you as a big star.
Marc Maron
Were your parents studio players? Yeah, of course.
Jamie Lee Curtis
My mother, very much so. So he said, they still have a contract system at Universal. I auditioned for the contract system to a woman named Monique James, who was the west coast version. There was an east coast version, a woman named Eleanor Kilgallen. And their job was to find talent and pool them.
Marc Maron
That must have been towards the end of that system.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It was almost the exact end, but two years into it before it ended. So I auditioned and at the end of my audition, I said to her, this is. I'm me. I don't know anything. I said, excuse me. This was really fun. Thank you so much. I'm going back to college in two days. So I need to know if this is gonna happen kind of soon because I'm going back to College on like January 28th.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And they called the next day and said I had got a contract with Universal and I quit college and became an actor. So it was the last thing I thought I was gonna do. And now all of a sudden, I was paid $235 a week as an actor, as a contract player.
Marc Maron
But isn't that interesting that, you know, despite it being the last thing you thought you would be doing, that you.
Entered the system that your mom was.
Jamie Lee Curtis
In, in a full arc, and I'm gonna hit the point of the arc. My godfather is Lou Wasserman. Lou Wasserman was the chairman of Universal.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So, you know, I remember Lou Wasserman calling my mother, saying, I just heard that Jamie has become a contract player.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Uh huh.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Now you've known me an hour, maybe 45 minutes, 48 minutes.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm this person at 17. I'm this person at 7? Yeah, I'm this person. When Ray Stark, who was a very close friend of my parents, who produced the Exorcist, called my mother and said, will you let Jamie audition for Reagan in the Exorcist? And my mother was like, no. But I'm this person.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So whatever this person is that's now successful as this person, I was still this person. Yeah, I'm the same exact person.
Marc Maron
I guess there's a core thing that doesn't really change in us if it doesn't get beaten out of you one way or the other.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. Far out.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
So now you're in the game now.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But then I became an actor, but then I got fired. So then I got put onto a TV series. I did a TV series called Operation Petticoat, which was a remake of the movie that Tony Curtis and Cary Grant starred in. Now it was a TV movie. I played the part opposite Tony Curtis's part. It's a little weird. And I did that show for a year. It turned into a TV series. It was a movie turned into a TV series, did it for a year, got fired. They fired. So the premise is, of course, it's a Navy sub during World War II. Five army nurses get on board. Right. Because they're stranded in some atol somewhere. And now hilarity ensues because, you know, five army nurses on a navy sub with 13 guys. Right?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So the premise is cute for a movie because at the end of the movie, the women get off. Yeah, well, on a TV series, they never get off. So every scene was like. Every scene we go, captain, excuse me, hi. When are we getting off the ship?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Anyway, they fired 11 of 13 cast members, but kept the premise of the fucking show. As if the premise of the show was the good thing and the actors were bad.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
As if the idea that we could get off, as soon as that docked, we would be off. We're army nurses. We're not supposed to be on a Navy sub. And instead they fired me. I thought my life was over. Marc Maron.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I thought they were going to drop me from my contract because contract system, they do every six month options. It's not your option, it's theirs.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So every six months they decide if they're going to keep you and if they're going to renew your option. It was awful. I thought I was going to lose everything. I now was going to have to go back.
Marc Maron
How old were you? 19.
Jamie Lee Curtis
19, 20. I was 19. And. And during that I was fired. I was feeling shitty. And that was when Chuck Binder called me and said, they're making this little low budget horror movie in Hollywood. I've put you up for a part, you should go audition. And I did. And that was Halloween. So if I will tell you, had I not been fired from Operation Petticoat, I would never have made Halloween. And then they canceled Operation Petticoat like two weeks into the next season, of course.
Marc Maron
And that was, that was.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And that was then the beginning of my life.
Marc Maron
The real thing.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah.
Marc Maron
Now, do you remember, like, did you watch like your mom in Psycho or.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No.
Marc Maron
Or anything? No, no.
Jamie Lee Curtis
A. I'm a scaredy cat. I just not have zero interest in being frightened.
Marc Maron
But did you watch your mom act in anything when you started acting?
Jamie Lee Curtis
No.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Really?
Jamie Lee Curtis
How do you watch your mom act in anything? I don't know.
Marc Maron
I don't live that life.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I know, but there's was no repetition.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
There was tv.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Or a movie. I didn't go to movies that my mother was in.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah, right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And occasionally a movie would be on tv. I never saw any of the work my parents did for a very, very, very long time.
Marc Maron
Yeah. It's interesting because, you know, like, like anybody else, you're not going to, you know, my dad was a doctor. I'm not going to go to the hospital. I mean, and people think, you know, that Hollywood on some level is so much different, but it's not in some ways.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, the only difference now is the Internet, which allows a daily, you know, now dump. Well, and I'm gonna bring something up with you just because it's front of mind.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Charlie Crist was killed two days ago, correct?
Marc Maron
Yeah. Charlie.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm sorry.
Marc Maron
Kirk.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Kirk. I just call him Christ. I think because of Christ. Because of, because of his deep, deep belief. I mean, I disagreed with him on almost every point I ever heard him say.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But I believe he was a man of faith. And I hope in that moment when he died that he felt connected to his faith, even though I find what he. His ideas were abhorrent to me.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I still believe he's a father and a husband and a man of faith. And I. I hope whatever connection to God means that he felt it. My point Is yesterday was 9 11. I know there is video of his assassination. I know people who've seen it. Yesterday we watched again these images of those buildings coming down. We don't know what we're talking about. Analog, digital. We're talking about a childhood where it was like I had Famous parents who were in the movies. But I never saw the movies. I didn't see the images. I didn't. I would have to. How would I ever see them? We didn't have DVDs. We didn't have VHS. We didn't have. They didn't put them on TV. Today, we as a society are bombarded with imagery. So we don't know what the longitudinal effects of seeing those towers come down over and over and over and over again or watching his execution over and over and over again. We watched the Zapruder film, by the way, my birthday, November 22nd. I'm associated with this awful day of someone being assassinated on television. But it's. As you know, this Bruder film is the only visual document that moves, that shares that horror of what happened. But here we have now these images.
Marc Maron
All the time, every day, and we.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Are inured to them and we are numb to them, but they are in there. We don't know. We don't know enough psychologically about what that does. What does that do? That kind of. I don't ever want to see this footage of this man being shot.
Marc Maron
I didn't watch it. I think it diminishes the depth of humanity.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But, but, but if that's the case, then is that the reason why we're all feeling this lack of humanity? Because we are just saturated with this image, these images?
Marc Maron
Well, I think we. Our engagement with the technology is. Has become. It's total. We've adapted to it and it's taken over a good part of our mind. So I think that when it comes to depth or understanding human experience in a visceral way, it gets numbed.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, well, I'm worried.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
There's nothing not to worry about.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm worried and I am buoyed when I hear that schools are forbidding phones, that people, you know, are trying to limit the amount of the Internet that use it for the tool that it is research or. You know what I mean?
Marc Maron
It's funny because me, I use the Internet primarily when it comes to looking at things.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah.
Marc Maron
To like. Did anyone like that talk I have with Jamie Lee Curtis?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Did you actually look that up?
Marc Maron
Well, no, no, I don't look it up. But like, my engagement with it is usually around what I've done to see if people saw it, to get that sort of feedback. That's. That's my dopamine. It's not watching assassinations or watching news over and over again.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I'm the exact opposite.
Marc Maron
It's really like. It's validation. It's not, it's not for me to disengage.
Jamie Lee Curtis
My favorite line from the Heidi Chronicles is when Heidi goes to visit her best friend from college, Susan, who's now a TV executive, and she goes, and they have a scene in her office. And then as she's leaving, the secretary or executive assistant. We can't say secretary. Yeah, the executive assistant. As Heidi walks by, says, Ms. Holland, do you need validation? And it's such a play on words about what you're talking about, which is that the Internet is that what the Internet has done has made us all desperate for validation. Because it certainly has poisoned young people into that idea of trying to get the most amount of, of likes. I did it with air quotes. You can't see them. And what does that mean?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
My secret of the Internet, Marc Maron. And I'm happy to share it here with you. And maybe, maybe it'll be what I.
Marc Maron
Leave for me for you to work on.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Don't read comments. None. Like, I have a, like Christopher Guest.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
His movie opened today or last week or whenever the fuck this is. And Spinal and you know, New York Times gave it a wonderful review. Really funny. Very.
Marc Maron
We can read that, right? That's not a comment.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And he doesn't, he doesn't read any show business journalism. Nothing. Not journalism. You know what I mean? Sure. He reads nothing about show business.
Marc Maron
Not even a critic. He respects nothing.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Nothing. He doesn't read anything that has to do with show business.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Okay.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But that's his firewall. My firewall is I put out into the Internet.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
What I think and feel.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But I decide. I say what I need to say and then I don't need to see what you think of what I said.
Marc Maron
Sure.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, that's, and I have. But I, but by the way, I've gotten into a lot of trouble because of course, the portal is open to a lot of people with a lot of anger. And I've had a lot of friends call me and go, hi, how are you? Hi. No, this is the voice I get. Hi, how are you doing? And I go, I'm great. What's up? Oh, just checking on you.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I'm like, because why? Oh, the comments. And it's something I've either put out politically or something. Whatever.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
I don't read that stuff. I, I do like the reason I like criticism. If they're smart people. Like for my last special or whatever, I, I, I like to hear thinky people's insight into what I'M doing because it kind of broadens my understanding of what I might have done to somebody else. And it makes me think it actually helps me because, you know, my parents.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Didn'T do it, so, you know.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. Yeah. My parents didn't do it. My mom was really. My mom did say, be yourself. My mom did recognize something.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And was always hoping that I. I mean, she knew I was funny.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Because I've been this person's. But, you know, that wasn't the sort of opening salvo of my creative work, was me being funny.
Marc Maron
Right. So, like, I guess, like, after all the, like. Because you had a big movie career and do now.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
But I mean, this is.
Jamie Lee Curtis
How about fucking that?
Marc Maron
I know, it's crazy.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, that's the thing, Mark Marin.
Marc Maron
I mean, you were.
You were huge.
And then, like, it's not like you disappeared or anything, but. But, but now you're bigger than ever in a totally different way, you know?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Why?
Marc Maron
It's such a rare fucking thing, isn't it?
Jamie Lee Curtis
It's amazing and it's beautiful and. And I'm, I'm, I'm leaning in in every possible way.
Marc Maron
When did the, the drugs happen and, and how did that drugs happened? Because what year are we talking, like.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, drugs happened. Well, it's funny because I actually, actually had. I brought it because I'm going to talk about Richard Lewis later today. And so I brought, in fact, something to show them, but I'll show it to you when I leave because it's in my car. So I dabbled. So I dabbled. You know, obviously, when you were a kid, let me say this. I grew up in a house where alcohol was in those push. Those decanters that pushed out a full shot. They had silver tops. They were pretty glass containers. Bourbon, scotch, vodka, whatever. And you pushed the top and it measured out a shot. I grew up in a house with that. So when I was a teenager, and you had that. So you'd get a Coke and you'd go over to the vodka one, and then you'd hit the shot of vodka because you were with your friends and.
Marc Maron
You'Re like, hey, let's go do this.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And, you know, so there was a little of that. It was a little dabbling of that. There might have been a Quaalude or two in my sordid past, but again, it was all pretty easy. Cocaine, obviously, in the 80s, became a thing. I knew I was an addict. I knew that. When I say an addict, an addict is. You are addicted to the feeling you Know, addict has such a bad word. But the truth is if you just look at the word addiction, you're just. You like the feeling. You want it again and again.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I knew I needed to do something and I went, I called a woman.
Marc Maron
So you. But you got, you knew you were out of control.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I was never out of control, Marc Maron.
Marc Maron
But you knew you had a problem.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I knew I had a problem. I was never out of control.
Marc Maron
But this wasn't when you were a teenager.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It was, this is me when I was in my 20s. But I also knew that I was never out of control. That was, I was a control. I'm a high bottom. Like Everest bottom.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So I remember I called, I can't remember who she was. I think she's no longer here. She wrote a book called you can never eat lunch in this town again.
Marc Maron
Oh yeah, I remember that book.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I can't remember her name.
Marc Maron
I don't either.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I called her because I knew she had stopped, she had gotten sober or had stopped cocaine. I remember I asked her, like, I called her, I cold called her.
Marc Maron
Did you know Carrie Fisher?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Briefly, yeah. Yeah, briefly. But I never, that wasn't who I called. Anyway, I called this woman and anyway, she gave me like the name of somebody and I, I, I got off of that pretty quickly. And then she wrote a fucking book. And in her book she actually wrote, you know, I was so surprised when my phone rang and I thought it was Tony Curtis because he had a big drug problem and it was his daughter. Like, I was like, bitch.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Are you, Are you really?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Anyway, I was mortified. Luckily nobody read it. I don't remember her name anyway. But then, and then I was just, you know, I was a dabbler. I just was.
Marc Maron
So that didn't do anything. You didn't?
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, I'm saying I liked. No, I was, I'm fine. Sure, I get it.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
I was a fun person.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So let's have some. And I had a plastic surgery when I was very young, in my 30s. It's too long of a story. But the DP on Perfect said that he wouldn't shoot me one day. Cause I had puffy eyes. And so right after that movie, I had under eye surgery. And they gave me Vicodin. And that began a sort of 10 year dabbling of opiates.
Marc Maron
And you got out before fentanyl?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, I would be dead.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Mark, I wouldn't be here. There's no way to be here. I got out before fentanyl is the great that would be the title of the book that I'll never write. Anyway, my point is, here's how I got sober. I had an incident with my sister, my older sister, where I had pocketed hers because she had visited and.
Marc Maron
So you were a pill popper all day? Kind of.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, no, no, no, no, no. Vika clock. It's like wine o'.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Clock. Yeah, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, no, no. It was like an afternoon. Late afternoon. Anyway. And I also read Esquire, so. I don't read Esquire. I don't get Esquire. It was in a doctor's office. It had Jerry Springer on the COVID I have it in my car. It was January of. And I open this magazine, and there is an article, Vicodin, My Vicodin, by an author named Tom Chiarella, who was outing himself, his family, his editor and friends by writing this article. And the opening of the article was, I don't know where my children's birth certificates are. I don't know where my marriage certificate is. I don't know where the deed to my house is, but I can tell you where every Vicodin is hidden in my house. And then he described. There were two in the left toe of my cowboy boot in the hall closet, blah, blah, blah. And I remember reading it, and I thought, oh, wow, that's me.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm secret. And then I went to a girlfriend of mine who I thought was sober, wasn't. She told me that she also was addicted to them. She gave me the name of a doctor.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then that day, I got sober. That night, I got sober. I just woke up that next morning realizing that she was gonna be dead. I'd be at her funeral, I'd have blood, her blood, on my hands.
Marc Maron
Did she die?
Jamie Lee Curtis
No. No. Sober and great.
Marc Maron
And where does Richard Lewis factor in?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I just.
Marc Maron
Hold up.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Marc Maron, you're so pushy.
Marc Maron
Or hardly.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Or I would be dead. And she'd be at my funeral.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Hugging my kids with blood on her hands. That was the split. I had two children that day. I called Richard Lewis, who I knew was sober, who I worked together with on Anything But Love, but I knew he was sober. And he said, stay where you are. And he called somebody and a woman. Cause I was afraid to go into a public room as a very. I was afraid to go into some recovery meeting by myself because I was a public figure. And he called someone who is also a public figure, who was sober. And she called me and met me at a meeting that was 2390. 9. I've been sober since.
Marc Maron
I love those stories. If there's one thing a sobriety taught me in terms of conversation and in terms of listening, because I really think that the idea of one alcoholic talking to another being the core of the program is a lot to do with what happens here sometimes. And I think that. I think that recovery over time taught me how to be an empathetic listener. Because, you know, once you walk into recovery and it becomes the priority, and, you know, someone's gonna tell their story, you know where it's gonna go, but it'll get you every time.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, sure, sure.
Marc Maron
It's like, you know, just like when.
You said Richard Lewis called a woman.
And, like, I feel like my eyes welling up, you know, because I.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's exactly right, you know, because that's where it happens.
Marc Maron
And you're like, help is on the way.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Help is on the way. That's why when we first met in the hall of your house with your cats.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And you told me that you were sober the same amount of years, but a few months past me.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I said to you, that's my hand in the dark, reaching out. And that you felt a hand in the dark of somebody who was a little sober before you.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Who was sober, reaching her hand out. That's how it feels.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
When you're in the dark of addiction and you think you're alone, and somebody reaches out their hand and you don't know who it is, and you grab it, and you know that they're gonna pull you into the light.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's.
Marc Maron
Well, mine was a woman who I was in love with, and I was kind of reluctant to get sober, but I held onto her for as long as I could, and that didn't work out. But I do. She did get me sober, and she went through a lot of shit with. With me, but, you know, she's okay. I'm okay. I think. We don't speak, but I think she's okay. But that hand thing, the. The little piece you gave me, what is that?
Unknown Guest or Producer
That.
Marc Maron
That foundation.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Okay. It's. I'm actually closing it at the end of the year, so. Again, right before COVID Yeah. I. Like, if I had heard about Lynn and you and I were friends.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I would have written you a letter.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I would have said. You know, I would have said something about loss and about strength. And then I would have said at the end of the letter, my hand in yours, Jamie. Which was just my way of saying to people all the time, I'm not with you. Not going to be there with you. But you know what it would feel like to have my hand in yours. I'm sending you that feeling. And. And I thought one day, and it was before COVID I thought. I collect these little sculptures by an artist named Ann Ricketts. I often give sober friends her little feet. She has little feet. And I send them to my sober friends and say, be where your feet are. And as a little reminder, trudging the path. And I called her and I said, if I create a company, will you create a sculpture of two hands holding. She said, yes. I was gonna sell them on Instagram, Right. I thought I would just sell them and give money to Children's Hospital in Los Angeles. Long story short, it turned out it became a foundation. It became a much bigger company. We had a lot of products, and for five years. And then Covid hit. So that was before COVID Yeah. And then In March of 2020, Covid hit, and we launched the company right in the middle in August of that year. And so it's a company that offers comfort items to people in times of crisis. And there was no bigger crisis in the world than the pandemic. And so our little company became a very successful company.
Marc Maron
That's nice. It was like. It caught me off guard this morning. Cause, you know, you came early, and I was like, I have a very short but specific process leading into an interview. And, you know, and I blew it. No, no, no.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Busted up.
Marc Maron
It's not. It's just me kind of getting into a mind, and I just, you know, woken up and I'd fed my cats, and I was on the phone with my friend Jack, who I haven't talked to a while, and then you were just waving your hands in front of my door.
Jamie Lee Curtis
In front of your door early, like, 45 minutes.
Marc Maron
But then you come in and we're loaded up, we sit on the floor. You give me a gift in remembrance of Lynn. And, you know, usually I can kind of keep it together, but, like, I'm like, oh, if this is happening before we even get out there, I don't know what's gonna happen.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, I didn't even know what out there meant, to be honest.
Marc Maron
No, no.
But I'm just saying, for you, the feelings, I think it's more about, you know, you feel like, you know, you can think about loss, and you can think about the experience of it and the loss itself. But, you know, at some point, you feel like you have the feelings a bit under control, you know, and then they're just right there. And I appreciate you, you know, being there for that and making me have that good. It was grounding somehow.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's good, because I know this. You're ending this part of your life.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
It's another loss soonish.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Right.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
That's the same. My hand in yours and wherever the universe takes you.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You can always call.
Unknown Guest or Producer
You.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You can actually. I'm one of those people, so.
Marc Maron
But for you, you know when you do everything everywhere all at once and you win an Oscar and then, like, you know, all of a sudden you were like the. The elevation of you and your being, which is purely you. I mean, that must have felt. I don't. I can't even imagine.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, you can't. Neither can I. I still can't. What the best part of it is. It was pure.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Like, the best part was.
Marc Maron
Didn't expect it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, yeah. I remind people. I remind people because people, once something takes its form and starts get elevated through marketing, through everything, it elevates to a place where people assume a lot about it. I remind people we made that movie in January of 2020, in 38 days in Simi Valley in an abandoned office building that was the Countrywide Savings and Loan building before the market collapsed. And that building was, like, gone, like, in a day. They pulled all the computers out and left this campus, and it has changed hands six times. They shoot movies and commercials there all the time. And in 38 days, a $12 million movie called Everything Everywhere all at Once about the multiverse was made. There wasn't a person involved in that movie that assumed anything other than it was kind of weird and cool.
Marc Maron
Yeah, maybe it'll get out there.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And we'd get out there. And I did it for three reasons. I did it because it was shot in Los Angeles. If that movie had been shot anywhere else, I would never have been in it. I did it because they paid me a little money, enough to pay cash flow. And mostly I did it because Michelle Yeoh was gonna be in it and I was gonna play her girlfriend, Nemesis. And I thought it was cool. Yeah, I thought she was cool. I always thought she was an amazing woman and she was gonna star in this weird movie. I didn't understand it. My young padawan, who works with me as a development executive at my now very successful company is named Russell Goldman. And when I walked in and said I'd been offered a movie by the Daniels, he said, you've, like, without even blinking, he said, oh, my God, you have to do it. And I was like, really? He goes, oh, my God, they're geniuses. Yes. Did you see Swiss Army Man? I said I did, but I didn't. I mean, I appreciated it, but he goes, they're geniuses.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Turned down for what? They're geniuses. And it turned out to be true. I credit Russell Goldman.
Marc Maron
And in terms of like, you know, I know you've been pretty public about, you know, just being you, letting it all hang out.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, baby.
Marc Maron
And, you know, you seem to get a lot of attention just for that. That, like a woman of a certain age owning it and not having any insecurity about it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I mean, then I would be. That sounds saintly. I'm not a saint.
Marc Maron
No, I know, I know, but you make choices.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I understand. I look in the mirror, I know what's there. I know what's not there. And I know how to, how to, you know, look it. I did. I. We just did Freak Year Friday.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Had a wonderful summer. We actually, you know, had a really good.
Marc Maron
How's she doing?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Fantastic.
Marc Maron
You know, it's weird. Like, I, you know, I.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She's fantastic.
Marc Maron
I just, for, for some reason with Lindsay Lohan, I, I feel for her. And, and I was. I'm very happy.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, I feel really happy.
Marc Maron
No, I feel, I feel like I, I feel that some, like, I only pick up pieces of it, but it was always like, I hope she's gonna come out of it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She is in a great, she's in a great life. She has a baby.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She has a two year old.
Marc Maron
But that's one of those stories.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She has a beautiful husband. It's one of those very strong family unit.
Marc Maron
I just want.
I'm glad she's good. That's all.
Jamie Lee Curtis
She's awesome. My point was, you know, the movie was really successful. And then they did. They did an evening, Freaker Friday, this Disney one here. And we, and you know, the movie came out, went around the world, did it all, had a great time, did well. Oh, did great.
Marc Maron
Oh, good.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Came back and they were like, we're gonna do one more event where all of the audience come dress like your character. Dress like Tess. And you're gonna come and, you know, greet the. The. At the El Capitan Theater in Hollywood. And this is like four weeks into the release of the movie. I was like, okay, super fun. I'm gonna come in character.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So I pulled out my wig, pulled out the clothes that even though everybody else loved, I really had struggled with, and, you know, belted it up and kind of toddled out on stage and did my thing, and then went backstage and they said, just do a little quick video to the fans thanking them for their support. Right. Social media.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Somebody with a camera, like, with a phone.
Unknown Guest or Producer
A phone, yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm sitting in a chair. I'm like, hi, everybody, it's Jamie Lee Curtis. Thank you guys so much. I'm so glad. It was the comedy hit of the summer. We loved making it. Blah, blah, blah. What I didn't know, and I could show you, but I won't show you on a podcast because no one will see it. But there was a video of me where I'm a little busty. Let's just put it this way. Like, packing serious heat in this video from the angle it was shot at. Right. It's a Disney movie. And it literally became the biggest thing for me of the summer in the sense of, like, people coming up to me going, like, holy. So when you talk about sort of fearlessness, physical fearlessness, for me, it's just being the kind of who I am, where I am in the moment, or using something of a character to accentuate, maybe something that's not so good about whatever. And it was hilarious to me that the thing that actually got the most attention was this little thing, and it was like an afterthought. Like, it was like, the last thing I did in the movie was say thank you to the fans. And the next thing I knew, it was all about my boobies. And it was just like, whoa, okay. Thank you, Internet.
Marc Maron
You read some of those comments?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I didn't read any of them, but I. I just was told that it. It became a bit of a thing.
Marc Maron
So when did you start producing?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Listen to you. Oh, you got very serious.
Marc Maron
Well, because, like, I watched that movie last night, the Lost Bus.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I know.
Marc Maron
And.
And I know whatever that journey was, I got a. I got it. I had no idea what it was about. You know, I get these things, and I'm like, all right, I want to, you know, do my due diligence and watch the project.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I appreciate that.
Marc Maron
And first of all, what a menacing, difficult movie it is to watch when you live through these fires. And, you know, fortunately, I was not affected by it, but, you know, the way it's captured by. The director was green. Greenway.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Paul Greengrass.
Marc Maron
And this feels like, in a way, a smaller movie for him, you know, because it's so intimate, so for.
Jamie Lee Curtis
For the listener.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I. I have wanted to produce things for a long time. I'm an idea girl. I. I write Books for children that are very, very successful.
Marc Maron
That's great.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I've been trying to get filmed books and ideas for quite a long time, but you can't do it with. I mean, it's very, very hard to do ever. Even when you have a company behind you.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So if you don't have a company.
Marc Maron
To get a film out into the.
Jamie Lee Curtis
World, to get it born, raised and distributed.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And there are many steps in that process. So over the years, I have tried to buy the rights to a book, develop it, but I never could get liftoff. It could never take flight. They always died on the vine. But I kept trying. I'm an idea girl. I think of ideas all the time. And I made the Halloween movies with Jason Blum, and I didn't know it was a trilogy because he didn't mention it. No one mentioned it. Not even David Gordon Green. They did not mention to me that it was a trilogy. But we made the first one in 2018, and it was very successful. When that movie came out was the same time as the Paradise Fire. The Paradise Fire that decimated the town of Paradise, California, was November 8, 2018. So it was right after the Halloween movie.
Marc Maron
Right about before your birthday.
Jamie Lee Curtis
It was right before my birthday, but it was also, I'm in California, and it was the deadliest wildfire in California history. And I was aware of it, for sure. But at the same time, when the 2018 Halloween movie came out and was successful and then I found out that they were doing a couple more, I went to Jason Blum and said, hey, Jason Blum, I have a lot of ideas. How about you give me a deal? How about I get a first look deal with you and you give me a small amount of money for development so that I can pay a development executive? And he agreed. Now, Marc Maron, Jason's a good businessman, and that made good business. Right. He wanted me to continue to do that work. Did he believe in me as a producer? No. Does he now? Yes. Did he give me that? Because it was good business and I.
Marc Maron
Was going to continue with the company.
Unknown Guest or Producer
You were a good company.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yes. I guarantee you he wasn't like, oh, this is gonna turn into something. And almost immediately, I brought them the Patricia Cornwell Scarpetta books. So I'm friends with Patricia. I found out that the rights to her book series has never been brought to screen in 30 years. I brought it to Blumhouse and we bought it and started developing it as a TV series that comes out next year for Amazon, starring Nicole Kidman. As Scarpetta and me as her sister Dorothy. Something I never thought I'd be in. I thought I was just gonna produce it. But right away, something I brought Jason turned into something quite big.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And clearly I brought them three other things. There was a TV show that was on a year ago called the Sticky, which was about a Canadian maple syrup heist that was a show the Comet Pictures produced. So all of a sudden, I think Jason started to pay some attention to me. In August of 21, I was in Sun Valley, Idaho. I was reading the Washington Post, and there was a review of Lizzie Johnson's book, Paradise the Story of the American Wildfire. And it was a review of her book. And then there was a sidebar of a story pulled from the book of a school bus driver named Kevin McKay and a teacher named Mary Ludwig, who saved the lives of 22 students trapped on the bus for eight hours. And. And it was a kind of a sidebar.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I said out loud, well, that's the movie. I was with Chris in the kitchen on August 20th. On the 20th of August. And I explained to him. He was like, what? I said, oh. And I told him the story. I said, well, that's the movie. Yeah, of course.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then the next day, I didn't do anything. And the next day, I was driving to visit my sister Kelly, and I listened to Scott Simon on NPR Weekend Edition. He said, hi to Scott Simon. My first guest today is Lizzie Johnson, the author of Paradise Lizzie. You know, the story that really got me was the story of Kevin McKay and Mary Ludwig. And I pulled my car over on the side of the road, and I called Jason Blum, and I said, I am about to send you two links, one to an npr, one to the Washington Post. I want to buy that book. I want to make a movie. I believe it'll be the most important thing either one of us ever do in the movie business. And he said, okay. And he agreed. We bought the rights to the book. I tracked down Lizzie Johnson's agents. He said, I need to make sure that there's a story here, that I need to send it to some writers. The day he sent it to Brad Ingoldsby, Brad Inglesby called him and said, I'll write it on spec. And within 36 hours, we had the rights to the book. We had a writer who was going to adapt it. And, you know, within a month, I had contacted Mary and Kevin and made an alliance and began the process of producing a movie.
Marc Maron
So they were involved.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Well, of course, we're telling their story or a fictionalized version of their story. It's fiction based on truth.
Marc Maron
Right.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But that's how the movie came together. And then Paul Greengrass, then Apple came on board. Then Paul Greengrass, who was the. I had two directors on my list. I'm a producer. I had two directors. Paul Greengrass, It's a wild other swing in the other direction. Ang Lee, did you ever see the Ice Storm?
Marc Maron
Sure.
Of course.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Okay. It felt his ability to tell an American story like the Ice Storm.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Sure.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I felt he could do a great job with this story of this real life human, this Kevin McKay bus driver, and Mary Ludwig, this teacher. And these children in the midst of the fire. I knew that the. The center of the story had to be those people because you could never tell that big a story. As it turns out, Paul Greengrass can tell that big of a story visually.
Marc Maron
But the interesting thing is you're saying.
It'S a big story, but he was on top of people all the time. And it was like a genius thing.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But that's his gift. His background is documentary filmmaking.
Marc Maron
But it's like right from the beginning you're watching it. And fucking McConaughey, when he sets his.
Mind to it, man, he's the fucking best.
The best.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Okay, So I think he's like Gary Cooper. I think he's like Henry Fonda.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I think he's like a quiet old western star. It's stoicism and strength and deep humanity in a close up.
Marc Maron
That's true.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And the camera is on his face, his eyes, and he's so eager.
Marc Maron
Really inhabits stuff, man, because like right at the beginning, you know, it's on him, like the shooting. I can see the documentary part of it in the way it's cut and stuff. Sure, sure, sure. But the choice to make it about people and to be that close to.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Them, that's the story.
Marc Maron
Right.
I understand it's a big story, but.
You know, because of the way he.
Shot it all the way through, you.
Are living in their skin.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But that's why I knew that's the movie, because I knew that was the way in to tell a story of this magnitude.
Marc Maron
But it's a human story. It's a magnitude story, but it's really.
About a guy saving a bunch of kids. And the interesting thing about the way.
He shot it is that all the stuff that he deals with when he's.
Shooting people, you're like a foot away. And then. And when he shoots the fire, it's a monster.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And it is a monster.
Marc Maron
Totally.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And as we, as you mentioned at the beginning of this part of the conversation, I live in the Pacific Palisades. You live in Glendale, which is adjacent to Pasadena, Altadena and the Eaton fire. I live on the skirt of outskirts of the Palisades fire. And, you know, we just moved back into our house after eight months. We were out for eight months after the fire. But we have a house. We have. We. We did not lose our history. We did not lose our family history. And we both know too many people. So it is a. The tragedy, of course, is that here we made this movie a year ago. We were editing the movie when in January of this year, these fires happened in here. But in the midst, in the middle of 2021 to now, was Lahaina, where we watched an entire town burn. People taking shelter in the ocean because it was the only place they could. In our movie, people take shelter in a lake.
Marc Maron
Creek.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I mean, which is harrowing.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
That's the scene again, right up on the people.
Jamie Lee Curtis
So my instincts as an actor are my same instincts as a producer. I know a good story. I know what I can bring to it. And what I got to bring to it is the humanity, which is I got to go to Kevin McKay and Mary Ludwig, who've become friends of mine. Now, these are people who I will know for the rest of my life because I'm the bridge. See, I'm the one extending my hand in sobriety, saying, trust me, I'm safe. Right?
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I'm also aware that we're about to tell a fiction. And I'm gonna be the one to help them understand that it's not a documentary. We're not making a doc about their experience.
Marc Maron
We're making a film and how they feel about it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I think they're both very proud that how they're represented and what the movie says and does honors their experience, even if it's not the exact experience, just for your listeners, because it's sort of fascinating to me. Kevin McKay and Mary both had a weird connection to me. So Kevin McKay, when I first called him, said, you know, Jamie, we have a weird connection. I said, oh, really? What is it? He said, you know, when. When my mom was dying. Because his mom is dying. When the fire hit, his mom died, I think a couple months later, but she was ill. Yeah. He said, the last good time I had with my mom was going to see Halloween 2018 in a theater. We both loved Halloween and we went out to dinner, blah, blah, blah. And we went out, and that was October 19, 2018. Then the fire was November 8. And then I think she passed, you know, soon after that. So he said, the last happy time I had with my mom was that. And so that bonded us, you know, was a. We. We had a good. I felt like we had a good level of trust. But then Mary Ludwig, the school teacher. Yeah, I'm speaking to her, she was more hesitant.
Marc Maron
America for yes.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And I said, you know, we were talking at one point, she said, you know, we have a weird connection. And I said, really? What is it? She said, my father dated your mother now. I was like, really? My mother was from. Well, we talked about Stockton and Merced. And Mary's father was a Marine, and he went to the University of the Pacific, where my mother went. And he dated Jeanette Helen Morrison, my mother's name, before she was discovered and changed her name and became Janet Leigh. And she said that, you know, her father was a really strong man, and she hadn't seen him cry much in his life. And she said, I remember very specifically, one of the few times I ever saw him cry was the day that Jeanette Helen Morrison died. And so I have now two strangers who are feeling very connected to just the circumstances of life, who I'm extending my hand to, saying, can you trust me? And I'm sober, as you know, so as sober people, we say what we mean. We mean what we say. We don't say it mean. And we are trustworthy. I want to be trustworthy. And so I felt, as a producer, that was my main job, was to make sure that the real part of the story melded into the fiction and that both could be supported.
Marc Maron
How'd you get Matthew to do it? Did he love it right away?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I think Paul Greengrass. I think he read Brad's script. And Paul Greengrass is a master filmmaker and creates a sense of. I mean, the Bourne movies he directed. Urgency, Urgency and Vibrance. And I think Matthew recognized both the stoicism of Kevin and the. He knew that the guy directing it was going to give it that pulsing.
Marc Maron
But it's a stoicism based in barely.
Keeping your shit together.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But. But that's. Yeah, that's a hero, right? Like, that's the definition. Ultimately, it's every story. Everybody has a story.
Marc Maron
No, I just. I thought it was just great.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah, I mean, I.
Marc Maron
Cause I.
When. A lot of times when I do these interviews, I gotta watch something. I do not know. I. I do not know what I'm getting into. You know, I Knew it was about. I knew the basic story. I didn't do any research on it. I just sat home last night by myself at 11 at night and watched that movie until 1 in the morning.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And then I. And then I'm early.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
And no, no. But it's really compelling and it's a rare thing where you know that it's going to end good. But I already knew that. But the movie was still just menacing and human and intense. And I knew it's gonna be okay. But I'm like, oh my God.
Jamie Lee Curtis
But I mean, we're. Almost every movie we know is gonna be okay. I mean, even in a Halloween movie, you know, it's gonna be okay with me, I guess.
Marc Maron
I guess.
But like I felt the urgency, you know, and I felt. And because of, you know, our own fears of. And the reality of fires was visceral to me because when you imagine and you were living close to it, the worst that can happen and it doesn't. And then when you depict it in a movie, the worst that can happen and do it with such detail. It was impactful.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. And what was also as a producer, something very important to me is that we as a production team, Apple, Matthew America, Paul, Jason Blum, myself, that Brad Ingoldsby, that we also leave something of memory. So we also joined together and are completing the memorial. It's gonna be called Hope Plaza. It's gonna be a place in paradise for people to gather to honor the first responders, to honor the 85 people who lost their lives, to honor the community that is today thriving and surviving in a beautiful way. The way if you. I mean, I'm sure you've been into Altadena and you've certainly been in the Palisades. It's awful to see the amount of destruction and then you also see the vibrancy of new life.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Coming back, you know, I live in the mountains in Idaho. When you burn through old growth, it creates the heat actually creates new. It opens something new.
Marc Maron
So, yeah, great job.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Far out.
Marc Maron
Great talking to you.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Oh, it's it. That's it. Okay. So fun. I love, by the way, that you have this mid century modern ashtray that most people would have like displayed out kind of like as an objet d', art, like some sort of beautiful thing. And yours is filled with stuff like what is like, see, I'm a girl. Shotgun shell, empty plastic shotgun shells, hand sanitizer. Some ear. Some. Here's some ear. But I mean, I'm telling you this, this at a garage sale yeah, is, you know, 300 bucks at garage sale.
Marc Maron
Oddly, that ashtray was given to me in my early sobriety by a guy who was in the rooms with me, a Vietnam vet. And it had a lighter that matched it.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Wow.
Marc Maron
And I think he might have given it to me for an anniversary. I think his name was Paul. And, yeah, that's a sober representation. And I hadn't really thought about that in a while.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Yeah. But I've been staring at it.
Marc Maron
You need some of that hand sign. I'll give you a box. I'll give you a box.
Jamie Lee Curtis
No, babe, babe, babe, seriously, I just. It was there, and it's that lavender.
Marc Maron
Y1 peppermint.
Jamie Lee Curtis
I know. Whatever. Thanks for having me here, Marc Merritt. I'm sorry, I'm not Christopher Guest.
Marc Maron
What are you talking about?
Jamie Lee Curtis
Just because I know he wants to.
Marc Maron
Come on the show, but are you guys gonna be in town? Is he in town?
Jamie Lee Curtis
I'm gonna give you his number. You call him. Just do it direct to him.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Okay.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Don't try to do through.
Marc Maron
It was great talking to you.
Jamie Lee Curtis
And you. I've admired you for a long time.
Marc Maron
Well, I love you and thank you for the gifts.
Jamie Lee Curtis
We are sober and we are sober family.
Marc Maron
Yes, we are. I just started going back to the secret meetings. I was a little out of it for a while.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You know what? You're gonna have my number.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Okay.
Jamie Lee Curtis
Goodbye.
Marc Maron
What a great person. What a fun conversation. I love her. The Last Bus is in theaters September 19th and on Apple TV on October 3rd. Hang out for a minute, folks. Hey, people. Tracy Letts will be back on the show. He's one of the guests I actually became friends with after he was on the first time. And you can listen to that. Initial appearance on episode 888. Now, see, now I'm hurt that, like, you know, none of the people that.
That you know who have been in.
Here have called you and said, oh, Tracy, you gotta.
You gotta go over to Mark's house.
Nobody's done that. In fact, it kind of goes the opposite direction. I go, why hasn't Mark had me on? He's had all my friends on.
Did you say that?
Yeah, sure. I've been trying to. I tried to get you on a long time ago, but I'm a fan of yours.
I.
You know, it goes back. I like what you do. I feel like I know you. I don't know why that is. Well, you're one of those people. We're roughly the same age.
We are. We.
Did you. We've had a long, slow steady climb.
Unknown Guest or Producer
Yeah.
Marc Maron
I think, you know, you've got a.
Pulitzer, so, I mean, there's a big difference in our success rate. I. I'm hosting a podcast out of my garage, and you have a Pulitzer. Yeah, but you're on, like, 3D television shows and.
Yeah, but you're in movies.
I mean, come.
You just. I'm not going to do this with you because. Because you.
Jamie Lee Curtis
You.
Marc Maron
You won.
You won that one. That's episode 888 with Tracy Letts available for free on whatever podcast platform you're using right now. And a reminder before we go, this podcast is hosted by Acast. Here's some simple acoustic thing.
Jamie Lee Curtis
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Unknown Guest or Producer
Sam.
Marc Maron
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Date: September 15, 2025
Guest: Jamie Lee Curtis
Host: Marc Maron
Marc Maron sits down with the iconic Jamie Lee Curtis for an emotionally candid and wide-ranging conversation. The two discuss Jamie's remarkable career trajectory—from Hollywood beginnings to creative renaissance, her approach to acting and producing, family history and trauma, recovery and sobriety, navigating the pitfalls of fame and the internet age, and her recent acclaimed work both in front of and behind the camera. The interview is rich with reflection, laughter, and vulnerable honesty, providing deep insight into the forces that have shaped Curtis’ life and artistry at 67.
"I became like a heroin addict for the audience...I literally felt more alive than I've ever felt in my life when I got that first laugh with a studio audience." – Jamie Lee Curtis (15:20)
“I am loaded...I show up, I am fully loaded to go. Whatever it is, I will never not know a line. I am ready to go.” (27:36)
“I'm one of those people. I like somebody to whisper in my ear...I mean, I would even like if somebody just said a color to me.” (32:54, 33:34)
“I have zero memory of show business, really. I grew up on a dirt road...My parents were divorced. I was three.” (36:45)
“Tony was yummy...but yummy went away really early...Zero consistency for that yummy.” (42:46)
“It was the last thing I thought I was gonna do. And now all of a sudden, I was paid $235 a week as an actor...” (51:48)
“I would be dead [without getting sober before fentanyl]. There's no way to be here.” (69:32)
“When you're in the dark of addiction and you think you're alone, and somebody reaches out their hand…that's how it feels.” (73:30)
“I put out into the Internet what I think and feel. But I decide. I say what I need to say and then I don't need to see what you think of what I said.” (63:20)
“We don't know enough psychologically about what that does...that kind of. I don't ever want to see this footage of this man being shot.” (59:41, 60:05)
“What the best part of it is. It was pure...There wasn't a person involved in that movie that assumed anything other than it was kind of weird and cool.” (78:04, 79:18)
“We bought the rights to the book…we had a writer who was going to adapt it…within a month, I had contacted [the real life heroes] and made an alliance.” (89:49–91:09)
The episode is emotionally direct, witty, and nuanced—alternating between laughter, plainspoken honesty, and moments of shared vulnerability. Both Marc and Jamie maintain their characteristic humor even in heavy moments, making the exploration of childhood wounds, addiction, fame, and creativity feel vividly relatable and real.
This conversation is a masterclass in show business resilience, the importance of creative authenticity, the necessity of support in recovery, and learning to embrace all stages of life with humor and courage. Whether you’re a fan of Jamie Lee Curtis, curious about Hollywood’s evolution, or seeking wisdom on healing and growth, this episode is a rich, rewarding listen.