This is one of the most difficult conversations we’ve ever had. In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, Derek Balderas shares the story of losing his 14-year-old son, Christian, after a tragic accident. From the moment he received the call to the days spent in the hospital and ultimately saying goodbye, Derrick opens up with raw honesty about what it means to face unimaginable loss. As a veteran and law enforcement officer, he’s experienced high-pressure situations but nothing compares to this. This episode isn’t just about grief, it’s about faith, resilience, and finding purpose after tragedy. Derek is now honoring his son’s life through endurance challenges and a mission to help others, proving that even in the darkest moments, there is still a way forward. 01:15 Meet Derrick 06:43 First Jiu Jitsu Roll 09:05 Career Path Shift 12:38 Love Hate Policing 21:44 Halloween Accident Call 30:15 Hospital Arrival Chaos 46:21 Biggest Decision 54:01 Induced Coma Explained 01:05:39 Final Goodbyes 01:14:29 Leaving Hospital After Death 01:26:20 Life After Loss 01:30:51 Endurance & Healing 01:42:04 Racing Through Grief 01:50:12 All In At Mile 80 02:02:03 Social Media As Healing 02:05:58 Living With The Loss 02:07:41 How To Support Christian 02:10:10 Foundation And Fundraising 02:13:38 Ironman Goals Ahead 02:16:58 Purpose For Mia 02:20:01 Keeping Christian’s Name Alive

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