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Doug
Neighbor Gabo, then Doug.
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
There's nowhere I wouldn't go to help someone customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual. Even if it means sitting front row at a comedy show.
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Comedy Show Host
Hey, everyone. Check out this guy and his bird. What is this, your first date?
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
Oh, no. We help people customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual together. We're married. Me to a human, him to a bird.
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Comedy Show Host
Yeah, the bird looks out of your league anyways.
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
Only pay for what you need@libertymutual.com Liberty.
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Comedy Show Host
Liberty. Liberty. Liberty.
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Doug
Hi friends. How are you? I'm doing all right. I feel I'm lying to you. I want to talk to you about a whole bunch of stuff right now. The pop up. The Pop up store happened. The pop up store was amazing. You guys absolutely blew me away with how many of you came. But there's so many spiritual things that have been going on and happening and I don't know why I want to sit down and record right now, but I do. So we're just going to see what comes out. My little soul wants to talk and yeah, I've been hearing God a lot with everything that's been going on in my life. For my next podcast, I'm going to talk about how to get your focus back when you're dealing with periods of extreme stress. Because every single thing in my life I've had to walk away from people that I've been doing business with and the exit is going to kind of crazier than I could have imagined. I don't know where I stand with a lot of things and everything that I've been working on for the past year is kind of like dead stopped. I'm gonna have to restart with new stuff and new things, but I'm hoping things don't end up in court. I'm trying to make things go as good as possible, but it's like that period of I'm under so much stress right now and I want to talk about in my next episode to not be overrun by stress and like when you're constantly thinking about things and just like doomsday. And it's like there's certain nights where I like haven't slept because I'm just like, my mind won't turn off. So I'm getting a whole new like approach to things. And I want to kind of share that. But I want to talk about the Popup because the Popup store was exactly what I needed was to meet all of you and not all of you, but to meet a lot of you and see you and talk to you and hug you and experience your unreal life. I was very nervous and ski. Like nobody was going to come. I was, I was like kind of terrified. But so many people ended up coming that there was like a four hour line and people still chose to wait because I was doing the meet and greet. And for the two days at the Popup, I did the meet and greet for eight hours Saturday and then eight hours Sunday. Like I exhausted myself. I didn't really stop to take a break. I would only stop when I had to pee. But I didn't eat, I didn't smoke a cigarette. Like I had a little vape and I was just like hitting it here and there. I was so excited and like loved meeting all of you. Also a lot of you waited so long. I wanted to make sure I got to meet all you. Like you came and gave me your time. I was going to make sure I got to like at least take a photo which they. Hi, you know. But I want to talk about the kind of spiritual things that have happened at the event and also after. So how I talked about like everything that I've had business wise. It's kind of like imploding because I have. I'm having to choose to walk away. You guys filled my cup. You could say me and all of you like restored something in me and made me feel so appreciative. But where the spiritual kind of stuff started happening. Since I've started to explore having a relationship with God in a different way and exploring Jesus Christ and the way that he approached life and the way that he was. I've been having a lot of my spiritual abilities heightened. And it's scared the shit out of me a lot. Like clairvoyance, clairaudience, Claire Cognizant. Like where I just get random information from like a higher source. I've always had that. But it's like all the Claire's have kind of heightened and I feel things and I see things that are not perceived by other people. And it's been isolating And I've been trying to, like, get a grip on it, but the thing that happened at the Pop up was so many of you. The reason it, like, touched me so much is one, you guys spent four hours of your life waiting in line to come and meet me. That meant the world to me. But so many of you were telling me when you would hug me that I helped you get through losing people that you love to death. Like, a lot of people said that to me, and I was happy to be there for you. And a lot of you said that my videos helped you during those times. And I can't fathom that, honestly. Like, I couldn't fathom, like, how the hell did my videos help people who are dealing with this kind of loss. And then I got to a point where after about like, 50 people gave me, like, a genuine hug, where it was like, I could feel the appreciation and, like, I could feel your love, and I could feel what I kind of, like, helped you through. This one girl came in the line. I hugged her, and she told me that I helped her get through losing her daughter. Like, she lost her daughter. And that conversation broke me. I literally had to get off the stage and go into the bathroom and sob because I felt her daughter trying to talk to me. I'm going to sound like a nutcase, but I, like, I felt her, the presence of her daughter's soul very, very strongly. And she was, like, reaching out to hug her. And so when I hugged her, I could feel her daughter hugging her through me. It was the craziest experience. It was nice, but, like, being the one that kind of like, not the vessel for it, but experiencing that was kind of life changing for me, but I. It broke me. I had to go to the back. It's like I can hold my emotions back, I can shut it off, but I. I literally just like, after I hugged her and she walked by to go get the photos printed out, I was like this. And I told security, like, I had to go. And I just stayed in the back and just sobbed because I didn't know what the. That was, what that experience was, but I felt it. It was the craziest comfort. I don't know how to word it really, but it was night. I could feel, like, a weird completion of something and like a healing something. I don't know what it was, but that experience meant a lot to me. But it also scared the out of me because I was like, what just happened? You know, that was kind of the beginning of, like, the spiritual knock at my Door of things happening. And I loved it. But through everything going on with my business stuff, I felt very alone and very in it on my own to say, like, to kind of word it lightly. I felt very. I've been. I was feeling very alone. But my family came to the Pop up and worked the Pop up for free, and a lot of my friends came to the Pop up and they were there the whole time. I saw everybody that I love and have celebrated the good times with and been there for. It's like I've finally got to receive everyone's love and everyone's showing up for me. Like, of the people in my life, they helped us pull this off. It wouldn't have happened without all of them. And I didn't have to pay them. They just genuinely wanted to be there. And it was very nice. Like, I cried about it. I did in private, but I don't know how to word it, but I feel God's presence very strongly in my life right now. Then the whole aspect of meeting you guys, it was like, so much love. I've been talking about how I've felt so alone and, like, unloved and all kind of crazy the past few months, but it was, like, so much love at once where I couldn't take it in, like, from you guys, from my friends and my family and everyone being there. It was so much at once. Like, my, like, system couldn't take it. Like, I was, like, losing my mind in, like, a happy, good way. But, yeah, I really want to say thank you to everyone who came and if you're someone that I've helped through my videos, thank you for still being here. Because I don't help people who are just dealing with a little problem. I help people who are on the verge and are in very, very dark spots. So I kind of want to say I see where you are, and if my videos have helped at all, thank you for telling me. And I hope whatever the you're going through, you beat it there. All right. I hope whatever it is, you win. Because right now I'm back in a period of, like, the physical kind of problems being a problem. So I. It's hard to word. I don't know why I'm. Why I'm making this episode. I don't know. But I'm kind of in a phase of a dark spot myself. But it's weird because it's not dark spot. Like, oh, something awful has happened. Like, I feel like it's like, spiritually, I feel fulfilled with my people in my life. I feel more connected than ever. It's like all the people that have fallen out, literally the day before the pop up, all the people that revealed themselves, the shit that I saw, I felt so over and so alone and. And then immediately I felt God, like, Usher in all of these people. And then there was some people who volunteered who I could tell God put in my life. And it's like I felt very supported and cared about and loved. And I have a whole new, like, the team that I've been needing, like, rebuilt itself. It's the craziest thing to describe, but I'm having an issue with like, the stress I'm under right now. And I'm kind of working through that. So I think the next episode will be helpful. But I kind of wanted to do like a check in episode and just say that I appreciate you guys so much. Like beyond words can't even fucking begin to describe it. I got something worth more than money. Yeah, I did. I did. I don't even know what to do with it. I don't know how to articulate it. It's nice. It's also a crazy thing where, like, there's so many people that only want money from me that I work with and do certain things with. It's like they only want money. And it's made me think that that's the only thing I have to give. And all the people in my life who actually care about me didn't want anything because I'm not in a position where I can just give to everybody and be frivolous with money. Like, I couldn't repay people for what they did for me. Like, all the people in my life, I can't repay that. And it's. They all still came and they like they didn't care. And it's. This is like it's broken my whole concept of love and receiving and loving other people. And it's like healed it at the same time. It's crazy. Another way that I've been feeling God, real strong is just in so many synchronicities, things lining up. I was counting cash the other day and then a bill flipped out and it had Jesus is Lord. And there was like a message all the way around the 20 bill. Like someone had written on it about Jesus and about God is the way. And like, God loves you. God has you. It's like just certain little things like that. But I've been hearing God. That's the weird thing, because I understand when I'm hearing my soul. I now can hear my Heart. But I can also hear God. He. He ain't playing with me. He got his foot on my neck. The shit he's been saying to me. I'm like, oh, my God. Like, the other day, I was stressed out, and I was walking into the tanning salon because I was getting real pale. But I walk in the tanning salon, and then this. I was just, like, in a bad mood. Like a bad headspace, kind of doomsday, feeling hopeless, feeling very over by the world because I've done so much and given so much, and I realized I've not been in good hands with business things. I. And people that have done so right have been secretly me. So I'm walking in the tanning salon, then this guy comes walking in behind me, a little bit older than me, and he had, like, an injury or something happened to his leg, where he's now got, like a. I don't know. I don't know the exact problem, but he's limping, he's got something wrong with his leg, and he's walking a little slow. And I could tell he was just, like, frustrated with his condition. Like, it seemed like a new injury. It wasn't something that, like, he's had forever. And I could tell he was looking at me and feeling, like, a little bit insecure, like, you know how you can read people? And it's like. So I smiled at him. I was like, hi, how are you? And he was like, I'm good. But the moment he was kind of walking in the door, I heard God say, look. And it. I got, like, he got my attention. And it was a random time. I went to the tanning salon in the middle of the day. I randomly got the urge to get up and get out the house and go. So I went. And then I looked at the guy, and then I heard God say, now dare to continue down this path of not seeing what you have. Oh, my God, checked me. Because, like, the thing that I've been so stressed about is, like, just material, worldly shit of, like, certain things with the business stuff and things going on. And I know that this guy would pay any amount of money to have his health and to have his leg be back to normal and functioning like, how it was before whatever accident happened. Like, I just. I knew so much about the situation without knowing nothing. And I saw the exact layout and the message God had for me, and it literally, like, jolted me so hard, I started crying in the tanning bed. I was laying back, like. Like, in a tiny bed, just, like, baking Faking baking them, like, crying about it because, like, God really got on me because I was stuck in, like, not seeing anything that I have. And, like, very doomsday, doom and gloomy. But God checked me real quick. And I've heard a lot of kind of crazy moments. There's, like, certain things I don't really want to talk about yet where I've, like, heard God talking to me. I've never experienced a sense of relief and a sense of love that I do. I feel, like, a little out of it. You can tell I'm not, like, fully, like, into life right now because I'm in one of those periods of, like, a buffer period of, like, understanding what is going on. Integrate in some things also the stress of what I have going on. And, like, I don't know how to word it. I don't know how to describe it, but I feel and I know 100% that I'm going through a lot of shit right now to teach me and prepare me, because I've just learned so many lessons within a span of a week. I've learned so many lessons about so many things. And I keep hearing, like, it's not for nothing. I know God's looking at me like, hey, jackass, it's not for nothing. I wouldn't be teaching you all this and blowing everything up for you if it wasn't because something bigger was coming. Like, I'm teaching you all this shit because you got something hot cooking on the horizon. You know, like, I just feel it. Yeah, something's going on. God's plotting something with me. And, like, it's getting real strong. Like, I'm not able to ignore it anymore. So that's it for this podcast. I'm going to do another episode for Sunday where I talk about how I've been able to stay sane through a bunch of and, like, new approaches to stress and kind of getting your focus back. So, yeah, that's it. Thank you all so bad. I love you for real, that's all. Talk to you soon. Doug.
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
There's nowhere I wouldn't go to help someone customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual, even if it means sitting front row at a comedy show.
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Comedy Show Host
Hey, everyone. Check out this guy and his bird. What is this your first date?
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
Oh, no. We help people customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual together. We're married. Me to a human, him to a bird.
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Comedy Show Host
Yeah, the bird looks out of your league.
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
Anyways, only pay for what you need atliberty mutual.com.
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Comedy Show Host
liberty. Liberty. Liberty Liberty.
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Doug
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Doug
and Doug,
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
there's nowhere I wouldn't go to help someone customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual. Even if it means sitting front row at a comedy show.
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Comedy Show Host
Hey everyone. Check out this guy and his bird. What is this, your first date?
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
Oh no. We help people customize and save on car insurance with Liberty Mutual together. We're married. Me to a human, him to a bird.
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Comedy Show Host
Yeah, the bird looks out of your
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Liberty Mutual Spokesperson
league anyways, only pay for what you need@libertymutual.com liberty, liberty, liberty, liberty.