Episode 57: ‘It’s Stuck in There!’ (Sarah Pennino)

Summary

Bawdy Storytelling Podcast – Episode 57: ‘It’s Stuck in There!’ (Sarah Pennino) Date: January 17, 2019 | Host: Dixie De La Tour | Storyteller: Sarah Pennino

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Overview

Episode 57 of Bawdy Storytelling, hosted by “sexual folklorist” Dixie de La Tour, features Sarah Pennino telling her hilarious, raw, and all-too-relatable tale, “It’s Stuck in There!” The podcast, described as “The Moth for pervs,” brings a signature blend of candid, sex-positive real-life storytelling. In this episode, Sarah, a queer single mom and sports lover, recounts an unforgettable encounter that perfectly captures the messy, awkward intersection of sexual freedom and parenting.

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Key Discussion Points & Insights

1. Setting the Stage: Sex-Positive Storytelling & Community

• Dixie teases the NSFW nature of the show, with the usual humorous irreverence (“It’s dirty, y’all. Put your earbuds in.” [00:08])
• Dixie shares a backstage “unicorn” matchmaking anecdote—demonstrating Bawdy’s inclusive, celebratory approach to sexuality and connection. (See also: “A unicorn is someone who hooks up with men, women, couples...” [06:08])
• Introduction of Sarah Pennino, who was both thrilled and terrified to share her story live for the first time.

2. Sarah’s Story: Sex, Soccer, and Single Motherhood

a. Festival of the Babes (FOB) – The Lesbian Soccer Tournament

• Sarah describes the event as “less of a lesbian soccer tournament and more of a, like, fuck fest for horny, sporty, queer women.” [07:23]
• At the opening night bar, Sarah locks eyes with Aiden—a nonbinary person she’s chatted with on Tinder but “blew off” just the night before.

b. Instant Chemistry

• Sarah and Aiden quickly escalate from “immediate energy and connection” [08:15] to hot tub make-out at Sarah’s Airbnb, then into a night of passionate sex, all described with a bold, playful tone.
• “We fuck all over this living room. Yeah, I must have come, like, half a dozen times, at least, probably more.” [09:04]

c. Unexpected Emotional Depth

• Despite living in different cities (Portland and Seattle), their connection continues—texts, sexts, FaceTime calls lead to a deepening relationship and eventual family meeting.
• Sarah describes the delicate balance of single parenting: “Navigating time to see somebody is complicated…frantically trying to find weekends with his friends and weekends with his grandparents…” [10:21]

d. Meeting the Kid

• Sarah brings her 13-year-old son, Marcel, to meet Aiden in Portland for the weekend—she’s nervous, but the weekend goes smoothly.
• “Aidan has set up this place in the basement for them to play video games. And they take us out to an arcade and we eat ice cream…” [11:02]

e. The Night of the Incident

• After the movie, waiting for Marcel to go to bed so they can finally reconnect sexually, Sarah and Aiden get intimate. The sex gets intense—described in vivid detail, culminating in Aiden fisting Sarah.
• “And just as I start to relax and enjoy and my eyes roll back in my head, I hear a knock at the door.” [13:03]

f. Comedy of Catastrophe: Overlapping Roles

• Marcel bursts in—panicked because he swallowed a Dr. Pepper bottle cap and insists he needs to go to the hospital.
• All the while, Aiden’s fist remains inside Sarah: “We have a blanket over us, and we're sitting up and pretending like there's not a fist in my pussy, but in fact, there is.” [14:14]
• The conversation with Marcel happens entirely “with a human hand inside my vagina.” [16:16]—an absurd, mortifying, but ultimately human moment.

g. Aftermath: Mom Guilt and Self-Acceptance

• Sarah experiences a wave of “mom guilt,” fearing the overlap between her sexual needs and her responsibilities.
• Aiden comforts her: “Aiden wipes the tear from my eye, and they tell me that everything's okay, that I did nothing wrong, that I'm still a good mom.” [16:44]
• She resolves: “All parents fuck up in some way. And if anything, when he grows up, he'll just have a really interesting story to tell his therapist.” [17:34]

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Notable Quotes & Moments (with Timestamps)

• “All of my life I've never fit...I am enormous...Get used to it.”
  – Opening chorus, evoking themes of self-acceptance and daring to be different. [00:15–00:30]

• “FOB is Festival of the Babes. It's a big lesbian soccer tournament. And it's actually less of a lesbian soccer tournament and more of a, like, fuck fest for horny, sporty, queer women.”
  – Sarah, establishing the sex-positive, celebratory tone. [07:23]

• “We fuck all over this living room. Yeah, I must have come, like, half a dozen times, at least, probably more.”
  – Sarah, exuberantly describing her sexual freedom and pleasure with Aiden. [09:04]

• “So Aiden did the right thing, and they left their fist inserted in my vagina...we're sitting up and pretending like there's not a fist in my pussy, but in fact, there is.”
  – Sarah, blending comedy and honesty in a moment of chaos. [14:14]

• “As a mom, I'm constantly worried that I'm fucking it up...my worst nightmare has just come true, where my sexual needs have overlapped with my requirement to be a present parent...”
  – Sarah, vulnerably sharing the universal fear of messing up as a parent. [16:16]

• “...maybe not all parents have to have a conversation with their 13 year old with a human hand inside their vagina. But all parents fuck up in some way.”
  – Sarah, reflecting on imperfection, parenthood, and self-forgiveness. [17:34]

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Important Timestamps

• [07:13] – Sarah’s story begins: nervous first-time teller, setting up FOB in Vancouver.
• [09:04] – The passionate night with Aiden.
• [10:21] – Navigating single parenthood and new love.
• [11:02] – Marcel meets Aiden; family dynamics.
• [13:03] – The night of the incident: building sexual tension, then sudden interruption.
• [14:14] – Hilariously awkward mother-child exchange...with a fisting in progress.
• [16:16] – Mom guilt and Aiden’s reassurance.
• [17:34] – Sarah’s closing reflection on parenthood and acceptance.

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Tone & Character

True to Bawdy Storytelling’s ethos, the episode is raw, outrageous, and deeply human—mixing explicit sexual adventure with self-deprecating humor and genuineness. Sarah brings vulnerability and comic timing as she exposes the unpredictable mashup of queer dating and parenting. The story lands as both a hysterical sexcapade and a moving meditation on authenticity and self-acceptance, whether as a lover, a mother, or both.

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Summary Takeaway:
Sarah’s tale is a perfect example of Bawdy’s ethos: boldly sex-positive, unflinchingly honest, riotously funny, and ultimately about connection—in all its messy, complicated, and beautiful forms. Whether you’re a parent, a queer person, or just someone who’s ever tried (and failed) to compartmentalize different parts of your life, this is a story for you.

Transcript

[Dixie de La Tour]

The following podcast is not safe for work adult in nature. It's dirty, y' all put your earbuds in.

[Sarah Panino]

All of my life I've never fit.

[Dixie de La Tour]

But I won't complain and I won't.

[Sarah Panino]

Quit I am enormous.

[Unidentified Participant]

Get used to it.

[Sarah Panino]

Everyone tells me I'm too much maybe it's just you're not enough for me.

[Dixie de La Tour]

Can'T you see I'm the kind of.

[Unidentified Participant]

Woman I'm supposed to be? Hey, my vagina is eight miles wide. Absolutely everyone can come inside. If you're ever frightened, just run and hide.

[Sarah Panino]

My vagina is eight miles.

[Unidentified Participant]

Why?

[Dixie de La Tour]

Oh, my God, y', all. We're up to episode 57. I am sexual folklorist Dixie de La Tour, and you are listening to the Body Storytelling podcast. You know, I've been giving a lot of thought to this Patreon thing, and I have some amazing new rewards coming up. We have this pile of things we're about to deliver to our patrons, and one of them is this brilliant new idea I just had. So many people have asked me for this for so many years, and I think I figured out a way to make it happen. It's only going to happen for our Patreon supporters, though. So if you go to P A t r e o-n.com body b a w D Y and support us at the level you can manage, you'll be helping us cover the cost of podcast production and web hosting and all of the technical needs. Go to patreon.com you're going to get a bunch of rewards that are about to come down the pipeline. And the brand new idea that I just had that I think is going to be the perfect thing for the Patreon supporters who love geeking out on the process of storytelling and want to see a behind the scenes of how it all works. And thanks in advance for your support. You know how I told you on the last episode that there was a couple who got married because of body and they asked for a unicorn for their registry? Well, exactly one week after their wedding Wednesday, we had the Super King show. When I said hi to them and I congratulated them at the show, the woman Meg said, you know that thing that he told you about the registry? We're not actually kidding. Like, we would love a unicorn. And I'm like, well, just tell me what kind of unicorn you want and I'll put it out there and see if we can get it. And so from the stage, I said, had a couple just get married. If anybody's into it. They would love a unicorn. And, you know, continued with the show, went to break, and at the break, people mill around for 20 minutes or so, and I step off the stage and a lovely curvy redheaded woman walks up to me and she goes, hi, I'm a unicorn. And I'm like, yeah. And then she goes, so tell me about this couple. And we talked for a minute. I'm like, do you want me to introduce you? She said, well, well, actually, could you point them out? Like, I'm feeling a little shy. So we started heading that way. And she goes, oh, wait a minute. I thought it was the couple that worked the bango table. I kind of have a crush on that couple who got married because Body too. So I went over, I said, hey, you guys, this is unicorn. We were talking about the wedding registry for the other couple, but apparently they're interested in you. I turn around, there's a young woman with brightly colored hair who's wearing a fishnet top with electrical tape over her nipples. She told me she got dressed at work and walked out in front of her co workers that way, which was pretty cool. And she said, oh, my God, I can't believe it. There's a name for what I am. I'm a unicorn. And again, as I said last week, a unicorn is typically a female. And typically, we're not gonna stick to any generalization, but generally a unicorn is someone who hooks up with men, women, couples. There's a lot of other, you know, people. People assign a lot of roles there, but that's generally what it is. I turn around yet again, there's another beautiful woman with, like, long sandy blonde hair, and she's got this big smile on her face, and she goes, hi, Dixie, I'm a unicorn. I'm like, yes, you are, aren't you? And I'm like, what you looking for? She says, I'm looking for that couple you were going to point out. I'm like, do you want me to go over and introduce you? And she says, hell, yeah. She grabs me by the hand and she is ready to be led over to them. I walk over to them and I go, hey, you guys, this is a unicorn. She would like to be introduced to you. So Naomi the unicorn, met up with a couple who had gotten married. And I went back and did my job. I did the second half of the show. I got a text message from the couple at 7 o' clock the next morning, and it said, we just want to say thank you so much. Exactly one week after our wedding. After Body introduced us, like, four years ago, one week after our wedding, your lovely unicorn Naomi brought a wonderful bow with her, and we had a 4G. A honeymoon. 4G. Thanks to Bawdy Storytelling. That makes me really happy, you guys. I love helping people get what they want, especially if it's pervy. So I'm a very happy girl today. And guess what? So is everybody else in this story, because they all got laid. Okay, let's talk about this week's Storyteller. Our storyteller this time is a former teen mom, lesbian sports baller, and a badass boss bitch who made a New Year's resolution with herself to get on stage at Body Storytelling. We talked about a few stories. None of them felt quite bawdy enough. And we finally arrived at the story that you're about to listen to. I don't know about you, but I think she really nailed it. And it was also really thrilling to me to watch her have a fucking panic attack and do it anyway. That's my favorite thing. Watching somebody be brave. Public speaking is so intimidating. But she not only stood up there on the microphone and talked into it, she did a great job telling her story for her first time on stage. This storyteller is Sarah Panino.

[Sarah Panino]

Hi. Thanks for prepping the audience. This is my first time, obviously, and I'm terribly nervous. And I texted Dixie about two hours before the show and said, hey, so what if I don't tell this story? But I'm gonna tell it anyway. So it's Labor Day weekend, and I'm in Vancouver, BC for fob. FOB is Festival of the Babes. It's a big lesbian soccer tournament. And it's actually less of a lesbian soccer tournament and more of a, like, fuck fest for horny, sporty, queer women. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I'm a single parent, and this is. This weekend is, like, few and far between for me. So I'm totally in my element. And when I go, I go hard. So I'm at this dive bar in B.C. for the opening night party, and this bar is full of beautiful queer women. And from across the room, I see this gorgeous human being. This person looks kind of like that sexy Latina doctor from Grey's Anatomy. Yeah. If that doctor were a non binary sex God with, like, perfectly sculpted hair. And since I said non binary, just gonna let everyone know, I'm gonna use they, them pronouns for the rest of this story. And you guys get it. You're smart. Yeah, yeah. So I see them from across the room and we make Eye contact. And I'm like, oh, shit, it's Aiden. Aiden is this person that I've been talking to on Tinder for a couple of weeks, and we were supposed to meet for a drink in Seattle the night before, and I kind of blew them off. But we make eye contact. So I feel like I have to go over and say hello, and I go and talk to them. And our energy and our connection is, like, immediate. And we're talking for a couple minutes before we're outside making out. We make out for a while, and I decide that making out is probably not going to be enough to satiate me for the night, so I bring them back to my Airbnb. We walk in, and all of my soccer teammates are drunk and they're laughing and they're dancing around the living room. So I immediately take them outside to the patio where we have a hot tub and a little setup out there. So, of course, we get naked and we get in the hot tub. We're making out in the hot tub, and I'm kissing their big full lips and their fingers slipping my pussy. And we're in there for a while and all goes well. Quiet in the house. So it's safe to go back inside. We get back inside and we fuck all over this living room. Yeah, I must have come, like, half a dozen times, at least, probably more. So we fuck all night and they sneak out in the wee hours of the morning. I see them a couple more times over this weekend, and our sexual connection is amazing. I just have never felt like this with anyone else. But they live in Portland and I live in Seattle, so it's very unlikely that we're ever going to see each other again. So I just enjoy the weekend for what it is. As soon as I get back to Seattle, though, the sweet little texts start happening and we start talking on the phone, and the phone leads to naked Snapchat videos, and that leads to FaceTime. And all of a sudden, we're having these long, intense conversations and we're connecting about politics and social justice and our careers, and our connection is definitely more than sexual. It's definitely emotional as well. So they come up to Seattle to see me a couple of times over the next couple of months, and we're enjoying time together. And I'm a single parent, so, like, navigating time to see somebody is complicated. And I'm frantically trying to find, you know, weekends with his friends and weekends with his grandparents. And so I'm arranging all of this and we're making it work. For a few months. But it quickly becomes a relationship. And we realize that if we're gonna have a relationship, that it's time for them to meet my son, Marcel. My son is 13 years old. I had him in high school, so we essentially grew up together. He's this super awesome kid. He's super sarcastic, he's very smart. He's kind of a dick, like 13 year olds are. And Aiden invites us down to spend the weekend in Portland with them. And I'm super hesitant because I've never really taken my son to spend the weekend with somebody that I'm dating. So that feels very uncomfortable. But Aiden assures me that everything's gonna be fine. And we get down there and indeed it is fine. Aidan has set up this place in the basement for them to play video games. And they take us out to an arcade and we eat ice cream. And later that night, we're sitting on the couch and we're watching movies and everything's just going perfectly. So we're watching a movie on the couch, and Aiden and I are kind of like looking at each other across the couch, like, when is this kid gonna go to bed? We haven't seen each other in a. And that sexual connection that we have, we haven't actually been able to act on it for a while. So the movie ends and I get Marcel all situated in the basement with video games. And I'm like, hey, do you need, like, water, snack, anything? Like, let me get you all set up. Like, you don't need to come out of this room. So he's in there, and I go back up, so to Aidan's room, and we're kind of laying in bed and we're staring each other's eyes. And it's been about an hour, so it's probably safe for us to start fooling around. And they kiss me, and then they take my shirt off, and then they take my pants off and they're kissing down my body. And then they put their fingers inside of me. First one, then two, then three, then their whole fist. And they're fucking me, and they're fucking me so hard, just like I like it. And just as I start to relax and enjoy and my eyes roll back in my head, I hear a knock at the door. And Aiden throws the blankets over us, you know, instinctually. And I am thinking, oh, shit, I've been too loud. Their roommates are probably very disturbed by my screaming. But before I get to finish that thought, Marcel bursts in and he's in a fucking panic. He's like, mom, Mom, I was chewing on the cap to that Dr. Pepper that you gave me. And I was chewing and I was chewing, and I felt. Fucking swallowed it. I'm like, oh, wait, wait. What? Like, are you okay? And he's panicking. Get the fuck up, Mom. We have to go to the hospital. He has a potty mouth. Cause he's a teenager. Get the fuck up, Mom. We have to go to the hospital. I'm like, I'm. You swallowed a bottle cap? I mean, all the way down. Is it stuck in your air pipe? No, I swallowed it all the way down. No, I'm sure it's fine. You're gonna poop that shit out tomorrow. No big deal. And I don't know if you guys know about fisting, but it's not recommended to just yank your fist out of someone's vagina. So Aiden did the right thing, and they left their fist inserted in my vagina. So the whole time we're having this conversation, we have a blanket over us, and we're sitting up and pretending like there's not a fist in my pussy, but in fact, there is. Yeah. Aiden has the blankets pulled up over us, and they're sitting sort of awkwardly, like, leaning, like, you know, no big deal. Like, there's no fist in anyone's pussy. It's fine. And Marcel's still freaking out. Mom, get the fuck up. We have to go to the hospital. And I'm like, no, buddy, no. I'll take you to the hospital in the morning. I promise. Go back to bed. Everything's fine. People swallow stuff all the time. It's not a big deal. So he finally leaves, and I assure him he's not gonna die in the middle of the night. And he goes back down to the basement, and. And as soon as the door closes, my eyes well up with tears. As a mom, I'm constantly worried that I'm fucking it up. I'm constantly thinking that I'm doing it wrong. And my worst nightmare has just come true, where my sexual needs have overlapped with my requirement to be a present parent and added later. I'm a teen mom. And the only depictions we have of teen moms are those terrible people on that MTV show who are constantly making questionable parenting decisions. And I know that's not me. Aiden wipes the tear from my eye, and they tell me that everything's okay, that I did nothing wrong, that I'm still a good mom. And I sit there for a moment, and I realize, yeah, I am a good mom. That I have needs. That's okay. And I'm allowed to be with my partner. And all parents fuck up. And maybe not all parents have to have a conversation with their 13 year old with a human hand inside their vagina. But all parents fuck up in some way. And if anything, when he grows up, he'll just have a really interesting story to tell his therapist.

[Dixie de La Tour]

Thanks.

[Unidentified Participant]

Oh.

[Sarah Panino]

There.

[Dixie de La Tour]

Oh, what did I just watch?

[Unidentified Participant]

Complicated.

[Dixie de La Tour]

It's 2019. Did you make any resolutions for the new year? Well, I did. I wanted to bring Bodi to new cities. I want to do some touring this year, so I signed up for Care of. It's a monthly vitamin subscription service that I really like. I went online to takecareof.com and I took their online quiz. It asked me what my health goals were. I had to think about that. I think for me it's more about energy and focus. But they've got this one vitamin called Glotrio for healthier hair, skin and nails. And that sounds really good too. Five minutes later, the quiz results showed me a list of exactly what I should be taking to meet my goals. And very soon after, my monthly subscription box showed up at my front door. Guys, this box is sexy. Each daily packet has my name right on the front of it. It kind of makes me want to take my vitamins. And that has never happened before. Today's packet says, hi Dixie, if a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Hmm, that's a good question. I'm thinking the Butthole Chronicles. What do you think? I also downloaded the Care of app and now it's right there on my phone. I track my progress. I can earn rewards for remembering to take my vitamins. These guys have vegan and vegetarian supplements and a portion of every sale goes toward the Good plus foundation, which provides expectant mothers with prenatal vitamins. So check them out and if you visit takecareof.com and enter the promo code DIXIE50 at checkout, you'll get 50% off your first month subscription. Care of makes it easy to stick to your health related resolutions. And we are all about easy here at Body Storytelling. Do something good for yourself. Make your health a priority in 2019. Go to TakeCareOf.com, enter the promo code Dixie50 right now and save half off your first vitamin subscription box. You ready for your filthy song for this episode? This one is from Ninja Sex Party and this song is called FYI I want to F your A. It's so fun to sing. I hope you like it.

[Unidentified Participant]

Omg. Just Stuff your mouth with my B stole LOL at my C and F Y I I want it F your A girl I can tell that you know what I mean but just in case I will provide the translation. Like how I want you to sign up for the pta. That's the penis touching association. Sooner let's watch dvd that means you'll get a dicky whistle very delicately take the SAT or take a gre you're such amazing thrusting that you'll get ready for ecstasy. Holy S. I'll bust an N on your chest. You know my D is the best and FYI an F your A no F in way so how about a bj? If not that's also okay but FYI I want an F your A. Let's play a sexy RPG while we watch ABC and eat a bowler van meaning that I'll really pound your groin as you achieve but climax and make sex gravy. You'll be a VIP at the dmv they'll be intensely character made out of victory LOL jk I love your TLC and you can bet I'll be R B for some or S E X A S A P FYI F your A everybody say FYI, everybody say F your A if you V then your T's, then your A then your M then your T's, then your V then your A again if you want me to F your A say yeah.

[Dixie de La Tour]

Well you might wonder how I know things like Nikki is a fan of strawberry showers, Nisha really is into tripping, and Thomas's favorite position is doggy style. Guess how I know? Because of Bango, the game that we play at every live body storytelling. It's a way for you to walk up to strangers, ask them questions, have a reason to tell your stories. And I can tell you a lot of hooking up tends to happen too. So I'm going to tell you about upcoming live body storytelling shows where you can walk up, talk to strangers about the things we usually don't have a place to talk about and listen to amazing true stories and original songs too. Here's what's coming up for body storytelling on January 17th. Hey, if you're listening as a podcast goes out, I think that's tomorrow. The theme in Seattle is shenanigans. We have some great stories you guys, including one brand new storyteller who is gonna rock the house. That show is at the Rebar Seattle and I am staying in town for the weekend because I'm gonna go to the podcon conference so I hope to see you at podcon and I really hope to see you at body storytelling on January 17th. On February 3rd we are doing a celebration of co author of the ethical Dawsey Easton's 75th birthday. It's also the 50th anniversary of the occasion, the story that led her to write the Ethical Slut. And it's gonna be a really big deal. Tickets are selling so fast, so make sure you get yours as soon as possible. Dawsey needs hundreds and hundreds of people in that room. I want her to get the love and adoration she deserves for her lifetime of work. And I'd love for you to be one the of of the people celebrating Dossey with me. That's on February 3rd in San Francisco and that's at the Verdi club. Then on February 14th, we're going to be back in Seattle. It's Valentine's Day February 14th. So I am doing something I've never done before in Seattle. We're doing the Best of Body and that means you guys get to vote. If you go to our website you can vote for the best storyteller from the list. List of storytellers who've told in Seattle. You guys decide the lineup for a Valentine's Day show in Seattle. So it should be up this weekend. So that's any minute now. Please vote. Each person gets to vote once and you can tell us who you want on stage for Valentine's Day. That's in Seattle. Then finally on February 23rd, it's our 12 year anniversary and we have two shows in San Francisco. The Dirty Dozen show. 12 years of body storytelling. That one's at 7pm and then the Best of Body Storytelling. The people that you vote for in San Francisco will be on stage telling their stories at the 10pm show. We have available wristbands so you can buy a two show wristband so that you can stay for both the Dirty Dozen show and the Best of Body show. And you can buy Those [e-mail] General Admission wristband is just general admission reserved means that you get to reserve your seat for both shows. We had a little time in between the two shows for you to get some flirting in in the bar. So that's an added benefit for a discount off the price of both shows. All of these tickets are [e-mail] look in the show section and I am really excited about seeing you at a live Body Storytelling soon. I was hanging out with somebody last night. They told me they listened to the podcast and they said it's amazing how smooth and polished you sound on your podcast. Well, if you've ever seen a live show, I'm not smooth and polished. So I would say we should say thank you to podcast producer Marty Garcia, who's making me sound good. Also, a thank you to our video archivist Joe Moore. A thank you to project manager Dana Hanna. To sound engineer David Grossoff. A big thank you to you for listening to the podcast. Do you know how happy I'd be if you'd write me a review? Itunes is probably the easiest place, but you got other places you want to review me. I like to read your kind words and it really means a lot that you put it out in the world so everybody can know that you love this podcast. I also want to say a quick thank you to our sponsor for our Bango prize. Thank you to Good Vibrations in San Francisco and to Babe Land in Seattle for giving us these incredible prize packages that we can reward people for playing Bango at a live show. Thank you. Good vibes. We really appreciate you. This has been episode 57 of the Bawdi storytelling podcast. I am sexual folklorist Dixie de La Tour. Thank you so much for listening. We'll be back in a week with a new episode, and here's a peek at what's next. I love sex parties. I think sex parties are amazing. When you get in a room with like 30, 40, even 70 people and people are getting it on and they're feeling good and you can hear the moans and the groans and the sighs and the laughter and every once in a while.