In this episode, I open up about some of the deeper wounds I’ve carried—trauma, complex PTSD, spiritual warfare, and the overwhelming weight of shame. It’s one of the most vulnerable conversations I’ve shared on this podcast. I talk honestly about what it’s like to wrestle with God, to question your faith in the aftermath of abuse, and to feel unworthy of love—even in the church. But I also share how, through it all, God has remained near. I reflect on the healing process, the power of lament, and the comfort I’ve found in scripture and in Christ. If you’ve ever wondered if you’re too broken to be loved by God, this episode is for you. You're not alone—and healing, though slow, is holy. Below, I’ve gathered the scripture references I shared throughout the episode, and I hope they serve as a source of comfort and truth for you the way they have for me.

Scripture References:

• Psalm 34:17–20 – The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

• 2 Timothy 1:7 – God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind.

• Matthew 6:5–6 – When you pray, go into your room and pray to your Father in secret.

• Matthew 5:3–12 – The Beatitudes: Blessed are the poor in spirit...

• Mark 9:24 – "I believe; help my unbelief."

• Romans 5:20 – Where sin increased, grace abounded all the more.

• Isaiah 53:3–5 – By His wounds we are healed.

• 1 Peter 5:10 – After you have suffered a little while, God will restore and strengthen you.

• John 8:1–11 – "Let him who is without sin cast the first stone."

• Mark 5:25–34 – "Daughter, your faith has made you well."

• Philippians 1:6 – He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion.

• 2 Corinthians 3:18 – We are being transformed from glory to glory.

• 1 Corinthians 10:13 – God will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.

• Luke 4:18 – He has sent me to heal the brokenhearted.

• Jeremiah 1:5 – Before I formed you in the womb, I knew you.

• John 15:15 – "I have called you friends."

• Matthew 22:37–39 – Love God, and love your neighbor as yourself.

• Romans 8:28 – God works all things together for the good of those who love Him.

If you're navigating trauma or spiritual wounds, I hope this episode and these verses remind you that you are not alone, not disqualified, and not forgotten. Healing isn't linear, and God is faithful. Even when you feel like you can't hold onto Him, He is still holding onto you.

Thanks for being here. You are so loved.