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Yep. Okay, good. Okay. All right, fine. All right. So I'm glad we got to talk about that again, because I have continued to think about sinners since I saw it in May. But. All right, so I'm going to. I've talked about cruising before, but I'm going to talk about it a little bit more this time because I. I'm in the middle. Smack dab in the middle of. I don't want to call it an experiment, but it's been an interesting journey. So we are finishing up on. We're recording this. Spoiler alert. Pulling the curtain back a little bit on Wednesday, July 30th, I have gone on four straight cruise weekends the weekend of July 4th, 11th, 18th and 25th. I will be on four cruises in the month of August. One this weekend starting on August 1st, one on the 8th, and then I'm going on one starting on a Saturday with my brother on August 16th. That's actually what they're calling a showcase cruise for the new Star of the Seas, which is actually launching at the end of August. I got invited to go on one of their. It's like it's in previews, so I'm getting to do that. And then I'm going on one on August 22nd. And I've talked about cruising, how much I enjoy it, how much I love it. I love the shows and the entertainment and the beaches and the water and all of the relaxing and stuff. What I want to talk about this is like, I have really had an opportunity to take these four weeks and not consciously, but kind of subconsciously use this time to really sit with myself. When I go on cruises, I don't generally interact with a bunch of people unless they are somebody who is paid to interact with me. Like, I'm not somebody who goes and meets people and talks to people and becomes friends with people. You know, if I'm at a poker table or something and I talk with somebody, great. If I'm sitting next to somebody at a show, I'll talk to them. Wonderful. A lot of people like to talk in the dining room on cruises. I'm happy to do that, but that's not what I'm doing going for. So I had an opportunity to just kind of sit and think and go through a lot of things. And it really was a lovely experience. And what made it even more interesting and lovely is that the third weekend in July, I ended up on a cruise with somebody I went to high school with who I have not seen in 26 years. She and I are Facebook friends, but we were never super close in high school, mainly because she's a year older than me. I transferred in a quarter into My junior year, so a quarter into her senior year. So we didn't grow up together by any means, but we did theater together. She was Adelaide in Guys and Dolls. Her senior year I was Harry the Horse. So like we were in the show together. And then that summer, me, two of my guy friends, her and another one of our girlfriends, like we spent a lot of time that summer after she graduated together, but kept in touch a little bit, but not super close. Anyway, long story short, I've had the weekends of like being by myself and kind of just sitting with the relaxation and reading and thinking and doing what you do when you're by yourself and not, you know, talking with bunch of people. Then I've had the opportunity to spend about half of that cruise, she was on it with a, with a friend of hers. They were getting away from their respective children. But I spent like, you know, a day and a half with her on that cruise, her and her friend Lee. And it was great. It was wonderful to just have that opportunity to one be with somebody that you have known for a quarter century, but then also to meet a new friend. So I don't know where I'm going with this, Jen, but just like these experiences that I've had the last four weeks and hopefully we'll have in the next, in the next four weeks have really just kind of been a balm for me in a lot of ways. Reminded me that like while I do tend to air towards not isolation because I'm around people all the time, I hang out with friends, I go to the gym, I see my family, but like I do prefer just kind of being alone, sitting on my couch and not being with a ton of people. It did remind me that relationships are important to maintain. And I got that because I decided to go on two months straight of cruises because I could. And so I've taken a lot from this experience over the last two months or over the last month and I feel like I need to write about it, but I don't know exactly what that will be or if I actually will or what I will actually say. But like, I feel like some of the personal evolutions that I've gone through over this past month have been really important and really striking. So my recommendation, go on a cruise by yourself, go on a cruise with friends, whatever, go on a vacation by yourself, go on a vacation with friends, do whatever. But don't keep yourself to just one of those things. Explore all aspects of your, of yourself, of your personality, of your social barometer and be open to Things that might be different than what you expect them to be. So long, rambling way to say that I enjoy cruises, whether they're by myself or with people that I know well.