125: IMARI’S DATE WITH THE BIGGEST DJ IN THE WORLD… - Ep. 125

Summary

Cancelled Podcast Summary: Episode 125 – "IMARI’S DATE WITH THE BIGGEST DJ IN THE WORLD…"

Release Date: June 27, 2025

In Episode 125 of the Cancelled podcast, hosts Tana Mongeau and Brooke Schofield, along with special guest Amari, delve into a vibrant mix of personal anecdotes, friendship dynamics, relationship insights, and candid discussions about mental and physical health. This episode offers listeners an intimate glimpse into the lives of these influential personalities, blending humor with heartfelt moments.

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1. Welcome and Reunion with Amari ([00:30] – [05:58])

The episode kicks off with Tana and Brooke warmly welcoming Amari back as their favorite guest. The trio reflects on their previous collaboration, highlighting the chemistry that stems from their long-standing friendship.

Notable Quote:

• Amari ([00:50]): "I think the three of us podcast really well together because I'm good friends with both of you."

2. Nostalgic Stories from High School Days ([05:58] – [09:44])

The conversation shifts to amusing high school memories, particularly Tana's infamous Starbucks sweet tea order. The group reminisces about their youthful antics and dietary adventures, showcasing their carefree days before the pressures of public life.

Notable Quotes:

• Amari ([02:09]): "Her iced black tea with 30 pumps of sugar. Not kidding."
• Brooke ([02:28]): "If you weren't then, you are now."

3. Vegas Adventures and Zedd Concert ([11:34] – [16:31])

Amari shares her exhilarating experience attending Zedd's performance during EDC weekend in Las Vegas. She recounts the challenges of securing a spot at the show and the camaraderie formed among friends amidst the bustling festival atmosphere. Tana reminisces about past tours and their interactions with Zedd, revealing the fun and chaos that accompany life on the road.

Notable Quotes:

• Amari ([11:36]): "I took it upon myself to text Anton... and he was like, oh, yeah, absolutely."
• Tana Mongeau ([12:54]): "I have this scar on my leg that I got from... jumping on and attacking Zedd."

4. Health Discussions: Ehlers-Danlos and Mental Health ([21:00] – [28:40])

Brooke opens up about her experience with Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, detailing her medical challenges and the impact on her daily life. The conversation naturally transitions into mental health, with Tana expressing concerns about having OCD and discussing the overlap between anxiety and obsessive-compulsive behaviors. Amari provides clarity on terms like maladaptive daydreaming, fostering a supportive dialogue about their personal struggles.

Notable Quotes:

• Brooke ([21:30]): "I have fluid in my uterus that's not supposed to be there... I have cysts on my liver."
• Tana Mongeau ([26:11]): "I could scream into the mic right now... I think I have OCD."

5. Relationships and Engagement Speculations ([30:01] – [37:53])

The hosts delve into their romantic lives, with a particular focus on Brooke's impending engagement. They humorously speculate about the proposal details, balancing excitement with anxiety over potential outcomes. Tana and Amari offer supportive insights, sharing anecdotes about their own relationships and the dynamics of planning significant life events.

Notable Quotes:

• Brooke ([32:06]): "I know I'm getting proposed to."
• Amari ([33:02]): "With him being older, I think he'll make sure that it's like, really special."

6. Friendship Dynamics and Band of Sisters ([37:53] – [50:18])

The episode highlights the intricate dynamics of their friendship, emphasizing mutual support and occasional tensions. Brooke shares a humorous story about a boat booking mishap, illustrating the playful yet sometimes frustrating aspects of their interactions. Tana and Amari reflect on the importance of clear communication and understanding within their tight-knit group.

Notable Quotes:

• Brooke ([54:00]): "It's always just the principle."
• Amari ([40:49]): "You guys are so close; we can see both sides."

7. Influencer Life and Brand Partnerships ([23:28] – [35:30])

Tana and Brooke discuss the perks and pitfalls of being influencers, touching upon brand partnerships like Balenciaga and challenges with expensive influencer products. They candidly talk about the pressure to promote products authentically while managing financial and social expectations from their audience.

Notable Quotes:

• Brooke ([24:27]): "It's very expensive. And it just feels like people are so tone-deaf."
• Tana Mongeau ([72:25]): "Whenever I see anything, Britney Spears... her last line ever."

8. Navigating Challenges and Closing Thoughts ([50:18] – [77:34])

As the episode progresses, the trio shares stories about managing their personal lives while touring, including unexpected challenges like technical issues at home and humorous incidents involving friends. They express gratitude for their supportive community and reflect on the importance of authenticity and vulnerability in their public personas.

Notable Quotes:

• Tana Mongeau ([73:29]): "It's so wild because we all hadn't had like a big... it's like wild, wild."
• Brooke ([69:55]): "I see so much more value in the fact that so many people are actually like moved and changed by you."

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Conclusion

Episode 125 of Cancelled offers a heartfelt and humorous exploration of the hosts' lives beyond the spotlight. Through shared stories and open conversations, Tana, Brooke, and Amari showcase the depth of their friendships, the complexities of their personal lives, and the genuine connections they maintain with their audience. This episode underscores the podcast's commitment to providing an unfiltered and authentic look into the world of influencers.

Stay tuned for more candid conversations and behind-the-scenes insights in the next episode of Cancelled.

Transcript

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[Tana Mongeau]

Hello, and welcome back to the cancelled podcast.

[Brooke]

We have Amari.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh. Oh, my God. I'm so happy about this, honestly.

[Amari]

Me too. I had a great time podcasting with you guys last time.

[Brooke]

Everybody loved it. Rightfully so. And you're our favorite guest, so you've.

[Tana Mongeau]

Got four more episodes till they turn.

[Amari]

It was well received, though.

[Brooke]

Definitely true.

[Amari]

I think the three of us podcast really well together because I'm good friends with both of you. Honestly, I feel like I hate these other bitches.

[Brooke]

Paige.

[Amari]

I just feel like. Well, I mean, we go back further than, like, you and Paige and stuff, and there's just like, a lot more lore and memories to talk about. And we have our own memories that we've built without her.

[Brooke]

Yeah. Yeah, fuck her too. We just love you so much that people love you so much. And we want to hate.

[Tana Mongeau]

You're the best. And we've been like. It's just. It's very interesting. Like, as you bank episodes, I think sometimes it's just like you can tell. Like, we did one the other day where I think I yawned maybe like 412 times. And, like, I was just trying so hard, but, like, I don't know. This is. Yeah. And just, like, you're a good conversationalist, you make it easy, which is nice.

[Amari]

Love that song.

[Tana Mongeau]

Now what?

[Brooke]

Like shit. That's all.

[Amari]

Thank you guys for tuning in earlier. We were, like, laughing about something really funny. So back in the day, like, in high school, when we would go to Starbucks, like, what reminded me today is Tana had a sweet tea. And when we were in high school, Tana used to go into Starbucks.

[Tana Mongeau]

I don't know where you're going with this, and I'm scared.

[Amari]

Her iced black tea with 30 pumps of sugar. Not kidding. She would say 30. Sometimes she'd cut back and do 28. Like, I'm not kidding, though. It would actually be like 30 pumps of sweetener. And it was actually the most insane thing.

[Tana Mongeau]

Do they do that?

[Brooke]

I feel now that would be like a health and safety.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, it's like, honestly, if I ordered one right now, it's good as shit. It's good as shit.

[Amari]

It was an expensive drink too.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, I bet.

[Brooke]

Isn't it like 50 cents a pump?

[Tana Mongeau]

Just tell them you want to drink classic syrup. Like, nix the tea. Oh, my God. Maybe I was pre diabetic.

[Amari]

It was so funny though.

[Brooke]

If you weren't then, you are now.

[Amari]

I just saw her sweet tea and for some reason just made me think back to that. I was like, damn. Do you remember back in the day when you were really out here getting.

[Tana Mongeau]

30 pumps of sweetener Very frequently, I think it's just like, I don't. I don't know if you can attest to this or like. Like there were no, like, food laws in my home. Like, I don't know how to explain it at all.

[Brooke]

And also, well, I had, like, obviously in my house, I was allowed to eat anything. And I was like a very much like Oreos Cheez, its kind of household. And so when I discovered, like, health, it was like, oh, my God, I'm. I'm such a genius. But I was like 15 or whatever, and I was so obsessed with it that I didn't know anything, like, accurate. So I would drink like 75 Jamba juices in a day, and I'm like, why am I. Why am I gaining so much weight?

[Amari]

Did you have like a favorite after school snack?

[Brooke]

Oh, are you kidding? Listen to me when I tell you this. I was such a fucking monster. I used to. I used to wake up, my grandpa would make me like a breakfast sandwich, pancake, something. I would go to school, I would have a calzone and a French bread pizza for lunch with a brownie cookie and a soda. Okay. And on the way home from school three hours later, I would get a Big Mac, a Big Mac, fries, sauce, everything. And that was just after school snack. My family eats dinner at 5pm so then literally two hours later, I would have a full, full dinner. Whatever it was, it was probably pork chops or some. And then at 9pm I would be starving again, so I would have another. I was. I was like the biggest back of all time.

[Amari]

You're like, today drained me? No, babe, you're in a food coma.

[Brooke]

No, it was crazy.

[Tana Mongeau]

Every day, actually.

[Brooke]

And my grandma, bless her heart, but she like, even before she had dementia, she never, ever stopped going, are you hungry? Are you hungry? It's always yes.

[Tana Mongeau]

That's actually sweet. So sweet though. You know what I was just thinking about? That my dad would do that. I have not, like Talked about enough in life is that like, he very much would look at the ingredients in the house, like, whatever they could be and like, make it like slop. Like, you know what I mean? Like just like eggs with grape jelly, spaghetti with grape jelly, like, whatever. Like the items.

[Brooke]

I love that it's like, what's his name?

[Bibi]

Spencer from icarly.

[Tana Mongeau]

Very Spencer coded. But it would be so disgusting. And it's crazy if you really think about it. It's like, I'd rather eat grape jelly plain and then spaghetti. Like, how are you serving me, like, spaghetti with grape jelly and mad that I won't eat it.

[Amari]

It's like, why the you complaining? Go somewhere else. Then you.

[Tana Mongeau]

And it was always. It was always, go somewhere else then where the am I going to go?

[Amari]

Call a man then if you're hungry.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm like, don't worry, girl.

[Amari]

I'm on the way with pop Tarts.

[Tana Mongeau]

God, that's so funny to think about. What else were we talking about?

[Amari]

Good God. My go to after school snack. Like, my dad would pick me up from school or like after track practice or dance practice. I've tried every single blizzard there is from Dairy Queen because there was a Dairy Queen right next to our school. So every day after practice, he would take me through the drive through and my siblings would be pissed because they didn't get one. But I mean, I was just harder working.

[Brooke]

I feel like you still eat like I just described.

[Amari]

What did you say?

[Tana Mongeau]

100%.

[Brooke]

Like, you can eat anything.

[Tana Mongeau]

He has an entire dresser under his television with no socks and underwear. All of the drawers are filled with candy.

[Amari]

Okay, first of all, she's lying on my name.

[Tana Mongeau]

Tiny little socks, underwear.

[Amari]

Let me clarify. Let me clarify because my socks and underwear are in a drawer in my closet. There's room for it. In that case, no. But the dresser, there's like, there's two drawers that are dedicated to candy. Okay. Yeah, they are big. Two big drawers. Yes, they are. Yeah. It is too much for sure. And I just can't let someone think that I have a dresser full of candy. That's a little exciting.

[Brooke]

Big drawers of your dresser makes the story no better.

[Tana Mongeau]

I know Nicole came over to do my hair and Kim's looking through the pantry. Pantry. And she was just like, is there any candy? And I was like, I don't know, maybe. And she's like, should I go to Amari's room? The fact that, like, even she knows.

[Amari]

That no, the guests know, like, sometimes, like Sarai, sometimes she'll just come storming into my room, and she's like, can I get some candy? Yes. Yes. It's me, Willy Wonka, the candyman of the friend group.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, but I love that about you.

[Amari]

But I will have my own candy brand one day. Mark my words.

[Brooke]

You need to beef brand. I reached out to Mike Maylak. I was like, who's got the beef?

[Tana Mongeau]

And then he. It's so funny. He responded, like, so intelligently.

[Brooke]

He did. He had a really insightful answer. I almost regret sometimes I regret asking Mike May, like, questions.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

Because he really, like, takes it there, and I love him so much. I'm so grateful for it. But then I, like, I came to and I was like, having a meat brand is a cancelable offense.

[Tana Mongeau]

I guess it is. Maybe. But then I'm also like, you eat beef all the time. Like, what it. Like, I know. It's not like you're slaughtering the cat. No, I sound. It's wrong. I don't even like it coming out of my mouth.

[Brooke]

Do you know that I reached out to PETA to try and work with PETA, and they rejected me?

[Tana Mongeau]

Do you know that you also did a meet and greet in a shirt that said, people eat tasty animals with the PETA logo?

[Brooke]

Oh, they actually sent that back. I'm not.

[Amari]

No way. No way.

[Brooke]

I love animals. I really am passionate and I do love animals, but I'm not a vegan, and I do eat animals.

[Amari]

They clocked the out of you, you know, some intern.

[Tana Mongeau]

It was like their third day, and they were just. They had time.

[Amari]

This is too easy.

[Brooke]

I guess I just, like, for some reason, I was like, why? How could you get rejected from doing, like, charity work that is actually, like.

[Tana Mongeau]

Very wild when you put it that way, though. It's like, because, like, obviously you're. You're following, like, you. You could provide.

[Brooke]

Yeah. I think I didn't realize there were, like, levels to it or I figured that there were levels to it, and I thought that, like, I could be an animal lover and advocate without having to be, like, a vegan. Very serious.

[Tana Mongeau]

Has anybody ever done PETA? Because it wasn't there a point in time where you, like, did PETA almost, like, Playboy, like, bitches, remember, like, would be in, like, a fur coat a lot. Yeah. But I feel like she is a vegan. Pamela Anderson.

[Brooke]

Yeah. She's like.

[Tana Mongeau]

But I'm saying, huge animal. Has anybody ever done PETA that isn't like. Is Khloe Kardashian a vegan? I know she worked with PETA.

[Amari]

Let's Get Tara's World on the trial.

[Tana Mongeau]

Is she vegan?

[Brooke]

Yeah, she is.

[Tana Mongeau]

She's been doing my.

[Amari]

Ooh, yeah, she has. I saw. I saw.

[Tana Mongeau]

I love her.

[Brooke]

Anyway, sorry, PETA.

[Amari]

No, it'll never happen again.

[Brooke]

No.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, we don't say that enough like just some niche ass. Just. It'll never happen again.

[Amari]

Never happen.

[Brooke]

I say that actually a lot.

[Amari]

Khloe Kardashian is not vegan.

[Tana Mongeau]

Aaron, just searching. Khloe Kardashe is so funny.

[Amari]

Oh, my God.

[Tana Mongeau]

Have you ever heard a gay man with a spray tan?

[Amari]

I just saw him. I just saw him.

[Tana Mongeau]

I love him when I see him. We literally will be like, hi, with a K. If there's one thing you.

[Bibi]

Guys know about me, it's that Murphy and Mouse, my cats, are my pride and joy, okay? I. I love my cats more than I love my friends, my family, my co host, my fiance, everybody. But if you guys recall, mouse does struggle a little bit with his eating habits. He is known to eat regular household items that no animal should consume. And so naturally, as a good parent, I had to really take a look at what I was feeding my cats. It felt nearly impossible to find a food that both of my cats would like because Murphy's really picky and mouse is a Bengal, so he has to have really high quality food. A few months ago, I started feeding them smalls, which has been a godsend, okay? Because not only do they both love it, but it's protein packed ingredients with no preservatives. It has made my life exponentially easier because they get delivered right to my door. So I just go on every week. I choose which flavors they want, and they show up every Friday. And the cats love it so much, you guys. If I feel like they're getting tired of something or they've just had too much of something, I just go in, switch their flavors, and their life is exciting again. Mouse's favorite at the moment is ground bird, and Murphy prefers smooth pig. They truly love it so much, they finish their food every single time, which is so exciting for me as a mother. And it's exciting for me to see less of my household items disappearing because mouse is full. And yes, of course, a cat can survive off of kibble alone, okay? But it is scientifically proven that our cats are better, healthier and more functional when they have protein packed diet. After switching to smalls, 88% of cat owners reported overall health improvements. That is a huge. A huge deal, you guys. And for a limited time only, because you are a canceled listener, you can get 60% off of your first order at Smalls, plus free shipping by using my code CANCELLED. That is 60 off. When you head to smalls.com and use promo code cancelled again, that promo code is canceled for 60 off your first order, plus free [e-mail] okay. We love our cats.

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[Amari]

Brooke, you're gonna love this. You wanna know what I did recently?

[Brooke]

Yes.

[Amari]

So I went to Vegas and it was to celebrate Mother's Day, but it was a week after and it was during EDC weekend, and Zed was performing.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yay.

[Amari]

And obviously, like, we love him. We love Anton. And I was like, fuck, I really want to go to the show. And, like, going to the club during EDC weekend, they'll typically give you, like a comp table and stuff. Like, if you're from Vegas and if you. I don't know, you don't even need clout or anything like that. If you just know the people and they period. You can't do that during EDC weekend because it's like, everyone comes through with all the money to spend. You know, no free tables are happening. And I'm like, how the fuck do I go to Zedd's show? I took it upon myself to text Anton. And I was like, hey, like, it's Amari. Blah, blah, blah. Like, I'm coming into Vegas. I'm also in town for the weekend. Like, I'd love to come to the show with, like, three friends. And he was like, oh, yeah, absolutely. I was like. And it was so funny too, because, like, Vegas friends and stuff, everyone's still scrambling to try and go to the show. And I'm like, okay, well, I have me and my plus three. Like, we're fine to be at the stage and everything. And everyone's like, people are like, oh, my God. Like, whose table are you going to? How are you going? How are you going? Blah, blah, blah. I'm like, I texted sad.

[Tana Mongeau]

I, like, often think about the Zed era of our lives. And I'm just like, how? Because Ashley was Dating Michael, who was in this music group called Gray.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

And they made that song like, the Middle. Why don't you?

[Amari]

The middle. Starving.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. And so we all became, like, very intertwined. And, like, sometimes I'll just think to myself, like, I have this scar on my leg that I got from, like, running through Resorts World to, like, jump on and attack Zed. Like, I was bleeding everywhere and, like, whatever. And I'll see him and he's like, still nice. And I'm like, it's crazy how much he just, like, put up with, like. I remember one time he was doing a show at Zuke, and I was, like, crawling on the DJ board, and, like, he got yelled at by Resorts World. After that, there's, like, just so many, like, memories where it's like, he shouldn't still be, like, letting us in.

[Amari]

No, seriously. It was actually amazing.

[Brooke]

House sat for that. Like, not house sat, but. So I had found a dog at the gas station.

[Amari]

Stugen.

[Brooke]

Yes. I found a dog at the gas station. They wanted a dog. Anton and Arcadia. Arcadia, Zed's brother. Anton's brother. And they lived together, and they took the dog. So when they needed a babysitter for the dog, I would go to Zed's house to babysit the dog. And it's like, at the time, he was living in, like, his ad house.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, the Arch Mansion, the craziest, most.

[Brooke]

Beautiful mansion of all time, but all glass. Like, all glass windows. So I'd be sitting there on the couch, and it would be dark outside. And I was like, oh, my God, Everyone in this city can see right into me on this couch right now. To get so, so scared.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's such an interesting house. Like, it really is, like, amazing.

[Brooke]

And one time I'm. I'm sitting there on the phone. I'm already, like, kind of freaked out. I'm freaking myself out. I'm hearing noises, and all of a sudden, every light in the house goes off because it. They're controlled by their. He controlled them on their. His phone. I grabbed that dog so fast. I took it to my apartment, and he stayed with me for the rest of the weekend. I was like, I am not going there.

[Amari]

That is so funny. Was he fucking with you?

[Brooke]

I don't know. I think it was, like, an accident. I also don't even know if he knew I was there, because it was like, I was there for Arcadi. Yeah, but that was a fun time. I miss, like, that era. Like, I loved Vegas so much. I used to go to Vegas every single weekend. No Matter who it was. Martin Garrigs, anyone. I'm like, how do I get in the DJ booth?

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

And why? What is the. Like, it's just so funny, the psychology behind that. Like, feeling like you're just like. I remember I'd be like, oh, my God, like, I'm gonna flash my tits behind Zed. And I'm so cool.

[Brooke]

It works. It was like, the most amazing thing because the first time I went to Vegas, it was like, my friend Nana, I was with, and the guy picked her out of the crowd, and he was like, come with me. Took her, took us to the DJ booth, and we never left for three years.

[Tana Mongeau]

Really Think about it. It's just like, you're just in a booth. Like, do you know what I mean?

[Brooke]

But it's because I guess, like, I come from Coachella when I was like, oh, my God, I'm. I'm a million miles away from Dylan Francis or Martin Garrix or whatever it is. And this is the coolest, most, like, amazing thing in the world. I cannot believe that I can just go to Vegas and be this close to them and.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. And like, watching them do that shit, especially when it's people who are, like, high level, talented, insane, is so cool. Yeah.

[Brooke]

And people are like, rolling, like, yeah, some people roll.

[Tana Mongeau]

And what I miss when he was not. Because he's sober now, right?

[Amari]

Yeah. He looks so good. I was like, holy shit. I was like, what the fuck? And that's what was cool, too. Like, how you're saying it's cool seeing them in their element and stuff. Like, being back there. Like, I typically don't care to be like. I mean, being at the DJ booth is obviously awesome and more convenient, but being at a table also doesn't suck at all either. But something it being during EDC weekend, 525,000 people flew into Vegas to, like, just be at this fucking crazy festival and stuff. Like, seeing that, I was like, holy shit. I felt cool. I felt cool there. I'll say it. And I saw him with the spray tan, and I think I was more excited to see him than see that. I'm not even kidding. You guys should have him on the podcast.

[Tana Mongeau]

He would have, like, a lot of lore. But I'm just like, we're always teetering the line of that Kardashian cease and desist.

[Brooke]

I'm actually, like, just afraid, like, speaking.

[Tana Mongeau]

Of skims, like, sent me a bra the other day and asked me to make a TikTok for. And I was like, some intern doesn't Know some intern like you sure.

[Brooke]

Sometimes I just like lose track of like what we say and stuff too. Like I was, I ran into Haley the other day.

[Tana Mongeau]

Bieber.

[Brooke]

No, I like Hailey Bieber. And I'm like afraid to look her in the eye because like God forbid she came across a clip one day and like someone saying like I never say anything bad about Hailey Bieber by the way. But I like, I get scared because I'm like, what if she's like that dumb?

[Tana Mongeau]

I think she's safe. I don't have we ever.

[Amari]

I dragged, I dragged Rogue through the mud on Tick Tock because their lip product made like melted my lips off my face. And I just knew because it got me.

[Brooke]

I think that was a views.

[Amari]

I don't know. They didn't disclose that the tree nuts in their products and my lips melted off my face. And it was crazy because it actually. I probably could have filed a lawsuit. We're not going to talk about that. But no, I did not read any fine print. There was no fine print. It's like somewhere like look, look at your shit. Look at Joe.

[Brooke]

Shit does not say contain nuts. Although this flavor is called peanut butter.

[Amari]

Okay, well I don't think watermelon had anything like that in there. But it was crazy cuz I just knew like when that TikTok started blowing up and getting millions of views. I just know the road offices were like in shambles with my tick pulled up like a PowerPoint. It was like, wow. Well yeah, they're. They're fine. They don't need me.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'll kill myself.

[Amari]

My slander did nothing.

[Brooke]

No, I'm a kiss ass. I don't even care. Haley, I love you.

[Amari]

I love Haley. Honestly I do.

[Brooke]

I always have written for her.

[Tana Mongeau]

She is everything but.

[Brooke]

You get hate for that these days. People are like, you're.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well now it's flip. You would like now it's flipped. It's so wild the way the Internet works because now it's like she's a billionaire and we always should have loved her. No, she has money.

[Brooke]

No, I think that what the clip was was everyone was like Justin sucks. Or like Justin's like obviously like not that nice to her sometimes. Yeah, I think people started being like, wait, she's amazing.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well, that Vogue.

[Amari]

Yes.

[Tana Mongeau]

Was crazy. Makoa could tell me that and I would smack him upside his head and I'm never gonna be on the COVID of Vogue. I can't even imagine someone who like has a viable, valid chance. You know, it's like and just to post that, like, is all, like, her.

[Brooke]

Like, especially there's, like, something to be said. I feel like that happens a lot where people want to make your big moments, like, somehow about them. And I feel like that he. I mean, you know what, Billie? I made a song about that.

[Amari]

Yeah. It's just. Yeah. I thought the Vogue post was crazy too, because it's just like, imagine that coming from your husband and like, someone that's just, like, so successful, like Justin Bieber, you know, it's like.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's embarrassing.

[Amari]

Yeah. It just feels like you're getting, like, shat on, you know, like, damn. Like, I want good things for me too.

[Brooke]

She has. She has been on the COVID of Oak, like, before now.

[Amari]

Oh, really?

[Brooke]

Yeah. And he only has two Vogue covers, and she's in both of them, period.

[Tana Mongeau]

That is why, like, it's just. I don't. I don't understand it all, to be honest with you.

[Brooke]

I'm also. I'm not a Justin Bieber hater. I just. I don't like that caption.

[Tana Mongeau]

I know it sucks that I love him so much, but it's like, that ain't no man.

[Brooke]

I think just like, any, like, adding anything to the fire when. When Pete Surety gets so much hate and then being like. And by the way, I said, yeah, but you never.

[Tana Mongeau]

You've got to be, like, socially aware of the, like, my husband hates me. Final boss, yada yada. And then you're just gonna, like, throw gasoline on that.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's very interesting. I wish nothing but the best for them. I don't know these people at all. Me neither.

[Brooke]

I really teetered the line of being, like, so unbelievably parasocial and then, like, also so frustrated with how unbelievably parasocial everyone else is. Honestly, real don't know these people. And, like, also, like, I don't know these people 100.

[Tana Mongeau]

But you know what I mean? This is. This is our job. We have no choice. I wonder what would happen if we just completely rebranded. Canceled, like, right now. Like, starting right now. Our next episode. Like, we only talked about, like, philosophical and, like, architecture and, like.

[Brooke]

They would end us.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's kind of a funny segment, though. If we started, like, having Devin look up, like, things and quizzing us. Or, like.

[Brooke]

No, I always thought we should have an educational segment or, like, a vocabulary lesson since we, like, get so many words wrong.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

Or at the very least, talk about what we've gotten wrong on the previous episode.

[Amari]

That would be really funny.

[Brooke]

Like, the Things we learned from the last episode. Like, for example, the time I said Ellers Donlos was a really minor disease.

[Amari]

Wait, wasn't I on that episode when he was talking about.

[Brooke]

Talked about it a lot, though. Do you have it?

[Tana Mongeau]

We don't know. Because, like, I said to you, I was feeling, like, complete and utter, and then I came home and I feel great. So I think. Well, are you just talking about, like, right now in life?

[Brooke]

No, just generally speaking. Like, do you think you have, like, Ehlers Donlos flare ups?

[Tana Mongeau]

I don't know. You're so valid. You're so. It's adding to the Natalia Grace allegations. No, you're valid. I know. My scoliosis is so bad, my hip is actually dislocated. And, like. And I was joking about it all across tour. And I come home and I have, like. I don't know the term. It ends in, like, osis with my muscles, something. And Dr. Javid's exact words were, like, things are just compressing. Like, I'm, like, compressing too fast, which is, like, now affecting my hips and knees and arms and, like, everything attached to my spine.

[Amari]

So start getting shorter.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well, yes. And do you think that's why you're.

[Brooke]

You say your feet keep growing, you're smooshing into the ground, and your base is getting wider.

[Amari]

Whoa.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, dead ass. Probably.

[Amari]

Feet are collapsing.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, probably. I'm not even kidding. When I come home, I have to do stem cells.

[Brooke]

What's that?

[Tana Mongeau]

I don't know where they inject stem cells into all my.

[Brooke]

I think that's good. I think that it is supposed to be really good.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, but it's just how you feel. It feels very. Baby's bloody to me. Like, what do you mean, stem cells? Where does that come from? Doesn't that come from, like, placentas?

[Brooke]

And I think stem cells are from. No, I have no idea. I was gonna just. I was just gonna start spreading misinformation. Yeah, I got my pre. Nouveau result.

[Amari]

Oh, I was literally just about to ask that.

[Tana Mongeau]

And.

[Brooke]

And I didn't have anything, like, crazy. I had, like, findings. I had, like, something with my thoracic vertebrae or something. I have fluid in my uterus that's not supposed to be there. I have cysts on my uterus. I have cyst on my liver. What do I have all that Tylenol?

[Tana Mongeau]

Do I have a person living in there?

[Brooke]

I have a cyst on my liver. I have. It's all, like, very minor, though, and there's some just informational findings. For example, my Breast tissue is denser than others. I swear to God. It said that. It did say that. It says I have implants, which was a shock, but. But it is very, like, it's cool because now, I mean, I don't have cancer, I don't have tumors, I don't have anything.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, how many obligations to talk about it on the podcast did they give you?

[Brooke]

I already covered them like two episodes ago. Trying to share something with my friend.

[Tana Mongeau]

That is really funny. The reason I say that is because this brand was just asking me to like, organically talk about their product on the podcast. And it's like the most inorganic thing. Whatever I've. You'll know.

[Brooke]

Come on, get played on us. But first, prenuvo.com.

[Tana Mongeau]

Brooks Cofield no, but I kind of love that. I love when brands want that because it's like we don't get it very often, right? Where a brand is asking us to organically talk about something on a podcast. But I bet, like, that's happening all the time. Yeah, the brand safe podcast of the world.

[Brooke]

Yeah, I really wanted to do it, so I was like, yeah, of course I'll talk about it. But now I have. I'm supposed to post it on Instagram and I posted it on my stories and I've. I got ripped apart.

[Tana Mongeau]

Why?

[Amari]

Why?

[Brooke]

Because it's like, I actually understand it.

[Tana Mongeau]

Because it's like, very expensive.

[Brooke]

It's very expensive. And it just feels like people like, this is so tone deaf. Like, most people can't afford this and like, I understand that too. So it's like maybe I just don't post it. Maybe I just pay for it and shut the up. But it was very. It was something I wanted to know.

[Tana Mongeau]

And you're an influencer and you're posting for some. Like, I think that that is one of the, like, crazy. Doesn't feel real. What? The insane perks of being an influencer.

[Brooke]

Or just like a luxury that obviously, like a lot of people can't afford.

[Tana Mongeau]

But they're more so saying that other people would take that perk if given.

[Brooke]

I just think like, you know, some people can't get a mammogram, but, like, people should get mammograms if you can.

[Tana Mongeau]

Why are mammograms so antiquated?

[Brooke]

What?

[Tana Mongeau]

That felt like I was just saying.

[Brooke]

I don't know what antiquated mean, but.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, like how they smash your tit in between, like two big plates.

[Brooke]

Oh, I think they're really looking for.

[Tana Mongeau]

Something, but it's like there's gotta Be Elon Musk. Do something. You know what I mean?

[Brooke]

Yeah, well, American healthcare is just like really disgusting and disturbing anyway. I can't get health insurance. Nobody can get health insurance.

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[Tana Mongeau]

Coming to the realization that I think I have ocd. Antiquated, old fashioned or outdated. Wow, used that one, right?

[Amari]

Wow, you did.

[Brooke]

You could definitely have ocd.

[Tana Mongeau]

It sucks because. And it's also just very funny, like me saying I have ocd because the public perception of OCD for the most part is like organized and like whatever. You know what I mean? I don't have that.

[Amari]

What do you mean?

[Brooke]

But that's very like rare. I feel like most people's OCD is like, like ruminating thoughts or like, or random rituals that like some people wouldn't even know about.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, I feel like mine is very much ruminating thoughts and I like, for a while I just thought it was anxiety and then it's just like, I don't know, it's becoming more and more prevalent to me. Like the other night I'm in the kitchen with Makoa and he's cooking me dinner and I'm replaying over and over and over in my head that he could take the knife he's cooking dinner with and stab me to death right now. And like could not stop. It's like McCall is not going to stab you to death.

[Brooke]

So weird.

[Amari]

Like it's really weird.

[Tana Mongeau]

And I just like, oh my God. I just keep having like that happen to me where I have like a constant. I had one on stage and it freaked me the out. Like in Amsterdam for our last show where I was just like, I could literally like, and scream into the mic right now. Like I could just walk off stage. I could just like, like my brain was ruminating on the fact that like if I stopped. Yes. Like if I stopped just like telling the show, I could like, like yell my deepest, darkest secret right now. I could like, whatever, to the point that I was like freaking the fuck out on stage and I was like, damn, I think I have ocd and it's crazy because this could, like, affect my.

[Amari]

So how do you go about getting diagnosed with that? Do you talk to a psychiatrist?

[Tana Mongeau]

I should probably do that. I've been talking to, like, Jake Shane and Mike Maylock. That's not.

[Brooke]

I think I have mental Tourette's.

[Amari]

Why do you think that?

[Brooke]

I don't know. I have, like, certain things or, like, I'll get the most random, like, flashbacks that are so specific and, like, it'll be, like, weeks at a time. I'll get the same one, same one, same one, same one. And then, like, something new will be it. But it's, like, always, like, I put myself in a very specific memory in a very specific place. And for some reason, like. Like when I'm doing my makeup, I'm, like, there. It's so weird, but it's like, in my head, it's like I picture, like, a record player, and I picture it, like, stopping on that. Like, my brain, like, stops on that little thing.

[Tana Mongeau]

And then you don't feel like you're, like, maladaptive daydreaming, all these words.

[Brooke]

No, because it's.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's like, the fuck.

[Brooke]

I'm not, like, moving through anything. It's like, literally just like, all of a sudden, I remember, like, being in a house. House somewhere. Like when I was six.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

And I'm like, oh, that's really weird.

[Tana Mongeau]

Are they.

[Brooke]

I don't know if that's Tourette's, but it's, like, uncontrolled. Like, I can't control thinking about it.

[Amari]

Adaptive daydreaming is excessive, vivid daydreaming that interferes with daily life and relationships, causing distress and hindering functioning.

[Brooke]

I've always kind of done that in general. Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, I. I, like, love doing that to fall asleep.

[Brooke]

I. That has been, like, what brought me through, like, most of my life. Because it's so fun to, like, imagine my life a certain way.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

And by that I mean whatever.

[Amari]

Like, just, like, put myself in, like, some random situation, like, whether it's, like, real life or if I put myself in, like, a show or like. Like I put myself in Grey's Anatomy so many times or like, a video game or something like that. And then I start actually dreaming, like, my. I fall asleep and then I'm. Now I'm in it, and I'm like, oh, hell yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh, that's cool. To transfer it into your dreams. Mine does not work like that. For a year I was like, where am I going with Pete Davidson? I have to cut it. I have to Cut that. I literally have to cut that. I'm going to kill myself. I. Like, I am my own worst enemy because it's like, just don't admit that you literally.

[Brooke]

I think it's totally.

[Amari]

We went everywhere.

[Tana Mongeau]

He loves you.

[Amari]

Waking up. Like, that's my man. For real.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, but for. For a while, I felt like if I maladaptive, daydreamed something, I could, like, make it come true. And I won't get into those ones. Seriously. It's just, like, too much. But once again, I'm obviously psychic.

[Amari]

Duh.

[Tana Mongeau]

So, like, I was really hoping that one would just, you know, sprinkle into reality.

[Amari]

Less psychic, more witch. That's crazy. Oh, my God. So earlier we were talking about. Speaking of going somewhere with someone. Earlier we were talking about where you may be going in your relationship. You think you might be getting proposed to.

[Brooke]

Well, I know I'm getting proposed to. What?

[Tana Mongeau]

Okay.

[Amari]

Slay.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, honestly, you said it is funny.

[Brooke]

No, well, Amari wasn't with. Like, we talk. We, like, are very open about it. Like, we talk about it. We know we're getting engaged. But that's so cute.

[Amari]

I God, love lockdown.

[Brooke]

I'm so excited. But I am very. I'm being really annoying about it. First of all, I'm asking Bibi every day, am I getting engaged today? Am I getting engaged today? Am I getting.

[Amari]

And I think she's gonna be like, yes.

[Brooke]

I know. For. They're both like, shut the hell up or we're never gonna do it. I love weird, but Bibi is being a little suspicious right now because she wanted to get her nails done today, or she made an appointment three days ago for us to get our nails done today, which is already just like, we don't. We don't do that. Me and BB go day of.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

Spur of the moment.

[Tana Mongeau]

How often do you guys get your nails done together Versus every time.

[Brooke]

But we don't make an appointment. It's always like, do you need your nails done? Yeah, I need my nails done. We go. So she made an appointment. But then I.

[Tana Mongeau]

We.

[Brooke]

Honestly, I do sound crazy.

[Tana Mongeau]

She.

[Brooke]

I couldn't go today. It was. The appointment was for today made three days ago. And I said, I can't go today. And she goes. Instead of saying, okay, I'll go without you, she said, okay, then I'm going to have to move our appointment, which makes me think I have to get my nails done, which means I'm getting engaged, obviously.

[Tana Mongeau]

How likely is the scenario of her going without you versus moving your appointment for the two of you.

[Brooke]

I just, like. I think neither of us would move the appointment after already, like, planning it days ago. We'd just be like, ah, fuck you.

[Amari]

Also, what kind of nails is she getting? Isn't she a lesbian?

[Tana Mongeau]

Now, imagine that's why she's so eager, is just to get the, like, acrylics with the two gel figures.

[Brooke]

No, she has, like, her little, like, tiny nails. Miles. Right now.

[Tana Mongeau]

But no. But also, like, yes, she is. I overheard at some point on tour of you and Miles having a conversation about it potentially happening before Australia. So that's why I'm like, I know.

[Brooke]

But now I don't want to disappoint myself that way. Because it's like, what if it isn't? And, like, there's nothing on my books. You know what I mean? It's not like we're like. We happen to be going somewhere or like.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, what do you mean? You happen to be going down under.

[Brooke]

No, I mean, like.

[Amari]

Like a date or something.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like a. Oh, I'm literally an idiot.

[Brooke]

Yeah. So, like. So I don't know. I know it's not gonna be, like, a big proposal because I don't want a big proposal, but.

[Tana Mongeau]

So, like, what is it? So when you say you don't want a big proposal, like, what? And I think I agree with you. I think it's, like, nice, you know? But, like, what's. What's your dream proposal? I guess what I'm asking.

[Brooke]

I don't know. Like, that's hard. I don't have a dream proposal. I have, like, almost just the opposite. Like, what? I don't want it to be okay, I think, because I have so much, like. Like, birthday trauma. Not, like, you're not the birthday trauma, but I know you're gonna assume you.

[Tana Mongeau]

Are, but, like, no.

[Brooke]

I've always felt really weird about, like, big grand gestures or anything like that because it just makes me, like, anxious. So. I have never wanted that. I want it to be, like, so, like, chill us too. I want it to be cute. Still. I don't want him to do it at Burger King.

[Amari]

Well, I just don't think anyone should ever propose someone in a restaurant in general.

[Tana Mongeau]

I don't know. I would be, like, rock with the Chili's proposal. Chili's. I want a proposal for a brand deal.

[Brooke]

Yeah. I don't know. I don't know what I would want. He's always said, like, he. He's. He feels like he's just gonna know exactly when he wants to do it, and he's Gonna do it.

[Tana Mongeau]

What if that's in, like, an erewhon? Like, do you think he means it like that? No, no, I don't think he means it like that.

[Brooke]

No, No, I think it's cool that.

[Tana Mongeau]

You both just like. No, I think it's good, too, like, where he's at in his life. You know what I mean?

[Amari]

Like, with him being older, I think he'll make sure that it's like, really?

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. I feel like it's gonna be so even just, like, knowing the both of you are, like, aesthetic. It's going to be very, like, Pinterest. And, like, you know.

[Brooke]

He doesn't have an aesthetic.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yes, he.

[Brooke]

I don't have an aesthetic.

[Tana Mongeau]

I feel like Miles is very, like, cool girl as a guy. I don't know how to explain that.

[Brooke]

You think? So we went to his par or, like, to his dad's birthday was the other day, and we went and had lunch with them, and his mom told him, like, as we were leaving, she goes, I really love you so much more now that you're with her.

[Amari]

Awesome.

[Brooke]

Wait, what?

[Tana Mongeau]

That's so sweet, though.

[Amari]

That is cute. What a funny way to say that.

[Brooke]

Yeah. She's like, I really love you, and I love you so much more now that she's here.

[Tana Mongeau]

That's so sweet.

[Amari]

He's like, love you too.

[Brooke]

But, yeah, I guess I would have liked to have had, like, a. Like, oh, my God, I'm so surprised. But, like, now I'm like, tell me when it is. I want to know.

[Tana Mongeau]

No one's telling you.

[Brooke]

I need an outfit.

[Amari]

You'll have an outfit.

[Tana Mongeau]

SHE REFRESHES Revolve New Today every day. Like, I don't think there's anybody who, like.

[Brooke]

Like, there's not an item on Revolve that I have not seen.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, I feel like people go on and then they see New Today, and they're like, hell, yeah, new Today. But Rook is like, what is New Today?

[Brooke]

I do. And now I'm doing it on the RealReal as well. It's like, it's part of my major social media.

[Amari]

Uh. Oh, don't tell her that.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, but I just. I need to stop. You know why I need to stop? Because I made a pile of all my, like, vintage things that I've been buying to do a haul for a YouTube video, and I put it beside my bed, and as I'm putting this pile beside my bed, I think to myself, this is really dumb to just, like, put all these things, like, right where my feet. And then I woke up the other morning at like 8am to me just cracking a pair of Chanel sunglasses.

[Brooke]

Well, why would you put the sunglasses on the ground?

[Tana Mongeau]

Because I was like, this is my wall pile.

[Amari]

Why wouldn't she? You know, it's so true.

[Brooke]

I've been looking on the real real specifically for you because you have a birthday coming up.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh, my God. That's very sweet.

[Amari]

Yeah, I've been on the hunt for a gift for her too.

[Tana Mongeau]

And I'm like, oh, my God, everyone's so nice.

[Brooke]

It's gonna have to be secondhand this time, girl. I'm still.

[Amari]

Right. I'm like. I'm like, rent's real expensive these days.

[Tana Mongeau]

This the sweetest gifts I've ever received, though. Because I do now that I switch them a lot. I, like, take off my card. This is the, like, skip this part. We'll put a time on the screen where this part is over. I switch my Cartier bracelets from wrist to wrist a lot because I like to change up my stock. And when I do that, I open it and I see George McGee. And I think it's very sweet.

[Amari]

Oh, I forgot that that's. That what I forgot that's on there.

[Tana Mongeau]

It always just makes me laugh because I know that is the only time in Cartier's history that they have seen Georce McGee engraved into a solid gold bracelet.

[Amari]

Or. Sure.

[Brooke]

And I had to wait a few extra days for that too. I was like, I give this to her today. Instant gratitude or gratification. I had to wait days for it.

[Amari]

I think that's awesome.

[Tana Mongeau]

All right, everyone, we're back.

[Amari]

Whatever the fuck. Wait, I want to talk about something. Speaking of George McGee, like, when you guys were just on tour, everyone was seeing George skate finally for the first time, which I think is just hilarious. I'm not on either of your guys's teams.

[Brooke]

It's funny because, like, I can always tell history.

[Amari]

No, I can always. I can always see both sides because, like, well, first of all, like, because I know you guys. I just. I can just see. I could feel you guys arguing. Like, I could just put myself in that room and just being like, okay, she's right. Okay, she's right. Okay, now she's right. Okay, now she's right. Like, you know, and it's just so funny because, like, I obviously see this shit all over tick tock and stuff, and people like, taking sides and everything. And I'm just like. The way people are like, like, almost making it seem like you guys literally fucking hate each other makes me like Absolutely laugh, because I'm just like, you guys. This is where the parasocial jumps out with people. It's like, you guys. If you guys hated each other's guts, you guys wouldn't be sitting on these couches right now, you know? And, like, you guys wouldn't be touring together and stuff. And it's just like. Like that, like, ended your guys's friendship or something like that. And there's, like, sides.

[Brooke]

No, there's. There's a new one. Because I. We were like. Honestly, I was kind of a. I was being a. I'm gonna admit it right now.

[Amari]

When she hit you with the. Stop poking the bear.

[Brooke]

A couple episodes.

[Tana Mongeau]

Later, broke the bear.

[Brooke]

It wasn't. It wasn't even the Jord skate. It's like. It's a new one. It's because we were talking in. I don't know.

[Tana Mongeau]

Why are you getting so defensive after poking at me? I was like, oh, my God. Thank you, Jesus. But it is what I thought I.

[Brooke]

Was playing a game with, like, the rest of the room, which I'm sometimes doing. Like, sometimes at my expense.

[Amari]

And see, this is exact. Literally, like, this is where the sisterhood jumps out.

[Brooke]

I know. And, like, God, that.

[Tana Mongeau]

I swear to God, it's so funny, too, because I watched that back, and I was like, this is Tuesday. I didn't even think, like, wow, this is like. Because I'm just like, that is.

[Brooke]

I know. But then in my head, I'm like, there's so many omitted details, so many ways to interpret this, but the general consensus. And I know usually if. If the masses are on a side, I'm probably on the wrong side.

[Tana Mongeau]

But I also think that like. Like, people do just fill in so much, like, George, even with whatever, like, the way that. You know what I mean? Like, yes, they saw George Gate. Yes, they saw that episode of the podcast, and we put it out there. So it's like, I don't care. I'm just saying I think that then people assume and, like, just fill in everything else, and it's kind of just like, yeah, but.

[Brooke]

But basically I was like, you don't go outside. And I was like, you would have so much more fun if you went outside, but, like, you don't. And she was like, I want to work.

[Amari]

Work.

[Brooke]

And I was like, oh, this is.

[Amari]

Like, in, like, Ireland or something. Yeah. Yeah.

[Brooke]

And so I formally. I. I apologize. I actually did apologize.

[Tana Mongeau]

You can't even get it out.

[Brooke]

That's not true. I apologize to you on my own time. I did. I said you know what? I am sorry because that was like I was being a. But in my head, like, I really. Let me go ahead and go back on everything. I would. I would never want to cut into your work time. I want to cut into your time playing.

[Tana Mongeau]

I only played good sorting match at night, and now the new game is the adventure. And on planes and on planes and on planes. Have you ever seen me play it? Not on a plane.

[Brooke]

Accountability. She'll be like, I played good sorting match for seven hours yesterday. And then I'll be like, but you said you didn't have time to go outside. And she's like, I was working daytime.

[Tana Mongeau]

Only on a plane. Wait.

[Amari]

That was so real though. I played good sorting match for seven hours, but that's.

[Brooke]

That's the time I want to cut into. I want to cut into your good sorting time time. But then, but then people are like, well, if she wants to sort goods, she can sort goods. Not everything's about you.

[Tana Mongeau]

Also, in the midst of Labubu gates, okay? And you bitches are just WWE over a stuffed doll. I'm like, the goods and go sort themselves. Like, let me have my feet.

[Amari]

You're like, I have anxiety. I need to sort goods.

[Tana Mongeau]

So all of this, I'm not kidding, there would be some points in the green room where like BB or just anyone, just something would be happening and I'd be like, I gotta sort my goods. Actually became like my coding mechanism.

[Brooke]

You're like, I had a common theme and that was I just want to spend more time with my friends in Europe.

[Amari]

See when that whole thing happened, like when I was seeing stuff, I could also see both sides of that too. It's like, duh, you want to create memories with someone and stuff. And like, it's like, these are like once in a lifetime opportunities and stuff. And who knows when you'll ever be back in this place with these people. But then again, it's also like, yeah, if the bitch is tired, the bitch is tired. And it's like, you know, just, I am definitely.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm the sleepy Care Bear. I do think that it is like.

[Amari]

Like.

[Tana Mongeau]

Just our perceptions of things sometimes are different. And you very much are the type of person who's like, I only see this out like in my pers. You know what I mean? And like, you guys might not be going back for like a long time cuz Miles doesn't like to fly. And like, you guys were looking at this with this like beautiful new eye and like vacation and whatever. And I think I was very Much looking at that as like. And this is obviously a privilege to even like say this like I don't want to say it and come off like like crazy but like I'd been to Paris, I'd been to London. Like I'd been. I wasn't. And I just, I can't like truly just no matter what like with the shows. Like I. I don't know like just.

[Brooke]

I know it did make me feel bad though. Cuz I felt like. And you said it but like you did not have a good time. You know what I mean? And that like that I felt bad because I was like. I feel like you would have enjoyed it more if you like concepts of.

[Tana Mongeau]

A good time but you know what I mean.

[Brooke]

You kept s like I won't say what you compared it to but you. You really had a horrible time. And like the whole time I, I felt like if you were like really like spending your days out you would have not maybe had such a horrible time. But I also understand that maybe we wouldn't have had gotten to the show if we.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, I just. Cuz even in the US like you know my like my show battery. It's just. It's not. It's not. It ain't what it used to be and like I. It's. And it is harder being sober I think cuz I just feel it all and like dead ass truly like even just getting out there I like, like I don't know. Like how nice would it be to tour with zero other obligations. Like I think that then maybe I would also have more energy. But it's like oh my God. I don't know. Like I was just like doing a lot of. But like it is what it is. You know what I mean? I know.

[Brooke]

Well I do apologize. I really do. And not in a like I apologize but I know I, I did say that a couple times.

[Amari]

I remember when you guys were on the US tour and I don't even.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like I, I hope you know I was never like seeking it. Like I said I watched it and I was just like.

[Amari]

I know.

[Brooke]

I guess I just keep seeing these tik toks that are like. And there's a huge feud.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

And I'm texting her like wait, is there a huge.

[Tana Mongeau]

I think it was people just kind of being led into what maybe more so of our off camera conversations can look like sometimes.

[Brooke]

Yeah. In fact we fight worse. That's my sister.

[Amari]

That's funny.

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[Amari]

I remember like when you was on the US store and I came for the last like two and a half weeks and stuff. Like. Cause Makoa wasn't there and I was and we were sharing a hotel room and like every city we were in, like, I get up and like, I knew she was fucking exhausted and stuff.

[Tana Mongeau]

I also had raging diarrhea. That was like deplete. It's just like, go actually does test me a little more.

[Amari]

Yeah, she was just like tired and stuff. I'd wake up and like just walk around the city by myself and I'd ask her, like, oh, I'm gonna go do this. Like, do you want to like, come meet me later? Do you want to? And she's like, maybe. I'm like, it's not gonna happen. But also I'm like, okay, bye. I'm just go do my thing. Like, whatever. Like I can live.

[Tana Mongeau]

It is one or the other for me. It's also hard though, because it's like I'm saying raging diarrhea and then it's like, put the whopper down then whopper at home. And I don't have raging like, I don't know what it is. Like just. Yeah, yeah. It takes a.

[Amari]

That was crazy. Yeah, that diarrhea was nuts.

[Tana Mongeau]

I remember you heard me one night.

[Amari]

Yes.

[Tana Mongeau]

And I was just like, what? You said it sounded like pouring oatmeal.

[Amari]

Yes, oatmeal. Like just falling into a toilet. I was like, oh, yeah. It was crazy.

[Tana Mongeau]

We didn't have to say that.

[Brooke]

I'm happy we did though. Making me feel closer.

[Amari]

I brought my PS5 too. I remember I turned my PS5 on and I was like, no, this is not happening right now.

[Tana Mongeau]

You know what?

[Brooke]

I want to start. I feel like we should all start playing with our Nintendo switches.

[Tana Mongeau]

So fun. I also appreciate that like gameplay with other people, like just like, like.

[Brooke]

Yeah, all sorts goods with you.

[Tana Mongeau]

My new one is adventure and I don't even. It's worse. It's even worse. I like run a little cafe and I'm deleting it tonight. It's adhd. Like, I do just have crippling adhd, that affects me in so many ways. And it's so hard because it's like, I don't know.

[Brooke]

I will say I have ADHD too. That a lot of people were like, you don't know what it's like. I'm like, no, I actually literally have that. But I. My Wellbutrin has completely eliminated like ADHD paralysis for me. Not eliminated, but like I do not experience it. Like I used to. I used to. Like, it was like, I have the world to do, so I cannot move, I cannot move my eyes, I cannot move my hands.

[Tana Mongeau]

But I'm not like that. Like, I don't know at home or in the daytime. Like it really. I was just experiencing like an extreme low during tour and like now I feel pretty back and I'm hoping Australia just doesn't do that to me.

[Brooke]

I don't think it will be good.

[Tana Mongeau]

And just the dynamics. Yeah. Like, I don't know, like just all of it. Like I'm. I love Bibi so goddamn much, but I think you might be a little less on edge.

[Brooke]

I was only on edge for like three days because of Bibi. The last three days. But boy, was I on edge.

[Amari]

I watched that tick tock of you guys eating McDonald's together in your hotel room. I felt rage for you. No, it was, I was like, oh my God. The way she was like ripping the food out of your hands and like knocking it all over your bed.

[Tana Mongeau]

She needed to feel like Mouse was there.

[Amari]

It was giving Mouse. I pictured like just us two and I was just like, oh my God. Cause I'm so the type of person that like can. I can eat in the bed and like not make a fucking psychotic mess. A lot of people can eat in the bed and not make a raging mess.

[Tana Mongeau]

You know, I. This one I just ordered like actually like over $200 in stain removing products. It's getting out of hand.

[Amari]

But I was just sitting there watching that and I was just like, oh my God. I really just like pictured like this one right there and I was like, wow, I really feel for her right now. And then just like, yeah, the way the ripping the other day, the other day we're sitting, we're laying in my bed and mind you, I have my phone in my hand laptop and my hard drive is plugged into my laptop. This bitch right here. First of all, you can't just rip a hard drive out. You have to eject it. Because then like sometimes your files can go corrupt. You can lose the entire process. I'm working on a YouTube video. She just. No. No questions asked. Just reaches for the cord that my hard drive is plugged into my computer in. Like, literally grabs it, doesn't rip it. I go, what are you doing? What are you doing? She goes, can I use this charger? That's my hard drive. And, like, still, like, hand on it, like, let it go. And also ask. Ask, like, what's your laptop at? Can I use that? Like, maybe even something like that. And then. And then, like, five minutes later, we learned about this feature on iPhones where, like, when you press this, the camera button or whatever, you can, like, zoom. Like, change the zoom. If you, like, swipe it up and down, which I didn't know, and I'm sitting there, like, amazed by it. You can change it to front camera or whatever. And I'm like, whoa, this is so cool. And I'm experimenting with it. She just rips my phone out of my hand while I'm doing it. And I was like, just what? I'm not going to.

[Brooke]

You're a barbarian.

[Amari]

No. Yeah, just what you think I'm going go through your phone? I was like, no, like, you can go through my phone. I have nothing to hide from you. It's the fact that you just ripped my phone out of my hand. Not even like a. Oh, can I see? I want to try or anything like that. Like, she just.

[Tana Mongeau]

I was like, sometimes I forget that you're like a whole human being and not like, we're not one.

[Amari]

Both of those things happening within like, 15 minutes. I was dumbfounded.

[Tana Mongeau]

My new bit of this.

[Amari]

Oh, yeah, no, yeah, she should. I was sitting my bed and she grabs my phone from my lap, and, like, I don't give a shit if she grabs my phone, but she grabs my phone phone, picks it up instantly, just, like, brings it so close to my face, swipes it up and just like. I was like, what the are you doing? You crash.

[Brooke]

She's literally barbaric.

[Amari]

It's like, what the hell?

[Tana Mongeau]

Especially with you. I just. We're like, zip legs, dude. I don't know if you heard.

[Amari]

There's no way that just happened.

[Tana Mongeau]

You took me in.

[Amari]

It was just the craziest ever.

[Tana Mongeau]

And then I always think about that. I'm like, damn, they could really just un. Adopt me.

[Amari]

That would never happen. And then we're, like, sitting in my bed for, like, now. She has, like, mind you, I'm trying to. She loves to.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm just kidding. Go on.

[Amari]

She's always like, oh, let's edit together. Can we have an editing party, blah, blah, blah. I can't. I physically have to lock myself in my room, be in my bed, edit by myself, no distractions. I can't have someone else on their laptop next to me. I just need to be alone. She does not understand that one. And, I mean, she's gotten better about it. Cause she just knows not even to ask me if we can edit together. But then now I'm clearly trying to edit. Hard drive plugged in, almost unplugged. And now she has Trevi in my room, Ashley in my room. And I'm like, okay, I haven't seen Trevi in a long time. Like, Dan had just got back. I'm like, we're hanging out a little bit. Like, okay, like, 15, 20 minutes will be fine. Like, maybe they'll get the gist. Like, I'm doing something. They're in my room for, like, two hours, and I'm sitting there, and I'm.

[Brooke]

Like, you should let him work. Working is so important. Let him work. His job is not just to be your friend.

[Tana Mongeau]

You know what's funny is I was about to hit him with a Brook out response and be like, well, me, Ashley and Trebb, we had so much fun at store, and you're not invited.

[Brooke]

I don't think that.

[Amari]

And I had a great time hanging out with her for, like, two hours. But then, like, she was like, okay, can we go upstairs? I was like, tana, no, please. You guys just sat in here for two hours.

[Tana Mongeau]

I know.

[Amari]

I'm still trying to get back to what I was doing.

[Tana Mongeau]

I have been extra fory with you lately because I haven't seen you, like, being.

[Amari]

It's been great.

[Brooke]

See, that's me. I'm just trying to force you to.

[Amari]

Go out and be embarrassed.

[Brooke]

God forbid. I just want to spend some time.

[Tana Mongeau]

With my friend, love.

[Amari]

God forbid. God forbid is, like, the best.

[Brooke]

No, but I'm gonna get dragged. I already know she. Who's gonna work if you're out drinking all day?

[Tana Mongeau]

The drinking is why I don't even drinking.

[Brooke]

Literally, I drink one time that whole.

[Amari]

I know.

[Tana Mongeau]

I also saw people, like, saying, like, Tana is a recovering addict and she cannot be around, like, an aperol spritz. And I was like, damn, they're riding for the wrong.

[Brooke]

I only drink one time. The whole time as BB I don't mind yours.

[Amari]

That you guys had looked really cute with your curious faces in that Guinness. Yeah, those looked really cute. I was like, wow, that's cool.

[Brooke]

Yeah. No, BB Got fired.

[Amari]

Okay, wait Please explain a little bit too.

[Brooke]

And I love her so much. I feel like I had a feeling.

[Amari]

Something like that would happen.

[Brooke]

Everyone knew it was coming. We anticipated it on this podcast. We were like, BB is coming. It's gonna be a horrible idea.

[Tana Mongeau]

And Makoa. I remember the moment that we found out Makoa and I were at LAX for some reason. And I told Makoa that BB was coming and he just started dying laughing. Like, we were like, this is gonna be like watching Bad Girls Club.

[Brooke]

But Tana has this completely skewed memory of what this decision making process went down as. Because when I started getting upset and like, complaining about it, Tana's like, well, what did you expect? And I'm like, actually, it's both.

[Tana Mongeau]

I think that in the beginning, obviously in my brain, but I'm not always also gonna tell you, like, my thoughts on some shit. Because, like, no, that's not true.

[Brooke]

I had another assistant or another person who was gonna come with me on the tour and I was anxious about it. Cause I was like, yeah, you.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, no. My takeaway was do what's going to make you the happiest. That's always my takeaway.

[Brooke]

It wasn't your take, it was her idea. She goes, well, don't you think just Bibi could do it? If it's. If it's this easy of a job, like, just invite Bibi to do it. And I'm like, yeah, I don't know if that's a good idea. She's like, no, she'd be fine. Like in such a short, like it. With so little responsibility, like, she would be fine. And it was your idea.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well, I think that you in the past have said, like, that would make you happier to have like, somebody who entertains you and like, a friend and like, versus, like someone in just a working role. And you don't. You don't really like to have an assistant, like, that much.

[Brooke]

I'm not good at having an assistant at all. Because I. No, I'm just not. And like, that's true.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, I'm laughing because you'll be like, I just want them to read my mind.

[Brooke]

I do. And like, that. That's like an actual issue I have. Like, I'm not used to, like, allocating, commanding someone almost. Yeah. And it feels weird. It doesn't matter even if I don't know the person. Like, my first assistant, she was amazing. But I, like, we weren't that close. So when I, like, wanted her to do something, I sometimes felt like, weird asking her And I felt like I didn't want her to feel like she was beneath me. So I would, like, not really say what I wanted or needed out of her. And then I would get so frustrated when she wasn't doing what I wanted and needed out of her. It's like, how was she to know? So, like, I made that mistake with her. And then I was like, but Bibi just knows me. She reads my mind.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. I think BB Is with that. Like, with that being said would be the best choice.

[Brooke]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

But there was this day in Amsterdam that was so funny. We have, like, some footage. Like, I'll try to review it and see, but we get this beautiful gondola, like, boat to, like, can I tell my.

[Brooke]

Can I tell my truth? My truth. Okay, so. And BB I love you more than anything. Okay. But, like, I was already, like, kind of, like, holy. I have not. I didn't expect her to really, like, do a lot. That wasn't the thing. I came. I brought her, really, because, like, she's my best friend. She's my emotional support. I want her with me everywhere I go.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

So that was, like, her real role. Okay. And I understood that.

[Tana Mongeau]

But everyone she started doing with Paige and not wanting to third wheel.

[Brooke]

Well, the problem was, I was. She was. We weren't spending any time together. So then I was like, wait, where's the emotional support? Yeah, where's my emotional support? I can't even find her. So I was already getting a little like. Like, hang out with me. You know what I mean? Like, not to force you to hang out with me, but also, like, please hang out with me.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. And like, if you're paying her.

[Brooke]

But, like, really, I started, like, thinking. Thinking just because I was like, I gotta get her to do something. I would give her, like, random tasks and my one number one thing the entire trip, like, the one major thing that I was like, I have to have this. Bibi, I need to go on a boat. Okay? I need to go on a boat. I don't care where we have to go on a boat. Nowhere we went, even had boats until our very last stop. And the second we landed, I see a boat in the water and I go, BB book the boat.

[Tana Mongeau]

Okay.

[Brooke]

I'm so excited. I'm like, BB book the boat. We're on the way to the hotel. At the hotel. I'm like, BB, have we booked the boat? She's like, I don't know, like, which. Which boat do you want? I'm like, any boat, whatever. Next morning, BB I'm Seeing boats everywhere. Are we booking a boat? She's like, I don't know what boat you want. And I'm like, well, I don't know what boats there are. Doesn't matter. No boat booked. We're walking down the street. Me and Miles go, look, Bibi, there's the boat booking store. She's like, I don't know. The website's not in English. I'm like, whatever. And it was all fine. I was like, whatever. I'm not gonna go in boat a boat until we're in.

[Tana Mongeau]

Bb stands for bad with boats. Bad.

[Brooke]

Until we're in the green room and Tana. Tana makes an announcement. I got a boat for tomorrow.

[Tana Mongeau]

No. And I'm all excited. And then Brooke's seething, and I'm like, why? I got a boat.

[Brooke]

I'm so excited to go on your boat. That's not it. It's just the fact that, like. Like, Tana, all day, she's, you know, working. And Tiana found a way to book a boat, okay? Because it was really just that easy. And now Tana has a boat, and the boat that I wanted to bring everybody on no longer can exist because now there's a different boat that everyone's gonna go on.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well, no, My boat was originally me. Mokoa Chris, videographer It wasn't.

[Brooke]

It wasn't any. It had nothing to do with your boat. It was the principle. Like, just the fact that, like, now this thing that I'm so excited, that was gonna be my thing to, like, bring everyone on this boat that I wanted, and now there is a boat, and it's not like, whatever, like, what.

[Amari]

You wanted to do, like, how it fell through.

[Bibi]

It's like.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's never about the boat or the Labu boo or the door. It's like, that's the takeaway. And then she'll just, like.

[Brooke]

It's always just the principle. So whatever. We get on the goddamn boat, okay? And the straw that broke the camel's back was this. I'm sitting there. We're whatever. We're talking, chatting, whatever, back and forth. And I stand up, and Bibi's drink is sitting on the. Like, on the cushion, and it spills all over the floor. All over, like, my outfit, my shoes, everything. And BBC.

[Amari]

Oh, did you get some, like, expensive shoes or something?

[Brooke]

Yes, my brand new little sandals. I have my little chunkless. I've been so excited to put my whole outfit around them. And I'm sitting there. I stand up. Her drink spills. I literally go. And she Goes, well, why would you stand up if there's a drink right next to you? I'm like, oh, why would there be a drink next to me? And then she, swear to God, Amari BB's BB. I love you.

[Tana Mongeau]

God, I love you so much.

[Brooke]

I'm freaking out because my shoes are like. They're leather and they're like. They change a whole different color. It really doesn't matter. The shoes don't matter. She doesn't stand up. Someone puts a rag on the ground, and she just starts pushing it around her foot while she just still is in a conversation with Paige making TikTok.

[Amari]

Oh, my God.

[Brooke]

And so I just had a fit.

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[Tana Mongeau]

So now, and it's like a small boat, but there's the front of the boat and there's the back of the boat and they're like running back and forth and switching places. I'm walking to the back of the boat and Bibi's like, is she such a fucking this. I'm walking to the front of the boat and Brooke's like, is she such a fucking. And they're going back and forth. It was bad girls club on this beautiful gondola in the middle of it.

[Brooke]

And I honestly made like such a scene. But it was because I'm like, oh, the Now I'm not on my own boat. I'm on stranger's boat.

[Tana Mongeau]

And Mokoa just turns to me at one point and he goes, could I had violins? Like, we passed this old couple with like violins eating dinner on the boat.

[Amari]

Oh my God.

[Tana Mongeau]

It was literally bad girls club on this fucking boat. And it's so funny because we all hadn't had like a big. Like, we had been doing things separately. And then I was like, wow, this is like. Because obviously, also, I think that your boat in your dream boat world would have been booked at 8, 8am and like, my boat was booked at like 3pm like, you would have had it.

[Brooke]

Yeah, no, it. It wasn't that. I don't even know the pro.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm saying the Only group interaction that we, like, all have together just turns into. What's that show? Below deck.

[Amari]

Oh, like just.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh my.

[Brooke]

You say that because I'm literally in a below deck deck, like, whole right now. But I don't know, it was, it was another one of the situations where it's like, okay, Brooke, I could have booked the book. It takes two seconds, but I could have booked the boat.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, you're paying someone.

[Brooke]

You want me being like, I just, if I, like, I want just this one thing. Like, if I ask for it, like, I want to get it. And like, to her, she was like, well, you didn't tell me what time. You didn't tell me which one. Like, blah, blah.

[Amari]

But I, I was like, well, I totally get it. Like, honestly, that would frustrate me too. And like, what you said with, like, you guys are so close, like, she knows you. Yeah, like, there's something.

[Tana Mongeau]

I just think that, like, I do agree with you on the principle, obviously. Like, yes, hiring your friends can be murky water and like, whatever. And we all know that. But I think if you pay someone to execute a task.

[Amari]

Yeah, they should execute. And you're not asking a lot of her. And like, honestly, the drink with you guys being as close as you guys are, that drink would have set me over. And that, that's like back on the.

[Brooke]

Bb screaming like it was backhand territory. Because it wasn't. It wasn't. I'm sorry. It was nothing. It was. Why the. Would you stand up?

[Amari]

Oh, see, that would. She would have been off the boat.

[Brooke]

It's Bibi. I can't stay mad at her for liter, like, tune.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

And like, you guys are also just so similar in the sense that, like, both of your, like, perceptions are. You're so, like, you know what I mean? Like, BB had her whole side of. Yeah.

[Brooke]

And BB's like. And Bibi could tell this exact same story from her perspective. And there would be no world where anyone was on my side. You know what I mean? Because it was like, to her, it's like, well, how the am I supposed to book a boat when you don't tell me the time? You don't tell me which boat. You don't like, you know what I mean?

[Tana Mongeau]

So I, I, She.

[Brooke]

She's. It was just stupid. It was like a stupid fight. But it was one of those things.

[Tana Mongeau]

Where it's like, communicate so funny. Like, like, they will communicate in passive aggression, like, through the. It's sister.

[Brooke]

It's sisters. Like, I always forget sometimes that, like.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, it's very sisters. It is. It is very like, like, you guys. Oh my God.

[Brooke]

It's like my, my. I grew up only with sisters. Like, we would beat each other. We would. Like, everything was like, you're such a stupid. Like, so in my head that's just like, that's what you do.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh, and you guys, actually, it's so. Even the Amsterdam. It was so they're doing that. You know what I mean? Just losing it. And then the next day, like they're on stage like scissoring and I'm like, what?

[Brooke]

No, that was the same day. That was two hours later.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, you're such a. I hope you die to like insert labia here.

[Brooke]

Because even like, like Tana was in there for the. The blowout after the boat was fine. Whatever.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's funny because I made a TikTok in the beginning because it started off so light hearted and I'm like, fudge. I should have kept recording that. It was.

[Brooke]

But it did not. Ended so, like, crazy and so bad. And so. Because it was just like both of our frustrations, like at once. But even then, like in the mornings, like when we see each other, it's like, it's a joke. Like we're looking at each other Like.

[Amari]

I could really only imagine the heat like running through your body though when Dana in the green room is like, so I got a boat.

[Brooke]

I'm not like, literally, my heart.

[Tana Mongeau]

Why isn't she excited?

[Brooke]

My heart sank because it's like I had this one little thing that I just wanted so badly to be like, oh my God, I'm gonna have this boat and everyone's gonna come on this boat.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

And then I already had to slow my boat gate.

[Tana Mongeau]

God damn. I think I was sorting my goods off the boat.

[Brooke]

But it's still a bit today still. Like people. Baby's like, the other day we're making banana bread and she's like, look how good I am at assisting.

[Amari]

It's also funny because, like, not only has she assisted you, but she's also assisted you.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, and I mean, Baby is the talent.

[Brooke]

What my takeaway is like, BB was never meant. She's not supposed to be anyone's.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, I really like realized that this year too. Like, I don't know. Yeah. The assistant role. Like, I just. I don't know because even just with Paige leaving, there were a couple like weeks to a month there where I had no one. Right. And I'm just like, I was having to do all these and I was like, God damn, it's so wild how much coordinating scheduling and just, like, back and forth conversations. The amount of people you already know. An email could be a text. A text could be a thought, a fucking just. And just so much shit. And just, like, shelfing your own life. And, like. Yeah, I mean, I could never do it. Like, I think anyone who, like, is a very main character in their own world. Own world or in their own head, like, it's. It's very hard to shelf your life and your thoughts and even put your emotions to the side and, like.

[Advertisement Voice]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

And compartmentalize. And.

[Brooke]

I'm not good at having this. I feel like you're so good at, like. Like, delegating and being like, this is what I need. This is when. Whatever.

[Tana Mongeau]

Because it's the only way it will work.

[Brooke]

I'm such a procrastinator, and everything gives me so much anxiety that it's almost like if I have to, like, go, you know, like, spell it out, then it's like, I might as well be doing it.

[Tana Mongeau]

Well, that's. If someone. Someone. No, like, you could definitely get in a rhythm with someone. You're, like, delegating, and they are helping you out.

[Brooke]

I'm just not, like, a strong communicator like that. Like, I don't. It just.

[Tana Mongeau]

If you want someone to read your mind and then get mad when they don't read your mind, that's not possible, you know?

[Amari]

But, yeah, there's one I think about often. You guys think Emma Chamberlain has an assistant?

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. Oh, yeah.

[Amari]

Yeah. You think so?

[Tana Mongeau]

Of course. Multiple. If I had to guess.

[Brooke]

Oh, my God. Have you guys been to the New Chamberlain coffee at Century City?

[Amari]

I haven't.

[Brooke]

I, like, so good.

[Tana Mongeau]

I tried to go, but I got mobbed.

[Brooke]

I still believe that, period.

[Tana Mongeau]

It was. Honestly, it was. I was like, yeah, I love Emma.

[Amari]

We go way back.

[Tana Mongeau]

I do love her so much.

[Brooke]

I'm obsessed with her.

[Amari]

Like, I love her podcast.

[Tana Mongeau]

I was just gonna say I love.

[Amari]

Her podcast so much. It's just, like, so raw, so soft.

[Brooke]

I just love her. I love everything about her.

[Amari]

Do you guys watch Alex? Alex rolls vlogs.

[Tana Mongeau]

No. I have.

[Brooke]

I see clips of them, though.

[Amari]

Yeah, I think so. Obviously, she doesn't podcast anymore, and I'm not gonna lie, she doesn't.

[Brooke]

It.

[Amari]

No.

[Brooke]

Why?

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh.

[Brooke]

Oh.

[Amari]

Oh, yeah. But I'm not gonna lie. I did not enjoy her podcast. I really just.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm, like, trying to get out of the clip.

[Amari]

No, I didn't enjoy her podcast. I think she's awesome. I met her for the first time Recently. She's so sweet. She's so gorgeous and stuff. I love her vlogs. I think her vlogs, well, it's just.

[Tana Mongeau]

A smarter, like, business wise, because I think so much of her strong suit. It is like her life is so cool. Like, showing the life version versus speaking in detail about the.

[Brooke]

She's meant to be watched. Like, she's. She's so captivating. Like, everything she does says her life, her friends, like, everything.

[Amari]

So cool.

[Brooke]

You're so locked in. I feel like it's hard to like, for that to translate.

[Amari]

Yeah. It's like, when she's talking about it, it's almost like, damn, I want to know what this looks like. I want to see this.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, yeah, you.

[Amari]

Like, I'm there.

[Tana Mongeau]

Such a smart business.

[Amari]

Her vlogs. I'm always. Every time I watch one of her vlogs, I'm like, damn. Like, I'm just like, can y' all do this?

[Brooke]

Yeah. I saw. I saw her looking for the artist bands, like, at Coachella. It's just like a clip of her looking for her. Her artist wristband. And she's like, she's digging through a room, blah, blah. Nino Dove comes out of the corner. She's like, oh, yeah, can you let me in? Alex is like, is that Nina Dobr?

[Tana Mongeau]

That's iconic as it's. She's most iconic.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

I live for Alex Earl. I want her to have all the success in the world.

[Tana Mongeau]

Went from, like, Coachella during the night to, like, wake up and go speak at Harvard the next week. She's sipping Mark. She's. It is. It is just so funny to me because I'm like, you want to talk about bad?

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

What do you guys think about her dad being her manager? I think that's like, the most interesting thing.

[Amari]

Oh, yes. Yeah.

[Brooke]

Her dad from the beginning of time.

[Amari]

I did not know that. That's crazy.

[Tana Mongeau]

I think that you occasionally hear the stories of it working out like Tish Cyrus or like, it working out so perfectly. But I feel like just. I'm not talking about Alex Earl. I'm talking about as a blanket statement. I feel like if I had to gather every story I've heard of that only 10% are successful.

[Amari]

Yeah. Like, more often than, like, really.

[Brooke]

I think in her particular case, it.

[Tana Mongeau]

Just works so well because she's.

[Brooke]

Everything she does is so centered around business and her dad is such a successful, like, businessman.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

So make sense. She obviously has her agents and stuff too. But I always, like, when I found that out, I was like, oh, My God.

[Amari]

I could also just tell she has an amazing relationship with her family and you see that through like all of her content. Honestly, they vary.

[Brooke]

Like I love her little siblings. They're so cute.

[Amari]

Yeah. Honestly, all of them are so.

[Tana Mongeau]

I would do anything for an Alex or reality show.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like that, that is like someone who needs.

[Brooke]

I want to know, I want to know everything.

[Tana Mongeau]

Just all of the dynamic of everything. Like it's just. And, and just the busyness.

[Brooke]

Yeah. I want to see her dad, open her email and be like 500k.

[Tana Mongeau]

Hell, hell never. Isn't that crazy? Like Alex Ro probably frequently turns down if I had to guess.

[Brooke]

You know what's funny is seeing Tik Toks being like, I Alex Earl is making $70,000 a month. And I like. And I want to be like, Alex Earl is making millions of dollars a month. Yeah, millions.

[Amari]

I want Carl's Jr. Probably made her so much fucking money.

[Tana Mongeau]

I just found out what an influencer that we know got paid to do like a one day shoot with a big brand and I was like, oh my God, can you tell us?

[Brooke]

We'll bleep it.

[Tana Mongeau]

You were there. You know who it is?

[Brooke]

I don't know.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's the guy or okay, well yeah, we'll just cut it but. Or bleep it or whatever. But, but like got paid like over like a fucking million dollars to go shoot for like three hours. Like millions. And it's so funny because I just like obviously I will die having never experienced that side of this job and I wouldn't trade like my life for anything and like, you know what I mean? But it's just, it's so wild.

[Brooke]

Yeah, yeah. Just the like you don't the money like that the Jake Shane's, the Alex Earls are making like it's so wild.

[Tana Mongeau]

And I just, the dream to me is to have that like workload. Like I just feel like when I like I'm like, oh, I want to make the X amount of dollars doing something. The amount of like work time, effort, meetings, creative shooting, all of it. Like, you know, because it's usually like a self. More self.

[Amari]

Yeah, you do a fuck ton.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Amari]

Yeah. I thought you were saying you like.

[Tana Mongeau]

No, I'm saying like how awesome would it be to fucking million dollars for a three hour shoot? Because you've never talked about getting with a toothbrush online. You know like that's, it's like wild. But yeah, I wouldn't trade it for the world. I don't know even like I'll talk to Camila sometimes. And we talk like, we talk a lot about that. Like, where she's like, I want to break the mold for being an of girl, but then also being like, brand safe. And I'm like, hell yeah, girl, you try. You know what I mean? Like, and I think she could do it. This isn't me. Like, on the idea of that, if anything, I think it's awesome that that's the way that she thinks about things and looks at things. But I think that I, for so long was like, I'm gonna do that. And then like, I had to just make peace with like, you know what I mean? Like, I might not ever get that goddamn Chili's deal and I might joke about it, but like, the connection I have with my fans because I know for a fact that I'm never like getting on camera and being someone else. It's more valuable and like, yeah, that, like, I don't know. Yeah, them seeing all of my mistakes is just as valuable as them seeing like all of my like, happy moments. Cause it like shows them, them, they can also grow and.

[Brooke]

Yeah, I don't know, I definitely see that still for you, 100%. And I always use Trisha as an example. But like, Trisha has every opportunity in the world right now.

[Tana Mongeau]

I'm fine with being like a role model for the fuck up girls that like, you can build it all yourself. You are people.

[Brooke]

I mean, people.

[Amari]

And people need that.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

You know, you are like so many people.

[Tana Mongeau]

Feels like, I know. And it's just like, very sweet. Yeah. Like, I wouldn't change it for the world.

[Brooke]

I don't know. I. I see so much more value in the fact that like, so many people are actually like moved and changed by you.

[Tana Mongeau]

Then like, that's what I'm trying to say is it's like I would. Yes. Like, of course. It's like, okay, Chili's, please pay me to eat your triple dip, where I'm just gaining weight. And like, I would literally live. But like, at the same time, like, I don't know, like, it feels nice.

[Amari]

To be here for more than just entertainment. Entertainment.

[Brooke]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah. And. And just like you, you don't. I don't know. I. I don't want to sit here and say, like, you don't see a lot of archetypes like me on social media a lot. But like, I do have that special bond with my fan base where it's.

[Brooke]

Like, well, you don't. It's special. It's like not to say that these people aren't up but like people aren't showing it.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh my God. What did I just see? The other day I saw this tick tock where this, this woman, she's in the bathroom. Like she's talking about this. She's still actively with this man. They have a kid together. Together like this, this woman has a kid with this man and he named their daughter Sophie Rain and she had no idea why.

[Brooke]

No.

[Tana Mongeau]

And then like come to find out he named the daughter Sophie Rain after like of girl Sophie Rain.

[Amari]

That's crazy.

[Brooke]

Like well that's the most terrifying thing in the entire world.

[Tana Mongeau]

Imagine your dismay when you find out that your husband that you think you love and you think is like a good person named your daughter after an of girl.

[Brooke]

Have you not seen like the amount of people who get like their kids are named after like their husband's mistresses and stuff? Like Adam Levine almost named his daughter Sumner.

[Amari]

Really?

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah.

[Amari]

That's crazy.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's so diabolical. I've been learning a lot lately about.

[Brooke]

No, this is. This lady trolls. She's fake.

[Tana Mongeau]

She's fake.

[Brooke]

She makes. Yeah, she's a troll.

[Tana Mongeau]

Damn. I mean with the wizard Liz going on, I just don't put anything past.

[Brooke]

She makes tik toks all the time. Just being like, like she's like, like yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

Damn. I mean that's good.

[Brooke]

She's good at going viral though. I literally want to send that to my mom and be like post tick tocks like this. I'm not kidding.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh my God.

[Brooke]

Make money.

[Tana Mongeau]

That makes me happy that it's not a real story. But also societally we are at a point where that 100 could be a real story which is just.

[Amari]

Oh, so it didn't actually happen?

[Tana Mongeau]

No, she just trolls.

[Amari]

Okay.

[Tana Mongeau]

What a weird. I don't know if I live for.

[Amari]

That.

[Tana Mongeau]

Britney Spears Balenciaga shirts. I was actually thinking about getting one for Trisha today. I need to like look into that.

[Brooke]

What is it?

[Tana Mongeau]

Balenciaga's been doing these drops with like celebrities faces and on there.

[Brooke]

Does Britney get any money from that?

[Tana Mongeau]

Yeah, that's whenever I see anything. Britney Spears. My only takeaway is I hope she loves this, wants it and is making.

[Amari]

Yeah, I guess it's like the designer of Balenciaga that's doing the Britney.

[Tana Mongeau]

It's like his last. It's like her last like last line ever.

[Amari]

And so that's why Britain is down.

[Tana Mongeau]

To do it because it's like his last project. That's really cool.

[Amari]

But they are $800, 800 T shirts, 800 T shirts too much.

[Tana Mongeau]

But Balenciaga has always kind of done that, right? Like, even when they had the, like, button up with the button up attached, the iconic Trisha Paytas button up. Like, they were charging astronomically for that. Or, like, didn't they also do the stained T shirts and jeans, like, just look, look like. Remember those jeans that look like you pissed yourself, but they were like $2,000.

[Brooke]

I don't know. I've never really been with Balenciaga.

[Tana Mongeau]

I am, like, weirdly Jesus potentially. Damn, it's Britney. Ellen Pompeo was detained and held in the airport.

[Brooke]

Like, I'm pretty sure, like, the feds.

[Tana Mongeau]

Showed up for her because they thought her air one sunflower seeds were a bomb threat.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Brooke]

Or like a drug or something.

[Amari]

Like, that's insane.

[Tana Mongeau]

Like, I just have the worst.

[Brooke]

But, you know, she's just so cool. Pompeo is.

[Amari]

I'm obsessed with her, especially because I've been on my Grey's Anatomy kick. Like, I just.

[Brooke]

Is this your first time going through?

[Amari]

Yeah, I'm on season, like, 16, I want to say.

[Brooke]

Oh, you're on season 16, so you've passed, like, the most important moment of all time that will ruin you. And you haven't gotten there yet, so we can't even tell you about it.

[Amari]

Wait, what?

[Brooke]

Obviously John Doe bus crash.

[Amari]

Oh.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh, you need to make me start it because I. I want to. I actually, like, really, really want to. I've also just been having so many problems with my television not working and everything in my house. I had to pay someone 500 today to come make sound come out of my TV because the last person that I just had come to, like, fix our sound system broke my tv. Like, I keep having people come break and then having to pay other people to come and fix the shit.

[Brooke]

The only thing I've gathered from you having bought a house is that. Never buy a house.

[Tana Mongeau]

I had a. I had a guy come the other day. Oh, sorry.

[Amari]

Today our pool guy came to come and, like, inspect our pool heater because, like, the wires got chewed up or whatever by rats and stuff. So it's trying to.

[Tana Mongeau]

Mind you, there was an inspection seven days before that that cleared that nothing was wrong with the pool heater. It happened seven days after the inspection that I paid for.

[Amari]

Today the guy opens up the pool heater. There's live rats in there through all.

[Tana Mongeau]

Of it and pull. You'd think a pool heater was like, like, decently priced.

[Brooke]

No, you wouldn't. Honestly, I wouldn't. How much does it cost?

[Amari]

Like five, six.

[Tana Mongeau]

Oh, I would think more seven, eight.

[Amari]

Depends like, really what kind of pool heater you want. How big's your pool? What quality of a pool heater?

[Tana Mongeau]

Guess that's on me for getting an Olympic size pool. You know what I mean? It's like, Tana, I tried to swim from one end to the other the other day.

[Amari]

It's okay to my elbow, like knock on wood. But like, what, A fucking earthquake's gonna put a fucking crack in the basketball court.

[Tana Mongeau]

I know. Even the PTSD with like just the fires, like, really thinking my house burned down? No, this guy comes the other day and no smart home ever is smart, by the way. I think all of the systems are just. And, and, and again, this is me bitching about a champagne problem. But he comes and all of our gates and like doors to enter everything in the house are like codes, codes and like security like that, like they're very digital, right? And he comes for an issue that we're having with just like the speakers, like outside, like something that has, has absolutely nothing to do with all of our gates to enter our home. And he leaves. He fixes that. And then I leave the house and I try to walk back in. And I'm entering the gate, all the gates and the front doors and everything, like, nothing works. I'm, I, I can't get into my fucking smart fortress. And I call this man. He's like, I can come back in two weeks. I'm like, why would you leave? Why would you leave? How do you feel okay with charging me this much money? And you just left my house and I can't even get into it in any way. And it's like, not like two weeks from now. Like it'd be fine if it was like a light bulb. I can't enter or exit. That's how I spilled sriracha all over my shirt. Cuz I was crashing out to this man.

[Brooke]

No, I don't think you should be even allowed to charge if you haven't done the job and done it right.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

He's like, I had to get my kids from school. It's like all Uber them here. If it's the only time that you can let get me to let into my.

[Amari]

We just had someone come yesterday to do something and then they literally had to come back today because what they did didn't work properly or it worked for 24 hours.

[Tana Mongeau]

And how come no one at control four can control the four. I'm done. I want to talk about our old drug dealer and all of Los Angeles's drug dealer. But I think we should save it for the Patreon.

[Amari]

Yeah, for sure.

[Tana Mongeau]

We were just reflecting on. That's funny, that in the car. And it's. It's very. It's just a wild, wild. You'll know. You'll know the time. But I think we should hop on over to the Patreon. Patreon, right.

[Brooke]

Yeah.

[Amari]

Yeah.

[Tana Mongeau]

And, Amari, thank you so much for coming on. I feel like I just love these episodes so much. Like, me too. I feel fulfilled leaving them. And we appreciate your presence.

[Amari]

Very fun.

[Tana Mongeau]

And our solos, I feel fulfilled. I just. I don't know, the last two episodes, I was really like, damn, what the did we just talk about? And that's not. That's on no one but me. Like, just me being brain dead. Okay. We love you guys so much and.

[Amari]

We will talk soon. Love you guys.

[Tana Mongeau]

In the next episode of the canceled podcast, yay.