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As they were unable to date openly the way other young people in the United States typically would, their relationship had moved quickly and they were already discussing marriage as a way to be together. Khalil and Jannah would often talk about heavy topics, including violent crimes committed by the terrorist group Islamic State. During one such conversation in December 2015, Khalil made an alarming confession. He told Jahna, I tried to shoot up a church one day. I don't know the name of it, but it's close to my job. It's one of the biggest ones in Detroit. Ya, I had it planned out. I bought a bunch of bullets. I practiced a lot with it. I practised reloading and unloading. But my dad searched my car one day and he found everything. He found the gun and the bullets and a mask I was going to wear. Khalil said he'd decided to attack a church because it was an easy target. Lots of people would be in attendance and would be unarmed. Plus it would make the news, he added. He had an AK47 rifle so he would be capable of shooting many victims. When Jana asked Khalil if he would have shot women and children at the church as well as men, he responded, I would have killed every, every last one of them. I would have shown no mercy. Khalil Rayyan was raised in the Detroit suburb of Dearborn Heights, which had a large Arab American population. Many women in the area wore hijabs, a head covering wrapped over the hair and beneath the chin. Some men wore long, loose fitting robes known as a thobe, and the call to prayer could be heard echoing through parts of the suburb five times a day. Kahlil was the son of Palestinian immigrants, though his parents split up when he was three. He was then primarily raised by his father's family and he received plenty of love and care while at home. He had six younger siblings and step siblings. But despite growing up in an Arab American family and neighbourhood, Khalil felt torn between two worlds. He also wanted to be an ordinary American kid, so he sometimes went by the nicknames K or Ray to sound less foreign. In September 2001, when Khalil was seven years old, the 911 attacks changed everything. They were committed by 19 terrorists, all of whom were extremist Muslims affiliated with the jihadist group Al Qaeda, an armed militant organization dedicated to establishing fundamentalist Islamic state. Suddenly, some people in Khalil's community began looking at him differently. He was bullied at school for his heritage and began lying about his background, telling people he was Hispanic or Italian. Although he lived in a strong Arab American community, in a broader sense, Khalil felt like an outsider. As he grew older, he became more troubled. At the age of 12, he had a dream that he took a gun to school and shot his entire class. He later told a teacher about the nightmare and he was referred to counselling. As a teenager, Khalil developed a reputation for being a class clown at the charter high school he attended, where the other students were also of mostly Muslim and Arab descent. But he also became the target of bullies and was given suspension on at least three separate occasions after getting into fights. While his home life was stable, Khalil struggled with his peers and with depression. By the age of 17, he'd started using cannabis. It was after graduating, however, that Khalil's problems escalated. He briefly attended college, but his poor mental health and drug use led to him failing his classes. He decided to essentially drop out and take a break from studying to work full time as a pizza delivery driver. Khalil's father was an engineer with two master's degrees and he also owned a pizzeria. Working for his father at the pizzeria seemed like a good solution. However, without the structure of school and the friends he'd previously seen daily, Khalil's depression worsened. His job was isolating, involving long hours alone in a car, sometimes up to 70 hours a week. Khalil became even more dependent on drugs, often smoking between deliveries to curb his boredom and a low mood. By the age of 19, he was often smoking between 10 and 15 cannabis joints a day. To make matters worse, Kahlil often felt unsafe while working. Detroit could be a dangerous city and Khalil was generally working late at night. He had to deliver pizza at sketchy looking apartment buildings or on blocks with no porch lights to aid visibility. On more than one occasion, Khalil would pull up at an address to deliver a pizza, only to find it was an abandoned house and there were people waiting there to jump and rob him. Sometimes Khalil was even robbed at gunpoint. Feeling lonely, angry and powerless, Khalil suffered something of an identity crisis. Wondering who he was and where he belonged, he began spending his free time retreating online to seek out a sense of belonging with other young Muslims his age. Then he started seeking out shocking and graphic content as a distraction from his own feelings. Seeing real gore and violence just felt like an escalation from watching an action movie. It involved the same shock and awe on a heightened level. By this time it was 2014 and the actions of the terrorist group Islamic State, or is, had captured the world's attention. Militants from IS had taken over large territories in eastern Syria, where there was an ongoing civil war, and northwestern Iraq, where local military forces were dwindling. IS declared itself to be a caliphate, the term for a state under the leadership of a religious Muslim. Considered a successor to the Islamic prophet Muhammad, IS adheres to a radical, pro Sunni Islamist ideology and seeks to establish a global caliphate through armed struggle. It was designated as a terrorist organisation by the United states government in April 2014. As they conquered parts of Syria and Iraq, IS became known for their use of social media to disseminate their message. They posted news photos and videos on Twitter as a way to reach a broader audience beyond their geographical borders and radicalise sympathetic individuals abroad. IS also became known for their brutality. Much of the content they shared featured shocking acts of violence against those they deemed their enemies. One such video was of a Jordanian pilot they had captured being set on fire and burned to death. Others showed men who were suspected by IS of being gay being thrown off a high rise building as a form of execution. IS also used public beheadings to terrorise and punish, and filmed soldiers, journalists, aid workers and others being killed this way. In one incident, a French citizen and mountaineering guide named Herve Gourdel was kidnapped in Algeria, then held hostage before being beheaded. This crime was filmed and released online under the title A Message of Blood for French Government. Khalil Rhian had a Twitter account using the handle khalilrey21. In November 2014, he started seeking out IS content. He liked propaganda posts about their victories, including videos of beheadings and the Jordanian pilot murder. Sometimes he would retweet posts, resharing them on his own profile or reply with a comment. In one instance, he asked another Twitter user if they had a link to a video showing people being thrown from a tall building. When the other user shared it with him, Khalil replied, thanks, that made my day. Khalil sent some photos of beheadings to his brother. He saved one such photo as the screensaver on his smartphone. Emboldened by the online world he was falling into, Khalil took a photograph of himself and two friends all dressed in camouflage. Kahlil was holding a semi automatic pistol in his right hand. His left hand was pointing skyward, his index finger raised. This gesture was a commonly acknowledged sign of support for Islamic State, known as the Tawhid, a term referring to the oneness of God. Neither of Khalil's friends were making the gesture. On Thursday, February 19, 2015, Khalil shared this photograph on his Twitter account. Throughout 2015, Khalil continued to immerse himself in is content. After clocking off from work late in the year, he decided to buy a gun. On Monday, October 5, Khalil went to a Dearborn Heights sporting goods store and purchased a.22 calibre revolver. To complete the purchase, he had to fill out a form required by the Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms, commonly known as the ATF. Question 11e on the form asked, are you an unlawful user of or addicted to marijuana or any depressant, stimulant, narcotic drug or any other controlled substance? Khalil checked no and signed the form. Two days later, Khalil left work and got into his 2001 Buick sentry. As he was driving away from the pizzeria, he noticed two police cars with their lights on, signalling him to pull over. Khalil did so at a nearby intersection. The officers approached him on foot with their weapons drawn, later saying that as they did so, they could see him still seated in his car, bending down and making hurried movements as though hiding something. When the officers reached Khalil, they noticed a strong smell of cannabis and asked Khalil to exit the vehicle. As Khalil did so, he told the officers that his gun was in the car. The officers found it on the floor under the driver's seat. When Khalil asked the officers why they had pulled him over in the first place, one told him that he'd been speeding. Another pointed to some prayer beads Khalil had hanging from his rearview mirror and said they'd stopped him for obstruction of vision. K9 units were called in and police also recovered a plastic bag under the dashboard which contained a black vial, three sleeping pills and four baggies of cannabis. In total. The search took about three hours. Khalil was arrested for possession of cannabis and for carrying a concealed weapon. Michigan was an open carry state, meaning residents were permitted to carry firearms provided they were displayed openly. To conceal Carrie, you needed a special licence. Kahlil did not have this licence and hiding a gun under his driver's seat counted as concealment. Khalil waived his Miranda rights and provided a full statement to the police stating I tried to hide the gun under my seat because I panicked. I think my fidgeting made the police officer nervous because he ordered me out of the car. That's when I told him, hey man, I got a pistol. Khalil Rayyan spent the night in jail and was released on bond. The following morning Khalil was charged with carrying a concealed weapon and illegal possession of a controlled substance. One month later, at around the same time on Sunday, November 15, he tried to buy another gun. He went to a different sporting goods store and again filled out the ATF form the same way, but this time his purchase was blocked due to his pending court case. Later that day, Khalil and a friend went to a local firing range. The pair rented an AK47 and an AR15 rifle, both of which are military style firearms. Background checks were not required for this. Khalil took photographs of himself holding the weapons and two weeks later he posted one of these pictures on Twitter. He captioned the photo Sawat Hunting. Sawat is an is term for a person who opposes their group, originally referring to the Sunni tribesmen who fought alongside US led coalition troops in Iraq. About one week after Rayan posted this photo, he received a direct message on Twitter from a 23 year old woman called Garda. She'd noticed his account and was reaching out. Gada told Khalil she was of Pakistani descent and lived in Cleveland, Ohio. She shared some photos of herself with Khalil. Some were selfies she'd taken in front of a mirror. Others were her with her family. Kahlil thought she was beautiful. The pair exchanged phone numbers and soon they were texting each other daily. Khalil had never had a girlfriend before. Their relationship quickly escalated from getting to know one another by asking questions about their lives to a serious romance where they were discussing marriage. Khalil told Gada that his religious faith forbade him from playing games with her. If they were going to be together, it needed to be a commitment. Within a week of meeting, they were describing themselves as engaged. Although he was yet to meet Garda in person, her presence in Khalil's life had already made an enormous impact. In one message he told while I was driving. I started to cry because of how happy I am to have you. Don't cry my love, please, garda replied. It's tears of joy, khalil reassured her. I never felt this way before. The lovestruck young couple discussed what their wedding would be like and how many children they would have. Eager to progress to the next stage of their relationship. Khalil said he didn't want them to sneak around behind their families backs. Instead, their parents should meet one another. He spoke about it with his father, who said he was happy to go to Ohio with Khalil to meet Gada and plan their wedding. Khalil went back to Garda to share the news, but wasn't met with the joy he expected. Instead, Gada said she was having second thoughts about everything and wasn't sure it was a good idea. She then stopped responding to Khalil altogether. 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Jahnah told Khalil that she felt an overwhelming urge to talk to him and she believed God had connected them. Jeanne had suffered a lot recently and was deeply depressed. Like Khalil, she'd experienced heartbreak. She had been engaged to a young man named Ahmad who had died during an airstrike in Syria. Two of Jahna's cousins had also been killed by anti IS forces. Now she was living at home with her parents, whom she felt were destroying her life. Jeanne was suicidal and needed somebody to talk to. Over the course of mid to late December 2015, Khalil and Jeanne began communicating daily. Khalil developed romantic feelings for Jeanne quickly, but she was slower to respond. Jeanne seemed too absorbed by her own pain to be interested in dating at all. Nevertheless, the two became close and were soon confiding intimate thoughts and feelings to one another. They found some common ground in their feelings about Islamic State. Jeanne was a staunch supporter of the group as she blamed their enemies for the deaths of her fiance and cousins. Khalil began confessing some of his darker thoughts to Jeanne. He told her about a plan he'd had to shoot up a church near his home with an AK47. He'd chosen it as a target because lots of people went there and he knew the parishioners would be unarmed. Khalil told Jahnah he would show no mercy, even killing women and children. Honestly, I regret not doing it. If I can't go do jihad in the Middle East, I would do my jihad over here. Maybe down the line I can try again. Jihad is an Arabic word that translates to struggling. In an Islamic context, it can refer to an individual striving to live a moral life or to put efforts towards building a good Muslim community. However, in the context of extremist Islam, it has come to mean an armed struggle against perceived enemies of the religion. Jahna understood where Khalil was coming from. She told him, jihad is my dream. She was suicidal, but only had interest in dying if she could martyr herself for God and as revenge for the deaths of Syrians and Iraqis following international invasions. The following month, Khalil told Jahnah that hearing about shootings and murder excited him. I would gladly behead people if I needed to, he said. It is my dream to behead someone. He claimed that sometimes Satan spoke to him at night, telling him to burn people alive and cut their tongues. Khalil also wanted to murder one of the police officers who'd arrested him for concealed carry and possession of a controlled substance a few months earlier. Khalil explained that his trial had been delayed because the officer in question had suffered a heart attack and was in hospital. Khalil said he wanted to commit a martyrdom operation at the hospital, killing the officer in the process. Khalil also said he was now carrying a large knife or sword in his car in case he ever got into a fight. He told Jeanne that his father knew about Khalil's support of IS and that he'd told his father that he wanted to make jihad. Khalil's father did not support this and had warned his son to be careful about what he said and posted online On Thursday, February 4, 2016, Khalil received a text message from Jahnah early in the morning. She asked whether he was going to work that day. Khalil replied that he was, then got ready for his shift. He left home and stopped to get gas before driving to work. Khalil was opening up the pizzeria that day and as he approached the front door he suddenly saw a man with an AR style rifle aimed at him. He ordered Khalil to get on the ground. Soon there was a swarm of other people surrounding him, all brandishing firearms and wearing bulletproof vests. They were agents for the Federal Bureau of Investigation, or FBI. As they placed Khalil under arrest and searched the pizzeria, a simultaneous raid was taking place at his family home. His mother and younger sister were escorted from the premises while his younger brother was handcuffed. Khalil Rayyan was taken to the FBI headquarters and placed in an interrogation room. An agent informed him that he was under arrest for possession of a firearm by an unlawful user of a controlled substance. Khalil already knew he had state charges pending for these offences and wasn't aware they'd been upgraded to a federal level. He requested a lawyer several times, but the FBI agent told him he had some questions to ask first. What is your involvement with Islamic State? The agent asked. At that point, Khalil realised he was under investigation for terrorism. He responded by asking what he was being charged with. The agent repeated that it was just a gun case, but followed up by asking about posts Khalil had shared on social media and his thoughts about Islamic State. He then brought up Ajana, implying that she was being questioned simultaneously in the room next door. The agent knew about things the two had discussed, like Khalil's plan to commit a mass shooting at a church and his desire to behead people. At that point, Khalil began to worry about Jeanne. If the FBI had evidence against them, he wanted to take the wrap so she could go free. Despite the agent's questions, no additional charges were laid against Khalil, nor was he charged with anything relating to terrorism. But this time he wasn't being released on bond. He was to be held in federal custody until his case was resolved almost two weeks later. On Tuesday, February 16, Khalil was charged in a two count indictment. He was being charged with making a false statement to acquire a firearm for lying on the ATF form when purchasing his handgun by stating he wasn't an unlawful user of a controlled substance. He was also charged with possession of a firearm by a prohibited person. As Khalil sat in court, his attorney went through his charge sheet. After reading it, she turned to Khalil and told him that the woman he knew was his girlfriend, Jeanne Bride, didn't exist at all. It turned out that the FBI had been monitoring Khalil Rayyan ever since May 2015. After his Twitter account came to their attention, his comments and posts in favour of IS activities had been flagged and a review found that he'd been liking and retweeting IS propaganda for over six months. The FBI began investigating Khalil via a number of methods, including monitoring of his social media accounts and surveillance. A few months after they first began surveilling Khalil, the FBI became aware that he'd bought a firearm. They arranged for local police to pull Khalil over just two days after the purchase under the guise of a routine traffic stop. It was then that Khalil was first charged with criminal offences for the concealed carry of the gun and possession of a controlled substance. The FBI has not released the full facts of their investigation into Khalil, but it is believed that they first attempted to approach him undercover about two months after his arrest, using the online Persona of Garda. Garda initiated a whirlwind romance with Khalil via Twitter, and he had believed that they were engaged to be married. But then Gara abruptly entered the relationship, leaving Khalil feeling broken. A few days after Khalil last heard from Garda, either the same agent or another one reached out to Khalil again with a brand new Persona. Unlike Gara, Jeanne Bride's approach was grounded in a strong focus on Islamic State. The agent operating as Jhana gave her a history steeped in conflicts taking place in the Middle east and repeatedly turned their conversations to the topics of jihad, martyrdom and IS. During conversations throughout December 2015 and January 2016, Khalil made a number of statements that the FBI took as indications he might be planning a terror attack. These included claims that he'd previously planned to shoot up a church. Based on information in Khalil's messages, agents were able to identify a church that fit the description he gave. It was less than half a mile from the pizzeria where Khalil worked and stretched across two blocks. It was a large building with a capacity to fit 6,000 people. In late January 2016, Khalil also talked about wanting to go to the hospital where the officer who arrested him was being cared for and murdering him. The next day, he told Jeanne how he carried a sword in his car and added, I would gladly behead people if I needed to. About two weeks after this, on Thursday, February 4th, FBI agents struck. They arrested Khalil at his workplace and confronted him with what they knew about his terrorist ambitions. In the days following Khalil Rayyan's second arrest, articles were published about the incident in local and national newspapers and media outlets. Headlines announced that a 21 year old man had been arrested on suspicion of supporting Islamic State and planning to attack a Detroit church. Kahlil was portrayed as a dangerous budding terrorist who had been successfully stopped before he'd caused harm. The FBI's criminal complaint against Khalil was also shared online. The affidavit contained this notable quote from FBI Special Agent Alan Since May of 2015, the FBI has been conducting an investigation of Khalil Abu Rayyan regarding increasingly violent threats he has made to others about committing acts of terror and martyrdom, including brutal acts against police officers, churchgoers and others on behalf of the foreign terrorist organisation Islamic State of Iraq and Levant. Khalil was held on bond and had to undergo a competency exam to prove he was fit to stand trial. A grand jury indicted Khalil on the two gun related felonies. The FBI had initially charged him with making a false statement to acquire a firearm and possession of a firearm by a prohibited person. However, the grand jury did not indict Khalil on any terrorism charges. On Tuesday, September 13, 2016, Khalil faced court on the advice of his attorney. He pleaded guilty to the two federal firearm charges. He had already pleaded guilty to the state charges relating to the same offences and the evidence against him was clear. Khalil told the court of his deep remorse for his actions, stating, I am so ashamed I have humiliated myself. That conduct is not who I am or what I believe in. Islamic State has nothing to do with Islam. I have shamed my faith. I have shamed the Muslim people. Sentencing guidelines for these charges typically called for 10 to 16 months in prison. The judge spoke for an hour before sentencing Khalil, focusing primarily on Khalil's support for Islamic State. This is not merely viewing an Islamic State website, the judge stated while pointing to the threats Khalil had shared with the Janna. The judge also cited the photo Khalil had posted of himself to Twitter, holding a military grade rifle and claiming he was sawat hunting. Although Khalil had expressed remorse for holding these sentiments, the judge said his apology was too little too late. He sentenced Khalil Rayyan to five years in federal prison. Although the shocking headlines about Khalil's planned terrorist attacks had scared some members of the public, there were others who harboured concerns about the case against the young man. Civil rights advocates and Muslim American leaders believed Khalil's case was emblematic of a larger abuse of power taking place. What hadn't been included in the FBI's criminal complaint against Khalil Rayyan was mitigating evidence that indicated indicated he had never had any intention to commit a terrorist act at all. In fact, the evidence provided by the government was missing key portions of the conversations between Khalil and Jahna, with nothing at all provided from before December 23, 2015, well into the pair's relationship. The government claimed these omissions were due to a printing error, but Khalil's defence team suspected otherwise. They filed a motion for discovery to gain access to the FBI's full case against Khalil. The government was able to successfully withhold most of its surveillance evidence by arguing that doing so would protect national security. But a closer look at the conversations between Khalil and Jhana that were available still provided greater clarity as to what had actually taken place. From the start, Jeanne Bride had presented as a deeply depressed, suicidal young woman who had suffered immense loss. While she had repeatedly raised the subject of Islamic State and jihad, Khalil's responses to her had been more focused on building a romantic relationship. I wish I could take you away from this sadness, he wrote. I pray a lot for your happiness. Sometimes I think I see you in my dreams. Over time, he started professing his love to Jeanne and asked her to marry him. Lonely and depressed, Khalil had never had a romantic relationship before and saw marriage as a way to be happy. He tried to dissuade Jeanne from harming herself or others, telling her, just stay positive, everything will work out. In one conversation, Jana expressed her deep sadness before asking Khalil, what do you want from this Dunya? Dunya is an Arabic word referring to the temporal world. Khalil replied honestly, to get married. I think if I get married I will be happy. I'm just lonely sometimes I want to start a family. What about the afterlife? Jana asked before adding, I want to leave this Dunya. I don't want to get married. Khalil encouraged her not to give up, reassuring her that her life would improve. Don't you want to have children and watch them grow up? He asked. That's probably the best feeling. In subsequent conversations, Jeanne spoke of wanting to martyr herself for Allah or God, stating, I want to die for the sake of Allah. Her motivation for doing so was vengeance for, quote, seeing my sisters and brothers and young women die in Syria and Iraq like that. Khalil replied that she was young and confused and didn't know what she wanted. Jihad is my dream, jeanne responded. But Khalil didn't pick up on these threads, instead trying to convince Jahna that marriage and building a future was the best path forward. During one conversation, Jahna appeared to directly ask Khalil about a possible plan for them to commit jihad together, writing so you don't want to do anything of what we talked about together? No, I can't, khalil replied. I want us to be together. I have other plans. Don't do anything that will hurt yourself or other people. At one point, he grew so tired of Jeanne's repeated talk about jihad that he stopped talking to her for three days. She continued to contact him incessantly during that time, perhaps picking up on his distaste for conversations about violence. She no longer messaged about that, but instead said how much she needed someone to talk to. Khalil caved and resumed contact. This time, when Jahna began fixating on Islamic State and jihad again, Khalil followed her lead. He would later explain in an interview with progressive advocacy group the Gravel Institute that he could see those were the things that were, quote, turning her on. So he decided to go along with it to impress Jeanne and maintain her interest. Whenever he turned to other topics, Jeanne became distant and started to pull away. Desperate to keep her attention, Khalil started making up stories claiming he'd been accused of murder and had spent three months in prison before being let go. This had never happened. Khalil said that his claims of wanting to behead people or commit a massacre at a church were invented as well to make him sound more like the sort of man Jeanne would be interested in. When the FBI searched Khalil's home and workplace, they found no trace of the AK47 he said he'd owned. The truth was that Khalil had never owned an AK47, nor did he have any bullets. He had purchased a handgun in October 2015, but this was in response to feeling unsafe at work after being robbed multiple times while delivering pizzas, sometimes at gunpoint. He felt he needed to be armed for protection. The gun he bought could only carry six bullets in its chamber. He'd had it for just two days when he was pulled over and it was confiscated by the police. Khalil had also told Jeanne he'd bought a mask to wear during the church attack. But no such mask was recovered during searches by the FBI. Khalil's defenders have described his proposed massacre as fantasy to impress a girl. But prosecutors argued that even if he hadn't made preparations to carry it out, his messages were still an expression of intent. The situation between Raian and Ajana reached a boiling point in early February 2016. Rayaan had grown increasingly depressed while awaiting trial for the gun charges. He was also anxious because his phone had been searched following his arrest, and he knew authorities might find the Islamic State content had downloaded and watched. There were also photos of him posing with guns at the firing range. He worried these might lead to further charges. During a phone conversation on Tuesday, February 2, Rayan told Jeanne that he was suicidal and had bought a rope to hang himself. I'm tired of this, he said. We're doing the same thing every day. He told Jahnah of his anxieties that he might be charged with further offences. He claimed he'd tried to travel to Syria a year earlier to join Islamic State, but had been turned away. Lately, he'd noticed that he seemed to be under surveillance. There were always cop cars near his workplace or dark vehicles following him. One time, Khalil had actually called the police to report that he'd seen a man in a vehicle taking photos of him. An officer had attended the scene, spoken to the man in the vehicle, and then told Khalil that it was fine. The man had just been taking photos of some nearby signs. Jahna pushed back against Raian's suicidal ideation, telling him that taking his own life was haram forbidden by Islamic law. When it's for the sake of Allah, when it's jihad or when it's for a cause, that's the only time Allah allows it. But not to put your life to waste and to just hang yourself like you say you want to do. Jahnah asked Khalil directly whether he wanted to hurt anybody else or. I would not like to hurt somebody else, he replied. Towards the end of their conversation, Khalil said that he couldn't stand the thought of being incarcerated if the police tried to take him into custody again. He planned to try and stab them to incite them to kill him in response, but at no time did he discuss planning or intending to carry out a terrorist attack. Two days after this conversation, FBI agents arrested Khalil Ryan at his place of work. Casefile will be back shortly. Thank you for supporting us by listening to this episode's sponsors.