The Secret to Feeling Confident Walking Into Any Room with Gary Vee

Summary

Creating Confidence with Heather Monahan: Episode Summary

Episode Title: The Secret to Feeling Confident Walking Into Any Room with Gary Vee
Release Date: May 6, 2025
Guest: Gary Vaynerchuk
Special Guest: John Troutman

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1. Introduction of Guests

Heather Monahan welcomes Gary Vaynerchuk, a renowned entrepreneur, best-selling author, and social media maestro, to discuss the intricacies of building and maintaining confidence. John Troutman also joins the conversation, offering his unique perspectives on personal and professional growth.

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2. Personal Journeys and Overcoming Confidence Challenges

Heather:
"Tell me, have you been enjoying these new bonus confidence classics episodes we've been dropping on you every week?"
(00:00:00)

Gary emphasizes the importance of approaching challenges from a future-oriented perspective rather than being bogged down by past experiences.

Gary Vaynerchuk:
"We're all coming at something from our past experience. What we can stop in that moment and do instead is come at it from what our future may be and look to see what it may be and open our minds."
(01:44)

John Troutman shares his rare experiences of struggling with confidence, highlighting that outside of early teenage years, he has seldom felt a lack of confidence due to his passion and capabilities.

John Troutman:
"Everybody has struggled with confidence. But like one of the reasons in that investigative reporting that it's been tough is... I will always be in this very interesting mind zone that I am so grateful for now."
(04:05)

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3. Parenting Tips for Building Confidence in Children

The discussion shifts to parenting strategies that foster genuine confidence without breeding entitlement. John underscores the significance of balancing self-esteem with accountability.

John Troutman:
"Every parent is judging their kids based on yesterday. But your kids are living in today, which is a better indicator of tomorrow."
(02:02)

He advises parents to allow children to pursue their passions while instilling a strong work ethic, ensuring they understand the value of effort and resilience.

John Troutman:
"If your kid tells you that they're not gonna follow the school system and they're not going to be in the NBA, ... you better start flipping on eBay or StockX or show me that your Instagram account... Now you're going to Walmart."
(44:02)

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4. The Impact of Social Media on Confidence

Gary and John delve into how social media influences self-perception and confidence. While praise from online platforms can boost confidence, negative comments or "haters" can significantly undermine it.

Gary Vaynerchuk:
"We like the praise, though. We like the praise."
(45:46)

John emphasizes the importance of filtering feedback and not allowing anonymous comments to dictate one’s self-worth.

John Troutman:
"You have to understand that that person's in a bad place. ... You have to balance confidence with humility."
(47:27)

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5. Handling Negativity and Feedback

The conversation explores strategies to manage negative feedback effectively. John advocates for viewing negative comments as opportunities for self-improvement rather than personal attacks.

John Troutman:
"I never want to become that caricature of myself. I never want to be resistant to feedback."
(47:44)

Gary complements this by suggesting that individuals should maintain equality in all interactions, irrespective of positive or negative feedback.

Gary Vaynerchuk:
"We're all equal all the time. Whether the comment's positive or negative, I'm not gonna let it happen."
(47:12)

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6. Business Insights on Confidence and Leadership

John discusses his leadership philosophy, emphasizing the importance of building a brand that attracts genuine talent and fosters a supportive work environment. He contrasts his approach with traditional corporate leadership, highlighting his focus on people over the company.

John Troutman:
"I care about them... My people are getting offered all sorts, like, especially for team Gary."
(27:37)

Gary reflects on his transition from corporate comfort to embracing the uncertainties of entrepreneurship, acknowledging the parallels with John’s experiences.

Gary Vaynerchuk:
"I've had to learn in the last year and a half to take the leap into the unknown. There's total darkness."
(32:22)

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7. Building a Personal Brand and Persistence

Heather shares her journey of connecting with Gary Vee, illustrating the importance of persistence and strategic networking in building meaningful professional relationships.

Heather Monahan:
"When you can't get to the person you're trying to get to, take a step back and look at other ways to connect those dots."
(56:29)

She recounts her multiple attempts to reach Gary directly, eventually succeeding by collaborating with John Troutman, showcasing the value of adaptability and perseverance.

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8. Final Thoughts and Conclusions

The episode wraps up with key takeaways on maintaining confidence through self-awareness, balancing humility, and focusing on personal growth rather than external validation. Both Gary and John reinforce the idea that true confidence stems from within and is nurtured by continuous effort and resilience.

John Troutman:
"My big thing is cars and diamonds and wine and sneakers and homes and planes and tickets to big events... making $88,000 a year, loving it, will always, always beat making $297,000 hating it."
(35:33)

Gary Vaynerchuk:
"It's all about them. It's not about the person receiving the feedback."
(49:29)

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Notable Quotes

• Gary Vaynerchuk (01:44):
  "We're all coming at something from our past experience. What we can stop in that moment and do instead is come at it from what our future may be and look to see what it may be and open our minds."

• John Troutman (02:02):
  "Every parent is judging their kids based on yesterday. But your kids are living in today, which is a better indicator of tomorrow."

• John Troutman (44:02):
  "If your kid tells you that they're not gonna follow the school system and they're not going to be in the NBA, ... you better start flipping on eBay or StockX or show me that your Instagram account."

• John Troutman (47:27):
  "You have to understand that that person's in a bad place. ... You have to balance confidence with humility."

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Key Takeaways

• Future-Oriented Confidence: Shift focus from past experiences to future possibilities to build and maintain confidence.
• Balanced Parenting: Foster confidence in children by balancing self-esteem with accountability, encouraging passion alongside a strong work ethic.
• Social Media Management: Utilize positive feedback for confidence while adopting strategies to handle negative comments constructively.
• Leadership Philosophy: Prioritize people over the company, creating a supportive environment that attracts genuine talent.
• Persistence in Networking: Effective relationship-building often requires persistence, adaptability, and strategic networking.
• Intrinsic Confidence: True confidence is nurtured from within, through self-awareness, resilience, and continuous personal growth.

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This episode offers profound insights into building confidence both personally and professionally, blending personal anecdotes with actionable strategies. Whether you're navigating your career, parenting with intention, or managing your online presence, the discussions between Heather, Gary, and John provide valuable guidance to help you walk into any room with unwavering confidence.

Transcript

[Heather Monahan]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I think it's really important to highlight this. We're all coming at something from our past experience. What we can stop in that moment and do instead is come at it from what our future may be and look to see what it may be and open our minds.

[John Troutman]

If you listen to your kids, they're going to give you insights to the what the future can be.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Absolutely.

[John Troutman]

And and this is a very powerful parenting tip. Every parent is judging their kids based on yesterday. But your kids are living in today, which is a better indicator of tomorrow.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Come on this journey with me each week when you join me. We are going to chase down our goals, overcome adversity and set you up for a better tomorrow. Fasten your seatbelt I'm ready for my close up.

[Heather Monahan]

Tell me, have you been enjoying these new bonus confidence classics episodes we've been.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Dropping on you every week?

[Heather Monahan]

We've literally hundreds of episodes for you to listen to.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So these bonuses are a great way.

[Heather Monahan]

To help you find the ones you may have already missed. I hope you love this one as much as I do.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Welcome back, everyone. I'm so excited. This is my first show and I go big or go home. So my first guest. I'm so excited to introduce you. You already know him, you know him and love him. It's Gary V. And a brief bio for anyone who might not know. I hate the one Trouty sent me. So I'm gonna go off what I think. He's the chairman of VaynerX. He's co founder of Empathy Wines, which we're so excited about. Co founder of VaynerMedia. He's an international best known for his speaking, his writing, best selling author, five New York Times bestselling books. He is a social media phenomenon and mentor to millions and overall badass. So I'm so glad to have this time with you today. Thank you.

[John Troutman]

Thank you so much.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Yeah. All right, so I wanted to start today. You know, this is interesting because I'm looking at the show around. How do we create confidence for ourselves and others and diving into some of the hard times in life and how we bounce back from them. Just so you know, I reached out to your team and I said, guys, your team's amazing, by the way. And I said, guys, I need your help. Help me dig into his past and let's find some times he struggled with confidence.

[John Troutman]

That must have been hard.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

No, you're gonna love this one. This has happened to no one. Heather. We spoke to his friend. We spoke to all employees. There aren't any times this man has struggled with confidence. Is that true?

[John Troutman]

You know, I would say outside of the 6th to like 10th grade window around singularly, like, am I starting to like girls and do I have the confidence to like, ask them out? Is really the only even resemblance of anything. Here's what I've done. And this is super interesting where you just took me with that question. One of the things I'm most proud of is I talk about only things I know. One of the reasons I'm improv. One of the reasons. I mean, look, we're doing this podcast. You can see I'm like trying to run the company. Seconds before we sit down, I'm like trying to be cordial. I felt bad. Cause I have fires going on right now. But you're like sitting here, we had a few minutes before we started this and I'm like, shit, let me put this down. And I wanted to be nice. I'm like, I don't want to be that right. But I can go on in a second because I will only talk about what I know. It's the same answer to what I'm about to tell you. I have basically only done things that I love and I'm good at. So it's super hard for me to lack confidence when I'm disproportionately passionate and disproportionately capable of the thing that I'm doing at all times. Plus then I'm also really, really good with people and don't overvalue their opinions. And so look, everybody has struggled with confidence. But like one of the reasons in that investigative reporting that it's been tough is I've, I've, no question, I've now come realized I'm a little bit of a unique kind of dude. And I think there's strengths and weaknesses in that. You know, like I don't, I've never experienced skydiving because I'm like, I don't like that and I don't want to do that. Like, like, you know, like it's. There's a lot of things that are limited about me, sure. But it's also the reason that that was the answer and I think the overarching answer and I just touched on it is one thing I can tell you is you will be hard pressed to go through life and find many people as deeply insular as I am. I am remarkably incapable of getting too high on people's positive feedback or too low on. I'm just in this deeply weird zone of like, it is what it is. I have super good intent, I have zero expectation of others. I have no entitlement that I deserve anything. I am just in this very interesting mind zone that I am so grateful for now that I've come to realize it as I've lived and been about.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

And no addie, just gratty it was.

[John Troutman]

You know, it's really funny about that. And thank you for noticing that. I posted it yesterday. Like it is remarkable that so much of what everybody aspires to get from meditation, from medicine, from self help, like from all these things that 99.9999999% of people are trying to get to this place through these things. My mother and my circumstances and my DNA and my father and my Sister and my, like, my circumstances and DNA and so I'm so grateful for this zone I'm in. I'm really, really confident.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Have you always felt that grateful? Wow, that's amazing.

[John Troutman]

Let me phrase. I always. I didn't know the word was grateful. I always was like, I was super in love with my mother, you know, like, because I knew something good was going on, I was super. I never complained, never. Like, just don't have that gear.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Can you start working with children more, please?

[John Troutman]

Listen, what do you think I'm up to? Right? Like, so much of what drives me today is the fact that there is an enormous amount of 13, 14, 15, 16 year olds that think I'm cool cause of Instagram. And I am secretly so grateful for the opportunity to like, form some of their opinions.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Absolutely.

[John Troutman]

I really am a woman. The other day tweeted yesterday, she took a screenshot of a text message with her and her son and she said, finally, finally, finally, somebody's penetrated my son and I can't tell you how good it made me feel.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

The overarching theme to me is more than the gratitude is that you're leading this purpose driven, passion life which so many people do not live in. So many people go to work to chase a paycheck or because this is what my parents told me to do or, you know. So how did it end up? Was it by chance that your dad started the wine library and you ended up just loving wine and sales was there. How did those dots connect?

[John Troutman]

They started in fourth grade. I believe when I decided consciously off of intuition and feelings that I didn't believe in school and that I knew. Think about how young you are.

[Heather Monahan]

Hang on a second.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

This is frustrating as a mother because I have an 11 year old and I'm all about you encouraging, you know, these kids not to complain. However, it's dicey when you start saying, I wanted to get out of school and school's not for everyone, it's dicey.

[John Troutman]

If you hold the institution of school being on a pedestal. And I think that's fine. I want none of my opinions to be anyone else's opinion. I want to share my opinions that I've lived or I've observed very closely and want to talk about them. I get 10,000 DMS a week from children 13 to 20 saying things that they would never tell their parents. And so when I say things about, hey, parents, you're buying your daughter a BMW because she's begging for it, but she's telling me behind the scenes that I hate My parents for making my life so easy. Now that kid's talking out of both sides of their mouth, but they're a 15 year old. And so, like, what's the decision making process? That is an unbelievable conversation. We have a whole generation of parents shitting on millennials, but they're the ones who raised that entitlement. I think of it as enormous self esteem building in parallel with radical candor and lack of entitlement. And that's what I think my mom did. She told me I was the best, but when I went.04 in a Little League game, she didn't blame the umpire or my coach. She said, you weren't good enough.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It's leadership by example. I mean, that's all it is.

[John Troutman]

But it's very rare in our society today because parents want to build self esteem, but what they actually did was build entitlement. And kids got soft. And we're collectively soft because we didn't pay the piper and have a recession in 2009. Everything is materialistic. We all care to keep up with the Joneses. Everybody's valuing everybody's opinions. Opinions are flying heavier and more black and white than ever because of social media. And we've gotten into this massive cocoon of everybody's listening to every voice but their own. And then when some people tell me, well, Gary, my voice says I suck, I'm like, that's not your voice. You've taken on the voice of someone else.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Sure.

[John Troutman]

Lady Gaga said something yesterday on Social because she crushed the Met Gala. And she said something like, I once had a boyfriend who told me I would never be famous, that I would never win a Grammy. Did you see this?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I love that. Yeah, that's an outfit.

[John Troutman]

And she said. And I replied to him by saying, one day, after we're broken up, you're not gonna be able to go to the deli without hearing my name or seeing my face.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

She put it out into the universe. She owned it. And it's. That's. I showed that to my kid. That's so funny. You just brought that quote up.

[John Troutman]

And I just so understand that. I was told by the system, by my report card, by the friends, parents, by my teachers, by everybody, that I would be a failure. D's and F's. You're gonna be a failure in life. The only voice I listened to was my own.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Instilled by your mom.

[John Troutman]

Correct through self esteem. I'll never forget it opening a door for elderly woman when I was 8 years old at a McDonald's. I can see it now. Oak Tree Road, Bradley's, Edison, N.J. 1983, maybe 84 before November. Opening a door for a woman. Sunny day and my mom went off as if I won a Nobel peace Prize. She instilled positive reinforcement around a very good behavior. My mom also punished me on every report card. She punished me consistently through high school. No Nintendo, no tv, no phone, no friends, no going out. All the way through my senior year of high school. Even though I was proving to her that I was capable. Sports cards, helping my dad's business, she held me accountable. I was still a student and I was failing at school. And thus you should pay the price that accountability mattered. A lot of moms and dads are overreacting the other way. They decided entrepreneurship is cool, their kids getting Fs, and they're like, hey, you're gonna be an entrepreneur. But what I'm worried about is they're creating entitlement, you know, and so this tightrope of self esteem building while being accountable is remarkably difficult. And then back to like the 6th to 10th grade of like, I like girls, but I'm scared to ask them out because I don't want rejection. I also didn't conform to peer pressure ever. And that was because I just couldn't hear anybody else's voice. I couldn't hear anybody else's voice but my own.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Well, there's no way you would have been able to get to where you are today. Specifically from the social media standpoint where there are so many haters, there's so much negativity and attack online that you developing this authentic confidence has got to be one of the reasons why you could get here.

[John Troutman]

You know where it comes from. Also balancing it with empathy. Let me give you my perspective on when I read something that says, well, you're a crackhead, Gary, or you're a charlatan, or you're lucky or your daddy gave it to you. When they don't know the story of what I actually did at wine library, all those things penetrate first level hurt. Nobody wants to hear it. But immediately my place doesn't go into, I'm confident you, my place goes to man God. Thank you God for not letting me live a life where I would actually take the time to spend and consume somebody's content. I don't even consume anybody's content to begin with, let alone consume with the interest to tear that person down. You have to be so unhappy inside to want to manifest tearing somebody else down. And I, I listen, I don't like talking about this, but this is your first episode and I want to give you something.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Thank you. Meet a different guest each week.

[Heather Monahan]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Heather Monahan]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Heather Monahan]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Heather Monahan]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I asked you to try to find your passion.

[John Troutman]

My grandma was remarkably negative. You know, she has dementia now. She's been in essence gone for five to seven years. But she's been gone to me for 25 years because she was the singular most negative person I'd ever come across in my life. And the reason I checked out from her at 16, 17, 18, whenever I did was because she spent 100% of her time tearing down other people. My father, my mother.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It's your father's mother?

[John Troutman]

Yes, my aunt, my sister, she tried to do it to me, but I was like, so in, like, you know, she gave up on tearing me down. I think at some level, because she could sense that I didn't give a. You know, but nonetheless, I. I'm disproportionately optimistic and positive, but I live. My grandma spent her whole summer with us, every summer.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So how would you create boundaries to protect yourself from someone like that? I couldn't hear her, but other people can. How did your sister do it then?

[John Troutman]

She did it. Do you understand?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That stinks.

[John Troutman]

It sucks. And so, like, what people don't know is everything about me because I don't share everything. Like I just shared with you. And the reality is, like, I've seen it up close and personal. I know the extreme positivity. I know extreme negativity. Not only was she a disproportionately negative person, she lived her adult life until she was my age, right now 43, before she moved to America, you know, and like, lived in Soviet Russia. She was a widow with a 15 year old. Like she had shit.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

She had tough life.

[John Troutman]

She had a tough life. She was a child in World War II. Like, I don't judge her, but I also understand what it is and I understand why my dad is the way he is. Because that was his framework mother. His environment was the Soviet Union and that mother mine was America and coming of age and my mother. So I'm grateful.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

How did your dad and your mom get together? Because they sound really different.

[John Troutman]

Opposites attract and, you know, and my dad is amazing in a lot of ways, but he will look at the world negative. My dad started, starts with no. I start with yes. That's a very different way to see the world.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Are they proud of you now, your dad specifically?

[John Troutman]

My dad is. My dad and I are outrageously close. And my dad, you know, just because he starts with no or just because he had a negative mom and because he's negative doesn't mean there's so many. I mean, my dad is ridiculously loyal, outrageously proud. No, you know, let me tell you.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

What I mean by that. I want to do a better job with this question. When I wrote my first book, some people in my family were upset. They don't like hearing about inside your life because it was inside our lives.

[John Troutman]

You know what's funny? I think my parents. Well, first of all, my mom. I literally made her out. Like, my mom loved her.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

She worships you.

[John Troutman]

Well, she worshiped me from the get. She lost her mother at 5. Her dad went to jail when she was a kid, like, for 10 years.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

She had a tough life, too.

[John Troutman]

Way tougher than my grandmother.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Wow.

[Heather Monahan]

Interesting.

[John Troutman]

Thus, as you can imagine, it's very hard for me to accept people blaming their childhood. When my mother lost her mother at 5 and lost her dad for 10 years to jail when she was a teenager. And, like, who raised her? A stepmother.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Wow.

[John Troutman]

Who wasn't thrilled about it because she was just devastated from losing her new husband to jail. And then she came to America and was poor and she worked every day of her life. Went on zero. My mom and I went on two family vacation, like. Like, my mom never complained a day in her life. Her life is shit compared to 99.999% of people that come to me with complaints. It's hard for me to get going to accept your complaints when that's my mom's life and it's right in my face. Forget about my life, which had its hardships, but, like, not compared to most or just in the mix, you know, like, my mom's the most positive. Like, amazing. Like, I'm a byproduct of her.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So what do you think that is? A choice.

[John Troutman]

DNA is big chemicals that were put in her because she didn't decide at 5 years old to be like it. I'll face this disaster. Think chemicals real. I think chemicals are real. Look, this has been figured out long before us. Like, DNA and environment is real. DNA is crapshoot. Environment gets into an interesting game. It's also a crapshoot. You don't pick your parents, but what you decide to listen to and whom becomes a very interesting debate to me. One of the things that I'm very proud of is I am the practical positive reinforcement in a lot of people's ears right now. And I take that very seriously. It really makes me happy because a lot of people don't have the luxury of having family. That is cheering.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Exactly.

[John Troutman]

You know, most people have family that's booing for them. Misery loves company. Most people want to tear down everybody else's building to make theirs feel bigger. You know, it's very rare to have pure practical positivity being pumped into the ecosystem. Hence why all the attention I have. And easy for me not to get high on my supply because as you can tell by this conversation, I view that as a cosign to my parents and my circumstance. I'm not special. My parents are special, My circumstances were special. I'm just living out the circumstances.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Do you ever get afraid? And this is kind of off topic, but I'm thinking about you being special. You know, first of all, I think everyone's special. Right. So in their own unique way, they are. However you create, created this real strong forward facing personal brand first.

[John Troutman]

Yes.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I think of Gary Vee first. Before VaynerMedia. Right.

[John Troutman]

Question.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Of course.

[John Troutman]

You and everybody else.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Before empathy wine.

[John Troutman]

You and everybody else.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So, you know, do you ever get worried from a business perspective? Am I so big that what if I get knocked off by bus tomorrow? What happens to the company? No, what does happen?

[John Troutman]

It folds. Or they rally and decide to keep it afloat in the honor of their fallen leader.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

You never think of that?

[Heather Monahan]

No.

[John Troutman]

Cause it's a silly thing to think about.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That's interesting.

[John Troutman]

It's an ideology, first of all. It's selfish. Like I'm dead.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Why wouldn't you want to set your people and your teams up for success?

[John Troutman]

Not the company, them. The company. I care about them. Do you know what happens to Dustin? He writes a blog post and does his story of what he remembers about Gary. This one time he said this thing to me posted on LinkedIn and 400,000 people asked him to be on their personal brand team. This is where I'm unbelievably selfless. I don't care about my company. I care about human. You like it crazy, right?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It's shocking. I've been in corporate America my entire career into the last year and a half, and I will tell you, I have never once seen a chairman or a CEO come from business at that perspective. And I think it's. That's unbelievable because I actually think it's.

[John Troutman]

Also practical, not just altruistic. I've died. I'm not going to care. I don't know. I literally don't know what's happening. It's over. It's a wrap. What I've done is I've built such a progressive forward facing personal brand that the collateral on my employees is remarkable. Do you know what's going on right now? My people are getting offered all sorts, like, especially for team Gary V. These two characters, they just have options, and that makes me happy. Kenny just left the team. He got a great gig in California. Now, I think it's super great here that people are naive about, and I think that I'm a uniquely kind of interesting character, and I make it look a lot easier than it is. And that will either play out or not for Kenny. But he's now family, and I think. I think I've done. That's what the best part of what I'm doing is. I'm just in the middle, right? I just established to you my what's above me, right? My parents, my circumstance, and what's below me is my employees. They're feeling all the benefits of it.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It's so interesting because I'm just seeing right now your brand is just pulling people towards you, People wanting to be a part of this. You're constantly recruiting, but not from a fake standpoint. From just a true organic, showing the world who you are. It's genius.

[John Troutman]

Yeah. And it's very. Look, this is a very. I know a lot of people who are listening right now have never heard of me, so this is gonna come across pretty aggressive. So I'm hedging. So please bear with me. I hope you see the purely good part of this, not the narcissistic part, but my ambitions are remarkably high. Like, I wake up every morning trying to have a statue made of me, you know, hashtag goals, you know, like, and here's why it's worthy of a laugh and why I had to hedge it. One could see that and be like, ugh, like, what is that? I see it as if that is actually your framework. The only way you do that as a human that is not an athlete or a politician, is you have to be disproportionately one of the great, nice humans of all time. I'm trying. I think I was gifted something. It'd be like if you're LeBron. You don't wake up in the morning at 13 when you realize, oh, my God, I could literally be one of the greatest basketball players of all time. You don't kind of then run away from that and say, like, I'm gonna be a painter.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Sometimes people do, Gary. That's the thing. And that's what's important about the show and about your content, is letting people know. Your job is to chase your passion. Your job is even though it's scary. Even though it's hard, even though everyone's telling you not to do it, even though the money's not there yet.

[John Troutman]

Go.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Anyways, look, you're preaching.

[John Troutman]

I think that one of the manifestations of my work that I'm most proud of is if somebody goes and reads Crush it, which I wrote in 2008 and came out in 2009. We're talking about a decade now. I mean, I. Not only do I fully believe in what you just said because it was the manifesto, I also ended up being right because in 2008 didn't seem possible. There was no podcasts, there was no Instagram. You're preaching, sister. Like, here's why. If you never get anywhere close to my level of notoriety or financial rewards, you will be just as happy as me in the process of chasing the practical passion.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Don't worry, I'm getting there.

[John Troutman]

I believe you. And I'm saying that to everybody who's listening. You know, like, I was as happy as I am right now in the basement of my dad's liquor store packing boxes.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

You truly were.

[John Troutman]

I'm gonna really f with you right now. You ready for this?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Ready.

[John Troutman]

Happier. I love the process and I love when nobody knows who I am and when I'm underestimated. I love it. I love it. I have a chip on my shoulder. I'm an underdog. I like being underestimated. The thing that is most difficult in my life right now is that I'm overestimated.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Now that's interesting.

[John Troutman]

Uh huh. Now I've crossed the chasm where I could say anything to a certain group of people and they're gonna think I can pull it off. Empathy wines may fail. We have a lot of headaches. That's gonna be shocking to everybody. I weirdly want it to happen.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Trouty does not.

[John Troutman]

Trouty doesn't because. And he shouldn't because this is his first big at bat. He's disproportionately tied into it. I'm not. I don't want the loss. I don't want the Scarlet Letter. But boy, one of the great ways for people to understand the true me is for me to have a loss in a wine business of all things, right? I don't know. I don't know to tell you I'm not scared of that loss.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

You're so unique that way in that. As I mentioned before, I had a very successful career in corporate America. I became very comfortable. Comfortable. It was safe. I could see it was linear. And you just keep Getting promoted and the money's coming in and it's. It's very comfy. I've had to learn in the last year and a half to take the leap into the unknown. There's total darkness. And this is good for you and what you're doing right now. Trotty, you know, starting this new company, you have to just keep moving forward. And it's scary. And where you love that scary is what I'm hearing. I don't. Because I'm so used to loving the comfort. It's really. It can be really hard.

[John Troutman]

Purebred entrepreneurship. This is some. You really hit me in my heart because you articulated it so well from the other perspective. This is why I hate so many people going into entrepreneur. My friends, I couldn't agree more with. You need to go chase your passion. All those things that we just talked about, this is what led me to self awareness. Please make sure you're hearing both of us very clearly. You chasing your passion doesn't mean you can't be a number four. Your passion, your happiest place might be the number four for a leader that you blindly believe in for the next 63 years. I'm not sure Drock's ever gonna leave now, whereas two years ago and two of his teammates who are in the trenches with him are like, that might be true. They both just shook their head because I think that might play out and it may not, and tomorrow he could walk in. That's fine. But where I'm going with that is self awareness. You're right. I love the dark. I started when I was nine. You're in fourth grade. Of course you're supposed to go through school. It's also 1983, 84, 85. There is no entrepreneurship. College is the only way to win in our society. Right. You want to talk about real dark? I've only lived in dark. I've only lived in the unknown.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

In a weird way, that was an amazing gift that you were given. Although I went the other way at that time, I would have thought your life was hell that you had to.

[John Troutman]

Everybody, yeah, everybody thinks that.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It sounds so hard.

[John Troutman]

What's. What's hard is not doing something that is true to you. And so I want to really redefine success. I really, really do. I really like. This is my new thing, which is like, okay, wait a minute. Right? Everybody starts with a North Star. If I, through my sheer will and gifts, can start a true movement of conversation, that success needs to be happy and calm, not rich and famous boy, could I really be good when I do finally get hit by a bus. Like that has to be the roi. It has to be. And my big thing is cars and diamonds and wine and sneakers and homes and planes and tickets to big events like please don't make that your aspirations. Fine, if you want to knock yourself out. But please understand that making $88,000 a year, loving it, will always, always beat making 297 hating it.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Absolutely.

[John Troutman]

And we don't have that conversation in our culture just yet. And when people just heard follow your passion where they get stuck. Let me give you an example. If we did this podcast 11 years ago, following your passion and the other person on the other line says, well, my passion is to play video games. There was nothing for him or her to see that they could make enough money to live in society around playing video games. When I say that now everybody knows that you can be an esports star and not only can you live your passion, you can be rich and famous. Being ninja.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I'm familiar, my 11 year old tells me every day.

[John Troutman]

So what happens is, that's my concern. My concern is that everybody listening right now. Follow your passion, do your thing. If that thing is knitting or if that thing is sports gambling, which would be highly not acceptable right now by Most parents of 11 year olds though the math behind it is very similar to poker and all this other stuff. And I do believe that moms and dads all across the world right now have 11 year olds whose number one passion is sports betting. And they look down on it because what they look on was the past. Bookies, the mafia, Las Vegas, that's we're.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

All coming from our past and I.

[John Troutman]

Always look at the future. That's my knack. So what I see is that the sports bettor is going to be put on the pedestal similar to the stock trader or similar to a professor. Or let me give you an example. It's already happened. If you walked into your parents house in 1980, 87 and said, Dad, I want to be a chef, your dad would have been like, you're going to be a cook in a restaurant, you loser. But what would have happened is you could have gone on to become a famous chef, which is what culture was 10 years ago. It's not as cool today to be a famous chef as it was 10 years ago.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Still pretty cool, but it's still pretty cool.

[John Troutman]

And it's crazy compared to 1985 where your parents would have thought you were a cook.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Well, what you just taught me and, and I think it's really important to highlight this. We're all coming at something from our past experience. What we can stop in that moment and do instead is come at it from what our future may be and look to see what it may be and open our minds to thinking differently.

[John Troutman]

Listen if you listen to your kids, they're gonna give you insights to what the future can be.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Absolutely.

[John Troutman]

And this is a very powerful parenting tip. Every parent is judging their kids based on yesterday, but your kids are living in today, which is a better indicator of tomorrow.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

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[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I asked you to try to find your passion. That's really, really powerful. Dropping knowledge, Gary.

[John Troutman]

Trying to give d some micro content for my Instagram, you know, but, but this is, this is. I really like how I articulated that. Like that makes a lot of sense to me. And that has been the benefit. You know, when I said to my dad, I want to open a dotcom In 1996, my dad had never been on a computer at that point. I'm being serious right now. Had never physically used a computer at that point. So he's 43 years old and has never in his life used a computer. So for him to judge me deciding to launch a dot com, I ended up being historically correct. I also luckily had an incredible father who at that point saw what I did in the liquor store from 14 to 21 and saw that I worked hard and I wasn't an idiot and I paid my dues and he gave me my opportunity to do that. A lot of kids go into their family business and expect their parents to let them do something, but they didn't put in the seven years that I put in. You know, people are always like, gary, how'd you convince your dad to let you do those radical things? By working my face off from 14 to 22. By the time no one saw that, nobody understood that. So, you know, that's. So anyway Man, I'm really excited we're talking about this. I think we just helped a lot of parents. I really mean that. And hearing that you have an 11 year old, like he's more right than you are now. The key to this whole thing was it's funny that I brought 14 to 22. The key if your son wants to be a professional sports gambler or a sports card flipper or, or a sneaker flipper or an esports star or an Instagram celebrity is work ethic. This is where parents often make the mistake in reverse. When I turned 14, I was a bad student. I was already a baseball card entrepreneur. My mom and dad looked at me and said, you now work in the liquor store every day. You're not gonna be. You're not going to Harvard, big shot. That means you're gonna have to work. You might as well start now. So if your kid tells you that they're not gonna follow the school system and they're not going to be in the NBA, they might not be able to be on three basketball teams. You may have to cut them to one because you want them to still have a balanced life. But they better work. Parents are not putting kids into the working system early enough. So now you have a kid that's getting D's and F's, but he's telling you, mom, don't worry, I'm going to be the next Mark Zuckerberg. Mark Zuckerberg sold CDs. Mark Zuckerberg built apps when he was a kid. There's a second part of this conversation that's not being talked about. I've never talked about it. I'm pumped for putting this on film as well. If you're gonna let your kid be an entrepreneur, and that's the path I want that kid to actually work.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So what job do you want these kids to get?

[John Troutman]

Either a business that actually makes money that they're doing by themselves. That's fine. Get a joint account. Show me Ricky. Not ideas, ideas. Execution. You got a business this summer. You're a DNF student going into ninth grade. Now we're going to high school. We've had a very adult conversation that you're not gonna maybe go to college or you're not a great student. Okay. In between your summer, from eighth to ninth grade, instead of slacking off and getting ready for high school, you either a go work at Walmart so you can get dirt under your nails. Cause that's the future of your life.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Ooh. No kid wants to do that.

[John Troutman]

Or you better start flipping on eBay or StockX or show me that your Instagram account around the gathering or around fashion makes money. So I'll give you June. But if on 4th of July, you can't show me a bank account that has $2,000 in it because you sold ads on your Instagram, now you're going to Walmart. Suffocating. That is the key to practical parenting instead of ideological parenting. And that is the framework of my optimism. And confidence.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

And confidence.

[John Troutman]

Because what happens is that kid gets real life. And so what's going to happen is Sarah is either going to sell $480 worth of slime, which the market is going to give her positive reinforcement. Not her friends saying that she looks pretty. The market buying $480, that becomes. That's what was my positive reinforcement. I didn't need my teachers or my friends or the system. When I did a baseball card show and I sold $2,000 worth of cards, the market was telling me I was good.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Validating you.

[John Troutman]

Validation, yes. The market.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

No individual human to do it.

[John Troutman]

The market. Look, I'm literally getting. Look at these goosebumps.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

It's a really interesting insight that is really powerful.

[John Troutman]

It's why nobody's opinion ever mattered to me. But everybody's collective opinion matters to me. My reputation matters to me. Just not Dustin's singular point of view. And Dustin's matters to me because he knows me better than you do. And now you matter more to me than you did 30 minutes ago. But Ricky Pants 49, who leaves a comment on Insta. He just knows what he sees on Insta, right? He doesn't know me. Your closest friends and relatives don't know you. Nobody actually ever fully knows you. So why are you letting somebody's anonymous comments dictate how you feel about yourself?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That's so important. I get so much feedback from people that haters crush their confidence and they really struggle to overcome them.

[John Troutman]

They. They value other people's opinions. You know what else it does? People are like, gary, you're so humble. I don't value other people's opinions. So when people come in and say, you walk on water, I'm like, cool. No, really, it goes both ways, right? A lot of people talk about the trolls or the haters. You know when you kind of cross the chasm and now you're getting macro ridiculous.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

We like the praise, though. We like the praise.

[John Troutman]

And I think people. That's where people's vulnerabilities are. They love the praise. So now they're Validating other people's single opinion. But then, whoops, what just happened? You know, pretty goes to ugly really fast.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Right.

[John Troutman]

And now you're caught because you loved him when it was pretty, but now. But if somebody said ugly.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So really, it's taking those compliments off the pedestal and saying, we're even all the time. We're all equal all the time. And whether the comment's positive or negative, I'm not gonna let it happen.

[John Troutman]

And I would tell you, if you said push comes to shove, Gary, which one do you hear more? The. I have empathy for the negative feedback because I want to continue to evolve, and I don't want to just say it's a hater. You know, many people say somebody's a hater or a troll, but that person's actually right.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

No, I never thought about that.

[John Troutman]

So I see a lot of people who are selling spam, selling bullshit products and services, and when somebody leaves a comment that says, you're a snake oil salesman, they're like, hater. Nah, nah. You're saying that these goji berries cure cancer because you have an MLA and you're trying to sell people into it. They're right. You're wrong. So I never want to become that caricature of myself. I never want to be resistant to feedback. So even though I don't value the opinion, I listen. It may not penetrate my soul or my behavior, but I listen, and I always try to calibrate it. Again, do not become delusional. Do not become a caricature of yourself. Got it? It's very easy to get caught up when you have as much positive, you know, reinforcement as I have.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Right.

[John Troutman]

But I try to keep myself very much in the zone.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I like that idea of, you know, really, instead of thriving off of the compliments, thriving off of the positive feedback, let it come in, accept it, listen to it. Like I said, listen to everything that's out there, but don't allow it to affect you.

[John Troutman]

Listen, I'm more likely to, like, really be thoughtful about a troll comment than smell the roses. I really am. And I think that that level of, you know, if you're gonna have confidence, you need to balance it with humility. That's where it gets really going. And then you sprinkle a little empathy for the other person. Again, everybody who's listening, if you've literally stopped posting because somebody said you're ugly or stupid, like, you have to understand that that person's in a bad place.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Right.

[John Troutman]

We have to start talking about that. Like, it takes Energy to muster up watching something and then leaving a bad comment. Think about how miserable could you imagine if that was your life?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

No, it's very sad.

[John Troutman]

Like I. I've never done that in my life once. No, never.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

But you're right, it's all about them. It's not about the person receiving the.

[John Troutman]

Version of me that's like. That is sports me. Like I just said, I just said I've never done that. And I actually just thought of something that almost happened yesterday. Yesterday, the Milwaukee Bucks beat the Celtics. You might be a Celtics girl since you're from up there. And it goes to three to one the series. And I wanted to tweet at Paul Pierce, who after Game 1, when the Celtics won, said the series was over and the Bucs were finished. I wanted to like tweet and be like, now what, Dick? Because I hate Paul Pierce, because I'm a Knicks fan. The only. Again, back to I mentioned my grandmother because I have a version of me where I'm sad as a Knicks and jets fan and I want to pull down the Patriots and Celtics. I'm like, ooh, that's sports.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That's a different arena.

[John Troutman]

But I really feel it. But that's sports. Wait a minute. That's how people actually live life. If my real life was jets fan Gary, I would be devastated. And the fact that that's how everybody actually is acting right now about politics and life and social media, that's why I understand certain things. I'm self aware that I am envious of other teams being successful. I'm sad that my team is not winning. I don't feel in control. One of the biggest reasons I tell everybody you're fully in control is cause I believe it. I believe I'm fully in control. Makes my life happy. I am not in control of the New York Jets. Why do you think I want to buy them that misery? I want to get into control. If I own them, then I am in control. And so that's how people live their lives. They feel like the government's in control. They feel like their spouse is in control. Their boss, their corporation, the system.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Yes.

[John Troutman]

I don't believe that. I believe you can be very. That doesn't mean that women don't face more difficult things than men. That doesn't mean minorities don't feel like there's systematic issues, but like, everybody's got problems. Having too much is a problem. I've been talking more. Not only do I think it can be. If you actually hear what I said earlier, the BMW story. Like I spend way more time on the entitled rich kids than I do on the poor kids. I think the poor kids have it good cause they have a chip on their shoulder and with the new Internet, nobody's stopping them. I think it's the rich kids or the over spoiled kids that are in deep, deep, deep, deep shit. They're soft.

[Heather Monahan]

What about your kids gonna be soft?

[John Troutman]

I mean it. I'm not joking.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

But what can you do then to address that?

[John Troutman]

I'm gonna do the thing I'm gonna do which is I'm cut them financially off completely.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Oh my gosh, completely. Are you serious?

[John Troutman]

I feel like I'm going down an inevitable path of giving away all my wealth to charity. I really believe that. Which is wild because 10 years ago I would have laughed you out of the room if you told me I'm an immigrant. Your family, the money. I just think the money's a problem.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That's shocking.

[John Troutman]

You know, it's shocking for you even to come out of my own lips. But this is what happens when you live something. This is why I love talking about things I know. And instead of judging things I don't, I judged Bill Gates and Warren Buffett 15 years ago when I first heard it. But that's because I hadn't lived it yet. Now I realize, oh my God, if my kids know that they have a parachute at all turns, they can't live.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Uncomfortable.

[Heather Monahan]

Wow.

[John Troutman]

Which then leads to uncomfortable.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Exactly.

[John Troutman]

But I have to watch them because they're still young, for example. It's uncomfortable to me because I would never want anything I achieved to be hedged that it wasn't done by me. But that's me. Not everybody's like that. Some people love the idea of being third generation wealthy and just enjoy. I have too much pride and love of the process. Some don't like it. So you've got to listen. So I'm just going to be thoughtful and woke and open to all these things with my kids and we'll see. I have no idea. Most likely one of the kids is gonna wanna climb my mountain and be bigger than me. And one kid's gonna wanna give away all the money in Africa and all of that's fine. I will not judge my children on how they react to their circumstance and DNA. I will not. I have no interest in my kids being entrepreneurs. I have no interest in my kids being competitive. I have no interest in my kids being like me. I have interest in one singular thing. Can they have as much peace of mind and happiness As I do.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

That's what it's all about, 100%. That's the real confidence.

[John Troutman]

It sure is.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

So I can't wrap up this show, Gary, without coming in hot. Anytime I'm scared of doing something, I have to do it. So I got to ask you something good. So I listen to your podcast all the time. Yes. My career was all about coming from nothing and smashing through the glass ceilings, getting to the C suite, being a cheap revenue officer responsible for hundreds of millions of dollars, then getting fired and rebooting and starting my own company. I would love to share that message with your audience on your show.

[John Troutman]

You want to be on my show?

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Yeah.

[John Troutman]

It's done.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

You are the man. Thank you.

[John Troutman]

You're welcome.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

As a mother, I appreciate it a lot too.

[John Troutman]

Thank you.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

I hope that you love Gary V as much as I did. I'm so excited that we got to spend this time together and spend it with him, learning how he creates his confidence. Definitely different than most of the stories that I've heard. So, so appreciate you guys being here. One of the things that people have asked me is, how do I get to a Gary Vee and how does that happen? So I want to share with you some of the things that I do first, starting with. Was looking at Instagram yesterday because Gary Vee was posting about me. What's so interesting is in the DMs, where it shows up that someone mentioned you. I start scrolling up, and you need to know this. Ready? The first time I reached out and sent a DM to Gary Vee was December 15, 2016. I wrote this big note about, I love the process of what you're doing. My hashtag is bossinheels. I'm providing the same level of transparency and success from the female side. Could we please collaborate and bring more value to your audience?

[Heather Monahan]

Blah, blah, blah.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Okay. So that was December 15, 2016. I did hear back. I told him that I lived in Miami. He said that he's never in Miami. I said, but I come to New York. I can meet you anytime. Crickets nothing heard, nothing back. Okay. Then April of 2017, I reached out. Crickets, nothing back. April of 2018, I reached out, and this was a good one. I like this one. I said, gary, I'm so excited that people are buying my book and buying yours too. I feel like I'm in great company. And I sent him a picture that I got off Amazon that said, people that by crushing it are buying confidence. Creator. That's cool. I thought that was really relevant. Crickets nothing. Okay. May 31st last year, I reach out Gary. My new book came out, it's a bestseller. I was just on the James L. Tutor show discussing it. I would love to bring your audience these tips.

[Heather Monahan]

Blah, blah, blah.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Crickets June. Gary, every time I look at Amazon, my book says people are buying it. With your book. I can't believe this. It means we're meant to work together. Crickets. And then all of a sudden, yesterday, I'm working with Gary Vee. So this is a long process and you know, when things don't come together quickly. This is over a three year time period that I've been reaching out and trying to work with Gary Vee. The way that I ultimately got to him this time was I decided what I'm doing is not working, I need a new strategy. So I reevaluated and I was clear that going to directly to him, even though that's my goal, it wasn't working. I needed to find someone that was in his space that I could get to. So I googled his name and then I clicked News and I saw that he had just formed a new company, Empathy Wines, and that he had a partner, John Troutman. So I thought maybe I can get to Trouty. And I went on LinkedIn, I connected to him, I messaged him and ultimately everybody has a need and a want and if you can fill that need or want, you can potentially get what your need or want is. And Trouty was really clear with me that he needs to move cases of wine. Well, I have a background in the wine business. I have a 20 year track record of driving hundreds of millions of dollars of revenue. And I know there's one thing that I know and that's sales, so that I could help him. He said, well, if you can move cases of wine for me, I can get you to Gary Vee. So I made a deal directly with Trouty, who was amazing. And actually, as you saw or hopefully saw in the video portion, Trouty sat in on the interview portion with Gary Vee with me. He's an amazing guy. So the point or takeaway here is that when you can't get to the person you're trying to get to, take a step back and look at other ways to connect those dots. What other way? What other person can you find? And remember, I've been working on this basically for three, three years, since 2016. That was the first time I reached out to Gary Vee. But the key is I never gave up and you should never give up too. So I'm dying to answer all of your questions. I actually had a question that came in yesterday that I wanted to share and this is with someone that I've. I've known for a while and, and has been on this journey with me and reached out to me to say, hey, Heather, I just got this new job. I was so excited. And today they presented me with my letter of agreement to sign. And the compensation was not near where I thought it was going to be. I can't take the job like this. I phone the woman who's in charge to speak to her, but I'm feeling very nervous. I want the job. I love the job, but I'm scared to counter. What do you think? She also put, I'm rereading part 5 and 6 of your book Confidence Creator. I thought it would help, which was really cool. So here's the thing. In any situation, there's a value exchange. But the bottom line is this. People will pay you what you are worth. That is facts. So you need to know your worth, know what works for you, and you need to stand firm in it in a very kind, calm, positive way. There's no room for emotion in business. You need to take emotion out of it. Getting upset, crying, yelling, feeling angry or hurt, that means you're taking it personally. This is business. We don't know that person's situation. Maybe they were told there's a cap on what they can pay, but now it's on you. This is where the negotiation begins. What is the value proposition that you're bringing to the employer? How is that going to make them money? Doesn't mean that, you know, you don't just have to be a salesperson to know you're helping a company grow. Your goal is to show the company how you're delivering value and increasing their value and net worth. So you want to frame up your conversation in that way, in a really positive way that you're so excited to go to work there that you're. You can't imagine how successful that you're going to be as a team. Here's how you're going to drive value for them. However, the current offer will not work as it stands and that you want to work through a way and a solution to get you guys to where you need to be. Oftentimes you might be working with an HR director or a head of one department and they don't have any more funds. But maybe by going to the president of the company, you can access more funds. So you want to also ask that person. Hey, would it help you if I speak to anyone else? Is there. Do you have, you know, if you're having budgeting issues, would you like me to come in again and meet with some other people so that you could potentially access more funds and bring this together so it works for both of us? I know you and I can find a way together. You know, really believing in yourself. Believe in. Believe in finding a solution and be collaborative and positive with that person. Oftentimes you will see that they may need your help or they just need to make another phone call and ask for additional funds. So the good news is I heard back today and this woman did go ahead and she claimed her ground. She said, this is. This package isn't going to work for me and I want to work with you. And the good news is, is that they came back and I'll read this to you. She told me she will ask for more money. She will fight for me for more money. And she thanked me for my honesty and told me she has a lot of respect for me for making the call and putting it out there. So congratulations. Putting it out there and owning your thoughts, your value, others will respect that. And that's when you know you're in the right place. Journey with me. I decided to change that dynamic. I couldn't be more excited for what you're gonna hear. Start learning and growing. Inevitably, something will happen. No one succeeds alone.

[John Troutman]

You don't stop and look around once in a while. You could miss it.

[Gary Vaynerchuk]

Come on this journey with me.