We're Finally Coming Out Of The Closet

Summary

DaBaddest Radio - Episode Summary: "We're Finally Coming Out Of The Closet"

Release Date: November 14, 2024
Host/Author: Dear Media
Host: Bretman Rock
Co-Host: Ms. K (Kayleigh)

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1. Introduction and Behind-the-Scenes

The episode opens with Bretman Rock and Ms. K discussing the dynamics of producing the show themselves. Bret expresses gratitude towards Ms. K for handling multiple roles, including audio, lighting, and producing.

• Bretman: "Thank you so much, Kat, for not working on the weekends because honestly, it's a chance for me to like challenge myself." [00:55]

Ms. K reminisces about editing Bretman's successful YouTube videos, highlighting their collaborative history.

• Ms. K: "Some of my most successful best for YouTube video probably was edited by Ms. Kayleigh." [01:24]

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2. Halloween Experiences

Bretman shares his Halloween experiences, mentioning their popular "Inside Out" costume which garnered a great response from fans.

• Bretman: "The inside out making that was like I didn't even know what was gonna happen because I came by myself." [01:57]

They discuss the challenges of shooting costumes in adverse weather conditions, with Ms. K praising Bretman for handling the situation.

• Ms. K: "Anything for Brett." [02:18]

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3. Tea of the Week: Shawn Mendes' Sexuality

The hosts introduce the "Tea of the Week," focusing on Shawn Mendes' recent openness about his sexuality. They commend his bravery and discuss the impact of his revelation.

• Ms. K: "Shawn Mendes talking about his sexuality and how he wants to be open about it and, like, finding out things." [04:23]
• Bretman: "I think it's pretty cool that he is in a comfortable place now where he is openly allowed to and willing to say..." [05:15]

They further explore the significance of Shawn's honesty in inspiring others to explore their own sexual identities.

• Bretman: "Inspire other people to explore their sexuality." [06:07]

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4. Coming Out Stories

A pivotal moment in the episode is when both hosts share their personal coming out stories. Bretman reveals that he is gay, addressing rumors and affirming his identity.

• Bretman: "For those of you who are wondering, I know a lot of you guys have been questioning whether I'm straight or gay, and I just want to come clean that I am very much gay." [10:29]

Ms. K opens up about her transgender identity, discussing her journey and the support she received.

• Ms. K: "I think I'm trans." [07:09]
  (Note: This section contains sensitive and personal revelations shared by the hosts.)

They emphasize the importance of authenticity and the challenges they faced in accepting and expressing their true selves.

• Bretman: "I would love to ask each episode of this month what you were grateful for, what we're thankful for." [04:20]

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5. Family and Childhood Memories

The conversation shifts to their family backgrounds and childhood experiences, highlighting differences and similarities in their upbringings.

• Bretman: "We never hung out." [12:22]
• Ms. K: "We would play like Earth, fire, wind, air. I don't even know how to play that game. But we created it." [30:07]

They reminisce about participating in home pageants, dealing with straight family members, and how these experiences shaped their identities.

• Bretman: "My mom always told me, too. She was like, Colin has the body of a girl." [14:53]

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6. Gratitude and Ungratitude Segments

In their gratitude segment, Bretman reflects on his childhood and the solace he finds in gardening, connecting with his late loved ones.

• Bretman: "I'm so glad that I have all these outlets to connect with people that I love without, like, I feel like I'm hanging out with my grandma." [28:14]

Ms. K shares her gratitude for finally completing her Invisalign treatment, highlighting the positive impact on her confidence and appearance.

• Ms. K: "I'm officially done. I just got my retainers." [24:00]

Conversely, Bretman vents about his struggles with dairy allergies affecting his skin, expressing frustration over breakouts.

• Bretman: "I'm ungrateful for the fact that I'm breaking out. Like, I hate the fact that I'm..." [31:17]

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7. Product of the Week

The hosts review their favorite products, providing recommendations and personal endorsements.

• Ms. K: Discusses her favorite hairpiece for easy styling, emphasizing its convenience and aesthetic appeal. [50:17]

  • Ms. K: "It's from inh. I forgot what this is called, but... It's so luscious." [50:24]

• Bretman: Shares his preference for mineral sunscreen, detailing its benefits over chemical alternatives and recommending specific brands.

  • Bretman: "I feel more protected with mineral sunscreen just because it's thicker." [52:00]

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8. Upcoming Plans and Closing Remarks

In the final segment, Bretman and Ms. K discuss their plans for decorating Christmas trees, reflecting on past experiences with both real and artificial trees.

• Bretman: "This year's tree is gonna be, like, a peacock theme." [43:09]
• Ms. K: Encourages listeners to seek their sister Jordy's balloon and decorating services through her business, Party Love Hawaii. [40:50]

They conclude with reminders to subscribe, follow on social media, and encourage listener engagement.

• Bretman: "Make sure you guys subscribe to the baddest radio and give it a thumbs up a good rate and I will see you guys next week." [55:00]

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Notable Quotes:

• Bretman Rock: "I love doing this. It reminds me so much of my old YouTube video days." [00:55]
• Ms. K: "I think it's cool that he is in a comfortable place now where he is openly allowed to and willing to say..." [05:15]
• Bretman Rock: "We had a whole... We literally just caught up." [49:49]
• Ms. K: "You're a thought on paper." [34:06]
• Bretman Rock: "I'm so glad that I have all these outlets to connect with people that I love..." [28:14]

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Conclusion

In this heartfelt and engaging episode, Bretman Rock and Ms. K open up about their personal journeys of self-discovery and acceptance, share their experiences with family and childhood, express gratitude for their growth, and connect with their audience through product recommendations and future plans. The candid conversations offer listeners an intimate glimpse into their lives, reinforcing the show's theme of living unapologetically and embracing confidence.

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Transcript

[A]

The following podcast is a Dear Media production. Hello fellow earthlings, Good morning. Today I am joined with none other than Mida, who's me, Ms. K. My unofficial official co host. Radio. Yeah, cue the end of intro. Bratman to Earth. Earth to Bratman. Girl, you already know who it is. As you guys can see today I got on my headphones on. So this is a self produced show today. She is. What is she?

[B]

Ms. K. She's the audio, the host, the cameraman. What else?

[A]

Lighting.

[B]

Yeah, the lighting and producer today.

[A]

Oh my God, she's doing it all today.

[B]

Thank.

[A]

Thank you so much, Kat for not working on the weekends because honestly, it's a chance for me to like challenge myself. I love doing this. It reminds me so much of my old YouTube video days. I don't think you guys know this, but Ms. Kayleigh is an editor.

[B]

Oh wait. Oh my God. I thought you was gonna be like you guys don't know this, but like the behind the scene. I used to do all of this.

[A]

But no, well, yeah, no, you used to be an editor once upon a time.

[B]

I did like a couple of his videos, you know, side money.

[A]

Some of my most successful best for YouTube video probably was edited by Ms. Kayleigh.

[B]

The Philippines 1. I did your first ever Philippines trip. I ever did.

[A]

Yeah. You saw me crying in there, girl, cringey as fuss.

[B]

You were like, delete all of that. And I was like, okay, okay.

[A]

Thank you so much for joining me, Ms. K. How was your week?

[B]

It was a cute week. I went out on the weekend for Halloween. It was amazing. Great, great people, great vibes.

[A]

Did you have a Halloween costume? I don't think I saw you post a Halloween entry this year besides our inside out one, which had such great response.

[B]

You gu that inside out making that was like I didn't even know what was gonna happen because I came by myself.

[A]

Ms. K was actually the first one. She's the reason why we had to shoot where we shot. Because one, it was raining when you came.

[B]

Yeah, it was like a.

[A]

It was 10:00am in the morning. Right. 9:00am right before you came to work. So thank you for pulling through.

[B]

Of course. Anything for Brett.

[A]

Are we focused?

[B]

I think we are.

[A]

I think we are.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Oh my God, you guys, I'm so sorry if we're not. This is a self produced show and I don't know, you guys are.

[B]

So far I'm just like, is it.

[A]

My contacts or are we blurry? Are we blurry? Ms. Kang, you have better vision than me.

[B]

I don't think we Are okay. Yeah.

[A]

Anyways, Ms. K, you. I don't know if you guys know this, but Ms. K was edited in in the photos, so it's just this. And it did so great. I think it was an McVie girl like you guys.

[B]

Every time I go to work, every time Brett posts something about me, they're always like, oh, my God, I just saw your post. I just saw your post. And I'm like, oh, thank you, thank you.

[A]

Speaking of work, Ms. Kayleigh, what is the tea of the week?

[B]

The tea of the week is a matcha latte with white chocolate. You did this foam?

[A]

Yeah. With what I just had?

[B]

Yes.

[A]

Oh, my God.

[B]

You are a lavender one. Lavender syrup. Because I really like lavender right now.

[A]

I have a lavender pump.

[B]

I do. Give me the tea. Give me the tea. Give me the tea. Ms. K, you ate this up.

[A]

What the fuck? You know, ever since you made your lavender last year, I've been making it.

[B]

Really?

[A]

I love. I know you see the lavender come down. The syrup, it's like, yeah, yeah.

[B]

It's like almost gone. But no, I've been into this lavender thing. I didn't know it was a syrup, so I just started it. I started with cold brew and then I just put it with everything that's like a little, like fragrance taste to it.

[A]

Oh, no, I love it. I was telling you about this last time. I feel like I'm drinking a little bit of perfume.

[B]

Yeah, yeah.

[A]

And it makes my mouth smell a little bit lavender.

[B]

It tastes really good.

[A]

I'm like, come here, give me a kiss.

[B]

Oh, my God. But I do have a tea with the tea.

[A]

Oh, yeah. By the way, you guys, I figured that it would be kind of boring if Ms. K only talks about the drink that she's making. So I was like, Ms. K, you need to come in with not only the tea, but the tea of the week.

[B]

The tea. Something like I just saw on, like.

[A]

Yeah, you're always on your phone. Something about the pop culture. We will always try to keep it light hearted. I really don't want this channel to be a gossip channel. We're talking about other people's lives. So we're going to keep it very light hearted and not too like, did you see who broke up this week? No, we don't give a fuck, Honestly, truly.

[B]

Even though it sounds fun. But no, no.

[A]

Probably on another podcast.

[B]

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

[A]

Do you have a tea for us this year?

[B]

I do. I just been on TikTok lately and I've been seeing this one video of Shawn Mendes talking About his sexuality and how he wants to be open about it and, like, finding out things.

[A]

Yeah. He's, I want to say, questioning or experimenting. I don't want to put words in his mouth yet.

[B]

Yeah. Well, in that video, he said, like, he's trying to explain.

[A]

Figure it out.

[B]

Yeah. Figuring it out. So I think that's a good tea this week. What do you think about it?

[A]

I think it's pretty cool that he is in a comfortable place now where he is openly allowed to and willing to say, like, yeah, hey, y'all. Y'all might have been onto something the whole. This whole time. And maybe I do need time to explore myself. Or maybe it wasn't even the pressure of, like, everyone, you know, Maybe he genuinely just came around at this stage in his life and I was like, maybe.

[B]

Maybe I. Yeah, because he was with a great girlfriend, so he was like, exactly.

[A]

What do you think, Hailey?

[B]

I think it was great how he opened up to all his fans like that.

[A]

It's just, like, honestly, very vulnerable.

[B]

Yeah. Very brave and vulnerable for him because, you know, he is famous in America and, like. No, I'm not saying this, but a lot of American states are very closed off. And knowing his fan base, I know there's, like, a lot in the middle. So the way they, like, perceived it, I think it was amazing.

[A]

I think. I think it's cool.

[B]

It's so brave.

[A]

I would. I mean, just to see how it. Yeah.

[B]

Inspired other people.

[A]

Yeah. Inspire other people to explore their sexuality. But I'm also interested to see, like, if you ever come to a conclusion.

[B]

Yeah. No. Yeah.

[A]

You know what I mean? And he doesn't.

[B]

It could be just a phase. Yeah.

[A]

So that's pretty cool.

[B]

Yeah, I think so. Because I don't have a coming out story.

[A]

Yeah. By the way, these are opinions coming from two bitches that never came out. Yeah.

[B]

We just literally came out as well. We came out.

[A]

We came out.

[B]

Yeah. And I was like, okay. Because I was always gay. My mom never really cared.

[A]

I mean, we've always been gay.

[B]

Yeah. They were never like, our family was never really.

[A]

Imagine that. We came out now. Ms. K. Should we. Oh, my God. Should we come out now?

[B]

Yeah. Oh, my God.

[A]

Because we never gave our family that.

[B]

Brett. My family. Wait, no.

[A]

Come out right now.

[B]

This is how I would come out. I have something to tell you guys.

[A]

What is it, Ms. K?

[B]

I think I'm not straight.

[A]

I mean, with this headpiece on. I don't think. You think.

[B]

I think, you know, I think I.

[A]

Am with this glam. On. I don't think you think you're gay. I think, you know.

[B]

Not only gay, though.

[A]

What is it?

[B]

I'm trans.

[A]

I'm kidding.

[B]

I feel, you know, better now.

[A]

Period.

[B]

What about you?

[A]

I'm. I'm so happy that I. I'm so happy to know that you're gay.

[B]

First of all, he was the only person that I. I ever. I ever thought. Every time I come out, I come out, he's always the first person to know.

[A]

So I just feel like the. I'm the only one that you really came out to. I feel like we came out to each other.

[B]

No. Yeah. I came out to you. You're the only person I came out to. And everyone just see what happened.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Period.

[B]

There's one time I was, like, really scared, and I was like, I think I'm gonna start transitioning. Amber was like, work.

[A]

I was like, about time.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Because there was a time where, I mean, we would go out and then other dolls.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Queen. Would be like, why aren't you on tv?

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

You know.

[B]

No, they would.

[A]

I'm sorry.

[B]

They're like, are you on hormones? And I'd be like, no. And they were like, why not? You should. And I was like, okay.

[A]

Because I think I was there in those conversations when you finally told me that you wanted to take hormones. I was like, bitch. About time. Honestly, I was like, okay, do you want me to hold your hands?

[B]

Because Brett had an old friend, and then me and her had, like, a heart to heart talk, and she was telling me about her experiences and, like, what she went through and, like, things like that. And I was just like, wow, that really inspired me to just go through it and pull it. It's like.

[A]

And you did. And look at this woman that I know before me today. Girl, I love it. I was about to ask you an inappropriate question, but I feel like it's a valid question because I'm genuinely wondering, what is your bra size?

[B]

My bra size? I don't wear bras. Not yet. My training bras. But if I do have.

[A]

You do be having.

[B]

I know. It would probably be an A cup.

[A]

Oh, yeah.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Just a little.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

You know. Sorry. I'm sorry. I know that was inappropriate, but I feel like if anybody's appropriately allowed to ask it, it's me.

[B]

Yeah. Yeah. But I don't think I will ever wear a bra because the way my friends complain about bras are, like, something else.

[A]

I also feel like. Well, I guess my next question is, would you ever get.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

More bigger ones?

[B]

It's in progress, period. Yeah, I've been talking to a lot of, like, doctors about it, and then. Yeah.

[A]

Period.

[B]

Because I want to, like, step, you know, step of the ladder a little bit. I've been comfortable with who I was for, like, two years because. Because I started transitioning two years from now, so I feel like it's time, period.

[A]

And we will be here to support you, girl. Imagine. I'm like, Ms. K, can you film an episode today? I know you got bandages.

[B]

Let's do it.

[A]

I'm like, can I set up here in the.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

In your operating table?

[B]

No, I actually want to go on live while I'm getting done. That would be so iconic.

[A]

I would send you a lion.

[B]

Yeah. I'd be like, yeah, let's do this.

[A]

Well, since I never came out, I feel like I would come out right now. For those of you who are wondering, I know a lot of you guys have been questioning whether I'm straight or gay, and I just want to come clean that I am very much gay. Yes.

[B]

So you're telling me have it. You've been just growing this hair out for fun, like. Yeah.

[A]

I mean, yeah, it really came around when I was the lip fillers. Well, no. Well, honestly, when I figured out that I like dick, it was when the so bad. I talked about this on my. No, it's on my book, though, I think. You know this.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

But remember when my mom would make. Would have babysitters for me?

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And auntie. I don't want to say her real name, but I would just call her auntie in Kalihi. No, girl, Philippines. In the back.

[B]

Oh, yeah.

[A]

By the river. I would just call her auntie. River. Yeah, the one by the river.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And every time they would babysit me, they would just have porn playing in the background.

[B]

Oh, my God.

[A]

Like, on, like, literally on their screen.

[B]

Why?

[A]

And I don't know, it was just, like, a thing. Like, I don't even know if it was, like, a part of the karaoke. And, like, porn would just play as. You know how. Like, there's videos.

[B]

Oh, yes, yes.

[A]

Also, I don't know if corn is allowed on YouTube, so I'll just say corn.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And, like. But anyways, they would just play the corn, and I would.

[B]

The girls in the back while you're singing. Girl. There's a lot in that.

[A]

Yes. And I would just be so into, like, the dick.

[B]

I would be, like, the man.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

So, yeah, that's probably what I was like.

[B]

Oh, so you found out a long Time ago, girl. You didn't want to come.

[A]

You also knew. You. You were young.

[B]

Yeah, but I. You weren't.

[A]

You always. Never cared. Yeah. Also like the family, because I want to say we're kind of like the first gays in our family that we have access. I mean, I have uncles that are gay. You have. Yeah, because that are good. But you. We've never hung out.

[B]

We never.

[A]

Yeah, we know of them for sure.

[B]

But they were always older.

[A]

Yeah, they were like my mom's, like, second cousin.

[B]

Yeah. Yeah.

[A]

And your uncle, you know.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

But in our immediate family, is what I'm saying.

[B]

It was just being you.

[A]

And, like, we have just such straight brothers and straight cousins, too. Into cars.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Into cock fighting. Like, things like that. That sport. Not that they gave us, like, a scary environment, but because they were so, like, masculine. It was just, like, we found out.

[B]

Right away that we weren't interested.

[A]

We weren't in that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

[B]

Plus, we were always, like, dressing up and allowed to. Yeah.

[A]

Like, our. Our girl cousins would make us do pageants.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

You know what I mean?

[B]

Yeah. I do still remember the time when raining champ. The time when me, you and my brother. My straight brother.

[A]

Hi, Colin. Yeah, I think does.

[B]

Yeah. Hi, Colin. No, but they. Me and my sister. No, my sister and our cousin.

[A]

Right.

[B]

Dress up as little girls when we were, like, what? In the elementary school. And we would do pageants around the house with, like, a Brancy Q and A, and then they would, like, make us do it. So we had so much fun, and I didn't mind.

[A]

And we would win a dollar and Kraft Mac and Cheese.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And I remembered no tea, no shade, but somebody was a score loser. Colin.

[B]

Not me. I was like, yeah, go do you.

[A]

Yeah, Colin. And he ended up getting both the prizes. I was like, the first prize had a dollar, and the second prize was the Mac and cheese.

[B]

That he got both.

[A]

And because he was a sore loser, he got both. And I'm like, yeah, you know what?

[B]

There's always gonna be a sore loser.

[A]

Exactly. I'm sorry. You weren't serving fish.

[B]

Yeah, he was, though.

[A]

He was.

[B]

He was a fish. He was a fish.

[A]

I don't know if this is problematic to say, but I feel like if Miss. Ms. Colin was.

[B]

She would give more LGBT. Yeah.

[A]

I feel like she would be prettier than the both of us.

[B]

No. Yeah. Because my mom always told me, too. She was like, colin has the body of a girl. She looks like a girl. And, like, the way how he is, it's A very girl. Like, he's like, clinic clean.

[A]

Yeah, it's very.

[B]

Just, like, organized. Girl.

[A]

You tell me, girl.

[B]

He doesn't like a mess. Like, if he sees a mess, he'll pick it up right away.

[A]

Yeah, yeah.

[B]

All his clothes has to be, like, fold.

[A]

Anyways. Cute transition music. All right, you guys, I forgot to read the Tea of the week, featuring my journal. This is my older dust journal that I have given to me by Ms. K. This was my journal from 2020 to 2021. And this doesn't have a date on it, and it's just like a random ass page. And it says, long time no see. Lol. I feel like I really only be writing on this whenever, and it's very inconsistent. Lol. Anyways, I have a chicken addiction now, and my two little chickens are. Are here. I think this is when I hatched my two little chickens.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Next time I write on this, I'll probably be laughing at how much they have grown. Oh, my God, Are they still here? Well, yes, actually. Well, no one out of the two is. Yeah, I think I named them Maritez and Martin.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Yeah, and Martin. I had to get rid of all my roosters. I don't know if I said this on the podcast yet, but, yeah, the HOA got me. And also the neighbors were complaining about the roosters, which I understand because I, for one, was also was at the last.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Brick brink of my, like, waking up in the morning, and I'm like, this bitch is just.

[B]

Wait, are the roosters the one that makes the noises?

[A]

Yeah, they're the ones that crow. Like.

[B]

Oh, yeah.

[A]

So I had to get rid of them, which was really easy because, oh, my God, in Hawaii, there's chickens everywhere, and everybody has chickens. So I just asked all my uncles and everyone that worked for my brother if they wanted chickens, and I got rid of them in one day. There's some that still sends me pics of, like, your chickens. Yeah, there's some that still send me pics of my chickens, but there's some that I will admit. I will admit I don't know if they became ADOBO or not, and I would rather not know, but there are some that I still check up with, so. And they're in great homes.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And the roosters are roostering and. Oh, my God, let me tell you this tea real quick, bitch. So I got written up by my HOA again about a rooster, and I'm like, how the fuck am I getting rid of. So apparently somebody that lived in the down the street from me had a rooster and had released it at the area behind my house. And because he hurt all my hands, he came here. He came in here, and this is so tragic. Yeah. But, like, he killed one of my hands.

[B]

Which one?

[A]

And I came out, and that's why my hands weren't out for, like, a good week. Because this rooster was such a menace. Yeah. He killed one of my hands, and I was so mad. And I know it was him because he was, like, pecking the back. The feathers off of it. And I was like, oh, my God, this fucking rooster just literally harassed my chicken. And so I netted it. I netted, like. I didn't kill it. I just, like, grabbed my net and I caught it, put it in a box, and I texted the president of my hoa and I'm like, I think I got mistaken for this rooster. Like, this is not my rooster. And then apparently, then that's when they told me, like, somebody released their chicken.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Down the road. But, yeah, I'm still very much in my chicken era. I love my chickens so much.

[B]

The ones that matters, especially my ones.

[A]

The hands, girl. The hands are my hands for life.

[B]

Not a lot of people knows, but Brett only has female animals.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Always.

[B]

All his dogs are females. Now, my chickens are girls.

[A]

My cats are girls. Bula, which is my fish, is a girl.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

So I don't know, actually, because my tur. I have turtles, and I haven't sexed them yet because you can't really tell until they're, like, ready to mate. But they look like girls. Yeah, they look like girls. I feel like tortoises are girls.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I feel like a lot of an. Like, there's animals that are, like, automatically are girls. What's a girly pop animal that you're like, you're a girl no matter what you are. I think rabbits are all girls.

[B]

Oh, rabbits are all girls.

[A]

It's too kind. It's too kind.

[B]

I always thought, when I was a little kid, I always thought tortoise was the male version of turtles.

[A]

Okay, we're gonna go to bake.

[B]

No, I'm dead ass. I didn't know there was two different things until someone was like, no, the other one walks in land.

[A]

The other ones in land. Yeah, yeah. I mean, water. Yeah. And I was like, oh, that's crazy. I also think all parrots are girls. I'm. Every time I see a parrot.

[B]

Parrot.

[A]

Hey, girl.

[B]

Yeah. All the birds actually are girls.

[A]

Yeah. Jellyfishes. Oh, girl. Sorry, I don't make the rules.

[B]

What is an animal that I think is all girls. Cats. Easy.

[A]

Yeah, yeah.

[B]

Cats are always going to be girls to me.

[A]

I would say pigs are very girl to me, too. I'm like, girl.

[B]

I love the pink palette.

[A]

Yes. And Piglet. I can't believe Piglet is a boy.

[B]

No, piglets are the little ones.

[A]

Kiefer. I'm talking about Winnie the Pooh. Piglet.

[B]

It's a boy.

[A]

Piglet is a boy. Have you ever listened to his voice?

[B]

No. Is it the deep?

[A]

That's a man, Mari.

[B]

Really? I thought he was a girl.

[A]

That's so mad.

[B]

I thought Winnie the Pooh was a girl, too. Even Tweety Bird. Did you know Tweety Bird was a boy?

[A]

There's no way Tweety Bird is a boy.

[B]

He's a boy.

[A]

Why do you put lashes on Tweety?

[B]

I don't know, but he's a boy.

[A]

I'm gonna have. I'm gonna need a word with Cartoon Network.

[B]

Yeah. What do you mean, yeah, that's a boy?

[A]

I also feel like I don't care what anybody says, I will always refer to peacocks as girls. I'm like, I'm sorry. Like, yeah, that's a woman. Like, that's a doll.

[B]

Like, especially because of their feathers. I always was like, that is not a boy. That's a girl.

[A]

Yeah.

[B]

And in the. The ones that's like, doesn't have the feathers are the boys.

[A]

It's funny to think that, I mean, this is not the case for all the animals, but in a lot of animal cases, the boy is always the prettier one.

[B]

Yeah. Because they're the ones that likes fine mates, so they have to look good.

[A]

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's true.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I. I wish more boys, more human boys looked good.

[B]

Yeah. Oh, yeah, girl.

[A]

Show me a straight man, girl. I'm like, let's wash our face.

[B]

I'm like, yeah, stay straight.

[A]

Let's. Let's get an African sponge and scrub our skin.

[B]

But a lot. Like, a lot of. I don't know if someone proved it or the scientist proved it, but why is it that a lot of men has better facial like, skin than other females, but they only use a bar of soap that they use for their body?

[A]

That's one thing that I'm trying to figure out as well, because my boyfriend literally does the least for his skin.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I have to tell him to put sunscreen on. I have to lit. And he's like, I don't want to wash my face again. And I'm like, this Is the fifth time I'm washing it today.

[B]

No.

[A]

And he has literally better skin than me. No, of course.

[B]

Nothing. And I'm like, okay, it's the jeans.

[A]

It is the jeans, girl. And I wish I had that gene.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Okay, Ms. K. So last week I had a solo episode which I haven't done in a while.

[B]

Yeah. Yeah. How was that?

[A]

It was really quick. But you know, like in Disney Channel where they would have like recap episodes.

[B]

Yeah. Oh, okay.

[A]

Like, you know, it's just like a light hearted one just to like thank them for all the love during Halloween and just like a breather. Because honestly, the whole Halloween, October was a lot for me.

[B]

Girl, you were dressing up every week.

[A]

Yeah. So it was kind of like a breather episode where I'm just like, y'all, this is what's going on in my life. And this month we're not gonna be dressing up. But I would love to ask each episode of this month what you were grateful for, what we're thankful for. So I want to ask you what you're grateful for today or this week.

[B]

Oh my God. Okay. I have a really good one. Because a lot of people may not know that I used to have some bad teeth. Like, bad teeth. And because yesterday I just got my retainers. So I'm done. So I'm officially done. I just got my retina. So I'm very grateful for Dr. Holiday for even giving me the chance to like, you know, switch up my teeth because, like, I thought I would never get to fix them. I just thought I would have them. Like, I already accepted it. I was like, okay, this is my teeth.

[A]

This is me.

[B]

Like, I just gotta go with it.

[A]

Love it. Yeah.

[B]

But like, like, oh my God, you guys. Ever since I started my teeth journey, my life has changed so much.

[A]

And your confidence. Yeah, your face structure too.

[B]

I feel like, yeah, my face structure definitely helped a lot. And like, my dieting also helped with that a lot because I couldn't eat anything, especially when I had my.

[A]

Yeah, certain times, like, ye. There was no midnight snacks for you, mama.

[B]

No. No. Not even a single. Cause I wouldn't. I. Because the thing was, every time I would put it on, if I wanted to eat something, I would have to take it out, brush my teeth, and then wash the retainers again and then put it back. So it's a whole process. So I just didn't want to do that. So I just kept it in and like, dealt with my hunger and I was like, but I'm just so thankful for that. Because without them, like, girl, my teeth, it wouldn't be like.

[A]

I feel like. Were you on it for four years.

[B]

Three years, two years, Very quickly.

[A]

Why do I feel like I saw you with Invisalign when I was living in Ewa? No, no, it was when you were here already.

[B]

No, it was when. Yeah, it's.

[A]

It's when we were here, when we.

[B]

Did the show after this. Got it after season one. That's when they were like, hey, do you want to come in for a consultation? And I was like, yes, please, let's do it. And then we started right away. And then by season two, my teeth was like, a little bit straightened already. It was still in the process, but it was already straight. But.

[A]

And this was Invisalign. I don't know if you said it already.

[B]

Not braces. Invisalign.

[A]

Well, yeah. They've never seen you with bracelets. I don't know why I'm trying to be like, tell them it's Invisalign.

[B]

No, it's Invisalign. I used to call it veneers all the time.

[A]

These are veneers. These two veneers.

[B]

No, but. Yeah, that's what I'm thankful for. Because I always thought about. I always think about it because, like, that was like, what my biggest. What's that called?

[A]

Like, setback.

[B]

Yeah, because.

[A]

Insecurity.

[B]

Insecurity, I guess because every time. I feel like. Every time I would talk to people, I feel like. You know how, like when they say you're. They're like staring at your pimple or sometimes, or like your boobs. I felt like that they were staring at my teeth the whole time. And then.

[A]

Yeah, period. And that's valid to think I loved also just, like, seeing the confidence that it gave you over time.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

What is the. Because I don't know anything about Invisalign. What is the retainer situation with Invisalign after you're done? Is it kind of similar to the retainer you get when you get braces?

[B]

Yeah, yeah. It's the.

[A]

No, the night.

[B]

Once I. Yeah, it's the same ones. It's like a little. It's Invisalign still. It's like this clear little plastic that has your teeth, your final teeth formed. And then for that one, they told me to. I have to wear at least for full time for two weeks. And then after that two weeks, I can just wear it throughout the night when I sleeping.

[A]

Yeah, period. Congrats, girl. You can finally eat anything.

[B]

Thank you.

[A]

Without, like, being like, wait, I need to.

[B]

Yeah. Because like, also, like, I can't eat. I can't drink anything sugary because they told me that if I drink something sugary, it could build up because it has plastic and it would stay in the plastic. So it would build up.

[A]

That would scare me.

[B]

Yeah. And it could create, like cavities. But yeah, I didn't want to do that. So I stitched stick with water and. Yeah.

[A]

You ate. I mean, you didn't eat.

[B]

No, I did not eat at all.

[A]

But teeth ate for me. What am I grateful?

[B]

Yeah. What are you thankful for this week?

[A]

This week I'm so thankful for. Honestly. Yesterday was the day of the dead and I did a lot of. I stayed home all day yesterday and I was just like gardening and I was with my man. Kind of left each other alone.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

As well. Which I love about us. Like, I'm like, girl, we could be in the same house but we'd be doing our own little things. But I'm just grateful for. I was like, in my garden, like, deep weeding and if you guys watch my stories, like, you know.

[B]

Yeah. You've been on that this whole week.

[A]

I just started, like crying because it's just like, wow. Like, when I was a kid, I used to help my Uncle Booboot, like, weed gardens.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

And when I was even younger than that, I would be in my yard with my grandma all the time.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And I'm just grateful for the fact that I have all these outlet to connect with people that I love without, like, I feel like I'm hanging out with my grandma.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Just in my garden.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I feel like. I feel like Uncle Booboo is thinking about me when I'm in my garden, like, yeah.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

You know, so I'm just fucking glad of. I'm grateful for my childhood. Like, literally, I don't know why that. That's what I'm thinking of right now. But like, oh, like, so many seeds were planted when I was a child and I don't know why I thought about that, like, while I was thinking about, like, you know, my loved ones that have passed, but I'm just, just so glad that I had them for.

[B]

Yeah. Because you didn't think you would be like, doing all of this now.

[A]

Yeah. And like, I. I genuinely am also just happy to do it. Like, you know, I get comments all the time like, why do you do your own yard? And I'm like, well, I have. I'm not that, like. Yeah, I'm not that like, with high mako. Maka.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I don't know how to describe it. Like, I could get dirty, like. And also if you know me, you know that I'm so particular with certain things.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

That like, sometimes I would rather fucking do it myself than like relying on someone else.

[B]

Yeah. Because you're just going to waste your time, like.

[A]

And I'm just going to be like. And I'm going to pay you to do something I didn't want to fucking.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Anyways, and if my brother is watching this, you know that motherfucking well. Bitch, I've paid you a couple of times for shit I didn't ask for. I'm like, who told you to do that?

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

So yeah, I'm just grateful for my childhood and for all the little seeds that I planted.

[B]

Yeah. That's a good thing because like now, nowadays, like a lot of kids doesn't really know. Not even know how to wash dishes or they don't want to do it because dishwasher doesn't know how to play outside because they don't know what. What to play outside. But it's like there's a lot of things to do outside.

[A]

Girl.

[B]

Those were the best games I've ever played. Like running around playing like, yes, Me brought them hide and seek.

[A]

We would not. We were never bored.

[B]

We would play like Earth, fire, wind, air. I don't even know how to play that game. But we created it. Yeah.

[A]

Oh my gosh. So I'm just glad we had the child.

[B]

Our imagination. Yeah.

[A]

Literally, we didn't have iPads. That's crazy.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And when we did have an iPad, it was Azen's iPad and we would all just like hover over it.

[B]

Yeah. But that's when like nothing was like creative.

[A]

Yeah. We're talking first generation iPad. He wanted at Fun Factory.

[B]

Still YouTube. Like not even like, not other people were still doing YouTube. It was just like, for like we different.

[A]

I for sure wasn't on. Yeah. So. Yeah. Wait. On the latter though, maybe this is not a great way to exercise gratefulness. But what are you not grateful for this week? Just a fun question.

[B]

What am I not grateful for? That's hard.

[A]

Okay, I'll start because maybe I just wanted to talk about.

[B]

Okay. Yeah. What are you not grateful for?

[A]

I am not grateful for the fact that I'm breaking out. Like, like I hate the fact that I'm. I'm also glad that I finally figured out a lot of the reason of my breakout is my diet.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Usually when I break out, it's one when I Eat dairy. Or, like, also, obviously, I'm concealed the house down boots, so don't even try to clock my face right now, everyone. I know. I don't.

[B]

Girl, don't even say anything because you're barely wearing anything. So I'm like.

[A]

I'm actually wearing.

[B]

Literally.

[A]

That's crazy. But, yeah, I'm just like, girl, bitch, you're 26 and milk still got you on a choke.

[B]

Oh, it was milk.

[A]

Dairy.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Yeah. And I'm just like, I don't know what a fucking. I think it was cheese from the ragu pasta that I got.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Because I forgot to ask for it. Without.

[B]

Girl, cheese is forever your hater later.

[A]

And I know it's cheese if it's because I don't break up in my forehead ever. If it's here and there's two forming, it's cheese. It's fucking cheese.

[B]

Because if it's in the cheeks, someone complimented him. Yeah.

[A]

If it's here, it's like, somebody said I had good skin and I broke out. Honestly. Yeah, that's. I just wanted to vent. Honest. I just wanted to be like. I. I also just needed to remind myself, like, bitch, stop eating. That is your fault. No, I know.

[B]

I'm like, you did that to yourself.

[A]

I'm ungrateful for the fact that I'm a dumb bitch, knowing, literally, I. I've even taken, like, tests before, and all of them. Like.

[B]

Like.

[A]

Like poop tests.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Like, you literally poop on a vial. Well, I didn't poop on a vial.

[B]

Oh, my God. Speaking of, I just took one yesterday.

[A]

For what?

[B]

For, like, my blood test. Because I do blood tests for my hormone. Oh, yes.

[A]

For your poop, too. They test your poop?

[B]

No, I think it was just, like, this monthly thing where, like, they test you for, like, STDs and stuff like that. Always get checked, by the way, you guys.

[A]

Yes. Know your.

[B]

Yes. But they were like. It was the weirdest thing ever. They were like, have you done a tube test before? I was like, no. And then they were like, okay, so you got to do two. One in your anal and one in your tonsils. Like, your throat. So I did one of my throats. I just had to, like, you know, swerve around the tonsil area. And I was looking at the paper for the anal and tell me why. I had to insert by myself. I had to insert this thing all the way. Like, it literally was this much. I was like, I literally had to insert that much and I had to.

[A]

Swerve it around I remember the first time I had to get tested, and it's that same thing, really.

[B]

And I had to swerve it around, and I was like, this is the weirdest feeling ever. And I was like, yeah, period. Yeah.

[A]

You're like, did I just get fucked?

[B]

No, Honestly, I was like, what the heck? I feel like this feels wrong. But I thought. I just thought that was weird.

[A]

But everything's good.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Everything's clear. She's STD free.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Queen of knowing her status.

[B]

Yes. I'm the most celibate person you guys. I may be. You know, all the texts that you guys saw me, I may be like that on my phone, but I am not like that in person.

[A]

You're a thought on paper.

[B]

Yes. Yes, I am a thought on paper.

[A]

That's. I'm tweeting that. Yeah, that's a good yearbook quote. I'm a thought on paper.

[B]

That's all. That's all I ever will be.

[A]

Exactly. What was I talking about? About the vial with the.

[B]

Because you have to take a test, and you said you take a. Your diet.

[A]

Oh, my. Yeah, because I. I. Well, and they just run a couple tests, like blood tests and poop and stuff like that, and they just tell you, like, it's basically kind of like an allergy test. And they tell you, like, what things that you should avoid? Yeah, like, things like that. But the most thing that I got from it and the main reason why I wanted to do it, it's just. I needed to know what the. Was breaking me out because I was like, I'm literally doing everything the book says to have clear skin. And then they were just like, girl, it's dairy. Dang, it's dairy, girl. But, yeah. Do you have anything you're ungrateful for?

[B]

Yeah, people who's allergic to dairy, not.

[A]

People that's allergic to dairy.

[B]

I'm like, so how are you gonna eat everything?

[A]

No, give me one. Because now I feel like I'm grateful as. And I'm here.

[B]

Like, no, I. There's a lot of. There's. I am at my work. There's a lot of people who's allergic to dairy, and they're always like, I can't drink that. And I was like. I'd be like, why? Like, I'm lactose. And I'm like, what are you doing here?

[A]

Why are you at a coffee shop? No, girl, we belong.

[B]

No. Yeah.

[A]

I am here for my lactose girlies out there. And I know nobody gives a fuck about my lactose story, but I will tell You a really quick lactose story. I didn't grow up lactose. I. You know this. We were always eating motherfucking ice cream pizza, everything in the books. When I was in high school, I did a dairy free cleanse for four months. I didn't eat dairy. And then I ate dairy for the very first time when I was on tour. And then that's when I became lactose. Like lactose on both ends. Like, I don't just poop, you guys. Yeah, I puke as well. And I don't know why I did it to myself. So don't do a dairy break.

[B]

Yeah. And he doesn't learn his lesson, you guys. He always does it. He's always like, I'm never eating dairy again. Couple months later doing this exact same thing.

[A]

It's just. And I know all you that are lactose are the same exact way. And also I know you guys are going to say there's lactates, there's tums, mama, it don't work. Yeah, it does not work. Trust me. For I've taken three, four. The most I've taken was five lactates. And you're right, it didn't make me poop, but it did make me gassy and still broke me out. Is it worth it? I don't think so. No, it's really still not so. I don't care. So, yeah, bitch, you keep skipping my question. What are you ungrateful for?

[B]

I don't know.

[A]

Why do we keep going back to this?

[B]

I don't know what I'm ungrateful for.

[A]

Okay, maybe we'll just keep it at that. You're just a grateful girl.

[B]

I'm ungrateful for my raggedy ass car because. Because it's time.

[A]

We need to get you a car, y'all.

[B]

What are you trying to say?

[A]

We'll start a go find. No kidding. No. Ms. K wants my jeep so bad. And I was like, Ms. K, why the would I give you a jeep that I've owned? Also, I already told you this. I will die with that jeep. You're never gonna.

[B]

No, but there's.

[A]

If I was gonna give you a jeep, I would just buy you a new one. I don't know why.

[B]

There's this one night that you were like, I would give you the jeep.

[A]

Yeah, a jeep. Not the Jeep.

[B]

I would think about that jeep. They were like, I will give you that jeep one day.

[A]

Maybe I was on one.

[B]

You were on.

[A]

No, but I do. I do. Girl, one day, girl, one day you'll.

[B]

Get A g. No. But honestly, I love my car. It's just kind of like I'm a messy person. So messy. I've never. You guys. You guys are gonna, like, hate me for this, but I've never cleaned my. My car. Washed my car for, like, three years. That's why. It's kind of like three years.

[A]

It's crazy.

[B]

I don't know how to wash cars.

[A]

Wait, maybe. Maybe here. Because you know how Princess watches our stuff?

[B]

Oh, my gosh.

[A]

We should be like, oh, you should need to. You should find a detailer.

[B]

Oh, my gosh. You know who?

[A]

I do. I think I'm sisters with one that has a man that details. And if she's watching, maybe she could give it for you for, like, a late birthday present or Christmas present. Really? Like, you know, a free little detail would be nice, especially for someone who.

[B]

Already has eight, you know, because I used to drive her around all the.

[A]

Time, and the least that she could do is Princess wash Kiefer's car.

[B]

Honestly, Princess, I'll watch your kids trade for a trade.

[A]

Trade for trade. Girl, I can't wait to have her here. I have this shirt that I bought these shirts that says, thought daughter, gay son.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And I was going to do an episode where we're just talking about being thought daughter and gay son. No, it's because Troy and Charlie was wearing it.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I was like, oh, my God, it's so coated.

[B]

Their Halloween costume.

[A]

I don't think so. It was just like, a shirt they were wearing.

[B]

Yeah. Yeah.

[A]

So you're ungrateful for your dirty car.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

But you will soon be grateful for.

[B]

The car wash that you're going to give me.

[A]

Girl, please. Soon.

[B]

This is on paper now.

[A]

See, she's on. She's not only on paper, she's on screen.

[B]

Yeah, I got. Got a lot of witnesses.

[A]

Literally. Yeah. You know how Tana bought Brooke a bro?

[B]

What was it a Bronco?

[A]

Was it a Bronco? Yeah, it was a Bronco.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Maybe we'll have to pull that one day.

[B]

Oh, my gosh. Remember when Brett bought mosquito car? Exactly.

[A]

Exactly. It already happened. It already happened. And that is how you manifest.

[B]

Yeah, girl.

[A]

Ms. Kaylee, what are we doing after this? We are making my Christmas. Well, I'm forcing you, Ms. Kate.

[B]

I didn't know. I was like, okay, Jordy's coming over.

[A]

Jolie's Ms. K's sister. Our sister. And she's kind of like our resident Christmas tree maker. Yeah. She does also balloon. Yes, she does. So party love.

[B]

You're in Real quick. Yeah. Party Love.

[A]

Let's put our cousin on. If you guys are throwing any party and need balloony balloons or like just.

[B]

Like, you know, little designs and like, tables. She does all of that.

[A]

You can find her business at Party Love.

[B]

Hawaii.

[A]

Party Lab. Hawaii will link it down below. Maybe we'll have a Jordy episode one day. You know who really wants to come on the pod? Payton Jolie's.

[B]

Oh, yes. She's been begging.

[A]

Okay, we're gonna make our Christmas tree today. And this is the first year that I'm actually making it in November, which is so not Filipino coded of me.

[B]

Yeah, because you usually have it by what, September?

[A]

December?

[B]

Girl, my brother's house already got frickin Christmas lights. Christmas lights.

[A]

Oh, I know.

[B]

Since September.

[A]

I know. And that's not going down.

[B]

Yes. With the, you know, you know that Christmas light with the music. Oh, girl, yeah, that one.

[A]

Since September is crazy.

[B]

I'm like, they use that as the light for their garage.

[A]

No, but every year since I moved here, I've had real trees. Real Christmas trees. And they don't come until December, so we can't make our Christmas tree until December. So this year I bought a big ass Christmas tree. A fake one with the lights already included. Just because. And then my real tree will probably be in my room. Like a smaller, real treats. Just because I love a real tree vibe and I smell so good. I remember that one year, Cat blew so much money on Christmas trees, she bought seven Christmas trees. Real ones, real ones around my house. And they were like the tall, tall ones. Yeah, girl, as much as that shit cost me, my house smelled like the North Pole.

[B]

Yes. So good.

[A]

And I have central ac, so it smelled like pines everywhere. Oh, miss that Christmas tree. It was so costly though. But yeah, this is messy and meant. Oh God, the cleanup. And then also, like, it got so bad that when it was time for the trash pickup, guys pick it up because there's no way I'm putting. I'm going to drive to the trash chute seven different fucking times. Because I mean, I have a truck, but it can only really fit like two. So I had to call like 1-800-JUNK.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And had them pick it up. And even the workers were like, girl, because I had four trees up here. So imagine like, oh, they filled up the whole truck. The whole fucking truck, girl. And even that cost.

[B]

Girl, I know.

[A]

I'm like, mama, we're doing a fake tree this year and it's gonna go up every fucking year. I don't care. And I will get one fake, one real one for, like, a smaller one.

[B]

I think they sell those scents, like, those scents for Christmas trees.

[A]

Yeah, but I like the candle route.

[B]

Oh, I love, like, just have it, like, everywhere.

[A]

Yeah, but I know what you're saying. Like, the spray. Yeah. We usually just get, like, those candle, like, those green pine candles from the bath and Bey Bed Bath and Body Works. Yeah, whatever. Which. Whichever one. But I'm excited to decorate. This year's tree is gonna be, like, a peacock theme. So I got a lot of peacock feathers, big ones I made sure. And, like, the colors of peacock feathers. So to be, like, purple, greens, yellows, and, like. So I'm excited. And, you know, Jordi always turns out a tree.

[B]

Oh, yeah. She's the most creative one out of all of us.

[A]

She was always more creative than me, honestly.

[B]

Yeah, but we're all creative.

[A]

No, but she definitely like what I would say. I would give Jorlie her flowers.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I think we got a lot of our creativeness because of Jorli, because of hanging out with her. I remembered she would always make my binder covers because she knew how to do the bubble letters.

[B]

Really?

[A]

I would always make her write Bretman for me, and I would put it in my binder cover. I always remember Jodie doing that for me. And she's such a DIY queen.

[B]

She is. That's where I got it from.

[A]

Yeah, we need her on the pod because I'm sure her ears ringing right now. Maybe she has stories.

[B]

She has stories of Brett, too. You guys, she. Before I even started going out with Brett to, like, places, it was my sister that would go out with him everywhere. So she has stories. You guys.

[A]

She went to New York. Yeah. Before you were my, like, assistant, it.

[B]

Was Jordy because you were a minor.

[A]

I was a minor, and she was, like, older than us, obviously. And I wasn't going to take your ass around because you were. We were both, but yeah. Ms. K, is there anything you want to talk about this week? What? Is. Is there any four? One. One? There is one question that I kind of want to ask, but I feel like I already know the answer to it, and I don't want to trigger you. Is there update on your love life?

[B]

Girl, my love life is a mess, just like me is a mess.

[A]

Okay.

[B]

But I am still talking to that.

[A]

One boy, the one that we brought up here.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Okay.

[B]

But, you guys, this is so bad. But as soon as he showed interested in me, I pulled back. You know how, like, he pulled back the first time yeah. This time I pulled back.

[A]

I mean, we can unpack this, but I feel like this will be a two hour episode. But why do you do that, Ms. K?

[B]

I don't know why. It's like, because I don't. I think I like the chase.

[A]

Oh yeah.

[B]

I love a good chase.

[A]

But when you don't want me, but when they caught you, that's when I'm.

[B]

Like, oh, there's plenty of fishes in the sea. Let me just catch another one.

[A]

You know, I would say I was kind of the same way as you were. I'm like, okay, yeah, you want me? Like, yeah.

[B]

And it's also because I get easily like turned off by things. It's my problem. I don't know why. I know it is my problem. It's bad for me, but I don't know.

[A]

I. What I was trying to get at is that I'm similar in you in a sense of like, I like them when they like, you know, I like what chase? Like, yeah. As well. But I think the reason why I projected because I felt like I didn't deserve it when they finally like, you know what I mean? Like when they finally like, like you and like they confess. And then because I never really received that much love when, when someone is willing to give me everything that they have, I kind of just, well, this is not the situation after I worked my issues. But like, yeah, because you know, my manager and I are fine. But I think, I think it scared me because I was just like one. It was not a love that I was used to. So my brain convinced me that I didn't deserve it.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

I'm not putting words in your mouth. This is me. That was me just being like.

[B]

Yeah, because also, like, I have a thing where like I know exactly what a couple should be. And if you don't meet that standard in my head, it's like I kind of just like, oh, Ms. K, that's toxic. I know. Do you know how. How many people told me that I'm toxic?

[A]

Well, you're not toxic, but that trait is toxic.

[B]

It is. And I'm also scared of commitment because.

[A]

I think your heart is just protecting herself.

[B]

Yeah, because I'm so scared you don't.

[A]

Want to get hurt.

[B]

Yes. I've been surrounded by people who gets hurt all the time. And it's not cute, you guys. I don't want to deal with that. I might go crazy. Because if I do love, I love.

[A]

That's me too. I need my man's like, I just spoke about this recently, but I'm like, I need. My man's obsessed with me. I need to know.

[B]

Yes.

[A]

I'm all you think about, because I'm the same. I. I would want my man to be exactly the same way obsessed I am with him.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And when that is not reciprocated, I would feel some type of way.

[B]

Yes. Because I can get very possessive to men also. But then if they don't receive that, and I'm just like, period.

[A]

Well, girl, you'll find someone that deserves you if you let them. Well, yes, if you let them, girl.

[B]

I know. It's just a matter of, like, being in my head, to be honest.

[A]

We really need to unpack this on a different episode, but I'm gonna let you through this time, girl, because that's not cute, Ms. Kaylee.

[B]

I know it's not cute. It's like, I'm leading them on, but it's at the same time, it's like.

[A]

I don't think you're leading them on. I think I just genuinely think your heart is protecting herself, and she just does not want to get hurt. Yeah, I think that's what it is. And.

[B]

And I'm not blaming it to this anybody, but, yes, I did grow up with, like, toxic relationships as example, so, period. So, yeah, preach. Yeah, it got me to the point where, like, do I really want that kind of relationship, or should I just, like, be with myself?

[A]

We had a lot of bad relationship.

[B]

Examples around it, around it. Us.

[A]

My parents, for example, and my siblings, girl.

[B]

My siblings, my brother, girl.

[A]

And it's just like, I. I. Yeah, we'll leave it at that.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Yeah, girl, we'll leave it there because we could really unpack some unpacked business here, and I don't want to do that. All right, Ms. Haley. It has. An hour has already passed. I can't believe. I feel like we just sat down. What the fuck did we even talk about? We did, actually. We had a whole.

[B]

We literally just caught up.

[A]

We caught up.

[B]

After this. We're literally gonna separate. He's gonna go downstairs. I'm gonna go upstairs.

[A]

I'm gonna make my YouTube videos, and then we're gonna go pick up Jorly. We're gonna go get some ribbons, and we're gonna, like, create some Christmas fun. It'll be a fun. We have a day. We really do have a day. We do have to go fucking eat, though. I'm hungry as.

[B]

Okay.

[A]

Anyways, Ms. K, we have reached the part of the show where we tell them the products of the Week. Do you want to start or should I start?

[B]

I can start.

[A]

Go ahead.

[B]

Okay. So my product of the week is. Brett mentioned it earlier. It's this little poofy thing right here.

[A]

Let me look. You're kind of giving Selena Quintanilla with this hair.

[B]

Let me take it out. Because, you guys, I've been using this for the past week. I've fell in love with them again during Halloween because it's the easiest thing to do.

[A]

Wait, did I clock you earlier? Did I say you're wearing a hairpiece?

[B]

No, you didn't.

[A]

Oh, okay.

[B]

Oh, no. Yeah, you did. You did.

[A]

Yeah, I wish I didn't so that they could comment if you got them or not.

[B]

Right here, you guys. So my hair is in a bun. And this is the hair. It's like a sock bun. But it's like the easiest, convenient thing ever. If you don't want to do your hair, but you want to add something. Little juice.

[A]

And you only have to curl your.

[B]

Money and, like, money pieces.

[A]

Maybe the back a little, like, adventurous.

[B]

But these. This is from inh. I forgot what this is called, but.

[A]

I gave that to you. Yeah. So long ago, Ms. K. I'm like, that's vintage.

[B]

I still hope. Yeah. I still have that one video of the time I. You gave this to me and I wore it and I love it. It holds. You guys, this is very adorable. And you guys, you know how, like, sometimes fake hair gets, like, a little. No.

[A]

She's kind of giving real low key because it looks.

[B]

It's so luscious.

[A]

It's not shiny.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Period. It reminds me of my hair for my Patrick Star campaign for the foundation.

[B]

Which one? Oh, the little.

[A]

Yeah, yeah. Okay. My product of the week since Ms. K also clocked it earlier. But I'm not wearing foundation today. I am wearing my tinted sunscreen because I'm just. I have to hone in on my skincare right now. I can't be putting so much fucking.

[B]

Makeup on y'all, because he swears he's breaking out.

[A]

Shut the fuck.

[B]

There's literally nothing, girl.

[A]

So my favorite sunscreen. I feel like there's always a debate on chemical versus mineral sunscreen. I, for one, will always be team mineral sunscreen. Now do I wear chemical sunscreen? Of course I do. Especially on those days where I don't need a lot of sun coverage. I mean, I'm always going to need a lot of sun coverage, but, like, what's the difference? Chemical sunscreen usually are more oil based. Chemical sunscreen usually contains more ingredients than it needs to. Because a good sunscreen you only need titanium dioxide and zinc oxide.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

And a lot of chemical sunscreen have other things in them like skincare ingredients that help like break it down so you're not giving like a White Castle. And a lot of mineral sunscreen are kind of invisible.

[B]

Okay.

[A]

More like invisible. That's like beauty of Joseon. A lot of Korean skincare is chemical sunscreen. And there's. There's truly not a bad thing with chemical sunscreen. I for one just feel more protected with mineral sunscreen just because it's thicker. And this is the one I'm using. I usually always use. It was recommended to me by my esthetician shout out to Jackie. This is the mid solar sciences and I use the mineral cream SPF 50 white cast as hell. And so I use the girl. Look how skinny she is. Like she's on Ozempic. Like she's on her last, last, last use. But I also have the tinted version and I mix that together and I.

[B]

Always feel like I Wait, is that all you're using?

[A]

Yeah. And then I can peel like under eyes.

[B]

It eats. It eats.

[A]

Thank you. Thank you. Oh, and also Hailey Bieber's road blush. Because I was like, girl, I look pale.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

So I just put some blush on and stuff like that. Thank you.

[B]

She's a natural beauty.

[A]

She's living island. Yeah. Protected. That's it. That's all the episode today. I hope you guys enjoyed this little catch up episode with Ms. K. It's just so weird seeing be set back to normal.

[B]

Yes. Not having the little candles.

[A]

We will be decorating for Christmas. But I think this fall fantasy vibes for Thanksgiving is what it's giving for the month.

[B]

It's giving. The real Christmas tree is going to be over here.

[A]

You might be on to something. You might be onto something. We'll see you guys on the next episode. Ms. K, where can they find you?

[B]

You can find me at Tick Tock and Instagram @mis k a a a.

[A]

Y and obviously you guys can find me anywhere on social media at Bremen Rock. Make sure you guys subscribe to the baddest radio and give it a thumbs up a good rate and I will see you guys next week.

[B]

Bye everyone.

[A]

Aloha. Bye Beach. I'll see you next Thursday.

[B]

Yeah.

[A]

Don't forget to follow rate and like you can follow me. Rhettman. Rock on everything and follow the podcast at the baddest radio on all social media. Bye Beach.

[B]

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