Laura Lynn Jackson (43:02)
All right. So first of all, it's so lovely to meet you. I'm so sorry for your physical losses of your husband and your daughter. I have so that I was getting as downloads as you were reading it. The first thing I wanna say is you're carrying a lot of guilt that doesn't belong to you at all. So I wanna tell you what I was feeling as I was listening to your words, was that you were the most incredible loving presence for your daughter while she was here on Earth. I also wanna tell you, she chose you to be her mom. And she knew, and you knew on a soul level before you agreed to this, that she would not be here. Like, but her lesson was one of love. And this is really important for you to hear because for you to be still here on Earth thinking that in any way you may have failed her is completely untrue. You taught her the exact lesson her soul needed to feel that unconditional love. And every choice you made for her care was made in love. And that is always the highest path and the right choice. So I think what's going on is, you know, this frontal lobe of our brain is where 98% of our brainwave activity takes place during our daily activities. And it's very chattery and logical based, and it's also very mean. And it'll tell us lies about the narrative of our lives and what we've done. And I think yours has been telling you it's been really nitpicking and saying, you didn't do this, right? You didn't do that, right? Rather than focusing on what a force of law you were and are for her. Because relationships do not end with bodily death. They actually get stronger. And I also have this sense, and this might sound a little odd, but I almost feel like your husband and she had this sort of soul contract that he would arrive there before she did and then greet her. And I think you've had that moment where that occurred to you, like almost in a spiritual sense, and then maybe you just dismissed it or pushed it away. But I think me saying that to you, you already know. It's the other thing I want to say is I am never. And a psychic medium is never your loved one's first choice. They'll come to us and through us because of their love for you, but it's never what they want. They want to talk directly to you every single day and get through to you every day. Not like at a scheduled appointment that's taken this long and for this short amount of time. Think of it like if you were to go to lunch with your husband and your daughter, right? And you're sitting at a table and then I show up and I'm like, hey, guys, guys, I'm here. And you can't talk to each other. You have to talk to me and I'll pass along the messages. That's what it's like. So for you to just open your mind and heart and recognize that you're already in direct communication with them, I think, is everything. The tools are within you. You don't need anybody else to do this. That's where I think it's really important to get over two major obstacles when it comes to feeling our loved ones on the other side with us and getting their guidance and their inspiration and getting the downloads from them and seeing their presence in our. And the two obstacles are fear and doubt. So fear is the idea of, like, first of all, I'm afraid I might not be able to do this, or I'm afraid these abilities might not exist. Because the materialistic paradigm we're raised in, if you can't see it, touch it, taste it, smell it, it's not real, right? But the truth is there's unseen energy all around us, and we are energy. And energy and matter, even Einstein said, are interchangeable. So the truth is, unseen energy and energy in general is the only truth of our existence. We're not really solid beings. The chairs we're sitting on are not solid. We're just fast vibrating atoms made of light that appear solid, solid. So when you understand that, I think it's easier to conquer the fear of, like, this can't exist because it does. And then the doubt is the next thing, right? The doubt is when I get a sign, or when I think I feel my loved one around me, or when I've had a dream visitation, or when I have a knowing, or when a thought comes to me and I feel like it's from my daughter or my husband on the other side, how do I trust in it? Because you are locked in this frontal lobe, which is based in logic. So it's always going to try and reject, Reject the spiritual experience and tell you it's a coincidence. It's not. It's a sign. If you have that moment where you're like, I think this was a sign, or I think this was a communication from the other side, it is. And you don't need validation from anybody for that. You know, my sense is that I feel your husband and daughter around you so much, and I even feel them like celebrating so beautifully this new path of life that you're on and that you were guided into this next experience that you're having in this most beautiful. They want you healed, they want you whole. They want you engaged in life. They want you celebrating the force of love that you are in this world. You know, I think, too, and this is gonna sound a little funny, but somebody's gonna be giving you flowers soon. Like, flowers, and it's really from them, and it hasn't happened yet, so wait and see. But when you get them, I think there might even be, like, more meaning in whatever the card says or whatever types of flowers these are. You're gonna have to see, but you're gonna understand how beloved and guided you are. They want you living the best version. And what your husband on the other side is telling me is like you're teetering on, like, trusting that and diving into it. This is. I feel like this phone call and this letter is that final moment where it's almost like releasing the helium balloon of the guilt or the grief or everything you've been holding onto into the air and knowing that that's what they want for you and the most beautiful path ahead.
