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Terry Gross
From why? Why? In Philadelphia, I'm Terry Gross with Fresh Air Weekend Baby we were born to this month marks the 50th anniversary of Bruce Springsteen's album Born to Run. We'll talk with Peter Ames Carlin, author of a new book about the making of this now classic album. Also, if you have trouble sleeping, you may experience something like this.
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We'll talk with Jennifer Sr. About her Atlantic article, why Can't Americans Sleep? And David Biancooli will review the new season of Wednesday, starring Jenna Ortega. That's coming up on Fresh AIR Weekend.
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Terry Gross
This is FRESH AIR weekend. I'm Terry Gross. The now classic Bruce Springsteen album Born to Run will have its 50th anniversary Aug. 25. It was a turning point for rock and roll and for Springsteen in his life and in his songwriting. Before he recorded that album, his record label, Columbia, was on the verge of dropping him because his first two albums were critically acclaimed but had pretty feeble record sales. The making of Born to Run is the subject of the new book Tonight in Jungleand Jungle Land is the title of Born to Run's final track. My guest is the book's author, Peter Ames Carlin. One of his earlier books is a biography of Springsteen called Bruce. He's also written books about R.E.M. brian Wilson, Paul McCartney and Paul Simon. Let's start things off with this.
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Bruce Springsteen
In the day we sweated out on the streets of a runaway American dream. At night we ride to mansions of glory and suicide machines sprung from cages on Highway 9 Chrome wheel fueling jacket and stepping out over the line. Oh baby, this town rips the bones from your back. It's a death trap, it's a suicide rap. We gotta get out while we're young Cause Dr. Like us, baby, we were forced to run.
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Terry Gross
Peter Carlin, welcome to FRESH air. I really enjoyed the book. Looking back on Born to Run and looking ahead at what happened after it, what do you think is the significance of that album?
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Peter Ames Carlin
It's lovely to be here, Terry. Thank you. It's a hugely transformative album for Bruce in terms of his career, his record sales, but also I think, most importantly, his understanding of his own identity and the voice he would carry forward in his music.
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Terry Gross
You know, it's such an important album, too, because his record company, Columbia, was about to drop him. They were considering dropping him and they told him he had a. This is in your book. They told him he had to make a single and if they liked it, they'd release it. Tell the Billy Joel story about the record reps. Yeah.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Well, when Bruce came onto Columbia in 1972, the President of the label at the time was Clive Davis. And when he heard Bruce's demos and then had Bruce up to audition for him in person, he was won over immediately and gave the marching orders to the company, essentially that this is our new guy, like Bruce Springsteen is really going to make it and we're going to put everything we have behind him. And what happened next was his first record, Greetings from Asbury Park, New Jersey, came out in January of 1973, was hugely promoted, didn't sell very well. A few months went by. Clive Davis got pushed out of the presidency at Columbia for somewhat murky corporate intrigue reasons. And then a new administration came in and people came to power in the label who were not connected at all to Bruce Springsteen. The fellow who became the head of the artists and repertoire department was named Charlie Koppelman. And he had brought into the company at the same time Bruce was signed another sort of outer New York, working class type of pop songwriter named Billy Joel. And he heard a lot more potential in Billy Joel's music than he did in Bruce Springsteen's. So after Bruce's second album, the Wild, the Innocent and the E Street Shuffle, came out in the fall of 1973 and failed commercially as well, despite having rave reviews, Koppelman essentially said, you know what? I think we're going to cut bait on this Bruce Springsteen guy. He's just not going anywhere.
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Jennifer Sr.
And.
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Peter Ames Carlin
But fortunately, there were enough advocates at the company to still the hand that was going to cut Bruce loose. And they gave him that opportunity to make one last song and to see if that could potentially be a hit single. So they sent him off to make one more song, which turned out to be Born To Run.
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Terry Gross
So initially the song Born to Run was called Wild Angels. What were the early lyrics like?
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Peter Ames Carlin
It's interesting because you can see Bruce getting at the feelings that underlie the finished song. But at first he was working on a kind of this sort of gothic, almost horror story written in this heavily symbolic language where the fast rebel driver gets run over by his own car, roads are collapsing beneath their wheels, and the beautiful surfer girl on the beach, who is the fast Rebels girlfriend, dies of a heroin overdose. And it's just like it's a very dark and traumatic place to be.
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Terry Gross
I'm gonna stop you for a second because I want to quote a line from an earlier draft that you quote in the book. And everyone will recognize a phrase in this line. This town will rip the bones from your back. It's a death trap. You're dead unless you get out when you're young. So, you know, death trap, suicide rap is in the final version, and we gotta get out while we're young. Is in the final version. So it's just really interesting to read this early draft.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Yeah, exactly. He knows the feelings that he's trying to evoke, but he hasn't hit the vocabulary yet. Eventually, as he began to clarify his vision, that feeling of being threatened, of living in a place that's dying around you and needing to get out, he began to paint that in much more recognizable tones, like, yes, this is modern America, New Jersey, circa 1974.
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Terry Gross
His songs I'm Born to Run have a real romance with cars and using the car to, like, escape to what will hopefully be a better place and a better life. Was he even driving when he wrote these songs?
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Peter Ames Carlin
Bruce was a late adopter of automotive technology. He was much more involved in his guitars and amplifiers. Also, he found it traumatic to be taught how to drive by his dad. He had a difficult relationship with his father, who suffered from bipolar disease, was undiagnosed at the time and untreated. But he was a very remote person in a lot of ways. And so he didn't really know how to connect to his son. And Bruce, being a very sensitive young person, experienced his dad's distance as kind of a dismissal, a sort of an existential rejection by his father. And so the prospect of learning how to drive with his short tempered and angry father didn't appeal to him. So he stuck with his guitars. Finally, when he was about 22 or 23, he was more or less forced to learn how to drive. In order to help drive this band to the West Coast, I want to.
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Terry Gross
Isolate a part of Born To Run that just shows the kind of tension and release in the song. And it's the part where there's like almost an arpeggio of descending chords and then piano kind of swirls back up and it ends in like a little explosion with Bruce counting off after that and starting the song again. So let's hear that.
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Bruce Springsteen
The Highways down with Broken Heroes on a last chance power drive.
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Terry Gross
I love that moment. Cause they're so. There's so much drama in it and it's just like leading you to the edge, you know? So Bruce Springsteen wasn't used to this kind of highly produced recording. And I think he prized himself on having a band that was about spontaneity and hyperactivity and, like, playing it a little different every night. So how did this record end up being so highly produced?
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Peter Ames Carlin
You know, Bruce definitely preferred this recording live in the studio thing because they were such a successful and powerful live band. The problem with the early records was that they were Working in a studio that was less sophisticated than the ones in New York City. And when they realized how they needed to transform their, you know, Bruce's sound and get that power onto the vinyl, they decided to start working in a more traditional studio fashion, where you record the basic rhythm track with, you know, guitar, bass, drums, piano, and then layer everything else instrument by instrument by instrument, so you have more control over, you know, how the different tracks come together and you can build a fuller, richer, more powerful and ironically live sounding record. The further away you get from the traditional live setup in the studio.
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Terry Gross
There's a documentary that was made at least 20 years ago about the making of Born to Run. And in one scene, you see Springsteen listening back to a take in which there were strings added. And I want to play that because this is like Born to Run with a string section, and it just sounds very different. And you'll hear Springsteen laughing as he listens back to this. And so it's laughing like, years later after it was recorded together.
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Bruce Springsteen
Wendy, we can live with the sadness I love you with all the madness in my soul oh, someday, girl I don't know when we're gonna get to that place where we really wanna go when we'll walk in the sun but till it champs like us, baby we were born to Rome, honey Champs like us, baby we were bor.
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Terry Gross
They were wise to leave that off.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Yeah, sure. But they were also just trying every single thing they could think of, you know, and so they. And it took them six months to record that song because it was like, let's see, how about strings? And then there you have that whole arrangement, and then it's like, how about a whole huge choir of women, you know, singing along? And they'd give it a try, and then they'd listen and they would sort of go, eh, nah. And then they'd toss it and start again. I think, because it was such an existential moment for Bruce. It was like, if this didn't work, he was done. And if he was done, who was he? What was he? Music was the only thing that he had really projected himself into. And it was everything to him. And the prospect of losing his career was terrifying. And so, you know, they couldn't leave any rock unturned. You know, you listen to the string arrangement with that kind of disco sound, those little string sciroccos that would come up off the dance floor in those songs, you know, I mean, that was a real common trope in the mid-70s. And, you know, so they gave it a spin, maybe it'll work here. And then it didn't. And you can hear Bruce's reaction.
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Terry Gross
Yeah. And he was desperate musically in the same way his characters were desperate to, like, get out of town.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Exactly. I mean, all of those characters are avatars for Bruce and various facets of his identity and his experience growing up in Freehold, which was a sort of a working class suburb in central New Jersey about 20 miles west of the shore. And then, you know, as a young adult, he moved to Asbury park, where the local music scene was centered. But even that town was falling apart. So he, you know, you know, he had a very vivid understanding of how the economic and social frontiers were collapsing or felt like they were collapsing in the mid-1970s.
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Terry Gross
My guest is Peter Ames Carlin, author of the new book Tonight in the Making of Born to Run. We'll hear more of our conversation after a break. And David Biancooli will review the new season of Wednesday, starring Jenna Ortega. I'm Terry Gross and this is FRESH AIR Weekend.
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Terry Gross
Themes of the whole album is that you need a car and a girl you love or that you think you love. And then the car is your escape vehicle and you escape the town together, searching for whatever's down the road. You don't really know what. You're not totally confident it'll be better when you get there. But you're kind of, you're kind of faking it maybe. Do you know what I mean?
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Peter Ames Carlin
Sure.
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Terry Gross
So the first time I talked to Springsteen and this was in 2005, I asked him about the kind of romantic drama and the like, very vivid language in his songs. And I just want to play you that brief excerpt. Do you think of yourself as a romantic by nature? I mean, because some of your songs are like so romantic. And I mean, lines like I want to die with you, Wendy on the streets tonight, and an everlasting Kiss. I mean, is that something that you could imagine saying to somebody in real life or is that a kind of romantic nature that's just reserved for your art as opposed to life?
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Bruce Springsteen (archive audio)
No, I wouldn't say I would act like that in real life, perhaps, but I don't think I would say that. And it's a lot easier to say with the music raging underneath. That's the key to that line. I wouldn't advise, you know, they're not really to be spoken. They're really, you know, you need the music raging underneath for them to make sense. The lines can be so top heavy, which is how I wrote at the time. I wrote very flamboyantly and let me tell you. And that was after leaning it all down. That was after really cutting it down to like its toughest little construction for me. The stuff previous to that, if you go back into my notebooks, some of it is so floridly so far out that it's all embarrassing, you know, So a line like that was just the longing and the intensity and the desire for a certain sort of a kind of living that art tends to. Or music or films or whatever sometimes tends to heighten and throw back on you as a way of sending you out to search for a certain kind of intensity in your own life.
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Terry Gross
You know, he sounds so self aware and so understanding of what his songs or art in general does for people.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Yeah, you know, his connection to what people are looking for in music and in. Particularly in his music and his performances is probably the strongest of any artist I can think of. As he says in Born to Run, we'll get to that place that we really want to go and we'll walk in the sun does not narrow it down in terms of a destination. So what occurs to us as you listen is that it's not getting somewhere that matters as much as having the courage to go and start that process of recreation and discovery and getting away from the limitations and the boundaries of these towns that begin to feel, as he says, like a death trap.
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Terry Gross
There's a song called Meeting across the river on the album that it's kind of like if you turned a film noir into a song, this would be the song. It's about meeting a guy across the river who is your connection to a heist or a Robbery. The song was initially called the Heist. So let's hear some of it and then we'll talk about what's happening in this song. But listen for the trumpet. Cause there's a story about that, that.
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Bruce Springsteen
Eddie, can you lend me a few bucks tonight? Can you get us a ride? Gotta make it through the tunnel Got a meeting with a man on the other side. Hannity. The sky is the real thing. So if you wanna come along, you gotta promise you won't say anything. Cause this guy don't dance. The word's been passed since our last chance.
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Terry Gross
That's meeting across the river from Born to Run. Peter. So let's talk first about the story. You know, he's asking Eddie, who's a friend or an acquaintance, who knows. He doesn't like the main character. He doesn't have a car, he needs a ride. He doesn't have any cash. He needs the money to pull this off. I'm skeptical anything is ever gonna happen. He's just like a loser whose dreams are kind of losing dreams.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Yeah. You know, it's an interesting note to strike on this record, and one that Bruce wasn't actually at first convinced was going to work because he wrote this song. The pianist in the E Street Band, Roy Bitten, had come over to his house and Bruce took a call. And Roy had just seen a jazz artist play some club in Greenwich Village. And he just started playing these really spare kind of jazzy chords. And when Bruce came back from his phone conversation, he said, what was that? And Roy showed him sort of arpeggiating the chords to show him, you know, what these were. They weren't really part of his usual musical vocabulary since he was more, you know, a straight rock and roll guy with, you know, a lot of different influences. But Bruce sort of like nodded and said, oh, okay. And then a few days later he showed up in the studio and he had taken some of those chords that Roy had shown him and, you know, made his own melody and added some other sections. And it just. And again, it evoked that kind of cinema noir setting. This kind of grim, black and white, down and out world where you have these two kind of low level, or at least aspiring, you know, crooks who have a. You know, the one guy's got a connection. This is his last chance. They're gonna pull this off and then they're gonna come back with enough dough to float them into, you know, wherever they need to go next. But as you listen to it, you really get a sense of like, I've seen this movie before and there's no way this is ending happily.
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Terry Gross
Exactly.
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Peter Ames Carlin
But it's again, what it sets up on the album itself is the climactic song jungle Land, which tells another iteration of that same story. At first, Bruce was really uncomfortable with this idea of having this kind of jazz trio song interrupt what he had set out to make as the greatest rock and roll album ever made, because this did not sound like rock and roll. And so he and John Landau, the co producer, you know, who had joined the team, were convinced that there's no way the song could work. But Mike App stuck to his guns and said, no, no, no, no, no. Like this is the song. This is really going to work. And when they brought it into the studio and recorded, you know, the basic track a few days later, they brought in the Brecker brother horn players. And Randy, I think, plays that really beautiful trumpet part that kind of sounds like it's echoing from around the corner, you know, on a street somewhere. And when they finally heard all the pieces come together, Bruce was like, that' Syeah, that absolutely is on the album.
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Terry Gross
Yeah. And I think the trumpet was controversial initially, like, do we really want a trumpet on this? But I was thinking, you know, born to Run is released in 1975. Chinatown, the movie Chinatown comes out in 74. And the main instrument on the fantastic score of Chinatown is a trumpet. And I thought in a way it's a kind of echo of Chinatown in that respect.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Well, it's definitely taking place in the same, you know, the same kind of down and out milieu of, you know, desperate guys doing desperate things to try to get ahead.
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Terry Gross
Well, Peter Carlin, I enjoyed this a lot. Thank you so much for coming to FRESH air.
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Peter Ames Carlin
Oh, it's my pleasure.
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Terry Gross
Thank you, Peter Ames Carlan is the author of the new book Tonight in the Making of born to run. August 25th will mark the 50th anniversary of the album's release. In 2022, Netflix presented a new spinoff of the Addams Family canon, focusing on the brooding, dark haired daughter Wednesday. Jenna Ortega starred. The creators of the Smallville TV series originated it and Tim Burton directed four of the eight episodes. Now they've all reunited for season two, and our TV critic David Biancooley has this review.
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David Biancooli
To many longtime fans of the Addams Family, the ABC TV series from the mid-60s remains the most memorable incarnation of the Charles Addams cartoon. Characters. Gomez and Morticia were a bizarre but passionate couple. Their kids, Pugsley and Wednesday, were charmingly twisted and their friends and relatives, including Lurch the butler, Uncle Fester and the disembodied hand known as thank you all added to the hilariously haunted household.
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Jennifer Sr.
They're creepy and they're kooky Mysterious and.
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Bruce Springsteen
Spooky they're all together ooky the Addams Family Their house is a museum where people come to see em they really.
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David Biancooli
Are a scream the Addams Family Charles Addams, who had been drawing these oddball characters since the late 1930s for cartoons published in the New Yorkers, worked with the producers of the TV series to define the Addams family. He finally gave them names and also suggested some personality traits, essentially fleshing them out from two dimensions to three. The actors helped too. John Astin was an impish and roguish Gomez, and Carolyn Jones, with her long dark hair and form fitting black dress, was the unlikeliest but one of the most prominent TV sex symbols of the 60s. But since then there have been the successful Addams Family movies, which starred Raul Julia and Angelica Huston as Gomez and Morticia. Those films were all but stolen by Christina Ricci as pigtailed morbid young Wednesday, and in 2022, the Netflix spinoff called Wednesday Arrived. Gomez and Morticia were still around, now played by Louise Guzman and Catherine Zeta Jones, but their appearances were little more than cameos. Instead, the weight of the narrative and the series fell to Jenna Ortega, the former child star from the Disney Channel's Stuck in the Middle, and she killed it when she came out of her shell at a school party and performed a macabre dance solo. The Internet went crazy and Wednesday became a big hit. So big it's one of the most watched English language Netflix series ever made and already has been renewed for season three. Even though season two has just begun. And it's begun with a vengeance. The show's popularity means that Wednesday has returned with even bigger ambitions. Series creators Alfred Gough and Miles Miller are back as showrunners, and Tim Burton is directing another four episodes this season. The three of them collaborated on Burton's recent cinematic Beetlejuice Beetlejuice sequel, and they've loaded up their return to Wednesday with lots of new guest stars and characters. Steve Buscemi shows up early, playing the enthusiastic new principal of Nevermoor Academy, the boarding school to which Wednesday is returning after having saved it from destruction in season one.
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Terry Gross
Wednesday Addams oh, it is an honor to meet the savior.
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Bruce Springsteen (archive audio)
Nevermore.
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Terry Gross
Allow me to introduce myself. Barry Dort, your new principal. Would you like a sticker?
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Jenna Ortega
Only if you have one that says do not resuscitate.
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Jennifer Sr.
There'S that wicked tongue.
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Terry Gross
I've heard so much about. I love it.
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David Biancooli
I love it, too. Tim Burton channels both his own past quirkiness and the spirit of such Alfred Hitchcock classics as the Birds and Psycho. The other directors match his game. The writing veers from very funny to a little scary, and other new cast members besides Buscemi include Joanna Lumley from Absolutely Fabulous as Morticia's grandmother, Billy Piper from Doctor who and Secret Diary of a Call Girl as Wednesday's new music teacher, and Christopher Lloyd as the school's head professor. That's all he is, a living head floating in a glass jar. In the new season's second half, launching in September, additional guest stars include Lady Gaga. These eccentric new characters add to the roster of returning old ones, including Fred Armisen as Uncle Fester and Christina Ricci embodying a different role than when she played Wednesday on the big screen. But watching the four new episodes available for preview, the greatest joy has been the expanded screen time and emphasis given to Catherine Zeta Jones as Morticia. The mother daughter dynamic now is central to the story, with Morticia invited to live on campus as a school fundraiser and with a subplot that has to do with Wednesday experiencing the same crippling psychic vision that once haunted Morticia's sister Ophelia. Morticia wants to protect her daughter, but Wednesday is a rebel. In this scene, they confront one another, Wednesday exits and then Gomez enters.
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Jenna Ortega
You're a dove, I'm a raven. We're on different paths. You said so yourself.
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Terry Gross
I've had experience with ravens.
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Jenna Ortega
Are you talking about your sister? You've never been very forthcoming about an Ophelia.
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Jennifer Sr.
You remind me a lot of her.
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Terry Gross
Especially as you've gotten older.
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Jenna Ortega
You don't need to worry about me, Mother. You should be focused on Pugsley. We both know being tall and male will only get him so far.
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Jennifer Sr.
Besides.
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Jenna Ortega
Besides, he's got the brains of a dung beetle and the ambition of a French bureaucrat.
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Jennifer Sr.
What is it, querida? Wednesday is hiding things from me. I will not let history repeat itself.
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David Biancooli
If Ophelia appears as part of the storyline in the future, I hope the producers of Wednesday will do what the original Addams Family TV series on abc. They gave the role to Carolyn Jones, who played both the blonde Ophelia and the raven haired Morticia. It'd be a delight to see Catherine Zeta Jones as both sisters on Wednesday this season. She's already become the best Morticia of them all, and Jenna Ortega, likewise, is now the best Wednesday.
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Terry Gross
David Biancoli is a professor of television studies at Rowan University. He reviewed the new second season of Wednesday on Netflix. Coming up, journalist Jennifer Sr. Talks about her own insomnia and her Atlantic magazine article, why Can't Americans Sleep? I'm Terry Gross and this is FRESH.
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Terry Gross
If you've ever had trouble sleeping, you know that the more you worry about not being able to fall asleep, the more likely you are to keep staying awake. So what do you do? Pills? Therapy? Meditation? Or just learn to accept that you'll feel like a zombie the next day. My guest, Jennifer Sr. Knows this feeling. She suddenly went from sleeping through the night to suffering from insomnia that started about 25 years ago when she was 29. Senior is a staff writer at the Atlantic magazine. So she eventually decided to write an article about her own insomnia and the latest science surrounding sleep and insomnia. She interviewed some of the top sleep researchers. Her article is titled why Can't Americans Sleep? Insomnia has become a public health emergency. Her article in the Atlantic about grief, love, loss and memory won a Pulitzer Prize. She also won two National Magazine Awards. She spent five years at the New York Times as a book critic and opinion columnist and 18 years at New York Magazine. She's also the author of the book All Joy and no the Paradox of Modern Parenthood. Jennifer Sr. Welcome back to FRESH air.
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Jennifer Sr.
Thank you so much for having me. It's wonderful to be here.
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Terry Gross
It's wonderful to have you as preparation for this interview. I had trouble sleeping last night at about 5am I couldn't get back to sleep. Occasionally, I'd fall back asleep and wake up and look at the clock. And each time that happened, only five minutes had elapsed. So I slept for a full five minutes, woke up tossed and turned, and then slept five minutes more, et cetera, et cetera. I wanted to get out of bed desperately. I was, like, feeling hopeless and uncomfortable. But I knew I'd regret it during the day. So I just thought I'd tell you a little bit of backstory. I don't have insomnia, per se, but I have my nights when it's just, like, really hard to sleep. I've come to think of sleep as a talent, you know, that some people have and some people don't.
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Jennifer Sr.
You know what I would call it? A gift. I mean, a talent suggests that, like, people have worked at it, and some people have. I want to thank you for telling me that it is interesting. Post publication. How many people have written me saying, I'm a fellow traveler and you wouldn't know.
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Terry Gross
You write, I like to tell people that the night before I stopped sleeping, I slept. Not only that, I slept well. And you go on to say that. That you used to sleep through the night. Like, you'd go to bed and you just, like, wake up seven or eight hours later. That's amazing to me. I don't think I've ever slept through the whole night in my life. What was that first sleepless night like?
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Jennifer Sr.
Puzzling. I mean, it's a cliche among sleep clinicians that everyone idealizes their pre insomnia selves, right? That they say that everybody says, oh, my sleep was perfect. I'm sorry. My sleep was really great. And it was so consistent that I didn't need an alarm clock when I lost one. I always slept from 1 until 9. And I had standing appointments at, like, 10 o' clock that I'd never miss. I mean, it was so remarkably regular, so that when it first happened, I thought, like, have I been poisoned? I really had no idea. I mean, it just. I greeted it with bafflement and kind of curiosity more than anything else. It wasn't alarm. It was just like, huh, that's weird. I thought sort of nothing of it until it became regular and then really regular and then super intense. And then I wasn't waking up at 5 in the morning. I was just staying up all night. So, you know, it got bad in a hurry.
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Terry Gross
Did it lead to panic?
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Jennifer Sr.
Or, as Ron Burgundy says, an anchorman? You know, that escalated quickly. I mean, it just got bad.
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Terry Gross
Did it lead to panic in bed?
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Jennifer Sr.
Yeah. Oh, God. A lot. And I remember one time I did exactly the wrong thing. You're never supposed to do this for anybody who's suffering. I left a lot of Runway. I went to bed at like 8 o', clock, even though, you know, I was a 1 o' clock sleeper, because I was exhausted and because I wanted to sleep and I wanted to leave a lot of extra time. And I happened to fall asleep very quickly and then woke up thinking, oh, great, I slept through the night and I had slept until 10:30, so two hours.
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Terry Gross
What did you think was wrong with you?
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Jennifer Sr.
I didn't know. I mean, this is the problem. I was not perseverating or stressing or lying awake thinking about anything. People would say to me, what are you thinking about? What are you obsessing about? And I would say, my mind is a whistling prairie. It's a whistling conch shell. There is nothing in my head at all. I'm just lying there expecting to fall asleep. And so I couldn't determine what happened. Honestly, I really.
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Terry Gross
The only thing you were thinking was like, I can't fall asleep. Oh, God. Give me, like, I can't sleep.
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Jennifer Sr.
Oh, so eventually you do the countdown clock. Absolutely. Okay. So that's like down the road. In the beginning, it was just all bewilderment and like, this must be biologically driven. What happened? Eventually, it was sheer blinding panic where I was. My mind was racing and I was going, what's going on? Something must be happening. Oh, my God. And I'd be staring at the clock and going, oh, my God. Now I only have five hours to sleep. Now I only have four hours to sleep. Now I only HAVE three. Now I only HAVE two. Now I only HAVE one. Now I HAVE 20 minutes. I mean, that was certainly happening. And there would also be this kind of soundcloud of, I'm gonna get fired. I'm not gonna be able to do my job. I'll never be an appealing girlfriend. Any of these things, right? Like the things that you think when you're at 29, you know, I'll be perceived as a basket case or I'll not be able to exercise, you know, And I was quite active. I'd run, I'd do whatever. Oh, and event. I would have these weird, repetitive thoughts. At the time, I was covering, like, theater. It was a really fun job. I was covering theater for New York Magazine for no money, just writing all these kind of squibs about things that would open and I would see all these kind of cool musicals Like Hedwig and the Angry Inch and, you know, cool stuff and snippets of songs would run through my head and I would just sit there and think, would the orchestra please pack up and go home? I can't deal with this.
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Terry Gross
So among the things you tried early on were acupuncture, Tylenol pm, Melatonin, running four miles, breathing exercises, listening to a meditation tape. What did you learn about those approaches and how effective they were for you? And what did you learn about yourself after trying them?
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Jennifer Sr.
I learned I'd never done acupuncture before, and I learned that it was wonderful, just not particularly helpful for that. I did acupressure, too, and same deal, I guess. I learned also that there was this whole alternative medicine kind of shadow world that was starting to bloom back in the late 90s, maybe it even had before. I learned that once you're in a certain state of panic, trying to meditate is very hard. Right? Because it's something that most people fail at initially. I mean, there's no such thing as failing. When you meditate, you always have to bring yourself back to paying attention to your body or to a mantra or whatever form of meditation you do. Your mind is prone to wander. That's what it does. But if you're having trouble sleeping, that's a super alarming quality to be noticing in yourself, and it's wandering to catastrophic thoughts. So I noticed that. I noticed that melatonin, particularly in the megawatt doses that Americans take, what do you consider melanin? So it's often sold in 3 milligram and 5 milligram doses. You can even find 10. The people who really look at this stuff will tell you, first of all, if you take it late at night, that's when your melatonin peaks. Anyway, what melatonin does is regulate your circadian rhythms. So it's not necessarily what your body responds to for sleep itself. So it tells you, it starts signaling when you're supposed to wind down and when sleep is coming and when it's supposed to happen. But taking these giant doses, which in some countries are regulated, you know, like, they're widely available here for 3 milligrams and 5 milligrams. That kind of stuff is regulated in some countries in Europe. It's not necessarily the best solution for everyone, so. And it wasn't for me, because if.
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Terry Gross
You'Re going to be already dark and you're on a regular schedule, it's not going to help your circadian rhythms. Is that the theory?
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Jennifer Sr.
Yes, The Theory is that your body is already producing quite a bit of it. So just hammering it with more won't necessarily tell it, you know, to go to bed. It's already being told to go to bed, and it might just make you feel off. If you really want to use it right, you can order like 300 micrograms doses online and start taking them. You know, take one when the sun sets, take another maybe two hours later to start telling your body, hey, hey, hey, it's time. But that would be the way to do it for me.
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Terry Gross
So you interviewed a lot of sleep researchers, and the first question you asked each of them was, what's the myth about sleep that you'd most like to debunk? So what was the most frequent answer.
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Jennifer Sr.
That you need? Eight hours.
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Terry Gross
You know, when I read that, I cheered, because for me, if I'm in bed, forget how much of the time in bed I'm actually sleeping. But if I'm in bed for seven hours, I feel like victory is mine. More typically, it's like six and a half hours. And I feel so bad. I feel like you're harming yourself. You really have to find a way to get more sleep, but it never seems to work. And so that was really great to read that, but everybody told you that. That you really don't need eight hours of sleep.
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Jennifer Sr.
It wasn't that they said, you really don't need it. They said that this was this myth out there that was just a kind of tyranny, and I'll explain why. And I spoke to so many people that I was really struck by how many people did say it. So here are the things to bear in mind. Obviously, people there, right? And there's even this vanishingly. But it's really interesting. Small number of people who are called short sleepers who need only four to six hours. Very few people are like that. But you can always sort of tell who they are. They hurtle through the world as if they've been fired from a slingshot. They're just kind of amazing. But it varies from person to person. It varies depending on your age. So a lot of clinicians would tell me about people in their late 60s or their 70s coming into their clinic and saying, I can't sleep eight hours. And the doctors would just look at them or therapists would look at them and say, well, at this age, you're not supposed to. It's a bummer, but it's true.
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Terry Gross
And why is that?
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Jennifer Sr.
We don't function optimally as we get older in most ways. And there are cognitive decrements and ways that the brain changes, right? So I'm sure it's. It's broadly a part of that. But the specifics and circadian signaling, you know, there's some thought that we're designed to sleep biphasically in two episodes. And as we get older, that seems to happen. We seem to wake up early, and if we had enough time, we could probably fall back asleep, but don't, because our jobs tell us we can't, or we just have to get on with our days. But it seems that we settle into that rhythm again. So that's some of it. But there is a really robust body of literature. One of them was done by this famous guy named Kripke, looking at like a million people, and 6.5 hours to 7.4 was associated with the best health outcomes. Now, there are design issues with all of these studies, right? It's because they are by almost by definition gonna be observational. They're not gonna be randomized. Also, you can only control for what you can control for. It's just what you can think of. So you can control for age, for body weight, for. Do you smoke, for sex, did you once have cancer? Things like this. But to quote Donald Rumsfeld, there are unknown unknowns, right? So you just. There are things you just can't think of to control for. So there are people who believe Kripke's data and people who don't. These kinds of studies have been replicated, though.
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Terry Gross
I'm going to paraphrase you here. You say that throughout the night, people with insomnia, the arousal centers of the brain, keep chattering or clattering away, as does the prefrontal cortex, which is in charge of planning and decision making. So in regular sleepers, those regions of the brain go offline, they quiet down. So the parts of the brain that should be resting aren't resting. If you haven't some. Can you go into that in some more detail?
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Jennifer Sr.
So, particularly in depressed insomniacs, in depressed people. And insomnia is a really good recipe for depression. Your brain, when you are in REM sleep, it's much more intense. And so that part of your brain is more active, Right? And that's the part with all the primal drives. It's your fears and your anger. It's not necessarily the stuff that you're basking in, Right? So that's one thing. And also, yeah, the part of you that's really supposed to go offline is your prefrontal cortex, which plans it's the executive function part, it's decision making, all that stuff. And that really is supposed to go offline when you sleep, which is why your dreams can be so wild and sort of have no logic. It's because there's no director there. Right. But in insomniacs or poor sleepers, it's half there. It's not entirely offline. So when people say they haven't slept a wink, in some ways that's what they feel like, because they feel like their waking brain was still active. And in point of fact, to some degree it was.
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Terry Gross
And although parts of your brain go offline when you're sleeping, parts of the brain are doing really important stuff. What are the parts of the brain doing when you're sleeping?
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Jennifer Sr.
The most important thing, which I've only recently discovered, is rinsing out toxins, which is super fascinating. It's called the glymphatic system. This is something they just found. And it's this waterway in your brain of these kind of micro canals that flush out all sorts of terrible stuff out, including amyloid proteins, which are associated with. With dementia. I mean, so imagine the importance in that way, too. And then there's just all the healing that goes on during sleep. There's. Your heart is repairing, your muscles are repairing. Sleep is essential to regeneration and growth. Adolescents need it for this reason and older people need it just to heal, you know, so there's that too. Oh, and also emotional regulation. Let's not forget that. Right. You know, and we all know that you wake up and you haven't slept and you're irritable and awful.
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Terry Gross
I want to ask you about antidepressants, because that's something that you tried in the hopes that it would help you sleep, and it did. I don't know how long you stayed on the antidepressant you were taking, but are antidepressants often prescribed for insomnia?
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Jennifer Sr.
Yes, and sometimes they help and sometimes they don't. If depression is at the root, then absolutely they can. Although it's important to note, and this is absolutely true for me, many antidepressants can have a paradoxical effect and make you extremely wakeful. So it's important for people who are seeking relief not to lose hope. If they try one antidepressant and it does not work, they all have slightly different, or very different, depends mechanisms of action. Some of them are not well known, they're mysterious, but they have different effects on different people.
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Terry Gross
Is it sometimes hard to tell whether the depression was caused by the insomnia or the insomnia was caused by the depression.
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Jennifer Sr.
Totally. Yes. And I was told that I was just depressed and my insomnia was a symptom. And I didn't believe it because, no, I wasn't. But it made me depressed. I mean, it made me depressed fairly quickly because you can't live for very long if you're extreme least sleep deprived and not be really miserable. So I was responsive when I took the antidepressant, but the one that I took made me really vague. It blew out all the circuitry that was responsible for generating metaphors, which is what I do as a writer. So it made my writing really flat and unexciting. So I had to go off that. And and as soon as I went on one that left my metaphors intact, I needed a sleep medication, too. So I don't know, it made me feel better, but it didn't sort of solve the sleep problem. The problem is, as doctors like to say, bidirectional depression can cause insomnia. Insomnia can cause depression. It can be a loop. There's now some thinking that it's more often that insomnia causes depression than the other way around. It's just very hard to know, you know.
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Terry Gross
All right. Well, listen, I wish you well with your sleep and your health, and thank you so much for coming back to FRESH air.
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Jennifer Sr.
Thank you so much for having me back on.
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Terry Gross
Jennifer Sr. S article why Can't Americans Sleep? Is published in the Atlantic. FRESH AIR WEEKEND is produced by Teresa Madden. FRESH air's executive producer is Danny Miller. Our technical director and engineer is Audrey Bentham. Our managing producer is Sam Brigger. Our co host is Tanya Mosley. I'm Terry Gross.
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