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The title reflects that I spent most of my childhood hiding in my bedroom cupboard, to keep safe but also to hide from the world, I loved and I hated that cupboard equally, but it was to become my safe space and without it I dont think I would be here.
I talk about all the things that has happened to me growing up to adult life, racism, bullying, abuse mentally & physically by parents & others. My own mental health and struggles.
I will share with you stories of growing up in a mix raced single mum family who had her own a fascinating story of her own, losing her to mental illness, the highs and lows of her split personality, finding out my dad who left when I was 5 was not my real dad 2 years ago which catapulted me into a new chapter in my life with a new family and siblings I never knew I had and so much more!
Just me trying to make sense of it all and navigate my way through, knowing iam not alone and that there are many others like me out there and maybe I can help someone else along the way.

8TH March 2024Today I finish her notes/letter on her life in India with her parents Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

6TH March 2024Just a quick hello and update on the letter , back again tomorrow with a full episodeDon't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

27th February 2024Out on our walk today I'am devastated out on my walk my mums letter has fallen out of my pocket, back home I sit on the sofa & start to read the next letters, apologies for the tears I cant believe they are lostDon't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

23rd February 2024Out on our walk today where I read more of her letter/book pages, I discovered how I was born!Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

22nd February 2024We are in the snug again today as we read more of mums letter/book, I discover a lot of things but iam shocked to read that he kept pigeons in the toilet! Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

21st February 2024We are in the snug today with both cat & dog, apologies for his behavior. We read more of mums Book/Letter where she talks about discovering shes pregnant with me, rushed into marriage, stalking and her belongings being destroyed Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.comSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

20th February 2024Join our walk today where I read you mums letter that was found in her paperwork in the loft. Don't forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

19th February On our walk today doggie is full of spring, Iam back from the flu, I go over last weeks letter findings and my findings in the loft where I find mums wedding dress and lipstick. Dont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

14th February . On our walk today I talk about being stalked by the ex and the stepfather and what I found in the atticDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com

13th February . On our walk today I find my way in single life, socializing and being taken advantage offDont forget to go back to the other episodes or just one might seem a bit odd!. Would be grateful if you could subscribe & like the episode so I know you are a real person :)Samaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toSamaritans if you need just someone to talk please know you are never alone call 116 123 everyone deserves to be listened toContact me by email girlinthecupboardpodcast@gmail.com