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A number of years ago, I was sitting in this chair, in this booth. I was recording Red Shirts by John Scalzi. It's such a wonderful, funny book with these three codas that bring gravitas to the story in a beautiful and incredibly clever way. I remember asking John when I finished reading the main body of the book, and I hadn't read the codas, there was anything serious, I guess there was anything deeply emotional to balance out the wonderful rollicking humor in what I had read. And he told me, yeah, it's in the codas. You'll understand when you read them. So when I sat in this booth, in this chair to read that book, I had not yet read the codas. I had not yet seen them. Spoiler alert for Red Shirts. There is a character in the book whose entire existence is defined by the loss of his wife, the loss of the love of his life. And it haunts him and it hurts him. And one of the codas is all about that. And as I was reading that and I was feeling that character's emotion and story for the first time in my life, I experienced what I imagine it would be like to exist in this world without my wife in it. And it was so fucking hard to get through this. I began to sob uncontrollably, completely wrong for the material. My heart hurt. I felt in my body this loss that wasn't real that I hope I will never experience. I joke with Ann that, like, the deal is I get to die first. And I ended up having to stop and take a big break to get myself under control and read that. It took me so many times to come at it. Ever since that day, I think about that, right? It comes around. How would I carry on? And the answer is, I don't know. I would have to be there for my kids. But what would there be for me? An absolute commitment to build a time machine. I couldn't stop thinking about this while I read this story. It's easy to reduce this to, hey, what would we do for love? And that's fine if that's what someone takes out of it. For me, putting myself into these two different characters, I cannot stop thinking about that last line. Love conquers death. I hope there is a person in your life that creates these emotions inside of you, and I don't know what your deal with them is. I don't know what your pact is and says, we're going to die together in our sleep. That's great for me. I would love that. But this is the power of great storytelling. This is the power of beautiful writing. It takes us away from where we are, and it puts us to where the characters live. And now I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna just hug my wife until she pushes me off of her. Thanks a lot for listening, everybody. I'll see you next time.
Release Date: April 3, 2025
Host: Wil Wheaton
Podcast Description:
In "It's Storytime with Wil Wheaton," Wil delves into captivating stories from renowned publications like Uncanny, Lightspeed, and On Spec. With his exceptional narration, listeners are introduced to both familiar and emerging authors, embarking on journeys that traverse time, mythology, and the intricate landscapes of human emotion.
In this exclusive Patreon bonus episode titled "Rock, Paper, Scissors, Love, Death: Coda from Wil," Wil Wheaton offers a deeply personal and introspective narrative that intertwines his experiences with the storytelling prowess of author John Scalzi. The episode serves as a heartfelt reflection on the emotional depths that great literature can evoke, highlighting the profound impact of storytelling on both the creator and the listener.
Wil begins the episode by recounting his experience recording the audiobook "Red Shirts" by John Scalzi. He praises the book for its humor and the intricate balance it maintains between levity and gravitas through its three codas. Wil shares a personal anecdote about his initial reading of the main body of the book without delving into the codas, leading to an unexpected emotional revelation.
Wil Wheaton (00:50):
“There is a character in the book whose entire existence is defined by the loss of his wife, the loss of the love of his life. And it haunts him and it hurts him.”
As Wil immerses himself in the emotional narrative of the character grappling with profound loss, he experiences an intense personal reaction. He describes the visceral feelings of loss and the struggle to connect with emotions that, in reality, he hopes never to endure.
Wil Wheaton (01:55):
“I began to sob uncontrollably, completely wrong for the material. My heart hurt. I felt in my body this loss that wasn't real that I hope I will never experience.”
Wil emphasizes the transformative power of the codas, illustrating how they add depth and emotional resonance to the story, compelling him to confront his own vulnerabilities and fears.
Delving deeper, Wil contemplates the implications of loss and his responsibilities as a potential parent. He muses about the idea of building a time machine as a metaphor for his commitment to his children, highlighting the lengths one might go to preserve love and protect loved ones.
Wil Wheaton (03:30):
“An absolute commitment to build a time machine. I couldn't stop thinking about this while I read this story.”
He reflects on the profound question posed by the narrative: "What would we do for love?" While acknowledging that different listeners might derive varied interpretations, Wil shares his personal takeaway—"Love conquers death."
Wil Wheaton (03:50):
“Love conquers death. I hope there is a person in your life that creates these emotions inside of you...”
Concluding the episode, Wil extols the virtues of exceptional storytelling and impeccable writing. He articulates how stories have the power to transport listeners beyond their immediate reality, fostering a deep connection with characters and their experiences.
Wil Wheaton (04:20):
“This is the power of great storytelling. This is the power of beautiful writing. It takes us away from where we are, and it puts us to where the characters live.”
In a heartfelt sign-off, Wil expresses his gratitude to listeners and wraps up with a personal note about cherishing his loved ones.
Wil Wheaton (04:50):
“Now I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna just hug my wife until she pushes me off of her. Thanks a lot for listening, everybody. I'll see you next time.”
Emotional Depth in Storytelling:
The episode underscores how integrating profound emotional narratives can elevate a story, making it resonate deeply with audiences.
Personal Connection to Fiction:
Wil's experience illustrates the blurred lines between fiction and personal emotion, highlighting how stories can prompt introspection and emotional catharsis.
Commitment and Love:
Central to Wil's reflections is the enduring power of love and commitment, both in literature and personal life, serving as a balm against the inevitability of loss.
Transformative Power of Narration:
Wil's narration not only brings the story to life but also acts as a conduit for his own emotional journey, showcasing the symbiotic relationship between storyteller and audience.
On Emotional Revelation:
“I began to sob uncontrollably, completely wrong for the material. My heart hurt. I felt in my body this loss that wasn't real that I hope I will never experience.”
(00:50)
On Commitment:
“An absolute commitment to build a time machine. I couldn't stop thinking about this while I read this story.”
(03:30)
On the Power of Storytelling:
“This is the power of great storytelling. This is the power of beautiful writing. It takes us away from where we are, and it puts us to where the characters live.”
(04:20)
Heartfelt Sign-off:
“Now I'm gonna go home and I'm gonna just hug my wife until she pushes me off of her. Thanks a lot for listening, everybody. I'll see you next time.”
(04:50)
In "Rock, Paper, Scissors, Love, Death: Coda from Wil," Wil Wheaton masterfully blends personal narrative with literary analysis, offering listeners a poignant exploration of love, loss, and the indomitable human spirit. Through his authentic reflections and eloquent storytelling, Wil not only honors John Scalzi's "Red Shirts" but also invites his audience to undertake their own journeys of emotional discovery and connection.