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KILLJAM X X X
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Meet Faustina Fetamine.
She kills people on TV for a living.
Meet Bellamy Pink.
He’ll sell his body parts for some quick cash.
When a scandal ruins Faustina’s career as the star of the world’s most popular death game, she and Bellamy team up against the nightmare world that’s trying to kill them.
KILLJAM XXX is a Queer, Cyberpunk Death Game Audio Drama from the creators of The Kingmaker Histories and Less Is Morgue. Sit back, relax, and enjoy the carnage.
She kills people on TV for a living.
Meet Bellamy Pink.
He’ll sell his body parts for some quick cash.
When a scandal ruins Faustina’s career as the star of the world’s most popular death game, she and Bellamy team up against the nightmare world that’s trying to kill them.
KILLJAM XXX is a Queer, Cyberpunk Death Game Audio Drama from the creators of The Kingmaker Histories and Less Is Morgue. Sit back, relax, and enjoy the carnage.
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BONUS JAM - S1 BLOOPER REEL!
Apr 100:04:54Tap to summarizeA chaotic glimpse into the KILLJAM XXX recording process (Gone Wrong) (Gone Sexual). Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Bad Language! KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for social media graphics. SOCIAL LINKS: https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s Manager. Has a Robot Arm. ANNA KONDA (She/Her) - Moe Rock (She/Her) Ex-Jammer. Fashion designer. Snake woman of size. Faustina’s New Agent. MARA NACHT (She/Her) - Tiana Camacho (She/They) Mentor and Manager to Faustina. Has robotic limbs and takes no shit. MR. DIRGE (He/Him) - Austin Lee Matthews (Any) Evil CEO of EKW. Absolute unit. Uses human windpipes as stress balls. Roger Tallarico (He/Him) - Josh Rubino (He/Him) Host of the “Fame Monsters” gossip show. Unburdened by human decency. MOLLY MURDERCLOWN (She/Her) - Misha Bakshi (She/They/He) Brand new Jammer eager to prove herself. Don’t call her a clown. Very sadistic. Track List: Call Me Al - Paul Simon Dance The Night Away - Zorro killjamxxx.com
Transcribe →FEED SWAP - DOMINUS!
Apr 100:52:58Tap to summarizeHey cuties! We're working on season 2 right now, but in the meantime you can check out Dominus, created by friend of the show Motzie Dapul! Dominus is a full cast Catholic horror podcast in which three Catholic priests, trapped in a remote Ontario mansion by a strange blizzard, must find a way to exorcise a demon before it escapes into the world. Unfortunately for them, the demon is a true believer, and therefore inoculated against Catholicism. The Dominus Kickstarter is now live until April 5! Help the team fundraise for the Catholic horror series premiering on the Rusty Quill Network, with voice talent from hit video game Disco Elysium, as well as from the Magnus Archives and Protocol, Hi Nay, Silt Verses, and many more. Check it out at rustyquill.com/fundraiser and get yourself some of the gorgeous rewards by fantastic artists such as Wolfythewitch, best known for their viral Jesus fanart, and Jaradraws, best known for their work on the Conclave visual novel! Donate to the Kickstarter here!: https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/1066618164/dominus-a-catholic-horror-audio-drama Links: Apple Spotify Instagram Blusky
Transcribe →BONUS JAM - SEASON ONE BEHIND THE SCENES Q&A!
Mar 1901:53:57Tap to summarizeEver wonder how KILLJAM XXX was created? What the writing process is like? What lines were the hardest for Faustina and Bellamy to deliver? Which video game characters do the creators think could survive in San Malvado? And so much more. Addison, Henry, Meg, and Zuwie break it down for ya! Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussed transphobia, mentioned gender dysphoria, mentioned violence, mentioned cannibalism, mentioned drug use, discussion of/reference to revenge porn, sexual references. SOCIAL LINKS: https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX Track List: Out of Control - Lupus Nocte ft. Zorro Cute Kitty (I’m Not Faking) - Paisley Pink Hackers - Carl Kasey @ White Bat Audio Marinate - Zorro Chatbot - Zorro Berries - Rocket Jr Virus - Rocket Jr The One Eyed Captain (Captain Qubz remix) - Ian Post Heureka - Lupus Nocte Does Not Compute - Lofive Center of Attention - Autohacker Gemini Rights - Zorro TV’s On - Paisley Pink The Game - Paisley Pink Down the Rabbit Hole - Maybird The Betrayal - Sons of Hades Cockroach - Zorro Left Alone - BLAEKER ft. Vicki Vox Keep This Feeling - Milva I've Been Thinkin - Dimitrix ft. Lullabi SHOP - Zorro Someone New - Lupus Nocte Appetite - Zorro Die Happy - Zorro Freaky Dog - Zorro Hollow Land - Zorro Dance the Night Away - Zorro Bewitched - Zorro Freak Out! - Zorro Trophy Wife - Zorro Mad Crows (Captain Qubz remix) - Ian Post In Tough Love - Lupus Nocte made in taiwan - Lupus Nocte Maniamaster - Lupus Nocte Spero - Lupus Nocte Buzz Cut - Rocket Jr killjamxxx.com
Transcribe →FEED SWAP - FIELD TRIP SKETCH COMEDY PRESENTS!
Mar 700:31:38Tap to summarizeHey cuties! We're working on season 2 right now, but in the meantime you can check out Field Trip Sketch Comedy Presents, co-created by friend of the show Max Kriesky! Field Trip Sketch Comedy Presents: is a fast-paced, silly sketch comedy podcast by Boston-based sketch group Field Trip, featuring original music, immersive sound design, and lots and lots of laughs. Join them on a field trip through genre, philosophy, and much more! Links: Apple Spotify Instagram Blusky
Transcribe →BONUS JAM - IN-CHARACTER Q&A!
Mar 700:48:11Tap to summarizeHow does Faustina's autism help her Jamming career? Why does Bellamy want a falcon? Who does Anna think is the tastiest Jammer she's ever eaten? Why are Roger and Mr. Dirge so damn evil? Why did Jesse start Jamming? Is Randy okay? All your burning questions for the characters of KILLJAM XXX, answered! Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussed violence, discussed body horror (19:34-20:08), discussed cannibalism (3:36-4:08) (33:47-34:09) (47:02-47:07), mentioned suicide baiting (9:15-9:30), mentioned gender dysphoria (10:47-11:04), mentioned pregnancy loss (20:12-20:25), mentioned animal abuse (21:00-21:14), mentioned drug use, sexual references. SOCIAL LINKS: https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s Manager. Has a Robot Arm. JESSE BAZOOKA (They/Them) - Jasper Taylor (They/Them) Enthusiastic Australian commentator! Ex-Jammer. RANDY MACAQUE (He/Him) - Gus Zagarella (He/Him) Lovable dirtbag commentator. Ex-husband. ANNA KONDA (She/Her) - Moe Rock (She/Her) Ex-Jammer. Fashion designer. Snake woman of size. Faustina’s New Agent. MR. DIRGE (He/Him) - Austin Lee Matthews (Any) Evil CEO of EKW. Absolute unit. Uses human windpipes as stress balls. ROGER TALLARICO (He/Him) - Josh Rubino (He/Him) Host of the “Fame Monsters” gossip show. Unburdened by human decency. Track List: Amalthea - Van Sandano Out of Control - Lupus Nocte ft. Zorro Juicy.exe - Lupus Nocte Someone New - Lupus Nocte Believing in You (SLCT Remix) - Cacti Maniamaster - Lupus Nocte Left Within - Swif7 Spero - Lupus Nocte Look to the Future - Purple Dive Left Alone - BLAEKER ft. Vicki Vox TV’s On - Paisley Pink Never Enough - FLYIN Virus - Rocket Jr SHOP - Zorro Berries - Rocket Jr Fresh Pastries - Lofive Cute Kitty (I’m Not Faking) - Paisley Pink killjamxxx.com
Transcribe →JAM 16.5 - FAUSTINA AND BELLAMY'S DAY OFF!
Sep 300:14:27Tap to summarizeSUBMIT YOUR QUESTIONS FOR THE CHARACTERS AND CREATORS OF KILLJAM XXX HERE While recovering from the Alecto fight, Faustina and Bellamy take a well-deserved day off - if Faustina can force Bellamy to actually relax for once, that is. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Food sounds, house fires, unsafe driving, implied car crash, sexual references. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. This episode was written by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for social media graphics. SOCIAL LINKS: https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s Manager. Has a Robot Arm. ORGY ISLAND HOST (She/Her) - Tiana Camacho (She/They) Host of Orgy Island, as her name suggests. One of Randy’s exes. FOOT FREAK (He/Him) - Matt Baker (He/Him) Hotel concierge and foot fetishist. From the Funk Fox Fujiko store back in episode 2. What, you thought we forgot? Track List: Buzz Cut - Rocket Jr Does Not Compute - Lofive Bruises - Rocket Jr Feel Like - Heyson Gone Without a Trace 2 - Fredrik Ekstrom Made in Taiwan - Lupus Nocte killjamxxx.com
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FEED SWAP - THE GOSPEL OF HAVEN!
Aug 3000:24:17Tap to summarizeHey cuties! A regular KILLJAM XXX episode will be released as usual this Wednesday, but today we're sharing a sample of another kickass audio drama, THE GOSPEL OF HAVEN by our friend Daisy McNamara! The Gospel of Haven is a religious body horror podcast set inside Haven, an isolated community dwelling within the body of the god they worship. It explores autonomy, the power of faith, and individual identity. Created by the minds behind Eeler’s Choice, Poe: Evermore, and SCP Archives. Content Warning: body horror, gore, surgery Transcript
Transcribe →JAM 16 - THE FOUR QUEENS OF HELL!
Aug 2700:43:12Tap to summarizeWanting to make things up to Bellamy after their traumatic shared experience, Faustina takes on one of the world’s strongest Jammers on his behalf. In the past, Hot Pink starts her brief Killjam career. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Death of a sibling, Parentification, Implied Neglect, Alcoholic Parent, Implied Poverty, Death of a parent, Discussion of Child Labor/Child Abuse, Discussion of Vore, Character Experiencing Rejection Sensitivity, Character Experiencing Social Anxiety, Alcohol Consumption, Grief, Violence, Whipping, Survivor’s Guilt. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. This episode was written by Henry Galley, Zuwie LeFou, and Addison Peacock. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for social media graphics. SOCIAL LINKS: https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s Manager. Has a Robot Arm. LISA DEVLIN (She/Her) - Sheli Baez (She/Her) Bellamy’s late sister. Also formerly known as “Hot Pink.” SIMON (He/Him) - Graham Rowat (He/Him) Bellamy’s late father. He had the arm first. NARRATOR (?) - Bradley Gareth (He/Him) The guy who says the times and locations when we transition to new scenes. ANNA KONDA (She/Her) - Moe Rock (She/Her) Ex-Jammer. Fashion designer. Snake woman of size. Faustina’s New Agent. DR. TRINITY “TRIN” PEREZ (She/Her) - Jan Aponte (Any) Dorky reptile scientist. Live-in assistant of Anna Konda. Very neurodivergent. VIC CADMIUM (He/Him) - Charlie Green (They/Them) A smooth-talking British rogue with a penchant for thievery. Friend of Bellamy. ALDOUS (They/Them) - Vyn Vox (He/They) Talent scout for EKW. Likes a lot of sugar in their tea. TODD (He/Him) - Belsheber Rusape Jr (He/Him) One half of a duo of KILLJAM Nerds. Eager to debate power scaling. GABE (He/Him) - Meg Tuten (She/They) The other half of the nerd duo. Has a successful KILLJAM blog. ALECTO (She/Her) - Laura Mirsky (She/Her) One of the Four Queens of Hell. Self-proclaimed punisher of weakness. Killed Lisa. JESSE BAZOOKA (They/Them) - Jasper Taylor (They/Them) Enthusiastic Australian commentator! Ex-Jammer. RANDY MACAQUE (He/Him) - Gus Zagarella (He/Him) Lovable dirtbag commentator. Ex-husband. AXEL (He/Him) - Joe Cliff Thompson (He/Him) Cybermod Technician. Stoic. Family friend of Bellamy Pink. He reads. ADDITIONAL VOICES: Val Petrone (They/Them), Henry Galley (He/Him), Meg Tuten (She/They), Addison Peacock (She/Her). Track List: Buzz Cut - Rocket Jr Left Alone - BLAEKER ft Vicki Vox d p a i n t IV - Lupus Nocte Summer 96kbps - Lupus Nocte Heureka - Lupus Nocte Peanuts - Rocket Jr Starkiller - Splasher! Snakeboots - Splasher! Peacewalker - ELFL Battle Adrenaline - Sons of Hades Adrenaline Push - Bonkers Beat Club Spaceguns - Splasher! More Than Right - Paisley Pink killjamxxx.com
Transcribe →JAM 15 - FAUSTINA AND BELLAMY'S REALLY BAD TRIP!
Aug 2000:34:04Tap to summarizeAn unexpected experience in the basement leads to Faustina and Bellamy returning to parts of their past that they’d rather forget. But will the past stay dead, or will they be forced to join it? Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Discussion of Spiders, Snakes, Gore, Gross Sound Effects, Drugging, Panic Attacks, Unreality/Hallucinations, Restraints, Audio distortion, Bugs, Implied Parental Neglect, Discussion of Alcoholism, Discussion of Poverty, Combat PTSD, Discussion of Suicide, Death, Loss of a Parent, Parental Abuse, Loss of a Sibling, Survivor's Guilt, Body Horror, Suicide Baiting, Emotional Breakdown. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. This episode was written by Henry Galley and Meg Tuten. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for social media graphics. SOCIAL LINKS: https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s New manager. Has a Robot Arm. NARRATOR (?) - Bradley Gareth (He/Him) The guy who says the times and locations when we transition to new scenes. ANNA KONDA (She/Her) - Moe Rock (She/Her) Ex-Jammer. Fashion designer. Snake woman of size. Faustina’s New Agent. RIG (They/Them) - Lou Sutcliffe (Ey/Em) San Malvado Pawn Shop Owner. Doesn’t see the value in good customer service. SHANKHILL (He/Him) - Zane Schacht (He/Him) Small business owner and devoted single father. Believes in good manners and keeping promises. LOVETA THE SHE-WOLF (She/Her) - Autumn Ivy (She/Her) A wolf-woman jammer made of fur, fangs, and ferocious sex appeal. JESSE BAZOOKA (They/Them) - Jasper Taylor (They/Them) Enthusiastic Australian commentator! Ex-Jammer. RANDY MACAQUE (He/Him) - Gus Zagarella (He/Him) Lovable dirtbag commentator. Ex-husband. SIMON (He/Him) - Graham Rowat (He/Him) Bellamy’s late father. He had the arm first. MARA NACHT (She/Her) - Tiana Camacho (She/They) Mentor and Former Manager to Faustina. Has robotic limbs and takes no shit. LISA DEVLIN (She/Her) - Sheli Baez (She/Her) Bellamy’s late sister. Also formerly known as “Hot Pink.” MR. DIRGE (He/Him) - Austin Lee Matthews (Any) Evil CEO of EKW. Absolute unit. Uses human windpipes as stress balls. ADDITIONAL VOICES: Henry Galley (He/Him), Meg Tuten (She/They), Addison Peacock (She/Her), Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It.) Track List: Buzz Cut - Rocket Jr Heureka - Lupus Nocte Cute Kitty (I’m Not Faking) - Paisley Pink Underground Moments - Cushy Metal Under Tension - Hampus Naeselius Broken Home - Brotin Manic and Me - Edward Karl Hanson Slash - Tokyo Machine Intro for Legends - Bonkers Beat Club Down the Rabbit Hole - Maybird Exploring Wonderland - Christian Andersen Zombie Raiders - Wave Saver Brain Copy Syntax Error - Oh the City killjamxxx.com
Transcribe →JAM 14 - THE JAMMER UNDER THE STAIRS!
Aug 1300:33:23Tap to summarizeLured in by the promise of an abandoned house to squat in, Faustina and Bellamy head to the treacherous world of The Schemes - San Malvado’s most dangerous slum. But this “abandoned” house already has an extremely hostile occupant. Transcript CONTENT WARNINGS: Bugs, Hostage Situation, Debt Traps, Threats of Mutilation, Food Mention, Discussion of Survival Sex Work, Discussion of Having Been Homeless, Rats, Unsanitary Environments, Mention of Hoarding, Death, Corpses, Unwilling Medical Experiments, Body Horror, Kidnapping, Discussion of Traumatic Pregnancy, Guns, Anxiety Attack, Enclosed Spaces, Fire, Gunshots, Gore. KILLJAM XXX is created by Addison Peacock and Henry Galley. Audio engineered and Directed by Meg Molloy Tuten. Executive producers Zuwie Le Fou and Gus Zagarella. This episode was written by Henry Galley, Addison Peacock, and Zuwie LeFou. Logo character art by Jasper Taylor, Logo Text by Eduardo Valdés-Hevia. Special thanks to Ash Alder for social media graphics. SOCIAL LINKS: https://www.instagram.com/killjam_x_x_x/ https://bsky.app/profile/killjamxxx.bsky.social https://killjamxxx.tumblr.com https://x.com/KILLJAMXXX CAST FAUSTINA FETAMINE (she/her) - Addison Peacock (she/her) The KILLJAM Queen! Loves violence and milkshakes. Doesn’t think ahead. BELLAMY PINK (He/Him) - Zuwie LeFou (They/He/It) "Legitimate" businessman. Faustina’s New manager. Has a Robot Arm. NARRATOR (?) - Bradley Gareth (He/Him) The guy who says the times and locations when we transition to new scenes. KELSEY/RAGDOLL (she/her) - Ashlee Craft (he/they) Teenager with homicidal tendencies. Aspiring Jammer. SHANKHILL (he/him) - Zane Schacht (He/Him) Small business owner and devoted single father. Believes in good manners and keeping promises. OLD WOMAN (She/Her) - Jan Aponte (Any) A totally normal and innocent old lady. Move along. Nothing to see here. LUCIFUGA THE UNDYING (She/Her) - Motzie Dapul (She/Her) Self-proclaimed “Ultimate Life-Form.” Six foot tall cockroach Jammer. JESSE BAZOOKA (They/Them) - Jasper Taylor (They/Them) Enthusiastic Australian commentator! Ex-Jammer. RANDY MACAQUE (He/Him) - Gus Zagarella (He/Him) Lovable dirtbag commentator. Ex-husband. ADDITIONAL VOICES: Henry Galley (He/Him.) Track List: Buzz Cut - Rocket Jr Heureka - Lupus Nocte Big Bad Boss - Captain Qubz Hackers - Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio Does Not Compute - Lofive Andromeda - Ben Elson Underground Moments - Cushy Crash Site - Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio The Forest - Vivek Abhishek Inner Stress - Autohacker Time’s Not Always Your Friend - Oh the City I’m OK - Ava Low Face the Fear - Purple Dive Race Against Sunset - Karl Casey @ White Bat Audio killjamxxx.com
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