MasterChef’s Julie Goodwin has a bubbly exterior but underneath are demons she’s fought for decades.   The celebrity cook opens up to Yumi Stynes about the anxiety and depression she’s kept hidden for so long, and how it almost undid her.  Julie’s path to recovery wasn’t straight, but she learnt how to manage what she calls the ‘monster under the bed’ and change her life for the better.   If you need someone to talk to, call:  Lifeline on 13 11 14   Suicide Call Back Service on 1300 659 467   Beyond Blue on 1300 22 46 36   Headspace on 1800 650 890   What to listen to next:  Mental health: Overcoming depression  Love ya guts! What to eat to feel your best  Body image and babies with Turia Pitt and Sophie Walker  You can binge more episodes of Ladies, We Need to Talk on the ABC listen app (in Australia) or wherever you get your podcasts.   What to read next:    Why Kate chose to 'stay flat' after breast cancer surgery  How Turia Pitt's body image changed in motherhood...