Did God Send Me Here to Fail?

by Autumn Dickson

Moses was a prophet who delivered the Israelites from bondage in Egypt. He was such a good prophet that the Jews held him up as a standard for a long time. He is still revered as a great prophet.

And yet, despite his righteousness, his closeness with God, his foreordained role, Moses didn’t know everything. Moses was incredibly nervous to approach Pharaoh about freeing the Israelites, and the first time he approached Pharaoh, it didn’t go so well. Pharaoh did not release the Israelites. In fact, Pharaoh gave all of the Israelites more work to accomplish than they previously had.

This led to the Israelites getting frustrated with Moses, and in turn, Moses turned to God.

Exodus 5:22-23

22 And Moses returned unto the Lord, and said, Lord, wherefore hast thou so evil entreated this people? why is it that thou hast sent me?

23 For since I came to Pharaoh to speak in thy name, he hath done evil to this people; neither hast thou delivered thy people at all.

Moses asks the Lord a few questions and makes some points that I think all of us have made at one point or another. “Why did you send me? I just made it worse. You said You would deliver them, but they’re still in bondage and Pharaoh has made things harder on them.”

There is a lot we could unpack there. Moses’ insecurity about his ability to do the job would be a good place to start. We could discuss the fact that Moses could only see his own limitations rather than the Lord’s plan in motion.

However, I want to take a slightly different angle that I mentioned earlier. Moses, despite his calling and the big job ahead of him, didn’t see the end from the beginning. He saw enough that he was willing to begin, but the Lord left out quite a few details about this long road that Moses would travel before he could be an instrument in the hands of the Lord in freeing the covenant people.

The Lord loves to leave out details.

Why? If the Lord has made a decision in relation to how He works with His children on earth, there are solid reasons behind that decision. Why does the Lord choose to leave out details? Why does He allow us to sometimes think we’ve failed? What purpose does it serve to push us to wait for the next step?

What reasons do you see?

One of the reasons is because we would probably get confused and lost and disillusioned anyway. The Savior tried telling His disciples that He was going to die and live again. He said it quite clearly, more than once, but they were still so surprised when it happened. If the Lord had told Moses more of the details, would he have grasped the plan?

I think a more important reason is the fact that it forces us to cling to Him.

If Heavenly Father had given Moses a play-by-play of what would happen in Egypt, how much would Moses have connected his success back to the Lord? How often would Moses have turned back to the Lord? It is very difficult to see the Lord’s hand when we are not turning to Him over and over and over.

When it comes to the Lord, it’s never just about the task that’s been given. The task always has a double purpose of drawing us closer to Him. One of the most effective ways of drawing us closer to Him, is to force us to keep coming back to Him, to work closely with Him.

This brings great comfort when we look at our own efforts and tasks. Like Moses, it’s easy for us to decide that we’re the weak link. We’re not strong enough or smart enough or persuasive enough. We’re the reason everything failed.

Moses is not the reason the task failed. Moses was just under the impression that the task was supposed to be easier than it was. The Lord could have explained this in great detail ahead of time to spare Moses this despair. However, it would have negated His purposes of keeping Moses close.

It had to be this way. The Lord needed you to have the task. Telling you in detail ahead of time would have made it really easy for you to forget Him and try to do everything on your own. It was important for you to stay close to Him, and He knows our propensity to wander. So He chose to do things this way. Unfortunately, sometimes we also have the bad habit of despairing when we hit obstacles. The Lord knows this, and He can work with it. It is much easier to work with your despair when you turn to Him than it is when you run off and try to do things on your own.

The Lord is wise enough to see all of this and make the decision to leave out the details.

So how can this change our response when we do hit obstacles in the tasks we’ve been given by the Lord?

We trust Him and know He’s not finished yet. Even when we do not know the details, He does. He is plenty aware of them and knows how to work with the children of men.

Give it your best shot, and look to Him with faith. That’s your real job. It wasn’t Moses’ job to deliver the Israelites, not really. It was Moses’ job to be willing. It wasn’t Moses who sent the plagues or parted the sea. It was the Lord who made man’s mouth and made the seas. The Lord knew exactly what He was getting with Moses, and He still decided on Moses.

It is no different with you. The Lord knew what He was getting when He asked for you. He knows better than you know what you are or aren’t capable of, and He decided on you. When you run into unanticipated obstacles, there is no need to despair. He didn’t tell you about this part, but He knew about this part.

Your job is to be willing. Give it your best shot, and look to Him with faith. The Lord can still work with despair; He worked with Moses through His despair. He can work with us through despair. However, the faith part serves us. Moses didn’t ever have to be afraid or upset that he had ruined everything. Those feelings were necessary so that Moses could go through the process of building his faith, but faith changes our entire experience by changing our perspective. Obstacles look different in the light of faith in Christ. It is a joyful way to live.

Trust the Lord. Trust Him when He doesn’t give you all the details. Trust Him that He chose you for a reason. Trust Him so that you can rejoice even in the faith of setbacks.

I testify that the Lord knew what He was doing when He chose you. I testify that He knows all of the details even when He doesn’t share them all immediately. I testify that He isn’t despairing or mad when obstacles appear. All He wants is our faith. He deserves our faith. He has earned it. He is worthy of it.

Autumn Dickson was born and raised in a small town in Texas. She served a mission in the Indianapolis Indiana mission. She studied elementary education but has found a particular passion in teaching the gospel. Her desire for her content is to inspire people to feel confident, peaceful, and joyful about their relationship with Jesus Christ and to allow that relationship to touch every aspect of their lives. Autumn was the recipient of FAIR’s 2024 John Taylor Defender of the Faith Award.

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