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Lightspeed. Hello, Starshine. The Earth says hello. And welcome to the Lightspeed Magazine Story Podcast. I'm your host, Janina Edwards. In this episode, you'll be listening to the Knacker man by Scott Dalrymple and Sarah's Laugh by Melissa A. Watkins. First up is our short shot, the Knacker man by Scott Dalrymple, coming up right after this message. Welcome back. And now, the Knacker Man. Narrated by Stefan Rodnicki
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the Knacker man by Scott Dalrymple A year of living in the ground had not accustomed Moir to the smell. He wondered how the French, who'd been at this business so much longer, could stand it. But if the officers who had trained his unit in the intricacies of trench life were any indication, they were so weary and abattered as to scarcely notice the world around them any longer. They walked slowly, like mechanical men, and when they turned their heads it was slowly, too, as if the rusted gears and cogs inside required time to work. At least the earth they smelled was their own and not that of some strange land far away. That must help. He couldn't recall how dirt smelled back home, how it might differ from the cold mud in this narrow channel. If he ever made it back, he would find out. He'd take great handfuls of the stuff and bury his face in it, breathing it in hungrily, concentrating so as never to forget. Promise? What? Asked Palkovsky. I didn't say anything. Palkovsky shrugged and resumed his scan of the German line. It was twilight, a dangerous time when both sides emerged to resupply and to collect their dead, eager to escape the day's monotony. Inexperienced men would go too soon before the full cover of night, making tempting targets for Hun snipers whose muzzle flashes pulsed like fireflies on a string. Those who died at dusk were not infantrymen who knew better, but cooks. When true darkness fell, Moya inevitably found his eyes drawn to the west, to a line of trees a few hundred yards away, an uncontested wood of no strategic importance. Set slightly lower than the trenches on either side, it made a poor location for snipers. He'd been there many times and knew it held nothing but burnt desolation. Tonight, though, that wood seemed darker than it ought, darker than either the sky above or the ground below, as if nothing could survive there, even light. That he was a calm soldier came as a surprise to Moir. As a cleric in the feed store, the occasion for valor had never presented itself, but if it had, no one would have expected much from him. He was a slight thing, only a possible shot, and useless in hand to hand combat. What they didn't tell you, though, was that war was now waged with nerves, not muscles. Death came not from the man three feet in front of you, but from an anonymous shower of shrapnel and smoke in the night, from the random zip of a bullet to the skull as you went to take a piss, from insidious gas that appeared without warning, silently seeping along the ground like the billowing cloak of Death himself. Moya told no one about his dread of that gloomy wood, his belief that something lurked there. He was a boy when the Knacker man first came to the farm, his rickety cart pulled by an immense black mare, Uncle George thought. Twenty hands high if she was a hand. But then Uncle George had been kicked by a mule years before and went bent over so everything looked taller to him and he couldn't be trusted. The Naca man came when you had a carcass too large to bury and no good for eating. What he did with it, Moir wasn't sure. It might be rendered into tallow for candles, he figured, or bone meal. More than that was a mystery. For a long time he thought, the Naca man couldn't speak. He could clearly hear, for after he and Uncle George disappeared into the barn for a time, the Naca man always emerged, knowing what to do, but he never said anything. Lonely and bored, Moir tried to engage him in conversation, peppering him with questions. Where do you come from? He asked as the Nacker man methodically arranged his block and tackle. How old are you? The gaunt man continued his grisly work, showing neither pleasure nor annoyance. The boy tried to wear him down, firing question after question. What was his name? How did he get that scar on his cheek? Did he have a wife? Children? A dog? What was it like to have no hair? Why didn't he wear a hat? He'd given up on the possibility of a response when one soft comment caught the Naca man's I'm only here because my parents died. Uncle George hates me. At this the Naca man paused his work, studying the boy's face for a long time. When he finally spoke, it was not with the terse farmer's twang Moir had come to expect of men, or with the deep, rich voice he'd imagined the Naca man might have, but rather a strained whisper, I like you. Amid the soft and soothing thunder of distant artillery, Moir approached the dark wood. Periodic flashes like heat lightning revealed the outlines of the trees now dead and shattered through no fault of their own. He couldn't say what compelled him toward the void, or exactly how he got there, or why. Once inside, he was unsurprised to find the Knacker man there. Ah, whispered the gaunt man, leaning on his ancient cart. You've come. Moir jumped into the wagon and sat with his legs dangling. I wasn't under the impression I had much choice. Maybe, said the necromancer. Can you tell me what to expect? What's next? The Naga man shook his head. Why? You are not allowed. No, said the Naca Man. I can say whatever I like. Then why? I don't want to hurt your feelings, said the Naca man. Why would it hurt my feelings? The Nacker man paused, then said, do you know how your rifle works? I mean, the physical principles that allow it to hurl lead across that meadow? Unless it's a trick question. It's not. Then, yes, I think so. If we found the smartest cat in the world, the smartest who ever lived on this planet, could you explain the workings of a rifle to it? Moir thought about that. Certainly. The Niacra man hesitated, then smiled. I like that. I like that a lot. Of course. What I mean is, would the cat understand you? Right, said Moir. I'm the cat I can't possibly understand. Because you're a demigod of something. The Naca man shrugged. I don't know what a demigod is. Why bother even talking to me, then? The Naka man smiled. I like cats. Well, you've done what you promised. My feelings are hurt. I'm sorry, said the Naca man. Why don't you just give me the feline version? The Naka man began to speak, stopped himself, and began again. I'll say this. Not far from here, a man has just discovered that matter and energy are first cousins. It's a stunning insight, as if a cat suddenly learned to write poetry. I don't know what that means, admitted Moir. Neither does he. He yet. But the answers you crave are in the very smallest things. Does that mean we aren't cats anymore? Suggested Moir. The Knacker man considered this. Perhaps dancing bears. A barrage of shells fell on the wood, then an impossible wave that seemed to come from all sides at once, ripping fresh craters in the ashen ground, which smelled somehow of home.
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That was the Knacker Man. By Scott Dalrymple Narrated by Stefan Rudnicki Directed by Alison Belle Buse Scott Dalrymple attended his first writing workshop with Frederick Pol and Nancy Kress in 1983. He made his fiction debut much later in back to back issues of the Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction, where he was pulled from slush by a young John Joseph Adams. His novelette, Queen of the Canguelas appeared in the last printed issue of Realms of Fantasy and won its final Reader's Choice Award for Best Story. He is now Executive in Residence at Hartwick College in Upstate New York. Stephan Rodnicki is a double Grammy winning audiobook producer and an award winning narrator who has won 17 Audie Awards as well as more than 35 Earphones Awards and been named one of Audiophile's Golden Voices. Stefan has been producing Lightspeed magazine podcasts since 2010, eventually adding nightmare and Fantasy Magazine and sharing the Hugo Awards for best semiprozine in 2014 and 2015. Next we have Sarah's Laugh by Melissa A. Watkins Coming right up.
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the war is over and both sides lost. Kingdoms were reduced to cinders and armies scattered like bones in the dust. Now the survivors claw to what's left of a broken world, praying the the darkness chooses someone else tonight. But in the shadowdark the darkness always wins. This is old school adventuring at its most cruel. Your torch ticks down in real time and when that flame dies, something else rises to finish the job. This is a brutal rules light nightmare with a story that emerges organically based on the decisions that the characters make. This is what it felt like to play RPGs in the 80s. And man, it is so good to be back. Join the Glass Cannon Podcast as we plunge into the shadow dark every Thursday night at 8pm Eastern on YouTube.com theglasscanon with the podcast version dropping the next day. See what everybody's talking about and join us in the dark.
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Now. Please enjoy Sarah's laugh. Narrated by me, Janina Edwards Everyone knows the walls around the cities fell. What some people don't remember is that the first one fell because of a laugh. It sounded like a ringing bell, not like it came out of a baby at all. That was the first thing I told the scholar boy. He was a grown man, a researcher. He looked it, too. Big round glasses, chubby cheeks, curly hair. He asked about the laugh while walking through the wet market in the parking lot of one of the old Chinatown groceries. It was early, and if you squinted downhill you could see the shapes of gulls dipping down past the peaks of the Golden Gate Bridge, weaving in and out of the cables like kids playing cat's cradle. I enjoy the markets, but that boy was too busy turning up his nose at the smells of fish and blood to notice all the smiles and fresh air. I already knew he wasn't really listening is what I'm saying. That's why I let him step right over Jim, who was laid out in his usual spot selling dried fish. I let that boy walk right off while I stopped. I figured eventually he'd realize and come on back. Or maybe he wouldn't. Made no difference to me on a beautiful day like today. After a handful of heartbeats, Jim spoke up another one. I guess so. Nope. Nuh. Don't even ask. I'm not saying a word to him. I wasn't asking you who you think you are. I looked away and spied a little girl a few steps behind her mother, a big doll clutched tight in her arms. He did come all the way from eastern Canada, though. Jim side eyed me, started counting. Fish says he wants to know about Miller Square. For that I got the squeaky snap of sucked teeth and another side eye. You've never been to Miller Square. I eyed him back. Yeah. But I know some folks who have. Know them real well. Yeah, well, they ain't talking. Some of us like our peace and quiet. I shook my head, half at Jim, half at the sunshine reflecting off a pair of big round glasses hustling back from across the market. Jim frowned like only an old man who's embraced all his own ugly can do. You can take him up to see her if you want. That'd be all right. I sucked my smile back behind my lips and said, if that's okay with you. You know I trust you. Just don't. The scholar boy ran up to the edge of our conversation, panting for breath, and Jim's face closed up tight like a trap. Nothing to do but move on and walk that boy out of the market and over the hills, talking the whole time. The story he asked for and the story he wanted were two different things. They always are. He asked me about Miller Square and Sarah's laugh. But to understand that you also have to understand Chicago, Minneapolis, Atlanta, New York. Explaining Miller's Square is explaining dc which is right up the road. If you ask about Miller's Square, you're asking about everything, because that was the first known wall and the first known laugh, like a ramp on the road that leads to the stories of every other major city in what was once known as the United States of America. Sarah Prosser was only two or three years old when all this started, and she only got involved because her grandparents lived in a place that the locals called that Ham Town. They worked for Miller's Foods Incorporated. Everything and everybody in Miller Square owed some of their livelihood to Miller's Foods, which had nothing to do with bread and flour and everything to do with pork, pork products and a delicacy referred to as Miller's Ham. Never tried the stuff myself. Whoever owned the ham owned the town. Just after the second pandemic, some Chinese company bought Miller's Foods in a deal that also included most of the surrounding land, and that's what started the walls. You heard a lot in those days about how the Chinese were taking over and all kinds of nice nasty things about cultural differences. But big money is its own culture, and somebody local was getting rich off all that foreign cash, right? It could have been anybody, any company from any country who bought up that factory and started what they started. Know how I know? Because plenty of American corporations were doing the same thing at the same time, getting the same ideas, building walls of their own and not being nearly so open about it. Plenty of American politicians were taking their cut along the way. You might be asking yourself how that was legal, buying up a company and a whole town with it. The answer is that the first time the economy tanked, DC Snuck the Evans Treaty past us. That's how it granted big corporations a sort of national sovereignty like the old native reservations had, but only if the company could prove they could afford to run their little slice of America like it was a fully functioning country. That meant they had to have infrastructure and whatnot, which was not at all like the old reservations, which had been left to their own devices even back when the USA was still pretending to care about things like public health and clean water. The best way to prove all that was to block off some territory and run it tight like a navy boat during a war. That's how we got the walls. Some big multinational conglomerate or other would buy up the biggest business operation in town. The nearest, the nearest clinic, the local municipal works. They'd annex the closest houses for the management to live in and the closest warehouses to be turned into dormitories for the regular workers. Put a wall around it all to mark their territory. And then they could show they had an infrastructure. Not a good one, mind you, just a cost effective one. Congress would cede that territory to the company and everything within it would cease to be subject to the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, or any notion of and equality. You'd think the marching would have started then, but no one was paying any attention. Most people seemed to have no idea what was going on unless they lived right next to it. The country was just too spread out and the people too myopic anyway. Sarah's grandparents missed their Sunday call with their son James, which was strange, him having lost his wife only a year before. He'd just moved up to Baltimore to try and get along in life without her ghost everywhere. But he called his parents every week like clockwork, like therapy. They didn't answer that week and neither did other folks in town. So Jimmy bundled his baby into his old Honda and they drove down. He knew the area well enough to start seeing things wrong long before they got anywhere near it. A stop for gas on Route 10 was like something out of a movie, one of those teen dystopias that was popular when I was a little girl. There wasn't a love triangle, not that Jimmy could see, but there were armed guards and dogs and a long line of big shipping trucks with a Miller's Foods logo stamped on both sides. Lumbering past on the little two lane highway. He asked one of the guards what was going on. He got a hard, scary look for an answer, and then he got told to fill up his car and get going. The Miller's Square ham plant was a long white building with a red stripe settled right in the fork where the highway suddenly divides into two. I've been told that everything coming up to it is beautiful country, especially in the summertime. The highway there is lined with trees so green and full that just looking at them you can imagine fresh leafy smells, buzzing bugs, and snatches of birdsong. At this point that boy had the nerve to interrupt me and say yes. He had read all about the processing plant and the Hampton Roads region of Virginia, so he was very familiar with the flora and fauna and geography and could I just get to the wall and the laugh, please? He said it just like that as we were coming up the steepest part of a hill. Maybe Jimmy was just as impatient. While he was standing next to his car, Sarah sleeping on his shoulder, staring at that tall gray wall and those big long trucks rumbling in and out of the gates, he saw the guards and more importantly, he saw the signs. Keep out would have been reasonable and simple enough, but these said something strange. I looked it up back when I still could. The sign outside of Miller's Square, if I recall correctly, said something like, these premises are only to be entered and used by property of New Miller's Square Foods Incorporated. Not employees, not residents, but property. That sign is in a museum somewhere in India now, I heard. Sarah's father saw that and pulled out his phone. First his mother, then his father. He'd been doing that all week and no answer. Still no answer on that day, although if there had been, who could have heard it through the rumble of trucks and the wrongness in the air? Eventually Jimmy and Sarah caught a guard's attention. He had a big gun over his shoulder, imagine that, a whole gun to defend a little Hamtown nobody ever heard of before. He walked up to the family, face masked, and demanded to know what they were doing there. He wasn't a local boy. If he had been, Jimmy probably would have known him and gotten some answers. Instead, he gave his parents names and asked what was going on. That guard just touched his gun like it was a woman's face and told the man that Miller's Square was a corporation town now and nobody could give any information about the property inside. That P word got Jimmy going. He and the guard got to shouting at each other, and little Sara went from just this side of sleep to all the way awake. Most babies would have startled and probably cried, but Sara was a little different, always was. She didn't scream, didn't fuss. She just looked up at her daddy's face, then looked at that guard real hard, the way that babies sometimes do that makes old folks say it looks like they've been here before. Sarah stared at that man, then looked around her with her soft baby focus and caught sight of the wall. She stared at it just as hard, and then she laughed, shocked all the adults into silence. When the laugh finished ringing out, the Miller Square wall just vanished. One minute it was there, and the next it was gone like it had never been. Don't ask me to explain it. I know how it sounds. But it happened. And that wasn't the last time. In the chaos that followed, Jimmy got his people, got his car, and peeled out of there. What was behind the wall was bad enough to get Jimmy to start calling every possible person he thought could set in motion the repeal of the Evans Treaty. But like I said before, money has its own culture, and it took a very long time before anyone would listen to his calls, read his letters, or look at the pictures of the sores around his father's ankles where he had been chained to his bed at night. Meanwhile, more walls were going up and more stories were being passed of what happens when a country's heart becomes its wealth and not its people. It wasn't just money protecting itself that kept Jimmy from being hurt, of course. It was also the criminal lawsuit from the New Millers Square Co. Claiming that he had been involved in the willful destruction of private property. There was also the media attention that the whole thing drew. And here I had to stop and sit at an old bus bench for a moment while I decided to tell the scholar boy something else that he probably hadn't heard yet. There's more to any takeover than brute force. You really want to oppress people, you have to make them believe it's progress. And that's where propaganda comes in. America had proven in its later years that there was no better place for that than the church. Soon as the Evans Treaty passed, the president himself called up the heads of major megachurches, wined them, dined them. It made it clear that if they led the people into the valley of the shadow of death and left them there, they'd never be able to lead a camel through the eye of a needle. I guess they don't teach Bible study in Canada because you would not believe the crazy look I got from the scholar boy when I said that. The point was the big churches, the ones with broadcasts, media companies, famous figureheads, got busy preaching walls right around the time that Miller Square was freed. When Jimmy was sitting in the hospital reception hours later, Sarah asleep in his arms, he put on a podcast just to have something to distract himself. That was his first introduction to the Reverend Zipporah Douglas. I asked the scholar boy if he'd heard of her. He had, of course, but I asked him to explain because there's no telling what they teach up in Canada, and I wanted to make sure he had his facts right. He sighed and fiddled with the little gadget he was using to record me, then mumbled a few quick things about how Douglas was an evangelical pastor, the CEO of a major megachurch, the moral authority behind half a dozen conservative senators, and a real well, he said, strong character. But I heard evil bitch behind his words, clear as day. He wasn't wrong. Zipporah Douglas had drummed up public support for the Evans Treaty without telling anybody what it really meant. She'd smiled and said pretty prayers while the country dragged itself backwards to the worst parts of its beginnings. While the prossers were driving away from Miller's Square, they heard that Douglas woman's voice, clear as day and sharp as knives. Hard work, she said, is an American value. And American values are good values because they are the values of freedom, of truth, of faith. Hard work is sacred. As sacred as traditional families, the lives of the unborn, and the freedom to defend oneself. I know how it sounds now. Ridiculous, right? Especially since not two sentences later she let us all know that when those same lives got too long and unlucky, they weren't worth anything unless they were adding bricks to some corporations walls. She didn't say it that way, of course. How did it go? No one has the right to drain our beautiful country of resources. Every American has the freedom to contribute to society, to do their part. The word was that she wanted to run for office herself, and all her preaching was just practice. Practice and a good way to build her brand bigger than her brown skin and strong character would have gotten her otherwise. She pled ignorance, but I can tell you for certain she knew there was blood on her hands when all was said and done. So on the one hand, a strange little baby girl makes a wall disappear. Gross misconduct on the part of the US government is exposed to, and instead of an all out revolution in the streets, we had confusion and apathy. Most people didn't live near a wall yet. And with the Douglas woman appearing on all those podcasts and videos pretending that the walls were just a natural outgrowth of American values and God's financial favor, most people didn't really know what to think. Folks were too busy trying to survive and getting mad at other folks for having the nerve to do the same. To really stop and pay attention and to what was really going on. Not everybody, of course, not the folks who fought against the walls. By then Jimmy knew Sarah was different and was keeping her hidden when he could. He wasn't sure how she was able to do what she could, but who is ever really sure what is happening when your child has a talent that you don't? You just do your best to let them thrive and encourage them in whatever they do. Besides, things were getting stranger by the second. Despite what had happened at Miller Square, walls started going up around bigger towns then around entire cities. Little Rock was the first wall to go up around a big city. This time the corporation was good old US Corp, formerly known for their big blue logos and the pack of wall eyed siblings who ran it. They even tore down some of the bridges, made sure that all that could get in and out of north Little Rock by road was cargo. All the far right folks in Montana who were stockpiling bullets to fight against foreign conspiracies and godless liberals had the wind taken right out of them by that. Then when they started walling off D.C. suburbs, all of the liberals who had been relying on due process to put a stop to the new slavery started realizing that there was no longer any such thing. We were almost at the top of another hill and the boy suddenly asked where I was while all this was going on. I looked around and gave him half of an answer. Oh, I was around. I was never behind a wall though, if that's what you're asking. Yeah, but where were you? Why? Do I look familiar or something? I turned away and kept walking so I wouldn't see his face. I heard him grunt and work to follow me. When this city was still called San Francisco. People hated driving the hills. Said it was hell on transmissions. We call it Sarah's Haven now and all those hills are hell on the knees. They were good for when you wanted a fool to shut up for a moment so you could restart your story. On the downslope though, I took a little detour, led him closer to the Embarcadero. Not too close though. The seals were taking over down there. I remember when they used to just be cute. We all forgot they were predators when they mostly stayed out in the water posing for pictures. Some of the corporations took decent care of the territory they walled. Some cities never had walls and some only had partials and that's why Sarah's Haven is in such good shape now and why so many of us live here. Most of the Corporations took decent care of people too. There's less profit and starvation than you'd think. But a wall is a wall and a cage is a cage. No matter how gilded. No amount of stability can make up for losing your freedom. People began to slip through cracks in those walls. Sometimes they were caught, brought back, saddled with decades of debt to work off. Sometimes they disappeared into the big black spaces between the stars of history and no one ever saw them again but the ones who slipped into those spaces behind them. But sometimes they found Jimmy and Sarah. A caravan of followers started to stretch behind them from city to city, from wall to wall. They called themselves the Laughers. Time passed more than you would think would have to. The walls kept going up and coming down. And Sara stopped being a baby. Became a very tiny, very quiet girl. She barely spoke, she didn't look people in the eyes. And Jimmy often found her sitting in a tight corner somewhere playing with one of the bright plastic toys that was still popular then. Always quiet and always a toy that made no noise. Most children that age love noise, love the attention and power it brings. But not Sarah. She was as quiet as a mouse and looked a little like one too. Hair drawn up in two big black puffs that looked like ears. Sharp little face. Eyes too big for it. There's a famous picture of her standing outside the Detroit wall with a big picture, pink plastic key clutched in one of her little hands. The Reverend Douglas started adding little jabs at her in some of her speeches and interviews when she saw it. She went so far as to say that the child was a foreign plant. A cute shill for a sinister conspiracy to bring the whole country down in a pile of cracked concrete. She even called her a biological weapon. It was just more words piled up to block the view between her followers and the truth. The problem was, Sarah wasn't a child in a storybook who obediently goes on quests and does the bidding of her night protector. She was so sensitive that a truck rolling past could send her into a month long silence. She was so distant that you couldn't be sure if she ever understood what you were asking her. And so quiet that. That you'd rarely get an answer even if she did. Jimmy and Sarah spent most of their time hiding while the world remade itself around them. In other words, that laugh, that magic wall busting laugh, was not just weird, it was unreliable. Jimmy had it in his head at first to drive Sarah around the country like some sort of baby faced brick buster, giggling and ripping down walls as she went but the truth was, that rarely happened. When it did, it was notable. Birmingham, Providence, Reno, Pontiac, Flint. All of those walls fell to the laugh. But Philadelphia, LAS Vegas, Chicago, St. Louis, those all fell because of the laugh, but not because of Sarah herself. People tell stories, you see people slip through the cracks and walls and. And then back through with seeds of revolution braided into the rows of their hair. But walls were still going up faster than they could be laughed down. The powers that be, that money culture were trying hard to hang onto the last of a conquering industrial past that never really should have been. As walls fell and as. How did they put it, Investments soured. The ways of protecting those investments got more aggressive. Word was getting out that that life inside a wall was really no life. People were chained in their rooms at night, didn't have enough food, and were made to work long hot hours for nothing but broken promises. Hundreds of walls had gone up and only a few dozen had come down. Sarah had been taken to twice that many, but she was just too deep inside herself. In Atlanta, she sat on the ground staring at a dogwood blossom that had fallen on the road for three hours and never once turned towards the wall or made a sound. Eventually, they just had to pack her up and drive away to the next place, picking up runaways as they went. Some months later, Atlanta liberated itself. But still, there was nothing like Sarah's laugh to bring a wall down. That last one was Denver. The Denver wall was confusing even to the people who had put it up. There weren't many factories there by then to begin with. There were a few big techs and a lot of mid sized corporations that dealt in pushing money from one place to another on behalf of bigger corporations. Who puts up walls around accountants? Who? But Denver also had one of the largest unhoused populations in the country at the time. And somebody whose daddy got rich building walls tried to look like he knew what he was doing by putting them all to work. And their richer neighbors too. When Jimmy pulled up to the Denver wall with Sarah, there was already all kinds of pain and anger boiling up from behind that wall and leaking out into the free world. The Douglas woman was nearby too, having a rally. By then she had started campaigning for president. Folks surrounded by walls don't vote. The company shareholders do it for them. There was no need for that Douglas woman to be in Denver that day. But she loved a ceremony. So there she was, making a big deal of showing how much of a problem the walls weren't firsthand. Jimmy knew that the noise would scare Sara too much for a laugh, but he brought her out anyway, wearing a big pair of pink moths over her little ears and clutching a big pink plastic key. It's a wonder that it worked. Denver was chaos. Riots inside the walls, fires in the old downtown, and so many guards holding guns like lovers at the gate. The Douglas woman had set up a tent and was having, of all things, a prayer meeting. She did that at every stop, said that she wanted to show the world that America was a Christian nation. I guess the Roman lions thought they were closer to heaven too, since they were gifted all those prisoners to eat. Jimmy waited with Sarah as close to the gates as he dared, a few dozen laughers with him. They made a circle of RVs and camper vans, close enough to see the wall and the smoke from the fires, but far enough away to keep the guards from getting nosy and hopefully keep Sarah from getting upset. She never saw anything too terrible herself, you see, Jimmy wasn't a bad father in that way. Besides, she had to laugh to make it work. The laughers could hear the organ music and shouts of the Douglass prayer meeting floating to them on the wind, even over the sound of burning buildings. They waited and listened, waited and stared at Sara. She cried a little, ate a snack, played with that plastic key, and never once made a move to snatch those earmuffs off her head or look her daddy in the eyes. Eventually she crawled up in his lap, snuggled up under the scratchy gray stubble on his chin, and went to sleep. Sarah was peaceful, but Denver wasn't. There were screams and shots and over it all the thump and rhythm of a good old fashioned church service. Someone had a little tablet and on it they live streamed the national news service's coverage of it all. No mention of the fire and blood inside the Mile High city, but lots of shots of that Douglas woman's carefully made up face. Lots of audio of her speaking on how great a beacon of progress and prosperity Denver was and how the CEO of the company that owned it was at that minute heading into space on a rocket he bought with his own money, expanding the kingdom of heaven. The people with her heard all that, cheered, screamed, and fell out. Compelled by some power, the cameras scanned their faces, showed their profiles. These were good citizens. No mention of the ones fighting for their lives just a few feet away. Somehow the Douglas woman got the idea to move her prayers to the gate of the Denver wall. For all her bluster, the Douglass woman didn't know how bad the situation inside the walls really was. The self righteous bitch had drunk the corporate morality Kool Aid and still thought that the complaints and rumors were the results of laziness. She believed her own lies, but she shouldn't have. It finally dawned on the laughers that they didn't have to wait for Sarah to help the people fighting inside of the Denver wall took them long enough, but they started heading for the gate, too. Jimmy followed, carrying Sarah. I stopped for a moment to catch my breath, took a sip from the little pouch of water I keep at my side. I looted it from one of those fancy outdoor shops back when I was on the run. Right after I started to figure some things out, admit the truth to myself, the head of the corporation that owned those shops fled to South America. I heard all kinds of interesting things were left behind. I still had the hiking boots I'd looted from there. The boy historian was looking at me like a person. Finally I asked him what he was looking at, and he had the nerve to open his mouth and say he never heard the story I was telling him. Not in a snotty way for once, but it still got on my nerves. Of course you never heard this. Nobody tells this story anymore. Most folks are too ashamed or traumatized to tell it all. Except for Sarah. She can't tell you. Or at least I never heard her try. He cocked his head, looked at me like he'd had the first original thought of his whole academic career. But you were there. I nodded. I was. Guess I'm not too ashamed to tell some of it. You want to hear the rest or what? He kept his eyes on me and we kept walking. It was starting to get dark when the Douglas people and the Laughers saw each other coming up to the gate. Right away that woman knew she'd made a mistake. There were bodies on the ground, but she'd come too far to turn back now. The eyes of the world were on her live. Fortunately, Sarah didn't see any of that. She was having good dreams. That little girl curled up tight in her father's nervous arms, stretched a little in her sleep, yawned, and then she laughed. Even in the distance people heard it ring out. Silence fell, and the Denver wall disappeared. One of the laughers who settled here in Sarah's haven was close enough to see the look on the Douglas woman's face when it happened in person. It was also on the screens of everybody at home. All of the people who hadn't been touched by the walls personally but didn't know what to think except what they'd been told, suddenly saw reality. It's one Thing to be told something is good. It's another thing to see how evil it is with your own eyes. People started going to their nearest walls, wherever they were, and and ripping them apart so that they could try to care for the people within. Trade, production, all of that had been disrupted so thoroughly by then that the country did finally fall apart. The economy, you know, everything was tough, still is. But we rebuilt, we settled in the better kept cities. Do our best to live in a way that doesn't need walls. I found Jimmy right after the Denver wall fell. You see, I took off my lapel mic, dropped it in front of where the Denver gate had been left. The cameras and crew and the whole rally right where they stood gawping at the fire and fury revealed by the disappeared wall. I walked right over to the Laughers, just as entitled as ever. Sarah was still asleep and Jimmy recognized me right away. I asked to join up with them, but that man was no fool. He cursed me and I deserved it. He left me standing right where I was, got in his caravan with his daughter and drove off. It took me a while to find him again. My old friends, well, accomplices really were all either losing their power outright or using it to hide somewhere the mobs couldn't find them. I didn't want to talk to them anymore. And they all wanted to kill me. I wanted to die, but I didn't feel I deserved something so easy. The evil that we'd allowed, it did more than shock me. It hurt me to know what I'd done, what I'd encouraged. But the people I wanted to talk to didn't want to talk to me either. Not after who I'd been. Could you blame them? One time, a group that was searching for the Laughers to join up with took me in and fed me dinner. When they realized who I was, they let their dogs chase me away from the camp. I held my left arm out to the boy. Scholar showed him the back of it. You see that scar? It's from where I fell and got cut trying to get away. Scholar or not, he sure was slow on the uptake. We'd reached Coit Tower at last. It's called Sarah's Home now. I had my hand on the door, pushing it open for him when he suddenly turned his head and looked at me hard, like he hadn't seen me this whole time. I pretended I didn't notice and went into the tower, calling for Sarah as I went. It's hundreds of stairs to the top, but we've moved some things around and knocked down a few walls in what used to be the lobby. Now it's an open sitting room full of plants and soft things. Sometimes when Sarah gets the mood, she'll climb all those stairs, spend hours staring out over the water. But not today. Today she was sitting in her chair like she usually is, with a bit of soft cloth in her hands. She grew up but stayed tiny eyes still big hair still pulled into a puff that makes her look small and soft despite what we know she can do. Although who's to say that you can't be soft and knock down walls too? I had a talk with Jimmy when we first settled here. I'd followed the Laughers all the way to California, and because I was in real danger of starving to death, I didn't have the sense to be scared. I used to get as close to the ring of Laugher campers as I could and beg at the top of my voice. All that preaching was practice, but not for public office, it turns out. I begged and pleaded until they finally let me in, and to this day I'm not sure if it's because I really changed or because I was so annoying. Either way, when they finally let me in, I was brought to Jimmy. The Laughers weren't gentle with me, and I still had a slice on the back of my arm and a healthy fear of the camp dogs, and my throat was hoarse from all the pleading I had done. Jimmy was sitting in a camp chair. His daughter had the laugh, but the man had been the leader of the movement, and that does something to a body ages you. He was already starting to shrink up to get old. Other folks told me his hair went completely gray just in the year or two it took to get all the walls knocked down. He was knotted up in one of those folding camping chairs. Sarah was sitting on the ground next to him, playing with something bright and plastic and yellow. Jimmy opened his mouth to ask me something, probably what I wanted with him, but Sarah stopped him. That child. She looked up at me and she smiled. I flinched. I really thought she was about to laugh me out of existence. It's what I deserved, after all. But she smiled and she reached for me and in her little soft voice she said, hi. Hi. Just one word, but that was more than Jimmy had heard from her in months. One word from Sarah meant that she'd taken a serious shine to me, and once they got over the shock, everyone more or less tolerated me. I had been chosen after all. I stopped calling myself Zipporah Douglas. Douglas was my ex husband's name anyway. I stopped calling myself anything but Sarah's keeper because that was what I was, who I became. Jimmy didn't like it at first, but I felt that it was only right. Somebody needed to look after her, tiny and quiet as she was. Somebody needed to pay attention to her, make sure things weren't too loud, food wasn't too hard or too squishy, talk to her, treat her like she was something other than a tool. Somebody needed to treat her like a child. I'd never had children and had no idea how to do that, but I felt so terrible that it was a relief to lose myself in trying to. It freed Jimmy up to do other things, at least until he got too interested in fishing to do much else. Now I keep folks from each other's necks like he used to, and keep making sure Sarah's well looked after. Sooner or later the walls would have come down, with or without her, but I never would have changed. Not really. I swear. Schools in Canada don't teach a drop of critical thinking anymore. After everything I'd said, that boy just barely got it. He just kept looking from me to Sarah and back again with his eyes all bugged out. You. You're the Douglas woman. What are you doing here? Does Sarah know you see? It was like he hadn't heard a word. I shrugged and said, took you long enough. My eyes were on Sarah. Hers were on the Scholar. Steady. I still never really know what she's thinking. I just know that she is. 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Her work has previously appeared in Coreo, the magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction and Fantasy magazine. After 15 years of living in Europe and Asia, she now resides in California where she reads and reviews books@equal opportunityreader.com Janina Edwards is an award winning narrator of more than 500 audiobooks. Her narration work has received multiple Earphones awards, an audi win, and 2 Society of Voice Arts and Sciences nominations. She is a member of the Audible Narrator hall of fame class of 2026.
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LIGHTSPEED MAGAZINE - Science Fiction and Fantasy Story Podcast
Episode: "The Knacker Man" by Scott Dalrymple + "Sarah's Laugh" by Melissa A. Watkins
Date: May 7, 2026
Host: Janina Edwards
This episode of the LIGHTSPEED MAGAZINE podcast, hosted by Janina Edwards, features two distinct speculative fiction stories:
Both stories delve into themes of transformation, the hidden costs of survival, and the unexpected powers that disrupt established orders.
[00:47–09:59]
Trench Life Realism:
Moir, a former feed store clerk now serving in the trenches, finds himself uneasily accustomed to the persistent smell of earth and death, haunted by both the horrors of war and a specific, mysterious wood nearby.
"He couldn't recall how dirt smelled back home, how it might differ from the cold mud in this narrow channel." [01:21, Narrator/Stefan Rudnicki as Dalrymple]
Introduction of the Knacker Man:
Flashbacks to Moir's childhood on a farm where the enigmatic Knacker Man would come to collect animal carcasses. Moir's youthful curiosity is rebuffed in odd ways:
"I'm only here because my parents died. Uncle George hates me." [03:36, Moir reminiscing]
The Knacker Man responds to Moir with a rare, cryptic kindness:
"I like you." [03:54, The Knacker Man]
Supernatural Encounter:
As Moir is drawn toward the uncanny wood, he meets the Knacker Man, who seems to preside over more than just animal remains, hinting at forces beyond human comprehension.
The metaphor of humans as cats unable to comprehend the mechanisms of a rifle underscores the inaccessibility of death's secrets:
"Would the cat understand you? ... Right, said Moir. I'm the cat. I can't possibly understand." [06:28–06:54]
"Because you're a demigod of something?"—"I don't know what a demigod is." [06:59, Moir and Knacker Man]
Cosmic Parable:
The Knacker Man delivers a potent metaphor about the limits of knowledge:
"I'll say this. Not far from here, a man has just discovered that matter and energy are first cousins. It's a stunning insight, as if a cat suddenly learned to write poetry. ... But the answers you crave are in the very smallest things." [07:29]
Wartime Finale:
As a shell barrage erupts, Moir experiences both fear and a strange nostalgia for home, emphasizing how war blurs the boundaries between the living and the dead.
On the dehumanization of war:
"They walked slowly, like mechanical men ... as if the rusted gears and cogs inside required time to work." [01:06]
On unknowable truths:
"If we found the smartest cat in the world ... could you explain the workings of a rifle to it?" [06:25]
On transformation:
"Perhaps dancing bears." [07:54, Knacker Man, when Moir asks if humans are still cats when knowledge advances]
[13:55–55:41]
Oral History Framing:
The story is told from the point of view of an unnamed narrator escorting a Canadian historian ("scholar boy") through a changed, post-wall America.
"The story he asked for and the story he wanted were two different things. They always are." [14:29]
Socio-Political Worldbuilding:
After a pandemic and economic collapse, new treaties (the Evans Treaty) let powerful corporations claim "national sovereignty" over entire US towns and cities, literally walling off people and stripping away rights:
"Congress would cede that territory to the company and everything within it would cease to be subject to the Constitution, the Bill of Rights, or any notion of equality." [16:51]
Sarah's Magical Power:
When her father confronts a security guard at Miller Square, baby Sarah laughs—an otherworldly, bell-like sound—and the wall vanishes. Her laugh becomes a revolutionary force, capable of tearing down walls erected by corporate entities.
"She stared at it just as hard, and then she laughed... When the laugh finished ringing out, the Miller Square wall just vanished." [22:36]
Reverend Zipporah Douglas:
A charismatic, media-savvy megachurch pastor instrumental in supporting the corporate takeover through propagandistic preaching, later revealed to be the narrator:
"Zipporah Douglas had drummed up public support for the Evans Treaty without telling anybody what it really meant." [29:41]
Spread of Walls and Resistance:
The "Laughers" (followers of Sarah and her father Jimmy) travel the country, as more walls go up but a handful come down via Sarah’s intervention or inspired uprisings.
"The powers that be...were trying hard to hang onto the last of a conquering industrial past that never really should have been." [46:37]
Denver Finale:
In Denver, chaos erupts as walls enclose both rich and poor. The Laughers and the Douglas woman’s followers converge, and Sarah’s laughter—this time from a place of innocence—brings the final walls down as cameras broadcast the truth live.
"She was having good dreams. That little girl curled up tight in her father's nervous arms, stretched a little in her sleep, yawned, and then she laughed. Even in the distance people heard it ring out. Silence fell, and the Denver wall disappeared." [50:16]
Redemption and Reunion:
The narrator, once the face of propaganda, becomes "Sarah's keeper," seeking atonement:
"I stopped calling myself anything but Sarah's keeper because that was what I was, who I became." [53:36]
The story ends with a moment of transformative grace:
"Sepora, she said. Love you too. And I laugh." [55:24, Sarah’s first words to her keeper]
On propaganda and complicity:
"You really want to oppress people, you have to make them believe it’s progress. And that’s where propaganda comes in." [29:11, Narrator]
On the difference between intent and perception:
"'The story he asked for and the story he wanted were two different things. They always are.'" [14:29, Narrator]
On the weaponization of values:
"Hard work, she said, is an American value. And American values are good values because they are the values of freedom, of truth, of faith. Hard work is sacred." [32:50, Reverend Douglas’s speech within narrative]
"No amount of stability can make up for losing your freedom. People began to slip through cracks in those walls." [44:17]
On redemption and hope in the aftermath:
"Sooner or later the walls would have come down, with or without her, but I never would have changed. Not really." [54:02, Narrator/Former Reverend Douglas]
Both "The Knacker Man" and "Sarah's Laugh" take speculative premises—one intimate, one epic—and examine the hidden mechanisms of power, resistance, and understanding.
Dalrymple’s story offers an eerie, contemplative look at death and the limits of comprehension, while Watkins’ tale is a sweeping, political fable in which magic and collective action breach seemingly insurmountable barriers. The deep humanity, laced with dark humor and moments of transcendence, echoes through both narratives.
"'Sepora,' she said. 'Love you too.' And I laugh." [55:24, Sarah’s first words to her keeper]
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