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After more than two months away from the microphone, I'm finally back!

Lately, I've felt lost. After moving back to Maine, navigating motherhood with two kids, running my tallow business and buying a house, I've realized something hard to admit: I don't know exactly who I am right now.

I miss the version of myself who paid off $50,000 in debt, got sober, completed 75 Hard, built a business from the ground up, and believed anything was possible. Somewhere along the way, I let fear, overwhelm, and victim mentality creep in.

But this episode isn't about staying stuck.

It's about the moment I realized that the woman I want to become is still in me. It's about choosing to stop putting myself last, challenging the limiting beliefs that have been holding me back, and taking ownership of my life again—even without having all the answers.

If you've ever felt like you've lost your spark, questioned your identity, struggled with motherhood, or found yourself in a season without direction, this conversation is for you.

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