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008: NDS Chronicles - 12 GAUGE
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Welcome to NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your bizarre, chilling, and unexplainable paranormal experiences. From near-death encounters to shadowy entities and ancient mysteries, we explore the stories that push the boundaries of reality. Each...
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We are being hypnotized by people like this. Newsreaders, politicians, teachers, lecturers. We are in a country and in a world that is being run by unbelievably sick people. The chasm between what we're told is going on and what is really going on is absolutely. Oh yeah, dude, there's some Nephilim shit.
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It's like we all know what's going down but no one's saying what happened to the of the brave. These take control this now when no one's talking about how they made us hard to be slaves and everybody's just walking around head in the closet want to wake up to a dead in the grave but then it's too late. We need to be ready to raise up. Welcome to the end of day Everybody is slave. Only some are aware that the government. Welcome back, ladies and gentlemen, to another episode of NDS Chronicles, the show where we read your paranormal testimonies. If you have a strange and unexplainable experience and want it read on the show, consider sending yours over to nephilim d squad gmail.com. guys, we have definitive bangers for you. We actually got an email. It's kind of pretty heavy and it even comes with some imagery. I'll give you guys a little bit of a spoiler, but I'm not gonna reveal the nature of it. But it isn't. It's an nde, a near death experience. And.
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A
Wait a second, let's. Let's address the audience because we did kind of honey pot them into being here.
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B
Oh, that's right.
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A
Yeah.
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B
We were supposed to do an episode with Izzy Centric, right? And. Yeah, and that ended up not being the case.
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A
Well, it didn't fall through. Hold on, let me fix my contrast. And all this because I feel like I look too white. Why do you look darker than me all the time, David?
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B
I'm darker than you because I have much more mocha. You know what's funny? I actually had to mute your. I don't know why it happened. I muted your mic when the intro started because you were talking and I could hear it over the intro.
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A
I was talking a lot of too.
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B
Yeah, I muted you before you said something about the Jews.
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A
Yeah. Anyway, yeah, so we were supposed to have Izzy. Izzy Centric on to talk about demonology again, but he got. He's sick, so he told me this morning. Diarrhea went out. Yeah. No diarrhea of the mouth? Actually, no, he's pretty sick. So we're gonna reschedule with him. He'll be back on. But we. I've been trying to get him back on the show for a while. It's just a scheduling conflicts. So I didn't adjust the email or the Patreon or anything like that. So I was like, you know what, let's just do a chronicles for the people because they're gonna be around. So here you are. Here we are. Here we are. Just so happens we're gonna read some stories to you from you guys. It's very. It's almost like. What's the word? Like incestual. Almost like we're feeding back their own shit. Like they give it to us, we eat it and then we regurgitate it back into their mouth and they're very happy to have it.
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B
Yeah, we're mama birding. All of the dangerous retards, all the, all the Spice Boys out there are getting their food nice and chewed up and processed for them. Well, well, actually before we get to that though, we do have a quick announcement. I know we've been talking about it a lot, but it's worth mentioning again, guys, these holsters here, custom made dangerous holsters for your conceal and carry are officially available, guys, on Top lobster dot com. It's actually on the front page there. There it is. If you click on that, it'll bring you to another website. We have partnered with Snappy Holsters who makes a lot of tremendous tactical gear. Look at how handsome that thing looks on a, on a, on a nicer gun. And yes, to answer your question, guys, it is customizable depending on whatever firearm you carry. And the turnaround time, my understanding is, is actually very fast. So. Yeah, very. We're gonna work on some more designs, but that one's out there for you, waiting for you to, to go and purchase it.
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A
The people who bought these. Yeah, the guys who bought them already, they already have it according to. According to this, the manufacturer here.
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B
Really?
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A
Yeah, they should have. It should have been already sent out. They probably already have it in their, in their midst, which is really cool.
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B
Yeah. When we were talking to him, we asked about the turnaround time and he's like, I like it to be one day. I was like, damn, dude, I didn't expect it to be one day. So whatever system he's got over there at Snappy Holsters, he's got this thing well oiled. So yeah, if you pick one up, you'll. You'll end up getting it really quickly. He said he doesn't like the idea of something so important taking so long. To get to you. So very cool dude. And he has a lot of awesome merchandise over there at Snappy Holsters. So check that out while you're there and keep an eye out because we are going to drop extra designs over time. Depends on. On what we want and what we like on the holsters. So go to toplopsa.com and pick those bad boys up. All right.
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A
Oh, this will be a 30 minute preview. Yeah, that's right.
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B
That's the other one.
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A
It's. Sorry, guys. Yeah, we're considering.
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People are disgusted by it, but it is what it is. If you want to continue watching along, enjoying an ad free viewing experience and gaining early access to this episode before everybody else, then you should be a member over@patreon.com backslash nephilim death squad. You'll also get perks like discount codes off of merchandise from toplopsa.com although I don't think it extends to the holster, but everything else it does. So a lot of good things await you. Patreon.com backslash Nephilim Death Squad. All right. I am ready. Are you ready?
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A
I'm as ready as I can be.
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B
I. We're getting. We're. I'm being told by Emily Perez. God bless the prick. Is that. There is an echo happening.
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A
There's an echo.
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B
It's very subtle. I think it's just the feedback from your. Your headphones.
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A
Oh, interesting. Okay.
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B
Yeah, yeah. Very disgusting. Very typical. He does this on purpose, actually to subvert the show. We have this one here. Actually comes from a character who is going by the name of Whiskey. True. The man likes a drink. I wonder if that has anything to do with the experiences that he has. Like I said. Oh. Arcane arsenal says no echo on this end. Just saying the same thing. Yeah, it's minimal. If it does exist at all. I wouldn't worry about it. All right, so do you mind if I start this off top?
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A
Yeah, yeah, go ahead.
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B
All right. It says around three and a half years ago, shortly after, I felt. This is not the near death experience, by the way. Guys. We're gonna save that one for the end. Around three and a half years ago, shortly after, I fell ill with Vagis nerve damage. That might be Vegas. Vegas. I just thought of vagina. Is it Vegas? My wife knows Vegas nerve damage. She knows her. I suffered a temporary schizophrenic break due to the antidepressant Mir Tazapine. Mirtazapin. Then suffered from the very first panic attacks of my life, which has worsened My mild anxiety disorder. That's a bummer. My VA doctor. Okay, so this dude's a vet. My VA doctor had no idea it could cause that quote because he prescribes it usually without issue. All right.
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A
Oh, hey, wait a second. Isn't the Vegas nerve. You ever seen that Shon O'Malley fight? The first one against Cheeto Vera. Cheeto Vera.
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B
Yeah.
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A
Yeah. This is an old fight. Years ago. Cheeto threw a leg kick at Omali, and it hit him, like, right in the front of the knee, like, right below his kneecap, and it just grazed him with the toes. I think that was the Vegas nerve. Like, he. He basically, like, malfunctioned his vagus nerve, and his ankle didn't work. Like, his. His, like, lower leg didn't work. So he, like, roll. Immediately rolled his ankle, and he couldn't move. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I seen it happen to Henry Cejudo as well. I think he was fighting Mighty Mouse at the time.
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B
Oh, I remember that. Those are two fights, wasn't it?
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A
I think there was three. But, you know, Mighty Mouse had. Sorry. Cejudo was able to grapple because he's a wrestler, so, like, he would. He went to the ground and was able to kind of, like, wait until that recovered. O'Malley couldn't, so he finished them on the floor. And that was, like, his one loss besides his last one. So. Yeah.
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B
Emily says the vagus nerve is the one that makes a tear come out when you're pooping sometimes. That's. That's that. I'm very familiar with that nerve.
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A
It's a huge nerve. Apparently, it goes, like, your entire body, but it goes there, too. It's just interesting. Like, it was just like, a flick of the toe right on this dude's knee and completely paralyzes leg.
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B
So I do look really brown, right? What the hell's going on?
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A
It's not a good look.
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B
Maybe it's because I need to shave. I just look dirty. All right, so let's continue. Here it goes. I had. I had extreme visual and audio hallucinations every time I closed my eyes. I have never in my life experienced something so extreme and violently impossible to fully understand. Wow. That's a way of describing it. I literally had a guy who I named.
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A
Oh.
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B
Who I named the accuser in my head, trying to convince me that I was better off dead. Shout out to shout out.
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A
Shout out to better off dead.
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B
That's right, guys.
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A
Go watch episode 7000.
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B
That my family was better off with me dead. He had a grotesque smile that Weirdly didn't register as a smile initially. He was an elegant assassin. At first, his criticisms were simple and on point. Like, you write weird smiling dude, I could be doing more. That's interesting. That's interesting. Okay. And really, at first, he was like a dad or a good friend, helping you spot your own oversights. Man, that's interesting. That's really interesting. I mean, it's certainly worth mentioning that he's named this thing the Accuser, right? Which is. That's. That's Satan. And these things, by the way, they. They do. Typically, they focus in. On an array of ways to call you worthless. You know what I mean? It's like, you're worthless. Nobody loves you.
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A
You.
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B
You know, you're terrible at this. You're terrible at that. It's like this. This doubt and this. This accusatory tone that's. That's interesting that he named it that. It's like he knew, you know, intrinsically. All right, so. But they built criticizing harder choices with impossible standards, and after a while, that wore me down. Okay, so in other words, it. It moved on from being like, hey, dude, you're kind of up in this way or that way to, like, really harsh criticisms and a level of standards that he wasn't going to be able to meet. Then he would talk about my failures as if they happened or as I remember them. Oh, he would talk about my failure as they happened or as I remembered them. That's interesting.
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A
That is a rough one. I've had, Like, I'm sure everyone's had flashbacks of your failure, and you just cringe. You want to just, like, roll into a ball as you remember this thing. Like, why am I thinking about this now? I'm at Publix, you know?
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B
Yeah, I'm at Publix, dude. I just try to get a pub sub. Hey, shout out Dylan Farnham. He says you guys have come a long way. I feel like I haven't seen Dylan in a minute in the chat. Good to see you, brother. Thank you. Thank you. I appreciate it.
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A
Yeah. What's that mean? I guess we've been. We've been doing the same thing. What are you talking about? Dylan, come along.
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B
I think it just means the growth looks that top. Now, you got to be clear with your words, Dylan. Are you. Are you. Are you giving us compliments, Dylan?
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A
Is this a criticism? Because now. Now I feel like. Now I feel like rolling.
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B
It's just like, shut the hell up, dude. Hey, shout out Matt Rife. Matt Rife's in the chat. The nds emblem behind David looks crown like. Yeah, King of the retards.
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A
There it is.
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B
Thanks, Matt. All right, let's. There you go. Yeah, growth, pal. Now shut up and learn to take a compliment. Top lobster. All right, let's continue on and then I'll pass the baton. So where the hell were we? The only part when it tried to target one, the then only when it tried to target one concern that on its face was ridiculous, it fell apart. But before this, in this trance like state that prevented me from telling people this was happening inside my head. I imagine probably the fear of criticism would also keep you from telling people. I don't know how quick I would be to tell anybody. There was a voice in my head. I would try to manage that between me and God before I opened my mouth up to somebody else. Once I realized it was all in my head and going to absurd extremes and I could dismiss it, it lost all its power and influence. It just fell apart. Like the shroud was lifted or a spiritual non disclosure agreement was lifted and I could finally confide in my family this was happening. That's interesting. So he was. He was being kept from doing it. Okay, you want to pick it up from there?
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A
Yeah, I'm just trying to make sense of that. So he was in a. Before I was in this trance like state that prevented me from telling people, but once he realized that he could, then he just did it. It's a. That's such an amazing thing because it happens all the time, right? We're like, we're stuck in a situation or someone's presented us a. Yeah, someone's presented a situation. And you're so, like. Even though you're an adult, you're like, I can't see the solutions around it. I feel like a lot of normal people like that are in everyday life are presented with the situation like. Like, for instance, at your job. Like, I. I think I told you this story. At my job.
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B
Yeah.
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A
They're like, you know, the first time they got me, but, you know, they had me in the first half, but then the second half is like, nacho. They did this thing, snow duty. And as a track worker, if you're doing snow duty, they're like, it's mandatory and you're gonna be here and you got to shovel the snow under the most dangerous conditions. Sometimes you're even fucking on, you know, the L Elevated track, and you got to clear off the. Just the top of the rail so the trains can move. And I was like, that's fine. But what they Kept doing was like, you'll stay there all night. And they left me there in the middle of the night in Coney Island Yard. Then they're like, all right, we're about to go home. And they're like, actually, we need you in Far Rockaway. And I was like, well, my car is buried in snow and there's a bunch of. I can't drive there. Like, no problem. We got a ride for you. They send you a ride. Three, four in the morning. Now I'm in Rockaway, away from my car, no trains running. I get there, I shovel a little bit, and then they go. You're free to go, but they know that they got you. And now I'm stuck. So basically this is like the story, the whole situation here. And the moral of the story is I started to just say no. They started to be like. They were like, you know, it's mandatory, it's going to snow, you got to stay. And I'm just like, I don't think I'm going to. And they're like, well, then we're going to do this to you. And I was like, well, fucking get the paper. You know what I mean? Get this, get the paperwork. And who's gonna sign this shit? Where do I sign? Because I'm leaving at 3:30. And then they go, damn. He said, no, like, what do we do? And I was like, I guess you have to fire me, right? And they're like, yeah. And then they don't. And it's just kind of interesting. Yeah, it's like, like this kind of threat. Like most people are like paralyzed by what could be. When you kind of take a step back and you're like, wait a second, here are my options here. And I'm going to. I'm just going to see, like, all you got to do is ask, like, well, what if I don't, right? Like, yeah, what. What if I don't get the vaccine?
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B
And you're like, damn, it only works if you believe they have control over you, right? That's it. As soon as you go like, oh, no, they don't. And I'm free to go. Well, then all of a sudden it opens up all these possibilities. But the other thing that Whiskey True, I think is doing correctly is he's realized that he can dismiss that voice, right? And I think it takes a realization that this thing is external to you. You know, he, like, he's saying it's in his head, but he's also recognizing it's not him, right? So. So a lot of the problems with the. With modern day, you know, medical industry is that they are telling you that this experience that you're having is a manifestation of your own brain. It's your own psychology, it's your own auditory and visual hallucinations. And if it's you, well, then you can't fight it. You know what I mean? And so it's that realization that this thing is external to you that enables you to like, combat it or dismiss it or at least not take it seriously as like, are these my own thoughts? Because that's part of the problem. The part of the problem is like, if you think this is coming from you, well, then you're like, kind of appalled with yourself. Why am I thinking these things? Why am I like this? Why? You know, and then especially because it's got a personal bent where it's telling you about your failures. Who knows about those things but you? You? So believing that it's you is the problem, if you can just detach that. And that's what Marzinski did really effectively was he's like, hey, I'm gonna start treating these people in a way where the remedy is treat this thing as if it's external to you and it's oppressing you. And, you know, arm yourself with the word. You know, as far as the Bible.
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A
Some inside baseball for the people. Tomorrow at 4:30. I don't know if it's going to be live, but we're talking with this guy, Trebles Garcia, and it's just going to be an hour quick interview. But he wants to talk about schizophrenia and that sort of idea with Jerry Marzinski. So it's a. That'd be an interesting little, you know, trip down memory lane where we can kind of go. Because we've also unveiled a lot more stuff about this actually, like with this. This testimony with these shows, the idea schizophrenia and how people actually battle it, what it actually is. So I'm looking forward to doing that. It's a little bit of a departure from what we've been focused on lately, but it's a, you know, dusting off an old toy, right? Yeah, it's kind of exciting.
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B
Yeah, it is. I'm pumped about that. All right, let's get back into whiskey. True.
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A
So I just. I just sat completely awestruck about what I was, what I. What I actually went through. I left a plane of sanity due to antidepressants that were supposed to help me. When it started. My mind was convinced it was normal to have this presence of sorts there directing Criticisms at me. I think that, yeah, that's a common feeling. I. I sort of still have that. That's the thing too. It's like, day to day. Like, you could. You could just be. We could know what we know, and it could be preaching to the. The choir, but still, day to day, like, you know, sometimes you'll get a voice like a little tap, and he's like, what the fuck are you doing?
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B
Right, Right.
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A
This is really stupid what you're doing. Have you thought. Have you thought about this? You know, you have family to take care of. Like, this is. This could all fall on your head. And I'm like, who said that? Who said that? Because I'm like, I'm working breakneck speed to build what we're building, you know, And I don't have much time to stop and doubt myself. If I have. If I'm sitting and doubting what I'm doing, then I'm not creating and I'm not building. I'm not doing the administrative things that we have to do for this show and for my. My company. So that sneaks in all the time. And, like, sometimes I don't have the presence of mind to be like, shut up, faggot.
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B
You know, that's. That's. That's how you have to deal with it. Also, I'm getting this again. Dave's got a slight echo. It's driving me crazy. Do you think maybe we should refresh the browser? I just love that you frozen. You frozen, and you look so happy. That was incredible. You froze on, like, this big laugh with all your teeth showing. And you looked so happy for, like, 30 seconds.
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A
Okay, it looks like I might have eliminated the echo from you, but you need to boost your gain slightly.
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B
Boosting my gain. Okay, let's do that. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. Is that a little better?
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A
It sounds better. I think it should be fixed. I don't know why you had echo cancellation on, but that's weird.
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B
I never touch anything. Streamyard sucks. That's why I had never. All right, so let's pick that back up top.
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A
Nevertheless, we persisted. Okay, so, yeah, so he's having the criticisms directed at him. So it lasted about a week and a half. The panic attacks I maintained for more than a year and a half. More than a year after that. Agoraphobia lasted months. I don't know what that word means.
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B
Agoraphobia is the fear of going outside. It's really, like kind of the fear of being around, like, people, you know? So, yeah, you don't you. But it's something like that. Jordan Peterson talks about that where he's like, remember his analogy about the woman who gets overwhelmed at, like, an event? And it, like, there's so many people, it scares her. And then what happens is she chooses to not go to anything that resembles that. And eventually that trickles all the way down until she's like, I'm not going to the supermarket when it's busy. I'm not going to the mall because there's too many people, because it reminds me of this event that I was at. And then eventually the bar for, like, not going to a place gets lower and lower and lower until you're just no longer going fucking anywhere because you don't. You're afraid of, like, people and going out.
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A
Dude. Yeah, I mean, I get it. I don't really like people either, but.
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B
Right.
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A
It does. I guess. It's not really. I'm not, like, afraid of it. I don't know what that. What agoraphobia will feel like, but. Yeah, I don't like to be around that many people either, so.
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B
Me either.
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A
But I could understand how that could spiral into, like, I don't have to do this ever, you know? Yeah. Like, making excuses like, I don't know. My wife has, like, a job outing where I gotta. She's like, oh, come with me. I'm like, I kind of don't wanna.
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B
Yeah. I mean, honestly, if it wasn't for my wife, I wouldn't really go much of anywhere or see much of anyone. I only do it because I recognize that it's healthy for, like, a family to do. But if it was up for me, up to me, I'd go simply nowhere.
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A
Yeah, I do podcast and, like, walk around on my land and pee on the land sometimes. That's what I do for fun. I just go, yeah, pee outside. Anyway, let's keep outside for fun. So the anxiety is lighter, but I still have a flare up where I have to go chill out. But this happened while I was an atheist and I couldn't understand how it knew something I didn't figure out until later. The entity in my head knew about my wife cheating on me long before I had any idea. This is another common theme of possibly, I don't know if he got divorced, but, yeah, it seems like a lot of these entities will approach after a divorce. And I assume that there might be some kind of infidelity along the, like, you know, along that timeline of a divorce, whether it's from the guy or the other girl. So yeah. Not something where we're unfamiliar seeing that. I'm sorry about that.
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B
It does come up. It comes. Yeah, it sucks, but it does. It does come up. It's common, yeah.
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A
You want us to take a route for you, just let us know. All right. I was so distracted with my illness that I had no idea. He tried to use that on me, but I wouldn't accept it because I thought, no way, especially not right now. But like a heat seeking missile, I guess it realized that one wasn't working and went in search of heat to chase again. So it knew. Waited. The entity knew. The entity in my head knew about my wife cheating long before I had any idea. That's a. That is.
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B
I've had that happen, actually. So I was dating a girl and it was when I was younger and I was homeless and still somehow had enough game to have a girlfriend while I was homeless. But I became aware inexplicably of an event that took place, you know, because. Because I was like 17, she was 16, and I was homeless, and she was in school still, like in, in high school. And dude, I can't even explain to you, like, how I knew I was able to tell her what happened at her school with. With. With. With absolutely no way of knowing. And it was very specific. It was like she had Hershey's Kisses in her backpack. And I. And I told her that I knew that she asked a dude if he wanted kisses and that he said yes and that she gave him chocolate. And that basically, like one thing led to another and he was like, oh, how about real ones? And then she ended up hooking up with this dude and I had no way of knowing that. And I remember the look on her face was like. Like she was in a school that was towns away from where I was and. And I had nobody there that I knew, so nobody was giving me information. I just knew that, like, do you know how insane that is to be like a 17 year old schizophrenic, like homeless dude who's wildly conspiratorial? And then to turn to this girl and then tell her exactly what she did. Like, I remember the look on her face and I remember being like, I can't believe because her look confirmed it. And I was like, nailed it. And I chalked it up at the time to just me understanding people. And, and I. I really have no explanation for that, but it was weird.
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A
That is. That's a little bit bizarre. I.
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B
Like a little bizarre.
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A
Yeah, I like it. Very interesting. All right, let's let's keep reading here. So I was so distracted with my illness. But wait, did we miss that? So. But like a heat seeking missile, I guess it realized that one wasn't working and went in search of heat to chase again. This entity made me a better man at first as a way to build trust. Where have we heard that before?
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B
Oh, my God. I don't like that.
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A
Yeah, it would then try to use that trust or expectation of accuracy to convince me to kill myself. Wow. What finally broke the spell is hard to talk about, but it's the truth, so.
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B
But doesn't that sound like Colin? It made me a better man first as a way to build trust. That's scary.
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A
Yeah, I mean, I guess, you know, they know that there are certain levels that you could build to without it being a detriment to whatever they're trying to do. So let's see.
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B
This is actually from. From Rafe. I want to answer this question real quick. He says, am I the only one that has absolutely no clue what these things sou. Is it an actual voice or just a passing thought? Is it a thought or is there enunciation? So what I've surmised is that this thing starts as, like, impressions, and then. So. So it's like feelings and impressions, ideas that just come to you, but then it. Eventually, the more you feed into it, the more, like, fear and depression that you give it and the more credence that you give the voice, it eventually can gather enough strength to kind of turn into actual thoughts. You know, instead of just getting an impression, if you were to think to yourself like, I like cheeseburgers. And you think that right now, eventually something like that will start to almost speak in full sentences, but still gives the impression of a thought. Eventually it does manifest into what. What the industry calls audible hallucinations. I've heard, when I was a child, a woman's voice in my head. Now, if what I heard was what these people are hearing, it sounded just like. And I'm sure they. There's a range, but it sounded just like a regular human woman. Indifferent, not very emotional. Just telling me, as a matter of fact, almost soothing, almost nice. But I was a kid, so that was probably the goal, was to make me feel comforted by this voice. So, yeah, it's a range. It's impressions to thoughts, to audible voices.
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A
I would also say, like, what does it sound like? I mean, so Matt Rife and us, we would probably actually. David, I don't think you know what you sound like. Cause if you did, you Wouldn't talk. But I, like, I listen back to the podcast that I'm on. So I, like, I know what I sound like now, whereas before, it would be jarring if I heard my own voice. So. But I don't think most people know what their voice sounds like. It comes out of your mouth, and it's kind of hard to pick up with your ear unless you're like a good musician of some sort of vibrating.
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B
Through your entire head.
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A
Yeah. But even as like, like, singers, I don't know if they know what their voice sounds like. They know that they're on key because of possibly some kind of, like. I think it's just like they. They understand the pitch, but to hear the nuance in your voice, I'm not so sure. So if, like, it's not like, you talking to yourself. Like, I wouldn't. I wouldn't be comforted if I heard my own voice, but it is like a notion of, like, oh, that's me. Like, this is how it sounds when I think, I guess.
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B
Yeah.
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A
I don't know.
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B
I think in my own voice.
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A
You think in your own voice? Very annoying. Very annoying. Never want that. Somebody asked if. If the med he was on is like benzos, but mirtazapine. It says it blocks certain serotonin receptors, increases serotonin and neuro. Norepine release, and has. Norepinephrine. Yeah. And has anti histamine effects. So I don't know if that's similar to benzos, but quite possibly. All right, let's keep reading. It has. It had access to my memories, and it knew I was sexually assaulted when I was very young. It hounded me about how this might be affecting my ability to be a father. That hurt. But it wasn't abrasive enough. And this thing, it kind of felt desperate at this point, so it's trying every avenue to just.
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B
Also, there's in this dude and there's that childhood trauma that opens that door, Right?
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A
Yeah. Yeah. Oh, boy. This guy's. You know, he hit the lottery of, like, talking to entities. Like, all the. All the boxes have been checked. Whiskey. True. All right. Then it. Then it went off the deep end. It told me that I would repeat the cycle of what happened to me onto another. But because my mind isn't bent in that way, it was immediately absurd. The absurdity broke the spell. I was finally able to acknowledge this entity was there consciously before. I didn't even think to talk about it to others. It just didn't occur to me. The craziest Part is, when he left, my anxiety shot up so bad that I wasn't able to tell any lies or maintain any old lies without it causing me panic attacks. I wonder why I wasn't able to.
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B
Tell any lies or maintain any old lies. So he's. He's got a history of. Of lying to some degree, and he.
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A
Probably thought it was making him a better person. Like. Like planting some weird lies around to. Yeah, that's not good. But that's. It's actually good that you kind of let that stuff fall out because it's gonna. It's gonna expose itself at some point anyway, man. So. So my illness, the vagus nerve damage, cured my gluttony issues now because now if I eat too much, I'll have to go to the hospital with severe pain from gastroparesis.
- [30:27]
B
That's interesting. I have a gluttony issue, and I recognize it as, like, you know, I took a lot of psychological damage when I was, like, homeless, and. And. And I really slipped into, like, a. An aggressive famine mindset. And so now if I have access to food, I'll like that. Like, I don't even have to, like, what I'm eating to clean my plate. Like, I'll never let anything. And then I'm still looking for food, like, as if I'm scavenging. Like, it's, It's. It never went away. It's been there forever, since I was homeless.
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A
That's one of the things that I used to struggle with, where it's like, if it's on there, I'll just eat all of it. But now I. You guys make fun of me because you're like, oh, you're not really even eating that much. I'm like, yeah, I just. It's a. Like a psychological thing, like, where I'm like, I will, but then sometimes I won't. You know what I mean? Yeah, it's like. And that's okay. But before. Yeah, I don't know what it is. I think it's like a. It's probably. Yeah, I guess, you know, you were homeless, so you're like, when's the next meal coming? But I think as human beings, we also have that inclination of, like, we don't know when the next meal is coming, so, like, eat this. Like, eat this whole thing. And I was like, what the fuck is wrong with me? Like, I've. Yeah, I've never been. I've never been homeless or in this situation, but it. That is. That's there.
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B
Yeah.
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A
And since I stopped, it I feel better about.
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B
I'm actually going through it right now where I'm not like that. Like, I seem to have put the gluttony thing on pause for the past week, but I actually think I have worms, so that's probably what's going on.
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A
That's cool. Brain worms.
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B
I have Ivermectin coming in the mail.
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A
Okay, cool. All right. So he says porn now. Absolutely disgusts me. And now I'm in the gym three to five times a week. Pretty cool.
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B
Awesome.
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A
I'm just now converting to Christianity because it's. It's in line with. It's in line with where my illness has been leading me. It's been absolutely insane. But I'm a much better person now than I used to be. And it kind of started with this entity that I call the Accuser.
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B
Interesting. Yeah.
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A
I hope this isn't too hard to make sense of. The story is actually much longer. It's just really hard to try and remember it all now. I think you. You provided good detail. Again, if you write to us, like, put as much detail as you can. If, you know, obviously, if you. You can't. Some people have struggle, like, recalling it or even, like, might be kind of painful to recall. That's fine too. Like. Yeah, give us what you can, Tell us what you can. This is a. We're trying to piece together some puzzle pieces here, and I, you know.
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B
You know what's interesting about this? So he's calling it the Accuser. And we've been exploring this idea that, like, the Satan is. Is a role. And I'm not saying that he's a good guy, but I. I can entertain the idea that this adversary would be good for our development if we made the right choice when he makes, you know, his moves, when he tempts you, because without the temptation and without the pressure, you don't have an opportunity to overcome and. And develop. And so it's just interesting now that he says, I'm a much better person now than I used to be. And it all kind of started with this entity I called the accuser. So this thing has the ability, you know, let's say it's Satan has the ability to. To break you, but in many ways also has the ability to make you.
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A
Yeah, well, I mean, what is its prime objective? I don't think it really cares. I think it's indifferent on where you end up, even if it's like an angel from God, because it's there to do a job. So I, like. I picture the Accuser as you know, basically a lawyer, like a, a lawyer that's prosecuting. He's going to use this law to walk right up to the line and sometimes they cross it and then it's the judge's job to say like, hey, you know, out of order.
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B
Right?
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A
You know, you can't, you can't do that. And if you, I guess if they go too far, they're, they'll get disbarred or just kicked out full, you know, falling out of heaven. It seems like a fun job to have. And it's also kind of like, maybe even opens up the question of like how many Satan's are there? How many accusers, Xeroxes.
- [34:39]
B
Think about Job. Satan did his work and in the end he was much better. And I mean job think so. So it's, he's not a good entity because the truth of the matter is if you fail, if he does succeed, he will revel in having taken you.
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A
Do they revel? I don't think they revel. I don't think like it doesn't seem like good or bad. It just seems like he's doing a job. Like, like I don't know if, if a prosecution lawyer, I, I suppose that they want to get, you know, a life sentence for the person that they're prosecuting or the, the maximum punishment because that's what they're there for, right? Do they revel in it or do they just get paid and go, okay, good. Like I think a good lawyer isn't attached to their case. You know, it's hard to say.
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B
I mean sometimes the way that we depict the, the, the temptation that they put people through when there are these demonic positions like they seem to, you know, look, that's Hollywood. This show is brought to you by the Van Man Company. If you're like me, then you're constantly trying to avoid products that contain harmful chemicals. Especially when it comes to skin care and hygiene. From fluoride in the toothpaste to aluminum in the deodorants, avoiding these products can become a full time job. That's why we're excited to team up with the Van Man Company to bring our listeners a solution. The Van Man Company offers a range of incredible products like their miracle tooth powder. Made from natural ingredients like peppermint oil, ancient sea salt and baking soda. And the best part, it's 100% fluoride free. They even offer an aloe mouth rinse. How about their tallow and zinc sunscreen made from ingredients like organic olive oil, organic beeswax, and 100% grass fed and grass finished beef tallow. And there's more with products like tallow and honey soap, coconut and magnesium deodorant and peppermint beeswax lip balm. You can't go wrong. From head to toe, the Van man has you covered. Listeners of this show can use promo code Nephilim at checkout to receive 10% their entire order at Vanman Shop. Or you can click on the link in the description below. That's promo code Nephilim. N E P H I L I M for 10 off your entire order@vanman.shop. from head to toe, the Van man has you covered. But I mean it's, it's based off of something, right? But when it's like they have this like sickening, like, yeah, she's, she's in hell, like that kind of a crap. You know what I mean? You see that in like the Exorcist and everything. I'm not saying that that's actually what happens, but I do think that that information comes from something. It's like there is this almost like, yeah, we got him kind of a vibe. And I, I don't know if that's true, but, but either way, you know, I don't think that you can outright say it's, it's, it's good, but if you can, if you can push against it, then it's good for you. So I, you know, just, just something interesting. Jsvo says, I dropped some major heat on Low Value Mail. It's a call in conspiracy show. We've been called about the Jews killing kids and gave dates. It starts at 4, 48 and 20. Give it a listen, folks. We've been on that show before. Shout out to Danny.
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A
Danny Polishuk. He's pretty cool. I'm just saying, like, look at this guy. This is my boy Perry. He's a lawyer. Does he look like he cares? I mean, it looks like he's wearing.
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B
Open toe slides, dog.
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A
He's the man. I mean, he's like, here's another picture of him before. It's like, this is just a dude. He's a lawyer and he's just trying to do the job and hopefully he gets the outcome that he wants. But in the end, this is a job and he's gonna move on and do some weird shit, right? Weird. Yeah, it's. Yeah, that's what it feels like. And it feels like there's a lot of Satan's. It doesn't feel like there's one. It feels like There's a bunch and they're just these, they're entities and they, they have this job to do and they do it and they can't cross certain lines, whatever these spiritual lines are.
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B
But I mean, isn't it interesting that in a way, like, it's almost like thank God for them because without them you wouldn't be able to debate. It's like through adversity is how we develop. And if you're smart, you recognize that the hardship in your life, you know it, if it doesn't break you, it does make you into somebody more capable across all spectrums. It just depends on what the nature of the adversity was. So, you know, that's a, that's a weird place to be. Thank God for these things because if not I would be a baby forever. I'd just be an adult baby. But because of the hardships I've been able to develop and you know that. That's an interesting concept.
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A
Yeah, I mean, I suppose you need them. People, people wouldn't want them. People don't want this, this kind of hardship. But you know, kind of looking back at it, it's like, it's what I talk about with my, with my kids all the time where I'm like, well, I've, I've taken them out of the ghetto and they won't be going to, you know, school with DayQuil. But what does that, what does that mean for their, for their development? You know, like for their, their accuser, Their accuser should have been Dayquil at this point. But I don't know, I guess I suppose that they'll, they'll, we'll find out. I'll let you guys know how they, how they do in life. We're doing an experiment. Hopefully they don't turn out completely messed up, but.
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B
Oh, shout out, right. We've got somebody in the, in the comments asking about a rife machine, right? Says These guys have a 15 discount code for. Also you can use promo code nephilim and get 15% off of the rife machine at real rifetechnology.com.
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A
Yeah, if you're watching on TV, you could just go ahead and scan that and that'll bring you to the website. Go ahead and buy that real Rife machine. All right, we're at the 39 minute mark. So we've read one story.
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B
Yeah, very sorry, ladies and gentlemen, who are watching live, but this will now be going exclusively to patreon.com nephilimdeathsquad because we do have to put in ads like our Ad For Real Rife technology and a few other ones. And we also got to do some audio editing.
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A
But apparently, if you would like to.
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B
Continue watching along live, head over to patreon.com backslash nephilimdeathsquad. And there are a bunch of other perks to being a member over there, including discount codes off of merchandise from Toplapsa.comad, free viewing experiences, and early access to episodes before they drop to the general public. So goodbye, pores.
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A
We'll see you guys in the. In the Patreon. See you later.
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B
Later. All right, so who do we want to go to now? I know we said we do some of the short ones real quick to bang those out, get those out of the way. So why don't we do. Let's do Charles 1:9. Charles, this is a very short one. Mind if I started off. It's just one. All right, so it just quickly. This is from Charles. It Sundays, I was 45 years old and I had never tried marijuana, not even once. Alcohol was the hardest thing I had ever done, arguably harder than marijuana. But I went to a music festival and I heard people talking about synthetic wheat.
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A
Oh, God, here we go.
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B
I heard people talking about synthetic weed that they sold in Memphis at the head shops and the. That the policemen and firemen were all lined up to buy it. Wow. I went up there and bought. Bought me some and I tried it and wound up addicted to it and nearly dying from it a few times. Thank God. That isn't available. Available now. I think it is still available. I don't know if it ruined my brain or the girl who talked me into it ruined it. But I used to have a lot of sense. Now not so much.
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A
It's a Spice Boy. You can go to toplops.com.
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B
Yeah.
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A
Check out this. The Spice Boy shirts. If you're. If you're a dangerous retard. But, like, real.
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B
Like that, like, experimentally retarded, like, like, you know, psychonautically, maybe. Maybe you're a Spice Boy.
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A
Are you clinically addicted to K2? Well, this. This T shirt might be for you.
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B
This is not a help hotline, but we do have merch for it.
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A
I like these. We have a bunch of these emails in the. In the, you know, in the canister here where it's just like real short ones where the. I haven't read them. I try my best not to read them too much, but this one I did come across. And that ending line is great, where he's Just like. Yeah, not so much now. And that's it.
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B
It's like not doing so hot anymore, baby.
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A
See you later. I mean, we like that too. We like long ones, we like short ones. We don't discriminate here, man. It's really more about the motion of the ocean, you know what I'm saying?
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B
Yes, yes. Okay. So we also have one from math guy Steves. I don't know how relevant this is going to be, but this came in on the 11th and it's very short, so we'll go ahead and read it. Top. You want to read this one?
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A
Yeah. Okay. So he says. So I was thinking back to some of yours and others episodes about biblical events impacting events in other places. This is more of a question, I guess a Q and A. That's cool. I'm thinking back to the episode with different tales about Nephilim disappearing around when Christ was born in various areas around the world. That was our Christmas episode with Brian of demon erasers.
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B
Yeah. That was wild. With Olenta zero.
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A
Olenta zero. Yeah. So he says. I recently learned about the Bronze age collapse around 1177 B.C. which may have included events like droughts and earthquakes. And I was wondering your opinion on it.
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B
Yeah, I mean, I don't have too much of an opinion on it. It just seems that, you know, we've gone through these sort of things that might be indicative of resets. You know, you hear about these resets that happen, whether they're through some sort of calamity and then a contingency plan amongst the elites and they rise back up and they move things around and erase our history and the details of what happened. But in that one, particularly 1177 B.C. the Bronze Age collapse, I. I'm too simply too have an opinion worth anything on that.
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A
Yeah, so it was just a widespread societal collapse across eastern. The eastern Mediterranean, including Egypt, Mesopotamia, Hittite Empire, the Mycenaeans, the Greece, the Greeks, Canaanites. The collapse ended. Marked the end of the Bronze Age and led to dark. To the Dark Age in the ancient world. I guess that's. That. Would. Would that be like, affecting the biblical prophecy that Daniel made about the statue that had the feet of clay and all the way up to the head of iron? So this would be the third one, right? The Bronze Age.
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B
Yeah.
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A
Yeah.
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B
Well, when we talked to Mabry, he. He had attributed each one of those elements that this statue is made of to like, different empires that had existed. So. But I mean, yeah, I mean, it's probably not without its significance that it's called the collapse of the Bronze Age.
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A
Yeah. So let's look up Daniel's prophecy because it. I just want to. I want to tell the people the right thing.
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B
Right.
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A
About what this is.
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B
Which is interesting because typically we lie.
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A
Yeah, typically we lie, but. Yeah. So it's basically what they're describing here. Is that. So they're saying that there's invaders that attacked coastal cities, there's earthquakes, droughts, climate change played a role. Okay. Internal revolts and economic collapse. So very much like we're seeing today.
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B
Right.
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A
I guess the question is that he's asking is I'm not finding the prophecy here. Okay. No, no, no. We'll look it up again. Sorry. Go ahead and just buy me some time here.
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B
Yeah, I'll do my best. Yeah. I mean, I would imagine that any sort of collapse is going to fit into the biblical narrative, but I suppose it also depends on how important it is to the grand scheme of things, because it seems like the Bible is more so focused on giving us what we need in order to, like, arm ourselves, you know, in these end days, but also in this realm. Okay. It's actually something we were talking about with, I think, Thomas yesterday.
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A
I have it here. So Daniel 2, 31, 45. This is when Nebuchadnezzar is asking about his dream. And nobody could interpret it, but Daniel was able to interpret it through God. And it's like the head of the statue was gold, representing the Babylonian Empire. The chest and arms were silver. So that's the Medo Persian Empire. Belly and thighs were bronze, which is the Greek Empire. And this is what I guess is around 1177, where this type, this fall happens. The legs are iron. That's the Roman Empire. We know how that ends up. And the feet are iron and clay. Those are divided modern kingdoms, or some people would say, like mod. The modern Roman Empire, which is now fractionated into different offshoots. That's. I think that that's where we're at. Yeah, yeah. The Vatican. I mean, things like that. But so, yeah, if you're. He's asking about 1177, what we have, I think that these things are cyclical and they happen over and over again. But we have some prophecy here from Daniel himself talking to King Nebuchadnezzar, deciphering this thing. So this is the fall. This is. Well, the Bronze Age is one of the foals that he's talking about. And we're two ages after that. I think we're at. Pretty sure that we're at this final stage, we're seeing all the, all the signs of it. You know, right now half of the country's on fire, the other half is frozen. There's volcanoes possibly going to erupt in Tennessee and around the world, a lot of natural disasters. There is climate change, although there always is climate change.
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B
Right.
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A
The climate does change, climate does change. That's what it does. And also we are powerless to stop it by taxing people. But that's just, that's a whole nother. That's like a political thing. Right? So, yeah, this is, it's, it's just what they're describing here. This, this Bronze Age collapse, this, this happened. We're on the verge of another one. It's a lot like today, except for today. This is the, the final, this is the final foot of the prophecy. The iron and, and the clay, this is the feet. So they went, they went from the head all the way to the feet. And what happens after that? That's the entire statue. Does that represent all of mankind? All of the empires that will fall before something happens? I, Yeah, I think so. I think the Bible does point at that.
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B
Yeah. Unless you're kind of one of these futurist type characters. Right. Everybody's championing ideas like transhumanism and such. If you have Cliff High, he's talking about sci fi future of Elon Musk, you're talking about transcending this, this mortal coil and, and moving on to some sort of merging with machines. So for them, they're just missing what, like the feet of iron and clay and then the penis of silicone. Like we're moving into this, you know, silicone future where man merges with machine. You know, these. A lot of people think that there's still something else to come, but based off of that prophecy, it seems pretty, you know, clear in my mind. Like, yeah, we're at the feet, we're at the end of this thing.
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A
Yeah. And to address this part about the Nephilim disappearing when Christ was born, that story is fantastic. If you guys want to go back, listen to that episode. But basically there are. Geez, what island are they from? It's, Is it a baroque island? It's like between France and another Basque. Right, right, right, right. So it's the, the Basque people, they have lore of these hairy giant creatures and there's actually like historical, recorded historical texts that show that they defeated the French that were invading by throwing huge rocks. These people were big, covered in hair, not so friendly, sometimes might have even required sacrifice.
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B
But they ultimately See a, a star, a sign in the sky. And this, this star, for whatever reason, sends them into a spiral and they cast themselves off of the cliffs. It's interesting. I, I, I, I really enjoy that story because it does seem to me it's like, oh, it's the star that signified the birth of Christ, you know, the fulfillment of prophecy. And they were like, oh. And they all jumped off except for Olente 0, which apparently he spent his time trying to appease the humans after that, bringing them gifts and things like that, I guess to not get murked.
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A
Right, yeah. So that's a, that's an interesting one. I guess that does play into some sort of end of an age. That's an end of the Nephilim age. Or at least like the physical, most, most of them, the physical embodied Nephilim. I think some of them are still around underground. I mean, that's for another episode, but.
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B
All right, thank you, math guy. Steve, we have another one. This is the, this is the big one. If we have time, we'll go into more, but this one was, this actually came with images and he said that we can share the images. So do we have those pulled up top? I think we should. Oh yeah. Oh, geez, man. Now I like forewarn some people. Before we bring this up. Basically what, what we have here is a guy who, he had a near death experience shout out to Sean V. And he got shot with a 12 gauge in his abdomen and he's actually provided us with pictures of it. So I just want to forewarn you if you're not into that sort of thing, maybe skip ahead, you know, two minutes or something. But we're gonna go ahead and pull this up. Let me share this. So we'll do present.
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A
I got it. Go ahead. Oh, you gotta start reading. Yeah, read a few.
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B
Okay, so I'll take it away from the top. It says, my name is Sean and this is my experience from June 22, 2016. I was shot in the stomach by a deranged drug addict, probably Spice. That's what he says. He says that, not me. After he attempted to rob the office where the ladies at my company work. I was in and out till police and paramedics show up. I remember bits and pieces. I remember people frantically working on me and talking to me. However, I don't remember what they were saying. Then I vaguely remember the helicopter coming in to land and then feeling the feeling of lifting off into the sky as the helicopter took off. After that I was out for a solid 13 hours during that time, I remember seeing three beams of light then falling. And then I saw a woman. I'll get to her in a second. Okay?
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A
You want to look at this picture? We show this picture now?
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B
I think we should show the picture. Yeah, let's. Let's bring that up. So homeboy got fucking real, real, real, real rough, man. You could see the entry, which I would imagine is the front. And then you could see that it was a pass through several of the.
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A
Bullets, making it super, super lucky. Super lucky. Didn't hit any major. Or. I mean, maybe it did. We got to read the rest of the story, man.
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B
That's. That's wild, though. So, yeah, homeboy took a shotgun blast to the. To the abdomen. All right, let's. Let's go ahead and pull that down for the people who might have skipped ahead.
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A
Says, ouch.
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B
So, yeah, so, you know, it's real shit. Okay? He goes, I knew I was in hell because for the first time in my life, I felt empty and alone, and I was completely detached from God. That's interesting that he uses that word, detached from God, because it's like hell is a distance from God, right? We've had that conversation pretty recently. I don't know if it was with Ed Mabry or not, but, man. So he goes, it was the most intense feeling of dread and utter loneliness I've ever felt. I was able to see backwards and forwards in time and see all of my failures. And I felt completely defeated because I could see in real time that I truly deserved to be there. Fuck, that's heavy. I had no argument to get myself out. I spoke to the woman and asked her if I could go back and try again and that I was a good person. I told her all the good things I did, but after each thing I pointed out, she would show me a bad thing I did. She ultimately told me that no matter what I did or could come up with, basically hell was my fate. She tormented me mentally and emotionally for what felt like days, until I finally gave up. I knew I was there for good. Damn, dude.
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A
That's rough.
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B
That's heavy.
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A
After losing all hope, I suddenly could hear faint voices. They were very faint, but I started drifting closer and closer to the sound. And then suddenly, I started to wake up. After I realized I was still alive, I was beyond relieved. I knew God had given me another chance. The feeling of comfort was impossible to describe. So he goes on to say, I told myself it was just a dream and that I could reinvent myself and live a better Life. I had been raised a Christian my whole childhood, so in that moment, I decided to follow Jesus. All of this was happening in my head within moments of waking up. With every passing moment, my thoughts were getting clearer. And the doctor came in and started asking me questions like, what's your name? And do you know what happened to you? He says, I could see a nurse at my side with her back turned to me. She was doing something with the IV pumps. But then she turned around and it was like I got socked in the gut. It was the woman from my near death experience. I began to freak out, yelling for her to get. Get the fuck away from me. And I ripped the IVs out and tried to get up, but I couldn't feel my legs, so I. So he couldn't get up. Then some men came in and restrained me, and they gave me a shot of something, and things calmed down a bit, but I was really still. I was still really freaked out. That's kind of.
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B
That's wild. That's wild.
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A
So you saw the same woman? Guys, I. I'm so. I don't know if you can hear this, but I did make a tweet yesterday about letting this Tamagotchi die, and it's still not dead. I don't know what to do with it. I try to clean it. Yeah, it's. It's in bad shape. If anybody is a Tamagotchi expert, please hit me up, because I might try to. There's poop all over the place. There's four poops, and it won't. It refuses to take a bath. It refuses to eat. I don't know what to do with it. So I'm like.
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B
The Tamagotchis of old used to just die.
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A
Yeah, well, these. This is actually Nephilim shit. These guys don't die anymore. They go into a spaceship and they fly away in a spaceship. They don't give them angel wings. They're on a little. A little ufo, and they go back to their homeland because they're like, you're not taking care of me over here. So I'm going back.
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B
That's interesting.
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A
Just more Nephilim shit. You got to.
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B
You got to take care of your disembodied Nephilim spirit.
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A
Yeah. You know what? We're going to end the show right now. I got to go to me. All right. I hope this thing dies for real, because it's very annoying.
- [58:13]
B
Just for reiteration, Matthew Lane says I missed the part who shot this guy? It was the. He was in an office that is.
- [58:20]
A
A deranged drug addict, probably spice addict that tried to rob his office.
- [58:25]
B
Yep. Yeah. Yeah. So just. Just some dude that tried to rob his office. He does say at some point that the guy seemingly had, like, superhuman strength. Like, booted him in the chest, laid him out, and shot him in the. In the abdomen.
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A
That's crazy. Mm. All right. Do you want to pick it up?
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B
Yeah. The only thing I could think of is that a demon took her form in my near death experience, knowing he had. He only had a few hours to torment me and that this would freak me out even more after I woke up, because I had never seen her before in my life. I never saw her in my room again. But I was very disturbed for a few months with all that had happened to me and the nde and then seeing her, I spiraled. But I hit rock bottom about a year later. And with nowhere to go but up. Long story short, I remembered God. I started to seek him. And the harder I sought him, the better I started to feel. I still had in the back of my mind that nagging thought that no matter what I did, my fate was hell. But after asking God to show me how to fix my life, he started sending an angel to give me guidance. The angel would come right as I'm falling asleep and tell me things I have to do or change. And of course, Jesus paid for my sin, and I put all my trust in him. So here I am nine years later, and I am convinced that Jesus saved me from where I was sending myself hell. The end. He says, by the way, I was shot in the stomach with a 12 gauge. So it was pretty extreme. A pretty extreme gunshot wound. Not just a pretty little hole. Blew a giant. A giant chunk out of my abdomen. As I tried to rush him and get the gun from him, he kicked me in the chest and knocked me onto my back, then shot me. He had superhuman strength. Man, that is wild. That's wild. You know, that's. That's kind of the same thing though, right? It's like. So in the. In the last email, they put a.
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A
Little sticker on him, like, for, like, the time to let you know when he was shot.
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B
Seems a little unprofessional, right? I don't know if you've ever really watched, like, what surgeries are like. We think that they're so advanced and high tech, but, like, I've watched them in order to, like, reset bones, like, drill into a bone with, like, a corkscrew manual drill and then bash the end with what just looks like a dead blow, like. Like a. Like a mallet. And a lot of it is so barbaric. So, yeah, slapping a sticker on it or a piece of masking tape with a Sharpie written on it is not uncharacteristic. So the last one that we read, the. The voices, the intrusive thoughts, they became like they reached a point where it was so obtuse to this guy that he was able to identify that it was in something external to him and then was actively able to start resisting it. And with me, I had that moment where, you know, me and my whole family saw, like, this fucking demon and. And that felt like it overplayed its hand. It exposed itself to me. And then once I was able to define that it was, like, real, I was able to make educated decisions. Like, this changes my reality, so I have to change how I operate. And we're talking about this idea of, like, the accuser and whether or not the accuser is good for you. Sometimes I look at these things where it's like, I. I guess it is a mistake on their behalf, but when they become so obtuse in their actions that it becomes undeniable, that's where people find success, you know? So it's like when they're quiet and you're not too sure if this thing is you, your own thoughts or something else, it's hard to fight back against that. You're looking for this sign, like, if this is definitely happening, let me know, because then I could definitely fight back against it. And it almost feels like that's part of the process oftentimes. So, like, with this thing, you know, you have to ask yourself, is it meant to, I don't know, convince you that it's all hopeless and that you're definitely going to hell no matter what, or is it meant to make you so desperate for fear of that that you seek out a higher power? And, you know, it's hard to say.
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A
It's interesting. We should. It would be fun to have Jonathan on to describe his. His DMT trip.
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B
That'd be interesting.
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A
Yeah, I think he went to hell. I don't think he's. I don't think he's exactly sure of where to put it because he's kind of like Gnostic in his belief system, right? But he saw something that these people describe over and over. And if you do understand this, like, I think, like, he freaked out because he was like. He felt like he was far. He's far away from the source. Like, you're in this darkness. That's what everybody described. And it's like, yeah, that's what it means. If you're like away from the Creator, you're in the darkness. That's what hell is just like beyond the purview of God's light. How far does that have to be?
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B
Didn't he describe it as, as being detached from God right when he, when he went to this sort of hell? And I just think that's, that's it. It's. It's distance from God, it's distance from light, it's distance from, from, you know, the Creator who loves you. And that's, that's hell, you know, and then it's, it's also left in your own. Because what he's describing here is like he's trying to bargain, right? He's like, but I did this thing that's good. And then she's like, yeah, but you did this thing that's bad. So, so not only are you distant from God, but he saying basically he wasn't able to even formulate an argument against having deserving to be there. Like, he knew that he deserved to be there. So there you are. It's like you're distanced from God and you're in a psychological torment for all eternity, knowing.
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A
I also think, like, it's, it's like a funny thing. Like, you're like, oh, I. But I gave money to these people. Oh, I helped this person across the street. And like, yeah, but you also said f, this person across the street. Yeah, but you also did. I think that that's like all these are like meaningless pleasantries. Like, it probably comes down to like, you didn't know this guy. You didn't have a relationship with this person, with this, with, with God. So therefore you're not here. But like, if you want to be, like, you know, oh, I did. I gave a bottle of water to a homeless guy one time. They'd be like, yeah, but you also kind of like stepped on a homeless guy's foot one time and then laughed about it. You know, it's kind of like stupid now. Now what? It's like none of this gets you into heaven. Like, giving, giving a homeless guy a bottle of water doesn't get you into heaven. You still don't know the house, the person's house that you're trying to get into. You know, it's like, I'm going to.
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B
Have a flipping moments. Like, like, if I, if I had that same thing happen to me, that lady would hold up Printed copies of some tweets, and I'd be like, indefensible.
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A
Yeah. But I did have a relationship with Jesus. You know, I said. Sorry. Like, this is crazy that I said that. That. That'll get you a lot further than. Yeah, I mean, I think some. Some works. Some faith. Yeah, that'll get you in there. But, like, I don't know. I feel like a lot of these little things, it's just like. Seems weird. Emily, I'm not gonna be. I'm not gonna be Catholic. You've gotta.
- [66:10]
B
But I do appreciate the constant campaign every episode. No matter what we say, just be Catholic.
- [66:17]
A
Just be Catholic. We're talking about, like, our kids. I don't understand where you. But yeah. I don't know. I don't think. I don't think it's for me. No. No, we won't be.
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B
You will be.
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A
Yeah. And I don't think I will be. I. I don't think I will be.
- [66:33]
B
But Scott says he's gonna work on his paranormal experience tonight. Let's go, Scott.
- [66:37]
A
Good for you. Don't have one, but write it down.
- [66:40]
B
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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A
Where are you? Yeah, the private chat. I put one up from Buckwheat. This one came from new Christmas Eve. On Christmas Eve.
- [66:51]
B
Okay. How do we miss this?
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A
We didn't. We just been, like, skirting around. We do some old ones, we do some new ones. We kind of like, it's. It's all mixed up. It's random in the order. It's really. We don't read them at all. So it's like your name might influence us to read it sooner. Also, like, the first couple of. Sent like, the first couple of letters. If you use letters that I like, like, like in the first sentence, like this. This one says greetings. I'm not so familiar with the letter G and R and E. So I was like, we'll skip this one for a little while.
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B
Yeah, it was later on. But if you. If you. If your name is like, this comes from Pickle McGriddle, I'm going to go like, what's Pickle got to say?
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A
Whiskey. True. We're going to read Shawn Vander, for we recognize that name. But this guy here. Yeah, I saw right away Canada. And I was like, don't care. But we're going to read his shit. Okay, we caught up to you, Buckwheat. Greetings, Top and Raven, from beyond the ice wall in Canada.
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B
Gross.
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A
Greetings, Salutations, comrade. You can use my last name, Buckwheat, or my Alias Ken Wheat. Kind of like that. I don't know. We'll call you probably Buckwheat, because that's what we have written down here.
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B
Yeah.
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A
So he says, before getting into my experience, I would like to preface it by saying that I'd like to share. To just share my experience and not seek any kind of meaning. And if any is given, it would be taken with a grain of salt because I don't understand it.
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B
Yeah, I love it. This guy's like, hey, whatever you. Whatever you tell me, I'm not gonna understand it. My name is Buckwheat.
- [68:20]
A
I am retarded.
- [68:23]
B
Don't welcome. Waste your breath.
- [68:25]
A
Welcome to the show. We're retarded, too. We might. We might try to understand it. But yeah, who knows? Like, this is just our interpretation of things. Like, we had Gray Pill Jules from Gray Pill podcast on yesterday. And he's like, this is what I get from when I'm reading about these. These entities, these Elohim and, you know, these other kind of creatures. This is what I think. I don't know. And I think that's a. That's fair to say. Yeah, it's like, you know, that that episode was about. If you haven't seen it, go watch it. It's about like a. The correlation between ancient entities and entities that are currently in our zeitgeist now that we talk about. Or like all throughout history, how they've renamed themselves and they have certain characteristics and the path crosses sometimes, but then sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes you'll see, like, Moloch as an owl or Moloch as a bull. Is this the same entity? Maybe they share similarities, but who the hell knows? We're just looking at this stuff.
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B
But listen, listen, get to reading that and then you'll have to give me a wrap up of that first paragraph. I gotta piss hard. I'll be right back.
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A
Yeah, we're actually so top lops. We'll do an ad toplopsa.com. i'll pull it up really quick for you guys. We have our coffee mugs. They're. They're ready to go. I haven't put the listing up, but we also have tumblers and stuff. So soon David will not have an excuse to leave because we'll have our own Nephilim death squad piss tumbler or whatever. Maybe we'll get something like this. I don't even know what this is here. And David could just pee in this. It's like a little corkscrew sort of thing. Let's See if we could press that. There we go. Yeah. Nicey, nicey. David puts his little wiener in there, and so that way he doesn't have to leave the show. Great. Now this thing is making noise and it won't stop. So anyway, yeah, that'll be up pretty soon, so go check that out. But until then, I'll start reading. Let's act like we've been reading the whole time and not tell David a thing. And I might have to leave to throw this out. You hear this? It won't stop. Now, why do I have a wine opener at my desk anyway? Okay, we're gonna ignore it. Here we go. So before he gets into his experience, he doesn't want us to really even extrapolate on it. Well, we're going to. This story in its simplistic form does not compare to other experiences that I've had my entire life spiritually. I'm reminded of the Bible that we're told to be aware of the signs. Yeah, they were told to be aware. The signs and the messages, the smallest signs that cross our paths day to day could be calculated to give us a proper guidance along the way. In his life. In this life.
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B
Okay, what did I miss?
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A
Absolutely nothing. I. I think I broke my wine cork opener. That's what you missed. And all right. Yeah. So here we go. Because the nature of this sign, I'm left perplexed with it. With that being said, if there's anyone who's an expert in these electronic signs, and if I just happen to be at the right place at the right time to witness a glitch or a reset where it would roll through. Roll through these numbers randomly. Then I'll chalk it up as. As that I'm the crazy one with this. So it's a lame story in comparison to the shadow people I've encountered as a child and sleep paralysis, out of body experiences, being in the realm of the dead and lucid dreaming. I need to start a podcast. Guys, go for it. I mean, there's. I'd say that it's oversaturated, but who the fuck really knows anymore? We actually just found out some interesting statistics about our podcast. Did you know that we are in the top 1% of podcasts? Go figure. Yeah, the bar is super low. Like, the top 1%.
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B
To me, that means, like, there's a lot of hope for you, dog. Like, you can do this. You can do this. It's an overwhelming amount of podcasts, but it seems that it's not out of the realm of possibilities. To pierce the top 1%.
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A
It's called. Yeah, pod fade. 50% chance that it'll fail. If you reach 100 episodes, there's a 94% failure. That's crazy. We have well over 100 reaching 50 episodes. Only 11% do that. Social media engagement. Most people don't get any episode lengths are 20. Well, that's a. You know, we give you long episodes, and I guess if you exceed 32 downloads within the first week of a new podcast, it puts you in the top 50% of podcasting. It's pretty, pretty nuts. So we're up there. Yeah. Fucking start your show. See what happens. You know, could be this.
- [72:55]
B
The algorithm thinks you're gay, so it's boosting you. It's very likely.
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A
It's very like. I mean, it's really hit or miss. You guys want to see some gore from the subway? I'm not gonna show it to you guys.
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B
Don't show them the gore. It's really bad. It's so bad.
- [73:06]
A
It's really bad. If you ask nicely, I'll show you.
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B
You know, who asked for it? I got to send it to her. Nancy. Nancy was like, can you send me the gore?
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A
Oh, yeah, I'll send it to you, Nancy. I showed it to Laney, too, because I'm like, you show me gore all the time. So here's this guy with his head cut off laying on. Did he at it? He was like, yeah. He's like, oh, it's pretty cool. He's. He's actually noticed something. I'm looking at the picture now. He's like, oh, look, there's a camouflage hat. I didn't notice. I wonder if that's, you know, if it's working effectively. And I said, didn't see it either. I only saw the dead body and head cut off. Yeah, we know you want to see it, but we'll think about that. All right, so he's had all these other experiences, but he's going to tell us the boring story. Cool. Thanks, Buckwheat. All right, so as a man who drives a truck, shout out truck drivers and does heavy, heavy holing. It does heavy hauling fuel. I'm not an ass clown who calls myself a trucker. Titles are are gay. They are gay. Then he just puts a scripture in Job 32, verse 21, Let me not. I pray you accept any man.
- [74:08]
B
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A
Any man's person neither. Let me give flattering titles unto any men. Okay, Truck Driver isn't a flattering title. I'd say it's more demeaning when I.
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B
It's an insult, last I checked.
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A
Yeah. Even what I do now, like, I forget recently someone was like, again, they do this all the time. I was at the bowling alley when I had the meeting with you and Clint, and they're like, oh, this is your. Your husband. Because I'm there with my kids, just trying to buy time, and they go, what do you do? And I'm like, I don't want to tell you.
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B
Yeah, I guess I said. I said. I say content creator because it sounds a little better than I'm a podcaster.
- [75:42]
A
Yeah, I do podcast in my basement. No, I don't. I don't even. I didn't tell them anything. I was like, I do a little bit of this, a little bit of that. I sell drugs.
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B
I'm an assassin, thank you very much.
- [75:53]
A
Yeah, just. I answer them in a very, like, weird flipping way. Anyway, a person is a fiction, and we've accepted that title instead of man. So go fuck your titles, truckers. You're owning. You're owning a job. A monkey to. You're. You're owning a job. A monkey can do. A monkey can't drive a truck. That's it.
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B
Not yet.
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A
Not yet, but soon, possibly not.
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B
That attitude.
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A
Yeah, I know, man. Buckwheat, what's going on with you? We need more positivity in this. I mean, I thought that NDS was spreading positivity. This guy, this seems like not very.
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B
Happy about this positivity recently to 18 million people.
- [76:29]
A
Sure. You did okay. How's that going? Did it.
- [76:33]
B
It's good. Honestly, so far, so good.
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A
Oh, yeah, it died completely. The whole cps gone.
- [76:39]
B
Yeah. Yeah, I told you we're crushing now.
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A
I told you, like, what I say, two days within.
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B
Yeah, it was about, like, three days, so. Yeah, that's. You were right on the money.
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A
Yeah. All right. Lord, please forgive me and heal my perceptions. Okay, here we go. I really enjoy listening and absorbing the product that God has created for you to deliver to me. That's a good way to put it. So thank you. Yeah, that absorbing the product that God has created for you to deliver to me, that's kind of what it is. It's like that we're presented this product and we're trying to give it to you in a fashion that is acceptable, but it just comes out stupid sometimes. But, like, this is what we got. It's like Joseph Smith looking into the hat and seeing the. The gold tablets, and then he has to translate them. Like, we're looking into the piss, John. We're like, what does God have for us today? He's like, well, a couple of emails.
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B
I saw a meme the other day that said, when God made your mission. Whatever. You know what I mean? Like, when he laid out his. His plan for you, he took into consideration the many ways in which you are retarded. And I was like, okay.
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A
Oh, yeah, yeah, that's probably true. Oh, this is what I was showing the people before. This is going to be your new piss jar. It's really supposed to open up wine bottles, and I'm scared to press it again, but you can just go ahead and put your wiener in there. You see the corkscrew? Real nicey nice. Why is that?
- [77:55]
B
To just create an opening so the piss flows nicely.
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A
Yeah, yeah. I mean, it's science, really. Great. Don't question the science.
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B
Thank you.
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A
Okay, so he enjoys listening to us, so thank you. With that being said, I could use a little mentorship as I've reached my peak in this career as an owner of my truck, and I've been separated from the gifts that God has given me to be creative with music and other hobbies. Yeah, I. I tweeted that the other day. Did. Did well. I was like, you know, thank God in 2025. I'm in a position where I just kind of always wanted to make stuff. Like, I always. I'm the type of person that feels frustrated when I'm not making stuff.
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B
Yeah, me too.
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A
And now I'm in a position where I'm like, well, this is, like, what I can do all the time now, whether it be with my. My other business or with this podcast, because I'm A podcaster. Podcaster. Yeah. I'm able to make stuff. So how. How I got there, I don't. I mean, the path would be different for everybody. So I guess. Yeah, I. I guess we could talk to you about it, but I don't really know.
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B
It's different if. If you were to, like, somebody says, like, what are you? And you say, like, I'm a podcaster. Or somebody goes, like, what are you?
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A
And you go like, I'm a gay podcaster.
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B
I think it might be better to be trans.
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A
It's more acceptable, for sure. I mean, it's not more acceptable, but it's definitely. It might be more common, maybe. I don't know.
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B
Yeah, yeah. More.
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A
I'm a trans podcaster.
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B
I'm a trans podcaster.
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A
All right. I believe in the Lord's favor to have things created utilizing my gifts as an exit strategy from this slave state. Escape the prison planet.
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B
Yeah, yeah.
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A
You have to develop a plan. You have to set some. What are they called? Like, some benchmarks for yourself and a time frame. And then what I did, how I operate is I'm, like, very stringent on my time frame and also critical of myself. I'm the accuser.
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B
I'm my own accuser.
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A
Yeah. In times, you know, and maybe to my own detriment, but it's worked for me, and I'm able to take the mental abuse possibly from, you know, what I've done in my life. So that's a. That's some advice, I guess. Set some time frames, start cracking away and figure out what you need to do, because get started. Yeah. In the creative world is. The point of the creative world is that you're creating. So it could just be. It could be anything. I don't know what you're going to create, so you've got to figure that out. He says, I'll take any advice you can pass along, as you were both in the trades yourself. Sort of. Yeah. In the trade of sorts yourself. Help a brother out. Where do I start? I'm about to take a leap of faith and letting God work his wonders on me. Quit your job right now. Crash your truck. Crash.
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B
Crash the truck. Stop wherever you came to. Call them up. Tell them where to pick it up. Tell them the load is strapped down and walk away from the truck.
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A
Leave the cars in the truck. Go to the gas station that you're nearest. Buy as much K2 as possible. Smoke it, eat it, put it in your butt.
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B
No, I mean, look, I actually talked about this recently. This is something that Is is been on my mind lately. I don't know if you saw that. That post I made top about that dream with the serpent and everything. And I was sitting down, I was talking to my wife, and I'm showing her the very thing that you just showed the audience, which is like, damn, can you believe we're in the top 1% of podcasts? I didn't think that was the case. And then I looked over at the success percentage, the likelihood of finding success. It was only 5 to 10% likely that you would find success. And whatever that marker for success is, it doesn't mean necessarily being in the top 1%. Is being in the top 20% still success? I would say so. So we far exceeded that. And I realized that I had been blessed in many ways to go on this, like, hero's journey, and that I had a dream that lined up with it. And I won't beat people to death with the dream because I already did on timeline Cleanse. But more or less, it's just like I'm having this dream. I'm in the house where I started the podcast in the first place, where I belong all those years ago, and there is a dragon at my front door beckoning me to, like, this adventure, and. And I go outside to go and meet it, and it's flying through the air, weaving through the clouds, and that's pretty much the end of the dream. But it always stuck with me. And, you know, the symbolism of the dragon beckoning you to adventure is like the story of. Of the hero's journey. And, and what's beautiful about it is like, we were talking to Owen Benjamin, and Owen says how the fool is the hero. They're one in the same. Because it takes a fool to be a hero. If you knew what it entailed and what was coming your way, you probably would never go on this. So in the same way, like, Frodo would have never hit the road had he known what it really entailed by the end of the movie or the films he's so beaten down by. It is the same way that, like, you know, I started as a fool because so many people told me when I started my show, you know, I wasn't making any money on it, and I was barely making good math. I think I had a job that was paying me 13 an arrow. When I hour when I started that, that show so rightfully, so many people ridiculed me. They're like, what are you doing? You know, you're. You're living poorly, which I'VE done my entire life. And you're dedicating resources to something that's a pipe dream, you know, 5 to 10% likelihood of success. So, yeah, I was a fool. And, and, and now here we sit, you know, top 1%, and we have all these amazing things on the horizon. And, and I recognize that God has blessed me and that, that, that dragon calling me to adventure, I think, was this journey that I've been on. Now in regards to how do I start? Where do I start? Depends on what you're doing. But the most important thing in any of these pursuits is start. You have to start. You can experience a sort of paralysis by analysis scenario which many people fall victim to. It's like, I can't start yet until all of this is perfectly planned out. And I can yet until I have this thing and that thing, and I find that that's all, you know. If you were to ask me how I got to where I am, I would say that I started recording on my iPhone. That's it. And, you know, using voice memos. That's how I started with Where I Belong. And then slowly but surely, I got a mic and it was a one. And I got a camera and it was a one. You know what I mean? And it's like, I've done it badly all the way until I could do it well. And you could be one of those people that's like, I'm going to start, but I'm not starting until I get the best equipment and I get a studio and I have the best lineup and I got all the best guests and everything. And it's like, well, then you're likely never going to start. Or what's worse is you can invest all of this into something. Start and then find out that it's not what you want. I would recommend starting with the lowest buy in possible, just getting the wheels going. Do you even want to do this thing? You know, I mean, and it doesn't matter if people are receptive to it in the beginning. It doesn't matter if the quality is good. Does it satisfy that thing in you? Right. You're talking about getting a calling from God to use the gifts that he's given you of creativity and things of those natures or things of that nature. So it's like, try it and tell me if it satisfies the itch. Does it fill that void, that thing that's always calling to you? If it does, then do it badly until you do it well. But for the love of God, start and I say that to anybody I know. The market is oversaturated. 4.19 million podcasts. Let's say half of them are inactive. 2 million podcasts still. But just because the pool is dense, don't let it intimidate you. You can find your way through it. If. If it's what you're meant to do, then it is going to find its way. And. And I would say, yeah, at the end of the day, it's just about starting. You have to start. I think that God really does bless us in this way where we all have this opportunity to engage in our own hero's journey, which is the most meaningful thing I think, that we could do while we're here outside of, like, marriage and having children and even that is part of the journey. You know what I mean? So it's like the only thing that keeps you from engaging in that hero's journey. We all have the opportunity. It's fear. Fear of. Is this going to be well received? Fear of. You know, I don't know if it's going to be as good as I want it to be. I don't have the equipment. But what about this or what about that? It's like all of that will literally leave you stuck, and you'll never be on this path that God laid out for you, because in order to walk this path, you have to do it in the face of fear. It's like everything good lies on the other side of fear. So, yeah, I would say do it. Dude. I don't know how to tell you where to start. I don't really know what your. Your lane is right now. I don't think we've really covered that. But if it's painting, paint, if it's podcasting, start the show, whatever it is, go. Just go and keep going. And the ship will build itself as you move along. And if it really is what God wants you to do, then he's going to guide you and you'll figure it out.
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Yeah, I was going to tell a funny story too. My. Some of my friends in, like, the music world, they. They teach other people. And that would be one of the. The hurdles where they're like, the person's like, you know, I want to get a guitar, but I want to. I want to get this one, so I'm gonna wait and blah, blah. And they would like some cases up. They'd convince them to buy, like, nice stuff that they like, you don't need that right now. And they would. And then they quit, and then they'd be like, oh, you want to sell that? Like, that's like a $2,000 guitar. I'll just take that off your hands. I'll give you, like, you know, I'll cover some of your loss. And then, boom, they buy their. They buy their tailor or they'll buy some of their equipment that they never needed. I'm just like, oh, what a great scam. What a great scam. So don't do it. Get into it. Start whatever you could. Whatever you could afford. Whatever you need, Whatever you. Whatever you could get. Do it. Get. Get what you need and start. That's.
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B
Yeah, that's it. You know, there. There's channels that I've seen that.
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A
Yeah, it's. It's this guitar center's business model, basically.
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B
Yes. Yeah, there you go. Yeah, exactly. That's hilarious, actually. But that's. That's the idea, right? Is like, I've seen YouTube channels with. With millions of views, and it's. There's no rhyme or reason to even what they're doing. Like, one of my favorite ones was like, these kids ended up. They, you know, I guess they had some money, they put it together, and they ended up buying an abandoned tower that used to lead to a water slide, but the water slide had since been removed and the tower was left behind the staircase. And so they bought the staircase and they just climbed to the top of it and. And they would just record them dropping. So today we're gonna drop a watermelon off the fifth story of this tower. And it was so quality, but it's got millions of views. And it's like, you think about the amount of money that people dump into studios and equipment, and not everything has to be Joe Rogan level Productions. If you have a good product and you end up going that way, well, then that's great. But in the meantime, you could drop a melon off a rooftop and get a million views and. What are you doing? Just start. Did. Did master just ask for a tower?
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A
You could join our Patreon.
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B
We asked for a tower.
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A
So.
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B
Yeah, man, just. Just start.
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A
I'm going to read the last paragraph, and then I'm going to go pee because something's wrong with me. Okay. And finally, coincidentally, how gay and retarded is it that it would cost me almost 100 Canadian dollars a to order a shirt from you? Yeah. The idea that makes me want Canada to become. The idea of it makes me want Canada become the 51st state. Here we go. And I guess the story starts from here. Sorry about that. Yeah, it costs, like, $30 to send a shirt to Canada, and it's right there. It's cheaper to send it to the UK. It's like, I don't know, 12. I don't know what's wrong with Canada. I've been doing this for a long time. It is what it is. We do have a lot of people buying the shirts out there in Canada. And I'm sorry, I just don't. If I had a better way to get it to you, I would. But hopefully also, you don't become the 51st state, because we don't want your kind around us. And with that, I will go to the bathroom.
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B
Yes, Buckwheat, you can come here, but leave the rest of everything behind. All right, so let's get into this next paragraph. It says, he says, here we go. So in 2021, I think the Corporation of Canada decided to refund the peasants for their vehicle registration sticker renewals and send out checks in exchange for online registration. Good deal, slaves. Not for Buckwheat. I put common law into practice, wrote no contract, no consent in red on the envelope to return to. To return the dirty blood money back to the rightful owner. Off to the mailbox at the corner store. Excuse me. I'm able to pull up to the mailbox while staying inside my vehicle. The envelope goes in, and I look over to the store through my passenger window, and then it says, description of the electronic signs. Okay, interesting. At the convenience stores here, we have electronic signs that are mounted on the store windows displaying the current jackpots for two different lotteries in Canada. Yeah, we. We have a similar thing here in America. So if you go to any corner store or whatever, you'll see, like, the Lotto sign, and it'll have a ticker on it that shows you how much you know it's worth that day. Lotto max and Lotto649. 6 49. The signs each have three display slots for numbers. See, attached picture.
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A
Let me see.
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B
Do we have that? Yeah, you guys know how it is. I'm not even gonna pull these up. It's just a big sign says Lotto Max. And then it's got a red digital readout. 10 million. And the other one says Lotto 649, 52 million. So you guys know how it is. We have the. What we have in America, like, the Power bowl and. And whatever. The. There's, like, a state lottery, and then there's the Powerball, and then there's some other shit. So, yeah, it works. Very much the same way as ours. Okay. And he goes on to say, the signs each have three display slots for numbers. See attached picture. Oddly enough, our highest jackpot for either lotto has only ever been 80 million. Okay. There's no one around me when I look at the signs, so this was only meant for my eyes. Lotto Max on the left said 70, and Lotto649 on the right said 5. All of a sudden, both numbers on each side get wiped out and are replaced with 2, 2, 2 on each lottery. After three seconds, those numbers get wiped out and are replaced with 4, 4, 4 on each lottery. And three seconds later, they are replaced with 8, 8, 8 on each lottery. Look like this. Yeah. Lotto Max 222 and then 444 and then 888. Okay. The sign then went back to the original jackpot numbers. That's interesting. Top, you and I were driving.
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A
Fill me in here. What the hell is he talking about?
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B
So he's basically just saying, like that. The digital readout on the lotto numbers. If you scroll down, you'll see his pictures. He was the only person looking at them, and all of a sudden they changed. That's the gas station 1. If you keep scrolling down, you'll see.
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A
Holy shit, look at this K2 mark. Get the fuck out of here, man.
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B
What the fuck?
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A
Yeah, I love. I love seeing to another nice little serendipitous Easter egg.
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B
And that's. That's the readout he's talking about. So that digital readout all of a sudden went from like 70 and 5.
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A
To suddenly shit from other countries like this. Like. So you got a K2 mart. This. Their. Their gas station is called Esso. And it's like, like, like he's paying $157 for liters of gas, whatever that means.
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B
$100 for a shirt. Not that bad.
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A
Yeah, I guess it's a good price. No, it's like being in like some weird upside down Mandela effect. Well, I just. I like to see that. What they have. What is your Coca Cola look like?
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B
Is it like little variations? Little.
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A
Is it blue? Like, you got code blue. Coca Cola. What is it? I don't know, man. It's just something different.
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B
When we were driving to Boca, something happened where I looked down at my phone and it was 11:11. And I was like, oh, that's cool. And then we were driving for a while, and the very next time that I took note of was 1222. So, 1, 2, 2, 2, 2. Whatever. And then I look Over. And it's like we're like 33 minutes and, and 30 seconds into the podcast, you're getting 33 miles to the gallon. It's, it's 12, 22, 22. And like there was like a series, remember that? I was like, dude, what the is going on? It was to the point where like every, we were like, yo, that's weird. That's weird. And then I lift up my phone and I was like, that's weird. And like, everything was.
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A
30 popped up a lot during that trip. Like we went to Denny's and The bill was $33. And I was just like, this is weird.
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Yeah, dude. It was like following us everywhere to the point where it was like, you know, I had to stop and address it. And we were just left there being like, this is spooky. Yeah, Freemason car. Okay. So he says, keep in mind that if there was a fluke or a glitch with these signs, these numbers could have been any random numbers. Numbers such as 356 or 241 or whatever. But why these numbers specifically? Yeah, that gets weird. Because, you know, numerology has their explanations, right? As far as like the Pythagorean sort of numerology, like the one that Pythagoras coined and popularized, which is I guess the same one that these kind of like homosexuals over at the GG33 thing use the fucking, what's that guy's name? The, the Jew? Gary. Yeah, so, so they use something that is like pretty close to the way that Pythagoras would have described the meaning of numbers. But then you have this subsect of, of three digit repeating numbers, like a 444 or 555, whatever, and they're called angel numbers. And even when it said angel numbers, it sounds so gay that I, I, it pains me to even look at it. Like, what is angel numbers, baby? You know? There you go. Def. Not late. Says angel number 44 or 444 is a significant sequence in numerology, often represented as a message from the universe or guardian angels. It's believed to signify protection, encouragement, and a reminder that you are on the right path. And that's a lot of the information that I get. But I'm like, is that rooted in, like, I would be interested in knowing what Pythagoras thinks of those numbers because as far as, like the father of modern day mathematics, you know, it's like, I, I would be. And he also believed that this, this, this Realm that we inhabit was made up of all these numbers. And that numbers were somehow a message from, you know, I guess the creator of the realm. And so I would be interested in knowing what he thinks on those numbers because I just think that they get co opted. It's like when somebody goes like, this crystal is good for that. This is my yoni egg, you know, and it's like, I'm sure there are significance or you know, there's, there's significance to crystals, but I don't trust the chick with the dreadlocks in the armpit hair. So when I hear fucking angel numbers, I'm like, what a, what a unfortunate terminology to describe these things because it just feels so feminine and I don't trust women. So. Yeah, it's just, it's not, it's. I don't know what it is. I would like to know what Pythagoras thinks about it, but you know, for now we just get Google's search results on fucking angel numbers. You know, it's the same way, like everybody has a slightly different take on like astrology. And I do think that there's like real information in astrology, but it's been obfuscated and it's been, it's been like just watered down and gay. Now that I'm like, this can't be it. They're like, you're gonna find your. There's a handsome man who's thinking of you. You know what I mean? It's like, you're a cancer. You're gonna find a handsome. It's all about, basically, it's all got a bent for women. It's all about love and like that. I'm like, no, I don't like that. Very gay.
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A
Yeah. All right. So he goes on to say, you need to put your snow. I don't need to do anything, buckwheat. But he says, put yourself in my shoes and think of how you would deconstruct this if it happened to you. I don't subscribe to numerology, maybe because of my lack of knowledge, but I did look them up and I'm just a skeptic with it all. It said 888 is translated to Jesus. Not sure if numerology is associated with evil because I believe that God works in word rather than symbols. It seems as though to me that everything satanic derives from symbolism or objects and idols. I think we talk about it on the show, but again, we could be wrong. I think that numerology is just a tool that is Used by evil people often. Sometimes. Most times, yeah. But it's. It's also like a true thing. It's a tool that. That is just part of. Part and parcel to this existence. I don't. Are we. We probably shouldn't like, delve too deep into it and use it for, you know, like, to figure out what we're doing? I don't think we're supposed to do that. We're supposed to trust in God, but it is there.
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B
Yeah.
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A
And if you see it and you kind of ignore it, it's like, all right, well, I saw that. Like, I, I think, you know, we're. We're partially aware of it. Right. I'm not trying to go too deep into looking at everything because then I'll end up gay and Jewish with, you know, But I mean, he is in charge of some pretty cool podcasts, like Fresh and Fit. But I still. That's not my bag. It's not my bag.
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B
Well, look, Pork Lamp says there is a book called Numbers in the Bible. And, and to that point, it's like, clearly there's a num. There's a significance to like the number seven, right. Because it makes multiple repetitions throughout the Bible. There's. There's a lot of things. 40 also makes a lot of repetitions throughout the. The Bible. So I mean, I recognize that there, there is some sort of significance. There's a pattern going on there. But I think just, it's like the fallibility of man where if you did find out that like the Father God created this universe that we inhabit, but he used certain tools and elements to create as someone does, and if you could tap into that, you could sort of manipulate this realm to like, maybe be in your favor more often than not. Well, that would really quickly become a temptation and absolute power corrupts absolutely. So it's like, you know, what is Gary the numbers guy doing with numerology? He is just prolifically sports betting. You know what I mean? He's just gambling, like non stop gambling. That's what the dude does that and he just freaks out and screams in all caps on the Internet. He's also people. Yeah, he's like kind of creating this fan base of, of young, black disenfranchised kids like that are not, you know, doing well. And they look to this guy because he speaks with ebonics even though he's a fat Jew. And. And then he shows him like a quick magic trick because black kids love street magic. And then next thing you know, he's got like this Whole G of. I didn't mean to use gang. He's got this whole group of black kids that's a lot of like, what his. So it's like, I don't see this as. He's very. Seems very manipulative and. And money driven. That's his whole thing. Money driven. Money driven. Give me the money. Money. Because, so, you know, I. I could see that as being like, okay, it's a. It's a real thing. What are you going to do with it? Maybe you shouldn't know about this because you're an idiot and you know that that might be as simple as it is.
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A
Yeah, I just like, again, I. You. We could do like, deep dives into what all this stuff means. And I like, I'm peripherally, peripherally aware of some like, the 444 thing. I'm aware of that. That angel number being like, on the right path. Something that I've looked up because I've. I've noticed throughout my life the number four pop up a lot is my. My baseball number. I picked that for a certain reason, but I think it's because I'm like an orderly person and, and that being the number for saying that things are on track kind of makes sense to me. Like, when I see it, I'm like, ah, that seems like complete to me. I might be going in the right direction. I don't make my decisions off of the number four, but I do notice it and I like, oh, okay, interesting.
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B
Yeah.
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A
And then we'll do some science and see if that adds up later. But I have to make logical decisions. I'm not gonna just look at a number and do that. So. All right, he says, anyway, drove off from the store and headed down the street, knowing full well I had nothing to do with this. But for shits and gigs, I turned my vehicle around and went back to the store to buy a lottery ticket. I asked the lady at the counter if five minutes earlier she was messing around with the sign or if there was any sort of issue, and she said, no, not at all. I told her what I saw with the sign and she couldn't believe it. Okay. So then he goes, P.S. congratulations on your work and podcast at this time next year. Huge success. What does that mean? Congratulations on your work and podcasts at this time next year. I guess he's assuming we'll read it next year. And he's right. Huge success. I look forward to your interview with Wes Huff. I don't know if that's going to happen.
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B
We do Too, but I don't know that that's going to happen. Yeah.
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A
Yeah. I hope Ed is there for the discussion. That would be great. You can chop up this email and use whatever parts you want. And he rambles a little, too. He did ramble a lot. Thank you, Mr. Buckwheat. And he also mentions that the K2 mart, that picture was just something that he saw. He took a picture of, apparently, that's floating around in Canada. We should probably glass Canada just to be. Just to be safe. Nuke it. Take it out. No, thank you. Thank you to everybody who is, you know, top lobster fans and NDS fans from Canada. Not necessarily Puerto Rico. Right. But Canada's cool. But we can do without those guys.
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B
I mean, it is an interesting question, Buck. I know he said you could. I know I tend to ramble a little. You can use whatever parts you want. But it really does bring up, like, a really interesting question. And like, I said that whole, you know, sort of 33 thing or these repeated numbers, 333, yada, yada, yada. It. It does happen. And I kind of also interpret it that way where I just. I've looked at synchronicities as an indicator that I'm at least on the. Because my overwhelming prayer is to be in alignment with God's will. If God wants me to do this thing, then I'm going to do this thing. If he doesn't, then I pray that he, you know, detaches me from it and puts me on the correct path. And then I kind of look at these, like, synchronistic moments as an indicator that I like. It's. It's vindication. Like, okay, I'm going the right way. I don't know why I do that, but that's. That's where my mind goes when I see those things that I don't start disseminating or like. Or digging into, like, what does it mean? What is it? What is the, you know, historical connotations of 444? Like, I don't do that, but I do feel it. I take it as like a vindicator. Like, yeah, you're going the right way. You're doing the right thing, the thing that you're doing today. And I noticed that a lot it happens when you and I are on the road going somewhere. Yep, That's. That's when I notice it happening a lot. Like, the numbers. The repeating number thing happens a lot when you and I are headed somewhere. And we're always. If we're headed somewhere, it's like we're heading to do a show or something like that. So, you know, that. That's. That. That's how I interpret it, but I don't know if it's meant to be that way.
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A
So we're. I mean, we've done. We've given them. We've given them their pound of flesh, but we do have. We have another one if you want to read. It seems a little long. I don't know when you have to go. You said you have a little bit after one.
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B
Yeah, I have to go drop my wife off at work.
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A
But.
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B
But I think what we should do is double down, maybe. Maybe even triple down this week. So it'll be great for the Patreon enjoyers, but, you know, for the general audience, it'll release over time. But I don't have time for another one today. But I do think we could do something later on this week. We could do another, maybe two more just to backlog some of our content so that we're in a good place.
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A
Okay. Yeah, Good idea. I would like to address the chat for a second. Not Nice Guy says no one are fans of Top Lobster. They're either Raven Tower Gang or NDS fans. You yourself have no fans. And then what does he say? Zoom 2 says, that wasn't nice. Not Night Guy. Not Nice Guy says. You don't say Not Nice Guy.
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B
That's not nice.
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A
I'd like to think that. Here's the thing. It's weird. I don't want to have fans myself. Like, if you're a fan of me, it's weird. But then I am Top Lobster. That's the name that I go by. If you're a fan of Top Lobs. The, like, the, like, whatever. Like the art and stuff that I make, the shirts. That's cool. If you're a fan of me. It is weird. So I don't. Yeah, I don't know where to put that.
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B
Amen. Red says we're doing what we're supposed to do. Goes on Elijah's show to say, he comes real fast. That was a banger. I thought that was very funny, that moment. So, you know, I guess that's what I'm supposed to do. Yeah.
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A
I was just doing my job.
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B
Yeah. Yeah. All the way to Elijah's show. There's all these indicators that. That were on the right path. And then I go there and I go. I come real fast.
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A
All right. What if UFOs. What if UFOs were at Auschwitz? It's like, this is not what we're supposed to do.
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B
That was very funny, though. I had a really good time doing that. Yeah. I don't know. I don't also. I also don't want fans necessarily. I would like for people to. I'd like to get by on the merits of my work that if you enjoy what I do. Being a fan of the content is different than being a fan of me. I couldn't imagine anybody being a fan of me because I'm literally like a, you know, functionally retarded, previously homeless, like, unachieved, haven't achieved anything. You know what I mean? Like, it's. It's a weird thing to say. Fit. If you like the rhetoric, you like the stories, you like the analysis, you like the information, that's cool. But I don't.
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A
The.
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B
The fan thing is like, what would you be a fan of? I'm literally eating cold hot dogs out of a package, you know, before a show starts. Like, what are you a fan of? Oh, look. And I love the way it froze on my face.
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A
Look. Retarded.
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B
Fucking stupid fucking piece of shit. So. So, yeah, I don't. I don't know. Fan's a weird word. And I've always said, too, like, with nds, it's like, we're not the disseminators of information. We're more like class clowns. So we're in a classroom with everybody. We're the loudest ones asking the teachers the questions and making people laugh, but we're also in the chair with everybody else. So the cheat. The teachers are like, ed Mabry comes by and he does a thing, or, you know, whatever, Whatever. But. But as far as we go, like, yeah, we're more like classmates. Yeah.
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A
Yeah, I'd say so. I mean, there is a big difference between me and you guys. Like, I don't respect you guys at all, but I don't know if that's more reflection of me or you. So there's that.
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B
Right, Right.
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A
But there's a difference. I'm better than you is what I'm saying.
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B
There you go. That nice guy says, Top is my hero, therefore he's gay or CIA. I would love to get to some place real big and have, like. If I was dying and, like, you know, prematurely, and Top was there and he ran up and he grabbed my hand as I passed away, and then as I faded, he goes, I've been a fed this entire time. And then pulls out, like, his badge. I'd be like, oh, that would be really cool.
- [108:24]
A
I can't Believe it. Oh, man. Yes. We're at that point. Like, we were at the point with Tower gang where they're like, are you a fed? Are you a Feder? And it's like, at some point, we're like, we might all be feds, and it honestly doesn't matter. Just don't follow me into the capital. It does make it cooler. I mean, I have government funding. Why not? We're gonna do some cool stuff. Stay tuned, people. And until then, do we have any.
- [108:45]
B
Announcements before we go? Are we gonna fucking tell them what to do? I don't think so. Yeah, I'm just asking.
- [108:50]
A
Be there. 8:00 tonight. Ollie Demigard. I have to make that. I have to make all that. Yeah. Dangerous retards. Holster.
- [108:57]
B
Don't forget your holster.
- [108:59]
A
Don't forget your holster. Don't forget your gun. Put your gun on your. On your hip. Don't shoot yourself. And what else are we. We have a packed week, so if you're a Patreon fan. Wow, that's so. Hold on. Sorry. It's disrespectful. If you're a Patreon fan, you're gonna want to join because we have, like, I don't know, a number of shows pulled up ready to go this week, and we're thinking about taking a hiatus for a little while as far as, like. Yeah, it's like posting. Hiatus from posting regular content just to organize stuff. But the live. The shows will keep going live for the patrons. It's just we have to, like, get our ducks enrolled because we're like, we had so many shows come, and then the last two days we haven't uploaded because it's just been, like, chaos and confusion. Yeah. So we're gonna take a little bit of, like, maybe a couple of days. So if you like the show and you can't do without us, can't live without us, you can join the Patreon and see what we're doing. If not, just wait for a little bit and we'll be back doing some.
- [110:01]
B
We back, baby.
- [110:03]
A
Yeah, we got a lot coming. I mean, we've been like, really? Do you want to even talk about it a little bit or should we?
- [110:10]
B
What? As far as our plans go, we.
- [110:12]
A
Have, like, really big plans.
- [110:14]
B
Way bigger than we should have. We have no business. It's Top does sleep in just a T shirt. Correct. But. But the. The plans that we have, it's. If it's very much the same way that we go, we have no business pulling off Bohemian Grove. We know that and then we go, what else can we do that we have no business doing? Eamon Rest's TLC got too popular too fast. Raven, obviously a fed. I don't understand the popularity of that show. I think it's just by virtue of being there constantly. It's just a constant stream of. It becomes background noise for people. Like the old people that put on Fox News in the background. It's the same thing. It's like young people putting on TLC in the background.
- [110:50]
A
All right, so.
- [110:50]
B
Oh, man.
- [110:52]
A
Yes.
- [110:52]
B
And also a plant.
- [110:54]
A
So with my. With my fed capabilities, I've. I'm convincing some people to move closer to me to where I'm at, where the. The location, pretty fairly close to where the last Bohemian Grove was. And we want to do an IRL studio for. Specifically for the show that we're going to be launching. Dangerous. Real Talk, Real Dudes. That's going to be launching in February. So just about two weeks. February 1st is our launch date or possibly, I don't know, whenever that day really lands on. We want to do a studio. And there's a town by me that is slightly underdeveloped, but is. It is like a small town. It has the makings of a small town of, like a little city. And my goal, our goal is I'd love to go there, get a space there, and bring some sort of culture to this town. That's not culture. Yeah, retard culture. Not like this. This fake hipster where they come in with their art galleries and they do pretentious stuff that really no one's looking at. Because if you're. If you're an artist, you're doing paintings, if you're any good, if you're worth your soul, you're not going to be in a small town, but.
- [112:09]
B
Right.
- [112:09]
A
I think a thing like this can exist in a small town. That's the beauty of the Internet. Right? Like, we could. We can exist in just about anywhere and kind of put this place on the map, open up our own venue to do live things there. There'll be restaurants. There's things to do.
- [112:28]
B
So in other words, we're. We're literally trying to take over a small town. And that's. I think ultimately that's the goal. Right.
- [112:39]
A
Don't you love that? But like, we started like a year ago, like last year. We're like, what are our go. Like, I'd like to talk to Tony Merkel. And then we did that immediate. And we're like, well, what next? We're like, let's get on tinfoil hat. And we're like, we did that. Okay. And like, what next was like, well, let's do a live event. And we're like, we did that. It was too easy. What next?
- [112:59]
B
We took over a whole town, dude.
- [113:02]
A
What if we stole the Declaration of Independence?
- [113:08]
B
Oh, my God, bro. Yeah. Yeah, that's. That's. I mean, look. So we're too retarded to stop. We haven't been stopped yet. Yeah, there we go. I was gonna say it's like Disneyland for retards, but Disneyland is already for retards. Yeah, but like dangerous retards, not like the unsavory flavor of retards. And so, yeah, we're. We're going to try to. We know a guy who's invested heavily in this town, and we think we can convince him to invest in us. Because what do you want when you buy up a tremendous amount of a small town? We want that town to then, like, become successful. To become a hub. With what culture?
- [113:43]
A
Yeah, that's a good question. Like, what kind of culture are we bringing? Racist cult. It's not really racist culture. I think what. What it. What it is is, like, it's just like, brave culture. It's Florida shit, you know? But, yeah, with the. With a Christian bent, right? So, like, we're here. We're going to be doing what we're doing, and we're talking about this place every time. Like, I don't know. Think about it, guys. Like, I want you guys to really tell me if this is a bad idea, because I've been telling David, and David's like, yeah, but I don't. I don't know.
- [114:10]
B
Well, think about it. Every time we do that and we hit a. We have a stupid idea, we're enthusiastic about it, and then we pull off a thing, right? This is. Hey, guess what, dude? Likely that the success percentage of taking over a small town, probably 5 to 10% likelihood of success.
- [114:26]
A
You already did it. Yeah. Like, so.
- [114:28]
B
I mean, it doesn't matter what these people think. They're terrible people. Anyway, I think we could do it. I think we. We and I. And look, only it's a fool's errand to try. It's a fool's errand, sir, to try to take over an entire town. But it just so happens that. Or maybe it's not a fool's errand. Maybe it's a retards errand, right? So I. I think we're gonna do it no matter what. And I'm very excited. And also, Jake, B bases get David out of the hood before they kill him. Right? And that's. That's also necessary.
- [114:58]
A
We've got to move. Listen, I'm not trying to take over the town. I'm just trying to. I like to build around the people around me. So Emily says it's a terrible idea, which means we should definitely do it.
- [115:08]
B
Which means she's. She gets. She's like, yeah, do it. Do it. Yes, that means.
- [115:12]
A
But I think I like to build. I like to build with the people around me. That's what like Tower Gang was still is. That's what this show is. It's about like. Like community. So if we're in this community and there's an opening, we can get in and maybe build it. I don't know. I think it would be really cool. Something.
- [115:29]
B
I think so. I think we're gonna take a crack at it no matter what. Did you text that guy yet?
- [115:33]
A
Not yet.
- [115:34]
B
Text that motherfucker. I'm excited. Text him. Look, we gotta go, guys. I gotta go take my wife to work and all that good stuff. Let us know if you enjoy the idea and if you're a real dangerous retard, maybe you move out to this town and you could be the sheriff.
- [115:49]
A
Don't do that.
- [115:49]
B
That don't need a sheriff.
- [115:51]
A
Come visit. I'm just joking.
- [115:54]
B
All right, guys. I. I think that's it though. That's. Is that all we got, Top?
- [115:58]
A
Yeah, man. Don't forget to obey. Submit. Comply. See you later. Peace out. The greatest hypnotist on planet earth is a oblong box in the corner of the room. It is constantly telling us what to believe is real. You can persuade it that what they see with their eyes is what there is to see to go. Because they'll lack in the face of an explanation that portrays the bigger picture of what's happening. And they have.