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Neuro Fucked
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The Neuro Fucked Podcast is an original series produced by creators on the autism spectrum, spotlighting neurodivergent voices across film, television, music, comedy, and digital media.
Each episode features in-depth conversations with actors, comedians, musicians, and leading experts in clinical psychology, exploring how autism, anxiety, OCD, ADHD, and related conditions shape creativity, ambition, and performance. The series blends candid storytelling with humor and insight, offering audiences both emotional resonance and practical perspective.
At its core, the show reframes diagnosis as dimension, highlighting artists who have built meaningful careers in the arts while navigating neurodivergence. As the audience grows, the podcast aims to become a trusted cultural platform that reduces stigma, expands representation, and creates community for listeners who rarely see their experiences reflected on screen.
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Passion Over Hype: Building Art, Community, And Resilience
Mar 2501:03:14Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailWhat if the movies that raised you could power the stories you make now? We sit down with writer, director, and concept artist Richie Axel to trace his path from a family of Mexican artists to LA’s creative grind, and why 90s teen-versus-monster energy still punches through for Gen Z. Richie opens up about learning the business the hard way—moving from concept art to scripts and pitches, building a proof-of-concept for a sci-fi animated series, and deciding when to keep a project close or sell the rights so it can scale.We get into the craft: the magic of practical effects, where prosthetics carry weight and shadow that CGI can’t fake; the influence of Tarantino, Robert Rodriguez, Spielberg, and Guillermo del Toro; and the “all-in” auteur spirit of Miyazaki. Richie shares the tools that matter—Photoshop, Clip Studio, Procreate—and the rooms that matter more: conventions, screenings, and those small talks that turn into real work. He’s candid about protecting IP, working without a rep, and leaning on mentors and entertainment attorneys to avoid the classic traps.Mental health and neurodiversity thread through the conversation. We talk about rebuilding social toolkits, dropping the status theater that drains creatives, and anchoring the day with routines and faith. Passion is the tell—audiences and collaborators can feel when you still love the thing, and that energy travels. Richie spotlights his 1700s vampire novel, The Ancient Chronicles, now headed for the screen, and the short film he’s crafting from a raw chapter of his own life—job loss, anxiety, and the hope that dials back in.If you crave practical career advice, story design insights, and a reminder that authenticity beats hype, this one’s for you. Tap play, share it with a creative friend, and tell us: which film era delivers the best escapism—and why? And if our show brings you value, visit neurofuckedpodcast.com/donate to keep the mics on and the crew fed. Subscribe, rate, and leave a review to help more neurodivergent creatives find us.
Transcribe →Batman, Trauma, And Turning Pain Into Purpose
Mar 1801:02:37Tap to summarizeSend a textA comic book panel can change a life. When Havon first read Batman’s vow to confront injustice, it echoed the promise he made to himself after childhood trauma: turn pain into protection. That moment of recognition shaped everything—from the move from Atlantic City’s “Gotham” energy to Los Angeles, to the choice to act, write, and build community as a neurodivergent creative.We get candid about the lies that linger—like “too ugly for the camera”—and how a single teacher’s note can crack them open. Vaughn shares how a scene-study critique snowballed into real opportunities, why feedback lands differently when identity is grounded, and what it takes to keep moving when fear says stop. We also pull back the curtain on autistic and ADHD time: writing “wake,” “SST,” and meals into a daily plan; preventing burnout in chaotic workplaces; and asking for the one thing that fixes most misfires—clear deliverables with “what by when.”The heart of this conversation beats in sound. Lyrics may blur, but one melodic phrase can steady a nervous system. We talk sensory triggers (styrofoam, sharpies), ocean nights as therapy, and the way scores and chillhop become intentional tools, not background noise. Havon's upcoming short, The Sounds South of Heaven, tells an undiagnosed child’s world through sound design and silence, pairing a tense, No Country for Old Men mood with a deeply personal audio point of view.Relationships get the same honest treatment: people-pleasing, boundary setting, and the pain of exits without explanations. We trade scripts for repair, and we permission the let-go when closure never arrives. Through it all, Vaughn’s mother’s steady attention—spotting patterns, honoring rituals, speaking film—shows how parental attunement can literally save a life.If you’re navigating creativity with a neurodivergent brain, or love someone who is, this story offers practical scaffolds, vivid artistry, and the reminder that resilience often starts with one note you decide to follow. If it moved you, subscribe, share with a friend, and leave a review so others can find the show.
Transcribe →Under The Lights, Beyond The Stigma
Mar 1100:45:42Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailWhat if the most useful thing you create isn’t built for gatekeepers, but for the people who need it most? We sit down with filmmaker and advocate Miles to trace how a DIY obsession with iMovie grew into Under the Lights, a short that sparked a community and a feature with a powerhouse cast. Along the way, we pull apart the myths around epilepsy, talk about the loneliness of invisible disability, and explore why the toughest part isn’t the seizures but the stigma. Miles’s message is simple and strong: stop putting your goals in someone else’s hands and make work that serves.We dig into the messy, unglamorous craft of indie filmmaking—fundraising, pitching, finishing when burnout bites—and the mindset shift that makes it possible. Shorts don’t prepare you for features, so you have to let the story evolve, release your attachment to the original, and build a team that can pivot when chaos hits. Miles shares how a teacher’s offhand comment lit a years-long fire, why honest pages from your private journal create the best roles for actors, and how a film becomes a verb when it’s made for a community rather than a laurels list.There’s humor, too, and a clear-eyed take on identity. We talk about dating, labels, and the choice to be “passing” versus visible. A TED Talk with the eyebrow-raising title Why You Should Give Up on Your Dreams turns out to be a blueprint for redefining success: be useful, be brave, and measure outcomes in impact, not press. If you’re a creator, advocate, or curious listener, you’ll walk away with practical insights on turning lived experience into art, navigating festivals without losing your soul, and treating your film as a service that keeps giving long after the credits roll.If this conversation moved you, tap follow, share it with a friend, and leave a quick review so more people can find it. Your support helps us keep building this community and bringing you stories that matter.
Transcribe →From Stigma To Support: Dr. Mercedes Okosi On Trauma, Culture, And Neurodivergence
Mar 401:15:16Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailWhat if “it’s just anxiety” isn’t the full story? We sit down with Dr. Mercedes Okosi, a New York clinical psychologist, to unpack why autism is so often missed, how anxiety can mask deeper needs, and what truly supportive care looks like when culture, cost, and stigma are all in the mix. This is a practical, human conversation about getting past labels to build lives that actually work.Dr. Okosi traces her path from early curiosity to a decade treating trauma, PTSD, depression, and anxiety. She explains how 2020 forced many people to confront what distraction once hid, and why non-specialist training and overlapping symptoms contribute to late autism diagnoses. We dive into the difference between everyday traits and clinical thresholds—focusing on impairment, compensation, and the real toll of masking. Along the way, we question media stereotypes that flatten neurodivergent lives into extremes or cute edits, and we talk about that “trapped emotions” feeling that rarely gets airtime.Culture and access run through everything. Working with immigrant families and first-generation adults, Dr. Okosi shows how cultural humility—starting with shared goals like better regulation or fewer blowups—builds trust and results long before a label lands. When medication comes up, she frames it as one tool among many, paired with clear timelines and ethical psychiatric consults. We also get tactical about social scripts, friendship, and parties: when to skill up, when to unmask, and how boundaries and assertive communication turn difference into direction.We close with self-diagnosis and next steps. Testing is expensive, waitlists are long, and curiosity is valid. Dr. Okosi suggests clarifying what a diagnosis will do for you—community, language, accommodations, treatment options—and seeking evaluation when possible to rule out lookalikes like auditory processing or learning issues. You are yourself before and after any label; accurate understanding is what unlocks growth. If you’re navigating autism, anxiety, trauma, or cultural stigma, this conversation offers language, tools, and a kinder path forward.If this resonated, follow the show, share it with a friend who needs it, and leave a review so more people can find these stories.
Transcribe →From Tourette’s And Autism To Agency And Art
Feb 2500:44:40Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailWhat does it take to turn a nervous system on high alert into a life you actually want? We sit down as a team and go deep with Jaxon—diagnosed with Asperger’s and Tourette’s at seven—on the years when every sound felt like a siren, school felt like a verdict, and a ten-year-old asked to tap out. This isn’t trauma for shock value. It’s the blueprint for how structure, flow, and the right kind of support can turn relentless discomfort into clarity, competence, and pride.Jaxon opens up about sensory overload, rage cycles, and the moment music quieted his tics. We unpack the difference between compassion and coddling, the teachers who swapped worksheets for documentaries, and why outcome-focused flexibility unlocks real performance. He shares the simple system that changed everything—planning only seven days at a time—and how short horizons reduce anxiety while boosting follow-through for ADHD and autistic brains.We get honest about dating and disclosure: when to speak, when to pace, and how masking can be a tool without becoming a prison. We also reframe self-talk using a late-night diner story as a mirror for the cruel loops many of us run internally—then show how humor and boundaries can turn shame into agency. Along the way, we talk community, burnout, creative focus, and the slow work of rebuilding self-image after years of being misread.If you’re autistic, ADHD, Tourette’s, or simply wired a bit differently, you’ll find practical tactics and a lot of heart: flow over force, structure over shame, outcomes over uniformity. Stick around to the end for how to support the show and help us grow this into a live-streamed, community-powered space. If this resonated, subscribe, share it with someone who needs it, and leave a review to help others find the conversation. Your story belongs here, too.
Transcribe →Lore & Legend: Rockerline Alfred Coleman Talks Cryptids, Games, Working for Smosh & The Art of Starting Over
May 23, 202501:25:02Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailWhat happens when your brain won't stop creating? For Rockerline Alfred Coleman - editor at Smosh, card game creator, and self-described project starter - the answer is simple: you learn to embrace the beautiful chaos.In this captivating conversation, Rockerline reveals the journey from hiding his unique first name as a child to proudly embodying it as part of his creative identity. With refreshing candor, he shares the winding path that led him from ambitious film student to established YouTube editor, including walking uninvited into production studios, working multiple jobs while pursuing his dreams, and finally landing at Smosh. But achieving that dream job was just the beginning.Rockerline's story illuminates the particular challenges and gifts of the creative mind. We explore how excess energy manifests through stimming behaviors and how creative projects can provide healthy outlets for expression. He offers invaluable insight into developing discipline to complete projects while maintaining the freedom to experiment across different creative domains. From card games to hot sauce, Rockerline demonstrates how pursuing unexpected passions can be the key to genuine fulfillment.Perhaps most powerful is Rockerline's advice to "get into a business that you have no business being in" - an approach that has repeatedly led him to discover new facets of his creativity. This conversation isn't just about one person's creative journey; it's about giving yourself permission to explore widely, fail occasionally, and find the unique combination of projects that truly fill your cup. Whether you're neurodivergent or simply searching for creative fulfillment, Rockerline's perspective will inspire you to embrace curiosity and follow your creative instincts, wherever they may lead.
Transcribe →Galen Howard Breaks Character: Living & Thriving with Autism
May 9, 202501:09:25Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailIn this episode of the NF Podcast, we sit down with actor Galen Howard (known for roles in The Book of Boba Fett, and Brooklyn Nine-Nine) for an honest and deeply personal conversation about life on the autism spectrum.What if the secret to thriving as a neurodivergent person isn't about changing yourself, but finding environments that embrace who you already are? Actor Galen Howard takes us on a deeply personal journey through his late-in-life autism diagnosis and how he found his sanctuary in the structured world of acting.Galen's story begins with childhood confusion—labeled with vague terms like "non-verbal learning disability" and "pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified"—essentially what he calls "a big shrug" from medical professionals. Only as an adult did he discover these diagnoses fell under what's now recognized as atypical autism. This revelation frames our conversation about navigating a world that often misunderstands neurodivergent minds.The podcast explores the surprising safety Galen found in acting, where the clear structures of scripts, sets, and stage directions created an environment where his creativity could flourish without the anxiety of unwritten social rules. "It's not about finding a way to fit in," he shares. "It's finding an environment that fits you." This perspective offers a transformative lens for anyone who's ever felt out of place.We dive deep into practical strategies for managing sensory overload on busy film sets, the function of those "vocal additives" like "um" and "you know" that pepper neurodivergent speech, and how medication at its best creates space between physical anxiety responses and emotional spiraling. Galen also unpacks his breakthrough role in an independent horror film where he channeled his lived experience of feeling isolated into a character searching for belonging.For anyone feeling behind or struggling to find their place, Galen's parting wisdom resonates powerfully: there's no deadline for discovering your path. Understanding your neurodivergent needs takes time—and that's okay. What environments help you thrive? Where do your unique perspectives become strengths rather than challenges? Join us for this conversation that will leave you rethinking what success and belonging truly mean for neurodivergent minds.
Transcribe →Ahmed Al-Kadri on Standup, Burnout, and ADHD: The Comedy Grind Unfiltered
Apr 10, 202501:04:23Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailIn this episode, we sit down with comedian, content creator, and former accountant Ahmed Al-Kadri to talk about the highs and lows of the comedy grind. From life on the road to balancing standup with content creation, Ahmed opens up about dealing with burnout, managing ADHD, and staying inspired in a world that never slows down.We dive into:The reality of touring as a standup comicThe pressure and joy of content creationHow burnout shows up—and how he works through itLiving with ADHD as a creativeWhy he still loves comedy, even when it gets tough
Transcribe →Alexis Miranda Talks Stand-Up, Music & Embracing Your Weirdness
Mar 29, 202501:24:30Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailIn Episode 2 of the NF Podcast, we sit down with the hilarious and multi-talented Alexis Miranda—comedian, music artist, and storyteller extraordinaire. Get ready for a wild ride as we talk about the arts, embracing your inner weirdo, and some of the craziest stories from Alexis’s journey. As well as some insight into Jaxon's background, the educational system, and building a career in the arts.But it’s not all chaos—Alexis also shares how meditation and relaxation help balance the madness of life. From laugh-out-loud moments to deep insights on creativity and mindfulness, this episode has it all!
Transcribe →Hollywood & Neurodiversity: Brooklynn & Courtney Prince on ADHD in Film
Mar 16, 202501:07:17Tap to summarizeSend us Fan MailIn this episode of The NF Podcast, we sit down with actress Brooklynn Prince (The Florida Project, Cocaine Bear) and her mom Courtney Prince to talk about what it’s like navigating the film industry as a neurodivergent actress. Brooklynn shares her personal experiences with ADHD, how it affects her work on set, and the unique challenges and strengths that come with being neurodivergent in Hollywood.
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