
Brea and Mallory go through their old secret book journals!
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Bray Graham
Hey there, Glassers. We are so thrilled to be dropping this bonus episode into your feed. And sure, it's not the whole thing, but it's part of it, and it gives you a little taste of what it is like to be a member of Maximum Fun. It's the drive this week. We are very excited to be doing all sorts of fun stuff for you, and we talk about it a little bit in the show. But mostly this is just a bonus episode where Mallory and I go through
our old journals, our old book journals,
which Mallory swore she would never do. So we are excited to share a little bit of this with you. And if you want to hear more of it, go to maximumfun.org join to
get the full thing.
Mallory Omera
You're listening to Reading Glasses, a show about book culture and literary life designed to help you read better. I'm author and book devourer Mallory Omera.
Bray Graham
And I'm Bray Graham, filmmaker and e reader.
This episode, it's our bonus episode for
the 2026 Maximum Fun Draw.
We've passed through the portal.
We're in the midst of. Of the drive. Here we are. We're in the Max Fun Drive danger zone. That. I don't know, except it's a.
Mallory Omera
It's a book podcast. It's really not that dangerous.
Bray Graham
No, it's actually like the. The corners are all, like, covered in, like, a nice foam, and, like, we're soft, and the plugs have been, you know. Yeah, we're. We're all. We're. We're very safe here. But we're doing something that we, or Mallory at least swore we would never do. We're going to take out our old book journals and go through them on the show.
Mallory Omera
Pretty wild.
Bray Graham
Mallory actually has told me that if something ever happens to her, I'm to go to her house and throw her computer into the ocean and burn all her book journals.
Mallory Omera
Yeah, I want you to burn these.
Bray Graham
This is good.
Mallory Omera
We're doing this episode so you can see what they look like.
Bray Graham
Okay, I got them. There's so many here. I only have this one that I could find, but wow, there's so many. How do you want to begin this?
Mallory Omera
Well, first off, we want to thank the listener.
Bray Graham
Yes. You.
Mallory Omera
Right now.
Bray Graham
You.
Mallory Omera
Thank you for being a Max Fund member. It really means the world to us that you're here. We really appreciate you. You're the reason why we're able to do this. And if you want to send us emails about book journals, you can send them toreading glasses podcastmail.com. if you want a list of all the books on the show that we talk about delivered to your inbox every month? You can sign up for our newsletter. There's a link in the show notes. All right, Bria, so when did you. When was the first time you started tracking your reading?
Bray Graham
When did we start doing this podcast?
Mallory Omera
2017.
Bray Graham
I think 2017 is when I started. Wow. So we were. We would. Because that time it was like, oh,
no, that's not true.
I had good reads before that, and then I quit doing Goodreads for many years, and then we started doing this podcast, and I was like, ooh, I gotta remember what I'm reading. And so I started tracking it then. And I cannot find the. I can't find the journal from them. I don't. I know it's like a small blue one, and I don't know where it went. I may have thrown it away. I don't know. I do. I throw shit out. So I guess maybe at some point I decided I didn't need it anymore. When did you start?
Mallory Omera
I found my first one. 2015.
Bray Graham
Okay, cool.
Mallory Omera
Yeah, I used Goodreads before then, kind of sporadically, but I don't think I really started concentrating. I. I don't think I made a concentrated effort to track everything I read until 2015. I have the journal. Here it is. The Reading Woman engagement calendar.
Bray Graham
Oh, I love it.
Mallory Omera
From 2015, I should say.
Bray Graham
My Goodreads goes back to 2008. Wow. But I. But there's, like, probably a good, like, eight years in there that I didn't do anything. But I. When I was, like, reading a lot and I would. I. I was on a TV show and I was bored, and I was doing Goodreads all the time. Wow.
Okay.
Yours is real thick. Oh, wow. Lots on every page. Lots on every page.
Mallory Omera
So I'm gonna look at this. This 2015.
Bray Graham
Okay.
Mallory Omera
So I checked, tracked two things I wrote the days that I read them.
Bray Graham
Oh, interesting.
Mallory Omera
Wow. The first thing I ever have recorded in here is Saga of the Swamp Thing by Alan Moore.
Bray Graham
Wow. Okay.
Mallory Omera
Thursday, January 1, 2015.
Bray Graham
Wow. My first one is from December 4, 2008. I read Love is a mixtape, Life and Loss, One Song at a Time by Rob Sheffield. Wow, that makes sense. At that time.
Mallory Omera
Oh, my God. I have all the ratings.
Bray Graham
And what kind of rating system did you do?
Mallory Omera
I'm gonna. I'm gonna hand this over to you. I'm just making sure there's nothing bad in here.
Bray Graham
Like what? I don't know. I would never say.
Mallory Omera
I feel so, so, so vulnerable. I've literally never showed anybody these. This is why Bria is gonna burn them when I die.
Bray Graham
What is gn? Graphic novel.
Mallory Omera
Yeah.
Bray Graham
Okay, so you got, like, graph. I'm not gonna read graphic novel number two. Okay. Huh. And then you have number four. Oh. Oh. These are like different graphic novel things.
Mallory Omera
Yeah, I think I have up until. No, actually up until this year. Every single year, I've tried a slightly different rating system.
Bray Graham
Got it.
Mallory Omera
I think back then I was trying to read a certain amount of graphic novels every month.
Bray Graham
It looks like it. Because you have. Here's graphic novel number 10, Sex Criminals. Can I say what you gave it?
Mallory Omera
Yeah.
Bray Graham
You gave it an A because it's awesome. Yeah. And you wrote down the year it was published and. Oh, graphic novel number 10 for you. But it's number two of that series. And then you have. Oh, and you've numbered the number of books. I see. So then you have number 10 here, which is Cat's Cradle. That was the 10th book you read, whatever month. This is January you did Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut, which you gave a B to. Yeah, you know, a B is fine. It was written in 1963. You wrote 287 pages. So you were tracking, like, some. A lot here.
Mallory Omera
And then if you fast forward to the next year, 2016. Wow. I feel so vulnerable.
Bray Graham
By the way, there's stickers on this. She has sacred tattoos in New York. Were you living in New York?
Mallory Omera
Yeah, I was living in Brooklyn at the time.
Bray Graham
That's the last bookstore in la.
Mallory Omera
Yes, I was. I was living in Brooklyn, but I was coming out to LA, like, every few months. And so this is 2016. So I was. This, this next one for the, For. It was a calendar, so I was writing down the days that I, I, I read these things. But I was. There's no. It's just the title of the book. There's no rating system.
Bray Graham
Let me see that. Okay, so we're here in July 2016, and you read Wild at Heart on July 11, and Dark Knight Returns. Oh, that was the movie. That's a movie? I don't know. Is that a movie?
Mallory Omera
Maybe it's a book.
Bray Graham
And then. Oh, and then July 12, you read Smoke gets in your eyes and Last call at the Nightshade Lounge. Is that a book or a movie?
Mallory Omera
Book, I think.
Bray Graham
Okay. This is your life. Harriet somebody.
Mallory Omera
Harriet Chance. Oh, I like that book by Jonathan.
Bray Graham
So this is interesting because you have two.
Are you reading two books a day here? Is that what's happening.
Mallory Omera
I think maybe that's the day I finished them.
Bray Graham
Oh, so you finished them on the same day you read like a towel on.
Mallory Omera
Yeah. Cause last there's a couple. Like, the second one is usually like a poetry collection or something.
Bray Graham
Yeah. So you're doing Picnic. Picnic at hanging rock on October 3rd. But you also read something called Dagon. Yeah. Ring. The Ring. You read the ring on October 5th. I'm about to start that Dagon.
Mallory Omera
I think it's a graphic novel, but
Bray Graham
no rating system here.
Mallory Omera
I think maybe it's in the back.
Bray Graham
Oh, oh, oh, oh. It is.
Wow.
You're still doing it the same way where you write. Okay, so November. The 98th book you read this year,
Mallory Omera
I assume this is so vulnerable, folks,
Bray Graham
is Paper Moon, 1971. Can I say what you gave it? Yeah, baby.
Mallory Omera
I like that book.
Bray Graham
308 pages.
Mallory Omera
Oh, my God. This is. This is maybe the most vulnerable I've ever been on the Internet.
Bray Graham
But then also, you have a graphic novel number 16 that month. Oh, you marked that one out. Number 17, graphic novel 18. You read she Wolf, which came out in 2016, which you did not give a rating to. You don't give a rating to all of them, which is interesting.
That is weird.
I guess you mostly do, though. And you're giving a lot of A's and B's. You're. You're pretty generous here back in. What year is this?
Mallory Omera
2016.
Bray Graham
2016.
Mallory Omera
Pretty generous.
Bray Graham
A's and B's.
Mallory Omera
I'm hand over. So this is James.
Bray Graham
There's a DNF, though. I found a DNF. Oh.
Mallory Omera
Because I don't normally track those.
Bray Graham
Yeah, I found a dnf. I found a C minus. Oh, yeah. So it seems like there are some.
So you would write it in the
calendar, like, on the pages, and then you go to the back and give your rating.
Mallory Omera
Yes. Which I.
Bray Graham
Interesting, I think. Oh. And then you'd write at the bottom, like. Like, this is April. Six books and five graphic novels. Seven books, one graphic novel.
Mallory Omera
All right, I'm about to hand you off. Hand you January 17th or January 2017. This is when. This is the month where we had our first meeting for reading glasses.
Bray Graham
Oh, okay. And this is a different. Okay. January 17th. Okay.
Mallory Omera
So I'm still. At this point, I'm still writing down.
Bray Graham
And this is why.
Mallory Omera
This is why I don't often look at old journals, because I don't remember that. Like, I guess I was using the calendar, but I wasn't. It must have been the day I finished the books and then in the back in a list. I was writing the title, the author, and I think at this point I had stopped writing anything else besides maybe the year and the rating.
Bray Graham
Yeah. So it looks like. Okay. Yeah. So flipping through this, I'm looking at the calendar and we got like, it's just on the big calendar. You're not doing like the day to day calendar you like. You read rabbit cake on September 3rd. Mm. And then I guess you flip to the back and we can see if you liked rabbit cake. But we have to go to September. But yes, it looks like January. You know, you're reading so sad today. That's your seventh book of the year. Or January. 203 pages, 2016. You wanna know your rating?
Mallory Omera
Yes.
Bray Graham
Is an A. Wow. You liked it. You're giving a lot of A's and B's. Lots of A's and B's. Oh, and you also, at the bottom, are tracking one audiobook, 13 books, three by man, 10 by women, plus a Nat Geo. The next month you do the same thing you do, plus a Matt Nat Geo.
Mallory Omera
I love me my. I love me some.
Bray Graham
I love a Nat Geo.
Mallory Omera
I have been a Nat Geo subscriber for 20 years this year.
Bray Graham
Wow. I have to say, this is very important. April. In April, the 61 61st book you read was Priest Daddy by Patricia Lockwood.
Mallory Omera
I feel like I'm showing my underpants to the Internet.
Bray Graham
It's obviously more vulnerable that.
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Hosts: Brea Grant & Mallory O’Meara
Date: April 21, 2026
In this playful and vulnerable bonus episode, Brea Grant and Mallory O’Meara dig out their old, private book journals and share the evolution of their reading habits and tracking methods. With self-deprecating humor and candid revelations, the hosts invite listeners into their personal reading histories, offering an authentic glimpse into how their reading lives have been shaped over the years. This episode teases content available exclusively to Maximum Fun members and is filled with relatable bookish moments and behind-the-scenes admissions about book tracking, ratings, and the anxiety of sharing one’s private journals.
Systems Used
Rating Systems
Changes Over Time
Stickers and Sentimentality
First-tracked Books
Ratings Examples
Vulnerable Moments
“Mallory actually has told me that if something ever happens to her, I'm to go to her house and throw her computer into the ocean and burn all her book journals.”
— Brea Grant (01:28)
“I feel so, so, so vulnerable. I've literally never showed anybody these. This is why Bria is gonna burn them when I die.”
— Mallory O’Meara (04:00)
“Every single year, I've tried a slightly different rating system.”
— Mallory O’Meara (04:19)
“There's a DNF, though. I found a DNF. Oh.”
— Brea Grant (07:32)
“You’re giving a lot of A’s and B’s. Lots of A’s and B’s.”
— Brea Grant (07:29)
“I feel like I'm showing my underpants to the Internet.”
— Mallory O’Meara (09:38)
With their trademark blend of warmth, humor, and self-deprecation, Brea and Mallory take listeners on an intimate tour of their reading lives—complete with evolving systems, nostalgic memories, and the very real anxiety of letting someone read your secret notes. This episode is a celebration of all forms of book journaling, the quirky metrics readers use, and the delight of reflecting on who you were through what you read. For the full, unfiltered experience and more literary vulnerability, listeners are invited to join Maximum Fun and support the show.