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Agent Conroy (2:00)
Beware the Redwood Bureau. A secret organization which captures and researches creatures and objects that defy explanation. Their reckless procedures have led to countless innocent lives lost. I am Agent Conroy. I worked for the Redwood Bureau, but I have escaped them to leak their reports to the unsuspecting public. You have the right to know.
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Sam (2:44)
Okay, so this. This is Sam first official log. That's what Conroy wants to call it anyway. A personal operations log. Sounds fancy, right? Makes it seem like I know what the hell I'm doing. Like I'm not a guy with an eyeball in his chest and one backpack's worth of possessions. He said it's important that documenting my experience could help someone down the line. Maybe even save lives. Personally, I think it'll be more useful as a how not to handle an interdimensional possession tutorial. But hey, this is me recording my day talking into a mic like a goddamn vlogger. Except instead of traveling tips and and dating advice, I've Got trauma and monsters and a sentient growth sharing my bloodstream. And a secret organization that wants to lock me up and cut me open but let me back up. For the three people who might actually hear this and don't know the story already. Hi. I'm Sam. I used to be normal. Had a job, a girlfriend, friends, rent. I thought a bad day was spilling coffee on myself. Or suddenly having car troubles I hadn't saved up for. Then I started having dreams. Except they weren't dreams. I was connected to a world that chewed up physics and spit out insanity. The sky bled. There was this building. Not quite a structure, but more like an entity. It's hard to describe. An impossible form that was folding in on itself. And it saw me. I woke up sweating, believing it was a nightmare. You know, stress, bad takeout, repressed childhood trauma. Whatever causes nightmares. But I kept having the dreams, and they were getting worse. Then I started itching and I couldn't stop. Fast forward through a week of me slowly losing my grip on reality and boom. A goddamn eyeball burst out of my chest. Yeah. A literal, blinking, twitching eye, dead center, right below the collarbone. I could see through it, and it started speaking to me. That's when the fun really started. I called the police. I didn't know what else to do. But that led them right to me. The Eye guided me. Directed me to run and leave everything as crazy as it seemed it was. Right. They've been searching for me ever since. I've been running, hiding. But mostly I just got lucky that Conroy found me before they did. He told me things I wish I didn't have to know. About the Redwood Bureau, about Project Visionary. About the others who didn't get away. He's not with us now. Conroy. He's off dealing with something else. Something worse. Which is saying a lot, all things considered. But he asked me to keep these logs. Document what's happening, what I'm seeing, what I'm becoming. And what the Bureau is trying to do to me. I'm not the same, not since the Eye. And I don't think things can go back to normal. It's not just that I've got a hitchhiker sharing headspace with me. No, it's more than that. I react faster sometimes. I know things. Things that it tells me will happen before they do. And I hate that. I'm getting used to it. I've been lying low for months. Different cities, different states. I've spent more nights in places that weren't for living than I want to Admit I now sleep with a gun under my pillow and one eye open. No pun intended. Some of Conroy's team trained me. Sort of. They're working on it at least, but not like the Bureau does with their agents. We don't have labs or VR war rooms. No trauma suppression cocktail. Just a crash course in not dying. They taught me how to shoot without flinching. How to spot Bureau patterns and activity. How to tell the difference between something supernatural and something that just smells bad. Which brings us to this log. To me, sitting here in a safe house that smells like bleach and battery acid. Recording the words that might outlive me. Tomorrow I go out. My first solo assignment. The easiest one that is currently on our radar. One hostile, low level local phone calls to a small town sheriff about weird happenings that went ignored. To that sheriff's office, nothing. Which, if you've been paying attention, means it's definitely something. So, yeah, that's me, Sam. The guy with the eye. Not a soldier, not a hero. Just a guy who found himself in a fucked up situation. If you'd told me a year ago, I'd be sparring in a moldy basement of an abandoned business with a Viking woman named Vic who teaches knife fighting like she's auditioning new recruits in a prison gang. Don't tell her I said that. I would have laughed in your face and gone back to microwaving my hungry man, but here we are. Turns out once you've got a parasitic extra dimensional eye embedded in your chest and the Bureau tries to bag you like a stray cat, your career options become limited. The past few months have been a blur of new cities. Burner phones and safe houses that feel more like condemned buildings with a padlock and a ticking clock. We move constantly, always ahead of the next sweep. Conroy says we have pattern intercept software that predicts Bureau field deployment windows. I think we've just been lucky. It didn't seem to work when we were intercepting some signal from a moon base. Yeah, not even joking. This is my life now. But no pattern intercept warned us about the team of Bureau agents descending on our comfortable and well furnished safe house. The Eye told me and I told everyone else. Conroy took it more seriously than I was expecting. We grabbed what we could and within 10 minutes, that very nice place was up in flames. Since then, there hasn't been any very nice places. Every few days we relocate. Different town, different busted couch to call a bed, if I'm lucky. During the day, we train. And by we, I mostly mean me. The others already know what they're doing. I'm the project. The dead weight. The nobody with an alien eyeball. The first time they put a handgun in my grip, I shot the damn target stand. Not the target, not the silhouette. The wood frame holding the whole thing up. Reese just stared at me like I gave him a bowl of shit flakes for breakfast. Well, technically that's gotta be harder to hit than the target though, right? I asked him. He wasn't impressed. And he didn't laugh. He never laughs. That was day one. By day 10, I could hit a center mass grouping at 15 yards. Mostly if I remembered to breathe. And the eye didn't twitch at the last second, which it does a lot. It acts like it tries to help, adjusting my aim ever so slightly. Like a drunk GPS trying to reroute you into a lake. I'm probably worse at hand to hand. They paired me with Vic. 6 foot 2, built like a refrigerator full of concrete. Ex vero. Probably on the receiving end of some experimental super soldier program. Her idea of encouragement was throwing me on the mat. Until I learned to fall better. I have not, in fact, learned to fall better. The first time she handed me a blade, it slipped out of my hands. I've always been the avoid conflict type. My worst fight before all this was a college bar argument over whether alien is better than aliens. And now I'm being taught to puncture someone's windpipe before they can kill me with their knife. Winning as much as the training is painful and grueling. Trying to sleep is worse. Occasionally, I even manage a few hours before the dreams bore into my mind. Visions of that other place. The broken sky. The thing that lives between the angles. It's never far from my thoughts. I've been working on meditation for pretty much this whole time. Conroy says it helps. Said keeping your mind clear is crucial to resisting the eye's influence. Problem is, my mind is no longer a private space. Inhale. Hold. 1, 2, 3. Exhale. What are you doing? I'm trying to meditate. You are wasting time. We need to be training. This is training. When the Red Tree men break down the doors to haul us off. How will sitting on the ground with your eyes closed help us? It's redwood. And it's not training for them. It's training for you. To make you quiet. The color of the men or their wood is of no importance. And I am completely silent. You are the only one that can hear me. Yeah, that's exactly the problem. I do not see the problem. Other than your frivolous usage of extremely limited time. How about I put a knife into you and then you won't see anything you could not even if you wanted to. Empty threats are but another example of how you are wasting our precious time. It's not our time. It's my time. It appears as though you have a fundamental misunderstanding of how time works within this strange dimension. Damn it, can you shut the fuck up? And on like this it goes. Interdimensional organs. 1010. Highly recommended. So yeah, no enlightenment or control for me. I just lay there in the dark, feeling its pupil roll around in my rib cage, its thoughts rattling around in my head, trying not to think about the fact that I can't even be alone when I'm by myself. I feel it learning, always absorbing, creating its own compendium. Constantly. It watches me fumble through all this, taking notes, getting better at intervening. Recently, during a knife drill, I stepped wrong about to take a hit and my body moved before I could think. Just a twitch, a shift of weight, but enough to avoid a broken nose. Vic noticed. With her experience, how could she not? I'd pulled off an impossible dodge. She didn't say anything, but she gave me this look, like for the first time she saw something interesting in me. I hate that it helps me. I hate that I'm starting to rely on it. But there are moments, fleeting, fragile moments, where I feel capable, not skilled or confident, but like maybe I won't die the next time something or someone comes to collect our skin. After a while, I just couldn't take the sitting around anymore. I stormed into the briefing room, which is a fancy term for the half finished basement under our latest safe house, and said, give me something to do before I stab the eye and blow my fucking brains out. The request wasn't graceful. In fact, it was less of a request and more of a mental breakdown disguised as bravado. Reese looked up at me from his terminal like I'd proposed going commando and knocking down the bureau's front gates. Vic didn't even turn around. She just kept cleaning her gear like I wasn't even there. You're not ready, rhys said flatly. I've been ready. You've been here, he corrected. You've been training, sleeping in safe houses. That's not the same thing. That's pretty much what he sounds like, by the way. I laughed, sharp and thin. What do you want me to do, sit here forever? Practice shooting paper while something's in my chest slowly overtaking my thoughts? No response. Look, I'm not any good to anyone here. If I can't even do anything, I'm not going to evolve. Sitting on a cot eating protein bars and arguing with myself. Still nothing. Let me prove I can do this. And if I die, that's one less problem for you guys. They exchanged glances, the kind that non verbally communicated. Just give him something so he fucks off. Vic finally grunted. Fine. We've got something. Low priority off grid. Should have gone to a field agent some time ago, but we just don't have the manpower to take every job. I folded my arms. Perfect. That's all I'm asking for. She handed me the file. Manila folder. Actual paper, which was how I knew it was low importance. The serious stuff gets encrypted tablets and digital maps. This looked like someone printed it out of a 90s arcade office. Subsurface Hostile Class 1 anomaly Unconfirmed Grove Hill, Tennessee signs burrowing activity near abandoned property. Missing pets. One local report of man shaped thing crawling out of hole in ground to local sheriff. No human casualties reported. No photos. A sticky note was slapped on the front. Probably a ghoul. Three hours later I was on a bus with a duffel bag full of borrowed gear and a realization that if anyone searched my bag, I was definitely going to jail. I sat in the back, hoodie up, pretending to sleep. The eye was quiet, but I could feel its tension, watching what I was watching, judging my confidence through the twitch of my fingers. Do you really think this is a good idea? It asked. I didn't answer. I just clenched my jaw and stared out the window. Grove Hill wasn't even a town. It was more like a collection of buildings that hadn't figured out how to die properly. One gas station, one bar, a handful of houses. A place the world simply passes over until a computer program picks up keywords in a phone call not even the sheriff taking the call cared about. I spent the rest of the day doing recon, walked the perimeter of the reported site. It was worse than I expected. The house was half collapsed, its porch sagging and rotten. The windows were either boarded up or broken. Vines had swallowed most of the siding. There were claw marks on the concrete foundation. There were bones scattered around the side yard, small ones. Cat skulls. Maybe raccoons? Hell if I know. But something had been eating something that didn't clean up after itself by sundown. I checked into the only motel in walking distance, a place called the Pine Rest, which I think was a cruel joke since the mattress felt like it was filled with pine needles and and I wouldn't be getting any rest. Room 6 ground floor always choose ground floor and know your exits. The air conditioner was held together with duct tape and prayers. The TV had two channels, static and reruns of Walker, Texas Ranger. I laid out my gear on the bed like I'd seen the pros do in movies. Combat knife, flashlight, pistol, spare magazines, reinforced tactical vest, rechargeable headlamp, one charge of Bureau issue explosives I definitely was not supposed to take that. Is your plan to get us killed? The Eye asked. Just covering my bases. Do you think this will go how you've imagined? No, I said after a lengthy pause. But I'm going anyway. Silence. Why? I hesitated. I didn't really know. Because I was tired of hiding. Because I wanted to matter. Because sitting still made me feel like I was losing myself from the inside out. Because. Because I just have to do something, I whispered. I stared at the ceiling as I lay back on the lumpy mattress, listening to the motel settle like bones shifting in a grave. The room felt too quiet. The hum of the old AC had a stutter to it, like a nervous breath. Outside, a stray dog barked once and stopped. Somewhere beyond that, wind moved through the trees like something big was passing through unseen. I turned off the light, set my alarm for just before sunrise. I hoped I'd get a few hours of sleep. I did not. I stared at the ceiling until it faded into darkness, the weight of the next day pressing down on me like that abandoned house was already trying to bury my bones.
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