Britt Peratt (111:46)
Yeah. So I'm not entirely, like. I think there was a point they were trying to make, but clearly it didn't get made well enough. I'm sure they asked a few questions afterwards about that text message, but, like, the point did not point. One text Message thread from June 2017 reads from Cassie to Combs. The game starts at 10pm no texting after this. Create a character that you will be that is nothing like who you really are and so will I. Different name, different occupation, different style of dress, different background story. We cannot break character until 8am when you see me, I am no one you have ever met before. I'm not Cassie and you're not sean, puff, diddy, Mr. C, etc. LOL. Example, pilot, doctor, author, professor or whatever you decide. We do not know each other. Then it goes on with this game. So the whole purpose of this game, Cassie explains is that she just wanted to rekindle the romance. I think the defense is trying to establish they're trying to say that maybe this is her proposing something else to rekindle their relationship and it seems like they're trying to connect it with freak offs as like they're a very experimental couple is I think the vibe that they're trying to set. There's another text message thread that's entered into evidence from 2012. Shawn texts Cassie, what do you want to do tonight? I don't know. What are the options? Am I meeting you in the Hamptons or will we be in the city? In city, whatever your heart desires. Well, I get in kind of late. We can just go to bed. You'll probably be tired. I doubt that I'm gonna sleep on the plane lol. So what do you want to do woman? And no, I'm not asking you to fo I want to know what you want to do. Get something to eat, smoke, take a walk. Walk. He says that there's a party tonight. I'm horny as also but the way and please sleep on the plane smiley face and it looks like I have off tomorrow and I need some valium which there's a pack in my top drawer. She doesn't respond. He texts hello. This part I think it's intriguing. Cassie likes to eat, smoke, take a walk. I feel like Sean is always texting her that he's horny. Yeah, like all the text messages. I feel like there I have not seen many text messages where there's a lot of depth in their conversations or at least both ways. She tells them where the pills are and she just briefly says let's go out and have some carefree fun. We will play it by ear. When are you on your period? What's carefree fun? I'm skipping it, just taking it as it comes. Are you on it now? No. Good. Are you horny? Yes. How horny? What you be thinking about when you're horny? Cassie responds, I think about the way you're on top of Me and. And the way you look at me and talk to me like that. I love looking up at you and hearing you moan. He responds, you like it when I moan? I' ma moan more for you. Just for you. I love it. Lol. That's what I really think about. I love the way you talk to me when you're on top. She does not mention, I love jumping into a gallon of baby oil in hotel rooms with strangers. She mentions her relationship with Mr. Combs, which she again said in the direct, one of my favorite times is when we f o ed and then we made love after. I also liked it when we made love before and. And then, you know, was just in the next room. Then he came in and I blindfolded you. She responds, yeah, I liked those times. I love it when we make love after. The last time was so good. I get the point that the defense is trying to make, but also, I don't get the point that the defense is trying to make with these specific text messages. He even texts Cassie, so what do you want to do, woman? I'm not asking you to fo again. It sounds like he knows that anytime he asks, maybe she has like a I don't really want to type of reaction. Yeah, but the defense focuses on skipping the period. You tell him that you're skipping your period, right? Yes. And you're telling him that so you can plan a freak off. Right. I don't know exactly what I was thinking then, but probably, yeah. Later messages show Sean asking, cassie, I want you to tell me a new fantasy of how you want it next time. Would Dave turn you on? I don't know. I haven't even had time to think about it. I've been trying to think about you with a girl to get into that, and I think I'm starting to fantasize about that. Which, again, just. I think they're trying to prove that she's very promiscuous and loves these fantasies. But it was just kind of depressing. Like she's saying, I'm trying to get into that. I think I'm starting to fantasize about that. In another thread that was entered in as a defense exhibit. So the defense is like, yeah, this one. Cassie, text Combs, how's the party? I'm horny and bored. I tip the cleaning ladies. Hope you don't mind. Hello, I need your d dying. I feel like I'm trapped. Esteveo asks her, this was after a freak off. And when we go to the next page at the bottom, you Say, I love you. Had so much fun with you. I'm so happy. Thank you. In another message from much later. So in 2017, Cassie text comb, please don't play victim. If you can go to our last messages and then you say that's all you wanted and that's why I was upset. I love our fos. We both want it. Esteveo asks Cassie, and that's how you felt at the time that you loved freak offs when you were both into it, Correct? Correct. I would say that loving freak offs were just words at this point. Well, those were words that you said to Mr. Combs. Correct. Those are texts. Yes. In this text message, Mr. Combs says to you, I want to freak off right now. How do you respond? Lol. Me too. Well, I want to have fun with you. That's you telling Mr. Combs that you want to have a freak off right now. Correct. That is me agreeing to it in the first message. And the second one is me establishing I want to have fun with him. Mr. Combs texts, you let me know if you want to have a light night. Jules is available. FYI, Jules is an escort. If not into that, no problem. We can just do our own thing. Me and you just want to know for hotel purposes. Love you. Cassie responds, love you. Which I guess the point that Esteveo is trying to make here is that Cassie had a choice to the freak offs because she asks her by him saying Jules is available, that suggests to you that he wants to have a freak off, Correct? Correct. And he says if you're not into that, no problem. That's what it says. Yeah. And that was an invitation for you to respond yes or no, right? I suppose so. And the response you gave was love you. Right? Right. There was no yes or no. They read more of the messages. Comb texts. You didn't give me an answer. In response, Cassie says, I love you. Pop pop. In another thread they bring up a text message from Sean. I want us to have one of our nights. I found this new store dope. We'll drink a lot of water, don't overdo, but have us some freaky fun. Do I have your permission to set up up? Cassie responds, yeah, but I'm ovulating. This part it feels like, I don't know, some netizens felt like it. Kind of proves Cassie is always trying to avoid free coughs. He responds to her ovulation comment with that's good. We'll be extra careful on anyone else if you're not super horny. Wtf? Horny of course I am. Then in another message, Combs says, same fucking page. Let's get some outfits, shoes, go to sex club. Maybe a sex club with your wig. Cassie responds, oh, okay. We share about tonight because I'm making plans, so I need to know, no stress. Which, yes, the words on the text sound like, yeah, just let me know. But I guess Cassie is saying, like, it wasn't like that. She testified in the direct that she hated the sex clubs. And he says, you sure? I need to know. No stress. He text, didn't hear from you, so just put some plans in motion. If you're not sure, please let me stop. Surprise package coming out of state. Just let me know if I'm headed in the wrong direction so I can cancel. She responds, I told you I was getting my lashes and brows done at eight. I just finished. Cool. Read and answer my text. The defense opening statement, Tenny Garrigos brings up that Combs did indeed have a bad temper. That was, quote, when he drank or did the wrong drugs, he got violent, AKA he's violent because mainly of the amount of substance abuse. She continues, Combs, violent outbursts, often fueled by alcohol, jealousy and drugs might have warranted domestic violence violence charges, but not sex trafficking and racketeering counts. With Esteveo repeating questions and circling back and bringing more questions about drugs, you would say that he was an addict, right? What substances was he addicted to? There were points in your relationship when he was heavily dependent on opiates, Right. To which, yes, I think Cassie's attorney should have and did prep Cassie on how to respond to the questions in the honest way. But I do think that she's, like, fed up. Cassie's not having it. There were points in your relationship when he was heavily dependent on opioids, right? We both were. There were points. You said that when he's taking drugs, he's not doing well. Is that what you said? I was saying from my perspective, like, my mind, if I'm taking drugs, I'm not doing well. Like, I'm just trying to follow you right now. Your questions. My question is confusing. That's okay. When Mr. Combs was using more drugs, was his mood worse? I can't specify. There was a lot of drug use. You witnessed a lot of drug use by Mr. Combs, right? We both participated, yes. You said before that you witnessed him withdraw from opioids from. Right. Based on those experiences, how did his mood change during the withdrawal? I haven't thought about it in a while. I'm also not a doctor. Your Serotonin levels are definitely messed up after you party and take certain pills. So coming off of them. Yeah, you'd be pretty irritated. And part of the appeal of freak offs was going to be doing drugs, right? Part of it at the time, there are different reasons. For me, the freak offs were also a time to do drugs in a safe, confined space in a hotel room, Right? Yeah. So someone like Mr. Combs, who is a celebrity and well known, it's an opportunity for, for him to take drugs and experiment and not be seen by anyone, Right? Yeah. And did you ever call each other get high partners? We did. Now, Cassie mentions that she always felt like Combs wanted her to do drugs with him, but if she ever did drugs with anybody else, he would get explosively angry. The defense is trying to bring up that Combs tried to get Cassie off drugs. At one point, he encourages her to go to rehab. And Esteveo even asked, to your knowledge, did he tell drug dealers in the LA area or have communicated to drug dealers in the LA area that they were not to deal drugs to you? Cassie says yes. Now, side note, in the event of trying to establish that Combs is like, I don't know, maybe this really good guy that's trying to get Cassie, his beloved girlfriend, off of drugs to me, I'm like, that's crazy. To reach out to drug dealers and tell them specifically, do not sell drugs to my girlfriend is kind of crazy behavior. Like, that is controlling behavior. So, like, I do feel like a lot of. And then I have seen whispers in the courtroom where it's like, it was weird because, like, the point proven, bypassed and then like a stronger, different point was made with that one because it's just like that just proves how controlling he was. It doesn't come off like, oh, he's such a good, caring boyfriend. Which it felt like that's what the defense was trying to do. So it was just very confusing. You previously told the government that you believed that Mr. Combs was blackout for the Intercontinental ability, Isn't that right? I believe he was intoxicated. Yeah. You believed he was Blackout, Right. Everybody's definition of blackout is different. You use the word blackout. Sure. They bring up a text message that Cassie sends Combs after the Intercontinental Hotel incident. When you get fucked up in the wrong way, you always want to show me that you have the power. And you knock me around. I'm not a rag doll, I'm someone's child. When you say when you get fucked up in the wrong way, you meant that he took Too many drugs. Right. I meant that he was out of control because of the amount of drugs that he had taken. Right. And alcohol. He often combined drugs with alcohol, right? Yes, we both did. Do you remember when Mr. Combs overdosed in February 2012? Now, Cassie says something that has the Internet kind of in a tailspin. Was that around the time Whitney Houston died? Yes. So there are speculations that there was this massive party and perhaps they all used. Used the same, like Hollywood drug dealers, and there's just some connections there. I don't want to get too deep into it without perhaps it becoming more pertinent to the case. But he had apparently overdosed and he went to a hospital. Other points argued by Esteveo include asking he was suggesting going to marriage counseling. Couples counseling. Correct. Maybe. I don't remember. Shortly after you started dating your now husband, right? Yeah. It just seems like they're trying to prove that. That Combs tried to make the relationship work. And a major point of contention for the defense is the R word allegation From August of 2018 with Esteveo asking, do you recall meeting with agents and prosecutors on November 30, 2023? I could have. I don't remember the exact date. This would be the meeting shortly after the lawsuit that you filed. Do you recall that meeting? Yes. Is your testimony that you told the government that he was acting strangely at the date? I don't really remember that word. I don't remember that word. That's okay. In fact, do you remember that you told them that he seemed anxious? I don't remember saying that. They pull up the original government report that we do not get to see. But Estebao says, does this refresh your recollection as to whether or not you told the government agents that Mr. Combs was acting anxious and strangely that evening? It does, sort of. And you told them that you thought this behavior might be attributed to his bipolar disorder. Right. You told prosecutors that you did not think that Mr. Combs was in his right mind because he didn't respond when you told him to stop. Is that correct? Then they bring up a message that Combs sent to Cassie, which is August 21, 2018, that reads from Cassie to Combs, hit me when you can. Heart emoji. And then he responds, I know I look bad to you. I could tell I didn't turn you on yesterday. I fell off, but I'm about to get my shit together. Esteveo states that in the April 2025 meeting with prosecutors, Cassie told them that the alleged R word incident happened August of 2018. You saw Mr. Combs the day before this message, right? I think so. I'm not sure. So the insinuation being that the text messages were sent around the time of the alleged R word. They bring up other texts from September 12, 2018 where Cassie texts him. Landed safe. How's yoga treating you? I'm assuming now it's safe to date. Let me know. Good morning. I'm confused. Safe to date? What are you talking about? Side note, it's revealed that he was having a romantic relationship with his yoga partner. Allegedly. And he texts Cassie back. What does yoga have to do with me? Hit me back please, babe. Nothing. I hear you're dating. I didn't know. I'm on the beach walking with my dad right now. I'm not dating. Dating who? I'm not dating, baby. I'm not dating. Lol. And no dates, no dinners, nothing. Nobody. K. Who do you think I'm dating? I don't think I should even be bringing this up to you. Let's just leave it alone, alright? I actually need to stop even. Careful. Do you want to start dating? If you want. If you are. Let's just talk about it. Esteveo tries to establish to the jury that Sean was open to Cassie moving on and wanted to have a conversation if she was ready to date at the end of the last week. At the end of the page you wrote, if you're in LA next week, maybe we can talk. I'm just trying to take care of myself now. So Esteveo is confirming with Ms. Ventura. Then another text message from September 26, 2018. So this would be a month after the alleged article. I don't want to have a conversation where you break up with me again. This is Sean decassi. I need you to love me. I need to love you. I do love you. I would just prefer not being one of your girlfriends anymore. I need to hold you. Let's get up tomorrow night. I'll do studio from like 6:30 until 9. 9:30. Can I hold you? Or are you just gonna break up with me some more? We already did that. Is that a yes? Can I hold you? We can embrace. Lol. Lol. Good to know that you still have a sense of humor. I can't wait to see you, Cassie. I can't wait to see you too. Yay. I wasn't trying to upset you. I promise. I'm not being mean. I'm embracing my sanity. People have access. And just showing up to the house really has me Fucked up. Had me fucked up. We don't even have to talk about it. That's just not what I need right now. Right. If I can't know where you live, that's too far for me. If you want to be away from me like that, we don't have to deal with each other on any level. That's totally too far for me. Live your life. Whatever you need will be done as promised. That's too far. I don't know what to say. I'm choosing my sanity over everything. Today would be the first time we're seeing each other in person in a long time. I'm so peaceful right now. I want to keep it. I'm finally sleeping well and gained weight. I don't think you understand how those two small things have made the hugest difference. Esteveo looks at Cassie and you don't say anything to the effect of the last time we saw each other. You raped me. Right? Right. In fact, you're saying that you want to keep the peace, right? Yep. And he responds, I respect your sanity. It's best we keep it moving. I'm not a stalker. No beef. I'm clearer than ever. I don't want to link. Focus on you and your sanity. I'm good. Love. Combs is, like, reading the messages so intently, like he's never seen this before. I'm like, sir, you sent these. Like, he's, like, really reading it. Like, he looks like. He looks like he's about to kiss the evidence screen. So this is clearly a very important moment. And you said you were really looking forward to that hug, but. Okay. Right. Right. And you wanted to hug him at that point, right? Yep. So the Defense argues that September 27, 2018, Cassie sees Combs. And we don't know what they showed to refresh Cassie's recollection, but Esteveo says. And when you saw him that night, did you have sexual activity with him? I did. So Cassie did mention during her direct that she was r worded August, and then she didn't have another encounter with him where she did consent. And that night when you were having intercourse with him, did you receive a FaceTime call? I did. And did you answer that call? No. Did you recognize the caller ID to be your now husband? So at this point, she and Alex Fine were dating? I did. And Mr. Combs noticed this call, right? Yep. And he noticed the name that was or the alias that was popping up on your phone, right? Yep. And this was in the middle of your evening with Mr. Com. Combs correct. During which you were having intercourse, right? Yeah. Was it actually in the middle of intercourse that you received this call? We were together. I don't know if it was actually in the middle of intercourse that I received the call. And your now husband didn't know that you were with Mr. Combs at the time, correct? I don't know what he knew at that point. I don't know. You were seeing him at the time, right? Yes. At the time that you had this evening with Mr. Com Combs? Yes. After this incident, your now husband learned about your evening with Mr. Combs, right. @ a point. But I don't know. You didn't answer his FaceTime call that evening, right? I did not. Did he find out after that evening that you didn't answer his FaceTime call because you were with Mr. Combs? Objection. You told your now husband that Mr. Combs r worded you, didn't you? I did. That evening. Right. That evening in September? No, that wasn't the evening when I was r worded. Your husband punched a wall at a certain point, right? He did. When he learned that you were still having intercourse with Mr. Combs, right. When you informed him that Mr. Combs r worded you, correct? Yes. I think. I don't remember exactly when that was. Your husband learned of your sexual intercourse with Mr. Combs, right? Right. And you told him that Mr. Combs r worded you, right? Right. Right. And when your husband learned about it, he punched a wall, right? I believe so. The point, I think that the defense is trying to establish whether you agree with it or not. Their defense is that she was seeing Alex. Fine. She was dating him. And then she had this evening with Sean Combs in September of 2018. Alex Fine FaceTimed her. Clearly he's finding out that. That maybe she's not where she said she was going to be or something of that sort. She goes back to him and he's trying to ask her, like, where were you? And they're almost insinuating that she comes up with this R word story in that moment to kind of de escalate, perhaps a big relationship fight with this new boyfriend of hers is kind of what they're insinuating with this line of question, or at least that's what we got from it. Esteveo brings up other text messages from October 5, 2018. So now this is two months after the alleged R word Combs texts. Imma just fall back. You call me when you need me. Cassie responds, to be honest, I'm not sure how to even Handle things. To get my life to a comfortable place. I know that you don't want to hurt me anymore. I miss you. I feel so lost without you. I'm heartbroken. I don't trust anymore. I'm sad. You don't see him for a number of weeks, correct? A month after this is November 15, 2018. Kim Porter passes away unexpectedly. Isn't that right? Yes, it is. And you went to a memorial service for Mr. Ms. Porter, correct. Another message is entered into evidence. Sent from Cassie to Combs on November 19, 2018, after Kim Porter's memorial service. I didn't just leave you. I said goodbye a few times. I want to be there for you. But needed to to get to grandma. My flight was delayed, so I'm taking off now. I need to be real with you. I know how crazy and painful this all is, and you want my support. But you've compared me to Gina the other day and the babysitter whom he's allegedly sleeping with at the time. And there's last night. And you posted that Kim was your soulmate. What was the 11 years all about? 11 consistent years. I know you're going through a lot, but that hurt my feelings. I love you, but I'm going to my family right now. I'll probably make it Saturday with my dad. I'll hit kk. Christina Corum, the chief of staff. Hit me if you need me. Love you. So, Esteveo. And what they've been arguing since the defense opening statement is that Cassie did not leave Sean Combs because she realized that he was abusive and that he r worded her. They're trying to argue that her final straw in leaving was that he called Kim Porter his soulmate online. He let you go, right? You never saw him again after that, right? I didn't see him. I don't know about letting me go. That's different. You never saw him again? Yeah. And you got married. I did. To the love of your life. Correct. And over the years, has Mr. Combs reached out to you? Yes. So they start reading text messages from Combs to Cassie. Checking on you, seeing how you're doing. Hope you're well. Sending you love and light. Hope you're well. Congratulations, Cass. I'm truly happy for you. You're gonna make a beautiful mother. God bless this one. Cassie does refer respond. Thank you. God bless. Sending you love and light. Hope all is well. I had a dream about you last night Shaking my head what a difference a year makes. Really happy for you. Have a blessed day. Just sending love later he sends another one. Congratulations. I'm really happy for you. I know you're so happy. You deserve it. Love then March 2020 he text miss my best friend. Hope you are well. Frankie is so beautiful. Love Miss you too and thank you. Hope you're taking care of yourself and the family as a well thank you so much for responding. It really means a lot more than you know. I'm so happy for you. The kids are good, mom is good. I hope your family is well also. I miss you guys. Sending you nothing but love and light always. Please know I'm always here if you need me. Cassie Responds I've been reflecting a lot. Like a lot. The turns of life are so crazy but I'm happy everyone is good. Please send my love to them and if I can express anything take care of you. I'm trying. Just had another operation. This is going to be my last lol. Not entirely sure what that is referring to. Shit has definitely been rough without your friendship. I pray for a day that I can sit down with you and let you know all the things I've reflected on. You were there for me throughout everything. You were my ride or die. I've got nothing but love for you always. My heart is filled with joy to know that you don't hate me and I hope you're taking care of you also. I thank God for the time that we had together and you're one of the greatest women in the world. Don't ever forget that love. Sorry. I needed a second to gather my thoughts. The things you said blew my mind a bit first. I don't hate you. I never have. I wouldn't be at this beautiful point in my life without having been with you. I definitely think of the day to sit down and just talk because I know that we need closure, understanding. What do you mean when you said Esteban was asking Cassie, what do you mean when you said the things he said blew your mind a bit? I think those were honestly probably all the things I wanted to hear for a long time that I never did. Just being recognized as the greatest woman in the world, right? Not that part. Just the message in general was it was nice and it was what you had been craving for a long time to hear from him right before this. I don't think I was craving it then. You wanted a relationship previously. Yeah, in the relationship I was craving it because he shaped you in many ways after 11 years, right? Yeah, that's fair. Can you go to the bottom message please Mr. Combs. Tears of joy. I Don't even know what to say. But I'll always love you and one day I hope you can forgive me. I pray for the day we can have closure. But most important talk. We're honestly lucky to be alive. We went hard. God was really watching over us. You deserve the world. I'm happy you found someone that loves you the way you deserve to be loved and respected. Please let me know when is a good time to get together and I'll make myself available. Tell moms and pops I said hi. Please know I send this message with all respect for your marriage. Be well and never forget who you are love. She responds, we are honestly lucky to be alive. The defense tries to point out the timeline of the lawsuit. They state that it was filed November 2023, the month before Cassie and her husband moved into her parents house in Connecticut with their kids. You moved into your parents house in Connecticut because of financial issues, is that right? No, we were just moving to the east coast and transitioning and my parents were home. Your husband is a physical trainer, is that right? He was at the time. He was. And your financial situation in October of 2023 was limited to the income your husband has as a physical trainer and whatever income you were able to make at the time, correct? Correct. Esteveo goes on to ask if you could categorize her parents house as modest compared to the mansion seen in the government exhibits, which is like a crazy statement. I assume that her parents house is modest but like I think she really just wanted her to confirm it's modest. Cassie mentions that she was preparing for tour for January 2025. As soon as you agreed to settle your lawsuit against Mr. Combs in November 2024, you canceled this tour. Right? I did. As soon as you saw that you were going to get $20 million, you canceled the tour because you didn't need it anymore. Right. That wasn't the reason why. There is this one part that I do think, I think I would imagine if I were on the jury, which I'm not obviously, but if I were on the jury this probably would have alienated me from the defense. She Estevao brings up. And I think that from what I could hear and gather it irked a lot of people the wrong way. This part, Esteveo says Your lawsuit in November 2023 that you testified about on Direct was that the first time that the term freak off ever became public. Right. As far as you know? So far as I know. Right. Besides the participants, I guess from your perspective, what happened to Mr. Combs career after your lawsuit. Objection, your honor. Overruled. From your perspective, what happened to Mr. Combs career after your lawsuit? That's a lot. Fair to say that his career was ruined based on your understanding, when your lawsuit was publicized in November 2023, you understood that his career was ruined at that point. Right? I could understand that. Yeah. I guess it's like, regardless of the charges that Combs is facing right now, I think that hotel video alone, I don't know if people really care for his career. Like, no one cares for the longevity of his career after seeing the hotel video footage. Now, obviously, we cannot make judgment on the charges that he's on trial for right now. However, just that people are like, why does Cassie need to care about his career after that hotel video? That hotel video alone should probably end someone's career. So they just didn't like it was. A lot of people felt like it's giving, but the R Worder or the abuser is a young man with a bright future ahead of him. And you ruined that. Right. It's like, yeah, but what about my life? That was the feeling. They also bring up that after the Intercontinental Hotel footage aired, she points out, Cassie wrote, domestic violence is the issue. So she released a very simple Instagram statement, remember, after that footage. And in that statement she writes, domestic violence is the issue. Yes. You wrote, domestic violence is the issue. There was more than that. But, yeah. So the point that they're trying to make, okay, if I'm being so honest, both me and our researchers wrote, what's the point? It just felt like it might have been better if they didn't even include this because it's like, I mean, for that footage. Yeah, domestic violence is a huge issue. I guess they were trying to point out you didn't really. Right. Sex trafficking is the issue, but it just felt like. Like it just was. I imagine if again, we were on the jury, I would have been like, this is very alienating for me, because that's crazy. Yeah. And there is this part where it's kind of confusing. Estevao is trying to say at that point in the timeline. It's. It's unclear if she's saying at that point in the timeline or right now, but she says, and you still don't hate him now, Right? And Cassie says, I don't hate him. And Combs shakes his head side to side. In fact, you still have love for him. I have love for the past and what it was. The defense closes their cross examination with the text message. Want to freak off one Last time tonight. This is what Combs texts Cassie in 2012. They break up in 2018. Want to freak off one last time tonight. What? You can't read? Cassie responds, I don't want to freak off for a last time. I want it to be the first time for the rest of our lives. And Esteveo says, I have no further questions. And she walks off the podium. Prosecutor Johnson does the redirect. She pulls up more messages from that exact text start, in which Cassie texts later. And you know what, Prosecutor Johnson, I felt like this was her redemption arc because her direct. A lot of people were struggling with her direct. I heard, because I do try to listen to, like, what people in the public are saying about. Because there's, like, overflow rooms anyway. I try to listen and see what people thought. Because sometimes you go online and you have a very different reaction from a lot of people in the courtroom because you're getting snippets of headlines and random excerpts from the court date. And then the people that were actually in the courtroom, you're getting, like, eight hours of information. Sometimes there's a discrepancy. And a lot of of people said that with Prosecutor Johnson's initial direct, it just didn't, like, they felt frustrated because this is an emotional testimony. And, yes, you don't want to re traumatize the victims, but there were a lot of points where it just felt like she didn't let Cassie talk. Like, she just kept moving on to the next question. Next question. When the jurors are like, wait, we want to know what she would have said further. Because there'd be these moments where she's collecting her thoughts, like wiping away a tear, and then we're already moving on when it's like, wait, I feel like she was trying to say something after that. Like, after she collects herself. Yeah. Now this. She comes in, and she seems a little bit upset about the cross. Okay. Because she. A lot of jurors are furiously taking notes when Johnson comes in for the redirect. Even Combs is taking notes on his pad, on his lap. Her voice feels animated compared to the past 12 hours with Anna Esteveo, which, you know. Yeah. You say, I want to see you, but I'm emotional right now. I can't do one last time. I'd rather not at all. So that's context to the question. The text message thread that the cross just ended with. Throughout your relationship with Shawn, were there periods where Shawn was kind and loving? Yeah. Did those periods ever last? No. What are some of the ways Shawn's mood affected you. I mean, they affected my whole life, my career, how I felt about myself, my self worth. Yeah. Throughout your entire 11 year relationship with Shawn, who did you want to have sex with? With? I wanted it to be with him. Just him. Was there anyone else you wanted to have intimate relations with? Not at the time. Prosecutor Johnson also shows that in one of the texts that Cassie is expressing wanting to do freak offs, Combs had texted her, you're supposed to be seducing me all day. During freak offs, how often was your career discussed? A lot. Why didn't you get to do many of the things you wanted to do for work? Because I had a whole other job. What was that whole other job? It's basically a sex work. Motion to strike. So the judge does grant the motion to strike, which means jurors should disregard the last answer, which I think is nearly impossible to do as a human. But don't get me started on that. The prosecutors also point out that in other messages, it seems like Combs requests freak offs. Meanwhile, Cassie is sending messages like, I can book a show for us to go see tomorrow night. We can be like old times and take our Central park walk, smoke, drink some water, just veg out. Sorry if I seem a little out of it. They put our oldest dog to sleep today. Instead, they do a freak off. Do you have any doubt that Combs r worded you? No. And a few weeks after that, In August of 2018, did you have consensual activities with Sean? Yes. And you said the settlement was not the reason you canceled the tour? Correct. Why did you cancel the tour? After filing my lawsuit, I was just overwhelmed and I couldn't continue doing that at that point. It was quite overwhelming, addressing the past in the way that I chose to. I didn't want to be away from my kids at the time. Do you plan to file any more lawsuits? No. Do you expect to get any money out of testifying at this trial? No. How much money did Sean pay you to settle the lawsuit? $20 million. Would you give that money back if that meant you never had to have freak offs? She starts, this is probably the most emotional part of her testimony. Money. I'd give that money back if it means I never had to do freak offs. If I never had to have freak offs, I would have agency and autonomy and I wouldn't have to work so hard to get it back. And this is like, I'm not gonna say names because my researchers and I saw the same thing. A member of the Defense. Defense team looks over at another member of the defense team and basically rolls their eyes. And I'm like, I get it. You don't think that that happened. You think that she consented, but it was kind of sad to see. It was just like, really? Wow, what is happening right now? Combs is frozen as a statue. Do you remember when defense counsel asked you yesterday if freak offs were a special time that you cherished? Yeah. How would you describe the experience of an escort urinating in your mouth while you were on the floor? Objection. Sustained. So they gotta move on. How many times did Sean insist you have a freak off when you still had a uti? All the time. Frequently. And did Sean beat you during freak offs? Yes. Once or more than once? More than once. How did you feel during the freak offs when Shawn beat you? Worthless. Just like during the. Like I didn't matter to him. Like I was nothing. Like, absolutely nothing. What concerns did you have, if any, about saying no to freak offs? I was worried for my safety. I was worried for my career. But I was also in love with him. So I worried that he wouldn't want to be with me anymore. No further questions at this time. Esteveo is back on the podium and she proceeds to go through and readdress a lot of the things, but nothing new is said until she asks. You stated on the redirect that you did not have any additional loss other than your suit against Mr. Combs. Right? Right. You have recently received a settlement from the Intercontinental Hotel, didn't you? No. So at this point I was kind of confused of like, oh, maybe Esteveo got incorrect information. Right. You did not. I haven't received a settlement from the Intercontinental. Did you make a demand on the Intercontinental? I did. Did you receive anything in response to that demand? No, I haven't. Do you anticipate receiving some settlement in that case of matter? I do. How much do you expect to receive? I don't know the exact number. Can you provide an estimate? I think it would be 10 million, maybe. And you reached the end of the settlement discussions with the Intercontinental? I have. So you expect to receive 10 million from the Intercontinental? Yes. Then Esteveo has Cassie read the same message from earlier. This is going to be the last thing I ask you to read, which is her saying, I need to gather my thoughts. This is after the breakup. The things you said blew my mind a bit. First, I don't hate you. I never have. I wouldn't be at this beautiful point of my life without having been with you. I Definitely think of the same day to sit down and just talk because I know we need closure and understanding. Okay, this is where I think there was a huge discrepancy between the Internet and the courtroom. I think the Internet it, I'm like, no, it makes sense. Like I would also sue the Intercontinental Hotel. Are you kidding? Like your security guard came up, they took videos. Hehe, look at my shiny shoes. They saw me with a black eye in the hotel. Like it's in the footage. And then one of them was allegedly paid off to delete the footage. Yeah, I think it's so valid.