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As a female who's been on the game for 15 years now, I have met a load of creeps, but only a few have made me feel unsafe. To start off, I've always had a laptop since I was in high school, a luxury back then. I worked hard to earn enough to buy one. My mom always took my money that I earned for things less than respectable, but luckily money I made in tips were in cash so it was easier to hide it from her. At first my mom was mad that I bought myself a laptop, but she soon forgot. Like everything else, my dad could care less and my older brother already had his own. So I started playing World of Warcraft with him at 14 and back then girls playing were unheard of. So I got the usual creeps who usually backed off after hearing my age, but not this one guy. This guy loved that I was underage. I was about 16 and used to creepy guys at this point. No longer a noob at the game or fending off the creeps. It was no surprise that a guy in my guild started hitting on me. Now I was 16. Stupid, but I knew I wasn't going to find love on World of Warcraft where you know no one in real life. Plus, I had this ultimate crush on a guy that I couldn't have because he was my brother's best friend. So it was easy to turn guys down despite being desperate for one. But that all changed after my brother's friend went off to college. I had a part time job with my brother's friend, but girls at work surrounded him and I became demoralized that I would never find love. Cue the 19 year old guy on World of Warcraft who made me feel wanted. I had a camera phone so I could send and post pictures at that age and back then I mostly used Facebook, MySpace and Photo Bucket. I lost a lot of weight my sophomore year so I posted confidently bikini pictures and sexy pictures thinking that I would lure the attention of my brother's friend whom was 19. So when this guy who was also 19 liked me, it didn't phase me. He looked the part in his photos and his younger brother was my age, so I thought he was extremely attractive in his photos and even proved it was him in his pictures by holding items I asked for. He started paying my World of Warcraft subscription, which in the long run I realized was to get my home address and my real name. I was so stupid and heartbroken over my brother's friend. Years of teaching myself online safety and the ability to be strong against flirts was all but lost in the fog. We would talk for hours on Ventrio and he would make me feel pretty. I was completely blinded by this point. He sent me gifts and I didn't even question how he had my address. Then he offered to drive and pick me up as only then did I suddenly get cold feet. I had a good friend on World of Warcraft, someone my brother met on PAX and joined the guild and is still one of my best friends to this day. He's six years older than me but never creeped on me, was more like the protective brother that I lacked. He caught on to it through conversation and was my words of wisdom in a time that I was lacking any of my own. He saw something was fishy when I could. I told my friend I was scared to meet him because dumb teenager logic, I thought he would not like me. My friend chimed in that I shouldn't meet anyone off the Internet at my age. I told him about the gifts and I swear I have never been scolded like that before in my life, not even by my own parents. But he always cared like that. He wondered why I would give my address to someone I never met met and the expensive gifts that I received were not something the average 19 year old could afford. None of this ever clicked for me of course, because I was lonely and trying to prove something to myself that I could get a boyfriend. So just like that I told the guy it wasn't wise to meet in person and my parents said I wasn't allowed to. That's when he went dark. At first it was pestering over and over, guilting me over the gifts he gave me and encouraging me to defy my parents while he kept bothering me. It never once occurred to me that he would lose his cool. While my friend was worried about the guy having my address, going as far to drive the 11 hours to my house and explain the situation to my dad as I refused to tell him out of fear of getting in trouble at the time, all while taking his spring break in my state instead of his own with his friends. There's a reason he's still one of my best friends. He has a little sister of his own as well and she's my age so his protective nature is natural. Eventually he made me block the guy and that was that. This guy was so angry he would go on different accounts to accuse me of gold digging and using him. Luckily, my friend was smart enough and had the foresight to change my World of Warcraft password and even paid for my account for me taking this guy off of it entirely as one of this guy's threats was to delete my account. But it did not end there. It got worse as he would consistently find ways to message me and tell me how horrible I was till about a month had passed. I was walking home from school about a two mile walk in the wealthy suburbs of New England which I had done for years. Many kids did it as it was a very safe town with no crime. Without a second thought I took off with my 100 pound backpack, put my headphones in and started my 20 minute walk home. It was cold so I had earmuffs over my headphones only drowning out the sound more. I swear if I could talk to myself as a kid I probably would just slap myself for being so stupid because the World of Warcraft guy knew that I walked home every day as I had talked about it before. He knew my address and I never thought twice. I was on the back roads walking home and honestly, easy to map from my school to home as it was pretty straightforward with only one turn at halfway home. In between songs I heard a vague crunching sound of tires rolling rolling over gravel on the road. Slowly I turned around to see a tinted black car and you couldn't see much of the person driving. I jogged out of the driveway that I was standing in front of assuming it was waiting to turn in, but it didn't turn in, the roads were dead and it did not make sense for him to not go around. I swear the saying that you go cold when you're terrified is absolutely true. It could have been a Summer's Day at 95 degrees and my bones would have been cold. My heart just sank and my breathing was uncontrollable. I felt like I had no control over my body as I realized this guy was following me. My blood ran cold and my hands shook as tears formed and my skin felt tight. My body felt like it wasn't ready to fight or flight, but simply freeze there and die. It only got worse as the second time I turned my head to see the car stop. I stopped. My world stopped. I couldn't stop staring. Just froze and breathing like all my school books were on my chest. Crying silently. My eyes hurt with no tears or sound as. As I just stood there. The door opened after what felt like hours, but only seconds, maybe a minute. And it was in fact him. It was the attractive guy from the photos, not a catfish. But something seemed different. At first I thought it was his angry expression, but soon realized he was definitely not 19, more like in his 30s. I could barely think over the loud sound of my heart racing as it froze me in place. I thought I was about to throw up as he spoke to me, told me to get in the car or he would light my house on fire. I honestly just couldn't move, couldn't reach for my phone as his words turned me to stone. And somehow we both failed to notice the little old lady on her porch watching this play out. Suddenly I hear her yell, get away from that girl right now before I burn you alive. We both turned to meet her eyes. A completely serious, angry small lady about 60 or 70, with white hair. I think she noticed my frozen in fear state as she told me to get over to her quickly like that. I ran over to her, tossing off my heavy brick of a backpack. It was obvious he was unsure what to do next as he stood there and watched me run to her. Must have been a sight, this tiny thin old lady standing in front of a teenage girl yelling at this man to go away. Just like that. Savior number two joined the battle as her husband stepped out. A man that looked like he had been through a war or two with a booming voice. I've killed men for less reason. You better leave right now. He got into his car and drove off as I simply collapsed. All that fear just came out as I cried harder and harder as my brain sifted through the past few months of mistakes. After calming me down enough to speak in non hyperventilating words, she asked me if I knew him. I told her kind of, but only online from a video game, not real life. Of course, explaining it wasn't easy. She got on the phone with the school counselor. Her daughter apparently told her my name. I was well known to her daughter, ironically. But it was only 250 or less kids in the school and the town itself was small. Many staff at our school had family in town, kids at school they were related to to either by their own children or their siblings children. It was the kind of town if you didn't leave by a certain age, you were stuck there. So honestly, it seems ironic, but not entirely a huge surprise. The counselor was well aware of my family and my mom's addiction as child services had been involved a few times. She came by in about 10 minutes to pick me up and asked me a ton of questions. Of course knowing I didn't want to involve the police as I was scared of being taken away from my parents again. We weren't rich, but we were more well off than many. Though my mom worked, my dad kept my mom in a tight budget to keep her from buying prescriptions from Canada she wasn't prescribed. She knew all of this and knew though it would be rough, I was better off than father foster care, which was a gamble with losing odds at best. Plus two more years and I would be off to college anyway. So we didn't involve the cops. But she made me promise to take the bus every day and to inform my dad of the situation. She also called my dad at work to inform him and had a teacher make sure I got on the bus every day until I graduated. It really sucked, but I understood if it ended there it would be nice. But there's still more to the story. Two days after this, my dad had to fly out for business. My brother was off at college, so it left me and my mom, who promised my dad she would stay sober while he was gone. But I was used to helping her while she was intoxicated. It was like taking care of a child. But I was on edge as every creek in that big house from the city, the cat stirring at night, the dog barking outside set me on edge and I barely slept. My friend from World of Warcraft called every night making sure I was okay. For the past month, I lived in the middle of the woods next to a huge river in my backyard, so there was still a lot of wildlife outside. In the dead silence of cold months. Running water is an important source of water when the lake freeze. I had been used to all the bumps in the night, cats coming and going and dogs barking at every animal in the yard, but it all seemed new to me as I laid in bed trying to Drown out my fears. The house I grew up in was a six bedroom house. I had a little sister too, but she stayed with my grandma in another state per court order, while I was allowed to choose due to her only being 9 and me 16. The other rooms were used as a game room, an office for my dad, and a guest room, mostly for when my sister visited my grandma, so she had a room to stay in. So in a large house like that in the middle of the woods, it was scary to virtually be alone because my mom was defenseless. I was letting my last cat inside for the night and I noticed at the end of the long driveway between my neighbor's house and our house was a parked black car. I quickly shut the door and locked it. After my cat got inside, I made sure all five doors were locked and even put cardboard on the glass doors to the pool, hoping that if someone broke them, it would delay him if he was in fact in that car. I went and turned off all the lights and got all my cats into one room so I knew they were safe. Here's the thing about my dog. He's untrained for the most part, but was basically a giant puppy in his mind. He growled at strangers, not barked like at animals. We had to keep him outside if we had guests, but he never bit anyone, and if you spent enough time around him, he would eventually accept you. He didn't growl at all strangers either, so he wasn't the most reliable guard dog. But he was big and he had a deep bark. I mulled over what to do as I sat there in the dark with my dog, waiting for a shadow to pass by the window. I eventually went upstairs to my mom's room and woke her up from her sleeping pill slumber. Groggy and still kind of intoxicated, she did not quite grasp what I was telling her until I started crying. She kind of sobered up and asked me to get her some coffee, and I did. All while I'm watching my dog's every move because I knew that he would be able to sense something before I did. As my mom sobered, the fear in her eyes grew. Eventually, she got the idea to call my neighbors and ask them if they knew the car. After they all said no, two of the men left their house to go check the car. The car was empty. At closer inspection, they noticed it was a newer car, a Lexus, and in the passenger seat was a laptop. The car was locked, but with a flashlight you could see somewhat into the tinted windows. They never told us why? But something they saw in the car prompted them to call the local sheriff. There was only one and he lived in town. He drove over about 15 minutes later, ran the plate, and asked all the neighbors about it. Apparently it was a rental car from Ohio and he was calling to see who it was rented to, but the offices were closed. He stuck around in his car for about an hour until someone came out of the woods and ran back in. As the cop shined his spotlight on him, I couldn't see what he was pointing at with his light as it was on the side of my house and I was looking out the front. I guess he called for backup as three other cop cars showed up in five minutes from the neighboring town, at which time a lady cop got out of her car and I asked to speak with her and for her to call my counselor at school to explain who that might be. I was pretty shy back then, but something about a female cop made me feel more comfortable to open up to. I told her the gist of this story and then she called, called my counselor, who backed up my story, but also was explaining why I was scared of cops because of my history with foster care and not wanting to go back. At which time a mostly sober mom joined me, hugging me, doing her typical apologetic routine, but also offering much needed comfort as she called my dad too. Eventually, the lady cop asked if she could take a look around the house to see if things were secure and get any information from my laptop about him. In her search, she found something I didn't think about checking. The basement door was not just unlocked, but open. It's never unlocked, so I did not even think to check it as our backyard floods in the spring due to beaver dams. And it's got extra seals and stuff to prevent the basement from flooding again. But the stuff that was sealing it, which was mostly sandbags and stuff, were set aside. But the door at the bottom of the stairs was locked, even though it did have some damage, like someone tried to pick it. But he did have access to half the basement that was storage and the other half used to be used for my brother's parties. The door between the sections was like a front door, not an indoor door as in the summer. My dad left Hatch open to dry out the basement and adjust pool settings as it was basically the pool house and the cats loved it, so it also had a few cat beds. The section that led upstairs was locked from the inside, and the wall and door were not drywalled and were made of cheap material. But the lock and key heavy door was brick. Upon noticing this, my dad confirmed that he had not left it open. My suspicions that black car was his was pretty much confirmed. As we walked through the house to make sure everything was still safe, she got on my laptop as they searched the woods. I gave her everything I had, his photos, username and she even checked to see if his credit card was still on my account but it wasn't but the last few digits were. She then asked to take my laptop for a few days as she thought she could get some good evidence from it. I asked her to please not damage it and return it as soon as possible because I used it a lot. This was before smartphones so it was all that I had. After a few hours and the onlooking neighbors had gone to bed, the cops came back empty handed but left one cop outside of our house and they towed the guy's car. From what the lady copped told me what permitted such fear in the car was multiple weapons, some sort of rope and handcuffs and the guy that ran back into the dense woods was wearing a mask. So eventually I try and lay down to go to sleep, but pretty sure I was going to call out sick tomorrow and kept all my cats inside for the day. I was too restless to sleep. Every sound scared me. My mom slept with the dog in her room and my cat slept in my room most nights by choice as my room was usually the warmest. At 3:30am I heard a knock at the back door and I heard a man say that he was an undercover police officer and to open the door. I was still awake as I walked downstairs to make out a guy standing in the dark. He had a weapon as he saw me. He demanded that I let him in now as he needed to speak with me. Something felt off. My gut knew it before I did that this guy's voice seemed forced, like someone purposely making their voice deeper. And why was he at the back door? So I turned on a light outside and sure enough it was him. I just screamed and as quickly as I did he started pounding on the door hard. It wasn't a loud horror movie scream, but more like a gasp. I don't think the fear in my body had a loud scream to let out, but the banging was pretty loud as I ran to the front to see the officer was still outside. He was, but he wasn't getting out of his car. I didn't want to run outside as I am not the fastest runner so I turned the porch lights on and off a couple times but still nothing. After a minute my dog came bolting down to the door, barking and growling, nearly foaming at the mouth, soon followed by my mom who was angry and was threatening the man. Somehow during all this, the cop outside had snuck around back and had his weapon pointed at him, yelling at him to put his down. I hid as the rest went down, but he was arrested. No trial needed me to attend and my statement was enough. Come to find out, he wasn't even American. The car was rented under his friend's name and after all that was done, he was deported back to Canada. I assume something with his passport would prevent him from coming back to the USA as the cop reassured me that he couldn't come back to the usa. Now I don't know what exactly he was charged with, but I think my dad said activated assault with a deadly weapon, attempted kidnapping and something else. And it also turned out that he was 32 years old, not 19. So I assume me being a minor carried another charge and life moved on from there. I had plenty of creeps before and after, but he was by far the worst. From World of Warcraft. I experienced a couple more creeps from streaming, but I'm an adult now and much better at staying safe online. This is a Reese's Peanut Butter cup sound experiment.