Transcript
Narrator (0:02)
Snap Studios. It was maybe, maybe the happiest I've ever been. Hold my brand new baby boy. You couldn't tell me nothing. Joy, joy, joy, joy. And I'm thinking, I have a little girl. And now I have this baby boy. Both of them perfect. Created in love. Everything I've always wanted come true. I weep with happiness, with gratitude. And this bliss. It's followed a few moments later by the most horrifying time in my life. We realize that something is wrong. And I can't tell you that story right now. Not right ever. I can't. I will tell you that a few days later, exhausted, spent, terrified for my little man. I'm leaving the neonatal intensive care unit, the nicu. Leaving for a moment to go home to hugging my baby girl, maybe shower, eat something before returning to the hospital. My father's at my house for some reason. I don't know why. It's all a fog to me. What I do recall is that he says, son, I know we don't share the same beliefs, but I want you to know that I'm praying Jesus. I'm praying on Jesus for you both and I'm praying on Jesus for that baby. My father and I, we don't share the same beliefs. Bly. I can't recall telling him, pops, if you have any prayer, any God, any faith, any magic, any healing, any power that you can send to my little boy right now, whatever you have to do, do that, do. And he does. Bows his head to his God right there. And I bow my head too, to a force I had long ago stopped believing in. They say there are no atheists in foxholes. There are no atheists at the neonatal intensive care unit either. Crystals, magic lamps, amulets, give me all of it. I don't care. Just help my baby boy.
Bill (2:54)
Help him.
Narrator (2:58)
And a few weeks later, pushing that stroller out of that place with that boy, I thought I was happy before. And Popsy asked me later, isn't his God good? And I don't know who did what. The prayers, the gods, the nurses, the doctors, the faith, the angels. I don't know who let us depart from that place as if escaping a tool. I do not know and I do not care. Today on Snap Judgment, we proudly present the Don't Look Back special. Anonymous in Washington. You don't know what you don't know when you're listening to Snap Judgment. Now, every year right around this time, we do a Look Back special. But this year, we're changing up the soup. And featuring amazing supernatural Stories from our sister show Spooked. In our first story, it does have a tiny bit of squeamishness, but not to worry, I promise, because we get to meet Bill. And Bill's headed home from college for the holidays, driving to see his high school sweetheart. But he's got to make it through the Appalachian mountains first. Snap judgment.
Valerie (5:11)
It's a kind of a rainy, misty Sunday morning. I'm driving through an area that there are trees on the left, trees on the right, and I'm going down a hill, and it kind of swerves back and forth, back and forth, you know, like a snake. But my father used to say, you know, going around these curves, we can almost look out the car window and see the back of the car. But, you know, I was going to see my girlfriend, so it's all worth it. The road makes a big swing to the left right there. And on the right hand side is this big muddy gully. And when I tried to make that curve into the left, I slid off the road into the gully. But I gunned the motor trying to get out of the ditch and back on the road like you do. When the tires were spinning really fast and they caught, I sped up. And when I got on the road, I started to slide diagonally across the road over this cliff. And I realized at one point there, I'm not going to stop. This car's not gonna stop. And then once I left the road and started going down that crevice, I don't remember that part. The next thing I knew, the car was right side up, down the bottom of that hill, sitting in a little creek bed which had some water in it because it'd been raining. And there I was, sitting in the car, still inside. And I looked down and I had little pieces of broken glass in my arms, and it had just started to bleed. So I figured, well, I haven't been here very long. You know, I just blacked out there for a second as I came down, and here I am. So I got out of the car and this is the strangest thing. I locked it and then realized this car was a total loss. The windows were all broken, the engine was almost out, it had been dislodged. And I thought, well, I'm gonna have to get out of here and get some help, and what am I going to tell my father? So I looked to where I was and I realized that I'm over a cliff out in the middle of nowhere. Anybody driving down that road, even if somebody does come down the road. They don't know I'm down here. They're not going to be able to see me. And it's raining. And I really thought about this, too. They're going to have their windows up because it's raining, so I can yell all I want to and nobody's gonna know I'm down here. There's not gonna be any help. If I make it, I'm gonna have to get out of here myself. The cliff was very steep. There was a light rain happening at the time. So all of the leaves and the little saplings and everything, everything was wet. And I looked up at the saplings and I thought, well, you know, maybe I can grab a hold of them, you know, pull myself up and maybe put my foot on some of them. Maybe I can actually get up there. And I tried to do it. And when I leaned over and something wet and sticky ran over the front of my face, what in the world is this? And I reached my hand up, wiped it off my face, and it was blood. And I put my hand up to my head and I could feel my scalp because my scalp had been cut from ear to ear and flipped backwards, so my hand is on my bare skull. So I grabbed my skin and pulled it back over like a little flap, then reached back again to grab a sapling. But I was losing a lot of blood. I mean, a lot. Because now I'm covered, covered in it. My pants, my shirt, everything's bloody. And that's when I got really scared.
