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I got sober May 5, 2023. What an amazing year It has been. I honestly never thought I would stay sober after I came home from treatment. I still had the alcoholic mindset that I could always go back to drinking sometime, just do it smarter and better. The last 12 months of ups ad downs have taught me so much about who I truly am. I AM an alcoholic, I am a mess, I am struggling.......but I will never be broken again!! With the support and love of my support network I am never alone. I am proof that you can't hit rock bottom, fall deeper and then rise above the noise and pain. I welcome my best friend in the world to join us in remembering the last year, Mr. Stephen Jeran. Steve and I have been friends for over 30 years. He knows more about my bad choices and struggles than anyone. My co-host Kells and Steve spend this day with me and I am grateful I could be here to appreciate my life and everything it includes, the good and the bad. I could not ask for a better way to remember and celebrate!! Thank you both for your love and support.

(Recorded May 5, 2024)

We love you and there is always a seat for you at the Steel City Round Table!

44:T77a,

Holy shit I've been sober for a year...what a journey!