Faith Moore (27:09)
What can I do? Cried the professor piteously, appealing to me with both hands. Deuce. What a deuce. How can I help you, Walter, when I don't know the man? He knows you. He is afraid of you. He has left the theatre to escape you. Pesca, there must be a reason for this. Look back into your own life. Before you came to England. You left Italy, as you have told me yourself, for political reasons. You have never mentioned those reasons to me, and I don't inquire into them now. I only ask you to consult your own recollections, and to say, if they suggest no past cause for the terror which the first sight of you produced in man. To my unutterable surprise, these words, harmless as they appeared to me, produced the same astounding effect on Pesca which the sight of Pesca had produced on the count. The rosy face of my little friend whitened in an instant, and he drew back from me slowly, trembling from head to Foot, Walter, he said, you do not know what you ask. He spoke in a whisper. He looked at me as if I had suddenly revealed to him some hidden danger to both of us. In less than one minute of time he was so altered from the easy, lively, quaint little man of all my past experience, that if I had met him in the street, changed as I saw him now, I should most certainly not have known him again. Forgive me if I have unintentionally pained and shocked you, I replied. Remember the cruel wrong my wife has suffered at Count Fosco's hands. Remember that the wrong can never be redressed unless the means are in my power of forcing him to do her justice. I spoke in her interests. Pesca, I ask you again to forgive me. I can say no more. I rose to go. He stopped me before I reached the door. Wait, he said. You have shaken me from head to foot. You don't know how I left my country and why I left my country. Let me compose myself. Let me think if I can. I returned to my chair. He walked up and down the room, talking to himself incoherently in his own language. After several turns backwards and forwards, he suddenly came up to me. Me. And laid his little hands with a strange tenderness and solemnity on my breast. On your heart and soul, Walter, he said. Is there no other way to get to that man but the chance way through me? There is no other way, I answered. He left me again, opened the door of the room and looked out cautiously into the passage, closed it once more and came back. You won your right over me, Walter, he said, on the day when you saved my life. It was yours from that moment when you pleased to take it. Take it now. Yes, I mean what I say. My next words, as true as the good God is above us, will put my life into your hands. Hands. The trembling earnestness with which he uttered this extraordinary warning carried with it to my mind the conviction that he spoke the truth. Mind this, he went on, shaking his hands at me in the vehemence of his agitation. I hold no thread in my own mind between that man Vosco and the past time which I call back to me for your sake. If you find the thread, keep it to yourself. Tell me nothing. On my knees, I beg and pray. Let me be ignorant, Let me be innocent. Let me be blind to all the future as I am now. He said a few words, more hesitatingly and disconnectedly, then stopped again. I saw that the effort of expressing himself in English, on an occasion too serious to permit Him. The use of the quaint turns and phrases of his ordinary vocabulary was painfully increasing. The difficulty he had felt from the first in speaking to me at all. Having learned to read and understand his native language, though not to speak it in the earlier days of our intimate companionship, I now suggested to him that he should express himself in Italian, while I used English in putting any questions which might be necessary to my enlightenment. He accepted the proposal in his smooth, flowing language, spoken with a vehement agitation which betrayed itself in the perpetual working of his features, in the wildness and the suddenness of his foreign gesticulations, but never in the raising of his voice. I now heard the words which armed me to meet the last struggle that is left for this story to record. It is only right to mention here that I repeat Pesca's statement to me. With the careful suppressions and alterations which the serious nature of the subject and my own sense of duty to my friend demand. My first and last concealments from the reader are those which caution renders absolutely necessary in this portion of the narrative. So he's saying that he's not going to tell us everything that Pesca said. In order to help maintain Pesca's safety, He's just going to tell us what we need to know for this story. You know nothing of my motive for leaving Italy, he began, except that it was for political reasons. If I had been driven to this country by the persecution of my government, I should not have kept those reasons a secret from you or from anyone. I have concealed them because no government authority has pronounced the sentence of my exile. You have heard, Walter, of the political societies that are hidden in every great city on the continent of Europe. Europe. To one of those societies, I belonged in Italy and belong still in England. When I came to this country, I came by the direction of my chief. I was overzealous. In my younger time, I ran the risk of compromising myself and others. For those reasons, I was ordered to emigrate to England and to wait. I emigrated. I have waited. I wait still. So Pesca is a member of a secret organization, essentially of vigilantes. In his youth he was kind of a loose cannon. So they sent him to live in England and await future orders. That's what he's been doing all this time that he's been here. Tomorrow I may be called away. Ten years hence I may be called away. It is all one to me. I am here. I support myself by teaching, and I wait. I violate no oath. You shall hear why presently, in making my Confidence complete. By telling you the name of the society to which I belong, all I do is to put my life in your hands. If what I say to you now is ever known by others to have passed my lips, as certainly as we two sit here, I am a dead man. He whispered the next words in my ear. I keep the secret which he thus communicated. The society to which he belonged will be sufficiently individualized for the purpose of these pages. If I call it the Brotherhood on the few occasions when any reference to the subject will be needed in this place. The object of the Brotherhood, Pasco went on, is briefly the object of other political societies of the same sort. The destruction of tyranny and the assertion of the rights of the people. The principles of the Brotherhood are so long as a man's life is useful or even harmless, only he has the right to enjoy it. But if his life inflicts injury on the well being of his fellow men, from that moment he forfeits the right. And it is not only no crime, but a positive merit to deprive him of it so. Pesca's society takes down people who are harming others. It is not for me to say in what frightful circumstances of oppression and suffering this society took its rise. It is not for you to say, you Englishmen who have conquered your freedom so long ago. That you have conveniently forgotten what blood you shed. And what extremities you proceeded to in the conquering. It is not for you to say how far the worst of all exasperations may or may not carry the maddened men of an enslaved nation. The iron that has entered into our souls has gone too deep for you to find it. Leave the refugee alone. Laugh at him. Distrust him. Open your eyes in wonder at that secret self which smolders in him. Sometimes under the everyday respectability and tranquillity of a man like me, sometimes under the grinding poverty, the fierce squalor of men less lucky, less pliable, less patient than I am. But judge us not in the time of your first Charles, you might have done us justice. The long luxury of your own freedom has made you incapable, people, of doing us justice now. So he's trying to say that his organization never kills people without good reason, that they fight for what is right and good and seek to end oppression. All the deepest feelings of his nature seem to force themselves to the surface in those words. All his heart was poured out to me for the first time in our lives. But still his voice never rose, still his dread of the terrible revelation he was Making to me never left him him so far, he resumed. You think the Society like other societies. Its object, in your English opinion, is anarchy and the revolution. It takes the life of a bad king or a bad minister, as if the one and the other were dangerous wild beasts to be shot at the first opportunity. I grant you this. But the laws of the Brotherhood are the laws of no other political society on the face of the earth. The members are not known to one another. There is a president in Italy. There are presidents abroad. Each of these has his secretary. The presidents and the secretaries know the members, but the members among themselves are all strangers until their chiefs see fit in the political necessity of the time or in the private necessity of the society to make them known to each other. With such a safeguard as this. There is no oath among us on admittance. We are identified with the Brotherhood by a secret mark which we all bear, which lasts while our lives last. We are told to go about our ordinary business and to report ourselves to the president or the secretary four times a year, in the event of our services being required. We are warned, if we betray the Brotherhood or if we injure it by serving other interests, that we die by the principles of the Brotherhood. Die by the hand of a stranger who may be sent from the other end of the world to strike the blow, or by the hand of our own bosom friend who may have been a member unknown to us through all the years of our intimacy. Okay, so members of the Brotherhood don't know each other. They are known only to their superiors. If they ever tell anyone about the Brotherhood and their superiors find out, they will be assassinated. In the same way that they have been trained to assassinate political enemies. Sometimes the death is delayed. Sometimes it follows close on the treachery. It is our first business to know how to wait. Our second business to know how to obey when the word is spoken. Some of us may wait our lives through and may not be wanted. Some of us may be called to the work or the preparation for the work. The very day of our admission, I am myself the little, easy, cheerful man you know, who of his own accord, would hardly lift up his handkerchief to strike down the fly that buzzes about his face. I, in my younger time, under provocation so dreadful that I will not tell you of it, entered the Brotherhood by an impulse, as I might have killed myself by an impulse. I must remain in it now. It has got me, whatever I may think of it, in my better circumstances and my cooler manhood, to my dying day, while I was still in Italy I was chosen secretary, and all the members of that time who were brought face to face with my president were brought face to face also with me. So before Pascha left Italy, he was one of the superiors who did get to see the various agents of the Brotherhood. At that time I began to understand him. I saw the end towards which his extraordinary disclosure was now tending. He waited a moment, watching me, earnestly watching, till he had evidently guessed what was passing in my mind before he resumed. You have drawn your own conclusion already, he said. I see it in your face. Tell me nothing. Keep me out of the secret of your thoughts. Let me make my one last sacrifice of myself for your sake, and then have done with this subject, never to return to it again. He signed to me not to answer him. Rose removed his coat and rolled up the shirt sleeve on his left arm. I promised you that this confidence should be complete, he whispered, speaking close at my ear with his eyes looking watchfully at the door. Whatever comes of it, you shall not reproach me with having hidden anything from you which it was necessary to your own interest to know. I have said that the Brotherhood identifies its members by a mark that lasts for life. See the place and the mark on it for yourself. He raised his bare arm and showed me high on the upper part of it and in the inner side a brand deeply burnt in the flesh and stained of a bright blood red colour. I abstain from describing the device which the brand represented. Meaning he's not going to tell us what the brand looked like. It will be sufficient to say that it was circular in form and so small that it would have been completely covered by a shilling coin. Coin. A man who has this mark branded in this place, he said, covering his arm again, is a member of the Brotherhood. A man who has been false to the Brotherhood is discovered sooner or later by the chiefs who know him, presidents or secretaries as the case may be. And a man discovered by the chiefs is dead. No human laws can protect him. Remember what you have seen and heard, draw what conclusions you like, act as you please, but in the name of God, whatever you discover, whatever you do, tell me nothing, let me remain free from a responsibility which it horrifies me me to think of which I know in my conscience is not my responsibility. Now, for the last time, I say it on my honor as a gentleman, on my oath as a Christian. If the man you pointed out at the opera knows me, he is so altered or so disguised that I do not know him. I am ignorant of his proceedings or his Purposes in England. I never saw him. I never heard the name he goes by to my knowledge before tonight. I say no more. Okay, so Fosco recognizes Pesca because he saw Pesca when he joined the Brotherhood, right? The same organization that Pesca is a part of. But he's so changed or disguised since that time that Pesca doesn't recognize him now. And Fosco is so frightened because Fosco has gone against the Brotherhood in some way, which means that at some point the Brotherhood will kill him. So when he saw Pesca looking at him in the Opera, he assumed he was there, there to kill him. But Pesca doesn't want to know anything about this because he doesn't want to have to kill anybody. Leave me a little, Walter. I am overpowered by what has happened. I am shaken by what I have said. Let me try to be like myself again when we meet next. He dropped into a chair and, turning away from me, hid his face in his hands. I gently opened the door so as not to disturb him, and spoke my few parting words in low tones which he might hear or not as he pleased. Pleased. I will keep the memory of to night in my heart of hearts, I said. You shall never repent the trust you have reposed in me. May I come to you to morrow. May I come as early as 9 o' clock. Yes, Walter, he replied, looking up at me kindly and speaking in English once more, as if his one anxiety now was to get back to our former relations towards each other. Come to my little bit of breakfast before I go my ways among the pupils that I teach. Good night, Pesca. Good night, my friend. 6. My first conviction as soon as I found myself outside the house, was that no alternative was left me but to act at once on the information I had received to make sure of the Count that night, or to risk the loss if I only delayed till the morning of Laura's last chance. I looked at my watch. It was 10 o' clock. Not the shadow of a doubt crossed my mind of the purpose for which the Count had left the theatre. His escape from us that evening was beyond all question. The preliminary only to his escape from London. The mark of the Brotherhood was on his arm. I felt as certain of it as if he had shown me the brand and the betrayal of the Brotherhood was on his conscience. I had seen it in his recognition of Pascal Pesca. It was easy to understand why that recognition had not been mutual. A man of the Count's character would never risk the terrible consequences of turning spy without looking to his personal security quite as carefully as he looked to his golden reward. The shaven face which I had pointed out at the opera might have been covered by a beard in Pesca's time. His dark brown hair might be a wig. His name was evidently a false one. 1. The accident of time might have helped him as well. His immense corpulence might have come with his later years. There was every reason why Pesca should not have known him again. Every reason also why he should have known Pesca, whose singular personal appearance made a marked man of him go where he might. I have said that I felt certain of the purpose in the Count's mind when he escaped us at the theatre. How could I doubt it when I saw with my own eyes that he believed himself, in spite of the change in his appearance, to have been recognized by Pesca and to be therefore in danger of his life. If I could get speech to him that night, if I could show him that I too knew of the mortal peril in which he stood, what result would follow? Plainly this. One of us must be master of the situation. One of us must inevitably be at the mercy of the other. So Walter is saying that now he's going to use what he knows to try to blackmail Fosko Moscow. I owed it to myself to consider the chances against me before I confronted them. I owed it to my wife to do all that lay in my power to lessen the risk. The chances against me wanted no reckoning up. They were all merged in one. If the Count discovered by my own avowal that the direct way to his safety lay through my life, he was probably the last man in existence who would shrink from throwing me off my guard and taking that way when he had me alone within his reach. Meaning, if Fosco thinks the only person who knows about all this is Walter, he's going to just kill Walter. The only means of defense against him on which I could at all rely to lessen the risk presented themselves after a little careful thinking. Clearly enough, before I made any personal acknowledgment of my discovery in his presence, I must place the discovery itself where it would be ready for instant use against me. Him, and safe from any attempt at suppression on his part. If I laid the mine under his feet before I approached him, and if I left instructions with a third person to fire it on the expiration of a certain time, unless directions to the contrary were previously received under my own hand or from my own lips. In that event, the Count's security was absolutely dependent upon Mine and I might hold the vantage ground over him securely, even in his own house. Meaning if he writes down what he knows and gives some other person the authority to make it public, if he doesn't return at a set time, then he can hold that over the Count and potentially save his own life. This idea occurred to me when I was close to the new lodgings which he had taken on returning from the seaside. I went in without disturbing anyone, by the help of my key. A light was in the hall and I stole up with it to my workroom to make my preparations decisions and absolutely to commit myself to an interview with the Count before either Laura or Marian could have the slightest suspicion of what I intended to do. A letter addressed to Pesca represented the surest means of precaution, which it was now possible for me to take. I wrote as the man whom I pointed out to you at the opera is a member of the Brotherhood and has been false to his trust. Put both these assertions to the test instantly. You know the name he goes by in England. His address is number 5 Forest Road, St. John's Wood. On the love you once bore me, use the power entrusted to you without mercy and without delay. Against that man I have risked all and lost all, and the forfeit of my failure has been paid with my life.
