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That's So Fcked Up
Hosted by Ashley Love Richards · EN
That's So Fcked Up is a true crime lite podcast primarily about cults, but also murder and other generally awful things. TSFU brings you enthralling stories while looking at what causes them to happen. Join host Ashley Love Richards as she and her various co-hosts discuss what inspires people to do the awful things that they do. Nature? Nurture? Society? Let's investigate from our couches together!
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JANUARY SPOOKTACULAR: TSFU Ep. 58- Demonic Possession: The True Story Behind "The Conjuring: The Devil Made Me Do It"
Jan 2401:09:35Tap to summarizeOne of Ash's ALL TIME FAVES for suuuuure, that didn't quite make it onto "TSFU's 12 Faves of Christmas", but definitely deserved a spot there! This was the first episode about the Warrens and their cases that TSFU covered, way back in June 2021.Make sure to listen to last week's episode TSFU Ep. 185- SPOOKY: The Smurl Haunting, The True Story Behind "The Conjuring: Last Rites" first!Still to come this month:TSFU Listenersode 11 - Updated version with Kristen's own haunting story! (June 2021)Binge or Bust?- Ep. 10: Devil's Road- The True Story of Ed and Lorraine Warren (Dec 2022)TSFU Presents Devious Dolls- Ep. 4: Annabelle (Jan 2023)TSFU Ep. 165- The Amityville Murders and Haunting (Nov 2024)Ash and Cam talk about the true story behind The Conjuring: The Devil Made Me Do It! Jeepers Creepers!Arne Johnson claimed that he was possessed by the devil when he stabbed his friend and landlord Alan Bono to death on February 16, 1981 in the sleepy town of Brookfield, CT. Prior to that, the affable 19 year old had been present at several exorcisms performed on his fiancé's little brother, David Glatzl. At the last exorcism performed on David, Arne challenged the demon that was terrorizing David to come into him and take him instead. The night ended in peace, with David and Arne seemingly free from the demon's grasp, but famous Catholic paranormal investigators Ed and Lorraine Warren told Arne what a terrible idea this had been and warned him, and the Brookfield police, that there would certainly be more trouble ahead...To hear all 25 episodes of Ash Learns the Bible, plus early access to regular content, and ad-free versions of all 600 episodes in our catalog, visit our Patreon!If you'd like to support my escape to Indonesia, check out the GOFUNDME :)Audio engineering by Evette Darensbourg.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 169- PARRICIDE: The Menendez Brothers part II
Jan 21, 202500:41:16Tap to summarizeAsh and research assistant Erin wrap up the Menendez brothers saga, as they delve into the wild twists and turns of the Menendez Brothers' case, from explosive family drama to courtroom chaos. Further allegations of abuse by a client of Jose's, shocking trials, media frenzy, and those jaw-dropping verdicts. Plus, the brothers’ prison lives, their unexpected TikTok fame, and fresh legal bombshells.Make sure to listen to part I first!✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218-Audio editing by Ryan Truby.-Research by Erin Collins.-Sources:https://www.cnn.com/2024/10/16/us/erik-menendez-letter-to-cousin/index.htmlhttps://mymiscstuff.wordpress.com/2024/05/27/a-poisonous-dinner/https://web.archive.org/web/20010123215500/http://www.courttv.com/casefiles/menendez/transcripts/apr96/https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/inside-menendez-brothers-prison-lives-restrictions-no-conjugal-visits/https://variety.com/2024/tv/news/menendez-brothers-nathan-hochman-nancy-theberge-brock-lunsford-resentencing-1236238962/https://www.investigationdiscovery.com/video/menendez-brothers-misjudged-investigation-discovery-atve-us/menendez-monsters-or-misjudgedhttps://www.peacocktv.com/watch-online/tv/menendez--menudo-boys-betrayed/8222254554603265112https://www.netflix.com/title/81506509
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 169- PARRICIDE: The Menendez Brothers part I
Jan 13, 202500:55:13Tap to summarizeIn case you didn't get enough of the Memendez Brother's story at the end of 2024, we thought we'd do a deep dive into it anyway!Ash is joined by research assistant Erin Collins as they look at themes of abuse, mental health, and privilege. They explore the dark side of wealth, parenting gone wrong, and the psychological scars of a toxic family dynamic. This episode delves into the brothers’ abusive upbringing, the brutal killings of Jose and Kitty Menendez, and the aftermath—from confessions to legal battles.✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218-Audio editing by Kim Shockley.-Research by Elizabeth Vandenbosch.-Sources:Lyle and Erik Menendez - WikipediaWhy the Menendez Brothers Killed Their ParentsA timeline of the Menendez brothers’ murder case and the push to reexamine it | CNNThe Menendez brothers murder their parents | August 20, 1989 | HISTORYLyle And Erik Menendez, The Infamous Brothers Who Killed Their ParentsErik and Lyle Menendez - Crime MuseumMenendez brothers convicted of killing parents reunite in jailErik Menendez HS Classmate Breaks Silence: 'Something Was Horribly Wrong' - NewsweekWhat Lyle and Erik Menendez bought in $700k spree before their arrestWhat Did The Menendez Brothers Buy After Their Parents' Deaths? They Went On A Spending SpreeMenendez brothers timeline: The murders, trials and effort to free them from prisonThe Menendez Brothers Murder Trial: Key players | Court TV33-CA v. Menendez: Diane Vander Molen | Court TV VideoJamie Pisarcik: Where is Lyle Menendez’s Ex-Girlfriend Today?Menendez Confession Recounted : Trial: Lyle's ex-fiancee tells of jailhouse admission that he killed his parents because of sexual abuse. - Los Angeles Times
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 168- VIRTUAL REALITY NIGHTMARE: Lima Jevremovic's Alleged Trafficking of Amanda Rabb
Jan 6, 202501:01:10Tap to summarizeIt's finally here folks, the intro to Ash's obsession for the last seven+ months... the case of Amanda Rabb.Amanda Rabb, a young Black woman experiencing homelessness and drug addiction on the streets of Skid Row in Los Angeles, California, appeared on the hit YouTube channel, Soft White Underbelly, in December of 2019. She was heavily featured on the channel and became someone that the audience was heavily invested in. "Mental health expert" Lima Jevremovic came on the channel in August of 2020 touting a new virtual reality therapy that she had come up with that could cure addiction, mental health issues, homelessness and more... and it seemed that her and Mark Laita, owner of the Soft White Underbelly channel, already had a "guinea pig" in mind.This is the introduction to Amanda's story and the insane web surrounding her tragic death.Ash also discusses addiction and suicide stats post election and her journey through the different phases of relapse.✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Ryan Truby.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 167- LEGAL TORTURE: The Cult of Russ McKamey part 4
Jan 3, 202501:29:08Tap to summarizeHoping you're all having a wonderful or at least tolerable holiday season lovelies, we finally bring you the Finale of the Saga of Russ...In the final part of this deep dive series, Ash and research assistant Kristen wrap up with how a couple of YouTubers infiltrated the Manor and Russ' inner circle, wrecking havoc in some pretty insane and hilarious ways, how Russ handled that and what he's up to now.... it's not good.✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Ryan Truby and Kim Shockley.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 167- LEGAL TORTURE: The Cult of Russ McKamey part 3
Dec 30, 202401:01:25Tap to summarizeIn the third installment of our four part series, Ash and research assistant Kristen talk about everything from the ethics of extreme haunted experiences and the psychological impact of such traumatic experiences. They also talk about red rooms, rumors of military connections, and McKamey's lack of legal repercussions despite numerous allegations surrounding the troubling nature of his relationships with women and children. Tune in for this juicy one!✨Please consider supporting us on Patreon, for early ad-free content and so much more for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Ryan Truby and Kim Shockley.
Transcribe →TSFU INTERVIEWS: Ep. 4- McCracken Poston Jr., Author of "Zenith Man: Death, Love, and Redemption in a Georgia Courtroom"
Dec 19, 202401:05:17Tap to summarizeOne of Ash's amazing and incredibily varied co-hosts, Fallon Morey sits down with criminal defense attorney McCracken Poston Jr., who represented Alvin Ridley—a reclusive man at the center of a gripping murder trial. Alvin, often misunderstood due to his eccentricities and autism, was accused of killing his wife, though the story turned out to be far more complex. McCracken shares the wild twists of the case, the challenges of defending a misunderstood client, and the importance of autism awareness in navigating the legal system.McCracken King Poston Jr. is an American criminal defense attorney and part-time juvenile court judge. He gained national attention for several notable cases which were featured on TV series specials such as CNN Presents, Dateline NBC, A&E's American Justice and Forensic Files!Find out more about Poston and his work on his website!✨Support us on Patreon, and get tons of bonuses and goodies, for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Dallas Hernandez.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 167- LEGAL TORTURE: The Cult of Russ McKamey part 2
Dec 13, 202400:48:05Tap to summarizeIn part 2 of our 4 part deep dive, Ash and Kristen explore the psychological manipulation that victims of Russ endure, they uncover the shocking practices and cult-like dynamics at play. Tune in for a deep dive into horror, exploitation, and society’s obsession with the macabre!✨PART 3 IS OUT NOW ON PATREON! Support us on Patreon, and get tons of bonuses and goodies, for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Ryan Truby.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 167- LEGAL TORTURE: The Cult of Russ McKamey part 1
Dec 6, 202401:03:05Tap to summarizeAsh and research assistant Kristen dive into the dark world of McKamey Manor, the "extreme haunt" infamous for its torturous experiences. They explore the psychology behind seeking fear, the shady practices of Russ McKamey, and the blurred lines between consent and abuse. From participant trauma to media exploitation, this episode tackles the ethics of extreme entertainment and the dangers of unchecked thrill-seeking.Ash has been obsessed with this case for a decade, and this is just the start!✨Support us on Patreon, and get tons of bonuses and goodies, for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Ryan Truby.
Transcribe →TSFU Ep. 166- BULLYING: The Murder of Reena Virk
Nov 15, 202400:51:19Tap to summarizeThis week Ash is joined by podcaster and sur-thrivor Terra Newell to talk about the murder of Reena Virk, the subject of Hulu's series Under the Bridge. You may know Terra from the podcast and/or tv series Dirty John, so the gals obviously discuss the ethics of true crime entertainment in this important episode.Fourteen year old Reena was bullied throughout her youth and after finding a group of teens she thought were her friends, she was beaten to death under a bridge in Saanich, Canada in the the 90's. This case has been integral in shedding light on the dangers of bullying, and Ash and Terra highlight how this topic is more important than ever with the addition of cyberbullying.Check out Terra's pod Terra's Baddy Club here, follow her on IG here, and find everything Terra on her website!✨Support us on Patreon, and get tons of bonuses and goodies, for as little as $5 a month! 🩷Or make a one time donation on Buy Me a Coffee!✨👾We have an amazing community of friends and fans on Discord and it's open to everyone🕸️Visit That's So Fcked Up's Website: https://tsfuthepodcast.com/📸TSFU on IG: https://www.instagram.com/tsfuthepodcast/👀Ash on IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashleyloverichards/📲Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/thats-so-fcked-up/id1508752329🎧Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/2zo86q0aYvNSg8prn1k73N?si=590fae149eb24218Audio editing by Gaytrice Perdue.
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