ONLY HITLER.

He taught me:

That without meaning there is nothing.

Death taught me, it is hell if it’s not your own.

Yelling can get people’s attention, however, so can saying things really slow and softly, because its just as weird and unnecessary. It will not help us understand you any better or at all. It will probably make us think you are unhinged and people tend to just nod and smile to unhinged people. Something like a burden.

Hitler taught me I was Hitler. (Sans racist stuff and hating Jews. More, that I used to be a mini dictator). As in, I was anti-male and for no reeeeeeel good reason either. Good news! I love men now, saw the wrongs of my ways and will pay in karma forever more, maybe, however, if you take it you gotta pay it back. . That’s Leela, the game of self improvement aka. Life.

I worked through my fem-cel (a “Incel,” but a female) issues like a grown ass woman, SOMETHING Hitler was not. This is where Hitler and I part ways.

But first, one thing I’ll say about Hitler is this, and not many people say this about him, I don’t hear them very often anyway, but he is a multi faceted character. Excuse me, the narrative of him is anyway. It’s why he is still very fascinating to people and why there are still Nazis today, I believe.

However, I don’t understand being a modern Nazi. You only got 80 or so years to live, if you live an entire normal curve-esque life-span. And you are going to waste it on Hitler? The guy who killed his dog and himself in a murder suicide situation 70 years approx. ago when it got too tough for him? My hypothesis is that he had someone shoot him, and was too much of a pussy to kill himself.

I’m not endorsing Nazis or Hitler obviously, and I’m obviously not glorifying them, how could I, they lost. (oh yeah, plus they stand for everything I don’t). They didn’t lose by a lot though, they got pretty far with propaganda and manipulation, and U-Boats. However, that can only get you so far up against total war with Russia.

I am reading a book called “Hitler’s Strategy,” a old library book I found first edition from the Australian Armies Library, last hired out in 1971. Written in 1956.

As I said earlier, until I was in my late 20’s, I was a mini dictator. I was never told I should understand the things I can change, know the things I cannot and have the wisdom to decipher the differences. That’s the issue with dictators, they are not grateful and are clouded with resentment, the only thing they constantly see is red. And so did I.

(Taylor swift has a song and album called RED.)

Hitler taught me that narrative weaves deeply through a person’’s identity and once they have completely taken to said identity, it’s hard to convince them of anything else. God damn near impossible.

One thing you can change, is the narrative another human has about you, whether it’s true or not. (Its easier if it is true, but understandable if it can’t be for various reasons. There’s ways around that).

How do you change a person’s narrative about you?

First, you need to understand the narrative about themselves really well. Most people’s narratives about themselves are quite obvious, “the norm.” They will either be a victim or they are not a victim. It is that simple to start. It is the most important narrative to look out for, because it can tell you the first path to take with them.

If you cannot quite understand who they are after an hour of being with them this could mean that they simply do not know who they are, or they are lost. Therefore, that’s who they are and that makes them a victim.

Second important knowledge is, who is their mother? Then you will have to pick the version of their mother that is most appealing to them (positively or negatively, it doesn’t matter), or preferably a trait that you possess naturally. Now you make that the narrative to portray to them. This is a easy one to get them to digest fast, but regurgitation almost impossible.

Dictators tend to isolate their countries while changing their people’s narratives about who they are, outside influence can interfere with your hard work.

Be good looking. Being aesthetically pleasing makes things a lot easier to digest.

Fear almost digests automatically, without any process or effort. Get to know what they fear the most and turn that into a pleasing narrative or weave it in, people love to hate what they fear. Like a roller coaster or a gore film. They will always wanna go again if it actually scared them.

There’s more, but for now that will do. I don’t want to end up on another ASIO list. (I think writing ASIO you end up on a list….I love ASIO….).

If you can’t change someone’s narrative about you in those steps, you have not chosen a victim and likelihood have become one yourself instead……..Opps. In any case, don’t flog a dead horse, give it up and be yourself, or find a actual victim and have the wisdom to know the difference EVERYTIME. Never waste time.

It’s also better to not do this, it comes with a lot of bad karma………Thought I’d add that.

I waste time all the time and I wonder why?

Is Hitler the devil?

Does the devil ever win?

Does anyone ever win?

DEFINE “WIN.”

As in, what context?

The Devil taught me that God is not perfect.

On earth no human is perfect. And thank god it’s the flaws that are attractive (secretly).

The road to that knowledge is really painful. And you will behave non integrally while searching for this knowledge. The longer this lesson takes to learn, the more dangerous you become……..To yourself.

The short cut is simply to allow yourself to fall. Allow your differences to define you from the rest. Work to your strengths and this will weaken your weaknesses.

This is speaking only from experience. My experience with all of this is in the past. This is all just wisdom I’m passing down to myself in public.

My Queen Anne’s lace heart, weightless on your little head.

Why did the Devil sacrifice his first child?

Is the devil even that interesting?

Why would he have goat horns?

Why is he half animal/half human?

Why is he a he?

What if he was a she?

I know the devil feels virtue-less.

I know the devil feels.

How do I know? Educated guess.

UN-educated guess?

It’s maybe the way he died. But it was so dramatic and way too JUST for the devil. The women of Athens died much more brutally.

Opps.

Change of subject.

Heaven and Hell

When I think of heaven and hell I think about a world like this one, in which we live. The mediator world, controlled by the energy of human beings. Because it is controlled by the energy of human beings, you just got to think who are human beings? What is our character, biases, stereotypes, likes, dislikes, trends, habits, beliefs, rituals, values, principles, intentions.

One thing I always remember about human beings is that they have a negative bias evolutionarily speaking. This used to be a good narrative to weave into the mix. For it made us prepare a lot earlier for danger that we could be possibly facing, like saving us from being eaten by the Mammoths or animals similar to the mammoth in size, also monsoons and disease even maybe.

Preparation, strategy, goals, planning, strong narrative, industriousness. All these things reside in hell. Because if you don’t possess these in hell, you bleed out like the devil did.

When you find yourself having plummeted to hell, you might start to bleed out, but with strength of any of those traits, you can stop it, OR there is one other trait that can stop it.

DENIAL.

But the problem with denial is you are on a timer and you have no idea how much time you have been given. It could be a few days, weeks or years. You will not know.

What makes it worse is, in that time you tend to lose all sense of time a lot. Days go missing, night and many days sometimes become one, and another problem is, that you are totally ok with all this time warped crap going on.

More than ok with it, you feel like you have taken the best holiday of your life. This is a big problem when you are bleeding out on a timer. What happens in the last few moments of that time?

Well, you will get given a chance of course. A chance to come back here, where human beings live right now. The time dimension. Where is hell? Hmm not sure.

Maybe its just in another version of this reality?

Why have I not mentioned heaven?

Heaven is in you.

Or it is apart of you and you are apart of it. But in no way do you need to be there all the time, just when you need to get important things done, so that you don’t go into hell again or ever.

Most people like me do, if you are like me in any way just try and not bleed out.

Back to the time dimension. You have an unknown amount of time to kill before literal bleed out, in which you will have but seconds to work out. Then you must also work out how to get back to this reality, in seconds once the timer runs out. However, you will constantly have a feeling in the back of your mind like saying ”it’s fine just go with it, this is great.”

The devil makes it a ALMOST sum zero game, like the government. But there’s always portals to travel through, where you can get little wins here and there and feel mortal. Just don’t get caught up in it all, because actually it is a sum zero game, and you will always lose eventually, but so can they.

In english - failing is the point. (Death/genesis). Not knowing is the point. (Time). denial is necessary. (Iinvention).

So what happens after the denial ends, the timer is up and yo...