WE COULD HAVE BEEN SOMEBODY (now I feel lost with you)

THE VIDEO WILL GO SILENT HALFWAY THROUGH. But that’s because I didn’t fill the space with audio content…….obviously. Watch on for some amazing philosophical insights by Tesla (NOT ELON MUSK, HE IS NOT THE MAN TESLA, LOL. Tesla was some a genius scientist who thought he could recycle energy, and we probably could, but we can’t prove him neither right nor wrong because they shut him down real quick. Which kind of tells us he could right?).

THE GLITTER INDUSTRY IS CORRUPT TOO

I haven’t had a ton of time to make new content lately, been doing things that suicide is made off. Like, trying to move house while fighting with my old real estate, so FUN!

So, I have remixed some old stuff AND new random bits and pieces to collage you a philosophical landscape. I have put subtitles and voice-overs, over the top of the videos of various people talking mostly about death, the universe and blood on the leaves. And heartbeats.

I’ve always loved Tesla’s philosophies on the universe and music, maybe more than his science. I’m not too sure about his science really, it’s hard to know…….but he says the same things Leonard Cohen says about music, that I say about music, that Rick Ruben says about music ECT… It’s just obvious that this fact about music is alive within the patterns of the world. What fact? The man explains it better. (and ELOHIM).

IN OTHER NEWS:

I nailed it reading someone’s tarot cards last night. I kind of Dr K’d him. Dr K is a psychiatrist from Harvard University, he used to be a gamer and got famous giving therapy to the well known gamers on Twitch, he just reminds us that a large majority of people in the west all have basically around about the same issues, just a different story or different denial. They all (give or take) come from the same source as well, aka. Our parents.

However, people tend to over-estimate their ability or inability or wrongly self-diagnose and what’s worst, start labelling themselves this bullshit self diagnoses, and even more fucked up is that this is one of the most common ways people end up in this psychotic situation.

They create a narrative about the mental illness starring them, then think they are it, aka. “A sociopath,” or, “have no feelings,” or, “procrastinator,” or, “autistic,” ECT.

This then becomes reality because they start to actually act autistic, sociopathic, or like a procrastinator. Put’s a whole new meaning to the, “Power of thought. Thoughts have a lot of power if you let them, but they are your thoughts, you have the ability to train them to manifest your wildest dreams or nightmares. If they can manifest your worst nightmares, I’m sure they can also do the opposite.

The only way to start moving away from this manifesting conundrum, in my opinion, is to start facing those motherfucking fears/fake fears.

How do you solve a problem like Maria, how do you hold a moon beam in your hand. How the hell do you FACE a fear, what does that even mean?

It’s simple, once you start to take life seriously, but not yourself, understanding you are just as imperfect as the human next door, (which is also fucking beautiful btw), is one easy way to get there fast. It’s so easy, in fact, that it’s almost a cheat.

Laughing at yourself is a very good way to FACE fears, which is basically how you complete step one in the self-help book I’m writing on how not to suffer called PART 1 ;but God and PART 2 The Algorithm of Death.

Some will see my style of self-help or therapy as dangerous, However, guess what, you can’t overcome fears and start to understand who you are (if you have lost yourself), without a little (though some might need A LOT of) danger!

Babe, danger just became risk-free. Boo, Yeah.

Vivian V, has become free, and what you get is what you see.

When I met Jennifer Lopez

When I met Jeniffer Lopez, I didn’t even have to go up to her, she made a bee line for me and signed so many of my things. And she was really pore-free in real life. Science doesn’t explain it).

LET’S GET TO KNOW VIVIAN V NOW SHALL WE?

I’ll tell you one thing about me that absolutely defines me, in so many ways……(are you ready?).

THORA BIRCH (bitch on the right).

Thora Birch, was my idol from ages 8 until now. I grew up with her. She will always be a part of me and define all my perspectives.

Take what perspective you will from that, but don’t read into the plastic bag thing too deeply lol. That is lame af. That guy is hot though (but where is he now? 15 minutes//600 regrets).

Now and Then - Film to watch, starring Thora Birth.

JOKES

“Did you fall from heaven? Because your face is all fucked up”

“how do you make a hormone? Kick her in the stomach”

“Go home to Mommy - Donald Trump”

“would…..wouldn’t - Donald Trump”

“Spell the work S-I-L-K…..now what do cows drink?”

I will literally be a therapist or life coach in five years, and a highly skilled one at that. Having studied Psychological science, Philosophy (mainly western civilisation I assume) and Health Sciences. Plus, I legitimately care and have high compassion scores within my personality test scores consistently. (Also assertiveness and volatility......Sooooo career prospects are: Comedian, a very honest brutal teacher or therapist, akin to Bikram Yoga but as therapy. aka "NOT FOR PUSSIES, THIS IS THERAPY FOR REAL MEN!" sucide, monk, criminal........Wow, I really had/have had so much going for me my entire life. Lucky girl. (Im acually grateful tbh) will be therapy aimed at women, sex workers, trans and minorities, but I would take men also because tbh I seem to be able to get through to men a little easier than females. And not just cause there’s a want of sex, I feel like “oh yeah WE JUST HAD A BREAK THROUGH.” vibe. It happened this morning. I had him writing out gratitude lists. It will save his life. 100% no homo.

BUSY BUSY BUSY

And, I got to go! As in, away from this fucking screen.

I got to sell stuff and find a business coach (badly), and figure out what I’m studying this weekend, and why I hate when men say to me “you call yourself a hooker?” Well that is what I am, no one is like, lying or anything.

Except last night, I was a Tarot card reader and spiritual guide,

THE GRATITUDE LIST FOR MEN

Dr K says it works wonders for men to write one every day. It worked wonders for me, and I’m female, HOWEVER, it was really doing mindfulness every day for two years that made my life SO OOO MUCH more enjoyable.

Being in the moment, is NOT overrated.

It’s as good as all those books rave on about it. However, I do feel that the more privilege you have, the more luxury you have of “living in the moment.”

MONEY = TIME

The most valuable thing that money buys is time, and funnily enough (and this might shock you, it sincerely did shock me, but I’m a slow learner), you buy time by NOT buying anything. Well, not buying anything except the bare essentials, and we all have plenty of bare essentials, so adding unneeded B.S on top of them, is obviously going to be a fucking mess.

Furthermore, (on another note, in conclusion, additionally) I don’t just give out advice like that, not intentionally. Well, it looks like advice, but it’s really just me reminding myself of this crucial fact about cash money. I don’t teach. I secretly hate money more and more. Even when I have it. But even I understand that, that’s just me being a pussy because with money comes responsibility, and maybe I’m just being immature about it and don’t want to strengthen my will power muscle, and take on the responsibility of possessing this financial exchange/holding/economic fuck family.

I strengthened it by accident recently and learnt a very needed and powerful lesson, it was absolutely necessary I learn this asap.

CONSUMERISM, is like coming down from a hardcore drug, I was depressed and didn’t know why. I was even suicidal on some days!

That’s how intense the spending money drug ADDICTION is within us (well, us who have allowed ourselves to get into this consumerism mess).

BUT NOT ANYMORE.

I’m not down as fuck with consumerism anymore.

It’s still there inside me, and If I was going to do Narcotics Anonymous and try to make 90 days without doing this damn drug. Well, I have never made it that far, but I will.

(AAAAAA DDDDDD HHHHHH DDDDDD)

Vivian & Dr. K

Therapy sessions by Dr K on YouTube, my new idol. Subscribe to Dr K on YouTube he’s the best at the therapy game. He does live therapy sessions with gamers. He was a gamer, and it became a very unhealthy lifestyle for him, so he got therapy. So now, he’s giving back by counselling these gamer guys and girls and at the same time entertaining and teaching me a lot. He is a Harvard trained psychologist.

He’s VERY good at what he does.

Dr K is in the next collage video, not this one.

Love Vivian V.

THIS ONE includes:

Kanye West’s track. Blood on the leaves

The mystery man, who lived a very unconventional life and was so philosophical I’d go as far as calling him a prophet.

And the brilliant presenter named Hazel Barnes from the 70’s.

The next video is going to feature the band The Knife also.

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