…..i had to stay. I cry for this reality. But i do what i’m told.

this mix is a different version but its the final cut

i think this is it.

The 5D Podcast up next ….give me a minute i just got out of hospital there was a lot of blood. blahhh. im in a bad way. but not dead…… if i could know why that would really help.

I let him go last year when i decided to just lay down and die.

….again I HAd TO stay. So here i am

VIVIAN V

goodbye jethro cave. thanks for dropping by.

CREDITS:

First Aid Kit - The Asthmatic, the future

Vivian V - Raven//Dove

Leonard Cohen - Marianne, if it be your will, my mind, i’m old. the anthem, kanye west poem, beautiful junk, how to read a porm

Kanye West - runaway, fml, dark fantasy (nicky manage), kanye west talks about hate, god, the plan, the plan gone wrong and god,

johnny jewel - death

Antony and the johnsons - If it be your will

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