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Did you do any pigs in blankets? I know. They're our carer's favourite. Yeah. Oh, lovely. Well, it was, you know, hard going. Yeah, I know. It was for us too. I mean, lovely place, lovely food, but, yeah, it all felt wrong. Yeah. I was hoping we might hear from George. He might change his mind with it being Christmas, but. Was he wrong here? No. Oh, dear. I am sorry, love. It is what it is. I know, but if we give him time, I'm sure he'll be in touch. Do you think? Yeah. Yeah, I do. Once things have settled down a bit. I don't know. Well, I'm sorry we missed Ed and Kira. Will they be long at the park? I think they'll be a while. Yeah. They were picking up Poppy in the way. Well, I hope the rain holds off for them. It's been threatening to tip it down all morning. I know, it's so dark out. Well, hopefully we might see them on Tuesday. Tuesday? Yes. We were wondering if the three of you wanted to come round to us for New Year's Eve. Oh, I don't know. Oh, very low key. Oh, yes. Nothing fancy. Nothing fancy at all. I'll do some food, of course, and we can see the New Year in, if we feel like it. You could stay over so you can have a drink. We can't. Oh, yeah, no, sorry. We've got plans. Right. Well, that's all right. Not to worry. If you're already doing something. What are you doing? Susan, if they've got plans, they've got plans. We have. Sorry, that's all Right. How about now? Now? Well, yes, because we're going to the Ball for Sunday lunch. See this fancy restaurant. Whilst it might have been lovely, it didn't serve Christmas pudding. Didn't it? I know. On Christmas Day. Yeah. That was a very nice tiramisu. But, you know, your mother likes a pudding. Well, I think a lot of people do at Christmas. And the one at the Bull is always very good. Right. We'd love you to come with us if you're at a loose end. Go on, ring Ed and tell him to bring the girls and meet us there, eh? Our treat. I better not. I've got loads to do here, all upside down. After Christmas. I want to get the place straight. In fact, I better get on before they come back. Okay, love. Yeah. Next time, then. Yeah, next time. There we go. Lovely. Thanks. So. So. Now Mick's gone to work, I really think that we should, you know. You know what? Have a proper chat. What about? Everything. We'll be here a while, then. Rochelle, I'm worried about you. Why? Well, it was quite a shock, you turning up here out the blue on Christmas Day. Not that I wasn't pleased to see you. I was. I am. You don't need to worry about me. Look at me. I'm fine. Right. But I still think we need to have a conversation. There's so much gone on. It's Christmas. I know, and I really don't want to get into raking up the past. Can't we just be happy to be together? I am. Of course I am. But hadn't you better get that? Aye. No idea who'd be calling it this time. Joy. How are you? Happy Christmas. Oh, hello, Linda. Come in. Oh, thank you. So, a little bird tells me you had an unexpected present arrive on your doorstep on Christmas Day. I did, yes. This is my daughter, Rochelle. Rochelle, this is Linda. It's a pleasure to meet you, Rochelle. And you, Linda. I've heard so much about you. You and everyone else round here. Oh, yes, from your very proud mother. Such a thrill to finally meet you in person. We better stick the kettle back on, then. Well, that was very nice. Yes. Yes. I'll go and order the Christmas pudding, shall I? Do you want another drink while I'm there? No, no, I'm all right. Actually, I think I'll leave the pudding as well. But you've been looking forward to it all Christmas. I know, but I'm not in the mood now. Oh, love. Oh, I don't have to have Christmas pudding if I don't feel like it. No, I know that. It's Emma. I thought it might be. Why wouldn't she want to come to us on New Year? Well, she said they had plans. And you believed her? First they didn't want to come to us for Christmas. She explained why they didn't feel up to a big family Christmas with George not here. Yeah, and I accepted that. But New Year wouldn't be a big fuss. It'd just be us being together. Maybe she doesn't feel up to seeing people, but where are Mum and Dad? I know she thinks it's our fault. George not accepting visitors. Possibly, yes. I wish he'd change his mind. I know it's very tough on Emma, but her avoiding us like this, I mean, it's not going to help her, is it? It'll only make things worse. I just want to be there for her. I know, love. So do I. She needs us now more than ever. Just wish she'd let us in. Bread sauce and cranberry sauce. Sprouts with almonds. Oh, it was amazing. Well, I'm more than aware of what an accomplished cook Joy is. Her Sachertorta is award winning. Really? She never said Joy or too modest. You should share and celebrate these achievements with your daughter. Mind you, I expect there's been so much for you to both catch up on. Did you just come over here to meet Rochelle? Well, there was one reason for my visit, yes, but I also wanted to put our names down for the pantomime trip. Two tickets, please. Oh, right you are. Let me make a note, else I'll forget. You're not putting on a panto, are you, Ma? No, no, that's usually Linda's job. Only this year we're going to see one instead at the Felphersham Art Centre. At the where? You know, the Felphersham Art Centre. I do know, yes. And I'm afraid that puts a rather different complexion on things. I thought you'd book the pantomime at the Theatre Royal. No, but this one looks very good. No, on reflection, I don't think I'll risk it. Oh, no, Linda. Why not? Go on, then, Give with a gossip what's gone on at the Arts Centre. Well, let's just say I made a promise to myself that I'd never set foot in there again. What happened? No, I'd really rather not go into it. But just because I'm not going doesn't mean others shouldn't. Honestly, Joy, please don't give it another thought. How's the travel organisation going? Yep, all booked. It looks lovely, as coaches go. Hmm. Unlike most people, your mother's got an excellent eye for detail. Well, I learned from the best. Linda's the village's organizational queen. She directs the village shows, she's head of the local speed watch, organised countless fetes and, oh, the list is endless. Oh, stop, stop. She's even had an MBE for outstanding services to the community. An actual MBE? An actual MBE. Wow. That is seriously impressive. No, not really. It comes naturally to me to want to organise, create, do. So there's very little effort involved. Really? Now who's being modest? Well, I've lived here a long time, so I just know how Ambridge works. I can see what's needed, you know. How are you finding it, Rochelle? What? Ambridge. I haven't really seen much of it yet. Oh, you mean to say Joy hasn't given you the village tour? Well, no, we've been a bit busy. I'm joking. Of course you have. But. Well, actually, I'm due to give Monty a walk. If you'd like to accompany me, I'd be delighted to show you the local sights. Oh, well, I'm not. Get me caught. Oh, it's too cold, hasn't it? Let's get home and get the fire going, huh? We could see if there's a film we could watch. Oh, there's Emma, love. What are you doing here? I was worried you'd have already gone. Where's your coat? You're freezing. Oh, fine. I just. I'm sorry about earlier. Oh, that's all right. No, I was off with you and I didn't mean to. Oh, don't be daft. It's just I'm just. I'm finding everything really difficult at the moment. Well, we know that, love. It's so hard with George being stuck there. I'm so worried all the time. I just want to see him. Oh, Amy, I know, but, you know, we just went away. There's nothing you can do. There's nothing anyone can do. Why don't you come to us on Tuesday? We're not talking about a big party. No, no, of course not. I mean, it doesn't have to be anything at all. As long as we're together, we can just watch the teller. Why not? Because he won't be there. Oh, love, I know it doesn't make any sense, but I can't have us all together with him missing. It won't feel right now, but there's no sense in us keeping our distance. You never know, it might make you feel better. I Can't do it. I couldn't bear to look around the room and see everyone's faces but his. I'm. I'm just too sad. Ma'am. Oh, Emma, love, you're right. Things are awful at the moment. But they won't be like this forever. You hear me? I know. We love you so much. I love you too. And we're here for you whenever you need. We won't ever stop trying. No, we won't. Thanks, Mum and Dad. Thank you. And this is the village green. Fairly self explanatory playground over there, village shop over there, which of course you know. And then there's our local pub, the Bull. Yes, I've already been in. It's a lovely village. Proper, like, everybody knows your name. Vibes. Yes, well, that's village life. Quite tricky to be anonymous in a place like this. I've never lived in a village. Oh, where have you lived? Cities mostly. Towns I moved about a fair bit. How long are you able to stay in Ambridge? I'm not sure yet. A little while, hopefully. Will the children be joining you? Nah, not this time. They're away with her dad at the moment. Oh, he must have missed them over Christmas. Yeah. Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be insensitive. Of course you missed them. That's all right. I'm fine. They're having a good time and that's what matters. And anyway, it's been lovely to catch up with me man and meet Mick and some of her mates. Everyone's been really lovely. She's really landed on her feet to move in here. So Henry's birthday is all sorted, is it? Yep. I've booked the climbing mall in Borchester on Saturday afternoon for five of them. So what will you do on his actual birthday then? He just wants a birthday tea at home. Oh, we could do that here if you like. We can help with some food. I, I, I could do a chili and some nachos. Oh, thanks, Mom. He'll love that. Dad, I think we could do with another sack of potatoes. All right you are. Were you thinking of asking Tom and Natasha 2 or. Yeah, of course. Why wouldn't I? I'm just asking. I really couldn't help but notice some tension between you all on Christmas Day. I wasn't tense. But look, it's understandable with Tom and Natasha buying Beechwood. I'm fine with that. Are you? Yes. I mean, all right, it's a bit weird. It's bound to be. Yeah, but it's fine. I Don't want to live there and Tom and Natasha do, so it's all worked out for the best. Anyway, Tom said there's no need for me to move out straight away, so. Please don't worry, Mum. We do though. Have you got any thoughts about what your next move might be? I mean, where do you see yourself in the long term? In the long term? Yes. Well, okay. In the long term. I guess I kind of see me and the boys, well, here, actually, I see us living here. Hiya. Taxi for Rochelle. Oh, that was quick. I only booked it five minutes ago. Oh, it was nearby to Elmbridge, wasn't it? Yeah. Please. Do you know the Beechwood Estate? I do. Great, thanks. Have you lived at Beechwood long or. Oh, no, no, I don't live there. I'm just over for Christmas visiting me mam. Hang on. You're the Rochelle Joy's Rochelle? Yeah, that's me. Do you know me mam then? Yeah, I do. Oh, then you've heard a lot about me, am I right? A bit, yeah. I want them both to grow up farming. And if they're going to do that, then it makes sense for us to be here. For me with the dairy too. Right? Yes. What about Seren and Nova? I mean, I'd imagine Tom has the same hopes for them. That they'll grow up farming. Yes, but Seren and Nova are still so little, we don't really know what they'll want to do. Henry and Jack are really getting into farming now. They're so keen, Mum. Well, yes. Not saying that that means they have more of a stake in it because they're older. Just that they're getting to be more hands on. But when it comes to the house, we don't know that Tom doesn't have a similar vision of the future for his family. Well, we kind of do. He's buying Beechwood. That's where he wants to be. For now, yes. Look, I'm not pitching for the house. I know there are loads of considerations and it's complicated and I never have dreamt of even mentioning it. But when dad started talking about building an eco house, I started to think maybe. Maybe it could really happen. The eco house was a pipe dream. Not necessarily. Tony, we've been through all this. It would take the rest of our lives to build. I don't want to spend all that time and money and what's left of our energy on something so risky. We're shattered as it is. I know. And you just keep working and working, but you don't have to. I don't know if you remember, but we have tried to retire several times. We just can't seem to make it stick. So maybe it's worth thinking about properly retiring, passing on the baton. It does appeal in. In some ways, but this farm is our life's work. I know. I'd never ask you to move out if you didn't want to. We know that. This is why I haven't mentioned it before. I don't want to be one of those awful farming daughters plotting to turf you out of the farmhouse so I can take over. We know you're not that. Oh, curds need cutting. Better go. But listen, can we just forget I said anything? I'm really sorry. There's no need. Look, you go. Go and see to the chiefs. Okay? I'll see you later. Well, quite. I suppose we should have known this coming from one or other of them. I think we did know, deep down. And now it has. I know. Feel a bit shell shocked. Yes, me too. Sorry, I thought me mum would be back from the shop by now. Oh, don't worry about it. Just thought I'd say hello, check that her and Mick are still coming to the party. I can send her a message instead. What party's this? Oh, tomorrow night. You should come. Yeah. Is it at your house? My narrowboat. You live on a narrowboat? Yeah, yeah, moored on the Am. Not that far from here. Oh, very cool. Is it? I don't know. It's certainly very cold at this time of year. Oh, I bet it's dead cosy. Well, it's small, if that's what you mean. I've borrowed a couple of gazebos for the party. I mean, not that it's a massive do or anything, just a few mates, that sort all, but. But you. You'd be really welcome. Oh, thanks. I'd love to come. Oh, here's me man now. Rochelle? In here, Mum. Oh, hey. Hello, Rex, pet. What are you doing here? I got his taxi home from the shops. Yeah, I picked Rochelle up in Borchester. I didn't know she was your Rochelle then, of course, but he soon worked it out. Right. Rex wanted to check you were still on for the party tomorrow night. All right. Yeah. I've invited Rochelle, too, obviously. It's very kind of you. The more the merrier. I'll have to see what I've brought to wear. I'd advise you to think warmth. Not my sequined miniskirt, then? No, ma'am. As if I have brought a sequined miniskirt well, yeah. I better get going. Ah, okay. Are you back in the taxi this afternoon? Ah, I think I'll call it a day now I'm back in Ambridge. Do some rewilding research instead. Got some big projects on the go. Ah, well, good luck with it all. Thanks for the tea. See you tomorrow. Yeah, see you then. Bye. What's the matter? You look like you've lost a pound and found a penny. Do you really think this is a good idea? What? What, the party? Yes. Why would it not be a good idea? I'm not going to get drunk and embarrass you, if that's what you're worried about. That's not what I'm worried about. What is it then? I'm worried about you turning up here after all this time, acting like it's the most normal thing in the world when we both of us know it's anything but. Oh, I cannot be dealing with this. I'll go to my room. Thanks, love. How is it? Only half past three. I could quite happily get ready for bed. Me too. I keep thinking about what Helen said about the house. I suppose she was just being honest about how she feels. Which is good. Yes, I suppose it is. But now that we know, what do we do? Yes. I don't know. Could we really leave this house? I think we possibly could. The, dare I say the words, Eco house. Oh, Tony, I know you aren't that taken with it, but it would be one solution. I can see the appeal. Sort of. And I know that you are keen. But love, I just think a project like that, it would completely dominate our lives for years and there's still so much going on. Maybe. But if we did move out of here, we'd stay on the farm. Whatever. If not in a state of the art eco house, then we'd convert a barn or. Or build a bungalow. Yes. I mean, the land's here. It would be madness to go and buy somewhere else. So in one way, not a lot would change. No. But in another, everything would. Yes. Whatever happens, we mustn't let this come between us and Helen. Oh, we never do that. We both know families who've fallen apart over similar issues. Oh, you're thinking of that farm over at Leaky Ridge. Oh, yeah. That one was particularly awful. But there are others too. Every next generation wants the parents out eventually. Helen isn't trying to force us out. Far from it. I know. But now we know how she feels. That the farm's her future home. Things feel different. I want to help Her. We've had it easy compared to her. True. And even if Helen hadn't said anything, I suppose we should start making plans for the future. Anyway, we can't go on working forever. You speak for yourself. You were just saying how shattered you are. I'm tired. But I'm not ready to give up yet. I might be aging, but I won't be written off as an old woman. Not by my daughter or anyone else. I brought you a cup of tea. Thanks. Can we talk now? I don't know. Have you calmed down? Rochelle, pet, I am perfectly calm. I'm just saying there are things we need to discuss. Like what? Like the bends, for one thing. I've told you, they're in Florida with Benny and his new family. Have you spoken to them? Not today. When did you last speak to them? I don't like to ring Benny. It's not good between us. But he should be having them ring you. Yeah, their mam. They're at Disneyland. They'll be distracted with it all, having a good time. But what about when they're back? Are you keeping to the arrangement? Seeing them when you're supposed to see them? Of course I am. Good. Mum, I wish they were here with me. But they're not, are they? So there's no point us sitting around crying about it. But you turning up here. What? Well, isn't there a bit of you wants help to change things in your life? Isn't that why you came after all these years? I came to see you. I know, and I'm so glad you did. But. But nothing. I told you I wasn't ready to talk about all this and I meant it. I know, but. Back off, ma'am. Alright. If I say I'm not going there, then I'm not going there. You don't need to worry yourself. The Bens are safe and happy and I'm seeing them when I can. Let's just leave it there, shall we? Just leave the pan to soak. Neil. I'll do it before I go to bed. Yes, all right. Or I will. Oh, dear me. Look at us. New Year's Eve and we're squabbling over the washing up. All right, then. As it's New Year, I'll let you do it. Maybe we should have eaten later. But we were hungry. Yeah, but now we're all cleared up and it's only quarter to nine. Oh, is that all it is? Yep. Quite a long evening to fill if we want to, say, midnight. Oh, do we want to see it? Oh, usually too Yeah, I know, but. Well, we don't have to if we don't feel like it. Suppose we don't. Maybe that'd be for the best. Just go to bed and wake up in 2025. Sounds good to me. Too early to go up now, though. No, that might feel a bit strange. Everything feels a bit strange. It is strange, not being with family. How about another glass of wine and we see what's on the tv? Go on, then. Still or sparkling? Oh, there's no point wasting that good fizz. I'll have a glass of the red that's out. And just a little one. Right you are. Oh, hang on, that's my phone. Who is it? It's Hannah. Thought it might have been our Emma. Hannah? Everything all right? Not really, no. Why, what's up? Have you not seen the text from Martin? No, sorry. We were eating. Don't panic. It's just someone spotted a sow on the grass verge by the road near Barrow. Oh, she managed that. I wonder. What? Obviously, Martin's in Valdez there, so he wants us to sort it. Yeah, of course he does. What happened? So's got out. It's probably walkers leaving the gates open again. Walkers shouldn't be anywhere near the ark field. It'll be people using their phones, following dodgy satnav wandering off course. No heed for biosecurity or our gates. I've been meaning to ask Jazza to make some proper signs telling people to keep out, but, Hannah, the thing is, I've had a drink. It's all right, I can drive. Do you mind? Of course not. I was debating going to bed, so this has livened up my evening considerably. Why don't you come here then and we can go together? Okay. I'll be with you in five minutes or so. Ah, all right, then. I'm sorry, love. Oh, but you've got a pig emergency. Oh, don't worry. It's not like we were doing anything. I could just as well watch the telly by myself. Go on, Go and rescue the poor thing. Michelle, you made it. Looks like. Here. Oh, wow. W. This looks exciting. What is it? Fun in a bottle is what it is. I don't know what's actually in it. Strawberry? Maybe some tequila? Whatever it is, it is delicious. Do you want one? Yeah, maybe when I finish this beer. Where's your mom and Mick? They send their apologies. Mom's got a migraine. No. What a shame. Didn't know Joy suffered with migraines. Oh, she can be fine for ages and then one Will come along and knock her out. She'll be right as rain tomorrow. What a shame. Your timing's terrible. Terrible. She's gutted, but Mick's looking after her. She was adamant I should come and represent. Well, I'm glad you did. Give me a sec, I'll introduce you to some people. Kirsty, Everything all right? Oh, hi. Hi. Rochelle, this is Kirsty. Kirsty, this is Rochelle. Not the Rochelle. The Rochelle. Hi, I'm Kirsty. Sorry, he already said that. I used to live next door to your mum. All right. That's quite the move, from Beechwood to a narrowboat. What? Oh, no, no, I don't live here. No. Oh, I thought you two were. No, no, we're not. No, no, no, we're just friends. Oh, Sorry. I live in the village. We work together. Strictly business. Right. Oh. Oh, Lily and Josh are here. Just parking on the lane. Actually, I might go meet them. The lights are out along the footpath and they might need a torch. Oh, okay. Sorry, have I put my foot in it? No, not at all. Absolutely fine. Oh, it's so good to finally meet you. I love living next door to your mum. But then everyone loves Joy. So they all keep telling me. I bet she was brilliant when you were little, wasn't she? Yeah, she was brilliant when I was little. Yeah, baking, crafting, making up stories and that. I can just imagine. Yep, she was the real deal. I had a dream childhood. Do you know where there's a glass? A what? Oh, yeah, I'll get you one. Hey, tell you what, get us both one and you can try some of this. I honestly think it's the nicest drink I've ever had. How can I say no to that? Susan, love, we're back. It's all right, I'll go. I only popped in to wish her a happy New Year. Here. It's not worth waking her for that. Oh. Oh, hello, Hannah, love. I was just resting my eyes. How did you get on? Yeah, all sorted. Yeah, she was remarkably compliant, actually. Probably desperate to get back to her pals before midnight. It's sad. Into it. The pigs have a better social life than me. You're not off to a party, then? No, Rex is having one, but I didn't fancy it. Stella and Pip have taken Rosie to see Stella's sister, so it's just me. Oh, well, if you've no plans, why don't you stay for a drink with us? No, you're all right. I've disturbed your evening enough. Well, it wasn't Your fault the sail got loose and you're not disturbing us. We weren't doing much, were we, Neil? No, no. Well, if you're sure, then. That'll be lovely. Just the one. Better make it a good one, then. Go on, Neil. Go and get that nice bottle of fizz out the fridge. And take your coat off. Hannah. That's it. There you are. I was worried you'd gone home. I just wanted to see what it felt like to sit at the helm. I was imagining myself sailing along. You do know we're more to the bank, right? Yes, thank you. I'm not that much of a Tony. Hey, just checking. Just checking. I mean, you know, to be fair, I. I didn't know anything about narrow boats till I lived in one. Oh, it's so cool. Yeah. Try telling that to my dad. Well, I will if you like. Is he here? Oh, no, no, no, no. I think turning up to a party would feel too much like an endorsement. And he doesn't approve of my lifestyle. Also, I didn't invite him. So, are you not in touch? Oh, no, no, no, we are, we are. Went to see him before Christmas, but we're very different people. Different values, you know. He's not been very well, so I'm trying to make the effort. What about your mam? Are they still together? Oh, no, no, very much not. No. No, she's very happy without him. No, my dad wasn't a very good husband. And nothing very original affairs was generally unreliable. Snap. Well, your dad. Yep. Although unreliable isn't the half of it. I hadn't realized. Poor Joy. Well, she was better off without him. Only she didn't see it that way. Right. It was a proper shock when he went. She knew he was messing about, but she didn't expect him to actually leave her. How old were you? Fifteen. I came downstairs one morning, still half asleep by, and he was halfway out the door with one of the holiday suitcases. I was like, where are you off to? He just said, I'm going. And that was it. The door shut behind him and everything changed. I'm so sorry. Yeah, my mom didn't cope very well. Yeah, Sheffaly went to pieces. Well, I suppose that's understandable. Oh, there you are. We're gonna do the New Year Countdown on the bank. Are you coming? Yeah, sure. Relle. Hi. Why not? Happy Year. Well, I didn't think I was going to say midnight tonight. Hasn't the time flagged? Totally. Yeah. It's been a lovely evening. Oh, we really have. You haven't Got a drink? Oh, damn it, the bottle's empty. Hang on. Oh, I'll just get another. It's all right. You don't have to do that. Oh, it's no bother. Don't let him. It's a long time since we let Harry down. Well, me too, actually. Thanks, Susan. What for? Asking me in, Offering me a spare bedroom. Well, you might as well. It's just sitting there. I was dreading tonight. Were you? Yep. Why? I'm just. It's not been a great year. My mum's getting worse, you know. Oh, I'm sorry. Thanks. Anyway. I've never really been a fan of New Year. Haven't you? No. It feels too loaded, too pressurized. How are you meant to have a good night when it's built up so much? But this has been brilliant. Charades. Who's in the hat? What's not to love? Yeah, well, I love New Year. Normally, celebration of the year gone by in anticipation of the one to come, but, well, this year. I can imagine it's been difficult. Emma's finding things really hard. Just wants to stay in with Ed, which I understand, of course, but very odd not having the family together over Christmas. Yeah, we were feeling quite sorry for ourselves before you rang. So really it's us should be thanking you. Or we should both be thanking the escaped Sal or the Walkers for leaving the gates open. Hey, don't let Neil hear you say that. Don't let Neil hear you say what? Oh, nothing, love. We were just saying, haven't things turned out well? They have, haven't they? Very well indeed. We should drink to that. We should. To a lovely evening with friends and a brighter 2025 all round. Cheers. Cheers. Cheers. Where's Rochelle? Oh, she went home. Linda was driving and offered her a lift. Oh, I'm sorry. What do you mean? Well, I just thought you might have wanted something to, you know, happen between you. Unless it has already. Oh, wow. Rex, what happened? Nothing. Oh, of course nothing happened. Why of course? Well, because I hardly know her, for one. You seem to be getting on very well earlier. She's just Joy's daughter. Joy wouldn't have a problem with you going out with Rochelle. Isn't it a bit weird? No. She's got kids. Oh. She's not with their dad, though. Yeah, I know, but I had no idea you were so Victorian. Oh, I'm not Victorian. No one gets to our age without a bit of a past, Rex. From what I can make out, Rochelle's past is pretty run of the mill. A couple of Kids in a failed marriage, same as most single people our age. So not me. Yeah, and these. Maybe that's because you're too cautious. What? Ideally, I'd have a few broken marriages under my belt by now. No, just. Well, you never know unless you try, do you? All I'm saying is Rochelle seemed to like you and you seem to like her, so why not give it a go? I mean it. Ask her out, see if it goes anywhere. What have you got to lose? My dignity. What's that worth, really? Worst you can do is say no. You'll get over it. Where's all this come from? Rex? As of 48 minutes ago, it's 2025. I'm gonna be 44 this year. What about you? Well, what's that got to do with anything? What it's got to do with is neither of us are getting any younger. A life is literally passing us by. My New Year's resolution is to stop treading water and to grab life with both hands. And you know what? What? I think you should do the same. No offense. No, none taken. Good. All right. I need another drink. That's debatable. Oh, joke. Look, we'll see what's left on the boat. I'm only saying this because I love you, Rex. I love you, too. Hasn't friend. Of course, as a friend. World of Secrets is where untold stories are exposed. And in this new series, we investigate the dark side of the wellness industry, following the story of a woman who joined a yoga school only to uncover a world she never expected. I feel that I have no other choice. The only thing I can do is to speak about this. Where the hope of spiritual breakthroughs leaves people vulnerable to exploitation. You just get sucked in so gradually, and it's done so skillfully that you don't realize. World of Secrets, the bad guru. Listen, wherever you get your BBC podcasts. Yeah, this post's a bit loose. I reckon we could do. We're replacing it, don't you think? Yeah, probably. To be on the safe side, I'll put it on the list. I think I've stood up a bit quick there. I've got a bit dizzy. That'll be the late night. And the wine. Oh, I must admit, I did have a slightly sore head this morning. So much a low key new year. I blame you and Susan. Your bad influences. If it wasn't for you two, I'd have been in bed by half 10. It was quite a party in the end, wasn't it? Even if it was just the three of Us. It was fun. Thanks for having me. Not a bit of it. Thank you for coming. We were both pretty low yesterday. Before you rang about the sale. I thought we were in for quite a sad evening, actually. But it was good to see Susan laughing again. It's been a strange Christmas holiday, this one. Without George, you mean? Yeah. Yeah, it's been a pretty rough few weeks, all in all. I don't think we've ever spent a Christmas and a new year without getting the whole family together. It just doesn't feel right. I'm sorry. Yeah. Thanks. It'll all work out eventually. I know that. When I was a young and myself, I used to imagine it. You. You know, family Christmases with a big extended family. Did you? Yeah. Yeah, it was just something I always wanted. Can I ask you something? Yeah, of course. Did you always know you wanted kids? Yeah, I think I did. Were you from a big family? No. No, I wasn't. Well. Or rather, I don't really know. I. I might have been, I suppose, but I never knew my real mum or my dad. How come? Cos. Well, now, this is a story I didn't know I was going to tell today. You don't have to. Oh, no, no, no. I'm happy to. You see, when I was about two days old, I was left by my mother, presumably on the steps of a bakery in Safeport. No. Yeah. The baker's daughter got up one morning, opened her front door and there I was. What are you doing here? Oh, dear. I expected hungover, but this is impressive. Oh, I'm not in the mood, Rex. There really was no stopping you with Rochelle's strawberry liqueur last night. You just come round to laugh at me because I've got some important lying down in a darkened room to be getting on with. I've come for our New Year brunch. I've been shopping especially. Don't tell me you've forgotten. Of course I've forgotten. When did we agree that? Has Lily dragged you away from the boat? At quarter to 3 this morning. Well, clearly we're gonna have to reschedule. What happened to seizing the day, grabbing life with both hands? Oh, it was the strawberry liqueur talking. No, no, you're not getting out of it that easily. Go on, go and get a shower and I'll throw shakshuka together. What? Oh, it'll sort you out, I promise. Now let me in. It's freezing out here. Nelly Bannister. Oh, she was a wonderful woman. I've often thought how lucky I was it was her step I was left on and not somebody else's. Maybe your mum knew that Nellie and her family were good people, I mean. Oh, yeah, yeah, maybe she did. You had nothing with you? No note or anything? Nope, nope. Just what I was wearing and a blanket wrapped around me. Well, it was late, May, see, so I was warm enough. She must have got a fright when she opened the door and found you staring up at her. I don't think Nelly was the sort of woman to be frightened by much. She just scooped me up and took me to the local police station and then they took me to the nearest children's home. So were you brought up in the children's home? Ah, well, it's a bit more complicated than that, actually. I was brought up in nine children's homes. Nine? Wow. Yeah. Yeah. And that was by the time I was five. Then I was fostered by the couple I called Mum and Dad. I made my way down the country by then, see, from Southport via Liverpool and Birmingham to Worcester. It's what happened, you know. Kids got shipped about, depending on where there was space and suitable placements. What was it like? I don't remember an awful lot, but I think I just. You know, I was so young, I just got on with it. What were your foster parents like? Oh, they were nice. Sandra and Dennis. Good people. It was a bit like living in a train station. The foster kids coming and going, you know, it was loud and chaotic, but it was a safe, warm place to grow up. Always a pot of something cooking on the stove, washing, drying in the kitchen. The shipping forecast on the radio. The shipping forecast takes me back every time I hear it. How long did you stay there? Until I left school. They said I could stay on longer, but I knew the funding stopped then and they could use the space for other kids. And by then I started in Hamburg as a farming apprentice, see, so I could afford my own digs. So that's how you came here. And are they still around, your foster parents? No. Long gone. Both of them. They died long ago. Well, one after the other. Tragic, really. Yeah. Did you ever meet your biological mum? Nope. When I was in the children's homes, I used to sit at the window and imagine her arriving. And when they moved me to foster care, I said, she can still find me, can't she? If she comes looking for me. Oh, Neil. But inside, I. I was terrified it might actually happen. This woman I didn't know no turning up to take me away. It was the thing I wanted most in the world. And yet the thing I was most afraid of. But of course she never came. Nellie Bannister kept in touch though. The baker? Yeah, she used to come to the kids homes with big bags of Eccles cakes and sausage rolls for us all. Yeah, Rob thought of her as I've got older. It was just a visit every few months, but it meant such a lot to me as a kid that this person was checking up on me, making sure I was all right. I wonder what happened to her. Oh, I wish I knew. I like to think she's still around baking Eccles cakes and doing good deeds. Yeah, and speaking of cake, I brought some of our Christmas cake with me. So how about we check the last couple of posts and then we go and put the kettle on and warm up. Oh, this is amazing. Told you it would sort you out. I wouldn't go that far. I mean, yes, the immediate threat of vomit seems to have passed, but I still can't move my head without feeling my brain bouncing around my skull. Ouch. Yeah, but it's all my own fault and I don't deserve sympathy. I was being sympathetic. I know. It's making me feel worse. Go on, just wrap me with beavers. Okay, so from what I can find out, the licensing process for an enclosure is quite drawn out and complicated. How drawn out? Like how long does it take from start to finish? The feasibility study on its own takes a to a year. Then Natural England would have to approve us for license and that's all before we can start installing the fencing. It's just so expensive. 60 grand minimum. I know. Not including maintenance, surveys, groundwork, paying for an expert, you're looking at 200 grand over five years. How does anyone manage to do it? I don't know. This is what the woman from B Wildlife Trust was saying. The hoops you have to jump through. And all you're trying to do is reintroduce a native species. Maybe it's worth talking to her again. There might be other options. I don't think so. So what do you reckon then? Well, we can't afford what they're quoting. And we can't afford to wait 18 months either. We give up, you mean? Oh, I don't know. I don't want to, but. Oh. Oh, no. Are you alright? I dunno. I think it's the chorizo. Yeah, either that or the vast quantities of alcohol you put away last night. Why are you being so mean to me? I'm not. Sorry. Come on, let's get our coats on a brisk New Year's Day walk in the woods will do you good. Great cake. Not bad. Is it worth reading it with Brandy for a month? Definitely. Well, thanks for coming in. Much shorter work having the two of us here and. Look, I'm sorry for going on. You didn't. I asked. And Neil, it was a privilege to hear about your childhood. I hope you didn't mind me asking questions. Of course not. No, it was good to talk about it. I don't often. It's not a secret. Susan and the kids know. And a few others. But I suppose I've always thought the past should stay in the past. Would you never try to find out about your birth mum now? I mean, I don't think so. Not that I'm not interested in where I came from, but I feel so content with the family I've got now that I don't have the urge to go rooting about in the past and disrupting things. No, I don't feel any blame towards my birth mother. Quite the opposite. I can only imagine how awful it must have been for her leaving me on that step. You know what? I think you're amazing. I'm very fortunate, that's what I am. No, no, I mean it. To have been found by Nelly. To have been fostered by people who treated me like I was their own son. To come to farming and a career that would see me through life. To have met Susan. To have had Emma and Christopher so lucky. How are you feeling? You know what? Actually okay. Told you. You did. Oh, I love these woods. Don't laugh. I do. I know you'd. I do too. I know it's tough going sometimes. Rewilding. Oh, life's work. Several lives. True, but being here, I mean. Stand still a minute, Rex. There, look. With the sun coming through the trees like that, the sound of the brook and the birds, you just feel. Oh, I don't know what. But you know what I mean. Yeah, I do. Are you laughing at me again? No, no. I'm smiling at your sudden enthusiasm for life. Half an hour ago. You're all doom and despair. Being out here, rewilding, just is hopeful. It's our future and we have to hold on to it. Push through the setbacks. Ah, so we're back to grabbing life with both hands, are we? Yes, we are. Rex, we can't just give up. Look at this side. It's absolutely perfect for beavers. Yeah, but the cost and the time it takes. There must be another way. Oh, I wish we could just, I don't know, get a few beavers and release them. They lived here until the 16th century. You're a genius. Am I? That's it. All we have to do is get hold some beavers from somewhere and let them go. Job done. Are you serious? Let's stop worrying about all the red tape and just do it. A wild release. Yes, Rex, a wild release. Oh, I must remember to take some ice cream home to go with Henry's birthday cake. Oh, that'd be nice. Do you think you'd be all right with vanilla? I mean, I know he loves chocolate, but I'm not sure it goes with Madeira cake. Vanilla's fine. Well, maybe I'll take some chocolate as well as it's his favorite. He seemed ever so pleased with his presence, didn't he? He did. You really pulled it out of the bag with those superhero convention tickets, Ellen. Well, he did drop quite a few hints. What's he got planned for the afternoon then? Khalil's coming over. They're going to check hero's hooves. That'll be nice. And then Lee's coming to see him, too. Lee? Yeah, he's got a present for Henry, so I told him that we'd be here. That's all right, isn't it? Of course. What time's he coming? He's welcome. Stay for Chile. I don't think he'll want to hang around that long. From what he said, he's got quite a lot going on at the moment. Right. I better go and check on the Anguses. Yeah, and I'll go and see if Susan needs help in the dairy. You're all right here, aren't you, Helen? Yeah, of course. But before you go. What? I just wanted to. We're all right, aren't we? Of course we are. After the other day, I mean. I know what you mean. And yes, we're absolutely fine. Right. So that looks to me like you're basically giving that goat a pedicure. Yeah, exactly. What color would you like your toes today, sir? If he was out in the wild, his hooves would be worn down naturally. But farm goats need help. Well, I think you're gonna need a pretty big nail file to tackle those monsters. Nah, they're looking okay. No need for the foot shears today, Hero. Wonder what my mum would say if I turned up at home with a goat. I can guess. So unfair. It'd be unfair on a goat if you brought it to live at your house. It's a bit different for me on the farm, but I could teach you how to look after him if you Like Henry. What is that goat meant to be over there? Oh, no, Hero. That's it, Hero. Hi, Mick. Oh, hello, Rex Kenson's just gone to change a barrel, eh? Won't be a sec. Oh, no worries. Do you need new pint? No, thanks. I'm off in a minute. Need to put the tea on and do my famous beef and ale stew. Oh, sounds great. Oh, is Joy feeling better? Joy? Oh. Oh, much better, thank you. Yeah, we're sorry we missed the party, but thanks very much for making Rochelle feel so welcome. She didn't stop talking about you and your boat yesterday. Really? Yeah. You've obviously hit it off. Yeah, I mean, she's great. Is she planning to stay long? Well, I'm not sure, to be honest. Why? Oh, no, no, no reason. Just. Yeah, be nice to see her again. I can ask her if you like. No, no, no, no, it's fine. I'm sure I'll bump into her somewhere. I'm sure you will, hero. Oh, no, not that way. Whoa, whoa. Don't charge at me, mate. I'm trying to help you. Stand by the gate and I'll try to get him going that way. He's blocking the way. I'll get the gate. Oddly, you're having a bit of trouble, lads. Yeah. Hero, skateboard. Yeah, I can see that. It's all right. I think he's coming this way. You stay behind him. That's it, hero. That's it. Yeah, keep going. Good boy. Oh, nice one. Thanks, Lee. No problem. Sorry. Lee, this is Khalil, my friend. Khalil, this is Lee. He used to go out with my mum. Hi, Lee. Hi. My mum's here early. I'd better go. We're going into town to pointlessly walk around the sales. Sad times. Well, hopefully I'll get some fried chicken out of it. Have a good rest of your birthday. Yeah, will do. Bye. Happy birthday. Your presents up at the house. Thanks. You having a nice day? Yeah, pretty good. Mum got me tickets to a superhero convention. What, the one that's coming to Birmingham this summer? Yep. That's meant to be brilliant. You have to take. Tell me all about it. Come if you like. What? Mum got me two tickets. Wouldn't you rather take a friend? What about Khalil? It's not his thing. It is your thing. I want to take you. Just come. Oh, Henry, thank you. That's really generous of you. I'd love to come with you, but I'm not going to be here come the summer. Where will you be, Henry? I wasn't Going to tell you this today. I'm moving to San Francisco. Rex? Yep. Are you sure? Definitely. He tried to play cool, you know, but he couldn't fool me. He fancies Rochelle. Right. Well. And what's up? No, nothing. He seems like a nice lad. Rex. No, yes, I know that. So what's the problem? There's no problem. Well, just seems a bit quick. I mean, they hardly know each other. They obviously clicked at the party. I think it's nice. Rochelle could do a lot worse. And so could Rex, come to that. I'm just. I'm not sure Rochelle needs a relationship right now. She's been single a while, hasn't she? Aye, but she's not the thing with Rochelle. I know she presents herself as someone who's got herself together, but she hasn't, not really. She's actually a very long way from having herself together. She seems all right to me. Yes, I know. That's what I'm trying to say. She seems all right, but she isn't. Not really. Do you not think you might be being a bit overprotective? It's not that. Rex and Rochelle are adults. If they want to go out for a drink, that's up to them. What harm can it do? Look, Mick, I know you mean well, but there are a lot of things that you don't know when it comes to Rochelle. Tell me, then. I can't. It's complicated and difficult to explain and. Anyway, I'm at work. I know that. I know. I only popped out for some ale for the stew, so I thought I'd drop by. And I'd never have mentioned anything about Rex if I thought it'd be so controversial. It's not controversial. It's fine. I'm just a bit busy, that's all. I better get on. Right. I'll get off home and put the tea on, shall I? Lovely. See you later. It wasn't an easy decision. Right. But in the end, felt the right time. I'll really miss you and Jack. Yeah. But we'll keep in touch. I know. We'll talk online. I'll come back for visits when you're a bit older. You could even come out to San Fran. Hey, maybe. Are you going to stay there for good? At the moment, I don't know the answer to that, but I'll keep you posted. All right? Yeah. I get why you want to go. You want to be with your kids. Yeah, I do. Do you want to come inside? Open your present? You go. I'll be there in a minute. Is It. Just the milk, then, Rex? Yeah, thanks, Joy. Mick said you're feeling a lot better. That's good. I am, thank you. Well, we're very sorry to miss. You do, though, hope you had a good time. Oh, yeah, it was fun. It's good to see Rochelle, too. Yes. Okay. Well, thanks for the milk and happy New Year. Actually, Rex. Yeah? Oh, I don't know if I should say anything. What? About what? I hope you don't think I'm speaking out of turn or being overbearing, but Mick said you were thinking of asking Rochelle out, and I really think it's better if you don't do that. Sorry. Mick said what? He thought you might, you know, like Rochelle. Oh. Oh, well, I mean, obviously I like her. She's. I mean, I hardly know her. No, and maybe you weren't thinking of asking her out at all, and I've got the wrong end of the stick. Well, I mean, I hadn't really, but just in case you were, I thought it best to, because I know you're a lovely person and would only have good intentions. But the thing is, Rochelle is much more vulnerable than she seems. Oh, you must think I'm an interfering old woman. No, never. I am interfering. I know I am. But it just really isn't a good idea for Rochelle to get involved with anyone at the moment. Not even in a casual way. Right. Okay. Sorry. No, that's. If you don't think it's a good idea, then that's good enough for me. I know this must seem very strange. A little bit, yeah. But. But it's fine. Thank you, Rex. I put my head around the door and he seemed okay. He was hard at work on something. Revision for his progress tests. Hopefully on his birthday, though. Why on earth did Lee choose the day to tell him? Well, apparently he didn't intend to, but Henry invited him to go to the convention in the summer. And obviously Lee won't be here then. So it just came out. No, dear. Henry was going to find out sooner or later. I mean, Lee's going in a few weeks. Oh, hi, darling. We were just talking about Lee moving to San Francisco. Yeah, I'm fine about it. Are you? Well, I'm sad Lee's going because I like him, but I'm happy that I'll be in touch with Mabel and Evie. He said we can stay in touch, but we'll see how it goes. Oh, Henry. Oh, give me a hug. Oh. What's all this paper you're carrying around? Oh, just some ideas I've been working on what sort of ideas. Have a look if you want. It's not finished, but Bridge farm live in 25. Yeah, sounds exciting. Well, it will be, hopefully. What is it? It's a plan for, like, a series of special promotions for the farm. Really? What sort of thing? All sorts. Films to put on social media. Like we could do a Meet the Montes or Marvelous Marbling organic Angus Beef explaining everything you need to know about how he produced such great steak. Sounds great. And here's a list of some live farm walks and talks we could do, showing different areas, like Organics explained, telling people about the benefits of organic farming. Okay. Oh, and what's this? Bridge Farm Card. Oh, yeah, that'd be like a loyalty card scheme, like the big supermarkets have. Maybe even with an app. That'd be good. Bridge Farm Kids Club with discounts for ice cream. Henry, I can't believe how much thought you've put into this. Yeah, these are really fantastic ideas. They are. I mean, I'm not sure we've got the capacity to introduce all of them at once. No, I know how busy things are. These are things we can do when it's quieter and I can do most of the work. It's a lot to take on. I want to do it. I love doing stuff on the farm. I know you do. Can I go and carry on that? Yeah, but we're going home short shortly. Tell Jack 10 minutes. Okay. Wow. Wow, indeed. Feel a bit blown away. Me too. I mean, those were serious ideas that we could actually use. And at least it looks like he's taken Lee's news in his stride. Yeah, I hope so. He's really growing up. Yeah. The next generation of farmers has arrived. I thought it was Martha I spotted on the top of the climbing frame. She really has no fear, has she? No, and it's absolutely terrifying. To be fair, she looks like she's got it nailed. Look at her, Chris, overtaking everyone on her way down. She's Spider Girl. Yeah. Anyway, hello. Hello. Happy New Year. Same as you, you. And thank you, Hannah. What for? For entertaining my mom and dad on New Year's Eve. Oh, I had a really nice time. Seriously. I don't know what it says about me, but a night in with your mum and dad playing games and drinking Cremon was just what I needed. They're really lovely, your folks. Yeah, they're all right. Your dad was telling me yesterday about how he was found as a baby. Oh, yeah? Yeah. It's a pretty amazing story. He's a pretty amazing person. Yeah, he is. Five minutes. Martha. What are you up to later? Nothing. Why? Oh, no, I just meant you were telling Martha you had to go. I just wondered. I was just making conversation. Badly. Right. Well, Martha has plans. She's staying at Alice's. I'll probably fall asleep in front of the telly. Unless. Unless what? Well, we never went for that drink. Did. Did we? No, we didn't. Do you want to? What, tonight? Yeah. Well, I know it's short notice. No, it's fine. I mean, I'm free. Great. Were you thinking the bull? Or maybe not the Bull, just because you know. Yeah. Felpersham. There's that new cocktail bar by the station. Oh, yeah, I know it. We could go in early, get some food if you fancy. That sounds good. Shall I book a taxi, pick you up, say quarter to six? Perfect. Perfect. Okay, see you later. Bye. Kirsty. Oh, sorry, you're on the phone. No, it's fine. She's gone. Who? Neo. Oh, the beaver's back woman? Yep. Well, what did she say? I mean, did she think we could do it? She was very positive. Yeah. Wow. Great. So. So she wants to come and see the site. Makes sense. Tonight. Tonight? I know I didn't like to say know. She was really up for it. Said we shouldn't waste any time. Right. Okay. So she's coming here. What time? Six. A bit late. Well, I don't think the operate office hours, Rex. It was all very covert. We're to go down to the woods. The woods? Find a quiet spot, then send her our location. Wow. Okay. Yeah. It's weird. Being with Martha really takes me back to when I was a kid. Things I'd totally forgotten about pop back into my head with terrifying clarity. Parenting, eh? It's an emotional roller coaster. Actually. Life is an emotional roller coaster, isn't it? It can be. What were you like as a kid? Oh, I don't know really. What were you like? Oh, desperate to get out into the world and have an adventure. Bit like your Martha, come to think. Yeah, I don't know where she gets that from. I was quite cautious as a kid. I still am, really. Maybe it's Mum and Dad worried about me so much when I was little. Why did they worry about you? I had to have quite a big operation when I was born. What for? I was born with a unilateral cleft palate. Really? Yeah. You can still see my scar, look. Oh, yeah. I mean, it's not a big deal for me. I didn't know about it till years after, but I think it was for Mum and Dad, so they kind of wrapped me in cotton wool for a while after. Still do, to be honest, so. Understand. Understandable. Yeah. Sorry, what for? I feel like I've just talked at you for ages. Yeah. Actually, can you shut up about your serious childhood operation? It's really boring. No, but I didn't mean it to get so heavy. It's fine. It's interesting. Okay. Anyway, what are you having? Right, I've sent our location. So I suppose now we just wait. Yeah. Don't you think it's a bit much, all this? What? Oh, what? Meeting under cover of darkness, sending her our coordinates and all that. I mean, surely we could have just met over a cup of tea in the office. I think she's right to be careful. You know, Wild beaver releases are illegal. I know. All right with that? No, I'm not all right with it. No? No. The idea that we're breaking the law makes me extremely uncomfortable. But I think we should at least find out more about it. You know, see if it's an option. Well, if we want beavers at rewilding Ambridge, it might be our only option. I know, I know. I'm not going to force you if you don't want to do it. We have to be in agreement. I know. I'm just nervous. Look, let's just see what she says when she gets here. Hopefully everything will be clear after we've spoken to her. What was that? Neo, presumably Rex. Keep your torch low. Don't shine in her face. Neo, we're over here by the brook. Over there, near the log pile. Oh, yeah. You alright? Isn't that Dr. Malik's son? Yes. Khalil. What are you doing here? I was just checking out your dormice boxes. Oh. I've never been down here before. It's amazing, isn't it? The sky's, well, pitch black and like you can even see Orion's Belt over there. Okay, but I don't think you should be wandering around the woods on your own in the dark. And we're a bit busy right now, so. Oh, yeah, so I hear. Waiting for your beaver woman. Yes. We're about to have an important meeting and we really can't have anyone else here, so. Is that because it's illegal? Brilliant. You? Yeah. Wild release. That was what it was, wasn't it? So does that mean you just. You get a load of beavers from somewhere else and just let them loose in Ambridge? No, not in Ambridge. Just in the woods. Rex, don't tell him anything. I think that ship sailed, don't you? He's heard it all from behind the log pile. Yeah, I didn't realize you two were like some kind of eco warriors. We aren't eco warriors. We're just trying to do what's right. But why the undercover operation? What? The top secret mission in the world? It's complicated. Go on. We have to be discreet because what we're doing is controversial. To some people, but it shouldn't be. All we want to do is to reintroduce beavers to the land to build dams. In that. Yes, See, beavers are a native species. The land needs them to reduce flooding, filter farmland, pollution, and they have a massive impact on biodiversity. Really? Well, that's good. No, because biodiversity is dropping because of climate change. Yes, exactly. Yeah. We did it in geography. So what kind of creatures would the beavers bring in? Oh, frogs, newts, dragonflies, heron, egret, green sandpiper. That's wicked. Wait, so you bring back beavers and bam, all these other species follow on? Yeah. And our contact is due any minute now and we really need to talk to her in private, so. Can't I stay? Not really. Please, I won't mess it up. Honestly, I think what you're doing sounds great. I'm right behind you. Well, thanks. We're glad you're on board. But I don't know what they'll think if someone else is here. Just tell her I'm part of your crew. She won't know any different, will she? We might not have much choice. I mean, she'll be here any minute. Oh, go on then. But leave the talking to us. All right? Yeah, you're the boss. Oh, wow. Yeah, that's got a real kick. You can taste the tequila, can't you? I knew I should have stuck to beer. You can't drink beer in a cocktail bar. Well, you can, but it's a bit boring. Yeah. What's that other flavor in there? Bubblegum. Yes, I knew I recognized it. Oh, that takes me back. Takes me back to last week. Martha insisted on choosing bubblegum flavor ice cream. I knew she wouldn't like it and I was right. So of course I let her swap. She had my delicious salted caramel cone and I had her toxic looking bubblegum one. Sorry, what for? I'm talking about Martha again. It's fine. Honestly. I think Martha's great. Do you? Yes. Well, that's good, because I think you're great. Do you? Yeah, I do. Oh. Oh, sorry. No, I'm sorry. It was just you surprised me. I didn't realize that was where you were going. Didn't you? Well, no, it's just we were chatting about your daughter. I'm sorry. No, I'm sorry. Oh, gosh. Let's just go back 30 seconds, forget it ever happened. Maybe this was a bad idea. What? Was? Was having a drink or not a bad idea? I mean, it's been nice, but. I don't know, I just don't feel like it's going to work. Why not? I just. Chris, I really like you, but I feel like you're not looking for a girlfriend, you're looking for a family. And maybe what you really want is the family you had. Martha and Alice. What? I'm sorry. I don't want to upset you. No, no, you haven't. I'm not upset. But why would you think I want to be with Alice? I just. Oh, I don't know. Maybe I'm wrong. How do you feel, really? Are you over Alice? Well, I mean, we were together a long time, so I'll always have some feelings towards you. We went through a lot together. But maybe feelings are a bit like memories sometimes. Sometimes we push them down because it's easier not to deal with them. But it doesn't mean they aren't there. Maybe you need to have a think about what it is you really want. Yeah, maybe. I don't know what to say. That's okay. Shall I get some beers? Seems a shame to go home so soon. Yeah, okay. Thanks. It's fine. Oh, wow. Did you hear her? You could really do it. You could really bring beavers to Ambridge. Sorry. I'm sorry. I'm just so excited. It was that thing she said about elephants. That putting beavers in a fenced enclosure here would basically be like caging elephants on the Serengesi. Yeah, that was it. But she's right. Why put a fence around them when they used to live here anyway? They aren't going to do any harm, but they're going to do good. He's right. She made it sound totally straightforward. It is straightforward. She just said she can hook you up with some beavers no problem. You just have to say the word. I thought you'd be buzzing. We are. We're just cautious. It's a big deal. It is. But Khalil's right. We can press go anytime we want. So you're gonna do it? I don't know. Are we? Yeah, I think we are. I mean, talking to Neo made it seem like, well, we have to do this, don't we? It's like she said, the benefits far outweigh the risks. Yep, I think they do. Yeah. Go real widening crew. So. So when did you get your beavers, then? Oh, I don't know. We need to sort all that out. But listen, Khalil, you can't breathe a word of this to anyone. Yeah, My lips are sealed. Not Henry, not your friends at school. No one. Yeah, got it. Hey, maybe we need, like, a secret sign for when we see each other around the village. Like a special wave or a head nod. Like this. No, what we need is to remain extremely calm. I am calm. Look at me. Calmer than that. Basically, Khalil, it would be really great if you never mention this again. Forget it ever happens. Are you kidding me? This is the most exciting night of my life. I'm never gonna forget a single moment of it. Great. But don't worry, I won't tell. Your secret's well safe with me. Sa foreigna Page. 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