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The Archers Omnibus
15/12/2024
01:12:40
One resident faces a blast from the past and David struggles to keep his emotions in check
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Brian Cox
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Oh, Mick's doing his creepy Christmas storytime down at the Bull. This morning's Meet Santa event went off really well and all the bairns loved him. Loads of people came along. Oh, good. Come on then. Actually, Joy, I need to check the house and lock up. You go on. Oh, it was nice seeing you though. Oh, you too, pet. Take care now. Oh, thanks. Best of luck to Mick. Bye. Right, Kirsty. Sorry, I. I wasn't sure what to do. If I should wait to ring the doorbell. I didn't Want to freak you out. G. Mick, are you coming out? If we want to do a quick run through, we need to do it now. The audience will be arriving soon. There you are. I was trying to have a cape. Give me a minute to put the rest of the costume on. All right, but please be quick. Time isn't on our side. Was that Father Christmas I just saw kicking out a mix van? Alan. Hello. I hear you've been putting the satanic into Santa. I beg your pardon? That's why we didn't see you at church. Oh, heavens, no. I was busy rehearsing. Let me assure you, there's nothing satanic about our little show. It's simply a family friendly celebration of the folkloric side of Christmas. Oh, Linda, these horns aren't half heavy. I'm not sure they're going to stay on. Mick. Hello, Vicar. Hi. Well, perhaps it's best you don't wear them. Are those actual rams? Horses. Take them off. I thought that was the whole idea of the costume. A mixture of old Nick and St. Nick. No, no, no, that's not the idea at all. Alan. He's. He's supposed to be Krampus. You know, the character from Central and Eastern European mythology. Lindy, don't worry. I think all the different traditions around Christmas are fascinating. I might even come to the show if I'm not too old. Oh. Oh, no, no, not at all. So when did you get our last year? Look, I. I know it must be a shock, me turning up on your doorstep. It's not my doorstep, Gavin. It's not. I still own it. But Helen lives here now. Oh, sorry, I. I didn't realize. I. I just saw it was up for sale. What do you mean? Were you hanging around and saw the sign? No, no, I. I saw the listing online. I often wonder about you. I was trying to see how you were doing. So you were searching for me? Yeah, but no, not like that. I'm not sure you should be here. I just want to see if you're okay. I don't know what you're after. I'm not after anything, Kirsty. That came out wrong. But when I saw the listing, I assumed you must be moving. I didn't want to miss my last chance to see you. I know how much pain I helped cause. Not just to you, but all those guys. Me and my dad. And then there was the explosion at Gray Gables. And it's all I've thought about while I was in prison, but I get it. Look, if you don't want to talk to me? I just thought since you visited me on remand that time. What about Philip? Dad? I don't speak to him. To be honest, I try not to think about him. He ruined my life as well. Look, I'll. I'll leave you in peace. You're right. This is a bad idea. Gavin. I'm sorry. How did you even get here? I hitchhiked. This fellow gave me a lift as far as the bypass and then I walked from there. From the bypass? Yes. Fine. Hopefully I managed to flag down a ride back. It was good seeing you. You look well. And. Gavin, wait. I genuinely don't live here anymore. I'm not far, though. Why don't you come back and get yourself warm? I don't know how Linda does it. There must be nearly 20 kids out there. And the parents. Please, Joy, just come. Come away from the door. What? You're not nervous, are you? But you were brilliant earlier. That was the little ones. They're easy. You just go, ho, ho, ho. And with this one, you go, ha, ha. Stop fretting. You'll be fine. We'll see. It would help if I wasn't absolutely cream crackered with people hanging around the car park after kicking out Friday was bad enough, but last night I had some drunken Scully taking a leak against me van. I need to get my head down. I'm on early shifts all next week. Of course you do. By the way, was that Emma I saw you with yesterday when I was on my way to work? Oh, yes. She was helping with the litter pick in the village. And you're all right with that, are you? Can't we agree to disagree? I suppose that doesn't sound very convincing. Honestly, her and her lad have already done enough damage. I'm not gonna let her get between us now. Mick, this is your beginner's call. My what? It's time to go on. Looks like we made it back just in time. Starting to rain. Yeah. Here you go. I remembered you like it extra strong. Oh, thanks. So you've been in hostels ever since you got out? Yeah, mostly. Other people in them? Same as me. To be honest, they're just doss houses. And you can't live with your mum? No. She's as good as disown me. Are you working? I'm a laborer on a construction site. How the mighty have fallen, eh? Still, at least I'm being paid. That's good. Did you ever find out what happened to him? Jordan, Blake and Kenzie. When you came to visit me, you were Looking for him? Yeah. Did you track them down? Jordan and Blake managed to get away from the gang that was holding them. How did you win? They're both really good, last I heard. As for Kenzie, I don't know if he ever. Right. I keep trying to work out how it happened. How I let it happen. Deep down, I always knew it was wrong. But dad, he made it sound like we were doing him a favor. You know, giving him a roof over there at his. Keeping them fed. It was always only temporary. Just until the business was doing well again. And then it became until he was doing well enough to pass on to me. And then until he'd saved enough to retire. And, you know, he was going to whisk you off to that cottage in Wales. I didn't know how he was making his money, though. Not like you. I know you could have stopped it so much sooner. I wanted to. Loads of times. But. Look, I'm not saying I wasn't a coward, Kirsty, but I did wake up eventually. And it was you who woke me up. I couldn't bear lying to you any longer. Watching dad deceive you, making you think he was this kind, wonderful man. His nice house. I had to say something. Even if it meant going to jail. I'm sorry, I can't do this because the. Whatever you want or think you want. I told you, I don't want anything. I mean it. Gavin, I'd like you to leave. No, Linda, honestly, I thoroughly enjoyed it. There was nothing sacrilegious about it at all. Oh, good. I am pleased. Oh, Joy. Hello. Although it did make me think if you can pull this off in three days, there's still time to put on a village panto. I appreciate the vote of confidence, Alan. Don't you think so, Joy? But I think that would be a tall order, even for me. Oh, shame. Hambridge isn't the same without a Christmas show. Although, did you see the local news last week about the panto they're doing at Fellow Babes in the Wood? Maybe we could arrange a village trip, you know, since we're not doing our own. That's a great idea, isn't it, Linda? Well, it would take a lot of organizing, but if you're willing to take it on, though. Me? No, no, it's Joy's idea. I. I wouldn't want to impose. Oh, well, now, if you'll excuse me, I have a promised to drop in on Mrs. Chadwick in manifield Close. Yeah, but. Yes, I should be going too. Oh, Mick, well done. And Your horn stayed on all through much and Jolene and Kenton are delighted by the extra custom. You've definitely earned your keep. I hope so. Bye. Bye. Right, well, I'm heading off back to my van. You're not rushing off as well? I've told you, I'm bushed. He's hoping Sunday nights are a bit quieter. I'll make wait. This is daft, you living in the pub car park. It's not good for you. Why don't you come stay at mine? Joy, I know what you said about moving in on equal terms, but I want you to call it a trial run. Just over Christmas. I need someone to eat mince pies with. Well, I do like a mince pie. I'll even warm them for you if you like. It's not just because you feel sorry for me, though. Course not. You'll be out on your ear in the new year if I'm not happy with you. All right. Go on, then. Hello. Excuse me. You do know this bus doesn't run on Sundays here. No, I know. I'm just keeping up the rain. All right. Okay. Hang on. Sorry, do I know you? It's. It's so dark here. I can't. Gavin. Gavin what? Philip Moss's son. What are you doing in Umbridge? Don't worry, I'll be leaving sooner. Just as soon as I get Thumb a lift. Where do you need to get to Fel at this time of day? Alan, is everything all right? Linda? Yes. Who are you? Linda. I just heard something. I didn't realize who it was either. Are you okay? Yes. Oh, wait. How are you? Gavin, no, I'm so sorry. It's best if you just leave her. But she obviously doesn't want to talk to you. Look, come on, you can't be thumbing down cars in this way. I'll give you a lift myself. Come on. Come. What's the matter? What have you done? What are the girls plastic building blocks doing in the kitchen? Oh, no. Have you stood on one again? Let me finish emptying the washer and then you can sit down. No, no, no. I need to get the girls their breakfast. I should have worn slippers. Sorry. Natasha, can I get this? Yeah, yeah. Oh, sure. Thanks. I was just thinking, what's the plan for Thursday? Is your mum still going to pick them up from nursery? I guess you'll have to if we're busy getting everything ready for the evening. I know, but it is their anniversary. I thought your mum and dad might have made other plans. Not that I'm Aware, to be honest. Mum seems determined to keep the day low key. She keeps saying how much she's looking forward to a nice quiet family celebration. Oh, does she know? Besides, they're off to Somerset on Friday. They've got three whole nights at a fancy eco hotel to look forward to. I know. I was just making sure. Right, let me get out of your way. Actually, I need to get to the fridge. Sorry, you first. Oh, ta. Honestly, whoever made this kitchen so small, they'd obviously never used one. Well, the house was built over 60 years ago. Even so, Helen's kitchen must be nearly four times the size. And she's got the utility. Yes, all right. You know, the house has had three viewings already. I get the feeling it won't be on the market for long. Going to need some more milk. Come on, Tom. I get what you're worried about, Helen. But now she decided not to buy it herself. Only because she couldn't afford two. How do you think she'll feel if we swoop in and buy it? And in any case, we probably can't afford it either. Actually, I reckon we could. I've been looking at some mortgage deals. Of course you have. And yes, I admit it would be a stretch, but at least we would be throwing money down the drain, paying Kathy rent. We've talked about this. We don't know what's going to happen in the next few years. We can't keep waiting for your mum and dad to downsize. You weren't saying that a few weeks ago. It's only since Kirsty decided to put the house up for sale. Oh, because it would be perfect for us. There are other places. I know you like it too. Or just imagine coming downstairs in the morning, pulling up a stool at the breakfast bar, getting a juice from our brand new American style fridge. And think of all the space there'd be for Serena Nova. They could have their own playroom. No more accidentally standing on their toys. I agree. It would be nice to have somewhere bigger. There's no rush, though. But, Tom, the girls are waiting for their breakfast. I better go and get them. Robert, there's a pot of Earl Grey on the table if you'd like some. Oh, thanks. When I need a coffee, I don't think I got more than four hours sleep. What about you? Oh, it took me a while to get off. Still, at least we haven't any guests to look after now the Philpots have gone. Small mercies, I suppose. And I don't have Mick to direct. Dear me, that was Quite a rush. Still, the children seem to enjoy creaky Christmas. Hopefully none of them had nightmares today. I plan to sit back and relax. Oh, Robert, what is the problem? It's a new packet I got. Get it open. Well, don't rip it. You'll spill coffee everywhere. Oh, no. Great, that's. Never mind, never mind. I'll clear it up. You sit down. Robert, it's fine. I'll make the coffee. It's not even about the stupid coffee. No, I know. It's about Gavin Moss. Look, it was a shock running into him yesterday, but I'm not upset any longer. Please don't you be. How can I not? We don't even know why he was here. I know, but what does he want to come back to Ambridge for? I'm astounded he dares show his face. All right, Robert. Man ought still to be in jail. If you're that concerned, why don't you talk to Alan? He was speaking to him. He might know something. But, Lindy, please. I just want to forget about it and enjoy my breakfast. Your being angry does not help. I've been reading more about how to rewild part of the garden. I know we already have a water feature, but it's really only ornamental. Robert, where are you going? To get dressed. Oh. What about your coffee? I've changed my mind. But. Oh, yes. Hello. Ambridge Hall. Oh, Alan. Funny, we were just talking about you. Where was this? At Helen's. He was just hanging around outside. Oh, that's so creepy. Is he allowed to be here? He can go where he likes. It's not as if he was aggressive or anything. Even so, in the end, I invited him back to Willow Farm. Kirsty, you did what? I know, I know. But you didn't see him. Natasha. He's so gaunt. I mean, he was always really fit. He's lost so much weight. He looks 10 years older. Who cares? Are you forgetting what he did? Of course I'm not. But he did kind of blow the whistle when I visited him in prison. He hated himself for what he'd been involved in. Remember he gave evidence against Philip, against his own dad. Only after he'd been arrested. I know, but only after he'd sold those poor boys. He's not a good person, Kirsty. What did he even want? He said he just wanted to see me. Oh, I suppose if that's true, he could have it anytime. He's been out for a while. He only turned up when he found out I was selling the house. So the House has got nothing to do with him, is it? No, but maybe he feels he's entitled to something. Money, you mean? Oh, I. I really don't know, Natasha. I'm sorry. You must have work to do. I only came by to go to the shop. No, no, don't be silly. I'm supposed to be updating the Bridge Fresh website. That can wait. No, no, it's fine. Let's go back to the office. We can talk more privately there. Oh, thank you so much for seeing me. Not at all, Alan. Oh, have a seat. This is about Gavin Moss. It is? Yes. I had wondered if I should have come over last night. How are you feeling? Linda, I know it was a shock seeing him out of the blue like that. It was rather. Yes. Are you okay? I'm fine. She wasn't last night, though. Do you know what he was doing in Ambridge Allen? Why he was here? Visiting Kirsty, apparently. Why would she want to see him? I don't get the impression she did. He does seem very remorseful, though. In fact, that's why I'm here. Oh, look, please understand. I'm not advocating for Gavin. I know the pain you've been through. The last thing I want is for you to feel I'm pressuring you or suggesting you do one thing or another. Okay. I just felt I'd be doing you a disservice if I didn't pass this on. Gavin wants you to know how sorry he is. I'm sorry? He told me how haunted he is by what happened at Grey Gables. He's asking if you'll meet him so he can apologize himself. No. Well, I realize you may well not want to. You're right. We don't want to. Robert, you saw the effect it had on Lindy, just bumping into him. Yeah, I know. I'm amazed you'd even ask. I just thought if there was an opportunity for healing. Healing? Darling, please. What do you think we've been doing for the last four and a half years? The last thing we need is to open up old wounds again. Yeah, and if that's the case, then of course I'll tell him. No. Yes, please. You do that. What else did he say to you? Lindy, why are you giving this? I'd like to know why he caused enough damage when he made the explosion happen. And I think he knows how much damage he's caused. Well, so he should just calm down. No, Lindy, he doesn't get to apologize. We have to live with what he did. So does he. What can he do, though? Philip gave you the house as part of the divorce settlement. Your name's on the deeds in black and white. I'm not talking about what he's legally entitled to. I'm talking about morally. Phil, please. Come on. I'm serious. Yesterday, Gavin was talking about how Philip justified everything. How he persuaded him what they were doing was okay. I know it's not the same, but I kind of allowed myself to get sucked in as well, Kirsty, honestly. But I did. I let Philip put me in a gilded cage. Why should I get all the proceeds from the house? I was only properly married to him for a few weeks. Gavin's his only child. Let's not start shedding tears for Gavin Moss. Not when there are other people whose lives he's destroyed. Yes, what about them? Don't they deserve something too? Kirsty, that's not what I meant. It's not up to you to make amends for Philip and Gavin. No, I know. In fact, you did everything you could. As soon as you discovered the truth. You tried to find those young lads. I searched the streets with you. Yes, all right. But you don't owe anyone anything. Especially not Gavin. Okay. Hey, how's the website looking? Oh, hello, Kirsty. Hi. My interrupted. No, no, it's fine. I've been here long enough. Thanks for listening, Natasha. You're probably right about Gavin. It's just stirred up a lot of stuff. Gavin. See you. Bye. Bye, Kirsty. She's not talking. He came looking for her. She reckons he's after a cut of the house. What? Seriously? Well, that's another good reason not to buy it. Why'd you say that? Who'd want their money going to a piece of filth like him? Has he gone? Yes, he's gone. Thank heavens for that. I'm sorry, Lindy. I know he's the vicar, but to come here and expect us to forgive Gavin Moss. He didn't. He only passed on a message. He didn't say anything about forgiveness. Although maybe as Christians, we should. How you almost died that day, Lindy. Don't start getting irate again. It's so not you, Roberts. I can't help it. I spent a week by your bedside waiting for them to bring you out of your coma, not knowing if you'd pull through. Yes, I know. Now, that man, someone who thought nothing of putting yours and others lives at risk, who thinks people are just there to be used. But if he wants to apologize, he can stick his apology. It's no help to Us. Do you. Do you remember that time we walked up Leki Hill? It must have been about 10 months after the explosion. And it was the first time I'd felt able to do the climb. And the view was so breathtaking. It. It reminded me that there was still so much of life to enjoy. I remember. And you'll remember our conversation. How we agreed to not let the past poison the present. To let all that pent up anger go. Alan didn't come here for Gavin Moss sake. He came here for hours. Look, I'm not convinced I want to see Gavin either. But Alan does know what he's talking about. Maybe it would be healing at least. I'd like to be able to discuss it together. I do remember that conversation. And we've let go of a lot of anger. Exactly. We've come such a long way. In which case there's no more healing to be done. And there's no need to meet Gavin. But I'm going to take Monty for a walk. Are you? But he's already had his morning walk. I took him earlier. Then you can have another one. Robert, come on. Wait. Neither of us is completely healed. Doesn't this prove it? Robert, please don't walk away. What about that comment he made before he set off? The one about promising not to break the speed limit? David, it was a joke. Leonard's not miffed at us anymore. More now. Don't let me forget. When we get to the farm store, we need to get some cluster disinfectant. Okay. Oh, and we also need to pop into somewhere that sells cards. Who do we need a card for? Pat and Tony. It's their anniversary on Thursday. Oh yeah, of course. I want to ask Tony about these plans to introduce beavers to the rewilding. And if they get out into the a.m. they could cause all sorts of havoc. The banks? I wouldn't start worrying about it just yet. They're only toying with the idea. No, I realize that, but I'm seeing more and more stories about beaver damage for farmers. They're going to become the new badges if we're not careful. Wouldn't you know it. Look who's cycling this way. David. Give him a honk. I don't think he's realized it. So. Hi, Leonard. Did he look? I'm not sure. Oh my goodness. What is that? What? He's come off his bike. David, stop. Thank you for doing this, Alan. Are you sure you don't want Robert to know that we're going to see Gavin? Yes, I'm sure. I understand. You don't want to upset him. No, I don't. Wouldn't it be better all round if you told him? He only tried to stop me. Yeah, all right. But it's not up to Robert to dictate how I feel. This is something I need to do for myself. I'm sorry, Alan. Don't be sorry, Linda. I just know that if I refuse to sit down with him, if I can't look Gavin in the eye, I'll have let myself down. I've been trying to think what I'm going to say to him, but I can't. Well, say what you feel or nothing at all. It's enough that you've agreed to hear him out. Yes, perhaps. Either way, I'll be with you. You'll be fine. Oh. What's going on up here? Is that Ruth and David? Oh, looks like it. All right. It's all right. Hold on to me. What's hurting? It's just my wrist. Are you okay? What happened? Hi, Alan. Why are you here? No, no, no, no. He came off his bike. My fault. I honked my horn at you. No, it's not your fault, David. I didn't see the ditch because I distracted you. Well, I should have kept my eyes on the road. Thank goodness you were wearing a helmet. Is there anything we can do to help? No, no, honest thing. We'll be fine. You sure? Yeah, yeah, yes. I'm just a bit shaken. Thank you, though. Okay. Well, glad you're all right. The one we saw you in the road. No, no, don't. Don't worry. I'll see you then. Now, look after yourselves, won't you? Cheers, Linda. Bye. Right, what's going on with the twist? Do you need to get it checked out? Can you bend it? Sorry, sorry, it's already quite swollen. Come on, let's get you in the Land Rover. I think we need to take you to A E. Oh, right. I wasn't sure if either of you took sugar. No, thanks. Not for me. Well, there are a few Sasha's if. If you want. Okay. Well, it's. It's you who asked for this meeting, Gavin, so I think you should begin. Yeah, sure, of course. First of all, thanks for agreeing to meet me like this, Mrs. Snell. I know it can't be easy and I'm sorry I freaked you out on Sunday. Truth is, I was chuffed to see you. I've been wondering how you are. Congratulations on your MBE, by the way. That's amazing. You look like you're doing really well. I mean. Look, I just wanted you to know. Oh, sorry. I am sincerely sorry what happened to you in the explosion. It's my fault. It was me who gave Blake the petrol. I made him use it instead of adhesive remover. Look, Gavin, I'm not sure if going over the details is helpful. We know what happened. No, I know. But I want Mrs. Snell to know that I take full responsibility. If it makes you feel any better, I'm still suffering. You think you're going to save your time and then albeit you get out and move on, but I can't. Of course. I'm not expecting you to feel sorry for me. I know it's nothing compared to the pain that I put you through. I just. I want you to know that my life's been destroyed, too. I don't have friends or family. I got nothing and no one. And that's fair enough. I deserve it. I thought maybe knowing that might help you. It doesn't. Gavin. Knowing your suffering doesn't make me feel any better. Doesn't it? No. How could it? It can't give me back what was taken from me. Did you get hold of your mum? Yeah, I did. How did she react? How do you think? Tried to reassure her as best I could. I told her Leonard wasn't going that fast. That's what's so ridiculous. You must have listened to what we said. Yeah, and then I put him off by hooting my horn. Hey, come on. It was me who told you to. If you're to blame for Leonard coming a cropper, so am I. What do you think the chances are it's just a sprain? I'm not sure it makes that much difference. You heard what the doctor said. The amount of pain he was in, he's obviously done something serious. Well, who knows? All we can do is wait and see what the X ray shows. Perhaps it won't be as bad as we think. As well as operating on my pelvis and my collapsed lung, they took skin grafts from my leg and my scalp. I become quite adept with my makeup and how I wear my hair. But I'm sure you don't have to look too closely. No, I can see I won't bore you with the details of my recovery. My scars aren't as painful as they were, but they still can be very sensitive. I have to massage and apply creams to them every day. Linda, it's fine. Alan. I'm okay. The hardest thing, though, was not knowing who I was anymore. How I looked, how I felt. The way I reacted to things. I. I was someone who. Who loved nothing more than being amongst people. Reduced to cowering in my home, scared my husband wouldn't be able to love me, terrified I wouldn't be able to show him how much I loved him. That was taken from me that day, Gavin. That's what I need you to understand. And I do, believe me. I'm glad. Because I fought to find that woman again. I've had to prod and bully and cajole. And even now, when I'm about to step outside, there's still part of me that wants to turn around and hide. And I've decided that's not an option, though. That's why I'm here. I don't know what more I can do other than say how sorry I am. I wish I could put it right. I wish I could go back, do things differently. So do I. But we can't. No, I know we can't, Gavin. And there's no point wishing it. If it's any solace, I do have a new appreciation of all. All the ways in which I'm fortunate. I have a wonderful husband, a lovely home, marvelous friends, including Alan here. We're fortunate to have you. And I feel more supported by my community than I ever did before. It must be awful not having any of that. Like I say, it's only what I deserve. But if you're asking me to forgive you, I. I just can't. I don't need you to punish yourself. But I can't forgive you either. It wouldn't make any difference anyway. It really would. No, it wouldn't. Not unless you forgive yourself. We can't change what happened, Gavin. But we can accept it. Accept it and try to move on. Well, I couldn't answer my phone, Mum, because we were talking to the doctor. Do you need to sit up? Yeah, he's here, next to me. Oh, if you don't mind yet, the doctor says it's a fracture. We're waiting for him to have it put in a car. How's that? Oh, thank you. Thank you. Fine. Mum. They've given him painkillers. Okay. Okay. Yeah. All right. Leonard, Mum wants to talk to you. Oh, she won't believe you're fine. Can you manage? You'll have to hold it in your other hand. Oh, yes, thanks. I've got it. Jill, love. Hello? No, no, no, don't worry. Ruth and David are taking good care of me. I'm okay. I suppose we should let Simon know what's happened. Any idea what time it Is in Singapore? Not a clue. I mean, it's just gone four here, so. Guess it's probably night time there. You'd hope he might fly over, you know, come and look after his dad. How do you mean? Well, someone's gonna have to take care of him with his hand in plaster. Then he's gonna struggle at home on his own. Hadn't even got that far. Maybe he should stay with us. What? Who else is there? Simon can't help, but the doctor said it'd be six weeks until the cast can come off. Yeah, I know. So you know we're not set up to look after an injured 80 something year old. Mum certainly can't Bennet help? I'm sure he would, but he's got his work. He's barely around with all the Christmas events in the barn on top of the regular farm work. I'm not saying it wouldn't be difficult, but we can't just dump Leonard on his doorstep and expect him to fend for himself. Well, I know, but what choice have we got? David, your mother's insisting I come to stay with you at Brookfield. Is she? Hello, I'm Brian Cox. And I'm Robin Ince. He understands the nature of the universe and so does Robin. 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Come in. Oh, Leonard. Sorry, David. No, I didn't realize you were getting dressed. Oh, I assumed you were Jill. She told me to wait for her before trying to dress, but I thought I'd at least attempt to put me trousers on. Oh, it's that button at the top that's defeating me. Oh, if only this cast would allow me to use my thumb. Well, maybe you should wait for Mum then. Oh, Ruth sent me up with a coffee for you. Oh, should I please just pop it on the bedside table? Sure. That's very kind. I do appreciate you letting me stay. You were quite right. I would have struggled at home on my own. Oh, that's okay. I'm sure once I'm less sore, I won't find things as difficult. Oh, thought I had it then. Well, we'll just have to see. Indeed. For the time being, I'm just going to have to accept being looked after. Right. Well, thanks for agreeing to help me pack up the bungalow. Sorry, what? Jill said you'd take me over there this morning. Oh, well, she's not said anything to me. Well, maybe I got the wrong end of the stick, but Jill did say you'd be happy to help. I'm going to need more than a pair of pajamas and one change of clothes. Yeah, of course, but. And I don't like leaving the place empty without closing it up properly. I'm sure it won't take that long. Ah, here she comes now. Lindy, Kirsty's just been telling me about Gavin Moss's sudden reappearance. Oh, really? She thinks he may be sniffing around his father's old house. Is that said? Well, that was my first thought. Monty sits it. I'm not so sure now. I mean, he hasn't actually asked for any money. No. He just gave you the same sob story he gave Alan? I wouldn't believe a single word. I don't think Alan would have approached us if he didn't believe Gavin was genuine. Yes, well, he has to think the best of people. It doesn't mean he couldn't have had the wool pulled over his eyes. What did you make of Gavin when you saw him, Linda? Me? When Robert said you bumped into him in the bus shelter. Oh, yes, on Sunday. I can't say I really spoke to him. Sorry if it's too sensitive. No, no, no. Well, anyway, I need to get to work. Yes. You're at the rewilding site today, aren't you? I am, yes. It was nice seeing you though. Yes, you too, Kirsty. Bye. Bye. Right, did you get everything you needed from the shop? Should we head home? Lindy, are you okay? Ever since you got back from the Christmas market yesterday, you've seemed a bit. No, no, no, I'm fine. Honestly, Robert. Right, well, I think that's everything I need from the bathroom. Fine. Just stick it down next to the suitcase. I'll pack it once I finish doing your clothes. Oh. What? No, nothing. It's just I'd have folded the shirt first. It saves ironing them at the other end. Right, okay. I'm sorry. I'd do it myself if I could. No, no, don't worry. You carry on gathering your stuff. Thank you. Slippers. Mustn't forget those. And oh, my dressing gown. Of course. Oh, and David, would you mind if I brought my pillow with me? Your pillow? Yes, but we do have our own. In fact, we bought nice new ones when we were using the spare room for the bnb. I know, but this is one of those orthopedic memory foam ones. I get back pain sometimes and that's without falling off me bike. Yeah, of course, Linda. Whatever's going to make you more comfortable. Okay. Bring. Bring whatever you need. Do you need a hand, Kirsty? Can I help you with those? No, thanks, nearly done, Linda. And watch yourself near the bank. The brooks running fast after the rain. Yeah, should be enough branches now. Well, it does look a bit lively. It's something the beavers leaky dams would help with slowing up the brook when we've had a lot of rain. Apologies for distracting you from your wildlife wood pile. No worries. What can I do for you? Well, it's concerning our conversation earlier. I couldn't say what I wanted to in front of Robert. He doesn't know you see? Sorry. Robert doesn't know. What? That I met Gavin yesterday. Oh. Oh, I see. To be brutally frank, well, he seemed utterly broken. I could be wrong, of course, it could be a ploy, but he seemed so full of remorse and I think he just wants some sort of redemption. I. I should tell you, in case you're worried about his intentions. Yeah. Thank you, Linda. Honestly, I felt the same way when I saw him. You did? I couldn't help feeling sorry for him. I don't know if that makes me a gullible idiot or just a bleeding heart. No, it makes you a decent person. So did you feel it too? I pitied him. I'm not sure that's the same thing. Even so, if you're able to feel that way, maybe he does deserve a second chance. Oh. What about the back door? Have you checked that as well? Yes, the back door, the windows, they're all locked. Ah. Now, unless there's anything else. Hold on. What's this? It's my fiddle leaf fig. I decided I ought to bring it with me. It took some carrying, mind, with one hand. But I thought your neighbor had agreed to water your plants. She has, but fiddle leaves are notoriously high maintenance. You can so easily over water them. Or underwater them. Yeah, but I didn't want to burden Sheila with the responsibility. No, fine. Whatever. You might have to put it between your legs, though. We're running out of space in the car. Well, that's okay. Now, can I shut the front door? Just one moment, let me think. We've been here for over two hours. I need to get back to the farm. You switched the wall sockets off? Yes. And you pulled out the plugs as instructed. And what about the bins? They've been emptied. Honestly, Leonard, the house will be fine. Sheila's keeping an eye on it. Come on, let's go. Lindy, you're up here. I'm in the bedroom. Robert. Oh, Eli. Did you have a nice time with Jim? Oh, yes, thank you. We spotted a couple of red wings. What are you up to? Is everything all right? I'm fine. Just looking in the mirror. Robert, I'm afraid I've not been completely honest with you. There's something I need to confess. Is it about going to see Gavin Moss yesterday? How did you know? It didn't take a genius to work it out. Robert, I'm so sorry. I know how strongly you feel about Gavin. Please don't be angry. I'm not. I didn't want to deceive you. I said I'm not Angry, Lindy? You aren't a little peeved? Maybe. But then. Then I thought, why would Lindy go behind my back if it wasn't really important to her? I was being selfish. No, Robert, no. I hadn't realized how much rage I was still holding on to. I. I wanted you to feel the same way. And that wasn't fair of me. I'm your husband. I should have been there for you. Well, not if it was too painful for you. I had Alan. And was he right? Was seeing Gavin healing? Well, it helped to hear him say he was sorry. And to know he regretted what he'd done. Well. No, it's all right. It's all right. I so wanted to forgive him, Robert. I thought if I could. If I could show him that grace, I. If I could say to myself it was over. But I just. Just couldn't. I didn't hate him. I don't think he's wicked, but I. I can't forgive him either. Not when I have to look at these scars every day. It's okay. It's okay. I'm here. Don't worry. I got you. Oh, dear. Oh, what a mess. As if I didn't look afraid already. You look gorgeous, as always. You do. You do. There are plenty of things I can't forgive Gavin Moss for. But your scars aren't among them. If anything, they remind me what a remarkable, brave, irrepressible woman I married. I'm just so lucky to still have you. Robert. You are wonderful. I'm so lucky to have you too. Leonard. Just leave them there. Oh, honestly, Jill, I'm sure the creases will drop out. David did his best to fold them neatly. I'm not having you wear shirts like that. But you don't have to do it. Now go and put your feet up. I'm just going to wait for this shortbread to cool down. Ah, David. Hi. Did you get everything done that you needed to? Well, just about. There's some guttering I wanted to repair, but it's too dark now. Just have to wait till tomorrow. Ah, Leonard, I told you to go and sit down. Yes, yes, I'm going have David's chair. Oh, that's all right with you, isn't it? Oh, yeah, fine. Mum, what are all Leonard's shirts doing here? He's not making you iron them, is he? David, for goodness sake. You'll be bringing down for room service next. I've already spent half a day being his manservant. I mean, this isn't a five star hotel. That's enough. It was me who insisted on ironing his shirts. Oh. Oh, I see. I know it's another thing on your plate. David. Leonard is very special to me. He's given me so much I never expected to have. Making him at home now is the very least we can do. Mum. Sorry, I didn't mean to be short tempered. I'm sorry. Of course, Leonard is welcome. Good. Now go on, go and keep him company. I'll bring the tea and biscuits through. Tom, this is silly. I made it very clear you are to stay in the sitting room. But I've been stuck here for nearly an hour. If you won't let yourself be spoiled on your golden wedding anniversary. No, but I just wanted to know. We'll tell you when dinner's ready. Pat, have you been trying to escape? I was just gonna lend a hand. There's no need. We're being treated to a lovely, quiet, celebratory family meal. Just us and the kids and the grandchildren. Well, where are the grandchildren? Mum, just stay here, please. It won't be long now. All right, all right. Thought maybe there'd been some sort of a hold up, but fine. If you're saying everything's in hand, thank you and we'll fetch you another glass of bubbly. Dad. What the hell are you playing at? I told you not to let her escape. I couldn't help it. I had to go to the loo. What is going on? Shouldn't we be over at the tea room by now? I'm still waiting for Natasha to message me to say that they're ready. So what's the delay? Don't ask me. I have absolutely no idea. Are you sure there's nothing we can do, Helen? No, no, we don't mind mucking in. Oh, thanks, but we're almost there. Oh, Natasha. Yeah? Is there any more food to come out? No, that's it. Shall I tell Tom to bring them over? Yeah, go for it. Well done, pet. You've done a wonderful job with the decorations. You really have. I love the giant golden 50. To be honest, I think we were a bit over ambitious imagining we could get everything set up in the time between the two. Tea room closing and everyone arriving. No, you just wanted it to be perfect for your mum and dad. And so many people have come. It's gonna be a wonderful surprise. Fingers crossed. Although. Have you seen Leonard? I had no idea I'd been in an accident. No, I hadn't either. You see, you're not the only one, Mick. No. What's that, Leonard staying At Brookfield, you're not the only chap in need of looking after. Oh, is that what Joy's doing, Mick? Looking after you? Yeah, it's the other way around. Since I moved in, I've done nothing but wait on a rant and. Oh, get off with you. Oh, one sec. I think Xander's about to tip squash all over the table. Oh, Ian's helping. Good save. Oh, look, Ian's such a lovely dad. He's just great with kids. You know it was the school Christmas fair on Saturday. Well, you know, Ian's on the pta. You could have gone and done your Santa there, Mick. Not likely. Doing it at the ball was exhausting enough. Yeah, and it raised a record breaking amount of money. I mean, Ian will not be able to get away now. They'll make him organize it every year. Oh, it's like me in the fate. Once you've shown you can do it, people want you to do everything. I had this idea about organizing a village trip to Babes in the Wood in Felbersham. Oh, the dame they've got from Sunderland. He's the longest serving dame in the country, apparently. Oh, hold on. He's been doing it since 19. 1977. Doesn't he get sick of it? Sorry, Joy. Mom and dad are on their way across the yard now. Everyone, everyone, they're coming. Get ready to shout Surprise. Tony, were you in on this? Oh, of course I was. I might not have always remembered our anniversary, but I wasn't going to let this one go by without doing something special. And I suppose everyone else has been keeping it a secret too. On pain of death. Even Lillian. She's here too. She is? What did you say to persuade her? Nothing. I didn't say anything. I guess some things are more important than a little falling out. Pat. Tony. Here you are. No, not more champagne. I've been plying Mum with bubbly to try and stop her rumbling us. Well, they're poured now. You'll just have to drink them. I suppose we will. Cheers. Thanks, Natasha. Now, have you mingled with your guests? Well, not everyone. Can't believe so many people came. I wish you'd hinted I'd have dressed up more. Oh, don't be silly. You look lovely. I'm just amazed you actually managed to pull it off. Albeit by the skin of our teeth. Well done, us. Absolutely. Come on, drink up. There's more where that came from. Fair play to you, Tony. 50 years. There are serious criminals who've got less than that. I'm only joshing with You? No, it's amazing. Well done. Thanks, Mick. Pat and I have weathered our fair share of storm. More than our fair share, if I'm honest. Yeah, no doubt. There's one thing I can tell you, though. I wouldn't have wanted to go through them with anyone else. Pat's my rock. What do you think those are? Scotch eggs. I'll try one anyway. So, Nick, you're living at Joy's now? I am. At least until Christmas is out the way. After that, we'll just have to see. Well, you've definitely got Jolene and Kenton rooting for you. I bet they can't wait to get your knackered old campervan off their car park. She's not that bad. Just needs a new oil pump and then she'll be as right as rain. Oh, no, I'm sure I wasn't saying adjustment. It would be nice if it worked out for the two of you. How's it been so far? Well, I've got to admit, it's a relief having a toilet with a proper flush and a TV big enough to watch the football on. And Joey's not bad company either. That sounds like you're getting comfortable already. Yeah, I really am. Oh. What's the matter? Oh, that's not a Scotch egg. Oh, no. Looks like a falafel to me. Very nice. Oh, it's the little things, like two toothbrushes by the sink instead of one. Or having someone to dry the pots while you wash. No, that'd be nice. Hey, you never dry up. I do sometimes. Anyway, what are draining boards for? Oh, you're probably too young to understand. As you get older, though, it's the ordinary things that start to matter. It's nice having someone to share them with. Of course, we understand Joy, don't we, Tom? Sure. Natasha's toothbrush is my favorite thing about her. So, yeah, the short answer is it's going great. Oh, God, that's lovely. Mind, it would be even nicer if Helen wasn't moving. Having neighbors you hit it off with makes such a difference. No, it is a shame. And it's such a fabulous house, too. What? Our place is like a rabbit hutch in comparison. No, it is nice. Well, all the houses on Beechwood are. They're well built and they've all got decent sized gardens and all. Not like some new developments. You see, I've never regretted buying mine. Sarah Nanova would love a bigger garden to run around in. Hey, this might be a daft idea, but could you buy Helen's House. Oh, us. Oh, that would be wonderful. I could even babysit for you. Or you'd fit in so well. Well. Oh, do you mind Bezzian with Helen? I've been meaning to talk to him. No, no, of course not. You go for it, Ian, pet. Natasha, would you stop? I didn't say anything. Joy suggested it. I thought she made some very salient points. We've discussed this. I know, I know. We can't afford it. What if Pat and Tony decide to down? They're all just excuses. No, the bottom line is we can't rent forever. What's the point of working so hard if we don't have anything to show for it? We are executives, after all. Executives? Yeah, Just ones that wear wellies. We should be living in an executive house. Natasha and the girls deserve it, too. Oh, tell me you're not at least a little bit tempted. All right. Yes, it's a nice idea. So you are, Tim. Of course. It would be great to live there. Don't you shush me. Oh, hey. Yeah. You all right? Yeah, yeah, yeah. We're good, aren't we, Natasha? Yeah, great. Are you sure? Absolutely. How about you, Tony? Oh, hello, love. I'm just looking at the guest book. Did you read the message Mum wrote? I did, yes. It's not like her to be so effusive, saying what a special couple she thinks we are. It'll be something to really treasure, love. I wanted to say thank you. I know I kept telling you I didn't want a big fuss, but this has been wonderful. The kids did most of the organizing. I didn't do much. Even so. Thank you. We are still going away tomorrow? Yes, of course we are. What did you think? I wasn't sure. I thought maybe it was a diversion or something. I wouldn't do that to you. I can't wait to go myself. Nothing to do for three whole days but sit in our private boathouse suite. No cows to Milton, no cabbages or sprout tops to cut. We won't want to come back. Oh, I think we will. Yes, we probably will. In any case, we need to get back so you can add our miniatures to your model railway. I didn't tweak. When we first opened the present, I thought they were just a pair of ordinary resin figures. And then I realized they were us. Was all Henry's idea. Apparently he found someone who makes them online. You just have to send in a photo and they create your likeness. I don't really have a paunch like that, do I? No, no, oh, good. I was worried I might need to go on a diet. Have you decided where you're going to place us? On the station platform, of course. Ready to embark on a wonderful journey together, he said. Certainly. Come a long way. When you think where we started out half a century ago, Me coming to Willow Farm with Uncle Hayden, the Welsh cowhand, brandishing a copy of the Female Eunuch. Hardly. I don't think I'd even read it by then. Or if I had, I couldn't have taken its views on marriage to heart. Ah, but. But you were the one who proposed, not me. Oh, yes. Very radical. Yeah. My family thought so. Not that I cared, of course. From the first day we met, you taught me it's. It's fine to do things differently. From getting married within five months to taking the risk on the tenancy, going organic. Even though everyone said we were crazy and we succeeded. I mean, we could have imagined where we are now. The thriving farm. Helen and Tom, ready to take it forward for their children. That's not a bad legacy. It's not at all. It's just a shame John's not here to share it, too. Thank you, Pat. What for? Being my best friend. You've always been there by my side. And you've always been by mine. Come here, Mr. Archer. I want to kiss my groom. Oh, I don't know what you mean, Mick. I didn't make Ian say yes. Fine. If you say so. I didn't. I just thought be the perfect person to help organize the trip. You heard Helen say how brilliant he's been on the school PTA and saying there's. There'll be plenty of Ben's wanting to go, including his own. Do you really think he looked unhappy? No. Probably just misread his expression. I mean, what grown man wouldn't want to organize a group trip to the panto? Have you tried the cake? No, not yet. Is it good? Oh, very. Don't move. I'll get it. Thank you. Oh, look at that, huh? Pat and Tony, still in love after all these years. They're an example to us all, don't you think so make I do. Just goes to show, when you find the right person, don't let go of them. Hold on to them tight. There you go, Ms. Sweet. Thank you, love. You know, I couldn't agree more. Oh. Where did you find it? I didn't. Chelsea did. She was moving the tables back after the party. Oh. Well, thank her for me. I hate losing gloves. Well, at least I would have known what to get you For Christmas? Other than that, how are things going? Oh, we didn't get to talk properly last night. Have you heard anything else from Gavin? No. Although I did have an interesting chat with Linda. It's not just me Gavin wanted to see. He spoke to her too. She made me think again about giving him something. Kirsty, come on. I'm not talking about half the house or anything, but now my job's more secure. I've got a mortgage offer in principal for Willow Farm. And with the equity I already have in the Beechwood house, I can afford to give him a bit of money. But why should you? Because I don't want to be the sort of person who just writes people off. He and Philip treated people like they were less than human. I don't want to be like that. At least then I can sell the house with a clear conscience. So when are you gonna see him? I'm on my way now. I've got the address for a hostel he's been staying at in Felbisham. I'll be fine. At least let me come with you. What? No, honestly, Natasha, there's no need. Kirsty. Hi. How's it going? You all right? Hi, Helen. Yeah, not too bad. I was just telling Natasha I can't hang around. Oh, yeah, me neither. I'm off to pick up Jack and Xander from school. Tomorrow is fine. By the way, sorry about the viewing. So it's the same couple who came to see the house on Sunday, is that right? Yes. They want another look. Really? Yeah, I guess. Look, I really do have to go. Yeah. Yeah, sure. Don't let me hold you up. See you. Okay, bye. Wow. They must be really interested then. In the house, I mean. You don't ask for a second viewing unless you seriously considering buying somewhere. No. No, you don't. Sorry. I know the kitchen's not that nice, but it's better than my room. No, it's fine. There's six of us, but nobody really comes in here except at meal times. I've mainly kept myself to myself. How's the cold? You're looking better than you did on Sunday. I was pretty bad the next day, but, yeah, I'm all right, T. Sure. Thanks. You saw Linda, then? Yeah. She wanted me to know what I put her through. But when she said she didn't want me to be miserable either, it made me realize I can't expect everyone I've heard to forgive me. All I can do is try to do something better with my life. What do you mean, do something better? Just Be a decent person, I suppose. Earn an honest living. Maybe meet someone one day. Have a family. Raise them knowing right from wrong. But who knows? It's a long way off. Well, you've got to start somewhere. Yeah, I guess. Listen, Gavin, the reason I'm here. Yeah, that was a surprise as well. After Sunday, I assumed you didn't want to see me again. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have thrown you out like that. Don't be sorry. I just figured I should leave you alone. Yeah, well, I thought maybe you were after something. I mean, it was a bit odd, you appearing just as I put the house up for sale. I explained that and I believe you. I would still like to help you, though. Help me? Oh, hey, you're back later than usual. Oh, Joy, I didn't see you there. Was it those road works just outside the village? No, not especially. I just got chatting with Ian when I dropped off Sander. That was so kind of Ian to agree to help organize the panto trip. Yeah, wasn't it just? Hey, were you pleased with how it went last night? Oh, yeah. Your mum and dad looked like they had a fabulous time. Yes, they did. Oh, they're so lucky. It takes some of us our whole lives to find our soul mate. I suppose they must be at that eco hotel by now. Yeah, I expect so. I'm sorry, Joy, but I better make sure Jack's not walking mud through the house. We've got a viewing tomorrow morning. Another one? Yeah, I'm trying to keep the place tidy. Tell you what, Mick's not back from Gray Gables for a couple of hours. Why don't I come in for a cuppa? I'm serious. I don't want to, Kirsty, but it's just enough to give you a leg up. You could rent somewhere, not have to share places with strangers. Some hostels are all right. You could start your own business, buy an old van, get some tools. Kirsty. No, you were right. You're a victim of your dad too. Oh, don't cut off your nose to spite your face. I'm not. But if I'm gonna rebuild my life, I have to do it on my own. Otherwise I'll never be able to look at myself in the mirror. In any case, it's your house. You should have all the money from it. You deserve it. Do I, though? You're here, aren't you? How many other people would want to help someone like me? You're an incredible person, Kirsty. Most people only think about themselves. You, though, You Want to make the world a better place. That's why dad married you. What? At least that's what I reckon he thought. If he was with someone good like you, then it kind of absolved him. He knew what he was doing was evil. With you, he could be someone else. He fooled me, that's for sure. I still asked myself how I didn't see through it. Well, maybe because dad hadn't always been like that. Back when I was small, before the divorce and the money troubles. He was actually a kind, decent bloke. That's the dad I saw when he was with you. It's the dad who wanted you to have the house. I can't imagine it going to a better person. Are you sure there's nothing I can do? Even if it's only small? No. Just to get you back on your feet. Honestly, Just the fact you wanted to help, that's enough. Well, if you're absolutely certain. I am. And who knows, maybe we'll bump into each other in a few years and I'll be back on my feet. My own two feet. I hope so, Gavin. I really do. Goodness, Helen, this place is like a show home. I mean, you always keep it pristine, but this is something else. Natasha was joking earlier that I shouldn't bother. She thought I should just let the house get messy, try to put potential buyers off. Oh, I wouldn't blame you, the amount of people you've already had. Look round. You'll be calling in the removers even sooner than you thought. Yeah, perhaps. Any luck finding somewhere new? Well, I've had a look, but there's not a lot out there. Good thing you've got your mum and dad's as a stopgap then, eh? I bet they'd love to have you and the boys living with them again. Yeah, they might. I'm not sure I'd be that overjoyed. Hello. Don't get me wrong, Joy. Mum and dad are fantastic. But they do worry about me. I can start to get a bit claustrophobic, you know. It's why we've been so spoiled living here. It's close, but not too close. I'm gonna miss it a lot. Well, who knows? All sorts of things can go wrong selling houses. Kirsty's not even had an offer yet, has she? No, not yet. There you go then. You could still be living here in six months time. Oh, wouldn't that be nice? Right, I better make a start on dinner. What you having? Sausage and kale steam. You? I need to just get the sausages going. Oh, sounds nice. So how are things with you, Joy? How are you getting on with your new lodger? Lodger? That's a funny way to describe someone who shares the same bed. Oh, it's going well, then? Oh, Helen, me and Mick are having an absolute ball. I know. It's hardly like we've been strangers. I've not been this happy in years. Wow. That is fantastic. Yeah, well, next thing you'll be announcing you're engaged. Well, it's funny you should say that, Joy. You're not, are you? No, I was gonna say. Oh. But last night did make me think. Seeing your mum and dad like that, together for 50 years and still so devoted to each other. When you've been by yourself as long as I have, you forget a relationship like that's still possible. Maybe you don't even think you deserve one. Joy, that's an awful thing to think about yourself. Only in your darkest moments. You know what I mean. Yeah, I do. But still, of course you deserve to be in a relationship. And now I am. Oh, I know it sounds daft, but Mick agreeing to move in, it's made me realize I'm allowed to be happy. And I think Mick's happy and all. Do you know what he said to me at the party last night? What? He said, when you find the right person, you need to hang on to them as tight as you can. I've spent so many years stuck in the past. And, yes, I know we've only been living together for a few days, but we've been courting long enough for me to know he's the right man. If I'm honest, I've known for a while, so I'm gonna take the bull by the horns. Christmas Day is going to be extra special this year. I'm gonna propose. Wow. Joy, are you sure you don't mind me dropping by? Oh, I've been worried all afternoon. No, not at all. Grab a stool. Thanks. Glass of wine? Oh, sure, if you're having one. I most certainly am. So, how did it go? Did you offer Gavin the money? I did. And he refused it. He did what? I know. I was shocked too. He said he didn't deserve it and he wasn't just playing games. He seriously didn't want it. I practically forced it on him, Natasha. He was adamant. Oh, God. And maybe he really isn't such a terrible person. No. All I want to do now is get shot at the house and finally put the whole awful episode behind me. How do you mean, get shot of it? Well, Sell it as quickly as possible. Here's what I should have done as soon as the house was mine. But there was so much else going on and it had so many painful memories. You know, it's been four years since me and Philip got married. Our anniversary would have been on Tuesday. I wasn't sure if I should say anything. And on Christmas Eve, it'll be four years since my whole world imploded. It's so strange, the things your brain remembers. Me and Philip were standing in the hall at Beechwood and he just told me the truth about using slave labour. Just at that moment, Poppy St started singing carols outside. I can hear her now. This image of Philip's stupid Christmas lights. That's what always goes through my head whenever I step through the front door. The carols and the Christmas lights and how surreal it seemed, how none of it fitted with what I just learned. I'm not surprised. What you went through was horrendous. I guess since I moved here, I've been able to push it to the back of my mind. After this week, though, I. Seriously, if that couple tomorrow make even a half decent offer, I'll bite their hand off. Really? You will? Even if it's under the asking price? As long as it means I can buy this place. Oh, sorry, Natasha, are you hungry? I must have some nibbly things somewhere. Kirsty, hold on. I haven't mentioned it before, but there's something me and Tom have been discussing. He's been a little more circumspect about it, I think mainly because of Helen. But if you're now saying you want a quick sale. 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