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And it's like, shit like that. It's much easier said than done to be like, this isn't serving me. I'm going to cut it out. I'm going to cut, I'm going to trim the fat. Right? However, when it comes to people and when it comes to things that you choose to give your emotional energy for 2026, I want a lot of you broski Nation to realize you have way more agency in your life than you think. Okay? That's an active choice that you can make. If you start to pull back, you start to draw back and people start to that's fine. Okay? Because I'm of the opinion that true, concrete friendships that will withstand the test of time and aren't just these passive, one sided, selfish, you know, that type of friendship which comes with age as well. You know, you naturally lose friends that are like that because they need to get their shit together and you need to be able to have a real conversation with your friends to be like, this isn't serving me and I would like to fix it. And if they're not receptive to that and if you also can't be accountable for maybe the part you've played in the downfall or the fizzling out of A friendship, then, you know, friends come and go. Of course, it's more difficult with family members. But what I'm trying to say is that you have a choice in how much time you give these fucking people. If these people are iv draining the life out of you, then you have a choice to not let that happen. You know, I think that 2026, there's. The goal for me at least is there's a perfect balance between. That I'm trying to strike between saying yes. Because true community and true friendship and the best relationships are when you show up for each other, okay? It's not always convenient, it's not always what you want to do. But if this is a friend worth keeping and it's a friend that you truly care about, you will show up because you would want the same in return for you, right? On the flip. If this is something that truly drains the fucking life out of you and that you dread, maybe say no. Like, I just want there to be this revelation like I've had this year for all of my people that like your life. You are fully in the cockpit. You control this ship. You are flying this plane. Start acting like it, okay? Get out there and go kill them, team. Let's go get them, tiger. But for real. And in that vein, I also want to celebrate some, some beautiful changes that we might implement this year. So let me move on to this section. Okay? It's. Here is the top line for 2026. Add more whimsy. I want more whimsy. I want more little trinkets and I want more little cutesy things. I want more play, more imagination, more, more quality time. I want more crafts. I want more handmade things. I want more hand painted things. I want to see touches of human life everywhere. This is my wish for 2026. I am tired of fuck. I'm tired of slop. I'm tired of drop shipping. I'm tired of the single use plastic and cheaply made underpaid labor. I'm tired of it all, okay? There's a conscious decision that you can make to change that. And it is not simple and it is not easy. And we will stumble and we will fall, and that's okay. And there are certain things in life that, you know, we live in, at least all my Americans, we live in a deeply troubled country and everything is so nuanced. And that's the struggle of posting online, where I feel like sometimes we're coming around and then other times I'm like, oh fuck, we're not coming around to the fact that everyone has their own life and their own struggles and their own path that they're walking and grace and, and love and mercy is what we should really lean with, lead with. And of course that's easy to say sitting up here talking to this fucking mic. And it's a lot harder to implement in real life. But that is also my top line for 2026. Lead with love and mercy and give people the benefit of the doubt. But at the same time, if you need to draw your boundaries, draw them and keep them. Stick to your boundaries. Okay? But the biggest top line is let's inject, let's impregnate the infertile womb with a bit of fucking whimsy. Let's bring fertility back to this godforsaken brown earth. With that being said, I want to show you a TikTok. Here's a TikTok I saw. These are easy ways to add whimsy to your home. Okay, Number one, peel off stained glass stickers. I've seen these everywhere. And shout out to this creator, her name is love, Jessica Blair. I've seen this before. And if you don't want to do this, I will say you can buy actual stained glass, like hand blown stained glass. Or teach yourself how to do the little cheat. That's the hot glue with the. You can use actual. It looks like real metal, but it's not. It's just like a shiny metallic glue that dries down. Well, you can make fake stained glass, which could be a fun craft night with you and the girls. Okay. Or you and your partner. I think that that is something that is important to me is like creating home decor or things that are beautiful and handmade and having it be a permanent fixture in your home. Now if you're going to do something like this that she's talking about, you know, with if you're putting in the shower or whatever, I would just be careful about moisture being trapped behind the adhesive or whatever. Just be safe, okay? But shit like this. Love, love, love. Okay, her second one is Cool lamps. Here's my tip for this. Thrift, thrift, thrift, thrift, thrift, thrift and customize. I follow this crazy girl on Instagram who does those refurbished Victorian era lamps. They're not refurbished. She makes her own. But they're Victorian themed lamps and she totally upholsters it. She sews it, she hand stitches it. And it's got the little beads and whatever. Oh, it's so good. I think her name is lamp lady. Or vintage. Vintage something. If you just look up Victorian lamp on Instagram. I think she probably comes up. Her shit is always sold out. And she sells those lampshades for, like, $400. And I want one so bad. One day I'm gonna get one, but they're always gone. They're always gone. I need to. I wish she had, like, a mailing list where I could be like, I got one. Mine, mine. She's awesome like that. Dude, if you're anything like me, I don't think any member of Broski Nation, at least to my knowledge, is, like, a minimalist. Okay? And if you are, I can't imagine why you like me. Because look at this set. Like, come on, dude. I am a tasteful maximalist. Don't look at the set. And I also believe in the power of refurbishing. And I also believe in the power of handmade. Okay? The. The. The lamps, if you're going to do lamps, probably go secondhand. And she recommends warm bulbs, to which I agree. Okay, warm bulbs and no big lights. No big lights. 2026. No, no. Get those lights off. Then she recommends also thrifted jars and trinket trays to keep stuff in just for some character. God, we need to inject character into our lives, dude. Okay, then I found this other TikTok that is from among the wildflowers. And she says, fill the comment section with things you do to make your life more whimsical. I thought we could read through this. This is from May of 2025. Let's go ahead and read through it. Someone says I have normal drinks and fancy glasses to make them feel special. Love. Okay? Love. I also love. Again, thrifting. Or I've seen girls make, like, their little nighttime drink, like a mocktail with the cbd, whatever in it. In a wine Gl. Just make it. Make it gorgeous and stunning. I don't know. Like, let's. Come on. Wear the fur coat to cvs. Today is all you have. When I want to tell someone something, but I'm too scared, I name a star after them and talk to it. Barefoot walks in the rain do wonders for you. Okay, now, while in theory I do probably agree with this, I'm just going to say, and I'll say it, Trench foot. Trust me, you're not gonna want to do that, bro. I've read about trench foot. Trust me, I had a World War I phase. We all. We all lived it, okay? And Warren, don't. Don't edit in any of the World War I shit. I. We all lived through it enough. And if I was weird about it. No, I wasn't. World War I, there was a little thing called trench foot, okay, where they would be down in the trenches, and it would rain or otherwise be moistured. It would be. It would be wet down there. And basically, when you're down there for days, weeks, months at a time, and you have one pair of boots and they're always wet, you get trench foot real bad, okay? Sometimes it has to be amputated. Sometimes you get gangrene. Sometimes the leg becomes wholly unusable. So I wouldn't really walk barefoot in the rain. Unless you're looking at about a few months in the hospital, okay? You're looking at a big, swollen green toe. And then when you go to the function, and everyone's like, why are her feet green? Oh, I was walking barefoot in the rain. Okay, Trench foot. Okay, Trenchy. You don't want to be called Trenchy by your friends. Trust me. Been there. Okay. Because you do it one time and it's over. Just be careful, Trenchy. When I miss someone, I just remind myself, we're sharing the same sky. What the fuck? Wait, what? Oh, that's. That's. We're sharing the same sky. Oh, that made me cry. Okay, moving on. That was really sweet. Okay, Totally. I hold my cat's paw when we sleep. I always ask if he's had a good day, how he slept. Any. Any animal I come across, I ask how they're doing. Lol. You know, something I do that I feel like is just a small thing that spreads like it's the energy. Because we're all about energy. We're all about the universe, and it's cyclical, and karma is real, and everything is real. Whenever I'm driving on the highway and I see someone, like, stopped on the side of the road or, like, an ambulance or a car crash or whatever. I think, I hope all of their days get better, and I hope all of them come into money soon. Like, if I ever see someone broken down on the side of the road, I'm like, I hope money comes your way. Because I've heard about shit like that happening, happening. My mom would be like. Like, this happened to her a few years ago. Something happened where something happened with her car or whatever. This is before I did Internet stuff, and she was, like, really down on money, and she couldn't afford something, and she was like, I don't know what I'm gonna do a week later. Like, she, like, asked the universe for help. She's like, I Am here asking for help. A week later, she got a tax refund and it was the exact amount that she needed. Bitch. How could you cease? Call it God, call it whatever you want. Divine intervention. The universe listens. The forces and powers that be listen. And they have a sense of humor, okay? I don't know, girl. It freaks me out. That's why when I'm like, God, there's nothing worse than like car trouble or being broken down, or like having to be somewhere, being late, or God forbid, being in a car accident or a health scare or whatever. It's just like, I hope you come into money. It's just a simple thing where I'm like, oh, if I was in their position, I would really want, you know, that sort of wishing blessing on me. I just try it. It's. It's great. I also knock on wood all the time because I'm superstitious. And it works, okay? If you. And this is so cliche and so stupid, I hate saying it, but bruh, it's true. It's true. Speak it into existence. Speak it into existence. Write everything down in a list. Manifest, manifest, manifest. Do all the woo woo bullshit, okay? And mean it. If you're gonna pull Oracle cards, if you're gonna do all this, really mean it, okay? Like, don't be. I'm better than this, as stupid as fuck. If you're gonna sit down and go through the trouble, do it. And if it doesn't work, okay, it doesn't work. But if it does, which it does, I'm telling you, girl, I don't know. You know something else I do? When I leave my house, I say, bye, house, be good. I'm just kind of crazy like that. This episode is sponsored by Hungry Root. I know y' all have heard me talk about Hungry Root before and how it's been such a game changer for me in terms of saving time, reaching my health goals. I travel a lot, so this is so nice to have food ready to go. I do all my weekly food shopping with Hungry Root. How does it work, guys? I'm gonna tell you. Hungryroot plans all my meals and groceries for the week, fills my cart, and delivers everything I'll need to eat healthy every day. All while fitting my health goals, my dietary preferences and budget. My favorite item I've recently tried was actually the tikka masala. It was so, so good. 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I put seeds in there and if they eat all the season, I put water out. I just, it's just a little cute thing, okay? And I live in the critter house. Girl. All the critters love my damn house. I've had raccoons, possums, skunks, squirrels love it. Cats fight in my backyard. I'm like, damn. There's also spiders everywhere in this house. I've gotten real good at sucking them up though. Look, I'm a changed woman, okay? You live alone, you figure it out. You don't need a man. You don't need a man. You don't. A man should be an addition to your life. You don't need one. You can do everything a man can do. And I'll leave it at that. I carry the bill. Sweet silver bells. I mend my friend's clothes with fabric I've been collecting and colorful thread. Oh my God. I think I told you all a few weeks ago. Bestie Taylor taught me how to sew, how to hand stitch. Okay, I'm gonna start sewing shit. I'm gonna start sewing buttons on everything. I'm gonna do those little, you know those little sequins that they usually are on like little girls clothes. It's like the blue, pink and purple flower shaped sequins. I'm gonna go to a craft store or if they sell them at a secondhand store, I might go grab some. We need more secondhand craft stores. Do those exist? Let me, let me figure it out. There might be some over where I am. Grab shit like that secondhand. And I'm going to start doing my own sewing crafts. Because how fun. How friggin fun is that? Also mending your friend's clothes. You're an angel. Using a digital camera. Love that. Trinkets everywhere. My car, my work desk, my shelf, my keys. A little reminder that weird little things are still art created and that not everything is so serious. Oh, I love that someone said biking. Okay. Period. Putting on the Coraline background music on a playlist and play it while doing simple things. I like that. Always use the fancy china, the good glasses, the nice notebook. The best advice I ever got was being alive. Is the special occasion. I let my hair blow in the wind and pretend little fairies are styling it. Actually, that's not true because fairies are. They're kind of mischievous. Okay, so fairies are actually fucking with you. They're dicking with you, bro. They're not styling your hair. Trust me, they're dicking with you. They're actually peeing and farting in it. So if something falls on me or I stub my toe or something, I like to gentle parent it. So I'll say that was really unkind. But I hope we can work this out. To my shampoo bottle. Okay, that's funny. Okay, like what the fuck? Okay, here's some DIY whimsy decor. Oh, that's cute. Make a note. Holder out of clothespins. And it looks like a damn piano. They painted it to look like a piano. I might do that. A curtain out of beads, candle bottles. That is very whimsical. Oh, I like this. They've done like empty liquor bottles and they put like vines and leaves in it and water and then A candle on top. Wow. Jar lamps. Very cute. Beaded lampshade, also very cute. Okay, this is something I saw on the Interweb the other day and I was like, I don't know what the fuck that is, but I saved it so we could talk about it on the podcast. The trends that the kids are doing nowadays. It's a lemon pig. What is this? They go viral every 50 years. What is this? Dude, lemon pigs are the world's newest New Year's tradition. They stuff that and put something up his butt. What the hell they're doing ass. Play with the lemon pig. I'm off. Why would you humiliate him like that? Damn. Four toothpicks make up the pig's legs, while small slices in the lemon peel create its mouth and ears. Two cloves are the eyes. The curly tail is fashioned from crushed up foil. And a glistening penny is inserted into the piggy's mouth. Rip the penny. Y' all gotta protect the pennies. Presumably symbolizing the hoped for look, even the lemonless can join in on the fun. Mandarin pigs. Lime pigs joined the herd of citrus swine. Oh, this is on Atlas Obscura. An onion, as it turns out, makes a reasonable pig like shape, while a banana does not. This was sourced from a 1970s photo from Granny Pantries, a vintage cookbook blog which discovered the celebratory pig in 401 party and holiday. 401 party and holiday Ideas from Alcoa. The blog describes it as a. Primarily. As primarily a. Hello. Hello. It's a James Charles New Year's after all. Hello. The blog describes it as a. Hello. The blog describes it as primarily a book dedicated to the proposition that parties would be far more festive if hosts would simply wrap every square inch of their homes in aluminum foil beforehand. Oh, Alcoa is an aluminum foil company after all. Okay. Lemon pigs have been around for more than a century. An 1882 magazine story described a nearly identical lemon pig, and newspapers in the 1890s instructed readers how to make them. Instead of por. Porcine. What is that word? Porcine. Porcine of affecting or resembling a pig or pigs. I have never heard that word before. Porcine. And if anyone ever called me porcine, I'd kill myself. She's a bit porcine in nature. Quite piggish. Instead of porcine good luck charms, they were cheap craft projects for children alongside walnut witches and cornhusk dolls. I have seen cornhusk dolls. They're kind of scary. While they were most popular in the early 20th century, children's entertainment books contained lemon pigs until the 60s, just before their turn as aluminum garnished party decor. Famed chef Jacques Pepin likes lemon pigs so much that he described how to make one in two recent cookbooks. The comments accompanying People's decked out lemons reveal another reason for their popularity. It can't hurt was a common explanation from swine makers. Who the fuck wrote this? Along with the pig's photogenic qualities, people longed for a bit of their look. Perhaps it's to be expected after the bruising experience of living through 2021. Mama, what about the next four years? Okay, Lemon pig makes me think of There are two global Christmas traditions that I've heard of. One is the Christmas Pickle, which I believe is German, and then one is the Christmas Spider. Let's look up both. Christmas Pickle Story A popular holiday tradition where a glass pickle ornament is hidden on the Christmas tree and the first child to find it gets good luck or an extra gift. But its origin is more American marketing than ancient German folklore. Yeah, what's new? Diva likely stemming from F.W. woolworth's 1880s sale of German glass ornaments. Though some link it to a Civil War soldier's survival story or a medieval St Nicholas tale, most Germans have never heard of it, making it a uniquely North American tradition. Girl, it was a marketing ploy by a German company. A German glass company. Fuck all that. Okay, so capitalism is at the rooted fucking what did me and Drew and Dasen do last year? We wore red panties to find love. Red chonies and then we did you eat grapes? What's the grapes Eating grapes under the table. A twist on the traditional Spanish custom of eating 12 grapes at midnight for good luck under the table part adds a specific focus on finding love or manifesting goals for the new year. Popularized on TikTok Bruh Spanish Grape Tradition Las Doce Uvas de la Suerte the twelve Grapes of Luck Las Dos Uvas de la Suerte the twelve Grapes of Luck is a Spanish tradition that consists of eating a grape with each of the 12 clock bell strikes at midnight. Bitch, that's fast. The. Who? There's no way. Do you take your time with it or are you supposed to eat it real quick like that? Each grape and clock bell strike represents each of the coming 12 months. You ever have these moments? I just zoomed out really intensely for a second. I just went to 0.5 for a minute. The calendar that we use and like adhere to now was implemented by a man. Time is a human construct. Like what the is time. It's just a unit of productivity. It measures productivity, bro. Like months aren't even like a thing, bro. Like until Julius Caesar, bro. It's like, it's like literally the cesarean calendar calendar, isn't it? Julius Caesar calendar, Julian calendar. Replacing the complex Roman lunar system with 365 day years and a leap year every four years and a leap leap day every four years. Bruh. Bruh, girl. Okay. Anyway, that was me zooming out, being like, bruh. And then zooming back in and being like, okay, I'm locked in. 12 months, 12 grapes. This tradition dates back from at least 1895, but was greatly popularized in 1909. In December of that year, some Alicantes vine growers spread this custom to encourage grape sales due to overproduction during an excellent harvest. According to the tradition, eating the 12 grapes leads to a year of good luck and prosperity. In some areas. The practice was also believed to ward off witches and evil in general, although today it's mostly followed as a tradition to celebrate and welcome the new year. There are two types of places where people gather to eat the grapes at home with the family members after nochevieja dinner, or in the main squares around the country, with the most famous being the Puerta del Sol in Madrid. Where the tradition started. It started in Madrid. The 12 grapes are closely related to the time ball and clock of the royal house of the post office in Puerto del Sol. From where the change of year. Hello. From where the change of year is broadcast on all major national television networks and radio stations beginning in 1962 on television Espanola. There they share a broad cultural relation with Spain, such as the Philippines, Latin American and Caribbean countries, as well as Hispanic communities in countries such as the United States. This tradition is part of the Hispanic Christmas festivities. It is also done by some Jamaican local goals Slay. Okay, yeah, we did that last year, but I wondered what the origin was. We also did. I want to do some. Woo woo. I'm gonna write down my. My intentions for 2026 because this year was so freaking awesome. It's freaking awesome, guys. Like, wow. I mean, of course it was like really hard. It's some horrific shit went down and it's still going down. But in terms of like doing the best you can, which is all you can do, I think it was okay. You know, for me, Royal Court really is like my baby. And it's been my baby for a long time. And we had some guests that I never like. Truly, from the very beginning, I Was like, my goal is to have this person on. It would be amazing if we had this person. And it all happened. Like, literally the majority of them happened this year. It's fucking nuts. A recap. Josh Gad, Colman, Domingo. Leah. Michelle Visage, Caleb. The Diego Luna. That one was gag for me. Diego Luna, like, bro, I remember I came on here and talked about it. Like, I studied his films in my Spanish classes. Like, obviously, andor is gag. Like, it's just amazing. And he was so nice and so normal. Trixie, finally, that David Corn sweat, that one shifted things. Okay. To reflect for a moment. David Corenswet. That shifted something in the Royal Court universe. Like, from there we were able to kind of. It started to soar and it was just like, David is so deeply engaging and likable and almost makes you, like, it makes your skin crawl at the fact that other interviews haven't been able to bring that out of him. You know, like, either they're so boring or they're so TikTok focused where you're asking all the wrong questions. Like, get to the core humanity of these people. So that was really like. It was just a wonderful experience. And like having Superman on the. Come on, Bruh. Like, six, seven, mixed alter My queen. Logan Lerman. Then we hit a white boy stride. Okay. Logan Lerman, Lewis Capaldi, Finn Wolfhard, Josh Hutcherson, Fred Armisen, Paul Mescal, Bruh. All of the Fred Armisen. I don't know if we talked about this. Fred Armisen, like, and Kristen Wiig shaped me and Taylor's sense of humor. Like, truly, so many of our first ever bits as best friends were like, ripping on or just kind of riffing on the target lady. Or on. Remember when they would come on Weekend Update and wear matching. It was a rip off of like Simon and Garfunkel. What were their names? They would come on in the matching vest and do the improv song where they would try to match each other. We would do that all the time. And it brought us so much Joy as like 13, 14 year olds. And now it's like to sit across from Fred Armisen, this comedy legend, and be able to riff with him and make him laugh. Are you fucking stupid? How. How did we get here? How did this happen so many times throughout the year? It was like, how did this happen sitting across from Paul Mescal in London. Okay, okay, totally. I'm flying to London today to go film something else that comes out in January. Okay. Like, it's just. This job is crazy. Thank you guys for giving a shit. Thanks for watching. Thanks for enjoying. It's literally the point. Like, that's the point. I think entertainment is supposed to be entertaining and it's supposed to be happy and it's supposed to leave you feeling better. And that's. That's all I want to do. So thanks for loving it. Thanks for being honest with me. Thanks for supporting and thanks for another fucking year. Thank you for the happy year of my life. Thank you all. Shout out to Krish the Christmas Spider. That's what the other one I was going to look up. The Christmas spider is a charming Eastern European legend. Eastern European folktale which explains one possible origin of tinsel on Christmas trees. Whoa. It's most prevalent in Western Ukraine, where small ornaments in the shape of a spider are traditionally a part of the Christmas decorations. Here's the story. A poor but hard working widow once lived in a small hut with her children. One summer day, a pine cone fell on the earthen floor of the hut and took root. The widow's children cared for the tree, excited at the prospect of having a Christmas tree. By winter, the tree grew. But when Christmas Eve arrived, they could not afford to decorate it. The children sadly went to bed and fell asleep. Early the next morning they woke up and saw the tree covered with cobwebs. When they opened the windows, the first rays of sunlight touched the webs and turned them into gold and silver. The widow and her children were overjoyed. From then on, they never lived in poverty again. Oh. Other versions replaces sunlight with a miracle from Father Christmas, Santa Claus or the child Jesus Here we go giving credit to Jesus Here we go giving credit to Jesus for what the Son did, oh Lord. And tells the story primarily from the perspective of the spiders who wished to see the Christmas tree. Cute. The origins of the folktale are unknown, but it's believed to have come from either Germany or Ukraine. In Germany, Poland and Ukraine, finding a spider or a spider's web on a Christmas tree is considered good luck. Ukrainians also create small Christmas tree ornaments in the shape of a spider known as pavuchki, literally little spiders, usually made of paper and wire. That's cute. They also decorate Christmas trees with artificial spider webs. The tradition of using tinsel is also said to be because of this story. According to Lubowalinit's Folklore Art curator of the Ukrainian Museum in New York, the tradition is Ukrainian and dates back to the late 1800s or early 1900s. It may be based on an older European superstition about spiders bringing Luck though. Not black spiders in Germany. What? Or conversely, that it is bad luck to destroy a spider's web before the spider is safely out of the way. Spidertail spins a web of holiday lore and the URL's broken. Error. 404. Not found. So this is spiderweb. Don't you fucking break it. It's actually really bad luck. Unless it is naked. That's real cute. Okay, well, I live in a spider infested house. Is that, is that great luck Jaw? I have to tell you something and I think I told you. I told you. I've told every story I ever have on this podcast. Spiders, I think. And maybe I'm entering spiritual psychosis again. Spiders talk to me. Spiders have a lot of shit to say to me. They're always trying to touch me and get on me and be in my space and do this. Okay. When I ended shit with my situationship In September of 2024, he left. It was this whole thing, like, whatever, okay. It was a whole teary eyed thing. He is in a male manipulator. Male manipulator. Male manipulator. And he had his claws so deep into me. I was like, did I just make the biggest mistake of my life letting him go? That night we had broken up, I came back to my house alone. I was crying, I was really upset and I was like cleaning my space. I was putting my clothes away. I was like trying to, you know, get back in the flow of me. Because when you're with a succubus like that, you let them steal you. Like, I lost myself and that's scary as fuck. So I was trying to find myself again. And like that starts for me with clearing your space. And so I was cleaning, rearranging, whatever, and I go to pick up this little fucking plushie he had given me. And inside the shirt of this plushie was. Was a huge red spider. Alive. Alive. And I'm thinking, oh my God, I'm gonna fucking die. Like, what if I put that on my bed? It crawled into my fucking mouth. I go and I drop it on the floor and I'm like, oh, I didn't look at it hard enough to see. Like, what type of spider is it? I don't know. I ran for the fucking vacuum, sucked it up, okay. And then I'm like crying, obviously more because I'm scared. And then I go, oh my God. And I Google red spider meaning. Let's look it up. Red spider meaning spiritually. A red spider often signifies powerful, passionate creation, destiny and Transformation. It's a symbol of creative power, patience, interconnectedness, life's web and the need to trust the unknown journey of life. Dude, when I tell you, when I googled it and I read Transformation, like, I took that as end of a chapter, beginning of a new one. And it really was the catalyst for like, the greatest change that's ever happened, at least emotionally in my life. Of, like, finally stopping the bullshit, like, putting an end to the bullshit and standing on business. Like, I'm so serious. You're not gonna get me again. Never again. No, that was the last time. Hope you had fun. No man. Ever, ever again. No friend. No man. You will never take advantage of me. You will never catch me lacking at my weakest like that. So of course I cried. And of course I was kind of scared. And then literally, I can't even tell you because I have to keep some things to myself. Okay, Broski Nation, you know I love y' all to death. And I tell you pretty much the size and color of my butthole, everything, but. But some things I keep to myself because, like, wow, that red spider. And maybe again, like, I'm doing my Gabbie Hanna spiritual psychosis moment, but I think that that was a great sign, even though it was scary as. And there's spiders all over my house. They talk to me. They whisper to me. Okay, they're aqua, Aqua, Aqua. We love aquamarine. That's literally me and my spiders. So, guys, happy friggin New Year. Be gentle with yourself this year. Change some things up. If you are not happy, make some changes. And that can look different for every single person. I implore you to write things down. Physical media is back. Make a list. Do some manifestations, speak it into your moon water and drink the water. If you need to release things, write them down and burn the paper. Let that shit go. I'm serious, dude. You have so much agency in your life. Act like it. 2026 is going to be a beautiful year. We have so many things in the works. A return might be happening soon to a certain dead YouTube channel, so be looking out for that. Broski Nation merch always is available at Broski Shop. I have an official Brosi Nation Brosi Report Spotify playlist if you guys want to go check that out. And also to the Brosi Nation member who has the unofficial playlist. That one. She updates it literally every week. Every time I mention or post a song, she'll update it. So shout out to you, queen, I want to send you something and I think that'll pretty much do it for me this episode. Guys, have a safe and happy new Year. Please drink some vitamin C. Have some like electrolyte and stay hydrated and stay warm. Love you guys. That was me giving you a wet, passionate kiss. Okay? Bye bye.
